“Miss!” he screamed, suddenly. “Quick!”
She turned the knob. The door was locked.
“Miss!” he screamed again. “For--”
His voice ceased abruptly. She heard nothing at all now.
“Wren!” she called, rattling the knob. “I can’t! I can’t!…”
Her knees gave way and she sank on the floor by the locked door. Her
hand touched something wet, she raised it, stared at it with dilated
eyes, saw it red with blood, and fell backward in a faint.
Chapter Eight.
The Candid Explanation
Sometime later in the night she got up from the floor, took off her
shoes and lay down on the bed, wrapped in a blanket. She was shaking
with a violent chill, tormented by a racking headache.
All the events of the night had become only part of a vast nightmare.
She did not care what happened now, nothing mattered except to get
warm. Time had ceased to exist; there was nothing in the world but
this physical misery.
After the chill came fever, and a raging thirst. She lay there, crying
silently because she so craved for water and could not rise to get it.
Her head ached so… The light hurt her eyes…
“What’s the matter, my dear?” asked Aunt Emma’s voice beside her.
“I want--a glass of water!” she sobbed.
Her head was raised and a glass held to her lips.
“Another!” she said.
“Swallow these two pills with it.”
She did not care what she swallowed, so long as she got the water.
A cold, wet cloth was laid on her throbbing head, the unbearable light
was shaded, the tumbled covers straightened. She went to sleep.
* * *
She waked with a sigh, and stretched herself luxuriously in the cool,
smooth bed. The window was open and the sweet air blew in. Turning her
head she saw the sky filled with the soft, melting colors of sunset.
“Now!” said Aunt Emma. “A nice cup of broth and a piece of toast.”
She had never tasted anything better than that broth, strong and
well-flavored, that hot buttered toast without crusts. She still felt
weak, but marvelously comfortable now, except for a slight soreness in
her jaw.
“I was afraid that last night you were in for a bad time,” said Aunt
Emma. “You were delirious--quite a temperature.”
Di did not answer; but she heard, and she understood; her brain felt
extraordinarily lucid. She might have been delirious at some time in
the night, but at present she was perfectly clear about everything.
She remembered all the things that had actually happened with an odd
sort of detachment, as if she were no longer personally concerned.
“I’ll just let her go on,” she thought. “She’ll try to explain away
everything by saying I was delirious. All right! Let her!”
She looked up at Aunt Emma with a glance of calm interest.
“Was I?” she asked.
“And no wonder,” said Aunt Emma. “You had--a disturbing experience.”
She sat down in a chair by the window, where the light breeze stirred
her gray hair. She looked so rosy, so dignified, so solid…
“If you feel able,” she said. “I think we’d better talk this over
now.”
“I feel all right,” said Di.
And so she did; she felt perfectly able to listen to any tale Aunt
Emma might choose to invent and to weigh and analyze it.
“It would take a good deal of generosity,” Aunt Emma went on, “to
forgive your Uncle Peter. I don’t expect you to. But I can explain his
behavior--if you care to listen.”
“Yes, thank you, I should,” said Di.
So Aunt Emma was not going to pretend that that blow was part of any
delirium.
“Do you object to my smoking?” asked Aunt Emma, with gentlemanly
politeness. “Perhaps with the window open, it won’t bother you… No?
Thanks!”
She lit a cigarette, and crossed her knees.
“We had a remarkably unpleasant evening,” she proceeded, her blue eyes
following the smoke. “It’s fortunate that Coat and Purvis are such
fools. They swallow everything… When you went out, I sent Miles after
you, but he couldn’t find you. So he did what anyone might expect of
him. He went down to the village, and procured a supply of bootleg
whisky. I saw, when he got back, that he’d been drinking, but I didn’t
know he’d brought more of the stuff into the house. He put it in the
cellar and every now and then he’d go down and get another drink.
Before long, he became very troublesome. Purvis helped me to get him
upstairs and into bed. I wanted to lock him into his room, but I
couldn’t find the key. I was seriously worried, for fear he would
molest you. I went to your room to see if you had come in while I was
busy with Miles; I knocked and when there was no answer, I opened the
door and by the light of my torch I saw that you were lying fully
dressed on the bed, apparently asleep. I spoke to you but you didn’t
answer, and I thought it better to lock your door.”
She paused.
“An extremely unpleasant evening…” she continued. “I didn’t know where
you’d been or what you’d been doing… I went downstairs again. Coats
and Purvis went home in a taxi, and I found your Uncle Peter in the
kitchen--almost as bad as Miles. He’d been visiting the cellar… He was
half-frightened and half-beastful. He said he had caught you trying to
escape! I’ll be quite candid with you. He thinks that Uncle Rufus is
going to leave his money to you, and that therefore you’re too
valuable to lose. I agree with him about your Uncle Rufus. And I am
perfectly willing to tell you that, if you do come into his money, I
hope you’ll give me some of it.”
Her candor was astounding; she denied nothing that had happened, made
no attempt to disguise her motives.
“I asked you here for that purpose,” she said. “Uncle Rufus had been
fond of your mother, and I hoped he’d take a fancy to you. And that
gratitude, or family feeling, or sentiment, would induce you to give
me enough to carry on my work.”
Di looked at her aunt in wonder, a little dazed; everything was made
so clear, so matter-of-fact.
“But--Wren?” she asked, almost involuntarily.
“Wren?” her aunt repeated. “What about him? Do you know anything about
that little rat? For he’s disappeared!”
“I don’t know…” said Di, with unusual caution. “I thought I heard him
call me--”
“When?” asked Aunt Emma. “I’d like very much to know. And it might
help the police.”
“The--_police_?”
“He went off with your Uncle Rufus’s watch and money--some six
thousand dollars he was carrying in his pockets.”
“Oh, I’m sorry!” cried Di.
“He can stand the loss very well--”
“I wasn’t thinking of that,” said Di. “I’m sorry--for Wren.”
“You needn’t be,” said Aunt Emma, dryly.
There was a moment’s silence.
“How is Uncle Rufus?” asked Di.
“Better. He’s been asking for you. You can see him to-morrow.”
There was another silence.
“I’m not,” said Aunt Emma, “extravagant in my personal life.” She
smiled faintly. “You’ve probably noticed that my housekeeping is not
lavish. But I want--I need money for my work. Your Uncle Rufus is
apparently recovering from this attack--but he can’t last much longer.
I hope that when you see him to-morrow, you’ll be as amiable as your
very youthful conscience will permit. It may mean more to you than
you’re able to realize, at your age. But I’m not pretending to think
wholly of your welfare. I am thinking of my work.”
She lit another cigarette.
“I’ve told you something about it. I have been making researches in
regard to my theory of suggestibility. No one else has yet suspected
the suggestibility of the average mind. People talk about the ‘herd
instinct’! The human herd has long ceased to act instinctively. It
will, in fact, act in a manner directly opposed to its instinct. They
talk of ‘mob psychology.’ The only psychology of a mob is that of its
leaders. No mob acts spontaneously, but only upon the suggestion of
one or more superior minds. A little observation will show you how
infinitely more powerful suggestion is than instinct. The instinct of
a mother to protect her infant is certainly one of the strongest and
most deep-rooted. Yet mothers were willing to throw their infants into
the fire of Moloch when it was suggested to them. In times of war, it
is suggested to a man that he loves his flag more than his own life,
and he acts upon the suggestion.”
She was silent for a moment.
“I have been working for nearly six years with those two children you
have seen,” she said. “In minds of that type one would suppose that
mere animal instinct would enormously preponderate. I hope soon to
demonstrate that it is not so. My great difficulty has been their
propensity to imitate; and to differentiate between what is mere
imitation and what is suggested action. They are only too ready to
imitate…”
She rose, and tossed her cigarette out of the window.
“I’m afraid I’m inclined to be tedious on this subject,” she said, and
for the first time Di saw on her face a smile almost appealing. “I
must get along now. I have all the cooking and so on to do, now that
Wren’s decamped. He couldn’t have chosen a worse time… Now, your Uncle
Peter will come up and apologize.”
“Oh, no, _thanks_!” said Di, hastily. “I’d really rather he didn’t.”
“He ought to,” said Aunt Emma. “He’s waiting to do so. I advise you to
let him.”
“No, thanks, really. I’d hate it.”
“Do you hate _him_?” asked Aunt Emma.
“No…” said Di. “I don’t hate him…”
“Well!” said Aunt Emma. “I’ll be back later, with some dinner for you.
You mustn’t think of getting up to-day. But by to-morrow you ought to
be quite yourself. And after you’ve seen your Uncle Rufus, the best
thing you can do is to go back to New York. You’ve had a fairly
unpleasant visit, I’m afraid. Have you friends in New York, and enough
money to carry on for a while?”
“Yes, thank you, Aunt Emma.”
“I’ve brought you some books and magazines, the sort of thing I
imagine would interest you. I sent Miles for them.”
Then she mounted a chair briskly, and set about fastening an extension
cord to the electric light and clamped a reading-lamp to the head of
the bed. She put the books and papers on the table and then took up a
queer old-fashioned little knitted sack of pink wool.
“Let me put this around your shoulders,” she said. “Now!”
There was something touching to Di in these attentions, something she
had liked very well in her aunt’s blunt sincerity. A sense of profound
relief filled her, as if the light of day had been admitted into some
dark chamber, and what had seemed horrible was not horrible at all.
The shadow of death had passed, Uncle Rufus was getting better and,
greatest relief of all, Aunt Emma had herself suggested that she
should leave.
Aunt Emma’s motives were certainly not disinterested; Uncle Peter had
shown himself capable of an astounding brutality; Uncle Rufus was not
a lovable uncle. Miles was a distressing problem; Wren had turned out
to be a thief; it was not a pleasant household. But she could make
allowances now for all of them; she could forgive them their offenses
against herself, and pity their sordid failings, because to-morrow she
was leaving them and because everything here was explicable now; ugly
and depressing, but not sinister, not frightening any longer.
“And Mr. Fennel,” she thought. “Something prevented his coming. I
_know_ I’ll hear from him again. Probably to-morrow.”
She lay for a time, looking out at the darkening sky, and thinking of
Fennel. She felt so certain that she could see him again, so certain
he was her friend.
“How nice of him to have come all this way with Mrs. Frick’s letter! I
wish I hadn’t lost it. It might have explained a little about him…
He’s different from any other man I’ve seen. He’s…”
It occurred to her that her reverie was becoming a little ridiculous,
and reaching up, she turned on the lamp, and picked up a magazine. A
footstep in the hall made her glance up, and she saw Miles in the
doorway.
“Diana…?” he said.
She thought she had never seen anything more pitiable than his
handsome, wasted face, pallid, drawn, hollow-eyed; anything more
painful than his strained smile.
“How are you?” he asked.
“Oh, fine, thanks!” she answered, with artificial brightness.
“Anything I can do for you, Diana?”
“Not a thing in the world, thanks, Miles.”
He was silent for a moment, and they did not look at each other.
“I thought…” he said. “Wouldn’t you like some ice-cream, Diana? I can
run down to the village and get it…”
She could not refuse this peace-offering.
“That would be awfully nice,” she said, and was distressed by the
obviously false cheerfulness of her own voice.
“All right! I’ll get it,” he said, and was gone.
His haggard, desperate face haunted her; she began to read again, in
haste to forget him, for she could do nothing more for Miles.
Presently Aunt Emma appeared with a tray, upon which was a supper
immeasurably better than any meal Di had yet had in this house; a
broiled lamb chop, a potato baked in its jacket, a salad of lettuce
and tomato, a cup of coffee and a slice of sponge cake.
“How nice!” she said, pleased.
Aunt Emma smiled.
“I never cooked before to-day in my life,” she observed. “But with
Wren gone, I saw it was inevitable. So I sat down and studied the
cook-book for an hour, until I’d mastered the general principles of
cooking. Then I applied the theory. It’s amusing. I was tempted to do
superfluous things. That sponge cake, for instance…” She looked down
at it. “I believe it’s good,” she said. “It’s--Put it down, child,
until you’ve eaten the chop!”
“I had to try it!” said Di. “It’s perfect!”
Aunt Emma was manifestly pleased and so was Diana; there was a
charming atmosphere of homely good-will. Aunt Emma making a cake!
Before her footsteps had died away, Miles returned, with the ice-cream
in a dish.
“May I come in?” he asked, and when she said yes, he entered and set
the dish down on the table.
“Diana…” he said. “I’m--not going to talk any more… I’ll just try to
show you… I--can’t expect you--to have any faith in me… But… but
you’ll see, Diana…”
His voice was painfully unsteady and he did not look at her.
“If you want anything,” he said, “I’ll be here--all the time.”
She wanted to speak to him, but to save her life she could not think
of a word that would sound natural and friendly. Halfway to the door
he turned and looked at her, sitting there in the queer little
old-fashioned pink jacket, with her fair hair loose. And she could not
bear the look on his face. With an anxious, uncertain smile, she held
out her hand; he strode back to her, knelt beside her, holding her
hand over his eyes.
“Forgive me, Diana!” he whispered. “I’m sorry…”
“Of course!” she said, in a cheerful, matter-of-fact voice. But she
nearly wept, looking down at his dark head. From the very first she
had felt for Miles this pity, this tenderness, this unreasonable
indulgence, that was almost maternal.
“I’m so sorry!” he said, again. “Just give me one more chance!”
“Yes, I will. Miles! Get up! My nice dinner’s getting cold--and the
ice-cream is melting.”
For she felt that if he did not go at once, she would begin to cry
over him, and he would certainly misunderstand that. He sprang up,
full of contrition.
“See you to-morrow!” she said, brightly, as he left the room, and he
smiled at her, comforted.
She sighed profoundly and began her dinner.
“Even when I leave here,” she thought, “I shan’t be rid of Miles; I’ll
have to go on seeing him, forever and ever. No one else seems to care
a bit for him. And he needs someone to care, so terribly. He’s
so--doomed…”
But even the doomed Miles could not make her unhappy that evening. She
had a quiet, cosy evening, reading, an amiable little chat with Aunt
Emma; then she turned out the light and settled herself for sleep,
filled with a quiet confident happiness.
“Perhaps he lives at Mrs. Frick’s,” she thought. “Anyhow, I’ll
probably hear from him to-morrow…”
And everything was explained now; everything was clear and open.
To-morrow she would leave here, and begin a new phase of her life…
* * *
She waked with a start, and sat up in bed, her heart racing. She did
not know what had awakened her, what had startled her, but there lay
upon her the oppression of a forgotten dream.
She turned on the light and looked about the little room. All neat and
tranquil here. What was it that she had forgotten…?
Then she remembered. Last night, when she had lain down on the bed,
there had been blood on her hand. And now her hand was clean. There
had been blood on the carpet, by the door… She got up and went to the
door, and, a little giddy, stooped to examine the carpet. There was
surely a faint stain there, as of something that could not be quite
scrubbed clean.
If Wren had come to her door, unknown to anyone else, the stain would
not be faint, like this. If anyone had washed her hand, and cleaned
the carpet, then whoever had done this must know of Wren’s coming.
“Perhaps Aunt Emma just didn’t want to worry me,” she said to herself,
with her old instinct to deny what was strange and unpleasant. “I’ll
ask her in the morning.”
She turned out the light, lay down again, and resolutely closed her
eyes; immediately she had a vision of Wren crawling along the corridor
on his hands and knees, scratching at her door… “Miss! For God’s sake,
let me in!…”
She turned on the light again, in haste. When she had spoken of Wren,
Aunt Emma had seemed startled, had asked if she had seen him. No… It
_was_ queer, it was wrong, that if she had washed the blood from the
girl’s hand, she should have made no mention of it.
Well, suppose someone else had washed her hand and cleaned the floor?
Who else? And if Wren had robbed Uncle Rufus and successfully escaped,
what was he doing outside her door, desperately urgent to be admitted?
Everything was not clear and open. With Wren unexplained, all the rest
of the explanation was worthless.
“Aunt Emma must have known,” she thought. “Nothing goes on here that
she doesn’t know… I don’t believe poor little Wren’s a thief, anyhow.
She’s just made that up, to explain--something… To explain what?…”
All the old dread and confusion had returned. She took up a book and
tried to read, but every sound made her start. It was nearly morning
when she dropped asleep.
When she opened her eyes, the sun was shining; her watch had stopped,
but she felt sure it was late. She got up at once, washed in cold
water, and began to dress. She was immensely relieved to find the
ten-dollar bill still in the pocket of her jersey; her way of escape
was still open.
“And this time,” she thought. “I’m not going to be cautious and
tactful. I’m not going to be put off. I’m going to ask Aunt Emma
point-blank who cleaned up the carpet.”
Her knees were still a little weak and the bruise on her jaw was still
sore, but she felt very well, and very resolute.
“I’m sick and tired of all this mystery!” she thought. “I want to know
what really happened to Wren.”
The lounge was empty, the dining-room was empty, but in the kitchen
she found Aunt Emma washing dishes.
“Well!” said Aunt Emma. “You’re early! Did you have a good night?”
She looked so fresh and neat and pleasant, in her white overall, so
innocently and beneficently employed in this humdrum task, that it was
difficult to challenge her.
“Not so very,” said Di. “I--got thinking--about Wren.”
“About Wren?” Aunt Emma repeated. “Well, I hope we’ll soon see that
cleared up.”
“You see,” Di went on, “he came to my door last night… I couldn’t let
him in, because the door was locked… And--blood came under the door…
On the carpet--on my hand…”
Even here, in the kitchen where the morning sun was shining, it was
horrible to think of that.
“Ah!” said Aunt Emma. “So that’s what it was? I noticed it, naturally.
But I didn’t know whether you, in your feverish condition had noticed
it or not. So I thought I’d say nothing unless you asked me. Wren, was
it? He must have hurt himself in some way.”
Very composed, very plausible was Aunt Emma. But Di was not satisfied.
“I don’t see--” she began.
“Wait a moment!” said Aunt Emma, and opening the back door: “Rogers!”
she called.
A stout, clean-shaven man ran up the steps.
“This is Detective Rogers, from the East Hazelwood Police Station.
He’s come to investigate this robbery, and Wren’s disappearance. You
must tell him everything you know--while I make you some fresh
coffee.”
Certainly this cleared Aunt Emma from the last suspicion. She had
called in the police herself.
Chapter Nine.
“Do Not Leave This House”
“Well…” said Rogers, “it seems you were the last one to hear anything
of this man. Now what time did he knock at your door?”
“I don’t know,” said Di.
“About what time?”
“I haven’t any idea what time it was.”
“Ten o’clock?”
“I really don’t know.”
“We’ll see if we can’t get at it,” said Rogers.
He was standing with one foot on the bottom step, and Di stood on the
kitchen porch above him, very uneasy at this unexpected examination.
There were so many things she did not wish to mention.
“Now, what time did you have dinner?” asked Rogers.
“About quarter to seven.”
“And after dinner, what did you do?”
“We went to the lounge.”
“How long did you stay there?”
“I--I went out--at nine o’clock for--a little walk.”
“How far did you walk?”
“Just to a little clearing, down the hill.”
“How long did that take you?”
“Five or ten minutes.”
“Then you went back to the house?”
“No. I stayed there for a while.”
“How long? Ten minutes?”
“Longer than that.”
“Twenty minutes?”
“I--I think it was longer than that. I don’t know. I didn’t see the
time.”
“We’ll call it half an hour. Thirty minutes then, ten minutes walk
each way, that’d bring you back to the house about 9.40. Then what did
you do?”
“I was chilly. I sat in the kitchen a little while.”
“Ten minutes?”
“I--don’t know.”
“And after that?”
“I--went to bed.”
“You were asleep when Wren knocked at the door?”
“Yes…”
“Well,” said Rogers. “I guess we’ll have to let the time go. What did
Wren say to you?”
“He asked me to let him in.”
“What did you answer?”
“I--think I asked him what was the matter?”
“What did he say?”
“He asked again for me to let him in. Then he stopped
talking--suddenly.”
“Did you hear him walk away?”
“No.”
“You say you found blood under the door?”
“Yes.”
“What did you do?”
“I--think I fainted.”
“When you came to yourself, I suppose you called for help?”
“My aunt was there. I was--rather ill, feverish…”
“I see…” said Rogers. “Now what dealings had you had with Wren?”
“I never had any ‘dealings.’”
“Any idea why he came to you?”
“No.”
“That afternoon Wren brought you a private message from a man called
Fennel?”
“It wasn’t a ‘private’ message. He just told me that Mr. Fennel wanted
to see me.”
“You met Fennel in the wood?”
“Yes.”
“What did you know about Fennel?”
“He brought me a letter from a friend.”
“What’s the name and address of the friend?”
Reluctantly she gave him Mrs. Frick’s address.
“You’re personally acquainted with Fennel?”
“I hadn’t met him before, but--”
“Can you describe him?”
“Why?” she demanded. “He has nothing to do with this.”
“Don’t be too sure of that!” said Rogers. “Now, was this Fennel a man
of medium height, slender, dark complexion and mustache, nice
gentlemanly ways?”
“That description would apply,” said Aunt Emma from the doorway.
“That’s ‘Smoky’ all right,” said Rogers. “That’s just the way he
works, too. What they call one of these society burglars.”
“He’s not a burglar,” said Di, briefly. “It’s ridiculous--”
“Now, I understand that while you were talking to this Fennel, your
uncle came, and there were words.”
“He was angry because I’d left him alone. There weren’t any ‘words,’
except his own.”
“But just the same he got so excited he had some sort of fit?”
“Attack. Heart attack,” said Aunt Emma.
“Attack,” said Rogers. “You then went to the house, leaving Fennel
alone with your uncle? And Fennel was presently joined by Wren?”
“Yes. But--”
“Did you, at any time subsequent to this, see Fennel and Wren
together?”
“I did,” said Aunt Emma. “After I’d invented a plausible reason for
getting Fennel out of the house, I found him out on the drive, talking
to Wren. He went away at once as soon as I appeared.”
“Yes,” said Rogers. “That’s how he works. When he was alone with the
old gentleman, he found that money in his pockets. But he was too
smart to lift it then. No… He gets Wren to do the dirty work--”
“That’s ridiculous!” cried Di. “Mr. Fennel--”
“He always makes a good impression,” said Rogers. “No. He’s ‘Smoky,’
all right. Depend on it! Now, if I can just use your telephone--”
“It’s out of order,” said Aunt Emma.
“Too bad! Well, I’ll just take a look around the house… Old gentleman
able to answer any questions?”
“It’s not advisable for him to talk much,” said Aunt Emma. “But he’s
so disturbed about the loss of the money, it may do him good to see
that steps are being taken. If you’ll be careful to excite him as
little as possible.”
“Trust me!” said Rogers.
Aunt Emma addressed herself to Di.
“I’ve just put your breakfast ready in here,” she said. “You won’t
mind eating in the kitchen, my dear? And there’s a letter for you,
that came this morning. I’ll go with Rogers while he questions your
Uncle Rufus.”
As soon as they were out of sight, Di took the letter from the table,
and tore it open.
“Dear Miss Leonard:
“_I was very sorry indeed to fail you at our little rendezvous last
night. Believe me, it was a great disappointment to me. But
circumstances prevented it. Please accept the enclosed as a little
mark of my admiration--and my regret that we cannot meet again._
“_Yours most sincerely,_
“James Fennel.”
She unfolded the enclosed paper, and found in it a fifty-dollar bill.
Her knees trembled under her, and she sank into a chair by the table.
“Oh, no!” she said, half aloud. “Oh, no!”
It seemed to her that she was mortally stricken by this blow, that she
could never get over it. Not only the revelation that Fennel was a
thief, but the insult of his sending her this money, the tone of his
note…
“I liked him,” she thought, “I liked him--better than any other man
I’ve ever met.”
She poured herself a cup of coffee, cooled it with milk and drank it.
And remembered Fennel, his steady dark eyes, his quick, vivid smile…
“It can’t be true!” she cried to herself.
Then she thought that perhaps other women had said that of him. “That
was the way he worked…” Other credulous women were charmed by that
smile, by that quiet, serious, almost stiff manner…
But he had come with a letter from Mrs. Frick.
“If only I hadn’t lost that letter!” she thought. “But I’ll see Mrs.
Frick this afternoon. I’ll ask her about him. Perhaps--”
Perhaps he was not a thief. But he had written this insolent note, had
sent her money.
“But maybe he didn’t realize,” she thought. “Maybe he only--wanted to
be--kind…” Kind? “My regret that we cannot meet again…”
The profound instinct of her nature was loyalty. She had a quick, and
remarkably sound intuition in the reading of character; she saw
people’s virtues, and forever cherished them; she saw their weaknesses
and could excuse them. And she had seen in that man something strong
and fine, something which her heart refused to discredit. She was
cruelly affronted by his letter, profoundly troubled by the suspicion
that Rogers had evoked, but she _could not_ dismiss Fennel as utterly
worthless.
“I don’t understand!” she thought, in despair. “I’ll put him out of my
mind. I’ll forget him. I must forget him.”
But she did not. A leaden oppression weighed upon her. That Rogers
seemed so confident, so resolute; suppose he found Fennel, arrested
him, sent him to prison?
“I’ll have to be a witness,” she thought. “Against him… I’ll have to
admit that I left him alone with Uncle Rufus… And this letter--”
She jumped up, went to the dining-room door, listened, and when she
was sure she was not seen, set fire to the letter and burnt it to
ashes in a plate, then threw the ashes out of the window and rinsed
the plate.
Now she was finished with Fennel.
She was still trying to eat the excellent breakfast set out for her
when her aunt re-entered the room.
“Not very satisfactory,” she observed, with a sigh. “Your Uncle Rufus
is difficult to handle. And this detective… Their one idea is to see
these men in jail. _I_ don’t want Wren in jail. I want him here, in
the kitchen. He was very useful to me. As for his theft, it didn’t
surprise me. Naturally not. I knew he’d been in jail before. Only
here, until Uncle Rufus came, there was nothing for him to steal.”
Again she sighed. “Now there’ll be all the stupidity and bother of a
trial… Of course they’ll catch Fennel and Wren.”
Fennel and Wren bracketed together.
“They may not,” said Di.
“Uncle Rufus told this detective that every one of the missing bills
was marked, with two crosses in green ink on the corners. That will
make it much easier to trace them.”
She took a packet of cigarettes from her overall pocket and lit one.
“You’ll want to see Uncle Rufus,” she said. “And then Miles will drive
you in to New York.”
Di remembered her promise.
“I think Uncle Rufus expects me to stay…” she said.
“You can ask him,” said Aunt Emma. “Now, while we’re here,
undisturbed, I want to have a little talk with you. It’s not going to
be very pleasant for either of us, but I’m afraid it can’t be
avoided.”
“It’s about Fennel,” thought Di, and clasped her hands together under
the table.
“I am in need of money,” Aunt Emma went on, “desperately in need of
money to carry on my work. Neither Peter nor Miles are able--or
willing--to help me. I have no one else. That is why I am going to
tell you--what it would be kinder not to tell you.”
Di waited, very pale.
“You know, of course, what your father was like,” Aunt Emma went on.
“But you can’t remember your mother. She was one of the very few
persons--she was perhaps the only person who was ever really fond of
me. I don’t know why. There is nothing natural about affection.
Certainly when Harvey was first married, I felt nothing but disgust
and annoyance. I knew he couldn’t support a wife and I knew he’d ask
me to help him. He did. At that time, I had all the money I needed for
the rest of my life. I wasn’t by any means rich, but my father had
left me enough money to live on, so that I could work without
troubling about my daily bread. When Harvey came to me for money, I
refused him. I had nothing whatever to spare and he knew it.
“Then he sent his wife. She was a pretty girl… Very pretty, very
gallant and honest…” she was silent for a moment.
“Poor little Inez…” she said.
It seemed to Di that this was intolerable, beyond her powers of
endurance.
“She came, like you, and offered to help me with my work, for a small
salary--any salary… She was quick and intelligent, but pitiably unfit
for scientific work. And not strong. She tired easily. I was glad to
lend her small sums of money from time to time, but I couldn’t let her
work for me. I don’t know how they managed to live. It must have been
hard for her. I have never seen anyone change so… Then one day she
came to me. She was ill then, very ill and desperate. Your father was
seriously involved in some discreditable business. I admit that he was
more of a fool than a knave; he hadn’t realized what he was doing. But
that wouldn’t have helped him, in court. Inez literally didn’t have a
penny. She came here, with you… And I was sorry for her. I helped your
father out of his difficulty, and I set them on their feet again. To
do this, I had to sell some of my holdings, and my income was cut in
half. And I’ve never had one day free from financial anxiety since
then.”
She rose.
“That’s all,” she said. “I have no proofs. It never occurred to me to
demand any sort of written acknowledgment from your father. I knew
he’d never be able to repay me. If you choose to do so, when you come
into Uncle Rufus’s money--”
“I’ll sign--a note--or something--” said Di, unsteadily.
“It wouldn’t be worth the paper it was written on,” said Aunt Emma.
“Then I’ll give you--my word--that if I ever do get any money--”
“Very well!” said Aunt Emma. “I know you mean that--now. But when
you’ve left here, you’ll begin to think. ‘Why should I believe Aunt
Emma. She has no proof. It’s very much more agreeable not to believe
her.’”
“Then what _can_ I do?”
“Nothing,” said Aunt Emma. “Except remember. Now you’d better come and
see your Uncle Rufus.”
Di rose and followed her.
“I wish I’d never been born,” she thought.
All her past was clouded with the sorrow of her mother, with disgrace
and misery. The present was beyond measure bitter, and lonely; she had
no friends, no home, no money, and that letter from Fennel was to her
like a personal disgrace.
“There must be something--wrong in me,” she thought, “or he wouldn’t
have dared to do that. He must have been sure I wouldn’t show the
letter or the money to the police. He must have seen…”
They mounted the stairs and went to Uncle Rufus’s room. She remembered
that she had believed she found it dark and empty the other evening,
but, with so many empty rooms, it would be very easy to make a
mistake. It was not empty now, Uncle Rufus lay in the bed, and Uncle
Peter sat beside him, sprawled out in a chair. The blind was drawn
down, and the room looked singularly gloomy and depressing for a
sick-room.
Uncle Peter sprang up as they entered.
“Morning!” he said to Di, in a muffled, embarrassed voice. “I hope
you’re well?”
“Yes, thanks,” she answered, curtly enough.
“Uncle Rufus,” said Aunt Emma, mildly. “Here’s Diana. Do you want to
talk to her?”
“No!” said the old man, curtly.
He was, she thought, a remarkably unpleasant object, sitting propped
up with pillows, wrapped in a voluminous dressing-gown, and wearing on
his head a red Turkish fez with a jaunty black tassel. And the room
was so dim, so close, so horribly depressing… She went nearer to the
bed.
“Would you like me to stay here--in the house--?” she asked, in a low
voice. “Until you’re feeling better, Uncle Rufus?”
“I don’t care what you do,” he answered, and flounced over on his
side, with his back to her.
She waited for a moment and then turned away. Aunt Emma was still in
the doorway, with a faint smile on her lips.
“We’re not a demonstrative family,” she observed. “Now… Do you want to
go at once or wait until after lunch?”
“I’d like to help you--wash the dishes--or something,” said Di.
“There’s a woman coming from the village to do all that, thanks.”
“Then I’ll pack now,” said Di, and went to her own room.
Locking her door she took the fifty-dollar bill out of her pocket and
examined it. On two corners there were tiny crosses made in green ink.
“What shall I do with it?” she thought. “I ought to get it back to
Uncle Rufus somehow. It’s his…”
She stood looking at it, feeling to the fullest extent all her
desolation, her grief, her disappointment. She was going--to what? To
no other friend than Mrs. Frick, and going back in immeasurably worse
condition than she had left, saddened by the knowledge of her mother’s
past suffering, worn out by the horrible experiences she had had here,
humiliated by her betrayed trust in Fennel, still half-sick from her
recent fever, defeated…
Then, suddenly, her spirit rose in arms. She _would not_ be defeated
and humiliated.
“I’ve done nothing to be ashamed of!” she said to herself. “I’m going
to go back to New York and forget all this. As if it were a nightmare.
I have all my life before me. I _won’t_ be miserable! I won’t!”
She opened her trunk briskly and the sight of the dresses that
Angelina had given her was balm to her.
“Angelina will come back some day,” she thought. “Lord! It’s good to
remember that there are people like her in the world--happy people,
full of life and courage. This house isn’t the world. Once I get away,
I’ll see everything differently. I’m afraid my family isn’t
very--wholesome.”
She looked out of the window, and saw the blue April sky, and her
spirits rose and rose.
“Even if Miles is pretty awful, driving in,” she thought, “it’ll soon
be over. To-night--this very night--I’ll be at Mrs. Frick’s! I’ll go
out to an Italian restaurant and have a nice little dinner. Perhaps
I’ll take Mrs. Frick to the movies. It’ll be like Heaven, after this!”
She powdered her nose and put on her hat, and the very sight of
herself in a hat was a delight. At last she was going. She picked up
her bag and turned toward the door.
On the carpet, near the door, was a white square of paper. She stooped
and picked it up. There were some words written on it in pencil:
“Do not leave this house. If you go they will kill me. Burn this. For
God’s sake, do not leave this house.”
Chapter Ten.
The Forbidden Room
There was no one to turn to, no one to consult, no one to help her.
She read and re-read those words, scrawled on what seemed a scrap torn
from a paper bag.
“I think--it’s Wren…” she said to herself. “He tried to tell me
something before. He’s still here…”
She thought of Rogers. If Wren were really in danger…? But Rogers
would find him and arrest him, send him to prison. She was not asked
to give any assistance, only not to go away, as if only her presence
here prevented a crime.
“Aunt Emma wants me to go,” she thought.
After all, was it Wren who had written? It might be someone else.
Uncle Rufus, perhaps? He had told her plainly enough that he believed
his life to be in danger, and had asked her to remain here. Perhaps he
had been somehow intimidated, and dared not urge her to stay while
those people were in the room.
But whoever had written, and whatever the cause, she could not go
until she had discovered the meaning of that note. She took off her
hat and almost laughed.
“I can’t go,” she thought. “I’ll _never_ be able to leave--”
That was a bad thought to entertain. Never be able to leave? Had she
known that the first day she came here? Something had weighed so
heavily upon her then… As if she had known that she could never get
away, never get back to the cheerful outside world, that here was the
end…
“No!” she said to herself. “I cannot think--things like that. I have
no one but myself to depend on now. I’ve got to keep cool. I’ve got to
be sensible.”
She tore the note into fragments, and putting them into the
wash-basin, let the water run on them until they were washed down the
drain.
What helped her was the thought that some other human creature had
appealed to her.
“I’ve got to find out,” she said to herself. “I’ve got to use my
wits.”
There was, first of all, the ordeal of telling Aunt Emma that she had
changed her mind about going. She discovered then that she was afraid
of Aunt Emma; Uncle Peter had been brutal, Uncle Rufus not much
better, Miles was dangerously uncertain, yet of all the inmates of
this house, Aunt Emma, who had tended her kindly when she was ill, who
had brought up her meals, Aunt Emma was the one she feared most.
“But I have the advantage now,” she told herself. “Aunt Emma expects
to get money from me. She can’t afford to antagonize me. I’ve got to
use that advantage.”
She opened her door and went out into the corridor. There was no
reason why that long red-carpeted hall should seem horrible to her; no
reason to think the silence here was sinister… A door opened behind
her, and Aunt Emma came out.
“Ready?” she asked. “If you are, I’ll call Miles.”
“I’ve been thinking--” said Di. “While I was dressing I felt--quite
miserable… If you don’t mind, I’d like to stay here, in the country,
for another day or so, until I feel better.”
Aunt Emma made no answer for a time.
“I think you’re making a mistake,” she said at last. “This house isn’t
good for you.”
A threat, was that?
“The country’s so pretty, this time of the year,” said Di.
“You’re highly nervous and impressionable,” Aunt Emma went on. “If I’d
realized that before, I’d never have let you come here. There’s
something about this house…”
She came quickly down the hall, and turned the knob of the door next
to Uncle Rufus’s room. It opened, she looked at the lock, looked down
at the floor, and then closed the door again.
“Let me try your key!” she said, and Di gave it to her.
“No, it doesn’t fit,” she said. “Very well! If you’re going to stay
here, let me earnestly warn you against going into that room.”
“That--sounds like Bluebeard,” said Di, with a pretty poor attempt at
lightness.
Aunt Emma stood with her back to the door, looking at the girl with a
faint smile.
“After Bluebeard was dead,” she said, “and the unlucky wives removed,
do you think the family ever cared much for that little room?”
Di looked back at her, not understanding, yet uneasy.
“I imagine,” Aunt Emma proceeded, “that no one would ever use that
room again. Even when the sun shone into it. Even if the castle were
pulled down, one stone from the walls of that room, built into some
other wall, would bring dreams…”
“Well, but Bluebeard never lived here,” said Di, more and more
disturbed.
“I believe you went in there once, by mistake, thinking it was Uncle
Rufus’s room,” said Aunt Emma. “Perhaps you felt then that it
wasn’t--” she paused--“a good room for you to be in,” she added, with
the grim shadow of a smile. “If you’re going to stay here, I warn you,
for your own peace of mind. There’s nothing there. See!” She flung
open the door, and Di saw a neat bare room with the usual hotel
furnishings. Aunt Emma closed the door again. “Don’t go in there--_if
you can help it_.”
“That shouldn’t be difficult,” said Di, smiling herself.
For she was, to the best of her ability, defying Aunt Emma. She knew
she must do this, for the good of her soul. She must not be repressed
or dismayed.
“Can I help you with the lunch?” she asked.
Aunt Emma accepted the offer, and they went downstairs together. And
all the way, Di was thinking “Why mustn’t I go into that room? And why
should I want to?”
She tried to forget that room.
“I’ve stayed here to find out who wrote me that note,” she told
herself. “That’s the important thing. That’s what I must think of.”
But she kept on thinking about the room. She remembered going into it
that night, finding it empty and dark, with the wind blowing into it.
And hadn’t she, even then, felt something there, something terrible…?
“No!” she said to herself. “And anyhow, it doesn’t matter. That’s not
the important thing.”
She moved about the kitchen, working under Aunt Emma’s directions,
beating eggs for an omelette, making cocoa for Uncle Rufus.
“Did she mean that something had happened in that room? Well, what of
it? Nothing to do with me! I _must_ think about that note. I must do
something.”
With no little effort, she forced herself to return to that subject.
“It must have been written either by Wren or Uncle Rufus. The first
thing is, to find out if Uncle Rufus wrote it. If he didn’t, then Wren
must be somewhere in the house…”
That was not an agreeable thought, that someone was hidden in this
house, among all these empty rooms.
“If I find that Uncle Rufus wrote it, I’m going to tell that
detective,” she thought. “But if it was Wren--I can’t. He did all he
could for me. I won’t help to send him to jail.”
“Diana,” said Aunt Emma, “will you take this tray up to your Uncle
Rufus? Then come down, and we’ll have our own lunch.”
Di took the tray and went toward the door.
“The back stairs,” said Aunt Emma, opening a door, “It saves a good
many steps.”
Di had not known before of this back stairway leading up from the
kitchen. It was dark, with a closed door at the top, and darker still
as Aunt Emma closed the kitchen door behind her. And at once, as that
door shut, she began thinking again of the forbidden room.
“Oh, how stupid and disgusting of me!” she cried to herself, in a sort
of despair. “Exactly like Bluebeard’s wife! Just because Aunt Emma
said not to go into it… She probably did that on purpose--one of her
horrible psychological experiments… Perhaps she wants to divert my
mind from other things…”
She reached the door at the top, and had to set down the tray, to open
the door.
“If only I can get a word alone with Uncle Rufus… And I’ll look into
that room, just to prove to myself…”
She came out into an unfamiliar corridor, that branched off from the
main one; this one, too, was lined with closed doors.
“There must be at least twenty-five empty rooms in this floor,” she
thought. “And I don’t know what’s upstairs. There’s the cellar, too.
It’s all very well for me to talk about ‘searching the house,’ but
it’s not going to be an easy job. Especially without being seen…”
Uncle Rufus’s door was closed, and she knocked. There was no answer,
and presently she knocked again. The silence alarmed her; she tried
the handle, and found the door locked.
“Uncle Rufus!” she called.
A door across the corridor opened and Uncle Peter appeared.
“Ah!” he said, jauntily. “A little refreshment! I can do with that!”
“It’s for Uncle Rufus,” said Di, indignantly. “His door’s locked--”
“I know,” said Uncle Peter, with his old apologetic air. “He was
asleep, and I just stepped into my own room for a smoke--”
“Please unlock the door!”
“Certainly!” he said. “Certainly!” He took the key from his pocket,
put it into the lock and flung open the door.
Uncle Rufus was not asleep; he was sitting bolt upright in the bed in
that dark, close room.
“Are you feeling better?” Di asked, stirred to pity and concern for
him.
He only shook his head.
“Here’s some nice hot cocoa,” she went on. “Will you let me--?”
“I’ll have to feed him,” whispered Uncle Peter.
“Let me!” said Di.
“No,” protested Uncle Peter. “I understand his ways, y’know.” Di went
nearer to the bed, but Uncle Peter blocked the way. “Please don’t get
him worked up!” he whispered.
Di looked over her shoulder at the old man and saw him looking at her
sidelong.
“Uncle Rufus!” she cried. “Please--just tell me how you feel?”
“Better!” he croaked, in a hoarse voice.
“Is there anything I can do for you?”
“Don’t go till I’m better--” he said, in that same hoarse, painful
voice.
“I won’t!” she said. “Wouldn’t you like--?”
“He’s hungry,” Uncle Peter explained, and at once began feeding him
with the cocoa. “When you go down, would you mind telling your Aunt
Emma that _I’m_ hungry too? She keeps me shut up here… Least she can
do is to remember my food.”
“Uncle Rufus,” said Di, looking steadily at the old man. “I’ll stay.
I’ll be here--all the time--if you want anything. I’ll come back after
lunch and see you.”
The room was too dim for her to see his face clearly at that distance,
but she hoped that he understood.
“He wrote that note,” she thought. “He’s afraid. Something horrible is
going on.”
As she left the room, Uncle Peter closed the door behind her, and she
heard the key turn in the lock. The impulse seized her to bang on the
door and make him open it again. She could not endure the thought of
the old man locked in there, helpless and frightened. And in spite of
her previous experience with him, she had no fear of Uncle Peter, only
contempt.
“But that wouldn’t do any good,” she thought. “I’ll have to handle
this thing better than that. Somehow, I’m going to get away this
afternoon and find that detective.”
She had almost reached the head of the front stairs when something
checked her. That room… Now was her chance to look at it, to rid
herself, once and for all, of this preposterous obsession.
She turned back, she hesitated; she listened.
“Perhaps that’s just what Aunt Emma wants,” she thought. “For me to go
in there. Perhaps there’s something--I won’t like…”
Better to see it, though, whatever it was; better to go, and be done
with it. She went softly past Uncle Rufus’s door, to that other door,
put her hand on the knob. And again she hesitated.
“Perhaps I’ll be sorry…” she said to herself.
But she turned the knob, and opened the door.
Nothing there, surely, to trouble the most timid. Through the window
she could see the blue sky, the tree tops, inside, only a dusty
neatness. She stepped over the threshold.
Then she felt it. A strange tingling in her veins, a dread, an
excitement, that made her heart beat fast. But there was nothing
there; nothing at all…
She looked toward the door of the clothes-closet.
“All right!” she said, aloud, and with a sort of rush, went over to it
and flung it open. Nothing there but empty shelves and hooks. She
closed the door again, and looked about her. Nothing anywhere.
Yet somehow this blankness did not reassure her. Her oppression, her
feeling of dread and excitement was increasing; she could not believe
there was really nothing here; she felt only that she had not
found--what there was to find. She opened the drawers of the bureau;
all empty.
And her fear grew. There was something here, something in the very air
that stifled her. She hurried to the window, to open it, and stopped
there, with her face grown white as chalk.
For printed on the window-sill in neat black letters was a name:
“Inez.”
Her mother’s name… Why was that here?
Ever since she had come into this house, she had been hearing of her
mother, had been led back to her vague, childish memories of her. It
had always saddened her to think of her mother, and now with that
sorrow there was something else, something dark and dreadful. She
looked and looked at that name on the window-sill until suddenly she
turned and ran out of the room, shutting the door behind her. Tears
were running down her cheeks; she was shaken to the soul by an emotion
she could not comprehend.
“What is it?” she said to herself. “Oh, what is this…?”
Chapter Eleven.
Di Gets Another Letter
In her own room she bathed her eyes in cold water, and then went down
by the front stairs to the kitchen. And her heart sank at the sight of
Miles there, slouched in a chair, smoking a cigarette.
“How ill he looks!” she thought, shocked by his pallor, his
haggardness.
He glanced up as she entered, without a smile, without a word.
“We’ll eat in here,” said Aunt Emma. “Get up, Miles, and bring your
chair to the table.”
He obeyed, still in silence, still smoking. Aunt Emma set on the table
a savory little ham omelette, fried potatoes and a pot of tea; she
seemed very pleased with her skill in cooking--and with reason--but
she had, apparently, no ideas at all about attractive serving. They
ate upon the bare table, from the coarse kitchen china.
Miles did not eat at all; Aunt Emma paid no attention to this; she sat
at the end of the table with a pleased and cheerful expression upon
her healthy face, but Di was troubled.
“Miles, do eat!” she said.
He pushed back his chair and rose.
“I can’t,” he said. “My head aches…”
“You can drive down to the drug-store,” said Aunt Emma, “and get a
little prescription filled for me. The fresh air will do you good.
Take Diana with you.”
The prospect of a drive with Miles was by no means pleasant,
especially in his present condition.
“Let’s walk instead,” said Di.
“I can’t,” said Miles, briefly.
He began walking up and down the kitchen; then abruptly he stopped
beside her chair.
“Di,” he said. “_Won’t_ you come?”
She looked up at him; their eyes met, and she was dismayed by the
anguish she saw.
“All right!” she said, with a sigh. “First let’s help Aunt Emma--”
“The woman from the village will be here in half an hour,” said Aunt
Emma. “Run along! I don’t need you.”
Di went upstairs to get her hat and coat, went almost mechanically.
Her mind felt blank, her heart numbed, as if she had exhausted her
capacity for thinking and feeling. Only that sorrow stirred her as she
passed the forbidden door, sorrow, formless as a dream.
“I’m tired,” she thought. “I don’t care very much now--about anything…
I ought to do something about Uncle Rufus, though.”
It was such an effort to think. Again she put on her hat, remembering
with a sort of wonder how happy she had been this morning, thinking
that at last she was free.
“I can’t go,” she thought, “until I’m sure that Uncle Rufus is getting
proper care. He wants me here… Something horrible is going on, and
I’ve got to stop it. And I’ve got a chance now… I can telephone from
the drug-store. To whom?”
She could not think. Somebody must come now to help her. She must tell
someone now--but who was there? Uncle Rufus had not a friend on earth
and neither had she. There was no possible use in telling Mrs. Frick
about this. Then who?
“Doctor Coat? No. He thinks Aunt Emma’s a wonderful person. Mr.
Purvis? He’s a lawyer. If I tell him about the note--about the other
things… It’s got to be Mr. Purvis. When we go to the drug-store, I’ll
ring him up. I don’t care if Miles hears me.”
She came downstairs again, and found Miles waiting outside in the car.
“You’ll drive carefully, won’t you, Miles?” she asked.
“No,” said Miles.
That was not a promising beginning. He started the car with a jerk and
went down the hill at a reckless speed, swung round the corner and
into the main road.
“Miles!” she cried. “You’ll be arrested!”
“I don’t care!” he answered.
“Miles! There’s a policeman on a motor-cycle--”
That was a lie, but it checked him; he slowed down considerably.
“God!” he said. “I wish I had enough courage to crash into a wall and
finish.”
“Isn’t that just a little inconsiderate?” she said.
“No,” said Miles. “You’d be better off dead.”
“I suppose I have something to say about that, though.”
Now that he was driving more moderately, his wild talk did not very
greatly disturb her. She had heard that sort of thing before. Her
father, in his bad hours, had used to tell her gloomily it would have
been better if she had never been born; he had used to say that life
was no more than a curse. Even as a child, her native courage, her
wholesome sanity, had rebelled against that, and she rebelled now. It
might be that she herself had very little, but life was good. It was
beautiful out here, in the Spring sun; there was a place for her in
the world, work for her to do, happiness for her, somewhere, and for
everyone.
“He’s sick,” she thought. “In body and mind. And I’m afraid I can’t
help him. I’m so tired--it’s hard to think of anything at all to say.”
But it was impossible for her not to try.
“Miles,” she said. “Why don’t you get a job?”
“What for?”
“You’d be much happier--”
He laughed, a theatrical and bitter laugh.
“You would!” she persisted. “I’m going back to New York presently to
look for a job myself. And if you find something to do--we can have
nice times together. We can have little dinners together, and go
places…”
Even while she was speaking, she didn’t believe in it; that cheerful,
normal world outside had lost reality for her. But she went on,
valiantly.
“We’ll have such nice times… On Saturday afternoons we’ll--”
“Di!” he cried. “You don’t know…!”
“Yes, I do, Miles. You’re--upset now. You’re not feeling well. You
don’t see things as they really are. Why, Miles, think how young you
are! Everything still before you--”
“If you knew--what was behind me!”
“It doesn’t matter, Miles. If there’s anything you’re sorry for, or
ashamed of--”
“Sorry for!” he cried. “Oh, God!”
“Then look ahead, Miles. Make up your mind that things will be
different in the future.”
“There’s no possible future for me.”
In her fatigue and depression, it seemed almost unendurable to be
obliged to keep this up. But no one else would bother with Miles, no
one else would try to help, and she could see how sorely he was in
need of help.
“There is, Miles.”
As he turned to look at her, the car swerved a little.
“Diana,” he said. “Do you really care what happens to me?”
“Yes,” she answered, promptly. “I do.”
“Even if I’ve done something… something…”
“Yes, Miles,” she said, steadily.
He turned the car to the side of the road and stopped it.
“Do you care enough--to save my life?”
“Of course,” she said, uneasily.
“Then will you marry me?”
“I’m afraid I can’t do that, Miles.”
“Look here, Diana! I’ve got a little money--enough for us to get away
somewhere… We’ll go to South America, Di. I’ll start all over again.
I’ll be anything you want, Di, I’ll do anything you want, Di, Di, my
darling! If you’re with me, Di, I’ll be all right! Di, I _can’t_ live
without you!”
“You don’t need to, Miles,” she said. He had seized both her hands,
and she made no attempt to withdraw them. She had to be careful now,
very careful, if she was to help him. “Only, we’ve got to learn to
know each other.”
“I won’t live without you!” he cried. “I won’t try!”
“You’re not going to be without me. We’re going to see lots of each
other--and have such good times together--”
“That won’t do,” he interrupted. “It’s all or nothing. Either you’ll
marry me and come away with me--or--”
“Nothing of the sort, Miles,” she said, almost sternly. “We’re going
to be the best of friends--”
“Will you marry me?” he demanded.
“Miles, I can’t--”
He started the car again, driving not recklessly now, but steadily as
if with a purpose.
“This isn’t the way to the drug-store,” she said.
“No,” he said. “It’s not. We’re going somewhere else.”
“Please tell me, Miles!”
He would not answer her; he drove on and on, through a little town,
through pleasant roads lined with old trees and comfortable houses,
past woods, past fields. His face was set and grim; there was
certainly some purpose now in his tormented heart. Time and again she
tried to divert him, but he would not answer her. And she grew afraid.
Was this to be the end, a sickening crash, perhaps hours of suffering,
and then death…?
“Miles!” she entreated. “Please stop! Please tell me where you are
going?”
“To hell!” he shouted.
They shot up a hill, and he stopped the car. Beside them was a little
bridge over a railway cut.
“There’s a train coming now,” he said. “When it’s in sight, I’m going
to jump.”
“No, you’re not!” she said, but he only laughed.
In despair she looked about her; there was not a living creature in
sight, only the empty road, with a wood on one side and the bridge on
the other. The distant train whistled.
“I shall try to hold you,” she said. “If you--struggle--you may kill
me, Miles.”
“Then we’ll die together,” he said.
The sun was shining and the wind blew on this deserted hill-top. Again
the train whistled. He got up, and she caught his coat-sleeve, but he
was much stronger than she. He got out of the car, and she followed,
pulling desperately, to prevent his setting foot on that bridge.
“You shan’t!” she cried. “Miles! Miles! If you really do care for me
one bit--”
The train was in sight. He tried to wrench himself free, but she flung
her arms about him; he tried to push her away, but she twisted her
foot round his ankle; he stumbled and fell on his knees. And she
pressed down on his shoulders with all her might. The train went by,
shaking the little bridge.
She thought then that she was going to faint; she stepped back a
pace--and she saw, at her feet a letter that had fallen from his
pocket. A letter addressed to herself. She stooped and snatched it up.
“Give that to me!” he cried.
She began to run.
She ran downhill, and she heard his footsteps on the hard road behind
her. She ran faster, faster than she would have believed possible,
with the strength of desperation. He was close behind her. Nothing
about but the empty road.
“Stop!” he shouted.
She ran and ran. Nothing ahead but that straight road, and her
strength was beginning to fail her now; her breath was coming in
gasps; her laboring heart sent all the blood pounding in her ears.
Then at the foot of the hill she saw the level crossing of the
railway, and a little hut where the guard sat. He was looking at her
now… Such a long way…
Her second wind came to her now; she quickened her pace; she stumbled
and recovered herself, flew down the rest of the hill, to the doorway
of the little shelter. She could not speak, only stand there, panting,
facing the astonished old man. Then she turned her head; she saw
Miles, a few paces distant, standing in the middle of the road. They
looked at each other, a strange look, then he turned round and started
up the hill again.
“Miles!” she called after him. But she was still breathless, her voice
was faint, either he did not hear, or he did not care. She wanted to
tell the old man to hurry, to save Miles, but she could not say a
word.
“Sit down, Miss!” said the old man, pushing forward his chair.
She pointed after Miles, and half fell into the chair.
“All right!” said the man. “He won’t bother you now, Miss. Just take
it easy…”
“I’m afraid--” she gasped. “He’ll kill…”
Just then she saw his car coming down the hill; he shot past the
little shelter, across the tracks and out of sight.
“You young ladies had ought to be more careful who you go out with,
these days,” said the man. He was a solid, burly old fellow, with
kindly eyes, beyond measure reassuring to her.
“But don’t you worry any more,” he continued. “He’s gone and he won’t
come back, neither. He knows you’ve got a witness what could prove in
a court of law how he was chasing you down the hill--”
“I was only afraid--he’d kill himself,” she answered. “He’s such a
reckless--driver.”
The old man obviously did not believe a word of that. He brought her a
glass of water, and stood watching her while she drank it.
“Live near here, Miss?” he asked.
“No,” she answered. “I… Perhaps I can get a taxi…”
“Ought to be some along in a few minutes,” he said. “Going down to the
station, to meet the up train. Next one I see, I’ll stop it for you,
if it’s got a driver I know.”
“You’re awfully kind,” she said.
“Pshaw!” said he.
She sat there in the doorway of the little shelter, with tranquil
peace all about her; the railway tracks glinting like silver in the
sunshine; she heard a robin singing nearby. And she held that letter
tight in her hand. Someone in the world had been interested enough to
write to her… There were, kind, ordinary human creatures; there were
birds and sunshine…
“If you’ll excuse me, I’ll just read this letter,” she said to the old
man.
This politeness somewhat surprised him.
“Go right ahead!” he said, and stepped outside.
The envelope had no stamp, and it had been torn open; she took the
letter out of it.
“Dear Miss Leonard:
“_I am bringing this along, in case anything prevents me from seeing
you this evening._
“_I think the letter I brought you from Mrs. Frick will have explained
me pretty well. I hope you won’t think I am a meddlesome ass. But if
you get this letter, it will mean that I have not been able to see you
this evening, and that will be rather a bad job, because I am going to
try every way I know to see you. There are a lot of things that need
explaining. I don’t want to put them into a letter. I shall try to
give this to Wren, to give to you. When you get it, please try to
trust me. Clear out of that house the first moment you can. Put on
your hat and walk out. Don’t say anything to anyone. If anyone comes
along with you, go back to the house and try again. But get away. Take
the first train back to New York, to Mrs. Frick’s. Things are going to
happen, and you must be out of the way._ This is important.
“_I hope you will believe that ever since I saw you with those flowers
I have been, and I always will be,_
“_Faithfully and respectfully your friend,_
“James Fennel.”
It was as if she heard him speaking, in his blunt and somewhat
masterful way, as if she could see his face, unexpressive, except when
that vivid smile crossed it. He, a professional thief?
“I never really believed it!” she thought. “I knew…! I knew…!”
She could have wept, with delight, with relief. He was her friend. He
would come back--
“But what happened to him that night?” she thought. And the greatest
fear she had ever known in her life seized her. Why had he not been
able to see her?--“That will be rather a bad job, because I am going
to try every way I know to see you.”--She had gone out, to meet him;
she had waited… What had happened to him?
Now she remembered what Miles had said, his words that hinted at some
desperate remorse. She had not paid much heed to them at the time; she
had thought he referred to his drinking, to Heaven knows what episodes
in his unhappy wasted life. She had not tried at all to account for
his intention to kill himself; it had seemed so in keeping with his
unstable, reckless nature. But now she could believe that there was
something in his heart he could not endure. He had had Fennel’s letter
in his pocket…
“Here’s a cab, Miss,” said the old man. “And a driver I know, and can
vouch for. Nice, steady young man.”
She rose and managed to smile.
“You’ve been so nice--” she said. “Some day I’m coming back--to thank
you. Only to-day--I’m--tired.”
“That’s right!” he said, seriously. “All upset. Well, you remember if
you want a witness to these goings-on, here’s Joe Archer, that seen it
all.”
She came out of the little shelter and found the taxi waiting. She
glanced at the driver, a squat, swarthy young Italian, then she got
in.
“Where to, lady?” he asked.
She looked at him, dazed; she needed time to think. Should she go back
to Mrs. Frick’s at once? Not back to The Châlet. Not there again…
“First I’d like to go somewhere to telephone, please,” she said to the
driver, and as the cab started, she took out her vanity-case, to see
how she looked after all this. Angelina had given her that case.
“Oh, if only I could reach her!” she thought.
She had a vision of Angelina arriving at The Châlet, dashing up in a
racing car, or arriving by airplane, sweeping in like a whirlwind,
facing Aunt Emma with her sublime assurance.--“What do you people
think you’re doing? Lord! What an awful old house! We’ll have a doctor
and a nurse for that poor old man. Where’s Fennel? I’m going to look
for him. I want to talk to that detective.”
Angelina wouldn’t care whether or not it was her business to
interfere, or whether anyone wanted her. She would simply take
possession of everything and everyone.
“Child, you’re simply exhausted! Go and lie down this instant, you
poor little angel, and I’ll come up and have tea with you in your
room.”
She had said that so often; she had been, for all her sensational
exploits, so strong, so confident, and, for all her carelessness, so
generous and kind.
But it was not possible to reach her; the itinerary of her honeymoon
was a secret.
“There never seems to be anyone but Mrs. Frick,” thought Di.
The driver stopped at a little stationer’s and she got out to
telephone. It seemed a little impossible, that she could really
communicate freely with the outside world; she half expected that
there would be no answer to her call, or that someone would stop her.
But the usual routine went forward and she actually heard Mrs. Frick’s
voice; not very amiable.
“Well?”
“It’s Diana Leonard--”
“Miss Leonard!” cried Mrs. Frick. “Merciful Powers! I’ve been so
worried and anxious about you. Especially not hearing a single word
from that Mr. Fennel. Where are you now? Are you coming back
to-night?”
“What about Mr. Fennel?” asked Di.
“Why, he promised to come right straight back here after he’d seen
you, and tell me all about things. And he never did. I rang up the
Ritz, where he’s living, and they said he hadn’t come back. I didn’t
know if I ought to take any steps, but I thought I’d better not. Of
course he has lots of friends. If anything was wrong, _they’d_ know.
But tell me, dearie, when are you coming back here?”
“I--don’t exactly know,” said Di. “But very soon, Mrs. Frick.”
“But are you all right, dearie?” asked Mrs. Frick. “It seems to me
your voice sounds sort of queer.”
“Perfectly all right, thanks.”
“Did you get the letter I sent by Mr. Fennel?”
There was a moment’s pause.
“Yes, thanks. He gave it to me,” said Di.
“I wish you’d come back!” said Mrs. Frick. “And I wish you’d tell me
whatever has happened to Mr. Fennel.”
“I’m--going to try to find out,” said Di.
For she had made up her mind that she must go back to The Châlet at
once.
Chapter Twelve.
“You Are Like Her”
She had come to this decision rapidly, but quite deliberately.
“No one there would do me any real harm,” she thought. “They can’t
afford to, because they’re hoping to get Uncle Rufus’s money through
me. Aunt Emma was going to make Uncle Peter apologize. She’ll see that
he doesn’t do anything like that again. And if Miles comes back,
she’ll keep him in order. I’ve got to go back, and find out what’s
happened to Mr. Fennel.”
She was perfectly sure that something had happened to Fennel, and that
Miles was responsible for it; she was profoundly alarmed and troubled,
yet in her heart there was still that unshakable confidence in Fennel.
She could not imagine him defeated by Miles. He might have been
deceived, sent away with some false message from herself; he might
even have been taken by surprise, have been hurt, temporarily put out
of the way. But if he had been deceived, he would soon find it out; if
he had been hurt, he would recover. He would come back; she knew it.
Her chief motive was loyalty. Fennel had come entirely on her account;
any misadventure that had befallen him was due to his wish to help
her. And now she would help him.
“I can’t very well go to the police,” she thought. “I haven’t any
evidence that anything’s happened. And Aunt Emma would know how to
make things look all right. She called in that detective herself… I
wish I’d kept that other letter--the one with the money in it. It was
a forgery, of course. Who did it? Miles? Is that what he’s so wretched
about?”
It was so difficult to evaluate Mile’s emotions. He was capable of
being overcome with remorse for something pardonable, and equally
capable of feeling not the least regret for some horrible act. His
rudderless spirit knew no measure, no proportion; he did not know what
he wanted or where he was going.
“If anyone had ever cared for him,” she thought, “had ever taken any
trouble over him, he might have been--a decent man.”
And that, in a way, was her requiem for Miles. She had pitied him and
had done what she could for him, and now she had finished with him.
The sun was beginning to set; another day was ending, and still she
was not free. Going back there again…
“If you’ll drive to the East Hazelwood Station,” she told the
chauffeur, “someone there can tell you how to reach a house called
‘The Châlet.’”
It seemed to her a surprisingly long drive.
“But of course Miles came so terribly fast,” she thought. “And perhaps
he came a shorter way, too. Now I must make up my mind what to do.”
She leaned back in the cab and shut her eyes, but, instead of the
clearly defined plan she wanted, trivial and aimless little thoughts
drifted through her mind.
“Paying for this taxi is going to make an awful hole in my ten
dollars,” she thought. “But Mrs. Frick’s turned so amiable… He
remembered that day he saw me on the steps of Angelina’s house… He
must be a friend of hers… He must have plenty of friends. He couldn’t
just disappear… But some people do… I’ve read in the newspapers…”
She opened her eyes and sat up straight.
“I know that he came that night. I must find out why I didn’t see him.
What happened to him? Miles knows. And almost certainly Aunt Emma
knows. But if she won’t tell me, if I can’t find out anything, I shall
have to go to the police.”
She tried to marshal in her mind the facts she had to lay before the
police. That letter that had fallen from Miles’s pocket? That,
combined with the fact that Fennel had disappeared, ought to be
enough. But suppose he hadn’t really disappeared, but had only gone
somewhere about his own affairs? It was possible that Fennel had left
that letter for her, had given it to Wren, and Miles had got hold of
it. That might be his only offense, the purloining of a letter. His
remorse, his wild talk, might so easily be without foundation. Suppose
after all that nothing had happened to Fennel?
But there was that other letter she had had, signed with his name,
enclosing the marked fifty-dollar bill. She was sure that letter was a
forgery, done for the purpose of discrediting Fennel. Perhaps the
whole story of the robbery was sheer fabrication, with Wren and Fennel
the victims.
“I don’t know!” she cried to herself. “I can’t think it out. There are
so many little things--that don’t seem to fit together… Only there’s
something horribly wrong… And Mr. Fennel came that night, and I didn’t
see him.”
She realized with dismay that she was not thinking clearly. She was
worn out, almost exhausted by her terrible struggle with Miles, coming
close upon the heels of so many other shocking and inexplicable
things.
“If I could wait and rest--before I went back…” she thought. “Maybe
it’s simply idiotic to go back. But it seems to me now the only decent
thing to do. Mr. Fennel came on my account. I ought at least to try to
find out what happened. And now, of course, it’s very different. I
was--almost a prisoner before, but I’ve got out, and I’ll take care
not to be trapped again.”
They were going up the hill now, along the woodland road. The sun was
gone, the sky was drained of color; here among the trees there was a
somber twilight. The Châlet was a house easy to get into, but not so
easy to leave.
“I’ll see to that!” she thought, and leaning forward, spoke to the
driver.
“Please wait for me,” she said. “And if I don’t come out in half an
hour, please go to the door and ask for me.”
He turned round to look at her, and in the gathering dusk his swarthy
face had, she thought, a strange, secret look.
“No!” she said to herself. “That’s ridiculous…” And aloud:
“Please--don’t go away without me,” she said. “No matter what anyone
says… Even if someone comes out and pays you and says I’m not coming.
I--I _am_ coming…” She stopped, ashamed and half-frightened by the
tremor in her voice, the unmistakable note of appeal. “You see,” she
said, “I’ve--left my bag there… I--they--they’d like me to stay
longer--but I can’t… So if you’ll please wait…”
“Why don’t yez leave me go and ask for yer bag?” he asked.
The kindness in his voice nearly unnerved her.
“Thanks ever so much, but I’ve--got to--go in.”
“I’ll wait,” he said. “And if they won’t leave yez come out, will I
tell some friends of yours?”
“Yes!” she cried. “I’ll give you an address--if you have a pencil.”
He stopped the cab, halfway up the hill and not yet in sight of the
house, and on a bit of paper she wrote Mrs. Frick’s address.
“If you’ll please let her know…”
Putting the paper in his pocket, he turned away again.
“Well…” he said. “Maybe they got a right to keep your bag, but they
got no right to keep _you_. That’s agin the law.”
“Oh--” she began, and stopped. Evidently he thought this was an affair
of unpaid board; better let him go on thinking that.
“I’ll wait, aw’ right,” he added. “Don’t you worry!”
But she did worry! As they turned the corner, and she saw the house
again, so desolate, and bleak, such a fear swept over her that for a
moment she was paralyzed.
“I can’t!” she said, half aloud.
“What?” asked the driver.
“Nothing,” she said, and tried to reason with herself.
There was nothing really to be afraid of; the cab would be waiting for
her and the driver had Mrs. Frick’s address. And even without that no
one would want to hurt her, for only through her could they get Uncle
Rufus’s money.
“I’ll tell Aunt Emma the whole thing,” she thought. “How Miles acted
and about Mr. Fennel’s letter. I’ll tell her that if she doesn’t let
me know at once what happened to Mr. Fennel, she needn’t expect me to
help her out with any money ever. I’ve got the upper hand. I _must_
remember that.”
Light was shining from the windows of the lounge. But all the other
dark rooms…
“I have the upper hand!” she said to herself. “Perhaps I’m the only
person who can find out what happened to Mr. Fennel. Perhaps they’ve
done something--horrible…”
It was very easy to believe that, when she stood again in the shadow
of that house.
“And Uncle Rufus!” she thought, with a shock. “I promised not to leave
him!”
She stopped outside the door, appalled. How was it possible that she
had forgotten that? For a moment, despair seized her. Then she began
to think sanely and lucidly.
“I’ll stand by him. I won’t desert him. But I will not--I _cannot_
live in that house. I must see him and explain it. There must be some
sort of hotel in the village. I’ll stay there, and come to see him
every day until he’s well enough to leave. I’ll beg him to insist upon
having a nurse for the nights. I’ll do it all quite openly. I have the
upper hand. I will not be cowardly. I will not be underhand and
secret. I have the upper hand.”
She glanced back at the cab that stood square and solid in the
driveway, its lights shining out clearly. Then she opened the door and
entered the lounge.
“Ah!” said a bland voice, and Mr. Purvis rose from his chair. “Miss
Diana… We’ve been waiting for you!”
In her condition of nervous fatigue she was ready to believe even the
respectable Mr. Purvis a sinister figure.
“Waiting for me?” she repeated.
“Sit down!” he said. “Yes… Yes… It is your uncle’s wish that you
should be informed… Yes… Your uncle sent for me again this afternoon,
my dear young lady, and he has at last made his will… He wishes you to
know--‘So that she will stay here with me’--those were his words. He
is leaving you practically his entire estate of seven hundred thousand
dollars.”
His pleased smile died on his lips.
“Are you ill?” he cried.
“No,” she said, faintly. “Only, naturally… I… I want to see Uncle
Rufus, please.”
“Quite natural and proper!” said Mr. Purvis. “Perhaps I was somewhat
too abrupt… And mind you, I don’t by any means intend to suggest that
your uncle’s condition is worse. By no means! In fact--” He smiled
almost archly, “it’s a curious thing, but well attested--that very
often a patient takes a turn for the better after making a will.
There’s no cause for immediate alarm, my dear young lady. Doctor Coat
assures me…”
“May I see him, please?” asked Di. “Uncle Rufus, I mean.”
Because, before anything else, she must see that old man who had, in
spite of his malice and unkindness, trusted her and so greatly
rewarded her; she must assure him that she would return to-morrow
morning; that she would look after him and protect him.
“I don’t know…” said Purvis. “Your aunt and Doctor Coat are with him
now. They may not think it advisable--”
“I’ll just go up and see,” said Di. And all the way up the stairs she
said to herself: “I have the upper hand. I’ll _insist_ upon seeing
him. And I’ll say what I want to say. I’ll see him alone. Aunt Emma
wouldn’t dare refuse, with Doctor Coat there.”
As she reached the top of the stairs, she was startled to hear her
aunt laugh, a low, cheerful chuckle, answered by another laugh, a
man’s. It seemed to her that this sound came from the corridor that
branched off from the main one, and she went very quietly in that
direction.
There they were, Aunt Emma and Doctor Coat; Doctor Coat leaning
against the wall with his hands in his pockets, Aunt Emma standing
facing him, smoking, looking up at him with a glance that was
coquettish and gay.
“And what did you do then, Emma?” Doctor Coat was asking, with evident
admiration.
“I told him that for every remark like that, the price of the article
would increase one hundred dollars,” said she.
Di turned away, astounded by this new aspect of Aunt Emma.
“But now’s my chance!” she thought, hastening to Uncle Rufus’s room.
The door was open, and Uncle Peter was sitting in there, half asleep.
But at the sight of her he came wide awake in an instant.
“Hello!” he said, jauntily.
She looked past him, to the bed where the old man lay.
“Uncle Rufus!” she said.
“Come here!” he answered, in a voice so hoarse and faint she could
scarcely hear it. She went toward the bed, but Uncle Peter sprang up
and barred the way.
“Look here!” said Di. “I won’t have this! Uncle Rufus wants to speak
to me--and if you won’t let him, I’m going to tell Doctor Coat and Mr.
Purvis.”
The room was lighted only by a small lamp with a green shade; outside
that bright circle it was in darkness. Uncle Peter’s face was little
more than a pale blur, the old man on the bed was lost in the shadows.
“Stand out of the way, please!” she said.
“No!” said Uncle Peter.
“And what’s this?” asked Aunt Emma’s voice from the doorway, where she
had appeared, with Doctor Coat.
At the sound of her voice, the old man on the bed half-raised himself.
“Don’t go…” he said, in that hoarse, extinguished voice. “They’ll kill
me. Stay…”
He sank back, turned his head, still wearing the grotesque fez, to the
wall, with the covers drawn up to his chin. Diana faced Doctor Coat.
“Did you hear?” she asked.
“Most unfortunate…!” he murmured.
She was indignant at so weak a word. She stepped out into the hall,
where she could speak without Uncle Rufus hearing.
“Don’t you see--?” she demanded, in a sort of despair.
“He doesn’t ‘see,’” Aunt Emma interrupted, and, addressing Doctor
Coat: “I must warn you, Matthew, that Diana takes this all very
seriously. I believe she’s convinced that we’re all engaged in a
conspiracy--to murder Uncle Rufus Leonard.”
“Come, come, Emma!” said Doctor Coat, shocked. “I’m sure she thinks
nothing of the sort.” He glanced at Di, and smiled; no doubt he meant
it for a benign, and reassuring smile, but it was not; it was nervous,
apprehensive. “The important point,” he went on, “is that Rufus
doesn’t believe in this--this conspiracy himself. He’s been expressing
these--unpleasant suspicions for years, yet he never stopped coming
here. And only this afternoon, when I suggested moving him to a
hospital, he refused. That is pretty conclusive proof that this is not
a genuine delusion.
“Now, the most marked characteristic of the genuine delusion, such as
can be observed in the paranoiac, for instance, is not the
irrationality of the fixed idea, but the tenacity with which the
patient clings to it. I emphatically deny that Rufus shows any
symptoms of a genuine delusion. These--suspicions are simple willful
assertions, made with the clear intention of annoying, as opposed to
the perfectly involuntary belief of a paranoiac. I am willing at any
time to testify to the fact that Rufus is of sound mind. A little
crochety, perhaps, but as sane as you or me. He--”
“It’s no use, Matthew!” Aunt Emma interrupted. “I’d like a word with
her, if you’ll excuse me. Come here, please!”
Di followed her into the next room; not until the door was closed
behind them did she realize what room this was. It was almost in
darkness; through the window she could see the pines black as ink
against the pallid sky.
“I should like to prevent you from making any more of a fool of
yourself than is necessary,” said Aunt Emma. “Are you able to realize
that if you persist in taking this notion of your Uncle Rufus’s
seriously you are tending to invalidate his will?”
“I don’t care!” said Di. “I can’t--I won’t--see him--like this.
He’s--frightened.”
“My God!” said Aunt Emma, with a sigh. “Very well! I’ll admit that
he’s frightened. And that he had a genuine delusion. It’s a
well-defined case. He has the paranoiac delusion of persecution.
Technically, he’s insane. Like your father.”
“My father!” cried Di.
“Like your father,” Aunt Emma repeated. “_He_ believed he was
persecuted. He--”
“He wasn’t insane!” cried Di. “That’s not--”
“The stock is tainted,” Aunt Emma went on, tranquilly. “You must have
observed it. Peter’s a high-grade moron. Rufus is a paranoiac. Miles,
just at present, is a borderline case. But alcoholism will very
shortly send him over the line. A somewhat difficult household to deal
with.”
Di was silent for a moment.
“My father--” she began, in an unsteady, defiant voice.
“Naturally,” Aunt Emma interrupted, “you want to deny that he was
unbalanced. It’s a quite instinctive reaction with you to deny
anything that’s unpleasant to you. It’s time you faced facts with a
little courage. This inclination of yours to build fantasies is
dangerous. It was just that refusal to accept reality that destroyed
your unfortunate mother.”
“Don’t--_talk_ about her!” said Di.
“I think,” said Aunt Emma, slowly, “that she’d be glad if I were to
tell you now. It’s time… I’ve kept it from you, until now, because you
are so remarkably ill-adapted to hear any unpleasant truths. But now…
Here, in this room…”