I give an extract from the manuscript diary:--

"I spent this day chiefly in _private fasting_, prayer, and other

religious exercises. This was the first time that I ever practised

this duty, having always before declined it, by reason of the

papists' superstitious abuses of it. I had partaken formerly of

_public fasts_, but never knew the use and benefit of the same duty

performed alone in secret, or with others of mine own family in

private. In these particulars, I had my knowledge much enlarged by

the religious converse I enjoyed at Albury Lodge, for there also I

shortly after entered upon _framing an evidence of marks and signs

for my assurance of a better life_.

"I found much benefit of my _secret fasting_, from a learned

discourse on fasting by Mr. Henry Mason, and observed his rule, that

Christians ought to sit sometimes apart for their ordinary

humiliation and fasting, and so intend to continue the same course as

long as my health will permit me. Yet did I vary the times and

duration of my fasting. At first, before I had finished _the marks

and signs of my assurance of a better life, which scrutiny and search

cost me some three-score days of fasting_, I performed it sometimes

twice in the space of five weeks, then once each month, or a little

sooner or later, and then also I sometimes ended the duties of the

day, and took some little food about three of the clock in the

afternoon. But for divers years last past, I constantly abstained

from all food the whole day. I fasted till supper-time, about six in

the evening, and spent ordinarily about eight or nine hours in the

performance of religious duties; one part of which was _prayer and

confession of sins_, to which end I wrote down _a catalogue of all my

known sins_, orderly. These were all sins of _infirmity_; for,

through God's grace, I was so far from allowing myself in the

practice and commission of any _actual_ sin, as I durst not take upon

me any _controversial sins_, as usury, carding, dicing, mixt dancing,

and the like, because I was in mine own judgment persuaded they were

unlawful. Till I had finished my _assurance_ first in English and

afterwards in Latin, with a large and an elaborate preface in Latin

also to it; I spent a great part of the day at that work, &c.

"Saturday, December 1, 1627, I devoted to my usual course of _secret

fasting_, and drew divers _signs of my assurance of a better life_

from the _grace_ of repentance, having before gone through the

_graces_ of knowledge, faith, hope, love, zeal, patience, humility,

and joy; and drawing several marks from them on like days of

humiliation for the greater part. My dear wife beginning also to draw

_most certain signs_ of her own future happiness after death from

_several graces_.

"January 19, 1628.--Saturday I spent in secret humiliation and

fastings, and finished _my whole assurance to a better life_,

consisting of THREE SCORE and FOUR SIGNS, or marks drawn from

_several graces_. I made some small alterations in the signs

afterwards; and when I turned them into the Latin tongue, I enriched

the margent with further _proofs and authorities_. I found much

comfort and reposedness of spirit from them, which shows the devilish

sophisms of the papists, anabaptists, and pseudo-Lutherans, and

profane atheistical men, who say that _assurance_ brings forth

presumption, and a careless wicked life. True, when men pretend to

the end, and not use the means.

"My wife joined with me in a private day of _fasting_, and drew

_several signs and marks by_ MY _help and assistance, for her

assurance to a better life_."

This was an era of religious diaries, particularly among the

nonconformists; but they were, as we see, used by others. Of the

Countess of Warwick, who died in 1678, we are told that "she kept a

diary, and took counsel with two persons, whom she called her _soul's

friends_." She called prayers _heart's ease_, for such she found them.

"Her own lord, knowing her _hours of prayers_, once conveyed a godly

minister into _a secret place_ within hearing, who, being a man very

able to judge, much admired her humble fervency; for in praying she

prayed aloud; but when she did not with an audible voice, her sighs and

groans might be heard at a good distance from the closet." We are not

surprised to discover this practice of religious diaries among the more

puritanic sort: what they were we may gather from this description of

one. Mr. John Janeway "kept a diary, in which he wrote down _every

evening_ what the _frame of his spirit_ had been _all that day_; he took

notice what _incomes_ he had, what _profit_ he received in his spiritual

traffic: what _returns_ came from that far country; what _answers_ of

prayer, what deadness and flatness of spirit," &c. And so we find of Mr.

John Carter, that "He kept a _day-book_ and _cast up his accounts_ with

God every day."[277] To such worldly notions had they humiliated the

spirit of religion; and this style, and this mode of religion, has long

been continued among us even among men of superior acquisitions: as

witness the "Spiritual Diary and Soliloquies" of a learned physician

within our own times, Dr. Rutty, which is a great curiosity of the kind.

Such was the domestic state of many well-meaning families: they were

rejecting with the utmost abhorrence every resemblance to what they

called the idolatry of Rome, while, in fact, the gloom of the monastic

cell was settling over the houses of these melancholy puritans. Private

fasts were more than ever practised; and a lady, said to be eminent for

her genius and learning, who outlived this era, declared that she had

nearly lost her life through a prevalent notion that _no fat person

could get to heaven_; and thus spoiled and wasted her body through

excessive fastings. A quaker, to prove the text that "Man shall not live

_by bread alone_, but by the word of God," persisted in refusing his

meals. The literal text proved for him a dead letter, and this practical

commentator died by a metaphor. This quaker, however, was not the only

victim to the letter of the text; for the famous Origen, by interpreting

in too literal a way the 12th verse of the 19th of St. Matthew, which

alludes to those persons who become eunuchs for the kingdom of heaven,

with his own hands armed himself against himself, as is sufficiently

known. "_Retournons a nos moutons!_" The parliament afterwards had both

periodical and occasional fasts; and Charles the First opposed "the

hypocritical fast of every Wednesday in the month, by appointing one for

the second Friday;" the two unhappy parties, who were hungering and

thirsting for each other's blood, were fasting in spite one against the

other!

Without inquiring into the causes, even if we thought that we could

ascertain them, of that frightful dissolution of religion which so long

prevailed in our country, and of which the very corruption it has left

behind still breeds in monstrous shapes, it will be sufficient to

observe that the destruction of the monarchy and the ecclesiastical

order was a moral earthquake, overturning all minds, and opening all

changes. A theological logomachy was substituted by the sullen and proud

ascetics who ascended into power. These, without wearying themselves,

wearied all others, and triumphed over each other by their mutual

obscurity. The two great giants in this theological war were the famous

Richard Baxter and Dr. Owen. They both wrote a library of books; but the

endless controversy between them was the extraordinary and

incomprehensible subject, whether the death of Christ was _solutio

ejusdem_, or only _tantundem_; that is, whether it was a payment of the

very thing, which by law we ought to have paid, or of something held by

God to be equivalent. Such was the point on which this debate between

Owen and Baxter lasted without end.

Yet these metaphysical absurdities were harmless, compared to what was

passing among the more hot fanatics, who were for acting the wild

fancies which their melancholy brains engendered; men, who from the

places into which they had thrust themselves, might now be called "the

higher orders of society!" These two parties alike sent forth an evil

spirit to walk among the multitude. Every one would become his own

law-maker, and even his own prophet; the meanest aspired to give his

name to his sect. All things were to be put in motion according to the

St. Vitus's dance of the last new saint. "Away with the Law! which cuts

off a man's legs and then bids him walk!" cried one from his pulpit.

"Let believers sin as fast as they will, they have a fountain open to

wash them;" declared another teacher. We had the _Brownists_, from

Robert Brown, the _Vaneists_, from Sir Harry Vane, then we sink down to

Mr. Traske, Mr. Wilkinson, Mr. Robinson, and H. N., or Henry Nicholas,

of the Family of Love, besides Mrs. Hutchinson, and the Grindletonian

family, who preferred "motions to motives," and conveniently assumed

that "their spirit is not to be tried by the Scripture, but the

Scripture by their spirit." Edwards, the author of "Gangraena," the

adversary of Milton, whose work may still be preserved for its

curiosity, though immortalised by the scourge of genius, has furnished

a list of about two hundred of such sects in these times. A divine of

the Church of England observed to a great sectary, "You talk of the

idolatry of Rome: but each of you, whenever you have made and set up a

calf, will dance about it."[278]

This confusion of religions, if, indeed, these pretended modes of faith

could be classed among religions, disturbed the consciences of good men,

who read themselves in and out of their vacillating creed. It made, at

least, even one of the puritans themselves, who had formerly complained

that they had not enjoyed sufficient freedom under the bishops, cry out

against "this cursed intolerable toleration." And the fact is, that when

the presbyterians had fixed themselves into the government, they

published several treatises against toleration! The parallel between

these wild notions of reform, and those of another character, run

closely together. About this time, well-meaning persons, who were

neither enthusiasts from the ambition of founding sects, nor of covering

their immorality by their impiety, were infected by the _religiosa

insania_. One case may stand for many. A Mr. Greswold, a gentleman of

Warwickshire, whom a Brownist had by degrees enticed from his parish

church, was afterwards persuaded to return to it--but he returned with a

troubled mind, and lost in the prevalent theological contests. A horror

of his future existence shut him out, as it were, from his present one:

retiring into his own house, with his children, he ceased to communicate

with the living world. He had his food put in at the window; and when

his children lay sick, he admitted no one for their relief. His house at

length was forced open, and they found two children dead, and the father

confined to his bed. He had mangled his Bible, and cut out the titles,

contents, and everything but the very text itself; for it seems that he

thought that everything human was sinful, and he conceived that the

titles of the books and the contents of the chapters were to be cut out

of the sacred Scriptures, as having been composed by men.[279]

More terrible it was when the insanity, which had hitherto been more

confined to the better classes, burst forth among the common people.

Were we to dwell minutely on this period, we should start from the

picture with horror: we might, perhaps, console ourselves with a

disbelief of its truth; but the drug, though bitter in the mouth, we

must sometimes digest. To observe the extent to which the populace can

proceed, disfranchised of law and religion, will always leave a

memorable recollection.

What occurred in the French Revolution had happened here--an age of

impiety! Society itself seemed dissolved, for every tie of private

affection and of public duty was unloosened. Even nature was strangely

violated! From the first opposition to the decorous ceremonies of the

national church, by the simple puritans, the next stage was that of

ridicule, and the last of obloquy. They began by calling the surplice a

linen rag on the back; baptism a Christ's cross on a baby's face; and

the organ was likened to the bellow, the grunt, and the barking of the

respective animals. They actually baptized horses in churches at the

fonts; and the jest of that day was, that the Reformation was now a

thorough one in England, since our horses went to church.[280] St.

Paul's cathedral was turned into a market, and the aisles, the

communion-table, and the altar, served for the foulest purposes.[281]

The liberty which every one now assumed of delivering his own opinions,

led to acts so execrable, that I can find no parallel for them except in

the mad times of the French Revolution. Some maintained that there

existed no distinction between moral good and moral evil; and that every

man's actions were prompted by the Creator. Prostitution was professed

as a religious act; a glazier was declared to be a prophet, and the

woman he cohabited with was said to be ready to lie in of the Messiah.

A man married his father's wife. Murders of the most extraordinary

nature were occurring; one woman crucified her mother; another, in

imitation of Abraham, sacrificed her child; we hear, too, of parricides.

Amidst the slaughters of civil wars, spoil and blood had accustomed the

people to contemplate the most horrible scenes. One madman of the many,

we find drinking a health on his knees, in the midst of a town, "to the

devil! that it might be said that his family should not be extinct

without doing some infamous act." A Scotchman, one Alexander Agnew,

commonly called "Jock of broad Scotland," whom one cannot call an

atheist, for he does not seem to deny the existence of the Creator, nor

a future state, had a shrewdness of local humour in his strange notions.

Omitting some offensive things, others as strange may exhibit the state

to which the reaction of an hypocritical system of religion had driven

the common people. "Jock of broad Scotland" said he was nothing in God's

common, for God had given him nothing; he was no more obliged to God

than to the devil; for God was very greedy. Neither God nor the devil

gave the fruits of the ground; the wives of the country gave him his

meat. When asked wherein he believed, he answered, "He believed in white

meal, water, and salt. Christ was not God; for he came into the world

after it was made, and died as other men." He declared that "he did not

know whether God or the devil had the greatest power; but he thought the

devil was the greatest. When I die, let God and the devil strive for my

soul, and let him that is strongest take it." He no doubt had been

taught by the presbytery to mock religious rites; and when desired to

give God thanks for his meat, he said, "Take a sackful of prayers to the

mill and grind them, and take your breakfast of them." To others he

said, "I will give you a two-pence, to pray until a boll of meal, and

one stone of butter, fall from heaven through the house rigging (roof)

to you." When bread and cheese were laid on the ground by him, he said,

"If I leave this, I will long cry to God before he give it me again." To

others he said, "Take a bannock, and break it in two, and lay down one

half thereof, and you will long pray to God before he will put the other

half to it again!" He seems to have been an anti-trinitarian. He said he

received everything from nature, which had ever reigned and ever would.

He would not conform to any religious system, nor name the three

Persons,--"At all these things I have long shaken my cap," he said.

"Jock of broad Scotland" seems to have been one of those who imagine

that God should have furnished them with bannocks ready baked.

The extravagant fervour then working in the minds of the people is

marked by the story told by Clement Walker of the soldier who entered a

church with a lantern and a candle burning in it, and in the other hand

four candles not lighted. He said he came to deliver his message from

God, and show it by these types of candles. Driven into the churchyard,

and the wind blowing strong, he could not kindle his candles, and the

new prophet was awkwardly compelled to conclude his five denouncements,

abolishing the Sabbath, tithes, ministers, magistrates, and, at last,

the Bible itself, without putting out each candle, as he could not

kindle them; observing, however, each time--"And here I should put out

the first light, but the wind is so high that I cannot kindle it."

A perfect scene of the effects which the state of irreligious society

produced among the lower orders I am enabled to give from the manuscript

life of John Shaw, vicar of Rotherham; with a little tediousness, but

with infinite _naivete_, he relates what happened to himself. This

honest divine was puritanically inclined, but there can be no

exaggeration in these unvarnished facts. He tells a remarkable story of

the state of religious knowledge in Lancashire, at a place called

Cartmel: some of the people appeared desirous of religious instruction,

declaring that they were without any minister, and had entirely

neglected every religious rite, and therefore pressed him to quit his

situation at Lymm for a short period. He may now tell his own story.

"I found a very large spacious church, scarce any seats in it; a

people very ignorant, and yet willing to learn; so as I had

frequently some thousands of hearers, I catechised in season and out

of season. The churches were so thronged at nine in the morning, that

I had much ado to get to the pulpit. One day, an old man about sixty,

sensible enough in other things, and living in the parish of Cartmel,

coming to me on some business, I told him that he belonged to my care

and charge, and I desired to be informed of his knowledge in

religion. I asked him how many Gods there were? He said he knew not.

I informing him, asked again how he thought to be saved? He answered

he could not tell. Yet thought that was a harder question than the

other. I told him that the way to salvation was by Jesus Christ,

God-man, who as he was man shed his blood for us on the cross, &c.

Oh, sir, said he, I think I heard of that man you speak of once in a

play at Kendall, called Corpus-Christ's play,[282] where there was a

man on a tree and blood run down, &c. And afterwards he professed he

could not remember that he ever heard of salvation by Jesus, but in

that play."

The scenes passing in the metropolis, as well as in the country, are

opened to us in one of the chronicling poems of George Withers. Our

sensible rhymer wrote in November, 1652, "a Darke Lanthorne" on the

present subject.

After noticing that God, to mortify us, had sent preachers from the

"shop-board and the plough,"

----Such as we seem justly to contemn,

As making truths abhorred, which come from them;

he seems, however, inclined to think that these self-taught "Teachers

and Prophets" in their darkness might hold a certain light within them:

----Children, fools,

Women, and madmen, we do often meet

Preaching, and threatening judgments in the street,

Yea by strange actions, postures, tones, and cries,

Themselves they offer to our ears and eyes

As signs unto this nation.----

They act as men in ecstacies have done----

Striving their cloudy visions to declare,

Till they have lost the notions which they had,

And want but few degrees of being mad.[283]

Such is the picture of the folly and of the wickedness, which, after

having been preceded by the piety of a religious age, were succeeded by

a dominion of hypocritical sanctity, and then closed in all the horrors

of immorality and impiety. The parliament at length issued one of their

ordinances for "punishing blasphemous and execrable opinions," and this

was enforced with greater power than the slighted proclamations of James

and Charles; but the curious wording is a comment on our present

subject. The preamble notices that "men and women had lately discovered

_monstrous opinions_, even such as tended to _the dissolution of human

society, and have abused, and turned into licentiousness, the liberty

given in matters of religion_." It punishes any person not distempered

in his brains, who shall maintain any mere creature to be God; or that

all acts of unrighteousness are not forbidden in the Scriptures; or that

God approves of them; or that there is no real difference between moral

good and evil, &c.

To this disordered state was the public mind reduced, for this

proclamation was only describing what was passing among the people! The

view of this subject embraces more than one point, which I leave for the

meditation of the politician, as well as the religionist.

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