My little workmen have brought me in from the woods three darling little

rabbits which they have contrived to catch. They seemed to me slightly

different from our English bunnies; and Captain F----, who called to-day,

gave me a long account of how they differed from the same animal in the

northern States. I did not like to mortify my small workmen by refusing

their present; but the poor little things must be left to run wild again,

for we have no conveniences for pets here, besides we are just weighing

anchor ourselves. I hope these poor little fluffy things will not meet any

rattlesnakes on their way back to the woods.

I had a visit for flannel from one of our Dianas to-day,--who had done her

task in the middle of the day, yet came to receive her flannel,--the most

horribly dirty human creature I ever beheld, unless indeed her child, whom

she brought with her, may have been half a degree dirtier.

The other day, Psyche (you remember the pretty under nurse, the poor thing

whose story I wrote you from the rice plantation) asked me if her mother

and brothers might be allowed to come and see her when we are gone away. I

asked her some questions about them, and she told me that one of her

brothers, who belonged to Mr. K----, was hired by that gentleman to a Mr.

G---- of Darien, and that, upon the latter desiring to purchase him, Mr.

K---- had sold the man without apprising him or any one member of his

family that he had done so--a humane proceeding that makes one's blood

boil when one hears of it. He had owned the man ever since he was a boy.

Psyche urged me very much to obtain an order permitting her to see her

mother and brothers. I will try and obtain it for her, but there seems

generally a great objection to the visits of slaves from neighbouring

plantations, and, I have no doubt, not without sufficient reason. The more

I see of this frightful and perilous social system, the more I feel that

those who live in the midst of it must make their whole existence one

constant precaution against danger of some sort or other.

I have given Aleck a second reading lesson with S----, who takes an

extreme interest in his newly acquired alphabetical lore. He is a very

quick and attentive scholar, and I should think a very short time would

suffice to teach him to read; but, alas! I have not even that short time.

When I had done with my class, I rode off with Jack, who has become quite

an expert horseman, and rejoices in being lifted out of the immediate

region of snakes by the length of his horse's legs. I cantered through the

new wood paths, and took a good sloping gallop through the pine land to

St. Annie's. The fire is actually still burning in the woods. I came home

quite tired with the heat, though my ride was not a long one.

Just as I had taken off my habit and was preparing to start off with

M----and the chicks for Jones's, in the wood wagon, old Dorcas, one of

the most decrepid, rheumatic, and miserable old negresses from the

further end of the plantation, called in to beg for some sugar. She had

walked the whole way from her own settlement, and seemed absolutely

exhausted then, and yet she had to walk all the way back. It was not

otherwise than slightly meritorious in me, my dear E----, to take her up

in the wagon and endure her abominable dirt and foulness in the closest

proximity, rather than let her drag her poor old limbs all that way

back; but I was glad when we gained her abode and lost her company. I am

mightily reminded occasionally in these parts of Trinculo's soliloquy

over Caliban. The people at Jones's had done their work at half-past

three. Most of the houses were tidy and clean, so were many of the

babies. On visiting the cabin of an exceedingly decent woman called

Peggy, I found her, to my surprise, possessed of a fine large bible. She

told me her husband, Carpenter John, can read, and that she means to

make him teach her. The fame of Aleck's literature has evidently reached

Jones's, and they are not afraid to tell me that they can read or wish

to learn to do so. This poor woman's health is miserable; I never saw a

more weakly sickly looking creature. She says she has been broken down

ever since the birth of her last child. I asked her how soon after her

confinement she went out into the field to work again. She answered very

quietly, but with a deep sigh: 'Three weeks, missis; de usual time.' As

I was going away, a man named Martin came up, and with great vehemence

besought me to give him a prayer-book. In the evening, he came down to

fetch it, and to show me that he can read. I was very much pleased to

see that they had taken my hint about nailing wooden slats across the

windows of their poor huts, to prevent the constant ingress of the

poultry. This in itself will produce an immense difference in the

cleanliness and comfort of their wretched abodes. In one of the huts I

found a broken looking-glass; it was the only piece of furniture of the

sort that I had yet seen among them. The woman who owned it was, I am

sorry to say, peculiarly untidy and dirty, and so were her children: so

that I felt rather inclined to scoff at the piece of civilized vanity,

which I should otherwise have greeted as a promising sign.

I drove home, late in the afternoon, through the sweet-smelling woods,

that are beginning to hum with the voice of thousands of insects. My troop

of volunteer workmen is increased to five; five lads working for my wages

after they have done their task work; and this evening, to my no small

amazement, Driver Bran came down to join them for an hour, after working

all day at Five Pound, which certainly shows zeal and energy.

Dear E----, I have been riding through the woods all the morning with

Jack, giving him directions about the clearings, which I have some faint

hope may be allowed to continue after my departure. I went on an exploring

expedition round some distant fields, and then home through the St.

Annie's woods. They have almost stripped the trees and thickets along the

swamp road since I first came here. I wonder what it is for: not fuel

surely, nor to make grass land of, or otherwise cultivate the swamp. I do

deplore these pitiless clearings; and as to this once pretty road, it

looks 'forlorn,' as a worthy Pennsylvania farmer's wife once said to me of

a pretty hill-side from which her husband had ruthlessly felled a

beautiful grove of trees.

I had another snake encounter in my ride this morning. Just as I had

walked my horse through the swamp, and while contemplating ruefully its

naked aspect, a huge black snake wriggled rapidly across the path, and I

pulled my reins tight and opened my mouth wide with horror. These

hideous-looking creatures are, I believe, not poisonous, but they grow to

a monstrous size, and have tremendous _constrictive_ power. I have heard

stories that sound like the nightmare, of their fighting desperately with

those deadly creatures, rattlesnakes. I cannot conceive, if the black

snakes are not poisonous, what chance they have against such antagonists,

let their squeezing powers be what they will. How horrid it did look,

_slithering_ over the road! Perhaps the swamp has been cleared on account

of its harbouring these dreadful worms.

I rode home very fast, in spite of the exquisite fragrance of the wild

cherry blossoms, the carpets and curtains of wild flowers, among which a

sort of glorified dandelion glowed conspicuously; dandelions such as I

should think grew in the garden of Eden, if there were any at all there. I

passed the finest magnolia that I have yet seen; it was magnificent, and

I suppose had been spared for its beauty, for it grew in the very middle

of a cotton field; it was as large as a fine forest tree, and its huge

glittering leaves shone like plates of metal in the sun; what a spectacle

that tree must be in blossom, and I should think its perfume must be smelt

from one end of the plantation to the other. What a glorious creature!

Which do you think ought to weigh most in the scale, the delight of such a

vegetable, or the disgust of the black animal I had just met a few minutes

before? Would you take the one with the other? Neither would I.

I have spent the whole afternoon at home; my 'gang' is busily at work

again. Sawney, one of them, came to join it nearly at sun-down, not having

got through his day's task before. In watching and listening to these

lads, I was constantly struck with the insolent tyranny of their demeanour

towards each other. This is almost a universal characteristic of the

manner of the negroes among themselves. They are diabolically cruel to

animals too, and they seem to me as a rule hardly to know the difference

between truth and falsehood. These detestable qualities, which I

constantly hear attributed to them as innate and inherent in their race,

appear to me the direct result of their condition. The individual

exceptions among them are, I think, quite as many as would be found under

similar circumstances, among the same number of white people.

In considering the whole condition of the people on this plantation, it

appears to me that the principal hardships fall to the lot of the women;

that is, the principal physical hardships. The very young members of the

community are of course idle and neglected; the very very old, idle and

neglected too; the middle-aged men do not appear to me over-worked, and

lead a mere animal existence, in itself not peculiarly cruel or

distressing, but involving a constant element of fear and uncertainty, and

the trifling evils of unrequited labour, ignorance the most profound, (to

which they are condemned by law); and the unutterable injustice which

precludes them from all the merits and all the benefits of voluntary

exertion, and the progress that results from it. If they are absolutely

unconscious of these evils, then they are not very ill-off brutes, always

barring the chance of being given or sold away from their mates or their

young--processes which even brutes do not always relish. I am very much

struck with the vein of melancholy, which assumes almost a poetical tone

in some of the things they say. Did I tell you of that poor old decrepid

creature Dorcas, who came to beg some sugar of me the other day? saying as

she took up my watch from the table and looked at it, 'Ah? I need not look

at this, I have almost done with time!' Was not that striking from such a

poor old ignorant crone?

* * * * *

Dear E----. This is the fourth day that I have had a 'gang' of lads

working in the woods for me after their task hours, for pay; you cannot

think how zealous and energetic they are; I daresay the novelty of the

process pleases them almost as much as the money they earn. I must say

they quite deserve their small wages.

Last night I received a present from Mrs. F---- of a drum fish, which

animal I had never beheld before, and which seemed to me first cousin to

the great Leviathan. It is to be eaten, and is certainly the biggest fish

food I ever saw; however, everything is in proportion, and the prawns that

came with it are upon a similarly extensive scale; this magnificent

piscatorial bounty was accompanied by a profusion of Hamilton green peas,

really a munificent supply.

I went out early after breakfast with Jack hunting for new paths; we rode

all along the road by Jones's Creek, and most beautiful it was. We skirted

the plantation burial ground, and a dismal place it looked; the cattle

trampling over it in every direction--except where Mr. K---- had had an

enclosure put up round the graves of two white men who had worked on the

estate. They were strangers, and of course utterly indifferent to the

people here; but by virtue of their white skins, their resting-place was

protected from the hoofs of the cattle, while the parents and children,

wives, husbands, brothers and sisters, of the poor slaves, sleeping

beside them, might see the graves of those they loved trampled upon and

browsed over, desecrated and defiled, from morning till night. There is

something intolerably cruel in this disdainful denial of a common humanity

pursuing these wretches even when they are hid beneath the earth.

The day was exquisitely beautiful, and I explored a new wood path, and

found it all strewed with a lovely wild flower not much unlike a primrose.

I spent the afternoon at home. I dread going out twice a-day now, on

account of the heat and the sand flies. While I was sitting by the window,

Abraham, our cook, went by with some most revolting looking 'raw material'

(part I think of the interior of the monstrous drum fish of which I have

told you). I asked him with considerable disgust what he was going to do

with it, he replied, 'Oh! we coloured people eat it, missis;' said I, 'Why

do you say we coloured people?' 'Because, missis, white people won't touch

what we too glad of.' 'That,' said I, 'is because you are poor, and do not

often have meat to eat, not because you are coloured, Abraham; rich white

folks will not touch what poor white folks are too glad of; it has nothing

in the world to do with colour, and if there were white people here worse

off than you (amazing and inconceivable suggestion, I fear), they would be

glad to eat what you perhaps would not touch.' Profound pause of

meditation on the part of Abraham, wound up by a considerate 'Well,

missis, I suppose so.' After which he departed with the horrid looking

offal.

To-day--Saturday--I took another ride of discovery round the fields by

Jones's. I think I shall soon be able to survey this estate, I have ridden

so carefully over it in every direction; but my rides are drawing to a

close and even were I to remain here this must be the case unless I got up

and rode under the stars in the cool of the night. This afternoon I was

obliged to drive up to St. Annie's: I had promised the people several

times that I would do so. I went after dinner and as late as I could, and

found very considerable improvement in the whole condition of the place;

the houses had all been swept, and some of them actually scoured. The

children were all quite tolerably clean; they had put slats across all

their windows, and little chicken gates to the doors to keep out the

poultry. There was a poor woman lying in one of the cabins in a wretched

condition. She begged for a bandage, but I do not see of what great use

that can be to her, as long as she has to hoe in the fields so many hours

a day, which I cannot prevent.

Returning home, Israel undertook to pilot me across the cotton fields into

the pine land; and a more excruciating process than being dragged over

that very uneven surface in that wood wagon without springs I did never

endure, mitigated and soothed though it was by the literally fascinating

account my charioteer gave me of the rattlesnakes with which the place we

drove through becomes infested as the heat increases. I cannot say that

his description of them, though more demonstrative as far as regarded his

own horror of them, was really worse than that which Mr. G---- was giving

me of them yesterday. He said they were very numerous, and were found in

every direction all over the plantation, but that they did not become

really vicious until quite late in the summer; until then, it appears that

they generally endeavour to make off if one meets them, but during the

intense heats of the latter part of July and August they never think of

escaping, but at any sight or sound which they may consider inimical, they

instantly coil themselves for a spring. The most intolerable proceeding on

their part, however, that he described, was their getting up into the

trees, and either coiling themselves in or depending from the branches.

There is something too revolting in the idea of serpents looking down upon

one from the shade of the trees to which one may betake oneself for

shelter in the dreadful heat of the southern midsummer; decidedly I do not

think the dog-days would be pleasant here. The mocassin snake, which is

nearly as deadly as the rattlesnake, abounds all over the island.

In the evening, I had a visit from Mr. C---- and Mr. B----, who officiates

to-morrow at our small island church. The conversation I had with these

gentlemen was sad enough. They seem good and kind and amiable men, and I

have no doubt are conscientious in their capacity of slaveholders; but to

one who has lived outside this dreadful atmosphere, the whole tone of

their discourse has a morally muffled sound, which one must hear to be

able to conceive. Mr. B---- told me that the people on this plantation not

going to church was the result of a positive order from Mr. K----, who had

peremptorily forbidden their doing so, and of course to have infringed

that order would have been to incur severe corporal chastisement. Bishop

B----, it seems, had advised that there should be periodical preaching on

the plantations, which, said Mr. B----, would have obviated any necessity

for the people of different estates congregating at any given point at

stated times, which might perhaps be objectionable, and at the same time

would meet the reproach which was now beginning to be directed towards the

southern planters as a class, of neglecting the eternal interest of their

dependents. But Mr. K---- had equally objected to this. He seems to have

held religious teaching a mighty dangerous thing--and how right he was! I

have met with conventional cowardice of various shades and shapes in

various societies that I have lived in; but anything like the pervading

timidity of tone which I find here on all subjects, but above all on that

of the condition of the slaves, I have never dreamed of. Truly slavery

begets slavery, and the perpetual state of suspicion and apprehension of

the slaveholders is a very handsome offset, to say the least of it,

against the fetters and the lash of the slaves. Poor people, one and all,

but especially poor oppressors of the oppressed! The attitude of these men

is really pitiable; they profess (perhaps some of them strive to do so

indeed) to consult the best interests of their slaves, and yet shrink back

terrified from the approach of the slightest intellectual or moral

improvement which might modify their degraded and miserable existence. I

do pity these deplorable servants of two masters more than any human

beings I have ever seen--more than their own slaves a thousand times!

To-day is Sunday, and I have been to the little church on the island. It

is the second time since I came down to the south that I have been to a

place of worship. A curious little incident prefaced my going thither this

morning. I had desired Israel to get my horse ready and himself to

accompany me, as I meant to ride to church; and you cannot imagine

anything droller than his horror and dismay when he at length comprehended

that my purpose was to attend divine service in my riding habit. I asked

him what was the trouble, for though I saw something was creating a

dreadful convulsion in his mind, I had no idea what it was till he told

me, adding, that he had never seen such a thing on St. Simon's in his

life--as who should say, such a thing was never seen in Hyde Park or the

Tuileries before. You may imagine my amusement, but presently I was

destined to shock something much more serious than poor Israel's sense of

_les convénances et bienséances_, and it was not without something of an

effort that I made up my mind to do so. I was standing at the open window

speaking to him about the horses, and telling him to get ready to ride

with me, when George, another of the men, went by with a shade or visor to

his cap exactly the shape of the one I left behind at the north, and for

want of which I have been suffering severely from the intense heat and

glare of the sun for the last week. I asked him to hand me his cap,

saying, 'I want to take the pattern of that shade.' Israel exclaimed, 'Oh

missis, not to-day; let him leave the cap with you to-morrow, but don't

cut pattern on de Sabbath day!' It seemed to me a much more serious matter

to offend this scruple than the prejudice with regard to praying in a

riding habit; still it had to be done. 'Do you think it wrong, Israel,'

said I, 'to work on Sunday?' 'Yes, missis, parson tell we so.' 'Then,

Israel, be sure you never do it. Did your parson never tell you that your

conscience was for yourself and not for your neighbours, Israel?' 'Oh yes,

missis, he tell we that too.' 'Then mind that too, Israel.' The shade was

cut out and stitched upon my cap, and protected my eyes from the fierce

glare of the sun and sand as I rode to church.

On our way, we came to a field where the young corn was coming up. The

children were in the field--little living scarecrows--watching it, of

course, as on a weekday, to keep off the birds. I made Israel observe

this, who replied, 'Oh missis, if de people's corn left one whole day not

watched, not one blade of it remain to-morrow; it must be watched,

missis.' 'What, on the Sabbath day, Israel?' 'Yes, missis, or else we lose

it all.' I was not sorry to avail myself of this illustration of the

nature of works of necessity, and proceeded to enlighten Israel with

regard to what I conceive to be the genuine observance of the Sabbath.

You cannot imagine anything wilder or more beautiful than the situation of

the little rustic temple in the woods where I went to worship to-day, with

the magnificent live oaks standing round it and its picturesque burial

ground. The disgracefully neglected state of the latter, its broken and

ruinous enclosure, and its shaggy weed-grown graves, tell a strange story

of the residents of this island, who are content to leave the

resting-place of their dead in so shocking a condition. In the tiny little

chamber of a church, the grand old litany of the Episcopal Church of

England was not a little shorn of its ceremonial stateliness; clerk there

was none, nor choir, nor organ, and the clergyman did duty for all, giving

out the hymn and then singing it himself, followed as best might be by the

uncertain voices of his very small congregation, the smallest I think I

ever saw gathered in a Christian place of worship, even counting a few of

the negroes who had ventured to place themselves standing at the back of

the church--an infringement on their part upon the privileges of their

betters--as Mr. B---- generally preaches a second sermon to them after the

_white_ service, to which as a rule they are not admitted.

On leaving the church, I could not but smile at the quaint and original

costumes with which Israel had so much dreaded a comparison for my

irreproachable London riding habit. However, the strangeness of it was

what inspired him with terror; but, at that rate, I am afraid a Paris gown

and bonnet might have been in equal danger of shocking his prejudices.

There was quite as little affinity with the one as the other in the

curious specimens of the 'art of dressing' that gradually distributed

themselves among the two or three indescribable machines (to use the

appropriate Scotch title) drawn up under the beautiful oak trees, on which

they departed in various directions to the several plantations on the

island.

I mounted my horse, and resumed my ride and my conversation with Israel.

He told me that Mr. K----'s great objection to the people going to church

was their meeting with the slaves from the other plantations; and one

reason, he added, that he did not wish them to do that was, that they

trafficked and bartered away the cooper's wares, tubs, piggins, &c., made

on the estate. I think, however, from everything I hear of that gentleman,

that the mere fact of the Hampton people coming in contact with the slaves

of other plantations would be a thing he would have deprecated. As a

severe disciplinarian, he was probably right.

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