CHAPTER XVI.--THANKSGIVING DAY AT DEERWOOD.

The dinner table was nicely arranged in the "best room" of the

farm-house, and Jessie Graham, with a happy look on her bright face,

flitted in and out, arranging the dishes a little more to her taste,

smoothing the snowy cloth, pausing a moment before the fire blazing so

cheerfully upon the hearth, and then glancing from the window, across

the frozen fields to the hillside where a new grave had been made since

the last Thanksgiving Day.

"Dear Ellen!" she sighed, "there is no plate for her now,--no chair."

Then, as she remembered an absent one, dearer far than Ellen, she

thought, "I'll make believe _he's_ here," and seeking Mrs. Howland, who

was busy with her turkey, she said: "May I put a plate for Walter? It

will please him when he hears of it."

"Yes, child," was the ready answer, and Jessie was hastening off, when a

feeble voice from the kitchen corner where the deacon sat, called her

back:

"Jessie," the old man said. "Put Seth's arm-chair next to mine. It is

the last Thanksgiving I shall ever see, and I would fancy him with me

once more," and as Jessie turned toward the place where the leathern

chair stood, she heard the words:

"God send him back,--God send him back."

"It is the deacon's wish," she whispered to her father, who, with Mrs.

Bellenger, was also spending Thanksgiving at the farm-house, and who

looked up surprised, as Jessie dragged from its accustomed post, the

ponderous arm-chair, and wheeling it into the other room, placed it to

the deacon's right.

The dinner was ready at last, and Mrs. Howland was only waiting for the

oysters to boil, before she served them up, when Jessie gave a scream of

joy, and dropping the dish of cranberries she held, ran off into the

pantry, where, as Aunt Debby affirmed, she hid herself in the closet,

though from what she was hiding it were difficult to tell. There was

surely nothing appalling in the sight of _Walter_, who, alighting from

the village omnibus, now stood upon the threshold, with Captain Murdock.

They had stayed all night in the city, where Walter had learned that Mr.

Graham, Jessie and his grandmother, had gone to Deerwood to spend

Thanksgiving Day.

"We shall be there just in time," he said to his father, when at an

early hour they took their seat in the cars; but his father paid little

heed, so intent was he upon noting the changes which more than twenty

years had wrought in the localities with which he was once familiar.

As the day wore on, and he drew near to Deerwood, he leaned back in his

seat, faint and sick with the crowd of memories which came rushing over

him.

"Deerwood!" shouted the conductor, and looking from the window, he could

scarcely believe it possible that this flourishing village was the same

he had known among the hills. When he went away _one_ spire alone

pointed heavenward, now he counted _four_, while in the faces of some

who greeted Walter again he saw the looks of those who had been boys

with him, but who were fathers now to these grown-up young men.

"I am old," he sighed, and mechanically entering the omnibus, he folded

his arms in moody silence, as they rattled down the street. But when the

brow of the hill was reached, and Walter said: "See, father, there's our

orchard," he started, and looked, not at the orchard, nor at the gable

roof now fully in view, nor at the maple tree, but down the lane, along

the beaten path, to where a tall monument gleamed white and cold in the

gray November light.

"That's her's,--that's mother's," Walter said, following the direction

of his father's eyes; then fearing that his father, by his emotions,

should betray himself too soon, he arose and sat by him, taking his

hand, and saying tenderly:

"Don't give way. You have me left, and grandpa, and Aunt Mary, and

Jessie,--won't you try to be calm?"

"Yes, yes," whispered the agitated man, and with a tremendous effort he

was calm, as, standing in the well-remembered kitchen, he waited till

the noisy outburst had somewhat subsided, and Walter been welcomed home.

But not a single thing escaped the notice of his keen eyes, which

wandered round the room taking in each familiar object, and noticing

where there had been a change.

There was none in Aunt Debby, he said,--wrinkled, gray, slight and

straight as her high-backed chair,--just as he remembered her years

ago,--just so she was now--her kerchief crossed as she wore it

then,--her spectacles on her forehead,--her apron long, and meeting

almost behind, and on the chair-post her satin bag with the knitting

visible therefrom. She was the same, but the comely matron Walter called

Aunt Mary, was she the blooming maiden he had left so long ago, and the

elegant-looking stranger, with the unmistakable city polish, was that

his early friend? It took him but an instant to think all this, and then

his eyes fell upon the old man by the fire,--the man with the furrowed

cheek, the bowed form, the silvery hair and shaking limbs,--who, like

some giant oak which has yielded to the storms of many a winter, sat

there the battered wreck of a once noble man. That was his father, but

he would not call him so just then, and when Walter, turning at last,

said: "This is Captain Murdock, the kind friend who took care of me," he

went forward, taking first Aunt Debby's hand, then his sister Mary's,

then Mr. Graham's, and now there was a slight faltering of manner, while

his eyes sought the floor, for they could not meet the gaze fixed so

curiously upon him.

"Grandpa, this is Captain Murdock," said Walter, while Captain Murdock

advanced a step or so and took the shriveled hand, which had so often

rested fondly on his head.

Oh, how Seth longed to kiss that feeble hand; but he dared not, and he

was glad that Walter, by his loud, rapid talking, attracted the entire

attention, leaving him to sit down unobserved, when the meeting between

himself and Mrs. Bellenger was over. At her he had looked rather

inquisitively, for she was his Ellen's mother, and his heart yearned

toward her for the sake of his gentle wife.

Meanwhile Walter, without seeming to do so, had been watching for

somebody, who, behind the pantry door, was trying to gain courage to

come out.

"I'll look at him, anyway," she said, and Walter glanced that way just

in time to see a profusion of raven curls and a shining, round black

eye.

"Jessie," called Mr. Graham, who saw them too, "Jessie, hadn't you

better come out and gather up the cranberries you dropped so suddenly

when the omnibus drove up?"

"Father, how can you?" and the young lady immediately appeared, and

greeted Walter quite naturally.

He evidently was embarrassed, for he hastened to present her to Captain

Murdock, who, feeling, intuitively, that he beheld his future

daughter-in-law, took both her soft chubby hands in his and held them

there, while he said, a little mischievously:

"I have heard much of you, Miss Jessie, from my so--, my friend, I

mean," he added, quickly, correcting himself, but not so quickly that

Jessie did not detect what he meant to say.

One by one she scanned his features, then the deacon's, then Walter's,

and then, with a flash of intelligence in her bright eyes, turned to the

latter for a confirmation of her suspicions. Walter understood her

meaning, and with an answering nod, said softly:

"By and by."

"The dinner will be cold," suggested Mrs. Howland, and then the deacon

rose, and leaning on his cane, walked into the adjoining room, when he

took his seat at the head of the table.

"There's a chair for you," Jessie said to Walter who, following the

natural laws of attraction, kept close to her side. "There's one for

_you_ and him, too, my old playhouse," and she pointed to the leathern

chair.

"Sit here, Captain Murdock,--here," said Walter, hurrying on as he saw

Mrs. Howland giving the stranger another seat than that.

"Walter," and there was reproach in the deacon's voice, "not in your

father's chair."

"Yes, grandpa," said Walter, "Captain Murdock has been a father to

me,--let him sit there for once."

So Captain Murdock sat there, his heart throbbing so loudly that Jessie,

who was next to him, could hear it beat, and see his chin quiver, when

the voice nearly eighty years old, was asking God's blessing on their

Thanksgiving Dinner; thanking God for returning their boy to them, and

finishing the prayer with the touching petition: "Send the other back!

oh, send the other back!"

Owing to the presence of the captain, who was considered a stranger, not

a word was spoken of Seth, until they arose from the table, when Walter,

unable longer to keep still, said:

"And so my father is free from all blame?"

Involuntarily Jessie went up to him and put her arm in his, waiting

breathlessly for what would follow next.

"Yes, Walter," returned the deacon, "my Seth is innocent. Heaven bless

him wherever he may be, and send him to me before I die, so I can hear

him say he didn't lay it up against me,--my hardening my heart and

thinking he was guilty. Poor Seth, poor Seth! I'd give my life to blot

out all the past and have him with me just as he was before he went

away."

Captain Murdock was standing with his face to the window, but, as the

deacon ceased speaking, he turned, and going up to him, placed his hand

on either shoulder and looked into his eyes.

The movement was a most singular one, and to Mr. Graham, who knew that

there must be a powerful motive for the action, there came a suspicion

of the truth; but none to the old man, whose eyes fell beneath the

burning gaze riveted upon him.

"Who are you?" he asked in a bewildered tone, "why do you look at me so

hard? He scares me; Walter, take him away."

"Grandpa, don't you know him?" and Walter drew near to them, but not

until the old man's ear had caught the whispered name of "_Father_."

Then, with a scream of joy, he wound his feeble arms round the

stranger's neck.

"Seth, boy, darling, Walter, am I going mad, or is it true? _Is it

Seth?_ Is it my boy? Tell me, Walter," and releasing their grasp, the

shaking hands were stretched supplicatingly toward Walter, who answered:

"Yes, grandpa. _It's Seth._ I found him, and I have brought him home."

"Oh, Seth, Seth," and the hoary head bowed itself upon the neck of the

stranger, while the poor old man sobbed like a little child. "I didn't

expect it, Seth, though I've prayed for it so hard. Bless you, bless

you, boy, I didn't mean to go against you. I would have died at any time

to know that you were innocent. Forgive me, Seth, because I am so old

and weak."

"I do forgive you," answered Seth. "It's all forgotten now, and I've

come home to stay with you always till you die."

There was a hand laid lightly on Seth's shoulder, and turning, he looked

into the face of Mr. Graham, which quivered with emotion, as he said:

"I, too, have need of your forgiveness."

"None, Richard, none," and locked in each other's arms, the friends long

parted cancelled the olden debt, and in the heart of neither was there a

feeling save that of perfect love.

Long and passionately Mrs. Howland wept over her brother, for his return

brought back the past, and all that she had suffered since the night he

went away.

Aunt Debby, too, was much affected, but did not omit her accustomed "He

allus was a good boy."

Then Mrs. Bellenger approached, and offering her hand, said to him very

kindly:

"You are dear to me for Ellen's sake, and though I never saw you until

to-day, my heart claims you for a child. Shall I be your mother, Mr.

Marshall?"

He could only reply by pressing the hand she extended, for his heart was

all too full for utterance.

"Let me go away alone," he said at last, "to weep out my great joy," and

opening the door of what was once his room, he passed for a time from

their midst.

The surprise had apparently disturbed the deacon's reason, for even

after his son had left him he continued talking just the same: "Poor

Seth,--poor child, to think your hair should be so gray, and you but a

little boy."

Then, when Seth returned to them he made him sit down beside him, and

holding both his hands, smiled up into his face a smile far more painful

than tears would have been.

"Seth's come home. Did you know it?" he would say to those around him,

as if it were to them a piece of news, and often as he said it, he would

smoothe the gray hair which seemed to trouble him so much.

Gradually, however, his mind became clearer, and he was able to

understand all that Seth was telling them of his experience since the

night he went away.

At last, just as the sun was setting, Mr. Marshall arose, and without a

word, passed into the open air. No one watched him to see whither he

went, for all knew that before he returned to them he would go down the

lane, along the beaten path, to where the moonlight fell upon a little

grave.

It was long before he came back, and when he did, and entered the large

kitchen, two figures stood by the western window, and he thought the arm

of the taller was thrown about the waist of the shorter, while the face

of the shorter was very near to that of the taller. Advancing toward

them and stroking the dark curls, he said, half playfully, half

earnestly:

"I believe that as Mr. Marshall I have not greeted Jessie yet, so I will

do it now. Are you to be my daughter, little girl?"

"Yes, she is," answered Walter, while Jessie broke away from them, and

was not visible again that night.

But when, at a late hour, Mrs. Bellenger left the happy group still

assembled around the cheerful fire, and sought her room, from the depths

of the snowy pillows, where Jessie lay nestled, there came a smothered

voice, saying, half timidly:

"This is the nicest Thanksgiving I ever had, and I shall remember it

forever."

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