IT IS OFTEN DARKEST JUST BEFORE DAWN.

This homely proverb was illustrated in the case of our sufferer;

for, at the period at which we have arrived in our narrative, to

her the darkness seemed palpable, and the waters of affliction

covered her soul; yet light was about to break in upon her.

Soon after the scenes related in our last chapter, which had

harrowed up her very soul to agony, she met a man, (we would

like to tell you who, dear reader, but it would be doing him no

kindness, even at the present day, to do so,) who evidently

sympathized with her, and counselled her to go to the Quakers,

telling her they were already feeling very indignant at the fraudulent

sale of her son, and assuring her that they would readily

assist her, and direct her what to do. He pointed out to her two

houses, where lived some of those people, who formerly, more

than any other sect, perhaps, lived out the principles of the

gospel of Christ. She wended her way to their dwellings, was

listened to, unknown as she personally was to them, with patience,

and soon gained their sympathies and active co-operation.

They gave her lodgings for the night; and it is very amusing

to hear her tell of the 'nice, high, clean, white, beautiful bed'

assigned her to sleep in, which contrasted so strangely with her

former pallets, that she sat down and contemplated it, perfectly

absorbed in wonder that such a bed should have been appropriated

to one like herself. For some time she thought that she

would lie down beneath it, on her usual bedstead, the floor. 'I

did, indeed,' says she, laughing heartily at her former self. However,

she finally concluded to make use of the bed, for fear that

not to do so might injure the feelings of her good hostess. In the

morning, the Quaker saw that she was taken and set down near

Kingston, with directions to go to the Court House, and enter

complaint to the Grand Jury.

By a little inquiry, she found which was the building she

sought, went into the door, and taking the first man she saw of

imposing appearance for the grand jury, she commenced her

complaint. But he very civilly informed her there was no Grand

Jury there; she must go up stairs. When she had with some

difficulty ascended the flight through the crowd that filled them,

she again turned to the 'grandest ' looking man she could select,

telling him she had come to enter a complaint to the Grand Jury.

For his own amusement, he inquired what her complaint was;

but, when he saw it was a serious matter, he said to her, 'This

is no place to enter a complaint-go in there,' pointing in a

particular direction.

She then went in, where she found the Grand Jurors indeed

sitting, and again commenced to relate her injuries. After holding

some conversation among themselves, one of them rose, and

bidding her follow him, led the way to a side office, where he

heard her story, and asked her 'if she could swear that the child

she spoke of was her son?' 'Yes,' she answered, 'I swear it's my

son.' 'Stop, stop!' said the lawyer, 'you must swear by this

book'-giving her a book, which she thinks must have been the

Bible. She took it, and putting it to her lips, began again to swear

it was her child. The clerks, unable to preserve their gravity any

longer, burst into an uproarious laugh; and one of them inquired

of lawyer Chip of what use it could be to make her swear. 'It

will answer the law,' replied the officer. He then made her

comprehend just what he wished her to do, and she took a

lawful oath, as far as the outward ceremony could make it one.

All can judge how far she understood its spirit and meaning.

He now gave her a writ, directing her to take it to the

constable at New Paltz, and have him serve it on Solomon

Gedney. She obeyed, walking, or rather trotting, in her haste,

some eight or nine miles.

But while the constable, through mistake, served the writ on

a brother of the real culprit, Solomon Gedney slipped into a

boat, and was nearly across the North River, on whose banks

they were standing, before the dull Dutch constable was aware

of his mistake. Solomon Gedney, meanwhile, consulted a lawyer,

who advised him to go to Alabama and bring back the boy,

otherwise it might cost him fourteen years' imprisonment, and

a thousand dollars in cash. By this time, it is hoped he began to

feel that selling slaves unlawfully was not so good a business as

he had wished to find it. He secreted himself till due preparations

could be made, and soon set sail for Alabama. Steamboats and

railroads had not then annihilated distance to the extent they

now have, and although he left in the fall of the year, spring

came ere he returned, bringing the boy with him-but holding

on to him as his property. It had ever been Isabella's prayer, not

only that her son might be returned, but that he should be

delivered from bondage, and into her own hands, lest he should

be punished out of mere spite to her, who was so greatly annoying

and irritating to her oppressors; and if her suit was gained,

her very triumph would add vastly to their irritation.

She again sought advice of Esquire Chip, whose counsel was,

that the aforesaid constable serve the before-mentioned writ

upon the right person. This being done, soon brought Solomon

Gedney up to Kingston, where he gave bonds for his appearance

at court, in the sum of $600.

Esquire Chip next informed his client, that her case must

now lie over till the next session of the court, some months in

the future. 'The law must take its course,' said he.

'What! wait another court! wait months?' said the persevering

mother. 'Why, long before that time, he can go clear off,

and take my child with him-no one knows where. I cannot

wait; I must have him now, whilst he is to be had.' 'Well,' said

the lawyer, very coolly, 'if he puts the boy out of the way, he

must pay the $600-one half of which will be yours'; supposing,

perhaps, that $300 would pay for a 'heap of children,' in

the eye of a slave who never, in all her life, called a dollar her

own. But in this instance, he was mistaken in his reckoning. She

assured him, that she had not been seeking money, neither

would money satisfy her; it was her son, and her son alone she

wanted, and her son she must have. Neither could she wait

court, not she. The lawyer used his every argument to convince

her, that she ought to be very thankful for what they had done

for her; that it was a great deal, and it was but reasonable that she

should now wait patiently the time of the court.

Yet she never felt, for a moment, like being influenced by

these suggestions. She felt confident she was to receive a full and

literal answer to her prayer, the burden of which had been-'O

Lord, give my son into my hands, and that speedily! Let not the

spoilers have him any longer.' Notwithstanding, she very distinctly

saw that those who had thus far helped her on so kindly

were wearied of her, and she feared God was wearied also. She had

a short time previous learned that Jesus was a Saviour, and an

intercessor; and she thought that if Jesus could but be induced to

plead

for her in the present trial, God would listen to him, though he

were wearied of her importunities. To him, of course, she applied.

As she was walking about, scarcely knowing whither she went,

asking within herself, 'Who will show me any good, and lend a

helping hand in this matter,' she was accosted by a perfect

stranger, and one whose name she has never learned, in the

following terms: 'Halloo, there; how do you get along with your

boy? do they give him up to you?' She told him all, adding that

now every body was tired, and she had none to help her. He said,

'Look here! I'll tell you what you'd better do. Do you see that

stone house yonder?' pointing in a particular direction. 'Well,

lawyer Demain lives there, and do you go to him, and lay your

case before him; I think he'll help you. Stick to him. Don't give him

peace till he does. I feel sure if you press him, he'll do it for you.'

She needed no further urging, but trotted off at her peculiar gait in

the direction of his house, as fast as possible,-and she was not

encumbered with stockings, shoes, or any other heavy article of

dress. When she had told him her story, in her impassioned

manner, he looked at her a few moments, as if to ascertain if he

were contemplating a new variety of the genus homo, and then

told her, if she would give him five dollars, he would get her son

for her, in twenty-four hours. 'Why,' she replied, 'I have no

money, and never had a dollar in my life!' Said he, 'If you will go

to those Quakers in Poppletown, who carried you to court, they

will help you to five dollars in cash, I have no doubt; and you shall

have your son in twenty-four hours, from the time you bring me

that sum.' She performed the journey to Poppletown, a distance

of some ten miles, very expeditiously; collected considerable

more than the sum specified by the barrister; then, shutting the

money tightly in her hand, she trotted back, and paid the lawyer a

larger fee than he had demanded. When inquired of by people

what she had done with the overplus, she answered, 'Oh, I got it

for lawyer Demain, and I gave it to him. ' They assured her she was

a fool to do so; that she should have kept all over five dollars, and

purchased herself shoes with it. 'Oh, I do not want money or

clothes now, I only want my son; and if five dollars will get him,

more will surely get him. ' And if the lawyer had returned it to her,

she avers she would not have accepted it. She was perfectly willing

he should have every coin she could raise, if he would but restore

her lost son to her. Moreover, the five dollars he required were for

the remuneration of him who should go after her son and his

master, and not for his own services.

The lawyer now renewed his promise, that she should have

her son in twenty-four hours. But Isabella, having no idea of this

space of time, went several times in a day, to ascertain if her son

had come. Once, when the servant opened the door and saw

her, she said, in a tone expressive of much surprise, 'Why, this

woman's come again!' She then wondered if she went too

often. When the lawyer appeared, he told her the twenty-four

hours would not expire till the next morning; if she would call

then, she would see her son. The next morning saw Isabel at the

lawyer's door, while he was yet in his bed. He now assured her

it was morning till noon; and that before noon her son would

be there, for he had sent the famous 'Matty Styles' after him,

who would not fail to have the boy and his master on hand in

due season, either dead or alive; of that he was sure. Telling her

she need not come again; he would himself inform her of their

arrival.

After dinner, he appeared at Mr. Rutzer's, (a place the lawyer

had procured for her, while she awaited the arrival of her boy,)

assuring her, her son had come; but that he stoutly denied having

any mother, or any relatives in that place; and said, 'she must go

over and identify him.' She went to the office, but at sight of

her the boy cried aloud, and regarded her as some terrible being,

who was about to take him away from a kind and loving friend.

He knelt, even, and begged them, with tears, not to take him

away from his dear master, who had brought him from the

dreadful South, and been so kind to him.

When he was questioned relative to the bad scar on his

forehead, he said, 'Fowler's horse hove him.' And of the one

on his cheek, 'That was done by running against the carriage.'

In answering these questions, he looked imploringly at his master,

as much as to say, 'If they are falsehoods, you bade me say

them; may they be satisfactory to you, at least.'

The justice, noting his appearance, bade him forget his master

and attend only to him. But the boy persisted in denying his

mother, and clinging to his master, saying his mother did not live

in such a place as that. However, they allowed the mother to

identify her son; and Esquire Demain pleaded that he claimed

the boy for her, on the ground that he had been sold out of the

State, contrary to the laws in such cases made and provided-spoke of

the penalties annexed to said crime, and of the sum of

money the delinquent was to pay, in case any one chose to

prosecute him for the offence he had committed. Isabella, who

was sitting in a corner, scarcely daring to breathe, thought within

herself, 'If I can but get the boy, the $200 may remain for

whoever else chooses to prosecute-I have done enough to

make myself enemies already'-and she trembled at the thought

of the formidable enemies she had probably arrayed against

herself-helpless and despised as she was. When the pleading

was at an end, Isabella understood the Judge to declare, as the

sentence of the Court, that the 'boy be delivered into the hands

of the mother-having no other master, no other controller, no

other conductor, but his mother.' This sentence was obeyed; he

was delivered into her hands, the boy meanwhile begging, most

piteously, not to be taken from his dear master, saying she was

not his mother, and that his mother did not live in such a place

as that. And it was some time before lawyer Demain, the clerks,

and Isabella, could collectively succeed in calming the child's

fears, and in convincing him that Isabella was not some terrible

monster, as he had for the last months, probably, been trained to

believe; and who, in taking him away from his master, was

taking him from all good, and consigning him to all evil.

When at last kind words and bon-bons had quieted his fears,

and he could listen to their explanations, he said to Isabella-

'Well, you do look like my mother used to'; and she was soon

able to make him comprehend some of the obligations he was

under, and the relation he stood in, both to herself and his

master. She commenced as soon as practicable to examine the

boy, and found, to her utter astonishment, that from the crown

of his head to the sole of his foot, the callosities and indurations

on his entire body were most frightful to behold. His back she

described as being like her fingers, as she laid them side by side.

'Heavens! what is all this? ' said Isabel. He answered, 'It is

where Fowler whipped, kicked, and beat me.' She exclaimed,

'Oh, Lord Jesus, look! see my poor child! Oh Lord, "render

unto them double" for all this! Oh my God! Pete, how did you

bear it?'

'Oh, this is nothing, mammy-if you should see Phillis, I

guess you'd scare! She had a little baby, and Fowler cut her till

the milk as well as blood ran down her body. You would scare

to see Phillis, mammy.'

When Isabella inquired, 'What did Miss Eliza * say, Pete,

when you were treated so badly?' he replied, 'Oh, mammy, she

said she wished I was with Bell. Sometimes I crawled under the

stoop, mammy, the blood running all about me, and my back

would stick to the boards; and sometimes Miss Eliza would

come and grease my sores, when all were abed and asleep.'

Note:

*Meaning Mrs. Eliza Fowler.

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