CHAPTER XXXV.

"Oh, father," cried little Golden. "Why did you lure my poor mother

from her home. She was so young, so trusting. Why did you persuade her

to desert her parents?"

The man's pale, handsome features quivered all over with vain remorse

and penitence.

"You do well to reproach me, little Golden," he sighed. "There is no

excuse for my sin. But I will tell you how I came to act so imprudently.

"I was a struggling young lawyer, poor and proud, when I first met

your beautiful mother during a business trip to the south. Her family,

though reduced to comparative poverty by the late war, were proud

and aristocratic people, and I felt quite sure that they would have

refused me the hand of their petted darling.

"I had heard so much of the pride of the southerners that I was afraid

to ask the Glenalvans for their beautiful child. So I acted the part of

a coward and stole her from them. The dear girl loved me well, and went

with me willingly when I promised to take her back to them after we

were married.

"I took her to New York, and made her my true and lawful wife, but so

afraid was I of those haughty Glenalvans that I refused to allow her to

write my name and address to her friends. I was waiting till I should

have acquired a fame and fortune that would make me acceptable in their

eyes. Oh, God, how terribly my sin has found me out after all these

years."

He paused and wiped away the cold dew that beaded his high, white brow.

After a moment he went on, sadly:

"I was fast gaining prominence and a competence in my profession, when

some base enemy of mine--as a lawyer I had some of the blackest-hearted

enemies that a man ever had--wrote my darling a letter, defaming me

in scandalous terms, and averring that I had deceived her by a mock

marriage.

"Poor child, she was very simple and credulous. She fell an easy victim

to the liar's tale. She fled from me, leaving that cruel letter behind

her, the only thing there was to hint at the reason of her hurried

flight."

"Oh, if only you had followed her then," moaned beautiful Golden.

"If I only had!" he echoed. "My first impulse was to do so; but I

had on hand a very important case, which I had staked everything on

winning. If I managed it well my success was assured as one of the

leading lawyers of the day. My speech for the defense was anticipated

anxiously by many. So I suffered my ambition to overrule my first

instinctive resolve to follow my wife, and instead I wrote to her

brother. He sent me that lying letter that almost broke my heart."

He broke down and sobbed like a woman, or rather, unlike a woman, for

those great, convulsive moans of agony that issued from his breast

seemed as if they would rend his heart in twain.

Golden stole to his side and laid her small hand kindly on his gray

head, that was bowed in sorrow and remorse.

"I am sorry for you, my father," she said. "You have been weak and

imprudent, but not sinful, as I thought. But, oh, my poor mother! My

heart is torn over her wretched fate. She must have perished miserably,

or we should have heard from her ere now. Oh, father, what shall we do?"

They looked at each other with dim, miserable eyes, this strangely

reunited father and daughter, the awful mystery of the wife and

mother's fate chilled their hearts.

He took her hand and drew her gently nearer to him.

"My child, I shall go to Glenalvan Hall and confront John Glenalvan

with his sin. I believe the whole key to the mystery lies in that

villain's hands."

"I am almost sure of it," she replied. "He hated my mother, and he

hated me. I will go with you. What joy it will be to stand up proudly

before him and tell him that my birth was honest and honorable, and

that my father is a good and true man, who is glad to see me, for you

_are_ glad, aren't you?" she asked him, pleadingly.

"Yes, dear, I am very glad. I have always longed to have a child of

my own to love. It seemed as if my heart was always yearning for the

daughter I believed to be dead. But Golden," he looked at her anxiously

and pleadingly as he clasped her little hand, "you have a story of your

own to tell me before we go on the quest for your mother. The great

mystery of love has come to you already in your tender youth. Tell me,

my daughter, are you a wife?"

The crimson color flushed into her cheeks, then receded, leaving her

deathly pale again.

Tears rose into the great, blue eyes, and trembled on the long-fringed

lashes.

Her lips parted and closed again without a sound.

"Tell me, Golden," he urged, anxiously; "are you a wife, or has some

artful villain deceived you? If so----" he clenched his hand, and the

lightnings of passion flashed from his somber, dark eyes.

A moan of pain came from the girl's white lips.

"Oh, father, I cannot tell you now," she sighed. "Only trust me. Do not

believe me vile and wicked. Perhaps I may be able to tell you the truth

some day."

As she spoke, some strange, new light flashed into his mind.

She saw the startled gleam flash into his eyes.

"Tell me," he cried out, hoarsely, "are you the girl that was dismissed

from Mrs. Desmond's employ under the stigma of a disgraceful suspicion?"

She covered her face with her hands and faltered "yes," in a voice of

agony.

"Was that terrible accusation true?" he demanded, in a voice so changed

she could scarcely recognize it.

"No, never! It was false, I swear it before Heaven. My trouble came to

me before I entered Mrs. Desmond's employ," she replied.

"Golden, you must tell me the name of the man who has wronged you," he

said, sternly.

"I cannot," she answered, sorrowfully.

"You mean you will not," he said.

"I cannot. I am bound by a promise," she answered.

"It was a foolish promise. The time has come when you must break it,"

he answered, steadily. "You must clear yourself in Mrs. Desmond's eyes,

and reconcile her to her husband. Do you know that they are separated

on your account?"

"I heard you say so," she replied.

"It is true, and I am their lawyer. Will you let me write to Mrs.

Desmond, and tell her the name of the man who is really in fault, and

for whose sin she has deserted her innocent husband?"

"I cannot," she moaned again, in a voice of agony. "I am bound by a

sacred promise. Bitter as the consequences are, I must keep it!"

It seemed incredible to him that this frail, slight girl should hold

her secret so resolutely in the face of the trouble it had caused.

"But, Golden, think a moment," he began.

"I have thought until my brain is almost wild," she interrupted,

pitifully. "But I can see no possible loophole out of my solemn vow of

silence."

"You were wrong to take such a vow, Golden, and it is almost wicked for

you to keep it. Do you see how much is at stake? Through your silence

a man and his wife are divided in anger and shame, and a cloud of the

blackest disgrace is lowering over your own head. Do you know that it

is a fearful thing to come between husband and wife?"

"I feel its enormity in the very depths of my heart," she replied,

shuddering and weeping.

"Then surely you will speak; you _must_ speak," he urged.

But she only shook her head.

"Not if I command you to do so?" he asked.

"Not if you command me," she replied, with mournful firmness.

There was a moment's silence, and Richard Leith gazed upon the girl

with a sick and shuddering heart.

A vague suspicion was beginning to steal into his mind.

What if Golden was deceiving him, and Mrs. Desmond's belief were true?

He reeled before the sickening horror of the thought. The dread

suspicion seemed to float in fiery letters before his eyes.

He looked at the bowed figure of the sobbing girl, and steeled his

heart against her. She was no child of his if she could let the shadow

of suspicion tamely rest upon her head.

"Golden," he said, "think of what I must endure if you refuse to

declare yourself. Would you have me acknowledge a child who has covered

my honorable name with shame? Shall I take you by the hand and say to

the world that honors me as a stainless man: 'This is my daughter. She

has disgraced herself, and brought ruin and despair into another's

home.'"

She shrank and trembled before the keen denunciation of his words. She

threw herself at his feet and looked up with frightened, imploring eyes.

"Father, do not disown me," she cried. "I have not disgraced you--you

will know the truth some day. Tell the whole world my piteous story.

It may be--it may be that the telling will bring you joy, not sorrow.

For," she said to her own heart, hopefully, "if Bertram Chesleigh

should hear the truth, and know that I am not a nameless child, surely

he will claim me then. He can no longer be ashamed of me."

She felt that the happiness of her whole future hung trembling in the

balance on the chance of her father's recognition of her. If in his

anger at her obstinacy he should repudiate her claim on him, nothing

was left her but despair.

Richard Leith could be as hard as marble when he chose. His pride

and his anger rose in arms now against the thought of receiving this

branded girl as his own daughter.

"Golden," he said, "what if I say that I will not receive you as my

daughter unless you consent to clear up this disgraceful mystery that

surrounds you?"

"You will not tell me so--you could not be so cruel," she cried,

fearfully.

"Only one word, Golden. The name of the man who has wronged you. Tell

me, that I may punish him."

"You must not, for _I love him_," she moaned, despairingly.

"You force me to believe that Mrs. Desmond was right, and that you are

a lost and guilty creature," he said scathingly.

A long, low wail came from her lips, then she bowed her head and

remained silent.

"Do you still persist in this obstinate silence?" he asked.

"I must," she answered faintly.

"Go, then," he thundered at her, "you are no child of mine. I refuse

you the shelter of my home, my name, and my heart. I cannot believe

that you are the child of my innocent little Golden. Go, and never let

me see your face again."

And with the cruel words he turned and left the room.

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