CHAPTER VI.

THE BACKWOODS PHILOSOPHER.

One reason for Andrew's love of August Wehle was that he was a German.

Far from sharing in the prejudices of his neighbors against foreigners,

Andrew had so thorough a contempt for his neighbors, that he liked

anybody who did not belong to his own people. If a Turk had emigrated to

Clark township, Andrew would have fallen in love with him, and built a

divan for his special accommodation. But he loved August also for the

sake of his gentle temper and his genuine love for books. And only

August or August's mother, upon whom Andrew sometimes called, could

exorcise his demon of misanthropy, which he had nursed so long that it

was now hard to dismiss it.

Andrew Anderson belonged to a class noticed, I doubt not, by every acute

observer of provincial life in this country. In backwoods and

out-of-the-way communities literary culture produces marked

eccentricities in the life. Your bookish man at the West has never

learned to mark the distinction between the world of ideas and the

world of practical life. Instead of writing poems or romances, he falls

to living them, or at least trying to. Add a disappointment in love, and

you will surely throw him into the class of which Anderson was the

representative. For the education one gets from books is sadly

one-sided, unless it be balanced by a knowledge of the world.

Andrew Anderson had always been regarded as an oddity. A man with a good

share of ideality and literary taste, placed against the dull background

of the society of a Western neighborhood in the former half of the

century, would necessarily appear odd. Had he drifted into communities

of more culture, his eccentricity, begotten of a sense of superiority to

his surroundings, would have worn away. Had he been happily married, his

oddities would have been softened; but neither of these things happened.

He told August a very different history. For the confidence of his

"Teutonic friend" had awakened in the solitary man a desire to uncover

that story which he had kept under lock and key for so many years.

"Ah! my friend," said he with excitement, "don't trust the faith of a

woman." And then rising from his seat he said, "The Backwoods

Philosopher warns you. I pray you give good heed. I do not know Julia.

She is my niece. It ill becomes me to doubt her sincerity. But I know

whose daughter she is. I pray you give good heed, my Teutonic friend. _I

know whose daughter she is_!

"I do not talk much. But you have arrived at a critical point--a point

of turning. Out of his own life, out of his own sorrow, the Backwoods

Philosopher warns you. I am at peace now. But look at me. Do you not see

the marks of the ravages of a great storm? A sort of a qualified

happiness I have in philosophy. But what I might have been if the

storm had not torn me to pieces in my youth--what I might have been,

that I am not. I pray you never trust in a woman's keeping the happiness

of your life!"

[Illustration: "LOOK AT ME."]

Here Andrew slipped his arm through Wehle's, and began to promenade with

him in the large apartment up and down an alley, dimly lighted by a

candle, between solid phalanxes of books.

"I pray you give good heed," he said, resuming. "I was always eccentric.

People thought I was either a genius or fool. Perhaps I was much of

both. But this is a digression. I did not pay any attention to women. I

shunned them. I said that to be a great author and a philosophical

thinker, one must not be a man of society. I never went to a

wood-chopping, to an apple-peeling, to a corn-shucking, to a

barn-raising, nor indeed to any of our rustic feasts. I suppose this

piqued the vanity of the girls, and they set themselves to catch me. I

suppose they thought that I would be a trophy worth boasting. I have

noticed that hunters estimate game according to the difficulty of

getting it. But this is a digression. Let us return.

"There came among us, at that time, Abigail Norman. She was pretty. I

swear by all the sacred cats of Egypt, that she was beautiful. She was

industrious. The best housekeeper in the state! She was high-strung. I

liked her all the more for that. You see a man of imagination is apt to

fall in love with a tragedy queen. But this is a digression. Let

us return.

"She spread her toils in my path. While I was wandering through the

woods writing poetry to birds and squirrels, Abby Norman was ambitious

enough to hope to make me her slave, and she did. She read books that

she thought I liked. She planned in various ways to seem to like what I

liked, and yet she had sense enough to differ a little from me, and so

make herself the more interesting. I think a man of real intellect never

likes to have a man or woman agree with him entirely. But let us return.

"I loved Abigail desperately. No, I did not love Abigail Norman at all.

I did not love her as she was, but I loved her as she seemed to my

imagination to be. I think most lovers love an ideal that hovers in the

air a little above the real recipient of their love. And I think we men

of genius and imagination are apt to love something very different from

the real person, which is unfortunate.

"But I am digressing again. To return: I wrote poetry to Abby. I courted

her. I cut off my long hair for a woman, like Samson. I tried to dress

more decently, and made myself ridiculous no doubt, for a man can not

dress well unless he has a talent for it. And I never had a genius for

beau-knots.

"But pardon the digression. Let us return. I was to have married her.

The day was set. Then I found accidentally that she was engaged to my

brother Samuel, a young man with better manners than mind. She made him

believe that she was only making a butt of me. But I think she really

loved me more than she knew. When I had discovered her treachery, I

shipped on the first flat-boat. I came near committing suicide, and

should have jumped into the river one night, only that I thought it

might flatter her vanity. I came back here and ignored her. She broke

with Samuel and tried to regain my affections. I scorned her. I trod on

her heart! I stamped her pride into the dust! I was cruel. I was

contemptuous. I was well-nigh insane. Then she went back to Samuel, and

_made_ him marry her. Then she forced my imbecile old father, on his

death-bed, to will all the property to Samuel, except this piece of

rough hill-land and one thousand dollars. But here I built this castle.

My thousand dollars I put in books. I learned how, to weave the

coverlets of which our country people are so fond, and by this means,

and by selling wood to the steamboats, I have made a living and bought

my library without having to work half of my time. I was determined

never to leave. I swore by all the arms of Vishnu she should never say

that she had driven me away. I don't know anything about Julia. But I

know whose daughter she is. My young friend, beware! I pray you take

good heed! The Backwoods Philosopher warns you!"

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