In the evening, Mr. ----'s departure left me to the pleasures of an

uninterrupted _tête-à-tête_ with his crosseyed overseer, and I

endeavoured, as I generally do, to atone by my conversibleness and

civility for the additional trouble which, no doubt, all my outlandish

ways and notions are causing the worthy man. So suggestive (to use the

new-fangled jargon about books) a woman as myself is, I suspect, an

intolerable nuisance in these parts; and poor Mr. O---- cannot very well

desire Mr. ---- to send me away, however much he may wish that he would;

so that figuratively, as well as literally, I fear the worthy master _me

voit d'un mauvais oeil_, as the French say. I asked him several questions

about some of the slaves who had managed to learn to read, and by what

means they had been able to do so. As teaching them is strictly prohibited

by the laws, they who instructed them, and such of them as acquired the

knowledge, must have been not a little determined and persevering. This

was my view of the case, of course, and of course it was not the

overseer's. I asked him if many of Mr. ----'s slaves could read. He said

'No; very few, he was happy to say, but those few were just so many too

many.' 'Why, had he observed any insubordination in those who did?' And I

reminded him of Cooper London, the methodist preacher, whose performance

of the burial service had struck me so much some time ago--to whose

exemplary conduct and character there is but one concurrent testimony all

over the plantation. No; he had no special complaint to bring against the

lettered members of his subject community, but he spoke by anticipation.

Every step they take towards intelligence and enlightenment lessens the

probability of their acquiescing in their condition. Their condition is

not to be changed--ergo, they had better not learn to read; a very

succinct and satisfactory argument as far as it goes, no doubt, and one to

which I had not a word to reply, at any rate, to Mr. O----, as I did not

feel called upon to discuss the abstract justice or equity of the matter

with him; indeed he, to a certain degree, gave up that part of the

position, starting with 'I don't say whether it's right or wrong;' and in

all conversations that I have had with the southerners upon these

subjects, whether out of civility to what may be supposed to be an

Englishwoman's prejudices, or a forlorn respect to their own convictions,

the question of the fundamental wrong of slavery is generally admitted, or

at any rate certainly never denied. That part of the subject is summarily

dismissed, and all its other aspects vindicated, excused, and even lauded,

with untiring eloquence. Of course, of the abstract question I could judge

before I came here, but I confess I had not the remotest idea how

absolutely my observation of every detail of the system, as a practical

iniquity, would go to confirm my opinion of its abomination. Mr. O----

went on to condemn and utterly denounce all the preaching and teaching and

moral instruction upon religious subjects, which people in the south,

pressed upon by northern opinion, are endeavouring to give their slaves.

The kinder and the more cowardly masters are anxious to evade the charge

of keeping their negroes in brutish ignorance, and so they crumble what

they suppose and hope may prove a little harmless, religious

enlightenment, which, mixed up with much religious authority on the

subject of submission and fidelity to masters, they trust their slaves may

swallow without its doing them any harm--i.e., that they may be better

Christians and better slaves--and so, indeed, no doubt they are; but it is

a very dangerous experiment, and from Mr. O----'s point of view I quite

agree with him. The letting out of water, or the letting in of light, in

infinitesimal quantities, is not always easy. The half-wicked of the earth

are the leaks through which wickedness is eventually swamped; compromises

forerun absolute surrender in most matters, and fools and cowards are, in

such cases, the instruments of Providence for their own defeat. Mr. O----

stated unequivocally his opinion that free labour would be more profitable

on the plantations than the work of slaves, which, being compulsory, was

of the worst possible quality and the smallest possible quantity; then the

charge of them before and after they are able to work is onerous, the cost

of feeding and clothing them very considerable, and upon the whole he, a

southern overseer, pronounced himself decidedly in favour of free labour,

upon grounds of expediency. Having at the beginning of our conversation

declined discussing the moral aspect of slavery, evidently not thinking

that position tenable, I thought I had every right to consider Mr. ----'s

slave-driver a decided abolitionist.

I had been anxious to enlist his sympathies on behalf of my extreme

desire, to have some sort of garden, but did not succeed in inspiring him

with my enthusiasm on the subject; he said there was but one garden that

he knew of in the whole neighbourhood of Darien, and that was our

neighbour, old Mr. C----'s, a Scotchman on St. Simon's. I remembered the

splendid gardinias on Tunno's Island, and referred to them as a proof of

the material for ornamental gardening. He laughed, and said rice and

cotton crops were the ornamental gardening principally admired by the

planters, and that, to the best of his belief, there was not another

decent kitchen or flower garden in the State, but the one he had

mentioned.

The next day after this conversation, I walked with my horticultural

zeal much damped, and wandered along the dyke by the broad river,

looking at some pretty peach trees in blossom, and thinking what a curse

of utter stagnation this slavery produces, and how intolerable to me a

life passed within its stifling influence would be. Think of peach trees

in blossom in the middle of February! It does seem cruel, with such a

sun and soil, to be told that a garden is worth nobody's while here;

however, Mr. O---- said that he believed the wife of the former overseer

had made a 'sort of a garden' at St. Simon's. We shall see 'what sort'

it turns out to be. While I was standing on the dyke, ruminating above

the river, I saw a beautiful white bird of the crane species alight not

far from me. I do not think a little knowledge of natural history would

diminish the surprise and admiration with which I regard the, to me,

unwonted specimens of animal existence that I encounter every day, and

of which I do not even know the names. Ignorance is an odious thing. The

birds here are especially beautiful, I think. I saw one the other day,

of what species of course I do not know, of a warm and rich brown, with

a scarlet hood and crest--a lovely creature, about the size of your

northern robin, but more elegantly shaped.

This morning, instead of my usual visit to the infirmary, I went to look

at the work and workers in the threshing mill--all was going on actively

and orderly under the superintendence of head-man Frank, with whom, and a

very sagacious clever fellow, who manages the steam power of the mill,

and is honourably distinguished as Engineer Ned, I had a small chat.

There is one among various drawbacks to the comfort and pleasure of our

intercourse with these coloured 'men and brethren,' at least in their

slave condition, which certainly exercises my fortitude not a

little,--the swarms of fleas that cohabit with these sable dependants of

ours are--well--incredible; moreover they are by no means the only or

most objectionable companions one borrows from them, and I never go to

the infirmary, where I not unfrequently am requested to look at very

dirty limbs and bodies in very dirty draperies, without coming away with

a strong inclination to throw myself into the water, and my clothes into

the fire, which last would be expensive. I do not suppose that these

hateful consequences of dirt and disorder are worse here than among the

poor and neglected human creatures who swarm in the lower parts of

European cities; but my call to visit them has never been such as that

which constrains me to go daily among these poor people, and although on

one or two occasions I have penetrated into fearfully foul and filthy

abodes of misery in London, I have never rendered the same personal

services to their inhabitants that I do to Mr. ----'s slaves, and so

have not incurred the same amount of entomological inconvenience.

After leaving the mill, I prolonged my walk, and came, for the first time,

upon one of the 'gangs,' as they are called, in full field work. Upon my

appearance and approach there was a momentary suspension of labour, and

the usual chorus of screams and ejaculations of welcome, affection, and

infinite desires for infinite small indulgences. I was afraid to stop

their work, not feeling at all sure that urging a conversation with me

would be accepted as any excuse for an uncompleted task, or avert the

fatal infliction of the usual award of stripes; so I hurried off and left

them to their hoeing.

On my way home I was encountered by London, our Methodist preacher, who

accosted me with a request for a prayer-book and Bible, and expressed his

regret at hearing that we were so soon going to St. Simon's. I promised

him his holy books, and asked him how he had learned to read, but found it

impossible to get him to tell me. I wonder if he thought he should be

putting his teacher, whoever he was, in danger of the penalty of the law

against instructing the slaves, if he told me who he was; it was

impossible to make him do so, so that, besides his other good qualities,

he appears to have that most unusual one of all in an uneducated

person--discretion. He certainly is a most remarkable man.

After parting with him, I was assailed by a small gang of children,

clamouring for the indulgence of some meat, which they besought me to

give them. Animal food is only allowed to certain of the harder working

men, hedgers and ditchers, and to them only occasionally, and in very

moderate rations. My small cannibals clamoured round me for flesh, as if I

had had a butcher's cart in my pocket, till I began to laugh and then to

run, and away they came, like a pack of little black wolves, at my heels,

shrieking, 'Missis, you gib me piece meat, missis, you gib me meat,' till

I got home. At the door I found another petitioner, a young woman named

Maria, who brought a fine child in her arms, and demanded a present of a

piece of flannel. Upon my asking her who her husband was, she replied,

without much hesitation, that she did not possess any such appendage. I

gave another look at her bonny baby, and went into the house to get the

flannel for her. I afterwards heard from Mr. ---- that she and two other

girls of her age, about seventeen, were the only instances on the island

of women with illegitimate children.

After I had been in the house a little while, I was summoned out again to

receive the petition of certain poor women in the family-way to have their

work lightened. I was, of course, obliged to tell them that I could not

interfere in the matter, that their master was away, and that, when he

came back, they must present their request to him: they said they had

already begged 'massa,' and he had refused, and they thought, perhaps, if

'missis' begged 'massa' for them, he would lighten their task. Poor

'missis,' poor 'massa,' poor woman, that I am to have such prayers

addressed to me! I had to tell them, that if they had already spoken to

their master, I was afraid my doing so would be of no use, but that when

he came back I would try; so, choking with crying, I turned away from

them, and re-entered the house, to the chorus of 'Oh, thank you, missis!

God bless you, missis!' E----, I think an improvement might be made upon

that caricature published a short time ago, called the 'Chivalry of the

South.' I think an elegant young Carolinian, or Georgian gentleman, whip

in hand, driving a gang of 'lusty women,' as they are called here, would

be a pretty version of the 'Chivalry of the South'--a little coarse, I am

afraid you will say. Oh! quite horribly coarse, but then so true--a great

matter in works of art, which, now-a-days, appear to be thought excellent

only in proportion to their lack of ideal elevation. That would be a

subject, and a treatment of it, which could not be accused of imaginative

exaggeration, at any rate.

In the evening I mentioned the petitions of these poor women to Mr. O----,

thinking that perhaps he had the power to lessen their tasks. He seemed

evidently annoyed at their having appealed to me; said that their work was

not a bit too much for them, and that constantly they were _shamming_

themselves in the family-way, in order to obtain a diminution of their

labour. Poor creatures! I suppose some of them do; but again, it must be

a hard matter for those who do not, not to obtain the mitigation of their

toil which their condition requires; for their assertion and their

evidence are never received--they can't be believed, even if they were

upon oath, say their white taskmasters; why? because they have never been

taught the obligations of an oath, to whom made, or wherefore binding; and

they are punished both directly and indirectly for their moral ignorance,

as if it were a natural and incorrigible element of their character,

instead of the inevitable result of their miserable position. The oath of

any and every scoundrelly fellow with a white skin is received, but not

that of such a man as Frank, Ned, old Jacob, or Cooper London.

* * * * *

Dearest E----. I think it right to begin this letter with an account of a

most prosperous fishing expedition Jack and I achieved the other morning.

It is true we still occasionally drew up huge cat-fish, with their

detestable beards and spikes, but we also captivated some magnificent

perch, and the Altamaha perch are worth one's while both to catch and to

eat. On a visit I had to make on the mainland, the same day, I saw a tiny

strip of garden ground, rescued from the sandy road, called the street,

perfectly filled with hyacinths, double jonquils, and snowdrops, a

charming nosegay for February 11. After leaving the boat on my return

home, I encountered a curious creature walking all sideways, a small cross

between a lobster and a crab. One of the negroes to whom I applied for its

denomination informed me that it was a land crab, with which general

description of this very peculiar multipede you must be satisfied, for I

can tell you no more. I went a little further, as the nursery rhyme says,

and met with a snake, and not being able to determine, at ignorant first

sight, whether it was a malignant serpent or not, I ingloriously took to

my heels, and came home on the full run. It is the first of these

exceedingly displeasing animals I have encountered here; but Jack, for my

consolation, tells me that they abound on St. Simon's, whither we are

going--'rattlesnakes, and all kinds,' says he, with an affluence of

promise in his tone that is quite agreeable. Rattlesnakes will be quite

enough of a treat, without the vague horrors that may be comprised in the

additional 'all kinds.' Jack's account of the game on St. Simon's is

really quite tantalising to me, who cannot carry a gun any more than if I

were a slave. He says that partridges, woodcocks, snipe, and wild duck

abound, so that, at any rate, our table ought to be well supplied. His

account of the bears that are still to be found in the woods of the

mainland, is not so pleasant, though he says they do no harm to the

people, if they are not meddled with, but that they steal the corn from

the fields when it is ripe, and actually swim the river to commit their

depredations on the islands. It seems difficult to believe this, looking

at this wide and heavy stream--though, to be sure, I did once see a young

horse swim across the St. Lawrence, between Montreal and Quebec; a feat of

natation which much enlarged my belief in what quadrupeds may accomplish

when they have no choice between swimming and sinking.

You cannot imagine how great a triumph the virtue next to godliness is

making under my auspices and a judicious system of small bribery. I can

hardly stir now without being assailed with cries of 'Missis, missis me

mind chile, me bery clean,' or the additional gratifying fact, 'and chile

too, him bery clean.' This virtue, however, if painful to the practisers,

as no doubt it is, is expensive, too, to me, and I shall have to try some

moral influence equivalent in value to a cent current coin of the realm.

What a poor chance, indeed, the poor abstract idea runs! however, it is

really a comfort to see the poor little woolly heads, now in most

instances stripped of their additional filthy artificial envelopes.

In my afternoon's row to-day I passed a huge dead alligator, lying half in

and half out of the muddy slime of the river bank--a most hideous object

it was, and I was glad to turn my eyes to the beautiful surface of the mid

stream, all burnished with sunset glories, and broken with the vivacious

gambols of a school of porpoises. It is curious, I think, that these

creatures should come fifteen miles from the sea to enliven the waters

round our little rice swamp.

While rowing this evening, I was led by my conversation with Jack to some

of those reflections with which my mind is naturally incessantly filled

here, but which I am obliged to be very careful not to give any utterance

to. The testimony of no negro is received in a southern court of law, and

the reason commonly adduced for this is, that the state of ignorance in

which the negroes are necessarily kept, renders them incapable of

comprehending the obligations of an oath, and yet with an inconsistency

which might be said to border on effrontery, these same people are

admitted to the most holy sacrament of the Church, and are certainly

thereby supposed to be capable of assuming the highest Christian

obligations, and the entire fulfilment of God's commandments--including,

of course, the duty of speaking the truth at all times.

As we were proceeding down the river, we met the flat, as it is called,

a huge sort of clumsy boat, more like a raft than any other species

of craft, coming up from St. Simon's with its usual swarthy freight

of Mr. ----'s dependants from that place. I made Jack turn our canoe,

because the universal outcries and exclamations very distinctly intimated

that I should be expected to be at home to receive the homage of this

cargo of 'massa's people.' No sooner, indeed, had I disembarked and

reached the house, than a dark cloud of black life filled the piazza

and swarmed up the steps, and I had to shake hands, like a popular

president, till my arm ached at the shoulder-joint.

When this tribe had dispersed itself, a very old woman with a remarkably

intelligent, nice-looking young girl, came forward and claimed my

attention. The old woman, who must, I think, by her appearance, have been

near seventy, had been one of the house servants on St. Simon's Island in

Major ----'s time, and retained a certain dignified courtesy and

respectfulness of manner which is by no means an uncommon attribute of the

better class of slaves, whose intercourse with their masters, while

tending to expand their intelligence, cultivates, at the same time, the

natural turn for good manners which is, I think, a distinctive peculiarity

of negroes, if not in the kingdom of Dahomey, certainly in the United

States of America. If it can be for a moment attributed to the beneficent

influence of slavery on their natures (and I think slaveowners are quite

likely to imagine so), it is curious enough that there is hardly any alloy

whatever of cringing servility, or even humility, in the good manners of

the blacks, but a rather courtly and affable condescension which, combined

with their affection for, and misapplication of, long words, produces an

exceedingly comical effect. Old-house Molly, after congratulating herself,

with many thanks to heaven, for having spared her to see 'massa's' wife

and children, drew forward her young companion, and informed me she was

one of her numerous grandchildren. The damsel, ycleped Louisa, made rather

a shame-faced obeisance, and her old grandmother went on to inform me that

she had only lately been forgiven by the overseer for an attempt to run

away from the plantation. I enquired the cause of her desire to do so--a

'thrashing' she had got for an unfinished task--'but lor, missis,'

explained the old woman, 'taint no use--what use nigger run away?--de

swamp all round; dey get in dar, an dey starve to def, or de snakes eat em

up--massa's nigger, dey don't neber run away;' and if the good lady's

account of their prospects in doing so is correct (which, substituting

biting for eating, on the part of the snakes, it undoubtedly is), one does

not see exactly what particular merit the institution of slavery as

practised on Mr. ----'s plantation derives from the fact that his 'nigger

don't neber run away.'

After dismissing Molly and her grand-daughter, I was about to re-enter the

house, when I was stopped by Betty, head-man Frank's wife, who came with a

petition that she might be baptised. As usual with all requests involving

anything more than an immediate physical indulgence, I promised to refer

the matter to Mr. ----, but expressed some surprise that Betty, now by no

means a young woman, should have postponed a ceremony which the religious

among the slaves are apt to attach much importance to. She told me she

had more than once applied for this permission to Massa K---- (the former

overseer), but had never been able to obtain it, but that now she thought

she would ask 'de missis.'[2]

[Footnote 2: Of this woman's life on the plantation, I subsequently

learned the following circumstances:--She was the wife of head-man Frank,

the most intelligent and trustworthy of Mr. ----'s slaves; the head

driver--second in command to the overseer, and indeed second to none

during the pestilential season, when the rice swamps cannot with impunity

be inhabited by any white man, and when, therefore, the whole force

employed in its cultivation on the island remains entirely under his

authority and control. His wife--a tidy, trim, intelligent woman, with a

pretty figure, but a decidedly negro face--was taken from him by the

overseer left in charge of the plantation by the Messrs. ----, the

all-efficient and all-satisfactory Mr. K----, and she had a son by him,

whose straight features and diluted colour, no less than his troublesome,

discontented and insubmissive disposition, bear witness to his Yankee

descent. I do not know how long Mr. K----'s occupation of Frank's wife

continued, or how the latter endured the wrong done to him. When I visited

the island, Betty was again living with her husband--a grave, sad,

thoughtful-looking man, whose admirable moral and mental qualities were

extolled to me by no worse a judge of such matters than Mr. K---- himself,

during the few days he spent with Mr. ----, while we were on the

plantation. This outrage upon this man's rights was perfectly notorious

among all the slaves; and his hopeful offspring, Renty, alluding very

unmistakably to his superior birth on one occasion when he applied for

permission to have a gun, observed that, though the people in general on

the plantation were not allowed firearms, he thought he might, _on

account of his colour_, and added that he thought Mr. K---- might have

left him his. This precious sample of the mode in which the vices of the

whites procure the intellectual progress of the blacks to their own

endangerment, was, as you will easily believe, a significant chapter to me

in the black history of oppression which is laid before my eyes in this

place.]

Yesterday afternoon I received a visit from the wife of our neighbour Dr.

T----. As usual, she exclaimed at my good fortune in having a white woman

with my children when she saw M----, and, as usual, went on to expatiate

on the utter impossibility of finding a trustworthy nurse anywhere in the

South, to whom your children could be safely confided for a day or even an

hour; as usual too, the causes of this unworthiness or incapacity for a

confidential servant's occupation were ignored, and the fact laid to the

natural defects of the negro race. I am sick and weary of this cruel and

ignorant folly. This afternoon I went out to refresh myself with a row on

the broad Altamaha and the conversation of my slave Jack, which is, I

assure you, by no means devoid of interest of various kinds, pathetic and

humorous. I do not know that Jack's scientific information is the most

valuable in the world, and I sometimes marvel with perhaps unjust

incredulity at the facts in natural history which he imparts to me; for

instance, to-day he told me as we rowed past certain mud islands, very

like children's mud puddings on a rather larger scale than usual, that

they were inaccessible, and that it would be quite impossible to land on

one of them even for the shortest time. Not understanding why people who

did not mind being up to their knees in mud should not land there if they

pleased, I demurred to his assertion, when he followed it up by assuring

me that there were what he called sand-sinks under the mud, and that

whatever was placed on the surface would not only sink through the mud,

but also into a mysterious quicksand of unknown depth and extent below it.

This may be true, but sounds very strange, although I remember that the

frequent occurrence of large patches of quicksand was found to be one of

the principal impediments in the way of the canal speculators at

Brunswick. I did not, however, hear that these sinks, as Jack called them,

were found below a thick stratum of heavy mud.

In remonstrating with him upon the want of decent cleanliness generally

among the people, and citing to him one among the many evils resulting

from it, the intolerable quantity of fleas in all the houses, he met me

full with another fact in natural history which, if it be fact and not

fiction, certainly gave him the best of the argument: he declared, with

the utmost vehemence, that the sand of the pine woods on the mainland

across the river literally swarmed with fleas--that in the uninhabited

places the sand itself was full of them, and that so far from being a

result of human habitation, they were found in less numbers round the

negro huts on the mainland than in the lonely woods around them.

The ploughing is at length fairly inaugurated, and there is a regular

jubilee among the negroes thereat. After discoursing fluently on the

improvements likely to result from the measure, Jack wound up by saying he

had been afraid it would not be tried on account of the greater scarcity,

and consequently greater value, of horses over men in these parts--a

modest and slave-like conclusion.

* * * * *

Dearest E----. I walked up to-day, _February 14th_, to see that land of

promise the ploughed field: it did not look to me anything like as heavy

soil as the cold wet sour stiff clay I have seen turned up in some of the

swampy fields round Lenox; and as for the cypress roots which were urged

as so serious an impediment, they are not much more frequent, and

certainly not as resisting, as the granite knees and elbows that stick out

through the scanty covering of the said clay, which mother earth allows

herself as sole garment for her old bones in many a Berkshire patch of

corn. After my survey, as I walked home, I came upon a gang of lusty

women, as the phrase is here for women in the family-way; they were

engaged in burning stubble, and I was nearly choked while receiving the

multitudinous complaints and compliments with which they overwhelmed me.

After leaving them, I wandered along the river side on the dyke homeward,

rejoicing in the buds and green things putting forth their tender shoots

on every spray, in the early bees and even the less amiable wasps busy in

the sunshine with flowers--(weeds I suppose they should be called),

already opening their sweet temptations to them, and giving the earth a

spring aspect, such as it does not wear with you in Massachusetts till

late in May.

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