It was an April night--balmy with the breath of an exceptionally early
spring. All the April stars were out as Anthony came to the door of the
little house, and opening it flung himself out upon the porch, drawing
great breaths. He looked up into the sky and clasped his arms tightly over
his breast.
"O God," he said aloud, "take care of her--"
He went back into the house after a minute, and paced the floor back and
forth, back and forth, stopping at each turn to listen at the foot of the
stairs; then took up his stride again, his lips set, his eyes dark with
anxiety. Over and over he went to the open door to look up at the stars,
as if somehow he could bear his ordeal best outdoors.
When half the night had gone Mrs. Dingley came downstairs. Anthony met her
at the foot. She smiled reassuringly into his face.
"This is hard for you, dear boy," she said. "But they think by
morning----"
"Morning!" he cried.
"Everything is going well----"
"It's only two o'clock. Morning!"
"She says tell you she's going to be very happy soon."
But at that Anthony turned away, where his face could not be seen, and
stood by the open door. Mrs. Dingley laid an affectionate hand on his
arm.
"Don't worry, Tony," she said gently.
"I can't help it."
"This is new to you. Juliet is young and strong--and full of courage."
"Bless her!"
"In the morning you'll both be very happy."
"I hope so."
"Why, Anthony, dear," said the kindly little woman, "I never knew you to
be so faint of heart."
Anthony faced around again. "If my strength could do her any good I'd be a
lion for her," he said. "But when all I can do is to wait--and think what
I'd do if----"
He was gone suddenly into the night. With a tender smile on her lips Mrs.
Dingley went on upon the errand which had brought her downstairs. "It's
worth something to a woman to be able to make a man's heart ache like
that," she said to herself with a little sigh. Anthony would not have
understood, but even in this hour the older woman, in her wisdom, was
envying Juliet.
Morning came at last, as mornings do. With the first streaks of the gray
dawn Anthony heard a little, high-keyed, strange cry--new to his ears. He
leaped up the stairs, four at a time, and paused, breathless, by the
closed door of the blue-and-white room. After what seemed to him an
interminable time Mrs. Dingley came out. At sight of Anthony her face
broke into smiles, and at the same moment tears filled her eyes.
"It's a splendid boy, Tony," she said. "I meant to come to you the first
minute, but I waited to be perfectly sure. He didn't breathe well at
first."
But Anthony pushed this news aside impatiently. "Juliet?" he questioned
eagerly.
"She's all right, you poor man," Mrs. Dingley assured him. "You shall see
her presently, just for a minute. The first thing she said was, 'Tell
Tony.' Go down now--I'll call you soon."
Anthony stole away downstairs to the outer door again. This time he ran
out upon the porch and down the lawn and orchard, in the early half-light,
to the willow path by the brook. He dashed along this path to its end and
back again, as if he must in some way give expression to his relief from
the tension of the night. But he was back and waiting impatiently long
before he received his summons to his wife's room.
On his way up he wrung the friendly hand of Dr. Joseph Wilberforce, the
best man in the city at times like these, and thanked him in a few uneven
words. Then he came to the door of the blue-and-white room.
"Don't be afraid, Tony," said a very sweet, clear voice; "we're ever so
well--Anthony Robeson, Junior, and I."
Anthony Robeson, Senior, walked across the room in a dim, gray fog which
obscured nearly everything except the sight of a pair of eyes which were
shining upon him brightly enough to penetrate any fog. At the bedside he
dropped upon his knees.
"I suppose I'm an awful chump," he murmured, "but nothing ever broke me up
so in all my life."
Juliet laughed. It was not a sentimental greeting, but she understood all
it meant. "But I'm so happy, dear," she said.
"Are you? Somehow I can't seem to be--yet. I'm too badly scared."
"He's such a beautiful big boy."
"I suppose I shall be devoted to him some time, but all I can think of now
is to make sure I've got you."
The pleasant-faced nurse in her white cap came softly in and glanced at
Tony meaningly.
"If you'll come in here you may see your son, Mr. Robeson," she said, and
went out again.
Anthony bent over his wife. "_Little mother_," he whispered, with a kiss,
and obediently went.
Across the hall he stood looking dazedly down at the round, warm bundle
the nurse laid in his arms.
"My son," he said; "how odd that sounds."
Then he hastily gave the bundle back to the nurse and got away downstairs,
wiping the perspiration from his brow.
"Never dreamed it was going to knock me over like this," he was saying to
himself. "I can't look at her; I can't look at him; I feel like a big boy
who has seen a little fellow take his thrashing for him."
And in this humble--albeit most sincerely thankful--frame of mind he
absently drank his breakfast coffee, and never realised that in her
confusion of spirit good Mary McKaim, who was here again in time of need,
had brewed him instead a powerful cup of tea.