CHAPTER 18

It was impossible that Ursula’s leave should go by uneventfully. What

happened to her seems to me quite beautiful, very strange, and rather

mad. It could not have happened except during the war, and to Ursula.

She told me all about it in detail, and I shall try to recall everything

and to describe those days without the slightest change. I wish I could

recover Ursula’s very words.

She was visiting in a small harbor town that was forever filled with

wind, a great wind that undid Ursula’s hair, and that sometimes sent her

flying into the arms of passers-by.

The family was charming. Ursula consumed great quantities of lamb,

boiled cabbage, boiled potatoes, excellent meat pies, and rose-colored

trembling gelatin. For two days she wandered around the port and the

beach, amusing herself watching the boats, and thinking of Down Street

as seldom as possible.

The port was a wonder to behold, and for childlike Ursula it was

paradise. Bearded sailors, crates being unloaded, monkeys that the

sailors were bringing home leaping about the gangways, people speaking

in all sorts of languages, shops where one could buy the loudest Chinese

silks and little rows of ivory elephants, trunk to tail, one behind the

other on an ivory bridge. Ursula would have loved to buy herself a red

and black kimono or an elephant or a monkey. But as she didn’t have

enough money, she contented herself with looking at these treasures.

In the evenings, the entire family took French lessons from her. The

father repeated, “_La porte est ouverte. La demoiselle est jolie._” The

mother, with great difficulty, managed to read a Free French newspaper,

and the children had Ursula do their French exercises for them.

At night she slept with the three girls, and the mother came to hear

them say their prayers and to kiss them all good night.

All the aunts, uncles, and cousins came to see the French girl, and to

ask her if she liked England and if it were true that the French ate

frogs.

Ursula acquired all the latest news about Princess Elizabeth, which the

family read in the _Tatler_, and together with the three young daughters

she knitted small squares of multicolored wool, to be assembled into

blankets for soldiers.

The three girls had three boy friends, all freckled and timid, who

appeared on Saturday afternoon to take them to the movies with their

mother’s permission. Once one of the boys had even kissed the eldest

daughter, who was fifteen, very swiftly on the edge of her lips as a

sign of engagement, and had bought her a brooch in one of the harbor

shops.

On the third day, Ursula, in uniform, was walking along the jetty when a

voice asked her in French:

“Aren’t you French, mademoiselle?”

She turned, and as there was a sudden heavy gust of wind against her,

she almost fell into the arms of a French naval officer. He began to

laugh. He seemed to be about thirty-five. He had regular white teeth,

thick lips, and brown eyes. Ursula found him big and handsome and nice.

They walked along the port talking. He was attached to a French vessel,

a warship that had been there three months for repairs. He had not seen

a Frenchwoman for months and months. He had just returned from the

Orient and had been in China, in Haiti, and in America.

They talked a great deal, each delighted to find a compatriot. He took

her along the pier to show her his ship, and he told her the names of

all the ships, and he took her to tea in a curious little establishment

that had all sorts of weird souvenirs hanging from the ceiling.

During the entire year that she had passed in worshiping Claude, Ursula

had never gone out with a man, except Michel. She avoided men,

considering herself definitely outside the normal, like Petit and Ann.

But now with Philippe, everything was so simple, so amusing. He didn’t

frighten her, as all the other men did. There was a comradeship about

him, almost as though he were a big brother, and he was so huge next to

tiny Ursula that she felt sure that he would treat her as a child, and

this was reassuring to her.

Seated there in the strange café, Philippe told her about his voyages,

and to Ursula they all sounded marvelous and strange. He declared that

the life of a sailor was the most beautiful of all and that his only

bride would always be the sea. This expression pleased Ursula greatly.

She listened to his tales of China, where he had smoked opium and made

love to Chinese women, and of America, where he had actually eaten meals

in pharmacies, and of Haiti, where one covers oneself with flowers.

Suddenly he asked her to excuse him for a moment, went out, and

presently returned to tell her that he had requested the commander of

his ship to invite the little French soldier girl to lunch the next

day—to lunch aboard ship, at the officers’ mess. There would be a

special feast in her honor.

Ursula blushed with joy. She accepted, but confessed that she was a

little worried because of the English family. What would they say? Would

they be shocked at her going out with a stranger? Would they understand

that in this exile every Frenchman was a brother? Philippe suggested

telling them that he was her cousin, or indeed her brother. Ursula

thought “brother” would make a more correct impression, and so they made

an appointment for lunch the next day.

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The good folk were delighted when she told of her amazing encounter.

They found the coincidence quite within the normal range of fortunes of

war—especially for the French, an exciting sort of people. What luck to

have met her brother in this out-of-the-way port! Sometimes there were

good things, even in war.

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