CHAPTER XLIV.

When Bertram Chesleigh came to full consciousness again he found

himself lying on a couch in Mr. Leith's bedroom.

The curtains were drawn at the windows, but the light of the full day

glimmered through, and he saw the grave-faced physician sitting beside

him, while Richard Leith, from the bed opposite, regarded him with an

intent expression. He struggled up feebly and pressed his hand to his

brow.

"I have had a shock," he said, with an air of strange perplexity, as he

looked into their anxious faces. "What was it? What has happened to me?"

"You have been near to death's door," replied the physician, gravely,

"but you will recover now."

"I wish that I had died!" the young man burst out, with such passionate

realization of his misery, that the doctor exclaimed, incautiously:

"So, then, you _did_ try to commit suicide?"

The brilliant, dark eyes looked at him in amazement.

"Suicide! suicide!" he repeated, blankly. "Who dares to say that of me?"

The doctor regarded him thoughtfully.

"My dear sir," he said, quietly, "I happened in here very opportunely

last evening and found you suffering all the terrible symptoms of

arsenic poisoning. Your friends feared that your grief had unhinged

your mind, and that under temporary aberration you had attempted the

destruction of your own life."

"They were wrong. I could never have been such a coward," Bertram

answered, in such a tone of convincing truthfulness that no one could

doubt him. "Indeed, doctor, you must have been mistaken. I have taken

no drug recently."

"I am not mistaken," the physician asserted, confidently. "You had most

certainly had arsenic administered to you in a draught of wine."

A startled gleam came into Mr. Chesleigh's eyes, his face whitened, a

cry of horror came from his lips.

"Doctor, are you quite, quite sure?" he exclaimed.

"I would swear to the drug," was the instant reply. "Do you admit the

wine?"

"Yes," came the grave reply; "I drank a glass of wine before coming in

here yesterday evening, but I did not dream it was drugged," and an

expression of almost incredulous horror swept over the handsome face.

"Who gave you the wine?" inquired the doctor and Richard Leith almost

simultaneously.

But Bertram Chesleigh shook his head.

"Do not ask me," he said. "It is terrible, yet I will not betray my

would-be destroyer."

"It was one of the Glenalvans," asserted Richard Leith, seeing the

truth as by a flash of light.

"Do not ask me," the young man replied again. "I must not tell you. It

is too terrible. I can scarce believe the dread reality myself."

But though he refused to reveal the secret, Richard Leith felt morally

certain that it was to some of the family of John Glenalvan the young

man owed the attempted destruction of his life. He had heard that

Elinor had "set her cap" at him.

This, then, was the dreadful revenge she had taken for her

disappointment.

The physician went away and left them together. Then the lawyer told

his son-in-law his whole sad story. Bertram's indignation knew no

bounds.

"May the curse of an offended God rest upon John Glenalvan's head!" he

exclaimed. "It is to him and his family that my poor Golden owes the

bitter sorrows of her brief life. My sister's maid, Celine, confessed

that it was Elinor Glenalvan who discovered Golden's identity, and

bribed her to send her away under a ban of disgrace. Oh, God, Leith,

could I only have known that the girl little Ruby loved so dearly, and

who shunned me so persistently, was my deserted wife, how joyously

would I have taken her to my heart and claimed her for my own."

"Yes, if you had only known," Richard Leith replied, with mournful

emphasis. "My poor young daughter, hers indeed was a hard lot. Scorned

by her kindred, deserted by her husband, despised and disowned by her

miserable father! How glad she must have been to creep into the kindly

shelter of the grave! Ah, Heaven, Chesleigh, I never can forget my own

wretched share in breaking that tender heart."

His head sank back on his pillow, and almost womanly tears coursed over

his pale cheeks.

"But she forgave me before she died," he continued, pathetically, after

a little. "She was an angel, Chesleigh. I can never forget how sweet

and patient she was. The day before she died they carried me into her

room. I lay on a couch by the side of her bed. They showed me the

beautiful little waxen image--the babe that had never drawn a single

breath of life in this world, and I could not keep from crying when

they said her terrible fall had killed the child. The minister came,

and told her that she must die in a few hours, too. But was it not

strange, Chesleigh? She smiled sadly and shook her head."

"'No, you are all mistaken,' she said. 'I should not be sorry to die,

but my time has not come yet. I cannot die until I know whether I shall

meet my mother in Heaven, or whether she is still on earth.'

"But that night she passed away peacefully in her sleep. It was so calm

and gradual we did not know when the end had come. It was like those

sweet lines of Hood:

"'We watched her breathing through the night,

Her breathing soft and low,

As in her breast the wave of life

Went heaving to and fro.

Our very hopes belied our fears,

Our fears our hopes belied;

We thought her dying when she slept,

And sleeping when she died.'"

He ceased, and there was a heavy silence in the room. Bertram Chesleigh

broke it in a hushed, low voice.

"Poor, martyred child! Was she, then, so anxious to find her mother?"

"She declared that it was the one dream of her life-time," Richard

Leith replied.

"And there is no clew save that which John Glenalvan holds?" inquired

Bertram, thoughtfully.

"None, and the villain has fled. I do not believe his own wife and

children know aught of his whereabouts."

A look of grave determination swept over Bertram's handsome, pallid

face.

"Then I will take up the quest where it dropped from Golden's little

hand in dying. I will track the villain, if it is to the end of the

world. It shall be my task to vindicate her mother's memory," he said,

gravely and earnestly.

"It is _my_ task rather," said Richard Leith.

"We will join hands in the effort," his son-in-law answered.

Old Dinah came in with a note for Mr. Leith. It was from Gertrude.

"I have gone away," she wrote. "I can leave you no address, but I

shall be cognizant of all that transpires at Glenalvan Hall, and I

may see you again ere long. You will soon be well enough to go about

again, and that you may be enabled to solve the distressing mystery

of your lost wife's fate, is the earnest prayer of

"GERTRUDE."

"Surely no man was ever placed in such a terrible position," said

Richard Leith. "For aught I know, I may have two wives living."

"It is through no fault of yours," replied Mr. Chesleigh; "but it is

most distressing. Your second wife appears to be a very beautiful and

winning woman."

"She is both, but I never discovered her worth until it was too late to

love her," Mr. Leith replied, sadly. "Her noble conduct to my helpless

daughter first opened my eyes to her lovable character."

"God bless her!" Bertram Chesleigh uttered, fervently.

They had some further conversation, and then Mr. Chesleigh announced

his intention of going away.

"I will not trespass further on Mr. Glenalvan's hospitality," he said

decidedly. "I do not forget how much reason he has to hate the sight of

me."

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