CHAPTER XXXII

In order perhaps to give an ostensible reason for her last flying visit

to the empty Manor, or more likely (since she is not much in the habit

of testing the value of her actions by the world's opinion) for her own

solace and consolation, Lady Betty Harborough had taken her little son

with her on her return home; had taken also her daughter, though the

latter's company is a matter of much less moment to her maternal heart.

The departure of the children had, at the time, been an unspeakable

relief to Margaret. The recollection of the poignant pain and

inconvenience she had endured last year from their questions upon John

Talbot's departure, such as, 'When was he coming back?' 'Would not she

like him to come and live with her always?' make her look forward with

dread unutterable to a repetition of such questions, to which her new

circumstances lend an agony lacked by her former ones. How shall she

answer them if they ask her now whether she would like John Talbot to

come back and live with her always? Shall she scream out loud?

It is, then, with untold relief that she hears that they are gone,

whipped off with such promptitude by their parent as to be unable to

make their adieux to the Red House, the fox, and the fondly loved though

freckled Alfred. That they have again reappeared on the scene, she

learns only a couple of days after her interview with milady, by coming

upon them and their nurses suddenly at a turn of the Road. The shock is

so great--Lily is wearing the very same frock and Franky the same hat in

which they had burst into her love-dream on the first morning of her

engagement--that she cuts their greetings, to their immense surprise,

very short, and, under the pretext of extremest haste, breaks away from

their eager little hands and voices.

Her conscience smites her when the sound of sobbing overtakes her, and

she turns her head to see Franky fighting with his nurse to get away and

run after her, in order to rectify the, to him, unintelligible mistake

of her want of gladness at meeting him. Poor Franky! She has not so many

lovers that she can afford to rebut the tenderness of even so small a

one as Master Harborough. She will make it up to him next time. It is

not long before she is given the opportunity. On the following morning

she is sitting at her writing-table doing the weekly accounts, when a

rapping as of minute knuckles on the outer door is followed--before

permission to enter can be either given or refused--by the appearance of

a small figure, that of Miss Lily, who advances not quite so confidently

as usual.

'Oh, Miss Lambton!' she says rather affectedly, obviously borrowing a

phrase she has heard employed by her mother, 'how fortunate I am to find

you! We have come to see you. Franky wants to know whether he was

naughty yesterday that you would not speak to him. He thinks he must

have been naughty. He has sent you a present; he did not like to give it

you himself, so he has asked me. He took a bit of Nanny's letter-paper

when she was not looking, to wrap it up in. It is not hers really; it is

ours, for there is "Harborough Castle" on it. Nanny always likes to

write to her friends on paper with "Harborough Castle" on it.'

During her voluble speech, she has come up to the table and deposited in

Peggy's hand a tiny untidy parcel, piping hot, evidently from the

pressure of anxious small fingers tightly closed over it, all the way

from the Manor to the Red House. Peggy begins to unroll it; but before

this operation is nearly completed, a second little voice is heard, in

intense excitement from the door.

'It is my knife that father gave me after I was ill; it has five blades,

and a scissors, and a button-hook, and a corkscrew, and a file. It cost

ten and sixpence; and I like you to have it: it is a present.'

The next moment Master Harborough and the object of his affections are

in each other's arms. It is a long time before she can persuade the

little generous heart to take back its offering; before, with the tears

in her own eyes, she can succeed in forcing it back to its natural home

in the pocket of his sailor trousers; before general conversation can be

introduced by Lily.

'Just as we were setting off we saw Freddy going out riding,' says she

agreeably. 'He would not tell us where he was going; but Nanny thinks it

was to Hartley's. Why does she say "_Hartley's_" instead of "Mr.

Hartley's"? She always talks of _Mr._ Richards, the butcher!'

Simultaneously with this unanswerable query about her, Nanny herself

appears with a note in her hand, which she has been commissioned by Lady

Roupell to give to Miss Lambton, and which, when she is once more

alone--the children having scampered off to embrace Alfred--Miss Lambton

opens. She does so with some slight curiosity. The envelope is so large

as to imply the certainty of an enclosure. Milady's own notes are not

apt to require much space, nor is the present one any exception to her

general rule. It runs thus:

'DEAR PEGGY,

'This woman has asked me to forward you the enclosed. I do not

quite know why she could not find out your address for herself.

Freddy has worried me into saying I would go. It is such a long

while off that we shall probably all be dead and buried first.

Meanwhile, do not order a fly, as I can take you and Prue.

'Yours,

'M. R.'

With a heightened interest Peggy turns to the enclosure. It reveals a

large and highly glazed invitation card, on which Mrs. Hartley announces

her intention of being 'At Home' on the evening of the 15th of

September, and which holds out the two lures--each lurking seductively

in its own corner--of 'Theatricals' and 'Dancing.' While she is still

looking at it, Prue comes up behind her and reads it over her shoulder;

and as she does so, the elder sister hears her breathe quicker.

'Oh, Peggy!' she cries, with agitation, 'then I shall see her at last. I

shall be able to judge for myself. It is so odd that we should never

have met her, living in the same neighbourhood; it shows how little we

go out, does not it? _He_ has always been so anxious that we should know

her, almost ever since he knew her himself. How long is that ago?'

stifling a sigh. 'Oh, a long time ago now! He says he is always trying

to make the people he likes clasp each other's hands.'

'And is he very successful generally?' asks Peggy drily.

But Prue's eyes have lit upon Lady Roupell's note, and her attention is

too much absorbed in it for her even to hear her elder's sarcastic

question. Peggy would fain have spared her the pain of reading the

sentence that refers to Freddy. But it is too late. Margaret becomes

aware of the moment when she reaches it by the slight colour that rises

to her eager face.

'He was always so good-natured about the Hartleys,' she says, in hasty

explanation; 'he would have been just the same to any one else in the

same position. He thought that people left them out in the cold; he

never can bear any one to be left out in the cold.'

'This does not look much like being left out in the cold, does it?' says

Margaret, rising, walking to the chimney-piece, and setting up the card

against the dark background of the old oak; 'since it is our only

invitation, it is well that it is such a smart one. What an odd fashion

it is, when one comes to think of it, that a woman should consider it

necessary to send these magnificent bits of pasteboard flying half over

the country, merely to tell us that she is at home!'

'There is no need for us to do that,' rejoins Prue rather

disconsolately; 'we are always at home.'

'We shall not be at home on the night of the 15th of September,' says

Peggy, laughing, and passing her arm fondly round her sister, who,

unable to keep away from the magnet of Mrs. Hartley's invitation, has

followed it to the fireplace.

'The 15th of September,' repeats the other, dismayed; 'is it possible

that it is not till the 15th of September? Oh, what a long time off! How

I wish that I could fall asleep now, and only wake up on the very

morning!'

Peggy sighs. There is to her something terrible in her sister's

eagerness, knowing, as she does, how little it has in common with the

wholesome hearty hunger for pleasure of her age. But she speaks

cheerfully:

'The play will be the better acted; the floor will be the better waxed.'

'I am sure that it was _he_ who reminded them to ask us; I am sure that

they would never have remembered us but for _him_,' pursues the young

girl, colouring with pleasure. 'He used to say--indeed,' still further

brightening, 'he said it again not so long ago, that he always felt a

sensation of emptiness about a room that I was not in.'

'Oh, Miss Lambton!' cries Franky, bursting into the room, and bringing

with him a somewhat powerful agricultural odour, 'we have been having

_such_ fun! we have been helping Alfred to fork manure. Nanny is _so_

cross; she is coming after me--oh, do not let her find me! do hide me

somewhere!'

But unfortunately Master Harborough's attendant is able to track him by

another sense than sight, and from the shelter of Peggy's petticoat,

magnanimously extended to protect him, he is presently drawn forth, and

carried off, in company with his sister, to a purification profoundly

deprecated by both.

For the next four weeks the Hartley card of invitation remains enthroned

in the place of honour on Peggy's chimney-piece. Festivities are not so

rife in the neighbourhood of the little Red House that it runs any risk

of being dethroned, or of even having its eminence shared. Freddy has

been affectionately taxed by his betrothed with having been instrumental

in its despatch, but he has delicately denied.

'I always think,' he says prettily, 'that there is a magnet in the heart

of all good people, drawing them towards each other; so that you see,

dear, there was no need for me.'

The magnet of which he speaks must be in great force in his own case

just now, judging by the frequency with which the ten long miles--always

charged by the flymen as eleven--between the Manor and the home of the

Hartleys are spanned by him. Prue does not always hear from himself of

these excursions, though, indeed, he makes no great secret of them.

Oftener an officious young Evans thrusts upon her the fact of having met

him going in the accustomed direction; oftener still, the little

Harboroughs innocently mention it as a thing of course; oftenest, her

own heart divines it. And after all, what can be more natural than that

at such a juncture his services should be needed and asked; than that he

whose mouth has always been so full of the beauty and duty of living

for others, should give them readily and freely? And again, what can be

more natural or obvious than that his presence should be needed, should

be indispensable in fact, in the endless discussions as to the choice of

a play, interminable as the ever famous ones in 'Mansfield Park;' and

that with him it should rest to adjust the jarring claims of the young

Hartleys, of whom some pipe, some harp, and some do neither, but are

none the less resolved to display themselves in one capacity or another

before the ----shire public? And, later on, when the stage with its

decorations arrives from London, what can be more natural than that

those among the scenes which do not commend themselves to the actors'

liking should be painted afresh; and that again Freddy's unerring taste

and illimitable good-nature should be called into play?

'You really are too good-natured, Mr. Ducane,' Mrs. Hartley reiterates;

'you let them impose upon you. You really ought to think of yourself

sometimes; it does not do not to think of one's self sometimes; one has

to be selfish now and again, in this world.' And Freddy, aloft on a

ladder with a large brush in his hand, and smouches of paint on his

charming face, smiles delightfully, and says he should be sorry to have

to think that. And when he does make time for a visit to the Red House,

he is so affectionate; brings with him such an atmosphere of enjoyment;

is so full of interesting pieces of news about the progress of the

preparations, of pleasant speeches as to the intense eagerness on the

part of the whole Hartley family to make Prue's acquaintance, that for

twenty-four hours after each of them her spirits maintain the level to

which the fillip of his easy tendernesses has lifted them.

'It would be tiresome if it were to last for ever, I grant you,' she

says to Peggy one day, with an assumption of placid indifference; 'but

as it is a temporary thing--so very temporary--why, in less than a

fortnight now it will be over, how silly I should be to care! In less

than a fortnight' (her face growing suffused with a happy pink) 'we

shall go back to our old ways; and the Hartleys will be off in their

fine yacht round the world--and good luck go with them! I _like_ him to

help them. I tell you I like it,' reiterating the assertion as if

knowing it to be one not very easily to be believed; 'it would not have

tallied at all with my idea of him if he had refused.'

And Peggy only rejoins despondently: 'Well, dear, if you are pleased, so

am I.'

Not, indeed, that Margaret contents herself with this depressed

acquiescence in her sister's eclipsed condition. She has on several

occasions, and despite many gently conveyed hints on his part that she

is not judicious in her choice of opportunities, endeavoured to tackle

Mr. Ducane on the subject of his future, to obtain some definite answer

from him as to the choice of a profession, etc. But her unsuccess has

been uniform and unvaried. It is not that he has ever refused to discuss

the question with her. Indeed, in looking back upon their conversation

she is always puzzled to remember how it was that he had eluded her. She

has generally ended by tracing his escape back to some exalted

abstraction; some sentiment too delicate for the wear and tear of

everyday life; some bubbling jest.

'You know, dear,' he says to her very kindly one day, when she has been

pointing out to him, with some warmth, the entire frivolity of his

present mode of life; 'you know, dear, that you and I are always a

little at odds as to the true meaning of the word "education." I have

always felt that the soul's education can be more furthered by what the

world calls "play," than by what it has chosen to define specially as

"work." There is no use in forcing one's spirit, dear Peggy. One is much

more likely to learn the lines that one's true development ought to

follow by sitting still and listening humbly to the voice of the Erd

Geist.'

'And the voice of the Erd Geist tells you to paint drop-scenes for the

Hartleys'?' replies Peggy witheringly; but her sarcasm furthers her

cause as little as do her more serious reasonings.

At the end of the month that intervenes between the arrival of the

Hartleys' invitation and the fulfilment of its promise, that cause is

exactly where it was. By milady Peggy has been spared any further

reference to the subject of her sister's engagement; nor, as far as is

known to the girl, has Lady Roupell taken any step such as she had

threatened for the separation of the lovers.

With a stab at her heart Peggy recognises the reason of this inaction.

The shrewd old woman sees how needless is her interference; and, being

kind as well as shrewd, refrains from giving the last unnecessary shove

to the tottering card-house of poor Prue's felicity.

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