continual restraint, where the most innocent gaiety is punished as
criminal, where the young people of different sexes dare not meet in
public, and where the indiscreet severity of the pastor preaches
nothing, in the name of God, but servile constraint, sadness and
melancholy? They find means to elude an insufferable tyranny, which
nature and reason disavow. When gay and sprightly youth are debarred
from lawful pleasures, they substitute others more dangerous in their
stead. _Tete a tete_ parties artfully concerted, supply the place of
public assemblies. By being obliged to concealment as if they were
criminal, they at length become so in fact. Harmless joy loves to
display itself in the face of the world, but vice is a friend to
darkness; and innocence and secrecy never subsist long together. My
dear friend, said she, grasping my hand, as if she meant to convey her
repentance, and communicate the purity of her own heart to mine; who
can be more sensible of the importance of this truth than ourselves?
What sorrow and troubles, what tears and remorse we might have
prevented for so many years past, if we could, but have foreseen how
dangerous a _tete a tete_ intercourse was to that virtue which we
always loved!
Besides, said Mrs. Wolmar, in a softer tone, it is not in a numerous
assembly, where we are seen and heard by all the world, but in private
parties, where secrecy and freedom is indulged, that our morals are in
danger. It is from this principle, that whenever my domestics meet, I
am glad to see them all together. I even approve of their inviting
such young people in the neighbourhood whose company will not corrupt
them; and I hear with pleasure, that, when they mean to commend the
morals of any of our young neighbours, they say----He is admitted at
Mr. Wolmar’s. We have a farther view in this. Our men servants are all
very young, and, among the women, the governess is yet single; it is
not reasonable that the retired life they lead with us, should debar
them of an opportunity of forming an honest connection. We endeavour
therefore, in these little meetings, to give them this opportunity,
under our inspection, that we may assist them in their choice; and
thus by endeavouring to make happy families, we increase the felicity
of our own.
I ought now to justify myself for dancing with these good people; but
I rather chuse to pass sentence on myself in this respect, and I
frankly confess that my chief motive is the pleasure I take in the
exercise. You know that I always resembled my cousin in her passion
for dancing; but after the death of my mother, I bade adieu to the
ball and all public assemblies; I kept my resolution, even to the day
of my marriage, and will keep it still, without thinking it any
violation to dance now and then in my own house with my guests and my
domestics. It is an exercise very good for my health during the
sedentary life which we are obliged to live here in winter. I find it
an innocent amusement; for after a good dance, my conscience does not
reproach me. It amuses Mr. Wolmar likewise, and all my coquetry in
this particular is only to please him. I am the occasion of his coming
into the ball room; the good people are best satisfied when they are
honoured with their master’s presence; and they express a satisfaction
when they see me amongst them. In short, I find that such occasional
familiarity forms an agreeable connection and attachment between us,
which approaches nearer the natural condition of mankind, by
moderating the meanness of servitude, and the rigour of authority.
Such, my Lord, are the sentiments of Eloisa, with respect to dancing,
and I have often wondered how so much affability could consist with
such a degree of subordination, and how she and her husband could so
often stoop to level themselves with their servants, and yet the
latter never be tempted to assume equality in their turn. I question
if any Asiatic monarchs are attended in their palaces with more
respect, than Mr. and Mrs. Wolmar are served in their own house. I
never knew any commands less imperious than theirs, or more readily
executed: if they ask for any thing, their servants fly; if they
excuse their failings, they themselves are nevertheless sensible of
their faults. I was never better convinced how much the force of what
is said, depends on the mode of expression.
This has led me into a reflection on the affected gravity of masters;
which is, that it is rather to be imputed to their own failings, than
to the effects of their familiarity, that they are despised in their
families, and that the insolence of servants is rather an indication
of a vicious than of a weak master: for nothing gives them such
assurance, as the knowledge of his vices, and they consider all
discoveries of that kind as so many dispensations, which free them
from their obedience to a man whom they can no longer respect.
Servants imitate their masters, and by copying them awkwardly, they
render those defects more conspicuous in themselves, which the polish
of education, in some measure, disguised in the others. At Paris, I
used to judge of the ladies of my acquaintance, by the air and manners
of their waiting-women, and this rule never deceived me. Besides that
the lady’s woman, when she becomes the confident of her mistress’s
secrets, makes her buy her discretion at a dear rate, she likewise
frames her conduct according to her lady’s sentiments, and discloses
all her maxims, by an awkward imitation. In every instance, the
master’s example is more efficacious than his authority; it is not
natural to suppose that their servants will be honester than
themselves. It is to no purpose to make a noise, to swear, to abuse
them, to turn them off, to get a new set; all this avails nothing
towards making good servants. When they, who do not trouble themselves
about being hated and despised by their domestics, nevertheless
imagine that they are well served, the reason of their mistake is,
that they are contented with what they see, and satisfied with an
appearance of diligence, without observing the thousand secret
prejudices they suffer continually, and of which they cannot discover
the source. But where is the man so devoid of honour, as to be able to
endure the contempt of everyone round him? Where is the woman so
abandoned as not to be susceptible of insults? How many ladies, both
at Paris and in London, who think themselves greatly respected, would
burst into tears if they heard what was said of them in their anti-
chambers? Happily for their peace, they comfort themselves by taking
these Arguses for weak creatures, and by flattering themselves that
they are blind to those practices which they do not even deign to hide
from them. They likewise in their turn discover, by their sullen
obedience, the contempt they have for their mistresses. Masters and
servants become mutually sensible, that it is not worth their while to
conciliate each other’s esteem.
The behaviour of servants seems to me to be the most certain and nice
proof of the master’s virtue; and I remember, my Lord, to have formed
a good opinion of yours at Valais without knowing you, purely because,
though you spoke somewhat harshly to your attendants, they were not
the less attached to you, and that they expressed as much respect for
you in your absence, as if you had been within hearing. It has been
said that no man is a hero in the eyes of his Valet de Chambre;
perhaps not; but every worthy man will enjoy his servant’s esteem;
which sufficiently proves that heroism is only a vain phantom, and
that nothing is solid but virtue. The power of its empire is
particularly observable here in the lowest commendations of the
servants. Commendations the less to be suspected, as they do not
consist of vain eulogiums, but of an artless expression of their
feelings. As they cannot suppose, from any thing which they see, that
other masters are not like theirs, they therefore do not commend them
on account of those virtues which they conceive to be common to
masters in general, but, in the simplicity of their hearts, they thank
God for having sent the rich to make those under them happy, and to be
a comfort to the poor.
Servitude is a state so unnatural to mankind, that it cannot subsist
without some degree of discontent. Nevertheless they respect their
master, and say nothing. If any murmurings escape them against their
mistress, they are more to her honour than encomiums would be. No one
complains that she is wanting in kindness to them, but that she pays
so much regard to others; no one can endure that his zeal should be
put in competition with that of his comrades, and as every one
imagines himself foremost in attachment, he would be first in favour.
This is their only complaint, and their greatest injustice.
There is not only a proper subordination among those of inferior
station, but a perfect harmony among those of equal rank; and this is
not the least difficult part of domestic economy. Amidst the clashings
of jealousy and self-interest, which makes continual divisions in
families not more numerous than this, we seldom find servants united
but at the expense of their masters. If they agree, it is to rob in
concert; if they are honest, every one shews his importance at the
expense of the rest; they must either be enemies or accomplices, and
it is very difficult to find a way of guarding at the same time both
against their knavery and their dissentions. The masters of families
in general know no other method but that of choosing the alternative
between these two inconveniencies. Some, preferring interest to
honour, foment a quarrelsome disposition among their servants by means
of private reports, and think it a masterpiece of prudence to make
them superintendents and spies over each other. Others, of a more
indolent nature, rather chuse that their servants should rob them,
and live peaceably among themselves; they pique themselves upon
discountenancing any information which a faithful servant may give
them out of pure zeal. Both are equally to blame. The first, by
exciting continual disturbances in their families, which are
incompatible with good order and regularity, get together a heap of
knaves and informers, who are busy in betraying their fellow servants,
that they may hereafter perhaps betray their masters. The second, by
refusing all information with regard to what passes in their families,
countenance combinations against themselves, encourage the wicked,
dishearten the good, and only maintain a pack of arrogant and idle
rascals at a great expense, who, agreeing together at their master’s
cost, look upon their service as a matter of favour, and their thefts
as perquisites. [54]
It is a capital error in domestic as well as in civil economy, to
oppose one vice to another, or to attempt an equilibrium between them,
as if that which undermines the foundations of all order, could ever
tend to establish regularity. This mistaken policy only serves to
unite every inconvenience. When particular vices are tolerated in a
family, they do not reign alone. Let one take root, a thousand will
soon spring up. They presently ruin the servants who harbour them,
undo the master who tolerates them, and corrupt or injure the children
who remark them with attention. What father can be so unworthy as to
put any advantage whatever in competition with this last
inconvenience? What honest man would chuse to be master of a family,
if it was impossible for him to maintain peace and fidelity in his
house at the same time, and if he must be obliged to purchase the
attachment of his servants; at the expense of their mutual good
understanding?
Who does not see, that in this family, they have not even an idea of
any such difficulty? So much does the union among the several members
proceed from their attachment to the head. It is here we may perceive
a striking instance, how impossible it is to have a sincere affection
for a master without loving every thing that belongs to him; a truth
which is the real foundation of Christian charity. Is it not very
natural, that the children of the same father should live together
like brethren? This is what they tell us every day at church, without
making us feel the sentiment; and this is what the domestics in this
family feel, without being told it.
This disposition to good fellowship is owing to a choice of proper
subjects. Mr. Wolmar, when he hires his servants, does not examine
whether they suit his wife and himself, but whether they suit each
other, and if they were to discover a settled antipathy between two of
the best servants, it would be sufficient for them to discharge one:
for, says Eloisa, in so small a family, a family where they never go
abroad, but are constantly before each other, they ought to agree
perfectly among themselves. They ought to consider it as their
father’s house, where all are of the same family. One, who happens to
be disagreeable to the rest, is enough to make them hate the place;
and that disagreeable object being constantly before their eyes, they
would neither be easy themselves, nor suffer us to be quiet.
After having made the best assortment in their power, they unite them
as it were by the services which they oblige each to render the other,
and they contrive that it shall be the real interest of every one to
be beloved by his fellow servants. No one is so well received who
solicits a favour for himself, as when he asks it for another; so that
whoever has any thing to request, endeavours to engage another to
intercede for him; and this they do with greater readiness, since,
whether their master grants or refuses the favour requested, he never
fails to acknowledge the merit of the person interceding. On the
contrary, both he and Mrs. Wolmar always reject the solicitations of
those who only regard themselves. Why, say they, should I grant, what
is desired in your favour, who have never made me any request in
favour of another? Is it reasonable, that you should be more favoured
than your companions, because they are more obliging than you? They do
more; they engage them to serve each other in private, without any
ostentation, and without assuming any merit. This is the more easily
accomplished, as they know that their master, who is witness of their
discretion, will esteem them the more, thus self-interest is a gainer,
and self-love no loser. They are so convinced of this general
disposition to oblige, and they have such confidence in each other,
that when they have any favour to ask, they frequently mention it at
table by way of conversation; very often, without farther trouble,
they find that the thing has been requested and granted, and as they
do not know whom to thank, their obligation is to all.
It is by this, and such like methods, that they beget an attachment
among them, resulting from, and subordinate to, the zeal they have for
their master. Thus, far from leaguing together to his prejudice, they
are only united for his service. However it may be their interest to
love each other, they have still stronger motives for pleasing him;
their zeal for his service gets the better of their mutual good will,
and each considering himself as injured by losses which may make their
master less able to recompense a faithful servant, they are all
equally incapable of suffering any individual to do him wrong
unnoticed. This principle of policy which is established in this
family, seems to have somewhat sublime in it; and I cannot
sufficiently admire how Mr. and Mrs. Wolmar have been able to
transform the vile function of an informer into an office of zeal,
integrity, and courage, as noble, or at least as praise-worthy, as it
was among the Romans.
They began by subverting, or rather by preventing, in a plain and
perspicuous manner, and by affecting instances, that servile and
criminal practice, that mutual toleration at the master’s cost, which
a worthless servant never fails to inculcate to a good one, under the
mask of a charitable maxim. They made them understand, that the
precept which enjoins us to hide our neighbour’s faults, relates to
those only which do injury to no one; that if they are witness to any
injustice which injures a third person, and do not discover it, they
are guilty of it themselves; and that as nothing can oblige us to
conceal such faults in others, but a consciousness of our own defects,
therefore no one would chuse to countenance knaves, if he was not a
knave himself. Upon these principles, which are just in general, as
between man and man, but more strictly so with respect to the close
connection between master and servant, they hold it here as an
incontestable truth, that whoever sees their master wronged, without
making a discovery, is more guilty than he who did the wrong; for he
suffers himself to be misled by the prospect of advantage, but the
other in cool blood and without any view of interest, can be induced
to secrecy by no other motive than a thorough disregard of justice, an
indifference towards the welfare of the family he serves, and a hidden
desire of copying the example he conceals. Therefore even where the
fault is considerable, the guilty party may nevertheless sometimes
hope for pardon, but the witness who conceals the fact, is infallibly
dismissed as a man of a bad disposition.
In return, they receive no accusation which may be suspected to
proceed from injustice and calumny; that is to say, they admit of none
in the absence of the accused. If any one comes to make a report
against his fellow servant, or to prefer a personal complaint against
him, they ask him whether he is sufficiently informed, that is to say,
whether he has entered into any previous inquiry with the person whom
he is going to accuse. If he answers in the negative, they ask him how
he can judge of an action, when he is not acquainted with the motives
to it? The fact, say they, may depend on some circumstance to which
you are a stranger; there may be some particulars which may serve to
justify or excuse it, and which you know nothing of. How can you
presume to condemn any one’s conduct, before you know by what motives
it is directed? One word of explanation would probably have rendered
it justifiable in your eyes. Why then do you run the risk of
condemning an action wrongfully, and of exposing me to participate of
your injustice? If he assures them, that he has entered into a
previous explanation with the accused; why then, say they, do you come
without him, as if you was afraid that he would falsify what you are
going to relate? By what right do you neglect taking the same
precaution with respect to me, which you think proper to use with
regard to yourself? Is it reasonable to desire me to judge of a fact
from your report, of which you refuse to judge yourself by the
testimony of your own eyes; and would not you be answerable for the
partial judgment I might form, if I was to remain satisfied with your
bare deposition? In the end, they direct them to summon the party
accused; if they consent, the matter is soon decided; if they refuse,
they dismiss them with a severe reprimand, but they keep the secret,
and watch them both so narrowly, that they are not long at a loss to
know which is in fault.
This rule is so well known and so well established, that you never
hear a servant in this family speak ill of his absent comrade, for
they are all sensible that it is the way to pass for a liar and a
coward. When any one of them accuses another, it is openly, frankly,
and not only to his face, but in the presence of all his fellow
servants, that they who are witnesses to their accusation, may be
vouchers of their integrity. In case of any personal disputes among
them, the difference is generally made up by mediators without
troubling Mr. and Mrs. Wolmar; but when the interest of the master is
at stake, the matter cannot remain a secret; the guilty party must
either accuse himself or be accused. These little pleadings happen
very seldom, and never but at table, in the rounds which Eloisa makes
every day while her people are at dinner or supper, which Mr. Wolmar
pleasantly calls her general sessions. After having patiently attended
to the accusation and the defence, if the affair regards her interest,
she thanks the accuser for his zeal. I am sensible, says she, that you
have a regard for your fellow servant, you have always spoken well of
him, and I commend you because the love of your duty and of justice
has prevailed over your private affections; it is thus that a faithful
servant and an honest man ought to behave. If the party accused is not
in fault, she always subjoins some compliment to her justification of
his innocence. But if he is really guilty, she in some measure spares
his shame before the rest. She supposes that he has something to
communicate in his defence, which he does not chuse to declare in
public; she appoints an hour to hear him in private, and it is then
that she or her husband talk to him as they think proper. What is very
remarkable is, that the most severe of the two is not most dreaded,
and that they are less afraid of Mr. Wolmar’s solemn reprimand, than
of Eloisa’s affecting reproaches. The former, speaking the language of
truth and justice, humbles and confounds the guilty; the latter
strikes them with the most cruel remorse, by convincing them with what
regret she is forced to withdraw her kindness from them. She sometimes
extorts tears of grief and shame from them, and it is not uncommon for
her to be moved herself when she sees them repent, in hopes that she
may not be obliged to abide by her word.
They who judge of these concerns by what passes in their own families,
or among their neighbours, would probably deem them frivolous or
tiresome. But you, my Lord, who have such high notions of the duties
and enjoyments of a master of a family, and who are sensible what an
ascendency natural disposition and virtue have over the human heart,
you perceive the importance of these minutiae, and know on what
circumstances their success depends. Riches do not make a man rich, as
is well observed in some romance. The wealth of a man is not in his
coffers, but in the use he makes of what he draws out of them; for our
possessions do not become our own, but by the uses to which we allot
them, and abuses are always more inexhaustible than riches; whence it
happens that our enjoyments are not in proportion to our expenses, but
depend on the just regulation of them. An idiot may toss ingots of
gold into the sea, and say he has enjoyed them: but what comparison is
there between such an extravagant enjoyment, and that which a wise man
would have derived from the least part of their value? Order and
regularity, which multiply and perpetuate the use of riches, are alone
capable of converting the enjoyment of them into felicity. But if real
property arises from the relation which our possessions bear to us, if
it is rather the use than the acquisition of riches which confers it,
what can be more proper subjects of attention for a master of a family
than domestic economy, and the prudent regulation of his houshold, in
which the most perfect correspondences more immediately concern him,
and where the happiness of every individual is an addition to the
felicity of the head?
Are the most wealthy the most happy? No: how then does wealth
contribute to felicity? But every well regulated family is emblematic
of the master’s mind. Gilded ceilings, luxury and magnificence, only
serve to shew the vanity of those who display such parade; whereas,
whenever you see order without melancholy, peace without slavery,
plenty without profusion, you may say with confidence, the master of
this house is a happy being.
For my own part, I think the most certain sign of true content is a
domestic and retired life, and that they who are continually resorting
to others in quest of happiness, do not enjoy it at home. A father of
a family who amuses himself at home, is rewarded for his continual
attention to domestic concerns, by the constant enjoyment of the most
agreeable sensations of nature. He is the only one who can be properly
said to be master of his own happiness, because, like heaven itself,
he is happy in desiring nothing more than he enjoys. Like the Supreme
Being, he does not wish to enlarge his possessions, but to make them
really his own, under proper directions, and by using them conformably
to the just relations of things: if he does not enrich himself by new
acquisitions, he enriches himself by the true enjoyment of what he
possesses. He once only enjoyed the income of his lands, he now enjoys
the lands themselves, by over-looking their culture, and surveying
them from time to time. His servant was a stranger to him: he is now
part of his enjoyment; his child; he makes him his own. Formerly, he
had only power over his servant’s actions, now he has authority over
his inclinations. He was his master only by paying him wages, now he
rules by the sacred dominion of benevolence and esteem. Though fortune
spoils him of his wealth, she can never rob him of those affections
which are attached to him; she cannot deprive a father of his
children; all the difference is, that he maintained them yesterday,
and that they will support him tomorrow. It is thus that we may learn
the true enjoyment of our riches, of our family, and of ourselves; it
is thus that the minutiae of a family become agreeable to a worthy man
who knows the value of them; it is thus that, far from considering
these little duties as troublesome, he makes them a part of his
happiness, and derives the glory and pleasure of human nature from
these noble and affecting offices.
If these precious advantages are despised or little known, and if the
few who endeavour to acquire them seldom obtain them, the reason, in
both cases, is the same. There are many simple and sublime duties,
which few people can relish and fulfil. Such are those of the master
of a family, for which the air and bustle of the world gives him a
disgust, and which he never discharges properly when he is only
inflamed by motives of avarice and interest. Some think themselves
excellent masters, and are only careful economists; their income may
thrive, and their family nevertheless be in a bad condition. They
ought to have more enlarged views to direct an administration of such
importance, so as to give it a happy issue. The first thing to be
attended to in the due regulation of a family, is to admit none but
honest people, who will not have any secret intention to disturb that
regularity. But are honesty and servitude so compatible, that we may
hope to find servants who are honest men? No, my Lord, if we would
have them, we must not inquire for them, but we must make them; and
none who are not men of integrity themselves are capable of making
others honest. It is to no purpose for a hypocrite to affect an air of
virtue, he will never inspire any one with an affection for it; and if
he knew how to make virtue amiable, he would be in love with it
himself. What do formal lessons avail, when daily example contradicts
them, unless to make us suspect that the moralist means to sport with
our credulity? What an absurdity are they guilty of who exhort us to
do as they say, and not as they act themselves! He who does not act up
to what he says, never speaks to any effect; for the language of the
heart is wanting, which alone is persuasive and affecting. I have
sometimes heard conversations of this kind held, in a gross manner,
before servants, in order to read them lectures, as they do to
children sometimes, in an indirect way. Far from having any reason to
imagine that they were the dupes of such artifice, I have always
observed them smile in secret at their master’s folly, who must have
taken them for blockheads, by making an awkward display of sentiments
before them, which they knew were none of his own.
All these idle subtleties are unknown in this family, and the grand
art by which the master and mistress make their servants what they
would desire them to be, is to appear themselves before them what
they really are. Their behaviour is always frank and open, because
they are not in any fear lest their actions should bely their
processions. As they themselves do not entertain principles of
morality different from those which they inculcate to others, they
have no occasion for any extraordinary circumspection in their
discourse; a word blundered out unseasonably does not overthrow the
principles they have laboured to establish. They do not indiscreetly
tell all their affairs, but they openly proclaim all their maxims.
Whether at table, or abroad, _tete a tete_, or in public, their
sentiments are still the same; they ingenuously deliver their opinions
on every subject, and without their having any individual in view,
every one is instructed by their conversation. As their servants never
see them do any thing but what is just, reasonable and equitable, they
do not consider justice as a tax on the poor, as a yoke on the
unhappy, and as one of the evils of their condition. The care they
take never to let the labourers come in vain, and lose their day’s
work in seeking after their wages, teaches their servants to set a
just value on time. When they see their master so careful of other
men’s time, each concludes that his own time must be of consequence,
and therefore deems idleness the greatest crime he can be guilty of.
The confidence which their servants have in their integrity, gives
that force to their regulations which makes them observed, and
prevents abuses. They are not afraid, when they come to receive their
weekly gratuities, that their mistress should partially determine the
youngest and most active to have been the most diligent. An old
servant is not apprehensive lest they should start some quibble, to
save the promised augmentation to their wages. They can never hope to
take advantage of any division between their master and mistress, in
order to make themselves of consequence, and to obtain from one what
the other has refused. They who are unmarried, are not afraid lest
they should oppose their settlement, in order to detain them longer;
and by that means make their service a prejudice to them. If a strange
servant was to tell the domestics of this family, that master and
servants are in a state of war with each other, that when the latter
do the former all the injury they can, they only make lawful
reprisals, that masters being usurpers, liars and knaves, there can
consequently be no harm in using them as they use their prince, the
people, or individuals, and in returning those injuries with
dexterity, which they offer openly----one who should talk in this
manner would not be attended to; they would not give themselves the
trouble to controvert or obviate such sentiments; they who give rise
to them, are the only persons whose business it is to refute them.
You never perceive any sullenness or mutiny in the discharge of their
duty, because there is never any haughtiness or capriciousness in the
orders they receive; nothing is required of them but what is
reasonable and expedient, and their master and mistress have too much
respect for the dignity of human nature, even in a state of servitude,
to put them upon any employment which may debase them. Moreover,
nothing here is reckoned mean but vice, and whatever is reasonable and
necessary, is deemed honourable and becoming.
They do not allow of any intrigues abroad, neither has any one any
inclinations of that kind. They are sensible that their fortune is
most firmly attached to their masters, and that they shall never want
any thing while his family prospers. Therefore in serving him, they
take care of their own patrimony, and increase it by making their
service agreeable; this above all things is their interest. But this
word is somewhat misapplied here, for I never knew any system of
policy by which self-interest was so skilfully directed, and where at
the same time it had less influence than in this family. They all act
from a principle of attachment, and one would think that venal souls
were purified as soon as they entered into this dwelling of wisdom and
union. He would imagine that part of the master’s intelligence, and of
the mistress’s sensibility, was conveyed to each of their servants;
they seem so judicious, benevolent, honest, and so much above their
station. Their greatest ambition is to do well, to be valued and
esteemed; and they consider an obliging expression from their master
or mistress, in the light of a present.
These, my Lord, are the most material observations I have made on that
part of the economy of this family, which regards the servants and
labourers. As to Mr. and Mrs. Wolmar’s manner of living, and the
education of their children, each of these articles very well deserves
a separate letter. You know with what view I began these remarks; but
in truth the whole forms such an agreeable representation, that we
need only meditate upon it to advance it, and we require no other
inducement, than the pleasure it affords us.
Letter CXXX. To Lord B----.
No, my Lord, I do not retract what I have said; in this family, the
useful and agreeable are united throughout; but occupations of use are
not confined to those pursuits which yield profit: they comprehend
farther every innocent and harmless amusement which may serve to
improve a relish for retirement, labour, and temperance, which may
contribute to preserve the mind in a vigorous state, and to keep the
heart free from the agitation of tumultuous passions. If inactive
indolence begets nothing but melancholy and irksomeness, the delights
of an agreeable leisure are the fruits of a laborious life. We only
work to enjoy ourselves; this alternative of labour and recreation is
our natural state. The repose which serves to refresh us after past
labours, and encourage us to renew them, is not less necessary for us
than labour itself.
After having admired the good consequences attending the vigilance and
attention of the prudent Eloisa in the conduct of her family, I was
witness of the good effects of the recreation she uses in a retired
place, where she takes her favourite walk, and which she calls her
elysium.
I had often heard them talk of this elysium, of which they made a
mystery before me. Yesterday however the excessive heat being almost
equally intolerable both within doors and without, Mr. Wolmar proposed
to his wife to make holiday that afternoon, and instead of going into
the nursery towards evening as usual, to come and breathe the fresh
air with us in the orchard; she consented, and thither we went.
This place, though just close to the house, is hidden in such a manner
by a shady walk which parts it from the house, that it is not visible
from any point. The thick foliage with which it is environed renders
it impervious to the eye, and it is always carefully locked up. I was
scarce got within-side, but, the door being covered with alder and
hazel trees, I could not find out which way I came in, when I turned
back, and seeing no door, it seemed as if I had dropped from the
clouds.
On my entrance into this disguised orchard, I was seized with an
agreeable sensation; the freshness of the thick foliage, the beautiful
and lively verdure, the flowers scattered on each side, the murmuring
of the purling stream, and the warbling of a thousand birds, struck my
imagination as powerfully as my senses; but at the same time I thought
myself in the most wild and solitary place in nature, and I appeared
as if I had been the first mortal who had ever penetrated into this
desert spot. Being seized with astonishment, and transported at so
unexpected a sight, I remained motionless for some time, and cried
out, in an involuntary fit of enthusiasm, O Tinian! O Juan Fernandez!
[55] Eloisa, the world’s end is at your threshold! Many people, said
she, with a smile, think in the same manner; but twenty paces at most
presently brings them back to Clarens: let us see whether the charm
will work longer upon you. This is the same orchard where you have
walked formerly, and where you have played at romps with my cousin.
You may remember that the grass was almost burned up, the trees thinly
planted, affording very little umbrage, and that there was no water.
You find that now it is fresh, verdant, cultivated, embellished with
flowers, and well watered; what do you imagine it may have cost me to
put it in the condition you see? For you must know that I am the
superintendent, and that my husband leaves the entire management of it
to me. In truth, said I, it has cost you nothing but inattention. It
is indeed a delightful spot, but wild and rustic; and I can discover
no marks of human industry. You have concealed the door; the water
springs I know not whence; nature alone has done all the rest, and
even you could not have mended her work. It is true, said she, that
nature has done every thing, but under my direction, and you see
nothing but what has been done under my orders. Guess once more.
First, I replied, I cannot conceive how labour and expense can be made
to supply the effects of time. The trees... As to them, said Mr.
Wolmar, you may observe that there are none very large, and they were
here before. Besides, Eloisa began this work a long while before her
marriage, and presently after her mother’s death, when she used to
come here with her father in quest of solitude. Well, said I, since
you will have these large and massy bowers, these sloping tufts, these
umbrageous thickets to be the growth of seven or eight years, and to
be partly the work of art, I think you have been a good economist if
you have done all within this vast circumference for two thousand
crowns. You have only guessed two thousand crowns too much, says she,
for it cost me nothing. How, nothing? No, nothing; unless you place a
dozen days work in the year to my gardener’s account, as many to two
or three of my people, and some to Mr. Wolmar, who has sometimes
condescended to officiate, in my service, as a gardener. I could not
comprehend this riddle; but Eloisa, who had hitherto held me, said to
me, letting me loose, Go, and you will understand it. Farewell Tinian,
farewell Juan Fernandez, farewell all enchantment! In a few minutes
you will find your way back from the end of the world.
I began to wander over the orchard thus metamorphosed with a kind of
extasy; and if I found no exotic plants, nor any of the products of
the Indies, I found all those which were natural to the soil disposed
and blended in such a manner, as to produce the most chearful and
lively effect. The verdant turf, thick but short and close, was
intermixed with wild thyme, balm, sweet marjoram, and other fragrant
herbs. You might perceive a thousand wild flowers dazzle your eyes,
among which you would be surprized to discover some garden flowers,
which seemed to grow natural with the rest. I now and then met with
shady tufts as impervious to the rays of the sun, as if they had been
in a thick forest. These tufts were composed of trees of a very
flexible nature, the branches of which they bend, till they hang on
the ground, and take root, as I have seen some trees naturally do in
America. In the more open spots, I saw here and there bushes of roses,
raspberries, and gooseberries, little plantations of lilac, hazel
trees, alders, feringa, broom, and trifolium, dispersed without any
order or symmetry, and which embellished the ground, at the same time
that it gave it the appearance of being overgrown with weeds. I
followed the track through irregular and serpentine walks, bordered by
these flowery thickets, and covered with a thousand garlands composed
of vines, hops, rose-weed, snake-weed, and other plants of that kind,
with which honey-suckles and jessamine deigned to inter-twine. These
garlands seemed as if they were scattered carefully from one tree to
another, and formed a kind of drapery over our heads which sheltered
us from the sun; while under foot we had smooth, agreeable, and dry
walking upon a fine moss, without sand or grass or any rugged shoots.
Then it was I first discovered, not without astonishment, that this
verdant and bushy umbrage, which had deceived me so much at a
distance, was composed of these luxuriant and creeping plants, which
running all along the trees, formed a thick foliage over head, and
afforded shade and freshness underfoot. I observed likewise, that by
means of common industry, they had made several of these plants take
root in the trunks of the trees, so that they spread more, being
nearer the top. You will readily conceive that the fruit is not the
better for these additions; but this is the only spot where they have
sacrificed the useful to the agreeable, and in the rest of their
grounds they have taken such care of the trees that, without the
orchard, the return of fruit is greater than it was formerly. If you
do but consider how delightful it is to meet with wild fruit in the
midst of a wood, and to refresh one’s self with it, you will easily
conceive what a pleasure it must be to meet with excellent and ripe
fruit in this artificial desert, though it grows but here and there,
and has not the best appearance; which gives one the pleasure of
searching and selecting the best.
All these little walks were bordered and crossed by a clear and limpid
rivulet, which one while winded through the grass and flowers in
streams scarce perceptible; at another, rushed in more copious floods
upon a clear and speckled gravel, which rendered the water more
transparent. You might perceive the springs rise and bubble out of the
earth, and sometimes you might observe deep canals, in which the calm
and gentle fluid served as a mirror to reflect the objects around.
Now, said I to Eloisa, I comprehend all the rest: but these waters
which I see on every side?... They come from thence she replied,
pointing to that side where the terrass lies. It is the same stream
which, at a vast expense, supplied the fountain, in the flower garden,
for which nobody cares. Mr. Wolmar will not destroy it, out of respect
to my father who had it made; but with what pleasure we come here
everyday to see this water run through the orchard, which we never
look at in the garden! The fountain plays for the entertainment of
strangers; this little rivulet flows for our amusement. It is true
that I have likewise brought hither the water from the public
fountain, which emptied itself into the lake, through the highway, to
the detriment of passengers, besides its running to waste without
profit to any one. It formed an elbow at the foot of the orchard
between two rows of willows; I have taken them within my inclosure,
and I bring the same water hither through different channels.
I perceived then that all the contrivance consisted in managing these
streams, so as to make them flow in meanders, by separating and
uniting them at proper places, by making them run as little upon the
slope as possible, in order to lengthen their course, and make the
most of a few little murmuring cascades. A lay of earth, covered with
some gravel from the lake, and strewed over with shells, forms a bed
for these waters. The same streams running at proper distances under
some large tiles covered with earth and turf, on a level with the
ground, forms a kind of artificial springs where they issue forth.
Some small streams spout through pipes on some rugged places, and
bubble as they fall. The ground thus refreshed and watered,
continually yields fresh flowers, and keeps the grass always verdant
and beautiful.
The more I wandered over this delightful asylum, the more I found the
agreeable sensation improve which I experienced at my first entrance:
nevertheless my curiosity kept me in exercise; I was more eager to
view the objects around me, than to inquire into the cause of the
impressions they made on me, and I chose to resign myself to that
delightful contemplation, without taking the trouble of reflection;
but Mrs. Wolmar drew me out of my reverie, by taking me under the arm;
All that you see, said she, is nothing but vegetable and inanimate
nature, which in spite of us, always leaves behind it a melancholy
idea of solitude. Come and view nature animated and more affecting.
There you will discover some new charm every minute in the day. You
anticipate me, said I, I hear a confused chirping noise, and I see but
few birds; I suppose you have an aviary. True, said she, let us go to
it. I durst not as yet declare what I thought of this aviary; but
there was something in the idea of it which disgusted me, and did not
seem to correspond with the rest.
We went down, through a thousand turnings, to the bottom of the
orchard, where I found all the water collected in a fine rivulet,
flowing gently between two rows of old willows, which had been
frequently lopped. Their tops being hollow and half bare, formed a
kind of vessel, from whence, by the contrivance I just now mentioned,
grew several tufts of honey-suckles, of which one part intertwined
among the branches, and the other dropped carelessly along the side of
the rivulet. Near the extremity of the inclosure, was a little bason,
bordered with grass, bulrushes, and weeds, which served as a watering
place to the aviary, and was the last use made of this water, so
precious and so well husbanded.
Somewhat beyond this bason was a platform, which was terminated, in an
angle of the inclosure, by a hillock planted with a number of little
trees of all kinds; the smallest stood towards the summit, and their
size increased, in proportion as the ground grew lower, which made
their tops appear to be horizontal, or at least shewed that they were
one day intended to be so. In the front stood a dozen of trees, which
were young as yet, but of a nature to grow very large, such as the
beech, the elm, the ash, and the acacia. The groves on this side,
served as an asylum to that vast number of birds which I had heard
chirping at a distance, and it was under the shade of this foliage, as
under a large umbrella, that you might see them hop about, run, frisk,
provoke each other, and fight, as if they had not perceived us. They
were so far from flying at our approach, that, according to the notion
with which I was prepossessed, I imagined them to have been inclosed
within a wire; but when we came to the border of the bason, I saw
several of them alight, and come towards us through a short walk which
parted the platform in two, and made a communication between the bason
and the aviary. Mr. Wolmar then going round the bason, scattered two
or three handfuls of mixed grain, which he had in his pocket, along
the walk, and when he retired, the birds flocked together and began to
seed like so many chickens, with such an air of familiarity, that I
plainly perceived they had been trained up to it. This is charming,
said I: your using the word aviary, surprized me at first, but I now
see what it is; I perceive that you invite them as your guests,
instead of confining them as your prisoners. What do you mean by our
guests? replied Eloisa; it is we who are theirs. They are masters
here, and we pay them for being admitted some times. Very well, said
I, but how did these masters get possession of this spot? How did you
collect together so many voluntary inhabitants? I never heard of any
attempt of this kind, and I could not have believed that such a design
could have succeeded, if I had not evidence of it before my eyes.
Time and patience, said Mr. Wolmar, have worked this miracle. These
are expedients which the rich scarce ever think of in their pleasures.
Always in haste for enjoyment, force and money are the only
instruments they know how to employ; they have birds in cage, and
friends at so much a mouth. If the servants ever came near this place,
you would soon see the birds disappear, and if you perceive vast
numbers of them at present, the reason is that this spot has always,
in some degree, been a refuge for them. There is no bringing them
together where there are none to invite them, but where there are some
already, it is easy to increase their numbers by anticipating all
their wants, by not frightening them, by suffering them to hatch with
security, and by never disturbing the young ones in their nest; for by
these means, such as are there, abide there, and those which come
after them continue. This grove was already in being, though it was
divided from the orchard; Eloisa has only inclosed it by a quick-set
hedge, removed that which parted it, and enlarged and adorned it with
new designs. You see to the right and left of the walk which leads to
it, two spaces filled with a confused mixture of grass, straw, and all
sorts of plants. She orders them every year to be sown with corn,
millet, turnsol, hemp-seed, vetch; and in general all sorts of grain
which birds are fond of, and nothing is ever reaped. Besides this,
almost every day she or I bring them something to eat, and when we
neglect, Fanny supplies our place. They are supplied with water, as
you see, very easily. Mrs. Wolmar carries her attention so far as to
provide for them, every spring, little heaps of hair straw, wool,
moss, and other materials proper to build their nests. Thus by their
having materials at hand, provisions in abundance, and by the great
care we take to secure them from their enemies, [56] the uninterrupted
tranquility they enjoy induces them to lay their eggs in this
convenient place, where they want for nothing, and where nobody
disturbs them. Thus the habitation of the fathers becomes the abode of
the children, and the colony thrives and multiplies.
Ah! said Eloisa, do you see nothing more? No one thinks beyond
himself; but the affection of a constant pair, the zeal of their
domestic concerns, paternal and maternal fondness, all this is lost
upon you. Had you been here two months ago, you might have feasted
your eyes with the most lovely sight, and have gratified your feelings
with the most tender sensations in nature. Madam, said I, somewhat
gravely, you are a wife and a mother; there are pleasures of which it
becomes you to be susceptible. Mr. Wolmar then taking me cordially by
the hand, said, You have friends, and those friends have children; how
can you be a stranger to paternal affection? I looked at him, I looked
at Eloisa, they looked at each other, and cast such an affecting eye
upon me, that embracing them alternately, I said with tender emotion,
They are as dear to me as to yourself. I do not know by what strange
effect a single word can make such an alteration in our minds, but
since that moment, Mr. Wolmar appears to me quite another man, and I
consider him less in the light of a husband to her whom I have so long
adored, as in that of the father of two children for whom I would lay
down my life.
I was going to walk round the bason, in order to draw nearer to this
delightful asylum, and its little inhabitants, but Mrs. Wolmar checked
me. Nobody, says she, goes to disturb them in their dwelling, and you
are the first of our guests whom I ever brought so far. There are four
keys to this orchard, of which my father and we have each of us one:
Fanny has the fourth, as superintendent, and to bring the children
here now and then; the value of which favour is greatly enhanced by
the extreme circumspection which is required of them while they are
here. Even Gustin never comes hither without one of the four: when the
two spring months are over in which his labours are useful, he scarce
ever comes hither afterwards, and all the rest we do ourselves. Thus,
said I, for fear of making our birds slaves to you, you make
yourselves slaves to your birds. This, she replied, is exactly the
sentiment of a tyrant, who never thinks that he enjoys liberty, but
while he is disturbing the freedom of others.
As we were coming back, Mr. Wolmar threw a handful of barley into the
bason, and on looking into it, I perceived some little fish. Ah, ah,
said I immediately, here are some prisoners nevertheless. Yes, said
he, they are prisoners of war, who have had their lives spared.
Without doubt, added his wife. Some time since Fanny stole two perch
out of the kitchen, and brought them hither without my knowledge. I
leave them here, for fear of offending her if I sent them to the lake;
for it is better to confine the fish in too narrow a compass, than to
disoblige a worthy creature. You are in the right, said I, and the
fish are not much to be pitied for having escaped from the frying-pan
into the water.
Well, how does it appear to you? said she, as we were coming back; are
you got to the end of the world yet? No, I replied, I am quite out of
the world, and you have in truth transported me into elysium. The
pompous name she has given this orchard, said Mr. Wolmar, very well
deserves that raillery. Be modest in your commendation of childish
amusements, and be assured that they have never intrenched on the
concerns of the mistress of a family. I know it, I am sure of it, I
replied, and childish amusements please me more in this way than the
labours of men.
Still there is one thing here, I continued, which I cannot conceive:
which is, that though a place: so different from what it was, can
never have been altered to its present state; but by great care and
culture; yet I can no where discover the least trace of cultivation.
Every thing is verdant, fresh, and vigorous, and the hand of the
gardener is no where to be discerned: nothing contradicts the idea of
a desert island, which struck me at the first entrance, and I cannot
perceive any footsteps of men. Oh, said Mr. Wolmar, it is because they
have taken great pains to efface them. I have frequently been witness
to, and sometimes an accomplice in this roguery. They sow all the
cultivated spots with grass, which presently hides all appearance of
culture. In the winter, they cover all the dry and barren spots with
some lays of manure, the manure eats up the moss, revives the grass
and the plants; the trees themselves do not fare the worse, and in the
summer there is nothing of it to be seen. With regard to the moss
which covers some of the walks, Lord B---- sent us the secret of
making it grow from England. These two sides, he continued, were
inclosed with walls; the walls have been covered not with hedges, but
with thick trees, which make the boundaries of the place appear like
the beginning of a wood. The two other sides are secured by strong
thickset hedges well stocked with maple, hawthorn, holy-oak, privet,
and other small trees, which destroy the appearance of the hedges, and
make them look more like coppice-woods. You see nothing here in an
exact row, nothing level; the line never entered this place; nature
plants nothing by the line; the affective irregularity of the winding
walks are managed with art, in order to prolong the walk, to hide the
boundaries of the island, and to enlarge its extent in appearance,
without making inconvenient and too frequent turnings. [57]
Upon considering the whole, I thought it somewhat extraordinary that
they should take so much pains to conceal the labour they had been at;
would it not have been better to have taken no such pains?
Notwithstanding all we have told you, replied Eloisa, you judge of the
labour from its effect, and you deceive yourself. All that you see are
wild and vigorous plants which need only to be put into the earth, and
which afterwards spring up of themselves. Besides, nature seems
desirous of hiding her real charms from the sight of men, because they
are too little sensible of them, and disfigure them when they are
within their reach; she flies from public places; it is on the tops of
mountains, in the midst of forests, in desert islands, that she
displays her most affecting charms. They who are in love with her and
cannot go so far in pursuit of her, are forced to do her violence, by
obliging her, in some measure, to come and dwell with them, and all
this cannot be effected without some degree of illusion.
At these words, I was struck with an idea which made them laugh. I am
supposing to myself, said I, some rich man to be master of this house,
and to bring an architect who is paid an extravagant price for
spoiling nature. With what disdain would he enter this plain and
simple spot! With what contempt would he order these ragged plants to
be torn up! What fine lines he would draw! What fine walks he would
cut! What fine geese-feet, what fine trees in the shape of umbrellas
and fans he would make! What fine arbor work----nicely cut out! What
beautiful grass-plats of fine English turf, round, square, sloping,
oval! What fine yew-trees cut in the shape of dragons, pagods,
marmosets, and all sorts of monsters! With what fine vases of brass,
with what fine fruit in stone he would decorate his garden! [58] ...
When he had done all this, said Mr. Wolmar, he would have made a very
fine place, which would scarce ever be frequented, and from whence one
should always go with eagerness to enjoy the country; a dismal place
where nobody would walk, but only use it as a thoroughfare when they
were setting out to walk; whereas in my rural rambles, I often make
haste to return that I may walk here.
I see nothing in those extensive grounds so lavishly ornamented, but
the vanity of the proprietor and of the artist, who being eager to
display, one his riches and the other his talents, only contribute, at
a vast expense, to tire those who would enjoy their works. A false
taste of grandeur, which was never designed for man, poisons all his
pleasures. An air of greatness has always something melancholy in it;
it leads us to consider the wretchedness of those who affect it. In
the midst of these grass-plats and fine walks, the little individual
does not grow greater; a tree twenty feet high will shelter him as
well as one of sixty, [59] he never occupies a space of more than
three feet, and in the midst of his immense possessions he is lost
like a poor worm.
There is another taste directly opposite to this, and still more
ridiculous, because it does not allow us the pleasure of walking, for
which gardens were intended. I understand you, said I; you allude to
those petty virtuosi, who die away at the sight of a ranunculus, and
fall prostrate before a tulip. Hereupon, my Lord, I gave them an
account of what happened to me formerly at London in the flower-garden
into which we were introduced with so much ceremony, and where we saw
all the treasures of Holland displayed with so much lustre upon four
beds of dung. I did not forget the ceremony of the umbrella and the
little rod with which they honoured me, unworthy as I was, as well as
the rest of the spectators. I modestly acknowledged how, by
endeavouring to appear a virtuoso in my turn, and venturing to fall in
ecstasies at the sight of a tulip which seemed to be of a fine shape
and of a lively colour, I was mocked, hooted at, and hissed by all the
connoisseurs, and how the florist who despised the flower despised its
panegyrist likewise to that degree, that he did not even deign to look
at me all the time we were together. I added, that I supposed he
highly regretted having prostituted his rod and umbrello on one so
unworthy.
This taste, said Mr. Wolmar, when it degenerates into a passion, has
something idle and little in it, which renders it puerile and
ridiculously expensive. The other, at least, is noble, grand, and has
something real in it. But what is the value of a curious root which an
insect gnaws or spoils perhaps as soon as it is purchased, or of a
flower which is beautiful at noon day, and fades before sun-set; what
signifies a conventional beauty, which is only obvious to the eyes of
virtuosi, and which is a beauty only because they will have it to be
so? The time will come when they will require different kinds of
beauty in flowers, from that which they seek after at present, and
with as good reason; then you will be the connoisseur in your turn,
and your virtuoso will appear ignorant. All these trifling attentions,
which degenerate into a kind of study, are unbecoming a rational
being, who, would keep his body in moderate exercise, or relieve his
mind by amusing himself in a walk with his friends. Flowers were made
to delight our eyes as we pass along, and not to be so curiously
anatomized. [60] See the queen of them shine in every part of the
orchard. It perfumes the air; it ravishes the eyes, and costs neither
care nor culture. It is for this reason that florists despise it;
nature has made it so lovely, that they cannot add to it any borrowed
beauty, and as they cannot plague themselves with cultivating it, they
find nothing in it which flatters their fancy. The mistake of your
pretenders to taste is, that they are desirous of introducing art in
every thing, and are never satisfied unless the art appears; whereas
true taste consists in concealing it, especially when it concerns any
of the works of nature. To what purpose are those strait gravelled
walks which we meet with continually; and those stars which are so far
from making a park appear more extensive to the view, as is commonly
supposed, that they only contribute awkwardly to discover its
boundaries? Do you ever see fine gravel in woods, or is that kind of
gravel softer to the feet than moss or down? Does nature constantly
make use of the square or rule? Are they afraid lest she be visible in
some spot notwithstanding all their care to disfigure her? Upon the
whole, it is droll enough to see them affect to walk in a strait line
that they may sooner reach the end, as if they were tired of walking,
before they have well begun? Would not one imagine, by their taking
the shortest cut, that they were going a journey instead of a walk,
and that they were in a hurry to get out as soon they come in?
How will a man of taste act, who lives to relish life, who knows how
to enjoy himself, who pursues real and simple pleasures, and who is
inclined to make a walk before his house? He will make it so
convenient and agreeable that he may enjoy it every hour of the day,
and yet so natural and simple, that it will seem as if he had done
nothing. He will introduce water, and will make the walk verdant,
cool, and shady; for nature herself unites these properties. He will
bestow no attention on symmetry, which is the bane of nature and
variety, and the walks of gardens in general are so like each other,
that we always fancy ourselves in the same. He will make the ground
smooth, in order to walk more conveniently; but the two sides of his
walks will not be exactly parallel; their direction will not always be
recti-lineal, they will be somewhat irregular like the steps of an
indolent man, who saunters in his walk: he will not be anxious about
opening distant perspectives. The taste for perspective and distant
views proceeds from the disposition of men in general, who are never
satisfied with the place where they are. They are always desirous of
what is distant from them, and the artist who cannot make them
contented with the objects around them, flies to this resource to
amuse them; but such a man as I speak of, is under no such
inquietudes, and when he is agreeably fixed, he does not desire to be
elsewhere. Here, for example, we have no prospect, and we are very
well satisfied without any. We are willing to think that all the
charms of nature are inclosed here, and I should be very much afraid
lest a distant view should take off a good deal of the beauty from
this walk. [61] Certainly he who would not chuse to pass his days in
this simple and pleasant place, is not master of true taste or of a
vigorous mind. I confess that one ought not to make a parade of
bringing strangers hither; but then we can enjoy it ourselves, without
shewing it to any one.
Sir, said I, these rich people who have such fine gardens, have very
good reasons for not choosing to walk alone, or to be in company with
themselves only; therefore they are in the right to lay them out for
the pleasure of others. Besides, I have seen gardens in China, made
after your taste, and laid out with so much art that the art was not
seen, but in such a costly manner, and kept up at such a vast expense,
that that single idea destroyed all the pleasure I had in viewing
them. There were rocks, grottos, and artificial cascades in level and
sandy places, where there was nothing but spring-water; there were
flowers and curious plants of all the climates in China and Tartary,
collected and cultivated in the same soil. It is true, there were no
fine walks or regular compartments; but you might see curiosities
heaped together with profusion, which in nature are only to be found
separate and scattered. Nature was there represented under a thousand
various forms, and yet the whole taken together was not natural. Here
neither earth nor stones are transplanted, you have neither pumps nor
reservoirs, you have no occasion for green-houses or stoves, of bell
glasses or straw-beds. A plain spot of ground has been improved by a
few simple ornaments. A few common herbs and trees, and a few purling
streams which flow without pomp or constraint, have contributed to
embellish it. It is an amusement, which has cost little trouble, and
the simplicity of it is an additional pleasure to the beholder. I can
conceive that this place might be made still more agreeable, and yet
be infinitely less pleasing to me. Such, for example, is Lord Cobham’s
celebrated park at Stow. It consists of places extremely beautiful and
picturesque, modelled after the fashion of different countries, and in
which every thing appears natural except their conjunction, as in the
gardens of China, which I just now mentioned. The proprietor who made
this stately solitude, has even erected ruins, temples, old buildings,
and different ages as well as different places are collected with more
than mortal magnificence. This is the very thing I dislike. I would
have the amusements of mankind carry an air of ease with them which
does not put one in mind of their weakness, and that while we admire
these curiosities our imagination may not be disturbed by reflecting
on the vast sums of money and labour they have cost. Are we not
destined to trouble enough, without making our amusements a fatigue?
I have but one objection, I added, looking at Eloisa, to make to your
elysium, but which you will probably think of some weight, which is,
that it is a superfluous amusement. To what purpose was it to make a
new walk, when you have such beautiful groves on the other side of the
house which you neglect? That’s true, said she, somewhat disconcerted,
but I like this better. If you had thoroughly reflected on the
propriety of your question before you had made it, said Mr. Wolmar,
interrupting us, it might be imputed to you as more than an
indiscretion. My wife has never set her foot in those groves since she
has been married. I know the reason though she has always kept it a
secret from me. You who are no stranger to it, learn to respect the
spot where you are; it has been planted by the hands of virtue.
I had scarce received this just reprimand, but the little family led
by Fanny, came in as we were going out. These three lovely children
threw themselves round Mr. and Mrs. Wolmar’s necks. I likewise shared
their little caresses. Eloisa and I returned into elysium to take a
little turn with them; afterwards we went to join Mr. Wolmar who was
talking to some workmen. In our way, she told me, that she no sooner
became a mother, than an idea struck into her mind, with respect to
that walk, which increased her zeal for embellishing it. I had an eye,
said she, to the health and amusement of my children as they grew
older. It requires more care than labour to keep up this place; it is
more essential to give a certain turn to the branches of the plants,
than to dig and cultivate the ground; I intend one day to make
gardeners of my little ones: they shall have sufficient exercise to
strengthen their constitution, and not enough to enfeeble it. Besides,
what is too much for their age, shall be done by others, and they
shall confine themselves to such little works as may amuse them. I
cannot describe, she added, what pleasure I enjoy in imagining my
infants busy in returning those little attentions which I now bestow
on them with such satisfaction, and the joy of which their tender
hearts will be susceptible, when they see their mother walking with
delight under the shades, which have been formed by their own hands.
In truth, my friend, said she, with an affecting tone, time thus spent
is an emblem of the felicity of the next world, and it was not without
reason that, reflecting on these scenes, I christened this place
before hand by the name of elysium. My Lord, this incomparable woman
is as amiable in the character of a mother as in that of a wife, a
friend, a daughter, and to the eternal punishment of my soul, she was
thus lovely when my mistress.
Transported with this delightful place, I intreated them in the
evening to consent that, during my stay, Fanny should entrust me with
her key, and consign to me the office of feeding the birds. Eloisa
immediately sent a sack of grain to my chamber, and gave me her own
key. I cannot tell for what reason, but I accepted it with a kind of
concern, and it seemed as if Mr. Wolmar’s would have been more
acceptable to me.
In the morning I rose early, and with all the eagerness of a child,
went to lock myself in the desert island. What agreeable ideas did I
hope to carry with me into that solitary place, where the mild aspect
of nature alone was sufficient to banish from my remembrance, all that
new-coin’d system which had made me so miserable! All the objects
around me will be the work of her whom I adored. In every thing about
me, I shall behold her image; I shall see nothing which her hand has
not touched; I shall kiss the flowers which have been her carpet; I
shall inhale, with the morning dew, the air which she has breathed;
the taste she has displayed in her amusements, will bring all her
charms present to my imagination, and in every thing she will appear
the Eloisa of my soul.
As I entered elysium with this temper of mind, I suddenly recollected
the last word which Mr. Wolmar said to me yesterday very near the same
spot. The recollection of that single word, instantly changed my whole
frame of mind. I thought that I beheld the image of virtue, where I
expected to find that of pleasure. That image intruded on my
imagination with the charms of Mrs. Wolmar, and for the first time
since my return, I saw Eloisa in her absence; not such as she appeared
to me formerly and as I still love to represent her, but such as she
appears to my eyes every day. My Lord, I imagined that I beheld that
amiable, that chaste, that virtuous woman, in the midst of the train
which surrounded her yesterday. I saw those three lovely children,
those honourable and precious pledges of conjugal union and tender
friendship, play about her, and give and receive a thousand affecting
embraces. At her side I beheld the grave Wolmar, that husband so
beloved, so happy, and so worthy of felicity. I imagined that I could
perceive his judicious and penetrating eye pierce to the very bottom
of my soul, and make me blush again; I fancied that I heard him utter
reproaches which I too well deserved, and repeat lectures to which I
had attended in vain. Last in her train I saw Fanny Regnard, a lively
instance of the triumph of virtue and humanity over the most ardent
passion. Ah! what guilty thought could reach so far as her, through
such an impervious guard? With what indignation I suppressed the
shameful transports of a criminal and scarce extinguished passion, and
how I should have despised myself had I contaminated such a ravishing
scene of honour and innocence, with a single sigh. I recalled
to mind the reflections she made as we were going out, then my
imagination attending her into that futurity on which she delights to
contemplate, I saw that affectionate mother wipe the sweat from her
children’s foreheads, kiss their ruddy cheeks, and devote that heart,
which was formed for love, to the most tender sentiments of nature.
There was nothing, even to the very name of elysium, but what
contributed to rectify my rambling imagination, and to inspire my soul
with a calm far preferable to the agitation of the most seductive
passions. The word elysium seemed to me an emblem of the purity of her
mind who adopted it; and I concluded that she would never have made
choice of that name, had she been tormented with a troubled
conscience. Peace, said I, reigns in the utmost recesses of her soul,
as in this asylum which she has named.
I proposed to myself an agreeable reverie, and my reflections there
were more agreeable, even than I expected. I passed two hours in
elysium, which were not inferior to any time I ever spent. In
observing with what rapidity and delight they passed away, I perceived
that there was a kind of felicity in meditating on honest reflections,
which the wicked never know, and which consists in being pleased with
one’s-self. If we were to reflect on this without prejudice, I don’t
know any other pleasure which can equal it. I perceive, at least, that
one who loves solitude as I do, ought to be extremely cautious not to
do any thing which may make it tormenting. Perhaps these principles
may lead us to discover the spring of those false judgments of mankind
with regard to vice and virtue; for the enjoyment of virtue is all
internal, and is only perceived by him who feels it: but all the
advantages of vice strike the imagination of others, and only he who
has purchased them, knows what they cost.
_Se a ciascun l’interno affanno
Si legesse in fronte scritto
Quanti mai, che Invidia fanno
Ci farebbero pieta?_ [62]
As it grew late before I perceived it, Mr. Wolmar came to join me, and
acquaint me that Eloisa and the tea waited for me. It is you
yourselves, said I, making an apology, who pre-vented my coming
sooner: I was so delighted with the evening I spent yesterday, that I
went thither again to enjoy this morning; luckily there is no mischief
done, and as you have waited for me, my morning is not lost. That’s
true, said Mr. Wolmar; it would be better to wait till noon, than lose
the pleasure of breakfasting together. Strangers are never admitted
into my room in the morning, but breakfast in their own. Breakfast is
the repast of intimates, servants are excluded, and impertinents never
appear at that time; we then declare all we think, we reveal all our
secrets, we disguise none of our sentiments; we can then enjoy the
delights of intimacy and confidence, without indiscretion. It is the
only time almost in which we are allowed to appear what we really are;
why can’t it last the day through! Ah, Eloisa! I was ready to say;
this is an interesting wish! but I was silent. The first thing I
learned to suppress with my love, was flattery. To praise people to
their face, is but to tax them with vanity. You know, my Lord, whether
Mrs. Wolmar deserves this reproach. No, no; I respect her too much,
not to respect her in silence. Is it not a sufficient commendation of
her, to listen to her, and observe her conduct?
Letter CXXXI. Mrs. Wolmar to Mrs. Orbe.
It is decreed, my dear friend, that you are on all occasions to be my
protectress against myself, and that after having delivered me from
the snares which my affections laid for me, you are yet to rescue me
from those which reason spreads to entrap me. After so many cruel
instances, I have learned to guard against mistakes, as much as
against my passions, which are frequently the cause of them. Why had
I not the same precaution always! If in time past, I had relied less
on the light of my own understanding, I should have had less reason to
blush at my sentiments.
Do not be alarmed at this preamble. I should be unworthy your
friendship, if I was still under a necessity of consulting you upon
dismal subjects. Guilt was always a stranger to my heart, and I dare
believe it to be more distant from me now than ever. Therefore, Clara,
attend to me patiently, and believe that I shall never need your
advice in difficulties which honour alone can resolve.
During these six years which I have lived with Mr. Wolmar in the most
perfect union which can subsist between a married couple, you know
that he never talked to me either about his family or himself, and
that having received him from a father as solicitous for his
daughter’s happiness as jealous of the honour of his family, I never
expressed any eagerness to know more of his concerns, than he thought
proper to communicate. Satisfied with being indebted to him for my
honour, my repose, my reason, my children, and all that can render me
estimable in my own eyes, besides the life of him who gave me being, I
was convinced that the particulars concerning him, to which I was a
stranger, would not falsify what I knew of him, and there was no
occasion for my knowing more, in order to love, esteem, and honour him
as much as possible.
This morning at breakfast he proposed our taking a little walk before
the heat came on; then under a pretence of not going through the
country in morning dishabille, as he said, he led us into the woods,
and exactly into that wood, where all the misfortunes of my life
commenced. As I approached that fatal spot, I felt a violent
palpitation of heart, and should have refused to have gone in, if
shame had not checked me, and if the recollection of a word which
dropped the other day in elysium, had not made me dread the
interpretations which might have been passed on such a refusal. I do
not know whether the philosopher was more composed; but some time
after having cast my eyes upon him by chance, I found his countenance
pale and altered, and I cannot express to you the uneasiness it gave
me.
On entering into the wood I perceived my husband cast a glance towards
me and smile. He sat down between us, and after a moment’s pause,
taking us both by the hand, my dear children, said he, I begin to
perceive that my schemes will not be fruitless, and that we three may
be connected by a lasting attachment, capable of promoting our common
good, and procuring me some comfort to alleviate the troubles of
approaching old age: but I am better acquainted with you two, than you
are with me; it is but just to make every thing equal among us, and
though I have nothing very interesting to impart, yet as you have no
secrets hidden from me, I will have none concealed from you.
He then revealed to us the mystery of his birth, which had hitherto
been known to no one but my father. When you are acquainted with it,
you will imagine what great temper and moderation a man must be master
of, who was able to conceal such a secret from his wife during six
years; but it is no pain to him to keep such a secret, and he thinks
too slightly of it, to be obliged to exert any vast efforts to conceal
it.
I will not detain you, said he, with relating the occurrences of my
life. It is of less importance to you to be acquainted with my
adventures than with my character. The former are simple in their
nature like the latter, and when you know what I am, you will easily
imagine what I was capable of doing. My mind is naturally calm, and my
affections temperate. I am one of those men, whom people think they
reproach when they call them insensible; that is, when they upbraid
them with having no passion, which may impel them to swerve from the
true direction of human nature. Being but little susceptible of
pleasure or grief, I receive but faint impressions from those
interesting sentiments of humanity, which make the affections of
others our own. If I feel uneasiness when I see the worthy in
distress, it is not without reason that my compassion is moved, for
when I see the wicked suffer, I have no pity for them. My only active
principle is a natural love of order, and the concurrence of the
accidents of fortune with the conduct of mankind well combined
together, pleases me exactly like beautiful symmetry in a picture, or
like a piece well represented on the stage. If I have any ruling
passion, it is that of observation: I love to read the hearts of
mankind. As my own seldom misleads me, as I make my observations with
a disinterested and dispassionate temper, and as I have acquired some
sagacity by long experience, I am seldom deceived in my judgments;
this advantage therefore is the only recompense which self-love
receives from my constant studies: for I am not fond of acting a part,
but only of observing others play theirs. Society is agreeable to me
for the sake of contemplation, and not as a member of it. If I could
alter the nature of my being and become a living eye, I would
willingly make the exchange. Therefore my indifference about mankind
does not make me independent of them; without being solicitous to be
seen, I want to see them, and though they are not dear, they are
necessary, to me.
The two first characters in society which I had an opportunity of
observing were courtiers and valets; two orders of men who differ more
in appearance than fact, but so little worthy of being attended to,
and so easily read, that I was tired of them at first sight. By
quitting the court, where every thing is presently seen, I secured
myself, without knowing it, from the danger which threatened me, and
which I should not have escaped. I changed my name, and having a
desire to be acquainted with military men, I solicited admission into
the service of a foreign prince; it was there that I had the happiness
of being useful to your father, who was impelled by despair for having
killed his friend, to expose himself rashly and contrary to his duty.
The grateful and susceptible heart of a brave officer began then to
give me a better opinion of human nature. He attached himself to me
with that zealous friendship which it was impossible for me not to
return, and from that time we formed connections which have every day
grown stronger. I discovered, in this new state of my mind, that
interest is not always, as I had supposed, the sole motive which
influences human conduct, and that among the crowd of prejudices which
are opposite to virtue, there are some likewise which are favourable
to her. I found that the general character of mankind was founded on a
kind of self-love indifferent in itself, and either good or bad
according to the accidents which modify it, and which depend on
customs, laws, rank, fortune, and every circumstance relative to human
policy. I therefore indulged my inclination, and despising the vain
notions of worldly condition, I successively threw myself into all the
different situations in life, which might enable me to compare them
together, and know one by the other. I perceived, as you have observed
in one of your letters, said he to St. Preux, that we see nothing if
we rest satisfied with looking on, that we ought to act ourselves in
order to judge of men’s actions, and I made myself an actor to qualify
myself for a spectator. We can always lower ourselves with ease; and I
stooped to a variety of situations, which no man of my station ever
condescended to. I even became a peasant, and when Eloisa made me her
gardener, she did not find me such a novice in the business, as she
might have expected.
Besides gaining a thorough knowledge of mankind, which indolent
philosophy only attains in appearance, I found another advantage which
I never expected. This was, the opportunity it afforded me of
improving, by an active life, that love of order I derived from
nature, and of acquiring a new relish for virtue by the pleasure of
contributing towards it. This sentiment made me less speculative,
attached me somewhat more to myself, and from a natural consequence of
this progress, I perceived that I was alone. Solitude, which was
always tiresome to me, became hideous, and I could not hope to escape
it long. Though I did not grow less dispassionate, I found the want of
some connection; the idea of decay, without any one to comfort me,
afflicted me by anticipation, and for the first time in my life, I
experienced melancholy and uneasiness. I communicated my troubles to
the Baron D’Etange. You must not, said he, grow an old bachelor. I
myself, after having lived independent as it were in a state of
matrimony, find that I have a desire of returning to the duties of a
husband and a father, and I am going to repose myself in the midst of
my family. It depends on yourself to make my family your own, and to
supply the place of the son whom I have lost. I have an only daughter
to marry: she is not destitute of merit; she has a sensibility of
mind, and the love of her duty makes her love every thing relative to
it. She is neither a beauty, nor a prodigy of understanding; but come
and see her, and believe me that if she does not affect you, no woman
will ever make an impression on you. I came, I saw you, Eloisa, and I
found that your father had reported modestly of you. Your transports,
the tears of joy you shed when you embraced him, gave me the first, or
rather the only emotion I ever experienced in my life. If the
impression was slight, it was the only one I felt, and our sensations
are strong only in proportion to those which oppose them. Three years
absence made no change in my inclinations. I was no stranger to the
state of yours in my return, and on this occasion I must make you a
return for the confession which has cost you so dear.” Judge, my dear
Clara, with what extraordinary surprize, I learnt that all my secrets
had been discovered to him before our marriage and that he had wedded
me, knowing me to be the property of another.
This conduct, continued Mr. Wolmar, was unpardonable. I offended
against delicacy; I sinned against prudence; I exposed your honour and
my own; I should have been apprehensive of plunging you and myself
into irretrievable calamities; but I loved you, and I loved nothing
but you. Every thing else was indifferent to me. How is it possible to
restrain a passion, be it ever so weak, when it has no counterpoise.
This is the inconvenience of calm and dispassionate tempers. Every
thing goes right while their insensibility secures them from
temptations; but if one happens to touch them, they are conquered as
soon as they are attacked, and reason, which governs while she sways
alone, has no power to resist the slightest effort. I was tempted but
once, and I gave way to it. If the intoxication of any other passion
had rendered me wavering, I should have fallen, every false step I
took; none but spirited souls are able to struggle and conquer. All
great efforts, all sublime actions are their province; cool reason
never achieved any thing illustrious, and we can only triumph over our
passions by opposing one against another. When virtue gains the
ascendancy, she reigns alone, and keeps all in due poise; this forms
the true philosopher, who is as much exposed to the assaults of
passion as another, but who alone is capable of subduing them by their
own force, as a pilot steers through adverse winds.
You find that I do not attempt to extenuate my fault; had it been one,
I should infallibly have committed it; but I knew you, Eloisa, and was
guilty of none when I married you. I perceived that all my prospect
of happiness depended on you alone, and that if any one was capable of
making you happy, it was myself. I knew that peace and innocence were
essential to your mind, that the affection with which it was pre-
engaged could not afford them, and that nothing could banish love but
the horror of guilt. I saw that your soul laboured under an oppression
which it could not shake off but by some new struggle, and that to
make you sensible how valuable you still were, was the only way to
render you truly estimable.
Your heart was formed for love; I therefore slighted the disproportion
of age, which excluded me from a right of pretending to the affection,
which he who was the object of it could not enjoy, and which it was
impossible to obtain for any other. On the contrary, finding my life
half spent, and that I had been susceptible but of a single
impression, I concluded that it would be lasting, and I pleased myself
with the thoughts of preserving it the rest of my days. In all my
tedious searches, I found nothing so estimable as yourself, I thought
that what you could not effect, no one in the world could accomplish;
I ventured to rely on your virtue, and I married you. The secrecy you
observed did not surprize me; I knew the reason, and from your prudent
conduct, I guessed how long it would last. From a regard to you, I
copied your reserve, and I would not deprive you of the honour of one
day making me a confession, which, I plainly perceived, was at your
tongue’s end every minute. I have not been deceived in any particular;
you have fully answered all I expected from you. When I made choice of
a wife, I desired to find in her an amiable, discreet and happy
companion. The first two requisites have been obtained. I hope, my
dear, that we shall not be disappointed of the third.
At these words, in spite of all my endeavours not to interrupt him but
by my tears, I could not forbear throwing myself round his neck, and
crying out; O my dear husband! O thou best and most amiable of men!
Tell me what is wanting to compleat my happiness, but to promote your
felicity, and to be more deserving... You are as happy as you can be,
said he, interrupting me; you deserve to be so; but it is time to
enjoy that felicity in peace, which has hitherto cost you such vast
pains. If your fidelity had been all I required, that would have been
ensured the moment you made me the promise; I wanted moreover to make
it easy and agreeable to you, and we have both laboured to this end in
concert, without communicating our views to each other. Eloisa, we
have succeeded; better than you imagine perhaps. The only fault I find
in you is, that you do not resume that confidence which you have a
right to repose in yourself, and that you undervalue your own worth.
Extreme diffidence is as dangerous as excessive confidence. As that
rashness which prompts us to attempts beyond our strength renders our
power ineffectual, so that timidity which prevents us from relying on
ourselves, renders it useless. True prudence consists in being
thoroughly acquainted with the measure of our own power, and acting up
to it. You have acquired an increase of strength by changing your
condition. You are no longer that unfortunate girl who bewailed the
weakness she indulged; you are the most virtuous of women, you are
bound by no laws but those of honour and duty, and the only fault that
can now be imputed to you, is that you retain too lively a sense of
your former indiscretion. Instead of taking reproachful precautions
against yourself, learn to depend upon your self, and your confidence
will increase your strength. Banish that injurious diffidence, and
think yourself happy in having made choice of an honest man at an age
which is liable to imposition, and in having entertained a lover
formerly, whom you may now enjoy as a friend, even under your
husband’s eye. I was no sooner made acquainted with your connections,
than I judged of you by each other. I perceived what enthusiastic
delusion led you astray; it never operates but on susceptible minds;
it sometimes ruins them, but it is by a charm which has power to
seduce them alone. I judged that the same turn of mind which formed
your attachment would break it as soon as it became criminal, and that
vice might find an entrance, but never take root in such hearts as
yours.
I conceived moreover that the connection between you ought not to be
broken; that there were so many laudable circumstances attending your
mutual attachment, that it ought rather to be rectified than
destroyed; and that neither of the two could forget the other, without
diminishing their own worth. I knew that great struggles only served
to inflame strong passions, and that if violent efforts exercised the
mind, they occasioned such torments as by their continuance might
subdue it. I took advantage of Eloisa’s gentleness, to moderate the
severity of her reflections. I nourished her friendship for you, said
he to St. Preux; I banished all immoderate passion, and I believe that
I have preserved you a greater share of her affections, than she would
have left you, had I abandoned her entirely to herself.
My success encouraged me, and I determined to attempt your cure as I
had accomplished hers; for I had an esteem for you, and
notwithstanding the prejudices of vice, I have always observed that
every good end is to be obtained from susceptible minds by means of
confidence and sincerity. I saw you, you did not deceive me; you will
not deceive me; and though you are not yet what you ought to be, I
find you more improved than you imagine, and I am better satisfied
with you than you are with yourself. I know that my conduct has an
extravagant appearance, and is repugnant to the common received
principles. But maxims become less general, in proportion as we are
better acquainted with the human heart: and Eloisa’s husband ought not
to act like men in common. My dear children, said he, with a tone the
more affecting as it came from a dispassionate man; remain what you
are, and we shall all be happy. Danger consists chiefly in opinion; be
not afraid of yourselves, and you will have nothing to apprehend; only
think on the present, and I will answer for the future. I cannot
communicate any thing farther to day, but if my schemes succeed, and
my hopes do not betray me, our destiny will be better fulfilled, and
you two will be much happier than if you had enjoyed each other.
As we rose, he embraced us, and would have us likewise embrace each
other, on that spot. On that very spot where formerly... Clara, O my
dear Clara, how dearly have you ever loved me! I made no resistance.
Alas! How indiscreet would it have been to have made any! This kiss
was nothing like that which rendered the grove terrible to me. I
silently congratulated myself, and I found that my heart was more
changed than I had hitherto ventured to imagine.
As we were walking towards home, my husband, taking me by the hand,
stopt me, and shewing me the wood we had just left, he said to me
smiling; Eloisa, be no longer afraid of this asylum; it has not been
lately profaned. You will not believe me, cousin, but I swear that he
has some supernatural gift of reading one’s inmost thoughts: may
heaven continue it to him! Having such reason to despise myself, it is
certainly to this art that I am indebted for his indulgence.
You do not see yet any occasion I have for your advice; patience, my
angel! I am coming to that point; but the conversation which I have
related, was necessary to clear up what follows.
On our return, my husband, who has long been expected at Etange, told
me that he proposed going thither to-morrow, that he should see you in
his way, and that he should stay there five or six days. Without
saying all I thought concerning such an ill-timed journey, I told him
that I imagined the necessity was not so indispensable as to oblige
Mr. Wolmar to leave his guest, whom he had himself invited to his
house. Would you have me, he replied, use ceremony with him to remind
him that he is not at home? I am like the Valaisians for hospitality.
I hope he will find their sincerity here, and allow us to use their
freedom. Perceiving that he would not understand me, I took another
method, and endeavoured to persuade our guest to take the journey with
him. You will find a spot, said I, which has its beauties, and such as
you are fond of; you will visit my patrimony and that of my ancestors;
the interest you take in every thing which concerns me, will not allow
me to suppose that such a sight can be indifferent to you. My mouth
was open to add that the castle was like that of Lord B----, who...
but luckily I had time to bite my tongue. He answered me coolly that I
was in the right, and that he would do as I pleased. But Mr. Wolmar,
who seemed determined to drive me to an extremity, replied that he
should do what was most agreeable to himself. Which do you like best,
to go or to stay? To stay, said he, without hesitating. Well, stay
then, rejoined my husband, taking him by the hand: you are a sincere
and honest man, and I am well pleased with that declaration. There was
no room for much altercation between my husband and me, in the hearing
of this third person. I was silent, but could not conceal my
uneasiness so well, but my husband perceived it. What! said he, with
an air of discontent, St. Preux being at a little distance from us,
shall I have pleaded your cause against yourself in vain, and will
Mrs. Wolmar remain satisfied with a virtue which depends on
opportunity? For my part, I am more nice; I will be indebted for the
fidelity of my wife, to her affection, not to chance; and it is not
enough that she is constant, it wounds my delicacy to think that she
should doubt her constancy.
At length, he took us into his closet, where I was extremely surprized
to see him take from a drawer, along with the copies of some of our
friend’s correspondences which I delivered to him, the very original
letters which I thought I had seen burned by B---- in my mother’s
room. Here, said he to me, shewing them to us, are the pledges of my
security; if they deceive me, it would be a folly to depend on any
thing which concerns human nature. I consign my wife and my honour in
charge to her, who, when single and seduced, preferred an act of
benevolence, to a secure and private rendezvous. I trust Eloisa, now
that she is a wife and a mother, to him who, when he had it in his
power to gratify his desires, yet knew how to respect Eloisa when
single and a fond girl. If either of you think so meanly of
yourselves, as to suppose that I am in the wrong, say so, and I
retract this instant. Cousin, do you think that one could easily
venture to make answer to such a speech?
I nevertheless sought an opportunity in the afternoon of speaking with
my husband in private, and without entering into reasons which I was
not at liberty to urge, I only intreated him to put off his journey
for two days. My request was granted immediately; and I employ the
time, in sending you this express and waiting for your answer, to know
how I am to act.
I know that I need but desire my husband not to go at all, and he who
never denied me any thing, will not refuse me so slight a favour. But
I perceive, my dear, that he takes a pleasure in the confidence he
reposes in me, and I am afraid of forfeiting some share of his esteem,
if he should suppose that I have occasion for more reserve than he
allows me. I know likewise, that I need but speak a word to St. Preux,
and that he will accompany my husband without hesitation; but what
will my husband think of the change, and can I take such a step
without preserving an air of authority over St. Preux, which might
seem to entitle him to some privileges in his turn? Besides, I am
afraid, lest he should conclude from this precaution that I find it
absolutely necessary, and this step which at first sight appears most
easy, is the most dangerous perhaps at the bottom. Upon the whole
however I am not ignorant that no consideration should be put in
competition with a real danger, but does this danger exist in fact?
This is the very doubt which you must resolve for me.
The more I examine the present state of my mind, the more I find to
encourage me. My heart is spotless, my conscience calm, I have no
symptoms of fear or uneasiness and with respect to every thing which
passes within me, my sincerity before my husband costs me no trouble.
Not but that certain involuntary recollections sometimes occasion
tender emotions from which I had rather be exempt; but these
recollections are so far from being produced by the sight of him who
was the original cause of them, that they seem to be less frequent
since his return, and however agreeable it is to me to see him, yet,
I know not from what strange humour, it is more agreeable to me to
think of him. In a word, I find that I do not even require the aid of
virtue in order to be composed in his presence, and, exclusive of the
horror of guilt, it would be very difficult to revive those sentiments
which virtue has extinguished.
But is it sufficient, my dear, that my heart encourages me, when
reason ought to alarm me? I have forfeited the right of depending on
my own strength. Who will answer that my confidence, even now, is not
an illusion of vice? How shall I rely on those sentiments which have
so often deceived me? Does not guilt always spring from that pride
which prompts us to despise temptation; and when we defy those dangers
which have occasioned our fall, does it not shew a disposition to
yield again to temptation?