CHAPTER X

FANCY'S ORDEAL

Parson's methods bore fruit. Within the week several young men came

forward, and certain young women, on their own initiative, formed a

small society to encourage enlistment. Uncle claimed two or three

half-sovereigns from Captain Davenant to which, possibly, he was not

entitled. The Captain raised a protest against one case, having specific

information that female influence had been diligently at work. Uncle

laughed.

"Ah-h-h! That be true, Captain. But 'twas me as talked first to the

young 'ooman, training her, so to speak, and puttin' my brave words into

her pretty mouth. But I bain't one to keer about money. Everybody knows

that. I be working as never was for my whole Sovereign, King Garge, not

for half 'uns."

Captain Davenant paid the extra half-sovereign. Uncle's disarming grin

proved irresistible.

Ultimately, Nether-Applewhite did better than contiguous villages. In

Ocknell, with an impoverished squire and a nonentity for a parson, no

young men came forward during the first three months.

About Christmas, George Mucklow returned home on leave, hardly

recognisable. Nether-Applewhite was impressed by his martial bearing,

when he strode down the village street, cocking his head at a

much-admired angle, with his buttons shining in the sun. Young Hamlin,

with a corporal's stripes upon his arm, had leave at the same time.

George and he received an ovation, wandering in and out of the cottages,

talking and laughing as if war were the greatest lark in the world.

Recruiting was much stimulated. The girls liked to be seen with a "boy"

in khaki.

Meanwhile, Lionel Pomfret had been with the gallant Seven Divisions,

sharing their hardships and glories. He wrote home in good spirits,

making light of what he had endured, but a postscript in a letter

received in early December was illuminating.

"At present I feel that when I return to Nether-Applewhite I shall never

want to leave it again. All the German prisoners taken by our men are

fatly content. One chap, formerly a barber at Nottingham, told me that

he'd been looking for us ever since he joined up!"

Perhaps the proudest moment of Lady Pomfret's life came to her when she

visited a wounded Green Jacket at Netley, who had been in Lionel's

company. The man said to her:

"During the retreat from Mons, my lady, the Captain kept up all our

spirits, laughing at us and chaffing us. We loved him."

So far, Lionel had not been touched, but, much to the anxiety of his

mother, he never mentioned his own health. She knew how delicate his

lungs were. Would they stand the cruel rigours of the trenches in

mid-winter?

She was now established as the Commandant of the Red Cross Hospital, and

wore a red uniform which became her vastly well. For three months,

preceding Christmas, wounded Belgians were cared for and entertained by

the devoted band of women who rallied round the lady of the manor. Jane

Mucklow cooked for the wounded; Susan Yellam was installed as

bottle-washer in chief. Sir Geoffrey would march through the Long Saloon

and wonder where he was. All the beautiful furniture and porcelain had

been put away. Nine cots on each side of the stately room stood side by

side. In the centre was a large table covered with puzzles and

paraphernalia for indoor games. At smaller tables the convalescents

played interminably at cards, piquet and ecarte. They amused each other

very well, not so dependent upon their entertainers as the Tommies who

succeeded them. One man sang beautifully; another wrote admirable verse.

Before the war, the versifier had been on the staff of a Brussels

newspaper. All these men were unanimous about one thing--an _idee fixe_.

They hoped and prayed that they might never be asked to fight again.

Some declared their intention of remaining for ever and ever in England.

It was heart-breaking to listen to their accounts of ravished and

pillaged Belgium.

Above them hung the famous French prints. Beautiful, laughing dames and

exquisite cavaliers looked down upon bandaged heads and shattered limbs.

The contrast never failed to strike Sir Geoffrey. His prints stood for

life as he had known it, gay, easy, refined, cultivated, essentially

aristocratic. Was the Old Order, which he loved, passing inexorably out

of sight? Would life, after the war, cease to be leisurely and easy for

the upper classes? Would the payment of a stupendous National Debt fall

upon them? And, if so, how would it be met? Would a triumphant democracy

divide up the big estates? Could they be run properly upon diminished

rent-rolls?

He confronted these questions ill at ease inwardly. Outwardly, as he had

assured his wife, he carried "a stiff tail." The politeness of the

Belgians oppressed him. If he came into the ward and addressed a man

lying in bed, the poor fellow would struggle to sit up and salute him.

One cheery-faced boy, with eight wounds, passed the time laughing and

crying; then he would fall asleep, smiling in his sleep like a child.

But recruiting had been damped down by Authority, because housing and

equipment were so short. Sir Geoffrey was not encouraged to stump the

county--as he offered to do--and deliver his lecture. His old

school-fellow at the War Office gave him a hint:

"We want the men, but not too many at once."

In the village, women not engrossed with Red Cross work sewed feverishly

upon shirts and pyjamas, and knitted comforters. The Squire examined

some of the pyjamas, and exclaimed:

"Thank God! I don't have to wear them."

Shooting and hunting and football went on much as usual, to the

amazement of our French Allies. Some of our cavalry regiments in France

wanted to import a pack of hounds. The French Mandarins forbade it.

Early in January, a curt telegram from the War Office reached Sir

Geoffrey, as he stood in the hall, after a day in his coverts, shooting

cock-pheasants.

"Lionel Pomfret wounded, degree not stated."

Next morning, Sir Geoffrey hastened to London and to the War Office. No

details were forthcoming. The men he saw were kind and sympathetic.

Captain Pomfret might be badly wounded, but the odds were against that.

The anxious father couldn't find out where his son was, or even where he

was likely to be. He engaged rooms at a hotel and spent a wretched

afternoon at his club. Twenty-four hours dragged themselves by. He was

wondering how much longer he could bear the strain, when the second

telegram reached him.

"Arrived Southampton. Destination unknown. Love. LIONEL."

The Squire, you may be sure, shared these good tidings with many

friends, who congratulated him warmly. Obviously, the wound must be

light. Exasperations followed, thick and fast. Sir Geoffrey hurried to

the War Office, and thence to the Admiralty, and finally to Waterloo,

where, eventually, he had the joy of seeing his son step out of a train,

with a much-bandaged head, but apparently fit and in the highest

spirits. A bit of shrapnel had knocked him down, inflicting a

superficial scalp-wound, which was healing rapidly. Across his overcoat

was a perfectly-defined cut made by a bullet which had missed him and

killed the man at his side. He shewed his father a scar upon his neck,

where another bullet had grazed him. Lionel talked fast and fluently. He

had been in innumerable small actions since Mons, and had seen whole

regiments cut to bits.

His destination for the moment was a private hospital for officers in

Belgrave Square. There his wound was dressed, and Sir Geoffrey talked

persuasively to the Sister-in-charge and Surgeon, who, under pressure,

allowed their patient to dine with his father quietly at a club.

Sir Geoffrey never forgot that dinner.

War, as soldiers see it, was brought vividly home to him by a young man

who talked of indescribable horrors as if they were negligible.

Everything was accepted by Lionel as part of the "show." The father

listened, thinking of the pin-pricks which, since August, had so

irritated his sensitive skin, and felt grievously ashamed of himself.

But, in Lionel's place, with Lionel's amazing experience, he, too, was

sensible that he would talk coolly. That was part of the tradition of

the Service. Tremendous issues must be so faced.

He took his son back to Belgrave Square at half-past nine.

Lionel slept soundly. The Squire lay awake most of the night. Throughout

dinner, he had suppressed his feelings. And on the threshold of the

nursing-home, the father had found no other words than these:

"It's jolly to have you back again, old chap."

That was all, and, perhaps, enough.

In bed, the Squire had no inclination to sleep. He wanted to think

things out. He wanted to adjust past and present conditions, to strike

some happy mean between them. Could he interpret the significance of

this never-ending slaughter? Lionel had told him of a German regiment

pushing too far ahead, and annihilated, not a man left. That had been

described, also, as a "show."

More--and worse--Lionel ridiculed the suggestion of an early peace.

Kitchener was under the mark. The war was quite likely to last five

years.

Five years!

Men such as his son, decent, quiet, sport-loving chaps, admitted with a

laugh--with a laugh!!!--that the enemy was "hot stuff," and that

attrition would determine the end--and nothing else.

Attrition.

He attempted to envisage what attrition meant where millions were

engaged. Put the lot at twenty millions. How many would perish? What

Divine Purpose could be accomplished by such a holocaust?

But his boy was safe for the next few weeks.

Two days later he brought him back to Pomfret Court.

Lionel received a soul-warming reception from gentle and simple within

and without a five-mile radius of his home. Apart from the young man's

personal charm and good looks, he happened to be the first officer to

return home wounded. The fact that the wound was not serious, that he

treated it as a convenient peg upon which to hang three weeks' leave,

made no difference. Indeed, it increased rather than diminished his

influence in Nether-Applewhite so far as recruiting was concerned. His

gay voice, his happy inconsequence, the vitality that radiated from him

as he moved briskly from cottage to cottage, or rode up to talk to men

working upon the property, achieved effects so far-reaching that

possibly Hamlin was the only man in the parish able to measure them. The

Squire and Davenant had appealed trenchantly for volunteers, using the

time-worn arguments of Authority and believing sincerely enough that

deaf ears might hear their message if it were shouted loud enough. The

Parson, wiser man, had appealed to those same ears believing, with

greater conviction, that noise and violence, veiled threats, bribery in

any form, would defeat their ends. Right action, he contended, would

come from within, at the persuasive, insistent call of conscience.

Lionel Pomfret hit the trail--to use the Western expression--which

wanders between the high road and the low. Looking at the gallant

fellow, sitting erect on his horse, it seemed clear even to eyes dimmed

by living in the twilight of unintellectual surroundings, that he

impersonated something which captivates the rural mind more than

anything else--excitement. Lionel told the labourers, none of whom had

been farther afield than Salisbury or Southampton, stories of France

bubbling over with humour and high spirits. And if this

light-heartedness had astonished his father, we can imagine what

bewilderment it begat in simpler minds. Many of them realised that in

holding back they were missing _fun_! One hardly dares to use such a

word. But it burst, like a bomb, from the lips of a man who had been

"out there," who had been "through it," who bore scars, and who laughed

at them.

Many joined up; more held back.

Laugh as he did about everything that concerned his own adventures and

misadventures, Lionel became intensely serious concerning the main

issue, trembling still in the balance. Kitchener of Khartoum must have

more and more men. Otherwise, the sacrifices made and the hardships

endured by the splendid Seven Divisions would be in vain, and,

ultimately, directly or indirectly, the enemy would triumph.

Charles, the second footman, and the odd man, enlisted within a week of

Lionel's return home. Their places in the establishment were taken by

maids.

Upon the first Sunday in February fill-dyke, Alfred Yellam walked out,

as usual, with Fancy. She had noticed, during the Morning Service, that

Mrs. Yellam's responses were not quite so fervent as usual, and the

sermon, a good one, seemed to fail to hold Alfred's attention.

Servant-maids are acute observers where their interests are concerned.

They divine a frown before the master's forehead is wrinkled; they

anticipate a harsh word before it is spoken by the mistress. Alfred

walked beside Fancy in silence. This, taken by itself, was not

disturbing. The more privileged classes often wonder why humbler couples

sitting upon benches in the parks, or walking aimlessly amongst the

trees, appear to be so satisfied with a silence which they stigmatise as

stupidity. If, on the other hand, curiosity led our Olympians to

interrogate the more thoughtful of these couples, they might be

astonished to discover that the never-ending chatter in our

drawing-rooms provokes much the same indictment from those whom they

regard as far below them. The shrill screams of laughter, the

parrot-house babble, fox-trotting, and the bacchantic waving of arms

bare to the shoulder are often summed up as--"monkey-shines." To men and

women who work desperately hard throughout the week, the silences of

Sunday steal unawares, lapping them to a rest which is real refreshment.

Fancy, for example, loved to stroll beside Alfred, feeling his sturdy

arm about her waist, and knowing from its convincing pressure that his

thoughts were dwelling upon her as hers dwelt upon him, revelling in a

future which would bring them closer together.

But, to-day, somehow, his silence was not so reassuring.

For the time of year, the weather happened to be mild. Spring was abroad

in the land. Fancy heard her voice in the bleating of the new-born

lambs; she beheld her in the snow-drops; Spring's sweet breath beat upon

a pink cheek when the south-west breeze sighed in the yews and

pine-tops.

And yet, misgivings assailed the maid.

They had walked from the Vicarage, through Nether-Applewhite, and past

Mrs. Yellam's cottage whither they would return for tea. Fancy had

learnt to love the village with its general air of sleepy, comfortable

prosperity. She would be perfectly content to live here all her days.

Occasional jaunts to Sarum or to the exciting side-shows of Boscombe and

Bournemouth could only serve to enhance the more solid charms of home.

Alfred had spoken once, at the moment when they left the _Sir John

Barleycorn_ tavern behind them.

"Do you like William Saint, Fancy?"

"No."

"Why?"

"I don't know, Alfie. I ain't never spoken to him, nor him to me. 'Tis

his face, I suppose."

"Mother thinks he's a danger to me."

"Gracious!"

"William moves with the times, a far-seeing man. And snug, with money in

bank and credit, too. Mother says he's after my business. I got ahead by

buying my motor-'bus. Yes--William Saint might have sneaked my good

business. He knows folk far and wide, as I do. That's bread and cheese

to a carrier. And he knows how to tickle 'em with pleasant words. That's

cakes and ale."

He said no more. Fancy felt vaguely troubled. She had taken Alfred's

profitable business for granted. Fellow-servants and villagers had

assured her, with a sub-acid inflection underlying congratulation, that

she was lucky indeed to have got so warm a man as the carrier. Like most

of her class, she entertained nebulous ideas about how money was made,

although she had been constrained all her life to use such money as came

to her thriftily and with a very lively sense of its elusive attributes

in slipping through careless fingers. The slow building-up of a business

had never engrossed her thoughts. But she knew well enough, poor child,

how rapidly such a business may disintegrate, and fall to pieces. That

calamity had been her father's bitter experience.

They followed the Avon, strolling leisurely up-stream till they reached

a small covert much beloved by hunting-men because it always harboured a

stout fox.

"Let's go in wood," said Alfred.

"Won't it be damp, dear?"

"I want to talk to you."

Her heart beat faster. Something was coming--What?

Alfred led the way to a hurdler's hut, a rough shed, where the lovers

sat down upon a heap of dry chips. A delicious smell of bark filled the

air. George Mucklow had worked here often, before he was dragooned into

the Army. With the smell of bark, dominating it, rose the odour of damp

earth, always so significant, bearing its double message. From earth we

have come; to it we must return. Fancy's sensitive nose could detect yet

another odour. An ancient coat, much soiled by time and weather, had

been thrown upon the pile of chips. In an olfactory sense the coat was

eloquent of labour, of long perspiring hours and all that such hours

hold. Fancy's nostrils were not offended. But she refused to sit on it.

Alfred, wearing his Sunday best, was not so particular.

He wasted little time in preliminaries. And he spoke with a geniality

assumed, as Fancy guessed, for her benefit.

"The young Captain," he began, "has stirred us all up with his pleasant

tongue. Now don't jump! Let me tell my tale."

He told it simply. Upon the previous Friday, it appeared, Alfred had

fallen into talk with the Pavey boys, who worked on a farm between

Nether-Applewhite and Salisbury. The Paveys were reckoned by Sir

Geoffrey to be stout specimens of sound breeding. Jemima Pavey, it may

be recalled, "walked out" with William Busketts, the odd man. It is

likely, therefore, that the enlistment of William affected profoundly

Jemima's brothers, both single, both of military age. Alfred, urged on,

no doubt, by Lionel Pomfret, had taken upon himself the task of

persuading the Paveys to follow William to the wars. According to

Alfred, a hot discussion had ensued. The Paveys were regarded by the

Squire as sound in body but weak and plastic of mind. Wiser men than the

Autocrat of Nether-Applewhite consistently underrated the intelligence

of young men like the Paveys, abnormally acute when stimulated by

self-interest. Ultimately, so Alfred said, the Paveys had twitted him

offensively upon the fact that he preached what he did not practise.

And, oddly enough, poor Alfred was not prepared for this sudden turning

of tables. He, too, was single and of military age. The fact that he

happened to be engaged in a lucrative business served to sharpen railing

tongues. At long last, after much vituperation (as Alfred admitted) on

both sides, the Paveys had delivered a momentous ultimatum. They pledged

themselves to enlist at once, if Alfred agreed to join them. More, they

were prepared to answer for half-a-dozen others. To gain time for

thought, Alfred invited them to obtain some similar pledge from these

others. And, before Service that morning, the pledge had been

forthcoming. In time, if Alfred donned khaki, eight of the best would

follow so striking an example. Alfred concluded pleasantly:

"You see, Fancy, that I'm up against it."

Engrossed with his own exciting narrative, he had failed to notice her.

From the beginning of the tale to the end, she never moved. The

impending sword had fallen upon her frail body, lacerating cruelly every

fibre of her being. All fears, all sensibilities which from birth had

differentiated her from more robust young women, sensibilities which

dwelt upon things spiritual rather than material, sensibilities which

had been further quickened by her father's unmerited misfortunes,

constraining her early in life to envisage the future as likely to hold

more pain than pleasure, these rose up and choked utterance. Had Alfred

looked at her, at this poignant moment, his decision--not as yet

reached---might have been different. He looked away from her, staring

through the open side of the hut, seeing the rows and rows of trees,

standing like soldiers, awaiting the inevitable axe.

Presently Fancy said quietly:

"Have you spoken to your mother? Does she know?"

Alfred turned, taking her hand. But the supreme moment had passed. Fancy

was now herself again, or rather she had become what her will and

conscience made her to appear--an outwardly calm young woman, who,

having swiftly read her own soul, was seeking to read the soul of the

man beside her.

Alfred answered hesitatingly:

"Mother's wonderful. I never quite understand her. I ain't said a word,

but back of her dear mind is something."

"Are you going to tell her?"

Alfred squirmed a little, certain that Mrs. Yellam would oppose his

going. And he could not reckon accurately what obedience he owed to a

mother in such a matter. He said gently:

"Never mind that, Fancy. What do you say?"

He held her hand tightly, but sat beside her rigid as she was.

Afterwards, again and again, she wondered what her reply would have been

if her lover, at such a crisis, had appealed to her body instead of to

her mind. If he had seized her in his arms, kissing her passionately,

evoking a passionate response from her, exciting her physical senses,

lulling to sleep her conscience, could she have resisted such an appeal?

It was not made. Did he deliberately leave her free to speak calmly, as

he had spoken? Was he thinking of her? Was he thinking of his mother?

Who could blame him if all thought were focussed upon himself? And his

next words confirmed her suspicion that it was impossible for any man,

at such a time, to wean consideration from issues so personal and so

insistent.

"That's why I spoke to you about William Saint. If I go, Fancy, I must

find a man to take my place, see? 'Taint likely as I'll find anybody who

knows folk as I knows 'em. And if William Saint sneaks in, maybe I won't

find what I leave when I come back."

He spoke very earnestly, gripping her hand. Her sympathy for him welled

up, drowning all thoughts of self. Alfred had leapt to heights. She

realised the extent of the sacrifice he might make. And she felt,

instinctively, that the sacrifice would be made. A curious exaltation

possessed her. Alfred had thrilled her soul. If he went, true

patriotism, as Mr. Hamlin interpreted the elusive word, would be behind

his going. And he looked so stolid, dear man, so unconscious of the

spiritual forces stirring within him.

She said impulsively:

"You mean to go, Alfie?"

"If you approve."

She drew a deeper breath. Then the decision rested with her. If she

burst into tears, if she flung herself into his arms, if she whispered

to him, blushingly, the arguments which come pat to any woman's tongue,

when her happiness is at stake, he would stay. The burden laid upon her

seemed greater than she could bear. Her withers were wrung. In her

perplexity she lurched here and there, staggeringly. She caught at

straws.

"And if your mother disapproves?"

"Ah-h-h! Maybe she will."

"But, if she does--? Answer me, Alfie. I be hanging on your words."

He said heavily:

"I ain't one for argument. I only know this, dear, if I go, others will

go, too. And the men are wanted, so Captain Lionel says. And if he says

so, 'tis so. I feel as I ought to go, if you approve. When it comes to

Mother, I'm weak-kneed. If I leave her out, Fancy, 'tis because I know

what's tearing her, the thought of the graves in churchyard. 'Tain't in

Mother as 'tis in you, to stand hand in hand with me, and forget her

dear self."

Desperately, she clutched at another straw.

"You may be right, Alfie, about Mr. Saint--I don't like him. I feel,

someway, that he will do as you say, sneak in behind your back, and rob

you of what you have worked so hard for. Could you stand that?"

"'Twould be a rare twister, Fancy. But the men are wanted."

He spoke with no fire, no enthusiasm. The men were wanted. That,

apparently, had become an obsession. Dared she temporise any further?

Was this the opportunity, never to be presented again, of which Mr.

Hamlin had spoken?

"If you feel like that, Alfie, you must go. I--I couldn't lift a finger

to hold you back. I am proud," her voice faltered, "to belong to such a

man."

The victory was won.

Reaction followed quickly. They clung to each other. Fancy cried,

knowing that tears would lighten her heart. Alfred kissed them away. He

set himself, resolutely, the task of cheering her up. The war might be

over before he was ready to serve in France. William Saint had his own

business. One that exacted constant attention. No doubt a trusty fellow

could be found to drive the 'bus.

At tea, no trace of the storm could be discerned on their smiling faces.

But Mrs. Yellam knew.

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