She said slowly. "An--dy--Brooks--"

Fifty feet away the skycar settled. Swans glided silently across the

lake of glass without noticing anything; water-lilies moved in the

unchanging breeze. Glora Delar's eyes were on a level with his.

"Don't you know me?" Brooks shouted wildly. "You've got to! Andy

Brooks!"

She repeated his name.

"Yes, yes!" Brooks screamed. "Look at me--Andy Brooks! Remember the

Lost World of Anghar! Why dream of each other? Why should we fool

ourselves with dreams? I'm here now, I'm real, you're real! I've broken

a Class-A Law tripley to come here to you. Glora, you've got to see me,

talk to me!"

"An--ghar--"

"Listen to me, Glora! The World of Anghar. The Armies of Vasca. _Our_

dream. I was holding the castle. Vasca's fleets were laying siege. I

was guarding the seawall. How could it have gone on so long without you

knowing? It was our dream."

"Vas--ca--"

Sobbing frantically, Brooks turned. Two guards were leaping from their

skycar. One of them was shouting, "You there, halt! We've orders to

kill you if you resist."

"Get back!" Brooks cried. "Stay right there!" He lifted the neurogun.

Now he wished he'd brought the blastgun; he'd have blown these Guards

and their skycar in a million pieces.

The Guards came slowly toward him along the lake's edge. The swans

glided unconcerned. Brooks screamed defiantly. As he fired at one

Guard he threw himself to one side. The foremost Guard fell in silent

paralysis. Evidently reflex action caused him to accidently discharge

the meson blastgun. A blazing lethal flame mushroomed, and the green

lawn crackled to black char in a long smoking swath.

Brooks fired again. The other Guard dodged behind an alien looking tree

with orange leaves. Brooks ran wildly. "Glora--wait--"

* * * * *

She turned as Brooks ran past her. Her shoulder struck Carl Brittain

and the Actor's body toppled into the lake. He went under without a

struggle. The water opened and slid over his body again like thick

shiny glue. The swans glided over the spot. Brittain didn't come up;

there was no movement in the 'water'.

Brooks ran on after Glora who hadn't stopped walking. Behind him, he

heard the Guard shouting. He ran past a parked skycar. Beside it, a

couple sat shoulder to shoulder looking over the lake. They seemed

oblivious to the commotion.

Brooks grabbed Glora's arm and dragged her toward the skycar. "You'll

remember," he sobbed. "I'll see that you remember."

He slid the cowling back. As he started to drag the woman into the

seat, he hesitated. He stared into her face. The face he had kissed

many times in a thousand thousand adventure-dreams in a hundred

imagined worlds. It was the same, but somehow, different. Her eyes

returned his stare, unblinking, unrecognizing, unconcerned. Her flesh

was strangely unresponsive to his hands. No resistance, no compliance,

nothing at all.

The Guard was running and he was near. He stopped, leveled the meson

blastgun. "I don't want to kill you," he shouted hysterically. "Give

yourself up; I've never killed anything, and I don't want to kill you."

Brooks laughed crazily. "You'll kill her, too, if you fire at me.

You'll kill the dreams of millions of your fellow Workers if you kill

Glora Delar. Get back there now."

"You're too dangerous," the Guard said; "I've orders to kill you if you

don't give yourself up, because you're insane."

Andy Brooks laughed. He tried to push Glora Delar into the skycar. He

saw the Guard was going to risk a blast. He spun, dropped her body

between them. It had flashed through his mind--if she died with him,

then in a way, she would be his forever, only his, and she would never

be shared with all the other millions of Workers.

A blazing light burned and blinded him. He fell gasping and crumbling

with the deep and lasting agony. He lay in burning fog. He tried to

get up. He couldn't move. Through a thickening blur he saw the Guard

lurching toward him, his face white and contorted with horror.

Brooks' hand fumbled blindly, touched something. "Glora," he whispered.

He slowly twisted his head. He had to do that much.

The skycar was a smoking melting pile, unrecognizable. Beside him lay

something else, also smoking; a human outline, a framework of wire

and metallic joints, bits of cloth and melting fluid, springs, some

burned-out vacuum tubes, a condenser, a charred coil, other parts--all

running down through a framework, a skeleton of red-hot wire. Charred

hair sizzled in blue flame in the fine mesh of a metal skull. Glora

Delar--

The Guard stood over Brooks. His face twisted, his voice came through

a dense curtain of time and space and pain. "Been here for years, but

I never suspected such a thing. I knew something was queer, but this!

This is what they give us--puppets! Marionettes--wire and putty and

plastic! She was my favorite actress too--my pin-up girl! just a second

ago. Ha, ha, ha, funny isn't it? I fought for her a thousand times in

the Lost World of Anghar, against the Armies of Vasca. This is what

they give us for dreams!"

Brooks managed to turn his head so he wouldn't have to look at what lay

beside him. The two pretending lovers still sat shoulder to shoulder

by the lake. Beautiful golden people, staring over the water, romantic

lovers. They were oblivious to what had happened. The lake was colored

glass, unruffled. The clock-work swans glided over the shiny surface.

The perfumed wind blew unchanged through dutifully nodding leaves of

the water-lilies.

Above him, the great bubble over Studio City seemed to burst in a

million bright glittering shards.

"I'll tell everybody!" the Guard was shouting. "I'll tell all the

millions so they'll know!"

Then there was no sound but the wild fading cries of the Guard as

Brooks closed his eyes to sleep.

... _and this is one dream, he thought, that will be my own, my own._

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