CHAPTER XVII.

Stunned and confused by her sudden exclusion, and naturally believing

that it was the result of deliberate action upon her husband's part,

Ænone now felt all her sudden inspiration of courage deserting her, and

sank half fainting against the outside wall. For a moment it seemed to

her like a dream. She could realize suspicion, harsh language, and even

cruel treatment within a certain limit, for these were all within the

scope of her late experience; but it was hard to comprehend this

unlooked-for and apparently deliberate excess of degradation. But

gradually the mist cleared away from her bewildered mind, and she

recognized the reality of what had befallen her. Still, however, her

thoughts could not at once grapple with the overwhelming sense of the

indignity and suffering cast upon her. She could not doubt that she had

been expelled from her lord's house--cast out unprotected and friendless

in the midst of night, with undeserved reproaches. But, for all that, a

delusive hope clung to her. He could not mean that this should last. It

was but an impulse of sudden anger. He would repent of it in a moment,

and would call upon her to return to him. He would shed tears of bitter

shame, perhaps, and would beg that she would forgive him. And she would

be foolish enough to do so, she felt, at the very first pleading word

from him; though at the same time feeling that her own self-respect

should prompt her to show more lasting resentment. If thus easily forgot

the past, what security could she feel that, in some future transport of

rage, he might not repeat the act? But for all that, she felt that she

would weakly too soon forgive him.

Sliding her trembling hand down the damp wall, she found along its foot

a ledge of stone more or less projecting in different sections, in

accordance with the architectural requirements of the building. Seating

herself upon the widest portion of this ledge, she now waited to hear

the key again turned in the lock and the door swung open upon its

creaking hinges, and to see loving arms extended with repentant words of

self-reproach. Once or twice she fancied that she heard the key softly

fitted into its place, but it was only the abrasion of two contiguous

branches of a plane tree overhead. Once again she felt certain that she

heard the sound of persons approaching through the garden, but it was

the voice of men in the street--two slaves coming around the corner and

drawing near, speaking some harsh northern dialect which she knew not.

As the men approached, she endeavored to shrink out of sight behind a

perpendicular projection of the wall, and nearly succeeded. They had

passed, indeed, before they noticed her. Then they turned and gazed

curiously at her; and one of them made some remark, apparently of a

jesting nature, for they both laughed. Then again they turned and moved

on out of sight without attempting further molestation.

But the incident alarmed her, and caused her to realize yet more vividly

than before the exceeding unprotectedness of her situation. These men

had not sought to injure her, but how could she answer for the next who

might approach? It was a lonely, dark street, narrow, and comparatively

seldom used, and but little built upon, being mainly flanked by garden

walls. Upon the side where she sat there were no buildings at all,

excepting low prison houses for slaves, similar to that belonging to the

Vanno palace--for the street ran along an inner slope of the Coelian

Mount and parallel to the Triumphal Way, and thus naturally served as a

rear boundary to the gardens of the palaces and villas which fronted

upon the latter avenue. This very loneliness, therefore, added to her

insecurity; for though it was possible that no one else might pass by

for hours, there was the equal chance that if any one came with evil

intent, she might be murdered before help could be summoned. And at a

time when the broadest streets were never entirely safe even for armed

men, a weak woman, with tempting jewelry upon her person, might well

shudder at being left alone in a narrow alley.

Slowly and painfully--for the night was cool, and she had now been

sitting long in one position--Ænone raised herself and stood up, looking

hither and thither for some place of refuge. She had now waited more

than an hour, and if her husband had been inclined to recall her from

her exclusion, his repentance would scarcely have tarried so long. His

anger was generally fierce, but of short duration; could it be that in

this case his sense of injury was so great as to make him more

unreasoning than usual? Her heart sank yet lower with a new weight of

despair; but again hope whispered alleviation. He had been drinking

deeply--she said to herself--and had not clearly comprehended what he

had done. And afterward he had probably forgotten all about it, and had

fallen off into sleep. Upon the morrow he would be himself again.

Perhaps he would not then remember the outrage he had committed against

her. Certainly his anger would not still burn when corrected by

returning reason. She must therefore endeavor to gain access again to

the palace, and there avoid his presence, until the morrow brought to

him fresher reflection and a better inclination to listen to

explanation.

And accordingly she commenced her departure from her hiding place, and

slowly crept along the blank flanking wall of the little street, hoping

soon to gain the palace front. At first it seemed a very easy thing to

do so. Though she had never before been in that portion of the city, she

knew enough of its geography to feel certain that if she followed the

street in either direction, she could not fail to come to some

intersecting alley, through which she could reach the Triumphal Way.

Once there, the route was familiar to her, and she could arrive at her

home in a few minutes. But as she advanced, she found that what had

appeared to be an easy stroll, seemed converted into a toilsome and

perplexing journey. Confused and terrified, the coolness necessary to

pursue in safety even so short a route began to fail her. At times she

imagined that she heard strangers approaching, and then it became

needful to conceal herself again, as well as she could, behind

projections or in recesses of the wall. Then, when once more venturing

out, the shadows of the wall itself or of neighboring buildings would

terrify her into seeking other concealments. And once, after having

resumed her course, she discovered that she had mistaken the direction,

and was retracing her steps.

At last, after a journey of nearly an hour, during which she had only

advanced as far as a resolute person might have gone in a few minutes,

she reached an intersecting street leading to the Triumphal Way. It was

a wider passage than that which she was leaving, and this fact added to

her dismay. For though she had at first feared the narrower street for

its loneliness, yet now that she had so far glided through it in safety,

she had begun to feel somewhat reassured, and in turn dreaded the more

open channels, since they would naturally be more frequented. It was,

therefore, with new trepidation that, upon turning the corner, she saw,

in the broader street before her, signs of movement and life. The street

happened to be a favorite thoroughfare from the Triumphal Way, across

the Coelian Mount, and, in consequence, was never, perhaps, entirely

deserted. Now that the whole city was throbbing with anticipations of

the morrow's festivities, there were more persons wakeful and wandering

about with feverish expectation than usual. Moreover, it was a street

which abounded with drinking shops, and these were now all open, in

spite of the lateness of the hour, and appeared to be thronged with

customers. One of these shops stood upon the corner where Ænone had

halted. A faint light burned over the doorway to mark the locality; and

through the open passage she could see a crowd of ill-conditioned,

rough-looking men, appearing, in the dim light, more rough and uncouth

than they really were. Here were mingled together artisans of the lower

orders, slaves and professional gladiators, all drinking and singing

together in close fraternity. For a moment Ænone paused and hesitated,

not daring to pass on. If she could reach the farther side without

attracting observation, it would be but one step gained, for there were

many other drinking shops glimmering in the distance along the whole

street, and each one had its special crowd of noisy customers. To escape

one peril seemed only to run into another. Then, as she deliberated and

alternately put her foot forward and withdrew it again in a fruitless

attempt to muster courage to run the gauntlet, two men emerged from the

wine shop, and staggered toward her--a slave and a gladiator, linked arm

in arm, and singing a wild song in discordant keys. Both appeared to be

under the influence of wine, though in different degrees; for while the

former had set no bounds to his license, the latter had somewhat

restrained his propensities, in view of the demands upon his strength

which the morrow's work would surely make. Seeing these men reel toward

her, Ænone turned and fled, without knowing, or, for the moment, caring,

in which direction she went. The men had not at first seen her, but, as

they now caught sight of her flying figure, they set up a drunken whoop,

and attempted to follow. All in vain; for ere they had advanced many

paces, their weakened limbs betrayed them, and they sank powerless upon

the ground, and, forgetting the pursuit, rolled over lovingly in each

other's arms. Meanwhile, Ænone, not daring to look back, and not knowing

that the chase had ended, still fled in wild terror, until at last her

breath failed her, and she tottered helpless into the shade of the

nearest wall.

She was now lost indeed. How long she had been running, or in which

direction, how many divergences she had taken, or how many narrow alleys

threaded, she knew not. She simply realized that she was in a portion of

the city where she had never been before, and from which extrication

seemed impossible, so dark and narrow and winding seemed the passages in

every direction. Far narrower and darker, indeed, than the lane behind

the palace, and without its protecting solitude. In place of high garden

walls, the whole route seemed lined with miserable tenements, the refuge

of the lowest of the Roman population. There, crowded together in close

communication, were the rabble of poorer slaves and beggars, all equally

marked with rags and filth.

In all this there was one comfort. However thronged the tenements along

the side might be, the street itself seemed deserted, nor could Ænone

any longer hear the sound of pursuit. That, at least, she had escaped,

and now again she took partial courage as she reflected that with

moderate caution she might yet be able to extricate herself. There must

be some outlet to that neighborhood of squalid misery; and take

whichever way she might, she could scarcely fail, at the end, to emerge

into some more reputable region.

Again the sound of two persons approaching restrained her, and caused

her to shrink into a corner until they might pass. Unlike the others,

these men had not been drinking, but advanced gravely and steadily, with

a slow, deliberate pace, indicative of weighty reflection. These, also,

were slaves; and before they emerged into sight from the surrounding

darkness, Ænone could distinctly mark the low, plotting whisper with

which they spoke, occasionally rising, from excess of emotion, into a

louder key. As they came opposite to her, they paused--not seeing her,

but simply seeming to be arrested by the vehemence of their debate; and

again their words sank nearly into a whisper.

'Tell me why I should not do so?' hissed the nearest, a man of gigantic

proportions and development of strength. 'Why should I not leap out of

the arena where these men place me to play a fool's part; and scrambling

over the ranges of seats, plunge this dagger into his heart? Ye gods!

were I once to begin to clamber up, no force could stop me from reaching

him, were he at the very topmost range! And I will--why not?'

'You would gain but an instant's revenge,' said the other, striving to

soothe him, 'and you would lose--'

'What? My life, would you say?' retorted the first. 'I know it. I know

well, that before I could strike him thrice, I would myself be beaten

down, a corpse. But one blow from me would be sufficient for him. Ay,

though I used not my knife at all, but only my hardened fist. Would it

not be a fine revenge, say you, thus to kill him? It was on account of

my strength of arm that he laid toils for my capture, and for that alone

he most valued me. Why not, then, prove its quality upon himself? With a

single blow I could crush in his proud head like an egg shell. Then let

them kill me--I care not.'

'And yet the life once lost by you cannot be gained again,' responded

the other.

'O feeble-minded!' said the first, with disdain. 'Have I ever so dearly

cared for life that I should thus guard it at the expense of honor?

While I was a free man, in my native Rhodes, with my wife and children

around me, did I not then risk my life among the very first? And am I

likely to value it the more now that I am a slave, with wife torn from

me and sent I know not where, with children slain one by one, as the

only means of capturing me, with the accursed livery of the arena placed

upon me that I may administer to their gaping appetite for blood? Can

all this make me love my life more than I have ever loved it before?'

'But wait--only wait. There will come a time--'

'Ay, ay; there will come a time is what all say, and will continue to

say, and yet the time comes not. There is never any time like the

present. All around me are thousands of men, once free and now chained

into slavery--and chained, perhaps, more through their own indolence

than by the power of their masters; and yet they lie supine, and call

upon each other to wait! And to-morrow there will be a thousand such in

the arena, and instead of rising up together in their strength, they

will fight only with each other. What might not that thousand

accomplish, were they to act together in brave and earnest revolt? What

chance would a few hundred pampered pretorians have of staying the

flood? There, seated in fancied security upon their benches, will be the

emperor, the court, the nobles, and the most wealthy of the empire. In

one hour of action, we could sweep these away like chaff, together with

all else that is held most worthy of place and power in the whole

empire! And yet these thousand slaves will not rise up together with me,

and it will not be done!'

The head of the Hercules dropped upon his chest with a gesture of

despair.

'You say truly,' responded the other. 'It will not be done, for they

will not act with you. And what can you do alone?'

'Nothing--nothing; I see it all. I am powerless,' murmured the first.

'Well, I will be patient, and dissimulate. I will do as you request,

Gorgo. I will restrain myself. As for this man--this imperator--why

should I there wreak my vengeance upon him? It would only be giving to

the rest of the people an unlooked-for sight--a newer pleasure, that is

all. I will therefore act the part of a good and faithful slave--will

kiss the rod held over me--and will duly serve my master by slaying my

adversary, whoever he may be, and thus winning that store of gold pieces

which have been laid out as the stake of my life. And then--then I will

go home to my kennel and my bones. But this I swear, by the immortal

gods! that I will follow this man from house to forum, wherever he may

go, until I find a proper chance to strike him down in secret like a

dog. You were right. I must not lose my life to kill him, when I can so

easily slay him and yet live to slay other men as bad as he. My life is

for other things. And when the time comes that I can raise the standard

of insurrection, will you then--'

'Then I will be with you heart and soul forever, until our freedom is

built up on the ruins of this accursed Rome!' cried the other, striking

his hand responsively into the outstretched palm before him. And the two

men again took up their walk, and passed on until they were swallowed up

in the darkness and their voices, growing more and more indistinct, were

finally hushed.

THE VISION.

INSCRIBED TO TEACHERS TO CONTRABANDS IN THE SOUTH.

Lo! a picture came before me

Of a million broken chains,

Lying cankered with old blood-drops

Which had oozed from tortured veins,

Reddening the fleecy cotton

Snowed upon the Southern plains.

And the picture's tints grew deeper,

Redder, blacker, as I gazed,

And my weak knees smote together,

And my eyes grew dim and glazed,

At the vision's spectred horrors

From the graves of vengeance raised.

For, where liveoaks and magnolias

Gloom the earth with densest shades,

Where the snake and alligator

Lurk in endless everglades,

Where the cloud-lace-fretted sunset

Lingering, longest night evades,

Where the eagle builds his eyrie

Nearest to the fervid skies,

Where the buzzard swoops to fatten

On the prey that lingering dies,

Where the bloodhound's hellish baying

Stills the hunted bondman's cries,

There uprose, all ghostly shadowed,

Hosts of wasted, haggard forms;

And their wild eyes glared and glittered

Like heaven's fire in dark-browed storms,

And with outstretched arms toward me

They came rushing in thick swarms.

And I saw upon their foreheads

Letters where the irons burned,

And their backs left gashed and harrowed

Where the lash for life-blood yearned,

And their lank limbs, fester-eaten,

Showed where gnawing shackles turned.

There were gaunt and frenzied mothers

With wan children in their arms,

There were youths, and there were maidens,

Curses, tears, and wild alarms,

There were auction blocks and hammers

Where were bartered beauty's charms.

Ah! my heart grew chill within me,

And my 'frighted blood congealed,

As my soul's eye raised the shadows

Which like curtains half concealed

Deeper horrors, depths of anguish

Left till God's day unrevealed!

And my soul went up in sighing

To God's ear: 'And _Thou_ dost know,

High and Holy! men are devils,

Earth, like hell, is drowned in woe?'

Came an answer: 'Hark! my war-blast

Dealing sin a staggering blow!'

'Father! though the chains be broken,'

Cried my soul, 'the wounds remain,

Deeper than the irons wore them,

'Neath the brow within the brain,

'Neath the body in the spirit!

Peals Thy war-blast not in vain?

'How shall knowledge, how shall virtue

Dwell with ignorance and sin?

Where is found that earthly saintship

Can consort with devils' din?

Who the saintly self-denying

Through bell's door would look within

'E'en to save the devil's victims,

Snatch them from the cooling flames,

Kiss with love their long-charred spirits,

Breathe new souls into their names,

Wing them to the climes supernal,

And to angels' loud acclaims?'

Then came answer: 'Lo! I call them,

Ministers of love, I call!'

Then I waited in the silence,

With God waited over all,

Till I knew how He forgetteth

No one worthy, great or small.

For I saw from where the ocean

Drifts its rhythms to the beach,

From where mountain snows eternal

Far toward heaven as stainless reach,

From where gold and russet harvests

Of God's 'whelming bounty teach,

From where all are always freemen,

From where colleges and schools

Free the mind from Old-World trammels,

Unfit men for tyrants' tools,

From where firesides and altars

Govern hearts with golden rules,

Came, as flowers come in spring-time

Dropt from Winter's icy hand,

Came to cheer, to teach, to brighten--

God's commissioned, shining band;

Came with hands and hearts o'erflowing

To renew the Southern land!

And I watched how spirit-anguish

Songs and smiles soon soothed, allayed,

And how soul-wounds touched by kindness,

As by Christ, could heal and fade,

And how darkness fled affrighted

Where these angels wept and prayed.

And my soul went up in praising

To God's ear: 'Yea, Thou dost know,

High and Holy! men are devils,

Earth, like hell, is drowned in woe;

But Thy war-blast, in Thy mercy,

Hath dealt sin a staggering blow!'

THE UNDIVINE COMEDY--A POLISH DRAMA.

Dedicated to Mary.

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