IN WHICH THE STREAM FLOWS MUDDY AND CLEAR
An Irish retriever-pup of the Shannon breed, Pat by name, was
undergoing tuition on the sward close by the kennels, Rose’s
hunting-whip being passed through his collar to restrain erratic
propensities. The particular point of instruction which now made poor
Pat hang out his tongue, and agitate his crisp brown curls, was the
performance of the “down-charge”; a ceremony demanding implicit
obedience from the animal in the midst of volatile gambadoes, and a
simulation of profound repose when his desire to be up and bounding was
mighty. Pat’s Irish eyes were watching Rose, as he lay with his head
couched between his forepaws in the required attitude. He had but half
learnt his lesson; and something in his half-humorous, half-melancholy
look talked to Rose more eloquently than her friend Ferdinand at her
elbow. Laxley was her assistant dog-breaker. Rose would not abandon her
friends because she had accepted a lover. On the contrary, Rose was
very kind to Ferdinand, and perhaps felt bound to be so to-day. To-day,
also, her face was lighted; a readiness to colour, and an expression of
deeper knowledge, which she now had, made the girl dangerous to
friends. This was not Rose’s fault but there is no doubt among the
faculty that love is a contagious disease, and we ought not to come
within miles of the creatures in whom it lodges.
Pat’s tail kept hinting to his mistress that a change would afford him
satisfaction. After a time she withdrew her wistful gaze from him, and
listened entirely to Ferdinand: and it struck her that he spoke
particularly well to-day, though she did not see so much in his eyes as
in Pat’s. The subject concerned his departure, and he asked Rose if she
should be sorry. Rose, to make him sure of it, threw a music into her
voice dangerous to friends. For she had given heart and soul to Evan,
and had a sense, therefore, of being irredeemably in debt to her old
associates, and wished to be doubly kind to them.
Pat took advantage of the diversion to stand up quietly and have a
shake. He then began to kiss his mistress’s hand, to show that all was
right on both sides; and followed this with a playful pretence at a
bite, that there might be no subsequent misunderstanding, and then a
bark and a whine. As no attention was paid to this amount of
plain-speaking, Pat made a bolt. He got no farther than the length of
the whip, and all he gained was to bring on himself the terrible word
of drill once more. But Pat had tasted liberty. Irish rebellion against
constituted authority was exhibited. Pat would not: his ears tossed
over his head, and he jumped to right and left, and looked the
raggedest rapparee that ever his ancestry trotted after. Rose laughed
at his fruitless efforts to get free; but Ferdinand meditatively
appeared to catch a sentiment in them.
“Down-charge, Sir, will you? Ah, Pat! Pat! You’ll have to obey me, my
boy. Now, down-charge!”
While Rose addressed the language of reason to Pat, Ferdinand slipped
in a soft word or two. Presently she saw him on one knee.
“Pat won’t, and I will,” said he.
“But Pat shall, and you had better not,” said she. “Besides, my dear
Ferdinand,” she added, laughing, “you don’t know how to do it.”
“Do you want me to prostrate on all fours, Rose?”
“No. I hope not. Do get up, Ferdinand. You’ll be seen from the
windows.”
Instead of quitting his posture, he caught her hand, and scared her
with a declaration.
“Of all men, you to be on your knees! and to me, Ferdinand!” she cried,
in discomfort.
“Why shouldn’t I, Rose?” was this youth’s answer.
He had got the idea that foreign cavalier manners would take with her;
but it was not so easy to make his speech correspond with his posture,
and he lost his opportunity, which was pretty. However, he spoke plain
English. The interview ended by Rose releasing Pat from drill, and
running off in a hurry. Where was Evan? She must have his consent to
speak to her mother, and prevent a recurrence of these silly scenes.
Evan was with Caroline, his sister.
It was contrary to the double injunction of the Countess that Caroline
should receive Evan during her absence, or that he should disturb the
dear invalid with a visit. These two were not unlike both in
organization and character, and they had not sat together long before
they found each other out. Now, to further Evan’s love-suit, the
Countess had induced Caroline to continue yet awhile in the Purgatory
Beckley Court had become to her; but Evan, in speaking of Rose,
expressed a determination to leave her, and Caroline caught at it.
“Can you?—will you? Oh, dear Van! have you the courage? I—look at
me—you know the home I go to, and—and I think of it here as a place to
be happy in. What have our marriages done for us? Better that we had
married simple stupid men who earn their bread, and would not have been
ashamed of us! And, my dearest, it is not only that. None can tell what
our temptations are. Louisa has strength, but I feel I have none; and
though, dear, for your true interest, I would indeed sacrifice myself—I
would, Van! I would!—it is not good for you to stay,—I know it is not.
For you have Papa’s sense of honour—and oh! if you should learn to
despise me, my dear brother!”
She kissed him; her nerves were agitated by strong mental excitement.
He attributed it to her recent attack of illness, but could not help
asking, while he caressed her:
“What’s that? Despise you?”
It may have been that Caroline felt then, that to speak of something
was to forfeit something. A light glimmered across the dewy blue of her
beautiful eyes. Desire to breathe it to him, and have his loving aid:
the fear of forfeiting it, evil as it was to her, and at the bottom of
all, that doubt we choose to encourage of the harm in a pleasant sin
unaccomplished; these might be read in the rich dim gleam that swept
like sunlight over sea-water between breaks of clouds.
“Dear Van! do you love her so much?”
Caroline knew too well that she was shutting her own theme with iron
clasps when she once touched on Evan’s.
Love her? Love Rose? It became an endless carol with Evan. Caroline
sighed for him from her heart.
“You know—you understand me; don’t you?” he said, after a breathless
excursion of his fancy.
“I believe you love her, dear. I think I have never loved any one but
my one brother.”
His love for Rose he could pour out to Caroline; when it came to Rose’s
love for him his blood thickened, and his tongue felt guilty. He must
speak to her, he said,—tell her all.
“Yes, tell her all,” echoed Caroline. “Do, do tell her. Trust a woman
utterly if she loves you, dear. Go to her instantly.”
“Could you bear it?” said Evan. He began to think it was for the sake
of his sisters that he had hesitated.
“Bear it? bear anything rather than perpetual imposture. What have I
not borne? Tell her, and then, if she is cold to you, let us go. Let us
go. I shall be glad to. Ah, Van! I love you so.” Caroline’s voice
deepened. “I love you so, my dear. You won’t let your new love drive me
out? Shall you always love me?”
Of that she might be sure, whatever happened.
“Should you love me, Van, if evil befel me?”
Thrice as well, he swore to her.
“But if I—if I, Van Oh! my life is intolerable! Supposing I should ever
disgrace you in any way, and not turn out all you fancied me. I am very
weak and unhappy.”
Evan kissed her confidently, with a warm smile. He said a few words of
the great faith he had in her: words that were bitter comfort to
Caroline. This brother, who might save her, to him she dared not speak.
Did she wish to be saved? She only knew that to wound Evan’s sense of
honour and the high and chivalrous veneration for her sex and pride in
himself and those of his blood, would be wicked and unpardonable, and
that no earthly pleasure could drown it. Thinking this, with her hands
joined in pale dejection, Caroline sat silent, and Evan left her to lay
bare his heart to Rose. On his way to find Rose he was stopped by the
announcement of the arrival of Mr. Raikes, who thrust a bundle of notes
into his hand, and after speaking loudly of “his curricle,” retired on
important business, as he said, with a mysterious air. “I’m beaten in
many things, but not in the article Luck,” he remarked; “you will hear
of me, though hardly as a tutor in this academy.”
Scanning the bundle of notes, without a reflection beyond the thought
that money was in his hand; and wondering at the apparition of the
curricle, Evan was joined by Harry Jocelyn, and Harry linked his arm in
Evan’s and plunged with extraordinary spontaneity and candour into the
state of his money affairs. What the deuce he was to do for money he
did not know. From the impressive manner in which he put it, it
appeared to be one of Nature’s great problems that the whole human race
were bound to set their heads together to solve. A hundred pounds—Harry
wanted no more, and he could not get it. His uncles? they were as poor
as rats; and all the spare money they could club was going for Mel’s
Election expenses. A hundred and fifty was what Harry really wanted;
but he could do with a hundred. Ferdinand, who had plenty, would not
even lend him fifty. Ferdinand had dared to hint at a debt already
unsettled, and he called himself a gentleman!
“You wouldn’t speak of money-matters now, would you, Harrington?”
“I dislike the subject, I confess,” said Evan.
“And so do I” Harry jumped at the perfect similarity between them. “You
can’t think how it bothers one to have to talk about it. You and I are
tremendously alike.”
Evan might naturally suppose that a subject Harry detested, he would
not continue, but for a whole hour Harry turned it over and over with
grim glances at Jewry.
“You see,” he wound up, “I’m in a fix. I want to help that poor girl,
and one or two things—”
“It’s for that you want it?” cried Evan, brightening to him. “Accept it
from me.”
It is a thing familiar to the experience of money-borrowers, that your
“last chance” is the man who is to accommodate you; but we are always
astonished, nevertheless; and Harry was, when notes to the amount of
the largest sum named by him were placed in his hand by one whom he
looked upon as the last to lend.
“What a trump you are, Harrington!” was all he could say; and then he
was for hurrying Evan into the house, to find pen and paper, and write
down a memorandum of the loan: but Evan insisted upon sparing him the
trouble, though Harry, with the admirable scruples of an inveterate
borrower, begged hard to be allowed to bind himself legally to repay
the money.
“’Pon my soul, Harrington, you make me remember I once doubted whether
you were one of us—rather your own fault, you know!” said Harry. “Bury
that, won’t you?”
“’Till your doubts recur,” Evan observed; and Harry burst out, “’Gad,
if you weren’t such a melancholy beggar, you’d be the jolliest fellow I
know! There, go after Rosey. Dashed if I don’t think you’re ahead of
Ferdinand, long chalks. Your style does for girls. I like women.”
With a chuckle and a wink, Harry swung-off. Evan had now to reflect
that he had just thrown away part of the price of his bondage to
Tailordom; the mention of Rose filled his mind. Where was she? Both
were seeking one another. Rose was in the cypress walk. He saw the
star-like figure up the length of it, between the swelling tall dark
pillars, and was hurrying to her, resolute not to let one minute of
deception blacken further the soul that loved so true a soul. She saw
him, and stood smiling, when the Countess issued, shadow-like, from a
side path, and declared that she must claim her brother for a few
instants. Would her sweet Rose pardon her? Rose bowed coolly. The
hearts of the lovers were chilled, not that they perceived any malice
in the Countess, but their keen instincts felt an evil fate.
The Countess had but to tell Evan that she had met the insolvent in
apples, and recognized him under his change of fortune, and had no
doubt that at least he would amuse the company. Then she asked her
brother the superfluous question, whether he loved her, which Evan
answered satisfactorily enough, as he thought; but practical ladies
require proofs.
“Quick,” said Evan, seeing Rose vanish, “what do you want? I’ll do
anything.”
“Anything? Ah, but this will be disagreeable to you.”
“Name it at once. I promise beforehand.”
The Countess wanted Evan to ask Andrew to be the very best
brother-in-law in the world, and win, unknown to himself, her cheerful
thanks, by lending Evan to lend to her the sum of one hundred pounds,
as she was in absolute distress for money.
“Really, Louisa, this is a thing you might ask him yourself,” Evan
remonstrated.
“It would not become me to do so, dear,” said the Countess, demurely;
and inasmuch as she had already drawn on Andrew in her own person
pretty largely, her views of propriety were correct in this instance.
Evan had to consent before he could be released. He ran to the end of
the walk through the portal, into the park. Rose was not to be seen.
She had gone in to dress for dinner. The opportunity might recur, but
would his courage come with it? His courage had sunk on a sudden; or it
may have been that it was worst for this young man to ask for a loan of
money, than to tell his beloved that he was basely born, vile, and
unworthy, and had snared her into loving him; for when he and Andrew
were together, money was not alluded to. Andrew, however, betrayed
remarkable discomposure. He said plainly that he wanted to leave
Beckley Court, and wondered why he didn’t leave, and whether he was on
his head or his feet, and how he had been such a fool as to come.
“Do you mean that for me?” said sensitive Evan.
“Oh, you! You’re a young buck,” returned Andrew, evasively. “We
common-place business men—we’re out of our element; and there’s poor
Carry can’t sit down to their dinners without an upset. I thank God I’m
a Radical, Van; one man’s the same as another to me, how he’s born, as
long as he’s honest and agreeable. But a chap like that George Uplift
to look down on anybody! ’Gad, I’ve a good mind to bring in a Bill for
the Abolition of the Squirearchy.”
Ultimately, Andrew somehow contrived to stick a hint or two about the
terrible dinner in Evan’s quivering flesh. He did it as delicately as
possible, half begging pardon, and perspiring profusely. Evan grasped
his hand, and thanked him. Caroline’s illness was now explained to him.
“I’ll take Caroline with me to-morrow,” he said. “Louisa wishes to
stay—there’s a pic-nic. Will you look to her, and bring her with you?”
“My dear Van,” replied Andrew, “stop with Louisa? Now, in confidence,
it’s as bad as a couple of wives; no disrespect to my excellent good
Harry at home; but Louisa—I don’t know how it is—but Louisa, you lose
your head, you’re in a whirl, you’re an automaton, a teetotum! I
haven’t a notion of what I’ve been doing or saying since I came here.
My belief is, I’ve been lying right and left. I shall be found out to a
certainty: Oh! if she’s made her mind up for the pic-nic, somebody must
stop. I can only tell you, Van, it’s one perpetual vapour-bath to me.
There’ll be room for two in my trousers when I get back. I shall have
to get the tailor to take them in a full half.”
Here occurred an opening for one of those acrid pleasantries which
console us when there is horrid warfare within.
“You must give me the work,” said Evan, partly pleased with his hated
self for being able to jest on the subject, as a piece of preliminary
self-conquest.
“Aha!” went Andrew, as if the joke were too good to be dwelt on; “Hem”;
and by way of diverting from it cleverly and naturally, he remarked
that the weather was fine. This made Evan allude to his letter written
from Lymport, upon which Andrew said: “tush! pish! humbug! nonsense!
won’t hear a word. Don’t know anything about it. Van, you’re going to
be a brewer. I say you are. You’re afraid you can’t? I tell you, sir,
I’ve got a bet on it. You’re not going to make me lose, are you—eh? I
have, and a stiff bet, too. You must and shall, so there’s an end. Only
we can’t make arrangements just yet, my boy. Old Tom—very good old
fellow—but, you know—must get old Tom out of the way, first. Now go and
dress for dinner. And Lord preserve us from the Great Mel to-day!”
Andrew mumbled as he turned away.
Evan could not reach his chamber without being waylaid by the Countess.
Had he remembered the sister who sacrificed so much for him? “There,
there!” cried Evan, and her hand closed on the delicious golden
whispers of bank-notes. And, “Oh, generous Andrew! dear good Evan!”
were the exclamations of the gratified lady.
There remained nearly another hundred. Evan laid out the notes, and
eyed them while dressing. They seemed to say to him, “We have you now.”
He was clutched by a beneficent or a most malignant magician. The
former seemed due to him, considering the cloud on his fortunes. This
enigma might mean, that by submitting to a temporary humiliation, for a
trial of him—in fact, by his acknowledgement of the fact, loathed
though it was,—he won a secret overlooker’s esteem, gained a powerful
ally. Here was the proof, he held the proof. He had read Arabian Tales
and could believe in marvels; especially could he believe in the
friendliness of a magical thing that astounded without hurting him.
He, sat down in his room at night and wrote a fairly manful letter to
Rose; and it is to be said of the wretch he then saw himself, that he
pardoned her for turning from so vile a pretender. He heard a step in
the passage. It was Polly Wheedle. Polly had put her young mistress to
bed, and was retiring to her own slumbers. He made her take the letter
and promise to deliver it immediately. Would not to-morrow morning do,
she asked, as Miss Rose was very sleepy. He seemed to hesitate—he was
picturing how Rose looked when very sleepy. Why should he surrender
this darling? And subtler question—why should he make her unhappy? Why
disturb her at all in her sweet sleep?
“Well,” said Evan. “To-morrow will do.—No, take it to-night, for God’s
sake!” he cried, as one who bursts the spell of an opiate. “Go at
once.” The temptation had almost overcome him.
Polly thought his proceedings queer. And what could the letter contain?
A declaration, of course. She walked slowly along the passage,
meditating on love, and remotely on its slave, Mr. Nicholas Frim.
Nicholas had never written her a letter; but she was determined that he
should, some day. She wondered what love-letters were like? Like
valentines without the Cupids. Practical valentines, one might say. Not
vapoury and wild, but hot and to the point. Delightful things! No harm
in peeping at a love-letter, if you do it with the eye of a friend.
Polly spelt just a word when a door opened at her elbow. She dropped
her candle and curtsied to the Countess’s voice. The Countess desired
her to enter, and all in a tremble Polly crept in. Her air of guilt
made the Countess thrill. She had merely called her in to extract daily
gossip. The corner of the letter sticking up under Polly’s neck
attracted her strangely, and beginning with the familiar, “Well,
child,” she talked of things interesting to Polly, and then exhibited
the pic-nic dress. It was a lovely half-mourning; airy sorrows, gauzy
griefs, you might imagine to constitute the wearer. White delicately
striped, exquisitely trimmed, and of a stuff to make the feminine mouth
water!
Could Polly refuse to try it on, when the flattering proposal met her
ears? Blushing, shame-faced, adoring the lady who made her look
adorable, Polly tried it on, and the Countess complimented her, and
made a doll of her, and turned her this way and that way, and
intoxicated her.
“A rich husband, Polly, child! and you are a lady ready made.”
Infamous poison to poor Polly; but as the thunder destroys small
insects, exalted schemers are to be excused for riding down their few
thousands. Moreover, the Countess really looked upon domestics as being
only half-souls.
Dressed in her own attire again, Polly felt in her pockets, and at her
bosom, and sang out: “Oh, my—Oh, where! Oh!”
The letter was lost. The letter could not be found. The Countess grew
extremely fatigued, and had to dismiss Polly, in spite of her eager
petitions to be allowed to search under the carpets and inside the bed.
In the morning came Evan’s great trial. There stood Rose. She turned to
him, and her eyes were happy and unclouded.
“You are not changed?” he said.
“Changed? what could change me?”
The God of true hearts bless her! He could hardly believe it.
“You are the Rose I knew yesterday?”
“Yes, Evan. But you—you look as if you had not slept.”
“You will not leave me this morning, before I go, Rose? Oh, my darling!
this that you do for me is the work of an angel—nothing less! I have
been a coward. And my beloved! to feel vile is agony to me—it makes me
feel unworthy of the hand I press. Now all is clear between us. I go: I
am forgiven.”
Rose repeated his last words, and then added hurriedly:
“All is clear between us? Shall I speak to Mama this morning? Dear
Evan! it will be right that I should.”
For the moment he could not understand why, but supposing a scrupulous
honesty in her, said: “Yes, tell Lady Jocelyn all.”
“And then, Evan, you will never need to go.”
They separated. The deep-toned sentence sang in Evan’s heart. Rose and
her mother were of one stamp. And Rose might speak for her mother. To
take the hands of such a pair and be lifted out of the slough, he
thought no shame: and all through the hours of the morning the image of
two angels stooping to touch a leper, pressed on his brain like a
reality, and went divinely through his blood.
Toward mid-day Rose beckoned to him, and led him out across the lawn
into the park, and along the borders of the stream.
“Evan,” she said, “shall I really speak to Mama?”
“You have not yet?” he answered.
“No. I have been with Juliana and with Drummond. Look at this, Evan.”
She showed a small black speck in the palm of her hand, which turned
out, on your viewing it closely, to be a brand of the letter L. “Mama
did that when I was a little girl, because I told lies. I never could
distinguish between truth and falsehood; and Mama set that mark on me,
and I have never told a lie since. She forgives anything but that. She
will be our friend; she will never forsake us, Evan, if we do not
deceive her. Oh, Evan! it never is of any use. But deceive her, and she
cannot forgive you. It is not in her nature.”
Evan paused before he replied: “You have only to tell her what I have
told you. You know everything.”
Rose gave him a flying look of pain: “Everything, Evan? What do I
know?”
“Ah, Rose! do you compel me to repeat it?”
Bewildered, Rose thought: “Have I slept and forgotten it?”
He saw the persistent grieved interrogation of her eyebrows.
“Well!” she sighed resignedly: “I am yours; you know that, Evan.”
But he was a lover, and quarrelled with her sigh.
“It may well make you sad now, Rose.”
“Sad? no, that does not make me sad. No; but my hands are tied. I
cannot defend you or justify myself; and induce Mama to stand by us.
Oh, Evan! you love me! why can you not open your heart to me entirely,
and trust me?”
“More?” cried Evan: “Can I trust you more?” He spoke of the letter:
Rose caught his hand.
“I never had it, Evan. You wrote it last night? and all was written in
it? I never saw it—but I know all.”
Their eyes fronted. The gates of Rose’s were wide open, and he saw no
hurtful beasts or lurking snakes in the happy garden within, but Love,
like a fixed star.
“Then you know why I must leave, Rose.”
“Leave? Leave me? On the contrary, you must stay by me, and support me.
Why, Evan, we have to fight a battle.”
Much as he worshipped her, this intrepid directness of soul startled
him—almost humbled him. And her eyes shone with a firm cheerful light,
as she exclaimed: “It makes me so happy to think you were the first to
mention this. You meant to be, and that’s the same thing. I heard it
this morning: you wrote it last night. It’s you I love, Evan. Your
birth, and what you were obliged to do—that’s nothing. Of course I’m
sorry for it, dear. But I’m more sorry for the pain I must have
sometimes put you to. It happened through my mother’s father being a
merchant; and that side of the family the men and women are quite
sordid and unendurable; and that’s how it came that I spoke of
disliking tradesmen. I little thought I should ever love one sprung
from that class.”
She turned to him tenderly.
“And in spite of what my birth is, you love me, Rose?”
“There’s no spite in it, Evan. I do.”
Hard for him, while his heart was melting to caress her, the thought
that he had snared this bird of heaven in a net! Rose gave him no time
for reflection, or the moony imagining of their raptures lovers love to
dwell upon.
“You gave the letter to Polly, of course?”
“Yes.”
“Oh, naughty Polly! I must punish you,” Rose apostrophized her. “You
might have divided us for ever. Well, we shall have to fight a battle,
you understand that. Will you stand by me?”
Would he not risk his soul for her?
“Very well, Evan. Then—but don’t be sensitive. Oh, how sensitive you
are! I see it all now. This is what we shall have to do. We shall have
to speak to Mama to-day—this morning. Drummond has told me he is going
to speak to her, and we must be first. That’s decided. I begged a
couple of hours. You must not be offended with Drummond. He does it out
of pure affection for us, and I can see he’s right—or, at least, not
quite wrong. He ought, I think, to know that he cannot change me. Very
well, we shall win Mama by what we do. My mother has ten times my wits,
and yet I manage her like a feather. I have only to be honest and
straightforward. Then Mama will gain over Papa. Papa, of course, won’t
like it. He’s quiet and easy, but he likes blood, but he also likes
peace better; and I think he loves Rosey—as well as somebody—almost?
Look, dear, there is our seat where we—where you would rob me of my
handkerchief. I can’t talk any more.”
Rose had suddenly fallen from her prattle, soft and short-breathed.
“Then, dear,” she went on, “we shall have to fight the family. Aunt
Shorne will be terrible. My poor uncles! I pity them. But they will
come round. They always have thought what I did was right, and why
should they change their minds now? I shall tell them that at their
time of life a change of any kind is very unwise and bad for them. Then
there is Grandmama Bonner. She can hurt us really, if she pleases. Oh,
my dear Evan! if you had only been a curate! Why isn’t your name
Parsley? Then my Grandmama the Countess of Elburne. Well, we have a
Countess on our side, haven’t we? And that reminds me, Evan, if we’re
to be happy and succeed, you must promise one thing: you will not tell
the Countess, your sister. Don’t confide this to her. Will you
promise?”
Evan assured her he was not in the habit of pouring secrets into any
bosom, the Countess’s as little as another’s.
“Very well, then, Evan, it’s unpleasant while it lasts, but we shall
gain the day. Uncle Melville will give you an appointment, and then?”
“Yes, Rose,” he said, “I will do this, though I don’t think you can
know what I shall have to endure—not in confessing what I am, but in
feeling that I have brought you to my level.”
“Does it not raise me?” she cried.
He shook his head.
“But in reality, Evan—apart from mere appearances—in reality it does!
it does!”
“Men will not think so, Rose, nor can I. Oh, my Rose! how different you
make me. Up to this hour I have been so weak! torn two ways! You give
me double strength.”
Then these lovers talked of distant days—compared their feelings on
this and that occasion with mutual wonder and delight. Then the old
hours lived anew. And—did you really think that, Evan? And—Oh, Rose!
was that your dream? And the meaning of that by-gone look: was it what
they fancied? And such and such a tone of voice; would it bear the
wished interpretation? Thus does Love avenge himself on the
unsatisfactory Past and call out its essence.
Could Evan do less than adore her? She knew all, and she loved him!
Since he was too shy to allude more than once to his letter, it was
natural that he should not ask her how she came to know, and how much
the “all” that she knew comprised. In his letter he had told all; the
condition of his parents, and his own. Honestly, now, what with his
dazzled state of mind, his deep inward happiness, and love’s endless
delusions, he abstained from touching the subject further. Honestly,
therefore, as far as a lover can be honest.
So they toyed, and then Rose, setting her fingers loose, whispered:
“Are you ready?” And Evan nodded; and Rose, to make him think light of
the matter in hand, laughed: “Pluck not quite up yet?”
“Quite, my Rose!” said Evan, and they walked to the house, not quite
knowing what they were going to do.
On the steps they met Drummond with Mrs. Evremonde. Little imagining
how heart and heart the two had grown, and that Evan would understand
him, Drummond called to Rose playfully: “Time’s up.”
“Is it?” Rose answered, and to Mrs. Evremonde
“Give Drummond a walk. Poor Drummond is going silly.”
Evan looked into his eyes calmly as he passed.
“Where are you going, Rose?” said Mrs. Evremonde.
“Going to give my maid Polly a whipping for losing a letter she ought
to have delivered to me last night,” said Rose, in a loud voice,
looking at Drummond. “And then going to Mama. Pleasure first—duty
after. Isn’t that the proverb, Drummond?”
She kissed her fingers rather scornfully to her old friend.