Sitting there in the dining-room of the pretty suburban villa he had

had built some twenty miles from town, the familiar objects which

surrounded him seemed to have grown remote, unfamiliar. Smoking his

pipe, with the half-read newspaper on his knee, his ear was worried by

the insistent ticking of the clock, and this ticking seemed a novel,

almost uncanny, phenomenon. He could not remember having heard a sound

from that timepiece before. There were features about the sideboard,

too, as he gazed at it fixedly, that appeared quite strange to him.

Certain details of inlay-work on the Sheraton-pattern legs he perceived

now for the first time. These little unfamiliarities observed with his

mind on the stretch--the latent primitive man in him scenting danger in

solitude--added to the loneliness. The sheltering walls of the usual

were pushed away from him. He felt himself exposed, out of the call of

friends, in a desolation hinted by invisible malevolences. Of course,

the feeling was absurd. He shook himself and tried to summon up a

little of the bravura with which he had dismissed his wife and daughter

to the dance at the village a mile away, making light of their protests

that it was the one servant’s evening out, saying that at any rate she

in the kitchen would not be much company to him in the dining-room

where he proposed to sit and smoke. His friend Williamson might drop

in, too--anyway, he would be all right.

His friend Williamson had not dropped in, and with every slow minute

ticked out by that confounded clock he had found himself less at ease.

Once he got up and walked into another room, but the sound of his own

footsteps, heard with astonishing loudness in the house empty of any

other person, afflicted his nerves, and he returned to his former seat

in the dining-room.

The seven-thirty express from town rushed by on the railway line which

ran, fifty yards distant, parallel with the road; and the sound of it

heartened him for a minute or two. The world of fellow-men was brought

close to him for a flying second, and all his sociable instincts

greeted it, claiming acquaintance, as it sped along. Then, as the noise

of it died away into a silence yet more profound than before, the

primitive in him again peeped out through his civilization, panicky,

ear at stretch for stealthy danger. The stillness which surrounded the

lonely house seemed charged with perils that stole near with noiseless

footfall. A weird, mournful cry outside, breaking suddenly on that

stillness, pulled him erect on his feet, listening, trembling. The

cry was repeated, and he sat down again, telling himself that it was

an owl, as doubtless it was; but his hand shook as he picked up his

newspaper again and tried to read.

With some effort he forced his brain to grasp the meanings of the

words, which related a murder case, announced in massive letters at

the top of the column. The mental machine seemed to stop every now

and then and he found himself gazing at some unimportant, common word

in the line until it looked as strange and devoid of meaning as one

in a foreign and unknown language. The comprehension of it required a

deliberate effort of will.

Suddenly, with a soul-shaking unexpectedness, there was a violent,

rapid knocking at the door.

* * * * * *

He was on his feet in an instant, shaking in every limb,

panic-stricken as an Indian in a place of spirits. A primitive vague

dread of the supernatural held him motionless, obsessed by a formless

horror.

The knocking at the door renewed itself, a frantic hammering. The

repetition lightened him, redeemed it from the vague purposelessness of

the ghostly, suggested human anxiety at fever pitch. His imagination,

relieved from the spell, flew to work, building catastrophes after

familiar models. His wife and daughter? The disasters of fire,

vehicular collision or heart-failure presented themselves in confused

and fragmentary pictures. The door now resounded under a ceaseless rain

of blows; and, trembling so violently as to feel almost ill, he ran to

open it.

On the threshold stood a little, stout bearded man, past middle age. He

struck one or two frenzied blows at the air after the door had swung

away from him.

“What do you want?” demanded Mr. Gilchrist.

His visitor looked at him vacantly for a moment, seemingly unable to

adjust his mind to human intercourse.

“For God’s sake, give me some brandy--if you are a Christian man!”

“Come inside,” said Mr. Gilchrist, and he led the way into the

dining-room, the stranger following. “Bless my soul! What is it? An

accident?” He spoke nervously, more to himself than to his guest, who

replied nothing but stood swaying on his legs and kept from falling

only by the clutched-at support of the table. “Dear me--dear me! One

moment--I have some brandy here.” He fumbled with the key of the

tantalus. “Here you are. Steady, man, steady! Sit down.”

The stranger drank off the brandy and took a deep breath, passing his

hand over his brow like one recovering from a swoon. In the moment or

two of silence Mr. Gilchrist had leisure to scrutinize him. He was

without a hat, and his head shone in the lamplight, a polished dome

rising from a narrow forehead and a half-ring of gray wisps over

his ears. His eyes protruded, globularly, but it could be guessed

that they carried impressions to an active brain. His gray beard

converged irresolutely to a point in front of his chin. His clothes

were respectable but not well cut, and they were now soiled with earth.

One trouser-leg, Mr. Gilchrist noticed, was badly torn. Altogether his

appearance suggested a benevolent old gentleman, connected possibly

with some dissenting religious body, who had been badly mauled in

conflict with a gang of ruffians.

“Feel better?” asked Mr. Gilchrist. “Have some more.”

“No, I thank you, sir,” replied the stranger, and the tone of his voice

assured his host that he had to deal with an educated man. “I feel much

better. Alcohol, I may say, is an unfamiliar stimulant to me, and the

action of a comparatively small quantity is powerful. If I might beg a

little further indulgence of your kindness, however, I should be glad

to rest myself a minute or two.”

“Certainly, certainly--by all means. You will find that a more

comfortable chair. Have you met with an accident?”

The stranger’s protruding eyes flashed with a singular brightness at

the question. Then he sighed and again pressed the palm of his hand

across his brow.

“Your courtesy, sir, undoubtedly deserves some explanation of the

plight you have so generously relieved.” The man’s tone and phrasing

indicated a person accustomed to put his thoughts into an elaborated

word-structure for the attention of an audience. “I hardly think that

accident is the correct description of my misfortune. I am the victim,

sir, of a traitorous chain of circumstances, a chain of circumstances

so strange as to be scarcely credible.”

“Indeed?” Mr. Gilchrist had reseated himself and now bent forward, his

face alight with interest kindled by his guest’s last sentence. “If I

can help you in any way, I shall be glad to do so.”

The stranger acknowledged the offer by a downward inclination of the

head.

“Your great kindness of heart needs no further exposition, sir--it is

self-evident. I have no words sufficient to thank you. I greatly fear,

however, that I am beyond human help. A matter of a few hours is the

utmost respite from my fate that I can expect. None the less, I am

deeply grateful to you for this breathing-space.”

The stranger sighed again, and his countenance settled into a resigned

melancholy.

“You make me curious,” said Mr. Gilchrist. “Of course, I don’t wish to

intrude----”

The old gentleman raised his eyebrows and made a protesting movement

with his hand.

“In all probability, sir, you will soon be made acquainted with a

garbled newspaper version of the calamity which has befallen me. Its

dreadful nature is bound to flare into publicity. It is useless,

therefore, for me to attempt to conceal it. If you care to hear

the true version of a tragedy which every newsboy will be shouting

to-morrow morning--a version stranger than the one counsel for defence

and prosecution will adopt as a battle-ground for their wits--I will

do my best to gratify your curiosity. I may say that it will be some

comfort to me to know that one fellow human being--especially so

kind-hearted a one as yourself--is acquainted with the real facts.”

“My dear sir!” began Mr. Gilchrist. “Surely--you are overwrought--an

accident--I cannot believe----”

“I do not look like a murderer,” said the old gentleman, interrupting

him, a pathetic little smile on his grave face. “Nevertheless I am

one. It is the terrible truth, I assure you, sir. I am a murderer, a

murderer trapped into crime by that chain of circumstances I spoke of.

And I am a man that until to-day never wittingly took the life of any

creature, however small.”

“But--my dear sir!” Mr. Gilchrist half rose from his chair. His guest

waved him back into it.

“I am speaking the sober truth. You think that you are harbouring a

madman. I am as sane as you. If you care to listen, I will relate the

story, and when I have finished, if you desire to call in the local

police, you are at liberty to do so. I give you my word that there will

be no disturbance.”

Mr. Gilchrist sat back in his chair, half-fascinated, half-frightened.

“Go on,” he said briefly, not trusting himself to speak.

“I must first request your patience whilst I relate a few circumstances

which, however remote they may appear from the terrible fact that has,

among other things, made me your guest, are nevertheless intimately

connected with it.

“I am a man in business for myself, in a small way, as the saying is.

It might have been a larger way had not my intellectual activities been

employed on subjects which I regard as of graver and deeper import than

the purchase and sale of ephemeral commodities. For many years my mind

has been more familiar with that region known briefly as the occult,

than with the intricacies of terrestrial markets. I have striven

earnestly to penetrate to those great secrets which throb behind this

earthly veil--with what success I need not specify. Suffice it that

a small society of fellow-seekers after the Truth chose me as their

president, a position I still hold.

“However small your acquaintance with this difficult subject, sir,

you are probably aware--from hearsay, at least--that it has two great

aspects, good and evil. The pure in heart may achieve a certain mastery

over forces hidden from the multitude and use them for innocent or

praiseworthy ends, such, for example, as establishing communication

between our loved ones who have crossed the threshold and those who

remain here. This is known vulgarly as white magic. But there is a

black magic. It is known to every adept that it is possible--difficult,

perhaps, but possible--for self-seeking men who have, perchance before

they became perverted, had the key to these vast mysteries put in

their hands, to control the mighty forces of which I have spoken and

turn them, regardless of the suffering they inflict, to their personal

advantage.

“It is possible, I say, though exceedingly rare. Few men, good or evil,

are so fortunately endowed as to acquire a mastery over those forces

for any purpose, and of those who have acquired it the majority are

good. In any case they are rare. For myself, despite years of study

and anxious striving, I have utterly failed to grasp those forces save

in one or two trifling instances. This, by the way. For some time past

I have been conscious--I cannot now tell you by what agency I became

aware of it--that a group of men, greater adepts than any I have known,

had in fact subjected forces terrible in their power and were using

them to the danger of the world.”

The stranger turned his bulbous bright eyes to Mr. Gilchrist, who sat

silent, gripped in a spell which was partly fear. In the moment or two

of silence he heard that infernal clock ticking along with insistent

industry. The stranger waited a brief space for some comment, and,

receiving none, proceeded.

“You know, I have no doubt, that in the past--in the Middle Ages, for

example--certain secret societies existed for purposes partly occult.

I use _occult_ as a synonym for the spiritual, for all that lies

beyond the veil. Such, I may remark, were the Rosicrucians. Others are

known to every student of the subject. One might almost class it as

common historical knowledge. Few, however, suspect that to-day such a

society, immeasurably more powerful than the ordinary man considers

possible, exists. It exists, and by some means it has penetrated to the

very arcana of the spiritual world. It wields a power, by its control

over forces that to call cosmic is to minimize, quite beyond ordinary

resistance. And it wields that power for evil. I could point out

several frightful disasters of recent times directly traceable to that

society. It is a menace to the world!”

The old gentleman’s eyes flashed excitement at Mr. Gilchrist, who felt

in a dream, scarcely knowing whether he was awake or sleeping.

“In one way only can it be overthrown--and it must be overthrown if our

civilization is to continue. A group of men--equally adept but pure in

soul--must meet and check each of their schemes and finally turn the

immense forces, too great for ordinary comprehension, with which they

work, against them, wiping them out of existence. Where that group

of men is to be found, sir, I do not know; but if the disease is to

find a remedy it must first be diagnosed. It was my duty, then, having

discovered this monstrous danger, to proclaim it to the world. And,

knowing full well the awful risks I ran, I did so. I contributed a long

article to a periodical which exists for the diffusion of spiritual

truth, and, so far as my knowledge permitted me, exposed the terrible

enemy.

“I knew I invited disaster. Immediately I was warned--I cannot tell

you by what channel the warning came to me--that the gravest perils

threatened me. You, an ordinary man, whose most terrible engine of

destruction possible to the imagination is a monster-gun battleship,

can have no conception of the powers unchained against me. I cannot

tell you with what fervour I strove to acquire control over forces

that might befriend me, but in vain. Ever I was thwarted and baffled.

I lost what little powers I had. Stripped of every means of defence,

I waited in anguish for the blow to fall. What kind of blow it would

be and whence it would come I could not tell. I knew only that it was

inevitable. An undying enmity was all around me.

“I expected something cataclysmic, world-shaking. Fool that I was, I

might have known better. ‘They’ are far too cunning thus to advertise

their power needlessly. Day after day I dwelt in a world of terror, and

nothing happened, save the complete interruption of any intercourse

with the spiritual world. Malevolent forces had closed that door. I

waited, each moment expecting disaster, I knew not from what quarter,

as a man waits in a dark wood for the lurking danger to spring at him.

Suddenly--a week ago to-day--they commenced to act.”

He stopped to allow the import of his words to have full effect on his

host. Mr. Gilchrist opened his mouth as if to speak, but he could not

give utterance to a sound.

“I was walking, about six o’clock in the afternoon, along Piccadilly.

The thoroughfare was crowded. I felt almost happy in the throng. My

mind was for the moment distracted from its ever-present anxiety, and I

had almost forgotten my danger. Suddenly a man jostled against me and

thrust a piece of paper into my hand. I glanced at it and knew my doom

was upon me. Here it is.”

He took a piece of paper from his pocket and handed it to Mr.

Gilchrist. It bore only the words, in fat black type: “Prepare to meet

thy Judge.”

“But,” said his host, grasping at the familiar in this strange story,

“this is merely a leaflet circulated by some religious body.”

“I know,” said the stranger, smiling. “That is their cunning. It

conveys little or nothing to an outsider. _But they knew I would know._

I looked around for the man. He had disappeared. The blood surged to

my head; I reeled dizzily against a lamp-post and for a moment or

two knew nothing. The shock, long expected though it was, was awful.

After a brief space my brain cleared. My giddiness seemingly had not

been noticed. The street looked normal. I shook myself and prepared

to continue on my way. At that moment I happened to look round and

saw a large white bulldog sitting on the pavement and regarding me

fixedly. Even then--_I knew_. But I affected to take no notice of it

and commenced to walk onward. The dog got up and followed me. I walked

faster, but the dog was always a couple of feet behind my heels. I

stopped. The dog stopped. I went on again. The dog went on again also.

There was no doubt of its connection with me.

“I cannot make you realize, sir, the awful fear that surged up in me,

mastering me, throttling me. I almost choked. The lights, the houses,

the people swam in my vision. For some moments I walked along blind,

unseeing. I trust that I am not a coward, that ordinary danger would

find me ready to meet it with some calmness of mind, but in contact

now with the peril I had dreaded, such firmness as I have gave way.

The seeming innocence of the manner in which my death-sentence was

conveyed, the apparently innocuous character of the messenger they

had sent, accentuated my terror. I felt that it was useless to appeal

to my fellow-creatures for help. The certain reply would have been an

imputation of madness. Above all, the purpose of the dog baffled me. It

seemed impossible that my enemies, with all the vast forces at their

command, should use so petty an instrument to strike at me. I could not

even imagine in what manner the dog was to bring about my annihilation.

The disparity of means to the end seemed grotesque.

“So strongly did I feel this that I half-persuaded myself that I was

under an illusion, that the dog was merely a stray that had followed

me for a few yards in the hope of finding a new home. Walking along,

looking straight in front of me, for I dared not turn my head, I

was almost comforted by a semi-belief that the dog was no longer in

pursuit. Presently, with an effort of will, I looked back--to find, as

reason told me I should, the animal still at my heels, padding along

with its nose to the ground.

“I stopped, more from a suspension of faculties than from any desire

to do so, and the dog stopped also. It sat calmly down, looking at me,

and I could almost fancy a quiet, diabolic smile on the loose, ugly,

dripping jaws. We exchanged a steadfast gaze--I can see it now; its

eyes were red-rimmed, bleary, cunning. Standing there, I strove to

divine its purpose. Suddenly it flashed upon me. The dog was tracking

me to my home. Over the trail it had gone once it would go again, this

time accompanied by the active agents of my foes. Why this roundabout

method of reaching me was adopted will no doubt seem a puzzle to you,

sir--it is so to me. But I was and am convinced of the fact.

“No sooner had I realized this,” pursued the old gentleman, “than I

thought over means of ridding myself of it. The obvious way was simple.

I walked along the streets in quest of a policeman. The dog got quietly

on its legs again and followed. Some hundred yards or so farther on

I saw an officer and approached him. It was at the corner where the

street flows into Piccadilly Circus, and the open space was a maelstrom

of traffic, starred overhead by the lamps which were beginning to glow

against the darkening sky. I had to wait an agonized minute or two at

the policeman’s elbow whilst he set two fussy and nervous old ladies

upon their right way. At last he turned to me, and a radiance of hope

commenced to break over the dark tumult of my mind as I explained to

him that I was being followed by a stray dog and wished to give it into

his charge.

“He looked patiently down at me from his towering bulk of body,

nodded, and asked: ‘Where’s the dog?’ I turned to point it out. To my

astonishment, it had disappeared. No shape of dog was anywhere visible.

The policeman’s eyes rested upon me with so questioning a look that I

felt uncomfortable. I could divine that he was thinking me deranged

or intoxicated. My mind was in a state of bewilderment also at the

sudden disappearance of the creature that a moment before had hung at

my heels with all the quiet persistency of Fate. I stammered, strove to

explain, found myself entangled in nervous foolishness rendered worse

by the slightly contemptuous, steady gaze of the policeman. I leaped

desperately out by the common exit from such embarrassments and tipped

the policeman with the only coin I happened to have in my pocket. It

was a half-crown. He smiled as I made off quickly, my ears burning.

“Thank God, at any rate I was freed from my enemy. With a bounding

lightness of spirits I plunged into the vortex of traffic and made my

way across the Circus. I was supremely happy. I remember smiling round

at the garish lights, at the thronging people, at the poor, at the

wealthy, at the flower-girls, at the vicious. I was glad, unutterably

glad, like a prisoner just reprieved, to be among my kind, of whatever

sort. I am not musical, but I found myself singing a trivial melody,

picked up somewhere from a barrel-organ.

“Thus I proceeded on my way, going eastward, making, in fact, for the

station, where I take train to my home some few miles farther down the

line than this.

“I was somewhere in the Strand when suddenly I heard a girl who passed

me say to her companion: ‘Oh, what an ugly beast!’ I turned sharply, an

ice-cold hand clutching at my heart, and saw to my horror the white dog

again at my heels. He looked up at me, and I fled, with a cry, down a

side street. The dog followed easily.

“In wild terror I ran as fast as my strength, never great, would

permit. It was useless, of course. The dog found no difficulty in

keeping up with me. I stopped at last from sheer exhaustion, and the

creature seemed to grin at my distress. Had a policeman been visible, I

would have tried again to hand it over to him, convinced though I was

that the attempt would be in vain.

“One means of escape presented itself to me, but I could not avail

myself of it. I might have called a taxicab, but I had no money. I

ought to have tried that way first.

“A wild rage seized me. I rushed at the dog, kicking at him furiously.

The animal dodged me with ease. I could not touch him. I ran on again.

“Thus, now running in mad panic, now walking with the slow deliberation

of settled despair, I continued on my way, and always the dog followed.

Why I did not go in another direction and throw the animal off the

scent, I do not know. My one leading idea was to get home, and perhaps

subconsciously I knew that, whatever stratagems I tried, the dog was

not to be shaken from his trail.

“I was almost demented with terror when unexpectedly salvation showed

itself. My station was not many hundred yards distant--I was in Broad

Street, I think--when suddenly there was a snarl and a furious barking

behind me. A large dog, belonging to some passer-by, had sprung at my

enemy, and they were locked in desperate fight. In a few seconds a

crowd collected. I saw a policeman hastening up. It was my chance. With

all that remained to me of strength I ran toward the station.

“I heard voices calling after me, but I heeded them not. The sounds of

angry strife continued, muffled, and lent me hope and speed. Calling up

every energy, I raced along, sped down the approach, saw that it wanted

but the fraction of a minute to seven-thirty, dashed through the gate,

which clanged behind me, and flung myself into the train for home just

as it started. I thought I was safe. As I put my hand out of the window

to shut the door, I heard a commotion at the gate. I looked out and

saw the dog struggling with the officials, vainly striving to leap the

barrier. We moved out of the station, leaving him behind.”

He stopped, looking at his host. Mr. Gilchrist gasped and nodded. The

stranger continued:

“For a few exultant minutes I thought that I was saved. But presently,

as I calmed and my reason began to work, I realized that ‘they’

had gained their point. They had only to watch and wait. On the

morrow a human emissary of my foes would accompany the dog over the

trail, starting at the same time, arriving within a few minutes of

seven-thirty at that station platform. From that the direction, at

least, of my home could easily be deduced. Convinced that sooner or

later I should be journeying on that line, they had only to watch and

wait till I appeared. I knew that there was no hope for me, that my

doom was certain.

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