At length the sheriff spoke:----

"Is this your gratitude to me for saving your life at the risk of my

own? If I had not done so, you would now be swinging from the limb of

some neighboring tree."

"True," said the prisoner, "you saved my life, but for how long? When

you came in, you said Court would sit next week. When the crowd went

away they said I had not long to live. It is merely a choice of two

ropes."

"While there 's life there 's hope," replied the sheriff. He uttered

this commonplace mechanically, while his brain was busy in trying to

think out some way of escape. "If you are innocent you can prove it."

The mulatto kept his eye upon the sheriff. "I did n't kill the old man,"

he replied; "but I shall never be able to clear myself. I was at his

house at nine o'clock. I stole from it the coat that was on my back when

I was taken. I would be convicted, even with a fair trial, unless the

real murderer were discovered beforehand."

The sheriff knew this only too well. While he was thinking what argument

next to use, the prisoner continued:----

"Throw me the keys--no, unlock the door."

The sheriff stood a moment irresolute. The mulatto's eye glittered

ominously. The sheriff crossed the room and unlocked the door leading

into the passage.

"Now go down and unlock the outside door."

The heart of the sheriff leaped within him. Perhaps he might make a dash

for liberty, and gain the outside. He descended the narrow stairs, the

prisoner keeping close behind him.

The sheriff inserted the huge iron key into the lock. The rusty bolt

yielded slowly. It still remained for him to pull the door open.

"Stop!" thundered the mulatto, who seemed to divine the sheriff's

purpose. "Move a muscle, and I 'll blow your brains out."

The sheriff obeyed; he realized that his chance had not yet come.

"Now keep on that side of the passage, and go back upstairs."

Keeping the sheriff under cover of the revolver, the mulatto followed

him up the stairs. The sheriff expected the prisoner to lock him into

the cell and make his own escape. He had about come to the conclusion

that the best thing he could do under the circumstances was to submit

quietly, and take his chances of recapturing the prisoner after the

alarm had been given. The sheriff had faced death more than once upon

the battlefield. A few minutes before, well armed, and with a brick wall

between him and them he had dared a hundred men to fight; but he felt

instinctively that the desperate man confronting him was not to be

trifled with, and he was too prudent a man to risk his life against such

heavy odds. He had Polly to look after, and there was a limit beyond

which devotion to duty would be quixotic and even foolish.

"I want to get away," said the prisoner, "and I don't want to be

captured; for if I am I know I will be hung on the spot. I am afraid,"

he added somewhat reflectively, "that in order to save myself I shall

have to kill you."

"Good God!" exclaimed the sheriff in involuntary terror; "you would not

kill the man to whom you owe your own life."

"You speak more truly than you know," replied the mulatto. "I indeed owe

my life to you."

The sheriff started, he was capable of surprise, even in that moment of

extreme peril. "Who are you?" he asked in amazement.

"Tom, Cicely's son," returned the other. He had closed the door and

stood talking to the sheriff through the grated opening. "Don't you

remember Cicely--Cicely whom you sold, with her child, to the speculator

on his way to Alabama?"

The sheriff did remember. He had been sorry for it many a time since. It

had been the old story of debts, mortgages, and bad crops. He had

quarreled with the mother. The price offered for her and her child had

been unusually large, and he had yielded to the combination of anger and

pecuniary stress.

"Good God!" he gasped, "you would not murder your own father?"

"My father?" replied the mulatto. "It were well enough for me to claim

the relationship, but it comes with poor grace from you to ask anything

by reason of it. What father's duty have you ever performed for me? Did

you give me your name, or even your protection? Other white men gave

their colored sons freedom and money, and sent them to the free States.

_You_ sold _me_ to the rice swamps."

"I at least gave you the life you cling to," murmured the sheriff.

"Life?" said the prisoner, with a sarcastic laugh. "What kind of a life?

You gave me your own blood, your own features,--no man need look at us

together twice to see that,--and you gave me a black mother. Poor

wretch! She died under the lash, because she had enough womanhood to

call her soul her own. You gave me a white man's spirit, and you made me

a slave, and crushed it out."

"But you are free now," said the sheriff. He had not doubted, could not

doubt, the mulatto's word. He knew whose passions coursed beneath that

swarthy skin and burned in the black eyes opposite his own. He saw in

this mulatto what he himself might have become had not the safeguards of

parental restraint and public opinion been thrown around him.

"Free to do what?" replied the mulatto. "Free in name, but despised and

scorned and set aside by the people to whose race I belong far more than

to my mother's."

"There are schools," said the sheriff. "You have been to school." He had

noticed that the mulatto spoke more eloquently and used better language

than most Branson County people.

"I have been to school, and dreamed when I went that it would work some

marvelous change in my condition. But what did I learn? I learned to

feel that no degree of learning or wisdom will change the color of my

skin and that I shall always wear what in my own country is a badge of

degradation. When I think about it seriously I do not care particularly

for such a life. It is the animal in me, not the man, that flees the

gallows. I owe you nothing," he went on, "and expect nothing of you; and

it would be no more than justice if I should avenge upon you my mother's

wrongs and my own. But still I hate to shoot you; I have never yet taken

human life--for I did _not_ kill the old captain. Will you promise to

give no alarm and make no attempt to capture me until morning, if I do

not shoot?"

So absorbed were the two men in their colloquy and their own tumultuous

thoughts that neither of them had heard the door below move upon its

hinges. Neither of them had heard a light step come stealthily up the

stairs, nor seen a slender form creep along the darkening passage toward

the mulatto.

The sheriff hesitated. The struggle between his love of life and his

sense of duty was a terrific one. It may seem strange that a man who

could sell his own child into slavery should hesitate at such a moment,

when his life was trembling in the balance. But the baleful influence of

human slavery poisoned the very fountains of life, and created new

standards of right. The sheriff was conscientious; his conscience had

merely been warped by his environment. Let no one ask what his answer

would have been; he was spared the necessity of a decision.

"Stop," said the mulatto, "you need not promise. I could not trust you

if you did. It is your life for mine; there is but one safe way for me;

you must die."

He raised his arm to fire, when there was a flash--a report from the

passage behind him. His arm fell heavily at his side, and the pistol

dropped at his feet.

The sheriff recovered first from his surprise, and throwing open the

door secured the fallen weapon. Then seizing the prisoner he thrust him

into the cell and locked the door upon him; after which he turned to

Polly, who leaned half-fainting against the wall, her hands clasped over

her heart.

"Oh, father, I was just in time!" she cried hysterically, and, wildly

sobbing, threw herself into her father's arms.

"I watched until they all went away," she said. "I heard the shot from

the woods and I saw you shoot. Then when you did not come out I feared

something had happened, that perhaps you had been wounded. I got out the

other pistol and ran over here. When I found the door open, I knew

something was wrong, and when I heard voices I crept upstairs, and

reached the top just in time to hear him say he would kill you. Oh, it

was a narrow escape!"

When she had grown somewhat calmer, the sheriff left her standing there

and went back into the cell. The prisoner's arm was bleeding from a

flesh wound. His bravado had given place to a stony apathy. There was no

sign in his face of fear or disappointment or feeling of any kind. The

sheriff sent Polly to the house for cloth, and bound up the prisoner's

wound with a rude skill acquired during his army life.

"I 'll have a doctor come and dress the wound in the morning," he said

to the prisoner. "It will do very well until then, if you will keep

quiet. If the doctor asks you how the wound was caused, you can say that

you were struck by the bullet fired from the woods. It would do you no

good to have it known that you were shot while attempting to escape."

The prisoner uttered no word of thanks or apology, but sat in sullen

silence. When the wounded arm had been bandaged, Polly and her father

returned to the house.

The sheriff was in an unusually thoughtful mood that evening. He put

salt in his coffee at supper, and poured vinegar over his pancakes. To

many of Polly's questions he returned random answers. When he had gone

to bed he lay awake for several hours.

In the silent watches of the night, when he was alone with God, there

came into his mind a flood of unaccustomed thoughts. An hour or two

before, standing face to face with death, he had experienced a sensation

similar to that which drowning men are said to feel--a kind of

clarifying of the moral faculty, in which the veil of the flesh, with

its obscuring passions and prejudices, is pushed aside for a moment, and

all the acts of one's life stand out, in the clear light of truth, in

their correct proportions and relations,--a state of mind in which one

sees himself as God may be supposed to see him. In the reaction

following his rescue, this feeling had given place for a time to far

different emotions. But now, in the silence of midnight, something of

this clearness of spirit returned to the sheriff. He saw that he had

owed some duty to this son of his,--that neither law nor custom could

destroy a responsibility inherent in the nature of mankind. He could not

thus, in the eyes of God at least, shake off the consequences of his

sin. Had he never sinned, this wayward spirit would never have come back

from the vanished past to haunt him. As these thoughts came, his anger

against the mulatto died away, and in its place there sprang up a great

pity. The hand of parental authority might have restrained the passions

he had seen burning in the prisoner's eyes when the desperate man spoke

the words which had seemed to doom his father to death. The sheriff

felt that he might have saved this fiery spirit from the slough of

slavery; that he might have sent him to the free North, and given him

there, or in some other land, an opportunity to turn to usefulness and

honorable pursuits the talents that had run to crime, perhaps to

madness; he might, still less, have given this son of his the poor

simulacrum of liberty which men of his caste could possess in a

slave-holding community; or least of all, but still something, he might

have kept the boy on the plantation, where the burdens of slavery would

have fallen lightly upon him.

The sheriff recalled his own youth. He had inherited an honored name to

keep untarnished; he had had a future to make; the picture of a fair

young bride had beckoned him on to happiness. The poor wretch now

stretched upon a pallet of straw between the brick walls of the jail had

had none of these things,--no name, no father, no mother--in the true

meaning of motherhood,--and until the past few years no possible future,

and then one vague and shadowy in its outline, and dependent for form

and substance upon the slow solution of a problem in which there were

many unknown quantities.

From what he might have done to what he might yet do was an easy

transition for the awakened conscience of the sheriff. It occurred to

him, purely as a hypothesis, that he might permit his prisoner to

escape; but his oath of office, his duty as sheriff, stood in the way of

such a course, and the sheriff dismissed the idea from his mind. He

could, however, investigate the circumstances of the murder, and move

Heaven and earth to discover the real criminal, for he no longer doubted

the prisoner's innocence; he could employ counsel for the accused, and

perhaps influence public opinion in his favor. An acquittal once

secured, some plan could be devised by which the sheriff might in some

degree atone for his crime against this son of his--against

society--against God.

When the sheriff had reached this conclusion he fell into an unquiet

slumber, from which he awoke late the next morning.

He went over to the jail before breakfast and found the prisoner lying

on his pallet, his face turned to the wall; he did not move when the

sheriff rattled the door.

"Good-morning," said the latter, in a tone intended to waken the

prisoner.

There was no response. The sheriff looked more keenly at the recumbent

figure; there was an unnatural rigidity about its attitude.

He hastily unlocked the door and, entering the cell, bent over the

prostrate form. There was no sound of breathing; he turned the body

over--it was cold and stiff. The prisoner had torn the bandage from his

wound and bled to death during the night. He had evidently been dead

several hours.

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