CHAPTER XXXIII.

THE SECRET STAIRWAY.

"God bless you!" said Andrew as he handed her a gourd of water to revive

her. "You are as faithful as Hero. You are another Heloise. You are as

brave as the Maid of Orleans. I will never say that women are unfaithful

again. God bless you, my daughter! You have given me faith in your sex.

I have been a lonely man; a boughless, leafless trunk, shaken by the

winter winds. But _you_ are my niece. _You_ know how to be faithful. I

am proud of you! Henceforth I call you my daughter. If you _were_ my

daughter, you would be to me all that Margaret Roper was to Sir Thomas

More." And the shaggy man of egotistic and pedantic speech, but of

womanly sensibilities, was weeping.

The reviving Julia begged to know how August was.

"Ah, constant heart! And he is constant as you are. Noble fellow! I will

not deceive you. The doctors think that he will not live more than

twenty-four hours. But he is only dying to see you, now. Your coming may

revive him. We sent for you this morning by Jonas, hoping you might

escape and come in some way. But Jonas could not get his message to

you. Some angel must have brought you. It is an augury of good."

The hopefulness of Andrew sprang out of his faith in an ideal, right

outcome. Julia could not conceal from herself the fact that his opinion

had no ground. But in such a strait as hers, she could not help clinging

even to this support.

Andrew was a little perplexed. How to take Julia up-stairs? Mrs. Wehle

and Wilhelmina and the doctor went in regularly, not by the rope-ladder,

but by a more secure wooden one which he had planted against the outside

of the house. But Andrew had suddenly conceived so exalted an opinion of

his niece's virtues that he was unwilling to lead her into the upper

story in that fashion. His imagination had invested her with all the

glories of all the heroines, from Penelope to Beatrice, and from

Beatrice to Scott's Rebecca. At last a sudden impulse seized him.

"My dear daughter, they say that genius is to madness close allied. When

I built this house I was in a state bordering on insanity, I suppose. I

pleased my whims--my whims were my only company--I pleased my whims in

building an American castle. These whims begin to seem childish to me

now. I put in a secret stairway. No human foot but my own has ever

trodden it. August, whom I love more than any other, and who is one of

the few admitted to my library, has always ascended by the rope-ladder.

But you are my niece; I would you were my daughter. I will signalize my

reverence for you by showing up the stairway the woman who knows how to

love and be faithful, the feet that would be worthy of golden steps if I

had them. Come."

Spite of her grief and anxiety, Julia was impressed and oppressed with

the reverence shown her by her uncle. She had a veneration almost

superstitious for the Philosopher's learning. She was not accustomed to

even respectful treatment, and to be worshiped in this awful way by such

a man was something almost as painful as it was pleasant.

The entrance to the stairway, if that could be called a stairway which

was as difficult of ascent as a ladder, was through a closet by the side

of the donjon chimney, and the logs had been so arranged without and

within that the space occupied by the narrow and zigzag stairs was not

apparent. Up these stairs he took Julia, leaving her in a closet above.

As this closet was situated alongside the chimney, it opened, of course,

into the small corner room which I have before described, and in which

August was now lying. Andrew descended the stairs and entered the upper

story again by the outside ladder. He thought best to prepare August for

the coming of Julia, lest joy should destroy a life that was so

far wasted.

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