It was true enough, no doubt; Miss Gadge was certain of the fact, she

had heard him speak of “picnics in the Campagna” with the Brownings--the

throb of the thought was almost painful to me as she said it. But how

delightful, she pursued, to know that I was a “Browning-lover” like

herself; and she dropped the subject of the picnics in order to quote,

to declaim some lines from “Rabbi ben Ezra” in a strangulated sing-song,

quite unlike her ordinary voice, which expressed the power of her

devotion to the poet. “Grow old along with me--” she intoned the lines

in a hoarse and quavering wail; and I broke out on her with a passionate

cry, though it remained unheard, over the depth of her misunderstanding.

If a wish could have struck her in the face she would have reeled on the

spot; but though I had struck her I couldn’t have made her understand

how completely she mistook my feeling. “It’s not _that_,” I might have

burst out, “not in the least like _that_!”--and how should she have

understood that my sudden interest in Mr. Vickery was larger and rarer

and stranger than that of a “Browning-lover,” even of one who could

intone the chant of the Rabbi from end to end. I could any day have

repeated the poems of Browning against Miss Gadge, though not on the

pitch of her wail; but I was high above _them_, I felt, when I started

at the sight of Mr. Vickery--at the gleam of the eagle-feather. I was

with the Brownings in the Campagna, suddenly _with_ them, stopping to

speak to them: don’t you understand?--I wasn’t repeating their poems,

which I have known by heart for years. It was useless to try explaining

this to Miss Gadge, and I let her quaver on while I gazed my fill at the

wonder. It was a strange excitement; and I don’t pretend to make light

of it as I now look back, or to smile distantly at the thought of the

thrill, the wild sweet breeze that ran through the imagination of the

youthful onlooker. A man who had known the Brownings--there he stood!

The company thinned at length, and I was able to approach him, though I

knew full well that the demon of shyness would prevent my questioning

him, as I longed to question, on the subject of the picnics. But first I

was held awhile longer by Miss Gadge, who on discovering that I was a

less worthy worshipper of the poet than she had imagined went on with

her study of type; and this brought her to a shabby and crumpled little

old woman who was slipping furtively about the room with a purposeful

air, talking to nobody. Miss Gadge named her, and the name was indeed a

surprise--Mrs. Vickery; she was actually the wife of our resplendent

host, but Miss Gadge threw a world of meaning into her headshake and her

delicate grimace as she referred to her. Poor Mr. Vickery, all through

his long and sumptuous career that dowdy impediment had hung to him;

and Miss Gadge, like all his admirers, was impressed by his

fidelity--though indeed you might equally call it his wife’s tenacity.

But to do her justice she kept to the background when his brilliance was

turned to the world; I could see this for myself, as she slunk among his

visitors without attempting to pretend they were hers. Look, however--at

that moment Mrs. Vickery did venture to accost one of them, a queer

untidy bundle of a woman not unlike herself, though much more colourful

and bold-eyed. “Ah yes, of course,” said Miss Gadge, nodding shrewdly,

“she talks to the reporter”; for the bold bundle, it seemed, was a

common type, a haunter of studios and public places and _some_

drawing-rooms even, where she picked up what she could for the

exceedingly vulgar and brazen newspaper that you know so well. Mrs.

Vickery fastened upon her with decision and drew her apart; and they

stood together by one of the easels--not indeed looking at the picture,

but evidently speaking of it, for Mrs. Vickery jerked her thumb at the

bandit and proceeded to explain something very minutely to the

journalist, emphasizing her points with a finger tapped on her palm. I

caught a snatch of her explanation as I passed up the room. “He _never_

asks less,” Mrs. Vickery was saying earnestly--“and he feels it should

be _known_.”

The artist was now at work again; he was mounted on his step-ladder,

that is to say, with brush poised and palette displayed, and at

intervals he gave a masterly stroke to the Alban hills. He wanted to get

“a little more nerve, more _race_, into the folds”: such was his odd

expression. The crowd had cleared, but there was a small knot of people

still clustered about him, and the braver occasionally sent a

compliment or a question bawling up at him. “Don’t talk to me of

‘movements,’” he genially cried back; “the only movement a painter

should think of is _this_”--and he twirled his brush in a narrowing

spiral till it lighted on tiptoe in a fold of the hills. “The only

movement I attend to is my own,” he exclaimed, swinging round, flashing

on us superbly; “it extends from my house to my studio and back again.

‘Don’t talk about art--show me your work--here’s mine’: that’s what I

say to the youngsters. My trade is paint, and I stick to it. An honest

tradesman before the world--that’s what an artist should make and keep

himself. Before the world, mark you!--his dreams are his own affair. Ah,

his dreams--!” Mr. Vickery paused, dropping his brush, and he smote his

hand to his eyes and held it there in a long silence. “My God, his

dreams!” he murmured. The little group of us stood in a row below him,

hushed and intent. The grand old figure of the painter towered against

the monument of his toil, and the light of a spacious age seemed to beat

on him in the hush. An old master-craftsman of the Renaissance, in his

flat velvet cap, his loose blue working-garb--a tradesman he called

himself, sturdy in his pride, but we had a glimpse of what he hid from

the world. More than a glimpse indeed; for it was a long minute, I

should think, before he turned and caught up his brush and set

boisterously to work again. As he did so I was sharply prodded from

behind--by the lady-reporter, I discovered. “What was that about

dreams?” she asked; “did he mean _art_-dreams?” She wanted to have it

clear, but Mrs. Vickery stole swiftly forward and nudged her for another

point. “You quite understand,” Mrs. Vickery distinctly whispered, “that

it mustn’t appear to come from _him_--what I told you.”

Before long the painter stepped down from his ladder, inspected the

nerve of the hills from the proper distance and declared himself

satisfied. He stretched his arms with a long happy sigh. “Well, well,

well, it’s a great game--thank the gods for it! Where should I have been

without it these fifty years? Can you imagine me without my poor old

toys, Marchesa? Colour-box and canvas--give me them and take the rest!

‘He was born, he painted, he died’--my biography; when you write it

don’t add another word.” The Marchesa looked at him with kind timid eyes

(she was a very tall and angular Englishwoman) and answered vaguely; she

spoke vaguely because it was impossible for her to reach Mr. Vickery’s

hearing with her gentle huskiness, so that it didn’t matter what she

said. The artist motioned her to a big divan and threw himself beside

her among the cushions. He talked on. “Ah, there has been some work done

in this old room for fifty years! What’s been happening all that time in

the world, Marchesa? You great ones of the earth have had your hour and

your power, and I hope you’ve enjoyed it. A poor painter wishes well to

the world, always, for so long as the world is happy and busy it will

forget the poor painter--he counts on that.” Mr. Vickery’s glance roved

for a moment, taking in the circle of his listeners; his wife was still

engaged with the reporter at a distance, but she looked hastily round on

the pause and gave the reporter a little push, directing her towards the

divan. This lady hurried across and took a vacant chair by my side. Mr.

Vickery had turned again to address the Marchesa, and he proceeded to

speak with emotion of the long lonely laborious service to which a

painter is dedicated; and insensibly he lifted the veil, musing to

himself, and the light fell upon the hope, the faith, the ambition that

an artist so jealously hugs and hides. “He hugs them like a secret,”

said Mr. Vickery, his voice dropping almost to a whisper, “a secret that

he daren’t profane.” Once more there was a silence. My neighbour bent to

me anxiously: “Did he say ‘profane’?” she enquired; “why profane, do you

think?--do ask him.”

I don’t know in what form the “Roman studio-chat” appeared in the brazen

journal, but if the good lady had as much difficulty in sorting her

impressions as I had over mine she can’t have got them ready for the

following Saturday. The Marble Faun, the Brownings, the goatherd and the

bandit, and then the resplendence of Mr. Vickery--in all this there was

far too much for an easy cosy column with plenty of “cross-headings,”

even if one left out the array of the types. Mrs. Vickery by herself

might be the substance of a leisurely chat; she didn’t attend the

session of the divan--she was very busy at a writing-table in a far

corner, where she seemed to be sorting papers, making entries in books,

stowing things into drawers and locking them up with jingling keys. She

at least was forgotten by the world and obviously knew she could count

on it; but if one happened to notice her she appeared as the one small

sign of lonely concentration in the decorative staging of an artist’s

life. I watched her examining a slip of paper, biting her pen; and

presently she left her place, edged round the wall to the divan, and

unobtrusively offered the paper and the pen to one of our party, a

well-fed middle-aged man with side-whiskers. “You’ve forgotten to fill

in the date,” I heard her say softly. He filled it in, apologizing, and

as she moved away she added that it would be sent without fail to his

hotel next morning. Mrs. Vickery was attending to business, assured that

the world was happy without her; she locked up the slip of paper and

returned to the entries in her note-book. Yes, I think she would have

made the best subject of all for one of the “jottings in Rome”; but the

jotter missed it--she was preparing to ask Mr. Vickery about the

profanity that she had also inadvertently missed.

He gave her no opportunity, however, so I suppose she had to supply it

herself in the chat. I too had had my own question for Mr. Vickery, if I

could have found the courage to bawl it--or rather if I could have

framed it in any words. But I no longer desired to ask him about the

Brownings, and indeed the air of the studio wasn’t favourable to

questions, with its comfort so easy and public and its pictures so

candid and explicit. If you want the answer to any question, look round

you!--the room tells you all there is to be told. There was certainly

nothing mysterious about the pictures; with one voice they declared

themselves, repeating their frank formula with the glibness of fifty

voluble years. There was nothing questionable about the luxurious

installation of their maker--nothing, at any rate, if one noticed the

obscure corner of industry that attracted so little attention. And least

of all did the painter himself provoke any doubts that he didn’t plainly

satisfy, with his picturesque frontage turned so full to the light; the

fumbling reporter was the only person who had missed a syllable of

anything he intended to convey. And the upshot of it all was that Mr.

Vickery had endured from a blander age, bringing a waft of its goodly

confidence and ease, trailing a train of its illustrious memories--only

_not_ bringing, as it happened, the forgotten secret on which its glory

and its confidence reposed. The blander world of romantic Rome didn’t

greatly trouble itself with questions, didn’t object to a florid style,

wasn’t afraid of the telling effect of a handsome old head against the

bluest hills of Italy; but there _had_ been something else, and Mr.

Vickery didn’t chance to have brought it with him--it remained with the

Brownings, they kept it. Let me ask Miss Gadge what it was. She thinks

it must have been their _depth_, and she is ready to intone the whole of

“Abt Vogler” to bear out her opinion.

Mr. Vickery, then, survived in our thin and acid air, to meet the

assault of carping doubts from which his prime was protected; and he

hadn’t the depth (if that is Miss Gadge’s word) to keep the faith of the

romantic age as impressively as it was kept in his youth. I was glad

that he had escaped the eye of Deering, to whom I should never betray

him; Mr. Vickery, taken as he stood, too freely gave away the honour of

Roman romance to be revealed to Deering. With me it was safe; but that

sardonic observer, I am sure, wouldn’t consent to view the old survivor

as I did, as I still can, when he placed himself before the dark

tapestry with the golden light streaming full upon his patriarchal

nobility. For me he was the man who remembered the great days, who had

roamed in the Campagna with poets, and the man in whose studio the

shadows of genius were still to be seen and talked with if one loved

them. I loved them myself so dearly that I could easily give Mr. Vickery

the benefit of their presence; and in their presence one didn’t take him

as he stood, far from it, but with the lustre of his association upon

him, strange and new. Deering wouldn’t have had this fond understanding;

indeed he would have steeled himself against it with his modern doctrine

that one mustn’t read books, at any rate in Rome. “Come out of your

books,” he had exhorted me, and it wasn’t likely that he would relapse

with me into Browning at this hour--into Browning, whose influence had

been strong on him during a period of manly piety through which he had

passed in the nursery. So I kept Mr. Vickery to myself, hugging him in

secret, and I was content to ask no questions about those

eagle-feathered picnics of the past. It is much for us if we can catch

but a reflection of the light of the great days; it is enough, even

though their depth is screened from us by fifty commoner years. Mr.

Vickery shall not be exposed to the daunting chill of Deering’s irony if

I can help it.

Such was my feeling; for it seemed clear to me that Mr. Vickery had

lived on incautiously till he faced a critical age, knowing nothing of

its deadly arts, needing protection. And thereupon I noticed that he was

now conducting the Marchesa and the well-fed man on a tour round the

studio, pausing at one after another of the pictures; and I began to

perceive, following and listening, how much he required my kindly care

while he was flanked by the great ones of the earth. The well-fed man

was Lord Veneering (or something to that effect), and he explained to

the Marchesa that he was “forming a gallery” at a little place he had

bought in the country, and that Mr. Vickery had very obligingly “aided

him with expert advice”; and the Marchesa said pleasantly that one

couldn’t do better than follow Mr. Vickery’s taste, because he

possessed, what is nowadays so rare, the spirit of the great masters.

“This,” said Mr. Vickery, indicating one of the canvases, “is a little

smudge of paint that pleases me as well as anything I ever did--which

may seem odd to a layman, for it’s purely a painter’s picture. Very bad

policy, in these days, to spend time over work like that; but we paint

for each other, we of the trade--we understand.” The velvet breeches and

the sheepskin seemed to me to occupy their usual places in this picture,

but his lordship was particularly struck by their “high relief.” Mr.

Vickery didn’t hear, he was lost for a moment in contemplation. “Yes,”

he said, “a painter would understand what I’ve tried to say there.” Our

carping age, represented by the Marchesa and Lord Veneering, reverently

gazed. Mrs. Vickery, still over her papers at the table, glanced up at

her husband with a look that understood more, I incline to think, than

many painters. Certainly he was well muffled against our chilling and

doubting day; but I wonder how he would have shielded his complacency if

his wife had spoken her mind. However she was much too deep in her

entries and reckonings for a wild idea like that.

XV. VIA DELLE BOTTEGHE OSCURE

I don’t pledge myself to the actual street, twisting into the dark heart

of Rome, that led me to the great solemn palace of the Marchesa; but it

might have been the street of the Dark Shops, and I am apt to think it

may. It rambled vaguely into the gloom of all the ages and brought me to

a stand before an immense _portone_, the doorway of a family whose

classic name was inscribed in monumental lettering upon the lintel. What

a name!--it strode away across the long centuries, it wore the purple

and the tiara, it raised its shout in the bloody brawls of its faction,

it disappeared into the barbaric night; and again it emerged, plain to

see, clear in the classic day, the pride and the renown of the young

republic. It seems, as you read it over the doorway, to speak casually

of Scipio, of Cincinnatus, friends of yesterday, vanished so lately that

there has barely been time to miss them; and there may be a touch of

parade in this, but who shall prove it?--and anyhow it is a great and

glorious name, nobly time-worn from its immemorial journey, and it is

written over the dark archway of the palace for its only and sufficient

decoration. You enter accordingly under the sign of all the Roman

history that you ever read, you cross the cloistered court and mount the

broad sweep of the staircase; and you find yourself in the presence of a

shy kind elderly Englishwoman, who appears to be still wondering a

little, after many years, how she came there.

The great old family, though it still held up its head with high

dignity, seemed to have outlived its fortune in the world. The Marchesa

sat in the midst of tattered and shredded relics of splendour, mildly

boiling her kettle over a spirit-lamp; and I don’t know how she came

there, but in many years she had never succeeded in wearing her faded

state with confidence, and she looked forlorn and patient, quietly

accepting as a duty a condition of things that she didn’t understand.

She was too lady-like in her gentle manners for the worldly pride of her

majestic drawing-room; and whereas its majesty held aloof more proudly

than ever in impoverishment, she herself was too humble to reject the

little comfort and kindness of a hissing kettle and a few sociable

friends to tea. She tried to keep one hand upon their homely support

without losing touch at the same time with the palatial scorn that

watched her; and yet there was a disconnexion somehow, and she hadn’t

the power, the impudence, the adaptability, whatever it might be, to

make herself the link between the two. It may have been easier in the

Marchese’s lifetime (he was long departed); but now she had to carry her

prodigious name by herself, and the weight of the responsibility, and

her earnest sense of her duty, and her simple unassuming

inefficiency--what with it all there was much to make her look anxious

and bewildered while we sat, she and I, waiting for the kettle to boil.

She was conscious of having too much history on her hands; and yet she

couldn’t in loyalty disown it and settle comfortably down upon the style

and culture of a plain quiet Englishwoman.

The good Marchesa, she had somehow been left all alone in her august

establishment by deaths, accidents, dispositions that are obscure to me;

but the result of them was that she sat by herself in a corner of her

mighty palace, watched and terrorized from a distance by a crowd of her

kindred, offshoots in many degrees of her husband’s race--a needy Roman

throng possessing complicated claims on her, rights to bully her,

chances to torment her with conscientious scruples; and no doubt she had

found that her integrity and her perfect manners were a very poor match

for the guile of twenty centuries of Rome. “I’m expecting two English

nephews of mine this afternoon,” she said--“such dear boys”; and again,

“My sister writes to me from Devonshire to ask me if I can introduce

them to a few nice friends”: that was the tone of the Marchesa, and it

wouldn’t seem that she could offer much resistance to a band of hungry

wily Romans. It was more, however, than might be thought, for her back

was straight and firm in her duty at any cost to herself; only it all

made a puzzling task, and there was no one and nothing around to support

her, to stand by her side with encouragement and explanation, unless it

was the companionable English tea-cup in a corner of her huge old

drawing-room. It will presently appear how it is that I can read such a

tale in her shy plainness, but much of it would be legible even without

what I afterwards learned. She was an exceedingly simple soul.

The Principessa was simple too in her way, but it was not the same way.

“Why, Gertrude,” she cried, rustling down the long room from the

doorway, “don’t you look lovely to-day!” (It was the voice of New York.)

“But that’s nothing new--I don’t tell you what you don’t _very_ well

know--only it strikes me fresh every time I see you!” And indeed the

slight flush and smile that began to spread upon the Marchesa’s brownish

pallor did become her, as she rose to greet her guest. “Every time I see

you,” repeated the Principessa, brightly glancing. “There’s something

about you that’s perfection, and I shall _never_ know just what it is.

Don’t you want to tell me what it is? You needn’t be afraid--I shan’t

ever be able to copy it. I watch my little girl every day to see if she

won’t catch a look of it somehow. ‘My blessed child,’ I say to her, ‘for

mercy’s sake try to look _real_--like the Marchesa.’ But she doesn’t,

she looks like her father--and you know the sort of old Greek

plaster-cast that _he_ is, and all his family. I tell them they can’t

impose on _me_ with their grand pretences; I’ve seen the real thing. I

never meant to marry Filippo, I meant to marry a man out of an English

novel--yes, the same novel that _you_ come out of, Gertrude, whichever

it is; if I happen to find it I shall throw over Filippo and bolt--he’s

well aware of it. Don’t you want to tell me his name, Gertrude--the name

of the hero in your novel? Maltravers, Sir John Mauleverer, something

like that; you know I come here in the hope of meeting him. Some day

he’ll turn up and I shall fly into his arms; he’ll quite understand.”

The Principessa was perfect too in her way, but it was not the way of

the Marchesa. They sat side by side on a broad couch; and if the most

eloquent aspect of their contrast was on their lips and in their speech,

there was another almost as vivid that was plainly displayed at this

moment on the floor. The Marchesa’s long flat foot, with its well-worn

shoe and the hole in her grey stocking, rested on the floor beside the

Principessa’s smart little arch, with its dolphin-like plunge from heel

to toe and its exquisite casing of down-soft leather and filigree silk;

it was a lucid contrast, the two of them side by side. The Principessa

was altogether small, compact, and neater than I should have thought it

possible for any one to be neat on our rolling globe; but small and trim

as she was she managed to rustle (to rustle!--I revive the forgotten

word in an age that no longer knows the liquefaction of her clothes

whenas she goes!)--she rustled in a manner that the Marchesa, though

with so much more height to sweep from, had never dreamed of emulating.

Rustling, it may be, depended more on depth of purse than height of

person; and indeed you couldn’t notice the tip of the Principessa’s

little finger, let alone the brilliant arch of her foot, without

observing that it cost more at every breath she drew than the whole

angular person of the Marchesa through the long quiet day. The

Principessa was consummately expensive--though with a finely pointed

extremity of taste that again the Marchesa had never caught a glimpse

of; from the tilt of her big hat the little Principessa was the spirit

of expense to the click of her neat heel. And yet, yet--what is it that

she sees in the good incompetent Marchesa, sees and admires and owns to

be beyond imitation? Let me ask--why yes, most appropriately, let me ask

Miss Gilpin.

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