CHAPTER XLI

IN MIC-CO'S LODGE

The rooms of Mic-co's lodge opened, in the fashion of the old Pompeian

villas, upon a central court roofed only by the Southern sky. This

court, floored with split logs, covered with bearskin rugs and

furnished in handmade chairs of twisted palmetto and a rude table,

years back Mic-co and his Indian aides had built above a clear, lazy

stream. Now the stream crept beneath the logs to a quiet open pool in

the center where lilies and grasses grew, and thence by its own channel

under the logs again and out. Storm coverings of buckskin were rolled

above the outer windows and above the doorways which opened into the

court.

Here, when the moon rose over the lonely lodge and glinted peacefully

in the tilled pool, Mic-co listened to the tale of his young guest. It

was a record of bodily abuse, of passion and temptation, which few men

may live to tell, but Mic-co neither condoned nor condemned. He smoked

and listened.

"Let us make a compact," he said with his quiet smile. "I may question

without reserve. You may withhold what you will. That is fair?"

"Yes."

"Have you ever endured hardship of any kind?"

"I have hunted in the Arctics," said Carl. "There was a time when food

failed. We lived for weeks on reindeer moss and rock tripe. I have

been in wild territory with naturalists and hunters. Probably I have

known more adventurous hardship than most men."

Mic-co nodded.

"I fancied so," he said. "What is your favorite painting?" he asked

unexpectedly.

The answer came without an instant's hesitation.

"Paul Potter's 'Bull.'"

"A thing of inherent virility and vigor, intensely masculine!" said

Mic-co with a smile, adding after an interval of thought, "but there is

a danger in over-sexing--"

"I have sometimes thought so. The over-masculine man is too brutal."

"And the over-feminine woman?"

"Kindly, sentimental, helpless and weak. I have lived with such an

aunt since I was fifteen. No, I beg of you, do not misunderstand me!

I blame nothing upon her. Like many good women whose minds are blocked

off in conventional squares, she is very loyal and sympathetic--and

very trying. The essence of her temperament is ineffectuality. My

cousin and I were a wild, unmanageable pair who rode roughshod over

protest. That Aunt Agatha was not in fault may be proved by my cousin.

She is a fine, true, splendid woman."

An ineffectual aunt in the critical years of adolescence! Mic-co did

not suggest that his cousin's sex had been her salvation.

So nights by the pool Mic-co plumbed the depths of his young guest with

the fine, tired eyes.

"Tell me," he said gently another night; "this inordinate sensitiveness

of which you speak. To what do you attribute it?"

Carl colored.

"My mother," he said, "was courageous and unconventional. She

recognized the fact that marriage and monogamy are not the ethical

answers of the future--that though ideal unions sometimes result, it is

not because of marriage, but in spite of it--that motherhood is the

inalienable right of every woman with the divine spark in her heart, no

matter what the disappointing lack of desirable marriage chances in her

life may be. Therefore, when the years failed to produce her perfect

and desirable human complement, she sought a eugenic mate and bore me,

refusing to saddle herself to a meaningless, man-made partnership with

infinite possibilities of domestic hell in it, merely as a sop to the

world-Cerberus of convention. Marriage could have added nothing to her

lofty conceptions of motherhood--but I--I have been keenly resentful

and sensitive--for her. I think it has been the feeling that no one

understood. Then, after she died, there was no one--only Philip. I

saw him rarely."

"And your cousin?"

"She had been taught--to misunderstand. There was always that barrier.

And she is very high spirited. Though we were much together as

youngsters she could not forget."

A singular maternal history, a beautiful, high-spirited, intolerant

cousin who had been taught to despise his mother's morality! What

warring forces indeed had gone to the making of this man before him.

"You have been lonely?"

"Yes," said Carl. "My mother died when I needed her most. Later when

I was very lonely--or hurt--I drank."

"And brooded!" finished Mic-co quietly.

"Yes," said Carl. "Always." He spoke a little bitterly of the wild

inheritance of passions and arrogant intolerance with which Nature had

saddled him.

"All of which," reminded Mic-co soberly, "you inflamed by intemperate

drinking. Is it an inherited appetite?"

"It is not an appetite at all," said Carl.

"You like it?"

"If you mean that to abandon it is to suffer--no. I enjoyed it---yes."

The wind that blew through the open windows and doors of the lodge

stirred the moonlit water lilies in the pool. To Carl they were pale

and unreal like the wraith of the days behind him. Like a reflected

censer in the heart of the bloom shone the evening star. The peace of

it all lay in Mic-co's fine, dark, tranquil face as he talked, subtly

moulding another's mind in the pattern of his own. He did not preach.

Mic-co smoked and talked philosophy.

Carl had known but little respect for the opinions of others. He was

to learn it now. He was to find his headstrong will matched by one

stronger for all it was gentler; his impudent philosophy punctured by a

wisdom as great as it was compassionate; his own magnetic power to

influence as he willed, a negligible factor in the presence of a man

whose magnetism was greater.

Mic-co had said quietly by the pool one night that he had been a

doctor--that he loved the peace and quiet of his island home--that

years back the Seminoles had saved his life. He had since devoted his

own life to their service. They were a pitiful, hunted remnant of a

great race who were kindred to the Aztec.

He seemed to think his explanation quite enough. Wherefore Carl as

quietly accepted what he offered. There was much that he himself was

pledged to withhold. Thus their friendship grew into something fine

and deep that was stronger medicine for Carl than any preaching.

"My mother and I were _friends_!" said Carl one night. "When I was a

lad of ten or so, as a concession to convention she married the man

whose name I bear, a kindly chap who understood. He died. After that

we were very close, my mother and I. We rode much together and talked.

I think she feared for me. There was peace in my life then--like this.

That is why I speak of it. I needed a friend, some one like her with

brains and grit and balance that I could respect--some one who would

understand. There are but few--"

"She spoke of your own father?"

"No. I do not even know his name. We were pledged not to speak of it.

I fancied as I grew older that she was sorry--"

The subject was obviously painful.

"And you've never been honestly contented since?" put in Mic-co quickly.

"Once." Carl spoke of Wherry. "They were weeks of genuine hardship,

those weeks at the farm, but it's singular how frequently my mind goes

back to them."

"Ah!" said Mic-co with glowing eyes, "there is no salvation like work

for the happiness of another. That I know."

So the quiet days filed by until Mic-co turned at last from the healing

of the mind to the healing of the body.

"Let us test your endurance in the Seminole way," he said one morning

by the island camp fire where his Indian servants cooked the food for

the lodge. Beyond lay the palmetto wigwams of the Indian servants who

worked in the island fields of corn and rice and sugar cane, made wild

cassava into flour, hunted with Mic-co and rode betimes with the island

exports into civilization by the roundabout road to the south which

skirted the swamp. Off to the west, in the curious chain of islands,

lay the palmetto shelter of the horses.

Mic-co placed a live coal upon the wrist of his young guest and quietly

watched. There was no flinching. The coal burned itself out upon the

motionless wrist of a Spartan.

Thereafter they rode hard and hunted, day by day. Carl worked in the

fields with Mic-co and the Indians, tramped at sunset over miles of

island path fringed with groves of bitter orange, disciplining his body

to a new endurance. A heavy sweat at the end in a closed tent of

buckskin which opened upon the shore of a sheltered inland lake,

hardened his aching muscles to iron.

Upon the great stone heating in the fire within the sweat-lodge an

Indian lad poured water. It rose in sweltering clouds of steam about

the naked body of Mic-co's guest, who at length plunged from the tent

into the chill waters of the lake and swam vigorously across to towels

and shelter.

Carl learned to pole a cypress canoe dexterously through miles of swamp

tangled with grass and lilies, through shallows and deep pools darkened

by hanging branches. He learned to tan hides and to carry a deer upon

his shoulders. Nightly he plunged from the sweat-lodge into the lake

and later slept the sleep of utter weariness under a deerskin cover.

So Mic-co disciplined the splendid body and brain of his guest to the

strength and endurance of an Indian; but the quiet hours by the pool

brought with them the subtler healing.

Carl grew browner and sturdier day by day. His eyes were quieter.

There was less of arrogance too in the sensitive mouth and less of

careless assertiveness in his manner.

So matters stood when Philip rode in by the southern trail with Sho-caw.

Now Philip had wisely waited for the inevitable readjustment, trusting

entirely to Mic-co, but with the memory of Carl's haggard face and

haunted eyes, he was unprepared for the lean, tanned, wholly vigorous

young man who sprang to meet him.

"Well!" said Philip. "Well!"

He was shaken a little and cleared his throat, at a loss for words.

"You--you infernal dub!" said Carl. It was all he could trust himself

to say.

It was a singular greeting, Mic-co thought, and very eloquent.

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