CHAPTER IV.--JESSIE AND ELLEN.

It was a glorious afternoon, and not a single feathery cloud flecked the

clear blue of the sky. The refreshing rain of the previous night had

cooled the sultry August air, and all about the farm-house the grass had

taken a brighter green and the flowers a brighter hue. Away to the

westward, at the distance of nearly one-fourth of a mile, the woods were

streaked with an avenue of pines, which grew so closely together that

the scorching rays of the noontide sun seldom found entrance to the

velvety plat where Walter had built a rustic bench, with Jessie looking

on, and where Jessie and Ellen now were sitting, the one upon the seat

and the other on the grass filling her straw hat with cones, and talking

to her companion of the young graduate, wondering where he was, and if

he didn't wish he were there with them beneath the sheltering pines.

Eight years had changed the little girls of nine and eight into

grown-up, graceful maidens, and though of an entirely different style,

each was beautiful in her own way, Jessie as a brunette, and Ellen as a

blonde. Full of frolic, life and fun, Jessie carried it all upon her

sparkling face, and in her laughing eyes of black. Now, as of old, her

raven hair clustered in short, thick curls around her forehead and neck,

giving her the look of a gypsy, her father said, as he fondly stroked

the elfin locks, and thought how beautiful she was. Five years she had

lived in Deerwood, and then, at her father's request, had gone to a

fashionable boarding-school, for the only child of the millionaire must

have accomplishments such as could not be obtained among the New England

mountains. No process of polishing, however, or course of discipline had

succeeded as yet in making her forget her country home, and when Mr.

Graham, whose business called him West, offered her the choice between

Newport and Deerwood, she unhesitatingly chose the latter, greatly to

the vexation of her grandmother, who delighted in society now even more

than she did when young. If Jessie went to Deerwood she must remain at

home, for she could not go to Newport alone, and what was worse, she

must live secluded in the rear of the house for Mrs. Bartow would not

for the world let her fashionable acquaintances know that she passed the

entire summer in the city. She should lose _caste_ at once, she thought,

and she used every possible argument to persuade Jessie to give up her

visit to Deerwood, and go with her instead. But Jessie would not listen.

"Grandma could accompany old Mrs. Reeves," she said, "they'd have a

splendid time quarreling over their respective granddaughters, herself

and Charlotte, but as for her, she should go to Deerwood;" and she

accordingly went there, and took with her a few city airs and numerous

city fashions.

The former, however, were always laid aside when talking to Ellen, who

was by some accounted the more beautiful of the two, with her wealth of

golden hair, her soft eyes of violet blue, and her pale, transparent

complexion. As gentle and quiet as she was lovely, she formed a striking

contrast to the merry, frolicsome Jessie, with her darker, richer style

of beauty, and neither ever appeared so well as when they were together.

In all the world there was no one, except her father, whom Jessie loved

as she did Ellen Howland, and though, amid the gay scenes of her city

home, she frequently forgot her, and neglected to send the letters which

were so precious to the simple country girl, her love returned the

moment the city was left behind, and she breathed the exhilarating air

of the Deerwood hills.

She called Walter her brother, and had watched him through his college

course with all a sister's pride, looking eagerly forward to the time

when he would be in her father's employ, for it was settled that he was

to enter Mr. Graham's bank as soon as he was graduated. And as on that

summer afternoon she sat upon the grassy ridge and talked with Ellen of

him, she spoke of the coming winter when he would be with her in the

city.

"It will be so nice," she said, "to have such a splendid beau, for I

mean to get him introduced right away. I shall be seventeen in a month,

and I'm coming out next season. I wish you could spend the winter with

me, and see something of the world. I mean to ask your mother. Father

will buy your dresses to wear to parties, and concerts, and the opera.

Only think of having a box all to ourselves,--you and I and Walter, and

maybe Charlotte Reeves once in a great while, or cousin Jennie. Wouldn't

you love to go?"

"No, not for anything," answered Ellen, who liked early hours and quiet

rooms, and always experienced a kind of suffocation in the presence of

fashionable people, and who continued: "I don't believe Walter will like

it either, unless he changes greatly. He used to have a horror of city

folks, and I do believe almost hated _you_ before you came to Deerwood,

just because you were born in New York."

"Hated _me_, Ellen!" repeated Jessie. "He shook me, I know, and I've

been a little afraid of him ever since, but it did me good, for I

deserved it, I was such a high-tempered piece; but I did not know he

hated me. Do you suppose he hates me now?" and Jessie's manner evinced a

deeper interest in Walter than she herself believed existed.

Ellen saw it at once, and so did the man who for the last ten minutes

had been watching the young girls through the pine tree boughs. William

Bellenger had reached Deerwood on the afternoon train, and gone at once

to the farm-house, whose gable roof, small window panes, and low walls

had provoked a smile of derision, while he wondered what Jessie Graham

could find to attract her there. Particularly was he amused with the

quaint expressions of Aunt Debby, who, in her high-crowned cap, with

black handkerchief smoothly crossed in front, and her wide check apron

on, sat knitting by the door, stopping occasionally to take a pinch of

snuff, or "shoo" the hens when they came too near.

"The gals was in the woods," she said, when he asked for Miss Graham,

and she bade him "make Ellen get up if he should find her setting on the

damp ground, as she presumed she was. Ellen was weakly," she said, "and

wasn't an atom like Walter, who was as trim a chap as one could wish to

see. Did the young man know Walter?"

"Oh, yes," returned William. "He is my cousin."

"Your cousin!" and the needles dropped from the old lady's hands. "Bless

me!" and adjusting her glasses a little more firmly upon her nose she

peered curiously at him. "I want to know if you are one of them

Bellengers? Wall, I guess you do favor Walter, if a body could see your

face. It's the fashion, I s'pose, to wear all that baird."

"Yes, all the fashion," returned William, who was certainly

good-natured, even if he possessed no other virtue, and having asked

again the road to the woods, he set off in that direction.

Following the path Aunt Debby pointed out, he soon came near enough to

catch a view of the white dress Jessie wore, and wishing to see her

first, himself unobserved, he crept cautiously to an opening among the

pines, where he could see and hear all that was passing. Jessie's

sparkling, animated face was turned toward him, but he scarcely heeded

it in his surprise at another view which greeted his vision. A slender,

willowy form was more in accordance with Will's taste than a fat chubby

one, and in Ellen Howland his idea of a beautiful woman was, if

possible, more than realized. She was leaning against a tree, her blue

gingham morning gown,--for she was an invalid,--wrapped gracefully about

her her golden hair, slightly tinged with red, combed back from her

forehead, her long eyelashes veiling her eyes of blue, and shading her

colorless cheek, while her lily-white hands were folded together, and

rested upon her lap.

"Jupiter!" thought William, "I did not suppose Deerwood capable of

producing anything like that. Why, she's the realization of what I've

often fancied my wife should be. Now, if she were only rich I'd yield

the black-eyed witch of a Jessie to my milksop cousin. But, pshaw! it

shan't be said of me that I fell in love at first sight with a vulgar

country girl. What the deuce, they talk of Walter, do they! I'll try

eavesdropping a little longer," and bending his head, he listened while

their conversation proceeded.

He heard what Ellen said of Walter; he saw the startled look upon the

face of Jessie as she exclaimed, "Does he hate me now?" and in that look

he read what Jessie did not know herself.

"The wretch!" he muttered, between his teeth; "why couldn't he take the

other one? I would, if the million were on her side," and in the glance

he cast on Ellen there was more than a mere passing fancy.

She must have felt its influence, for as that look fell upon her she

said:

"It's cold,--I shiver as with a chill. Let's go back to the house," and

she arose to her feet, just as the pine boughs parted asunder, and

William appeared before them.

"Mr. Bellenger!" Jessie exclaimed. "When did you come?"

"Half an hour since," he returned, "and not finding you in the house I

came this way, little thinking I should stumble upon two wood nymphs

instead of one," and again the peculiar glance rested upon Ellen, who

had sunk back upon her seat, and whose soft eyes fell beneath his gaze.

The brief introduction was over, and then Ellen rose to go, complaining

that she was cold and tired.

"We will go, too," said Jessie, putting on her hat, when Mr. Bellenger

touched her arm, and said in a low voice of entreaty:

"Stay here with me."

"Yes, stay," rejoined Ellen, who caught the words. "It is pleasant here,

and I can go alone."

So Jessie stayed, and when the slow footsteps had died away in the

distance William sat down beside her, and after expressing his delight

at meeting her again, said, indifferently as it were:

"By the way, I have just come from New Haven, where I had the pleasure

of hearing the charity boy's valedictory. It is strange what assurance

some people have."

"Charity boy!" repeated Jessie; "I thought Walter Marshall was to

deliver the valedictory."

"And isn't he a charity scholar? Don't your father pay his bills?" asked

William, in a tone which Jessie did not like.

"Well, yes," she answered, "but somehow I don't like to hear you call

him that, because----" she hesitated, and William's face grew dark while

waiting for her answer, which, when it came, was, "because he saved my

life;" and then Jessie told her companion how, but for Walter Marshall,

she would not have been sitting there that summer afternoon.

"Was Walter's speech a good one?" she asked, her manner indicating that

she knew it was.

Not a change in her speaking face escaped the watchful eye of William,

and knowing well that insinuations are often stronger and harder to

refute than any open assertion, he replied, with seeming reluctance:

"Yes, very good; though some of it sounded strangely familiar, and I

heard others hinting pretty strongly at plagiarism."

This last was in a measure true, for one of Walter's class, chagrined

that the honor was not conferred upon himself, had taken pains to say

that the valedictory was not all of it Walter's,--that an older and

wiser head had helped him in its composition. William did not believe

this, but it suited his purpose to repeat it, and he watched narrowly

for the effect. Jessie Graham was the soul of truth, and no accusation

could have been brought against Walter which would have pained her so

much as the belief that he had been dishonorable in the least degree.

"Walter would never pass off what was not his own!" she exclaimed. "It

isn't like him, or like any of the Marshall family."

"You forget his father," said the man beside her, carelessly thrusting

aside a cone with his polished boot.

"What did his father do?" Jessie asked in some surprise, and her

companion replied:

"You astonish me, Miss Graham, by professing ignorance of what Walter's

father did. You know, of course."

"Indeed I do not," she returned. "I only know that there is something

unpleasant connected with him,--something which annoys Walter terribly,

but I never heard the story. I asked my father once and he seemed

greatly agitated, saying he would rather not talk of it. Then I asked

Ellen, but if she knew she would not tell, and she evaded all my

questioning, so I gave it up, for I dare not ask Deacon Marshall or

Walter either. What was it, Mr. Bellenger?"

William understood just how proud Jessie Graham was, and how she would

be shocked at the very idea of public disgrace. Once convince her of the

parent's guilt, and she will sicken of the son, he thought, so when she

said again, "What was it? What did Mr. Marshall do?" he replied:

"If your father has kept it from you, I ought not to speak of it,

perhaps; but this I will say, if Seth Marshall had his just deserts, he

would now be the inmate of a felon's cell."

"Walter's father a felon!" Jessie exclaimed, bounding to her feet. "I

never thought of anything as bad as that. Is it true? Oh! is it true?"

and in the maiden's heart there was a new-born feeling, which, had

Walter been there then, would have prompted her to shrink from him as if

he, too, had been a sharer of his father's sin.

"You seem greatly excited," said William. "It must be that you are more

deeply interested in young Marshall than I supposed."

"I am interested," she replied. "I have liked him so much that I never

dreamed of associating him with dishonor."

"Why need you now?" asked the wily Will. "Walter had nothing to do with

it, though, to be sure, it is but natural to suppose that the child is

somewhat like the father, particularly if it does not inherit any of its

mother's virtues, as Walter, I suppose, does not. He is a Marshall

through and through," and William smiled exultingly as he saw how well

his insinuation was doing its work.

"Tell me more," Jessie whispered. "_What_ did Mr. Marshall do?"

"I would rather not," returned William, at the same time hinting that it

was something she ought not to hear. "If your father had good reason for

keeping it from you, so have I. Suffice it to know that it killed his

young wife, my father's sister, and that our family since have scarcely

recognized Walter as belonging to us. It wasn't any fault of mine," he

continued, as he saw the flash of Jessie's eyes, and readily divined

that she did not wish to have Walter slighted. "I cannot help it. Our

family are very proud, my grandmother particularly; and when my aunt

married a poor ignorant country youth, it was natural that she should

feel it, and when the disgrace came it was ten times worse. There is

such a thing as marrying far beneath one's station, and you can imagine

my grandmother's feelings by fancying what your own father's would be if

you were to throw yourself away upon--well, upon this Waiter, who may be

well enough himself, but who can never hope to wipe away the stain upon

his name," and William looked at her sideways, to see the effect of what

he had said.

Jessie Graham was easily influenced, and she attached far more

importance to William's words than she would have done had she known his

real design; so when he spoke of her marrying Walter as a preposterous

and impossible event, she accepted it as such, and wondered why her

heart should throb so painfully or why she should feel as if something

had been wrested from her,--something which, all unknown to herself, had

made her life so happy. She had taken her first lesson in distrust, and

the poison was working well.

For a long time they sat there among the pines, not talking of Walter,

but of the city and the wondrous sights which Will had seen in his

foreign travels. There was something very soothing to Jessie in

William's manner, so different from that which Walter assumed toward

her. Like most young girls she was fond of flattery, and Walter had more

than once offended her by his straightforward way of telling her faults.

William, on the contrary, sang her praises only; and, while listening to

him, she wondered she had never thought before how very agreeable he

was. He saw the impression he was making, and when at last, as the sun

was nearing the western horizon, she arose to go, proposing that they

should take the Marshall grave-yard in their route, he assented, for

this, he knew, would keep him longer with her alone.

"Your aunt is buried here," Jessie said, as they drew near to the fence

which surrounded the home of dead; "that is hers," and she pointed to

the monument gleaming in the sunlight.

"Do you bury your bodies above the ground?" asked William, directing her

attention to the flutter of a blue morning dress, plainly visible beyond

the taller stone.

"Why, that is Ellen!" cried Jessie, hurrying on until she reached the

gate, where she stopped suddenly, and beckoned her companion to approach

as noiselessly as possible.

Ellen also had come that way, and seating herself by her grandmother's

grave, had fallen asleep, and like some rare piece of sculpture, she lay

among the tall, rank grass--so near to a rose tree that one of the

fading blossoms had dropped its leaves upon her face.

"Isn't she beautiful?" Jessie said to her companion, who replied; "Yes,

wonderfully beautiful," so loud that the fair sleeper awoke and started

up.

"I was so tired," she said, "that I sat down and must have gone to

sleep, for I dreamed that I was dead, and that the man who came to us in

the pines dug my grave. Where is he, Jessie!"

"I am here," said William, coming forward, "and believe me, my dear Miss

Howland, I would dig the grave of almost any one sooner than your own.

Allow me to assist you," and he offered her his hand.

Ellen was really very weak, and when he saw how pale she was he made her

lean upon him as they walked down the hillside to the house. And once,

when Jessie was tripping on before, he slightly pressed the little

blue-veined hand trembling on his arm, while in a very tender voice he

asked if she felt better. Ellen Howland was wholly unaccustomed to the

world, and had grown up to womanhood as ignorant of flattery or deceit

as the veriest child. Pure and innocent herself, she did not dream of

treachery in others. Walter to her was a fair type of all mankind, and

she could not begin to fathom the heart of the man who walked beside

her, touching her hand more than once before they reached the farm-house

door.

They found the supper table neatly spread for five, and though William's

intention was to spend the night at the village hotel, he accepted Mrs.

Howland's invitation to stay to tea, making himself so much at home, and

chatting with all so familiarly, that Aunt Debby pronounced him a clever

chap, while Mrs. Howland wondered why people should say the Bellengers

of Boston were proud and overbearing. It was late that night when

William left them, for there was something very attractive in the blue

of Ellen's eyes, and the shining black of Jessie's, and when at last he

left them, and was alone with himself and the moonlight, he was

conscious that there had come to him that day the first unselfish, manly

impulse he had known for years. He had mingled much with fashionable

ladies. None knew how artificial they were better than himself, and he

had come at last to believe that there was not among them a single true,

noble-hearted woman. Jessie Graham might be an exception, but even she

was tainted with the city atmosphere. Her father's purse, however, would

make amends for any faults she might possess, and he must win that purse

at all hazards; but while doing that he did not think it wrong to pay

the tribute of admiration to the golden-haired Ellen, whose modest,

refined beauty had impressed him so much, and whose artless, childlike

manner had affected him more than he supposed. "Little Snow-Drop" he

called her to himself, and sitting alone in his chamber at the hotel, he

blessed the happy chance which had thrown her in his way.

"It is like the refreshing shower to the parched earth," he said, and he

thought what happiness it would be to study that pure girl, to see if,

far down in the depths of her heart, there were not the germs of vanity

and deceit, or better yet, if there were not something in her nature

which would sometime respond to him. He did not think of the harm he

might do her. He did not care, in fact, even though he won her love only

to cast it from him as a useless thing. Country girls like her were only

made for men like him to play with. No wonder then if in her dreams that

night Ellen moaned with fear of the beautiful serpent which seemed

winding itself, fold on fold, about her.

Jessie, too, had troubled dreams of felon's cells, of clanking chains,

and even of a gallows, with Walter standing underneath beseeching her to

come and share the shame with him. Truly the serpent had entered this

Eden and left its poisonous trail.

For nearly a week William staid in town, and the village maidens often

looked wistfully after him as he drove his fast horses, sometimes with

Jessie at his side, and sometimes with Ellen, but never with them both,

for the words he breathed into the ear of one were not intended for the

other. Drop by drop was he infusing into Jessie's mind a distrust of one

whom she had heretofore considered the soul of integrity and honor. Not

openly, lest she should suspect his motive, but covertly, cautiously,

always apparently seeking an excuse for anything the young man might

hereafter do, and succeeding at last in making Jessie thoroughly

uncomfortable, though why she could not tell. She did not blame Walter

for his father's sins, but she would much rather his name should have

been without a blemish.

Gradually the brightness of Jessie's face gave way to a thoughtful,

serious look, her merry laugh was seldom heard, and she would sit for

hours so absorbed in her own thoughts as not to heed the change which

the last few days had wrought in Ellen, too. Never before had the latter

seemed so happy, so joyous, so full of life as now, and Aunt Debby said

the rides with Mr. Bellenger upon the mountains had done her good.

William had pursued his study faithfully, and, in doing so, had become

so much interested himself that he would have asked Ellen to be his wife

had she been rich as she was lovely. But his bride must be an heiress;

and so, though knowing that he could never be to Ellen Howland other

than a friend, he led her on step by step until at last she saw but what

he saw, and heard but what he heard. He was not deceiving her, he said,

sometimes when conscience reproached him for his cruelty. She knew how

widely different their stations were; she could not expect that one whom

half the belles of Boston and New York would willingly accept could

think of making her his wife. He was only polite to her, only giving a

little variety to her monotonous life. She would forget him when he was

gone. And at this point he was conscious of an unwillingness to be

forgotten.

"If we were only Mormons," he thought, the last night of his stay at

Deerwood, when out under the cherry trees in the garden he talked with

her alone, and saw the varying color on her cheek, as he said, "We may

never meet again." "If we were only Mormons, I would have them both,

Nellie and Jessie, the one for her gilded setting, the other

because----"

He did not finish the sentence, for he was not willing then to

acknowledge to himself the love which really and truly was growing in

his heart for the fair girl beside him.

"But you'll surely come to us again," Nellie said. "Jessie will be here.

You'll want to visit her," and a tear trembled on her long eyelashes.

"I can see Jessie in the city, and if I come to Deerwood it will be you

who brings me. Do you wish me to come and see you, Nellie?" and the

dark, handsome face bent so low that the rich brown hair rested on the

golden locks of the artless, innocent girl, who answered, in a whisper,

"Yes, I wish you to come."

"Then you must give me a kiss," he said, "as a surety of my welcome, and

when the trees on the mountain where we have been so happy together are

casting their dense leaves in the autumn, I will surely be with you

again."

The kiss was given--not one--not two--but many, for William Bellenger

was greedy, and his lips had never touched aught so pure and sweet

before.

"I wouldn't tell Walter that I'm coming," he said, "for he does not like

me, I fancy, and I cannot bear to have him prejudice you against me. I

wouldn't tell my mother either, or any one----"

"Not Jessie?" Ellen asked, for she had a kind of natural pride in

wishing her friend to know that she, who never aspired to notice of any

kind, had succeeded in pleasing the fastidious William Bellenger.

"No, not Jessie," he said, "because,--well, because you better not," and

knowing well his power over the timid girl, he felt sure that his wishes

would be regarded, and with another good-by, he left her.

He had hoped that Jessie would be induced to accompany him to New York,

and as there was a secret understanding between himself and Mrs. Bartow,

the old lady had written, entreating her granddaughter to return with

William.

"You have stayed in the country long enough," she wrote, "and I dare say

you are as sunburnt and freckled as you can be, so pray come home.

Everybody is gone, I know, and New York is just like Sunday, while I

stay like a guilty thing in the rear of the house, to make folks think

I'm off to some watering place. I wouldn't for the world let old Mrs.

Reeves know that I have been cooped up here the blessed summer. It's all

owing to your obstinacy, too, and I think you ought to come back and

entertain me. Mr. Bellenger will attend to you, and you couldn't ask for

a more desirable companion. Old Mrs. Reeves says he is the most eligible

match in the city, his family are so aristocratic. There isn't a single

mechanic or working person in the whole line, for she spent an entire

season in tracing back their ancestry, finding but one blot, and that an

unfortunate marriage of a Miss Ellen Bellenger with some ignorant

country loafer she met at boarding-school, and who she says was hung, or

sent to State prison, I forgot which. I am sorry she discovered this

last, as in case you cut out Charlotte, and of course you will, it will

be like the spiteful old wretch to blazon it abroad, though William

ain't to blame, of course."

"I wonder I never told grandma that Walter was connected with the

Bellengers," Jessie thought, as she finished reading this letter, which

came to her the night when William, beneath the cherry trees, was

whispering words to Ellen which should never have been spoken. "It's

probably because I've not been much with her of late, and she never

seemed at all interested in him, except indeed, to say that pa ought to

get him a situation in a grocery, or something to pay him for saving my

life. I wish she wasn't so foolishly proud," and as Jessie read the

letter again, she felt glad that her grandmother did not know how nearly

Walter Marshall was connected with the man who "was hung, or sent to

State prison."

Gradually, too, there arose before her mind the whole array of her city

friends, with old Mrs. Reeves and Charlotte at their head, and the idea

of having Walter with her in the city the coming winter was not as

pleasant as it once had been. Her grandmother might find out who he was;

William would tell, perhaps, and she could not bear the thought of

seeing him slighted, as he was sure to be if the tide, of which the old

lady Reeves was the under-current, should set in against him.

"I've half a mind to go home," she thought, "before anything definite is

arranged, and persuade father to secure Walter just as good a situation

in some other place where he won't be slighted."

This allusion to her father was a fortunate one, for in her cool moments

of reflection there was no one whose judgment Jessie regarded so highly

as her father's. He knew Walter,--he respected him, too, and had often

spoken with pleasure of the time when he would be with him.

"People dare not laugh if father takes him up," she thought, while

something whispered to her that she, too, could, if she would, do much

toward helping Walter to the position in society he was fitted to

occupy. "I won't go," she said, at last. "I'll stay and see Walter

again, at all events, though I do wish Will hadn't told me about his

speech, and his father, too. I mean to ask him some time to tell me the

exact truth." And having reached this resolution Jessie sat down and

wrote to her grandmother that she could not come yet, she was so happy

in the country.

This she intended taking to William in the morning, for she had promised

to meet him at the depot and see him off. "I shall be rather lonely when

he is gone," she thought, and walking to the window of her room, she

wondered if Charlotte Reeves would succeed in winning William Bellenger.

"Her grandmother will strain every nerve," she thought, "but by just

saying a word I can supplant her, I know, else why has he stayed here a

whole week? Nell, is that you?" and Jessie started as the young girl

glided into the room, her face unusually pale, and her whole appearance

indicative of some secret agitation. "Where have you been?" asked

Jessie, "and who was it that shut the gate?"

"Where? I didn't hear any gate," Ellen replied, trembling lest she

should betray what she had been forbidden to divulge.

Had she confessed it then it would have saved her many a weary

heartache, and her companion from many a thoughtless act, but she did

not, and when Jessie, caressed her white cheek, and said laughingly,

"Has my prudish Nell a secret love affair?" she made some incoherent

answer, and, seeking her pillow, lived over again the scene in the

garden, blushing to herself as she recalled the dark face which had bent

so near to hers, and the tender voice which had whispered in her ear the

name so recently given to her. "Little Snow-Drop," he called her when he

bade her adieu, and the moon went down behind the mountain ere she fell

asleep thinking of that name and the time when the forest tree would

cast its leaf and he be with her again.

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