A gigantic hotel, brilliant with lights, music, flowers, women; halls

and corridors filled with bustling officers, uniformed from empty straps

to stars; volunteer and regular--easily distinguished by the ease of one

and the new and conscious erectness of the other; adjutants, millionaire

aids, civilian inspectors; gorgeous attachés--English, German, Swedish,

Russian, Prussian, Japanese--each wondrous to the dazzled republican

eye; Cubans with cigarettes, Cubans--little and big, war-like, with the

tail of the dark eye ever womanward, brave with machétes; on the divans

Cuban senoritas--refugees at Tampa--dark-eyed, of course, languid of

manner, to be sure, and with the eloquent fan, ever present,

omnipotent--shutting and closing, shutting and closing, like the wings

of a gigantic butterfly; adventurers, adventuresses; artists,

photographers; correspondents by the score--female correspondents; story

writers, novelists, real war correspondents, and real

draughtsmen--artists, indeed; and a host of lesser men with spurs yet

to win--all crowding the hotel day and night, night and day.

And outside, to the sea--camped in fine white sand dust, under thick

stars and a hot sun--soldiers, soldiers everywhere, lounging through the

streets and the railway stations, overrunning the suburbs;

drilling--horseback and on foot--through clouds of sand; drilling at

skirmish over burnt sedge-grass and stunted and charred pine woods;

riding horses into the sea, and plunging in themselves like truant

schoolboys. In the bay a fleet of waiting transports, and all over dock,

camp, town, and hotel an atmosphere of fierce unrest and of eager

longing to fill those wooden hulks, rising and falling with such

maddening patience on the tide, and to be away. All the time, meanwhile,

soldiers coming in--more and more soldiers--in freight-box, day-coach,

and palace-car.

That night, in the hotel, Grafton and Crittenden watched the crowd from

a divan of red plush, Grafton chatting incessantly. Around them moved

and sat the women of the "House of the Hundred Thousand"--officers'

wives and daughters and sisters and sweethearts and army

widows--claiming rank and giving it more or less consciously, according

to the rank of the man whom they represented. The big man with the

monocle and the suit of towering white from foot to crown was the

English naval attaché. He stalked through the hotel as though he had the

British Empire at his back.

"And he has, too," said Grafton. "You ought to see him go down the steps

to the café. The door is too low for him. Other tall people bend

forward--he always rears back."

And the picturesque little fellow with the helmet was the English

military attaché. Crittenden had seen him at Chickamauga, and Grafton

said they would hear of him in Cuba. The Prussian was handsome, and a

Count. The big, boyish blond was a Russian, and a Prince, as was the

quiet, modest, little Japanese--a mighty warrior in his own country. And

the Swede, the polite, the exquisite!

"He wears a mustache guard. I offered him a cigar. He saluted: 'Thank

you,' he said. 'Nevare I schmoke.'"

"They are the pets of the expedition," Grafton went on, "they and that

war-like group of correspondents over there. They'll go down on the

flag-ship, while we nobodies will herd together on one boat. But we'll

all be on the same footing when we get there."

Just then a big man, who was sitting on the next divan twisting his

mustache and talking chiefly with his hands, rolled up and called

Grafton.

"Huh!" he said.

"Huh!" mimicked Grafton.

"You don't know much about the army."

"Six weeks ago I couldn't tell a doughboy officer from a cavalryman by

the stripe down his legs."

The big man smiled with infinite pity and tolerance.

"Therefore," said Grafton, "I shall not pass judgment, deliver expert

military opinions, and decide how the campaign ought to be

conducted--well, maybe for some days yet."

"You've got to. You must have a policy--a Policy. I'll give you one."

And he began--favoring monosyllables, dashes, exclamation points, pauses

for pantomime, Indian sign language, and heys, huhs, and humphs that

were intended to fill out sentences and round up elaborate argument.

"There is a lot any damn fool can say, of course, hey? But you mustn't

say it, huh? Give 'em hell afterward." (Pantomime.) "That's right, ain't

it? Understand? Regular army all right." (Sign language.) "These damn

fools outside--volunteers, politicians, hey? Had best army in the world

at the close of the old war, see? Best equipped, you understand, huh?

Congress" (violent Indian sign language) "wanted to squash it--to

squash it--that's right, you understand, huh? Cut it down--cut it down,

see? Illustrate: Wanted 18,000 mules for this push, got 2,000, see? Same

principle all through; see? That's right! No good to say anything

now--people think you complain of the regular army, huh? Mustn't say

anything now--give 'em hell afterward--understand?" (More sign

language.) "Hell afterward. All right now, got your policy, go ahead."

Grafton nodded basely, and without a smile:

"Thanks, old man--thanks. It's very lucid."

A little later Crittenden saw the stout civilian, Major Billings, fairly

puffing with pride, excitement, and a fine uniform of khaki, whom he had

met at Chickamauga; and Willings, the surgeon; and Chaffee, now a

brigadier; and Lawton, soon to command a division; and, finally, little

Jerry Carter, quiet, unassuming, dreamy, slight, old, but active, and

tough as hickory. The little general greeted Crittenden like a son.

"I was sorry not to see you again at Chickamauga, but I started here

next day. I have just written you that there was a place on my staff for

you or your brother--or for any son of your father and my friend. I'll

write to Washington for you to-night, and you can report for duty

whenever you please."

The little man made the astounding proposition as calmly as though he

were asking the Kentuckian to a lunch of bacon and hardtack, and

Crittenden flushed with gratitude and his heart leaped--his going was

sure now. Before he could stammer out his thanks, the general was gone.

Just then Rivers, who, to his great joy, had got at least that far, sat

down by him. He was much depressed. His regiment was going, but two

companies would be left behind. His colonel talked about sending him

back to Kentucky to bring down some horses, and he was afraid to go.

"To think of being in the army as long as I have been, just for this

fight. And to think of being left here in this hell-hole all summer, and

missing all the fun in Cuba, not to speak of the glory and the game. We

haven't had a war for so long that glory will come easy now, and anybody

who does anything will be promoted. But it's missing the fight--the

fight--that worries me," and Rivers shook his head from side to side

dejectedly. "If my company goes, I'm all right; but if it doesn't, there

is no chance for me if I go away. I shall lose my last chance of

slipping in somewhere. I swear I'd rather go as a private than not at

all."

This idea gave Crittenden a start, and made him on the sudden very

thoughtful.

"Can you get me in as a private at the last minute?" he asked presently.

"Yes," said Rivers, quickly, "and I'll telegraph you in plenty of time,

so that you can get back."

Crittenden smiled, for Rivers's plan was plain, but he was thinking of a

plan of his own.

Meanwhile, he drilled as a private each day. He was ignorant of the

Krag-Jorgensen, and at Chickamauga he had made such a laughable

exhibition of himself that the old Sergeant took him off alone one day,

and when they came back the Sergeant was observed to be smiling broadly.

At the first target practice thereafter, Crittenden stood among the

first men of the company, and the captain took mental note of him as a

sharpshooter to be remembered when they got to Cuba. With the drill he

had little trouble--being a natural-born horseman--so one day, when a

trooper was ill, he was allowed to take the sick soldier's place and

drill with the regiment. That day his trouble with Reynolds came. All

the soldiers were free and easy of speech and rather reckless with

epithets, and, knowing how little was meant, Crittenden merely

remonstrated with the bully and smilingly asked him to desist.

"Suppose I don't?"

Crittenden smiled again and answered nothing, and Reynolds mistook his

silence for timidity. At right wheel, a little later, Crittenden

squeezed the bully's leg, and Reynolds cursed him. He might have passed

that with a last warning, but, as they wheeled again, he saw Reynolds

kick Sanders so violently that the boy's eyes filled with tears. He went

straight for the soldier as soon as the drill was over.

"Put up your guard."

"Aw, go to----"

The word was checked at his lips by Crittenden's fist. In a rage,

Reynolds threw his hand behind him, as though he would pull his

revolver, but his wrist was caught by sinewy fingers from behind. It was

Blackford, smiling into his purple face.

"Hold on!" he said, "save that for a Spaniard."

At once, as a matter of course, the men led the way behind the tents,

and made a ring--Blackford, without a word, acting as Crittenden's

second. Reynolds was the champion bruiser of the regiment and a boxer of

no mean skill, and Blackford looked anxious.

"Worry him, and he'll lose his head. Don't try to do him up too

quickly."

Reynolds was coarse, disdainful, and triumphant, but he did not look

quite so confident when Crittenden stripped and showed a white body,

closely jointed at shoulder and elbow and at knee and thigh, and

closely knit with steel-like tendons. The long muscles of his back

slipped like eels under his white skin. Blackford looked relieved.

"Do you know the game?"

"A little."

"Worry him and wait till he loses his head--remember, now."

"All right," said Crittenden, cheerfully, and turned and faced Reynolds,

smiling.

"Gawd," said Abe Long. "He's one o' the fellows that laugh when they're

fightin'. They're worse than the cryin' sort--a sight worse."

The prophecy in the soldier's tone soon came true. The smile never left

Crittenden's face, even when it was so bruised up that smiling was

difficult; but the onlookers knew that the spirit of the smile was still

there. Blackford himself was smiling now. Crittenden struck but for one

place at first--Reynolds's nose, which was naturally large and red,

because he could reach it every time he led out. The nose swelled and

still reddened, and Reynolds's small black eyes narrowed and flamed with

a wicked light. He fought with his skill at first, but those maddening

taps on his nose made him lose his head altogether in the sixth round,

and he senselessly rushed at Crittenden with lowered head, like a sheep.

Crittenden took him sidewise on his jaw as he came, and stepped aside.

Reynolds pitched to the ground heavily, and Crittenden bent over him.

"You let that boy alone," he said, in a low voice, and then aloud and

calmly:

"I don't like this, but it's in deference to your customs. I don't call

names, and I allow nobody to call me names; and if I have another

fight," Reynolds was listening now, "it won't be with my fists."

"Well, Mister Man from Kentucky," said Abe, "I'd a damn sight ruther

you'd use a club on me than them fists; but there's others of us who

don't call names, and ain't called names; and some of us ain't easy

skeered, neither."

"I wasn't threatening," said Crittenden, quickly, "but I have heard a

good deal of that sort of thing flying around, and I don't want to get

into this sort of a thing again." He looked steadily at the soldier, but

the eye of Abraham Long quailed not at all. Instead, a smile broke over

his face.

"I got a drink waitin' fer you," he said; and Crittenden laughed.

"Git up an' shake hands, Jim," said Abe, sternly, to Crittenden's

opponent, "an' let's have a drink." Reynolds got up slowly.

"You gimme a damn good lickin,'" he said to Crittenden. "Shake!"

Crittenden shook, and seconds and principals started for Long's tent.

"Boys," he said to the others, "I'm sorry fer ye. I ain't got but four

drinks--and--" the old Sergeant was approaching; "and one more fer the

Governor."

Rivers smiled broadly when he saw Crittenden at noon.

"The 'Governor' told me," he said, "you couldn't do anything in this

regiment that would do you more good with officers and men. That fellow

has caused us more trouble than any other ten men in the regiment, and

you are the first man yet to get the best of him. If the men could elect

you, you'd be a lieutenant before to-morrow night."

Crittenden laughed.

"It was disgusting, but I didn't see any other way out of it."

Tattoo was sounded.

"Are you sure you can get me into the army at any time?"

"Easy--as a private."

"What regiment?"

"Rough Riders or Regulars."

"All right, then, I'll go to Kentucky for you."

"No, old man. I was selfish enough to think it, but I'm not selfish

enough to do it. I won't have it."

"But I want to go back. If I can get in at the last moment I should go

back anyhow to-night."

"Really?"

"Really. Just see that you let me know in time."

Rivers grasped his hand.

"I'll do that."

Next morning rumours were flying. In a week, at least, they would sail.

And still regiments rolled in, and that afternoon Crittenden saw the

regiment come in for which Grafton had been waiting--a picturesque body

of fighting men and, perhaps, the most typical American regiment formed

since Jackson fought at New Orleans. At the head of it rode two men--one

with a quiet mesmeric power that bred perfect trust at sight, the other

with a kindling power of enthusiasm, and a passionate energy, mental,

physical, emotional, that was tireless; each a man among men, and both

together an ideal leader for the thousand Americans at their heels.

Behind them rode the Rough Riders--dusty, travel-stained troopers,

gathered from every State, every walk of labour and leisure, every

social grade in the Union--day labourer and millionaire, clerk and

clubman, college boys and athletes, Southern revenue officers and

Northern policemen; but most of them Westerners--Texan rangers,

sheriffs, and desperadoes--the men-hunters and the men-hunted; Indians;

followers of all political faiths, all creeds--Catholics, Protestants,

Jews; but cowboys for the most part; dare-devils, to be sure, but

good-natured, good-hearted, picturesque, fearless. And Americans--all!

As the last troopers filed past, Crittenden followed them with his eyes,

and he saw a little way off Blackford standing with folded arms on the

edge of a cloud of dust and looking after them too, with his face set as

though he were buried deep in a thousand memories. He started when

Crittenden spoke to him, and the dark fire of his eyes flashed.

"That's where I belong," he said, with a wave of his hand after the

retreating column. "I don't know one of them, and I know them all. I've

gone to college with some; I've hunted, fished, camped, drank, and

gambled with the others. I belong with them; and I'm going with them if

I can; I'm trying to get an exchange now."

"Well, luck to you, and good-by," said Crittenden, holding out his hand.

"I'm going home to-night."

"But you're coming back?"

"Yes."

Blackford hesitated.

"Are you going to join this outfit?"--meaning his own regiment.

"I don't know; this or the Rough Riders."

"Well," Blackford seemed embarrassed, and his manner was almost

respectful, "if we go together, what do you say to our going as

'bunkies'?"

"Sure!"

"Thank you."

The two men grasped hands.

"I hope you will come back."

"I'm sure to come back. Good-by."

"Good-by, sir."

The unconscious "sir" startled Crittenden. It was merely habit, of

course, and the fact that Crittenden was not yet enlisted, but there was

an unintended significance in the soldier's tone that made him wince.

Blackford turned sharply away, flushing.

VIII

Back in the Bluegrass, the earth was flashing with dew, and the air was

brilliant with a steady light that on its way from the sun was broken by

hardly a cloud. The woodland was alive with bird-wing and bird-song and,

under them, with the flash of metal and the joy of breaking camp. The

town was a mighty pedestal for flag-staffs. Everywhere flags were shaken

out. Main Street, at a distance, looked like a long lane of flowers in a

great garden--all blowing in a wind. Under them, crowds were

gathered--country people, negroes, and townfolk--while the town band

stood waiting at the gate of the park. The Legion was making ready to

leave for Chickamauga, and the town had made ready to speed its going.

Out of the shady woodland, and into the bright sunlight, the young

soldiers came--to the music of stirring horn and drum--legs swinging

rhythmically, chins well set in, eyes to the front--wheeling into the

main street in perfect form--their guns a moving forest of glinting

steel--colonel and staff superbly mounted--every heart beating proudly

against every blue blouse, and sworn to give up its blood for the flag

waving over them--the flag the fathers of many had so bitterly fought

five and thirty years before. Down the street went the flash and glitter

and steady tramp of the solid columns, through waving flags and

handkerchiefs and mad cheers--cheers that arose before them, swelled

away on either side and sank out of hearing behind them as they

marched--through faces bravely smiling, when the eyes were full of

tears; faces tense with love, anxiety, fear; faces sad with bitter

memories of the old war. On the end of the first rank was the boy Basil,

file-leader of his squad, swinging proudly, his handsome face serious

and fixed, his eyes turning to right nor left--seeing not his mother,

proud, white, tearless; nor Crittenden, with a lump of love in his

throat; nor even little Phyllis--her pride in her boy-soldier swept

suddenly out of her aching heart, her eyes brimming, and her

handkerchief at her mouth to keep bravely back the sob that surged at

her lips. The station at last, and then cheers and kisses and sobs, and

tears and cheers again, and a waving of hands and flags and

handkerchiefs--a column of smoke puffing on and on toward the

horizon--the vanishing perspective of a rear platform filled with jolly,

reckless, waving, yelling soldiers, and the tragedy of the parting was

over.

How every detail of earth and sky was seared deep into the memory of the

women left behind that afternoon--as each drove slowly homeward: for God

help the women in days of war! The very peace of heaven lay upon the

earth. It sank from the low, moveless clouds in the windless sky to the

sunlit trees in the windless woods, as still as the long shadows under

them. It lay over the still seas of bluegrass--dappled in woodland,

sunlit in open pasture--resting on low hills like a soft cloud of

bluish-gray, clinging closely to every line of every peaceful slope.

Stillness everywhere. Still cattle browsing in the distance; sheep

asleep in the far shade of a cliff, shadowing the still stream; even the

song of birds distant, faint, restful. Peace everywhere, but little

peace in the heart of the mother to whose lips was raised once more the

self-same cup that she had drained so long ago. Peace everywhere but for

Phyllis climbing the stairs to her own room and flinging herself upon

her bed in a racking passion of tears. God help the women in the days of

war! Peace from the dome of heaven to the heart of the earth, but a

gnawing unrest for Judith, who walked very slowly down the gravelled

walk and to the stiles, and sat looking over the quiet fields. Only in

her eyes was the light not wholly of sadness, but a proud light of

sacrifice and high resolve. Crittenden was coming that night. He was

going for good now; he was coming to tell her good-by; and he must not

go--to his death, maybe--without knowing what she had to tell him. It

was not much--it was very little, in return for his life-long

devotion--that she should at least tell him how she had wholly outgrown

her girlish infatuation--she knew now that it was nothing else--for the

one man who had stood in her life before him, and that now there was no

other--lover or friend--for whom she had the genuine affection that she

would always have for him. She would tell him frankly--she was a grown

woman now--because she thought she owed that much to him--because, under

the circumstances, she thought it was her duty; and he would not

misunderstand her, even if he really did not have quite the old feeling

for her. Then, recalling what he had said on the drive, she laughed

softly. It was preposterous. She understood all that. He had acted that

little part so many times in by-gone years! And she had always pretended

to take him seriously, for she would have given him mortal offence had

she not; and she was pretending to take him seriously now. And, anyhow,

what could he misunderstand? There was nothing to misunderstand.

And so, during her drive home, she had thought all the way of him and

of herself since both were children--of his love and his long

faithfulness, and of her--her--what? Yes--she had been something of a

coquette--she had--she _had_; but men had bothered and worried her, and,

usually, she couldn't help acting as she had. She was so sorry for them

all that she had really tried to like them all. She had succeeded but

once--and even that was a mistake. But she remembered one thing: through

it all--far back as it all was--she had never trifled with Crittenden.

Before him she had dropped foil and mask and stood frankly face to face

always. There was something in him that had always forced that. And he

had loved her through it all, and he had suffered--how much, it had

really never occurred to her until she thought of a sudden that he must

have been hurt as had she--hurt more; for what had been only infatuation

with her had been genuine passion in him; and the months of her

unhappiness scarcely matched the years of his. There was none other in

her life now but him, and, somehow, she was beginning to feel there

never would be. If there were only any way that she could make amends.

Never had she thought with such tenderness of him. How strong and brave

he was; how high-minded and faithful. And he was good, in spite of all

that foolish talk about himself. And all her life he had loved her, and

he had suffered. She could see that he was still unhappy. If, then,

there was no other, and was to be no other, and if, when he came back

from the war--why not?

Why not?

She felt a sudden warmth in her cheeks, her lips parted, and as she

turned from the sunset her eyes had all its deep tender light.

Dusk was falling, and already Raincrow and Crittenden were jogging along

toward her at that hour--the last trip for either for many a day--the

last for either in life, maybe--for Raincrow, too, like his master, was

going to war--while Bob, at home, forbidden by his young captain to

follow him to Chickamauga, trailed after Crittenden about the place with

the appealing look of a dog--enraged now and then by the taunts of the

sharp-tongued Molly, who had the little confidence in the courage of her

fellows that marks her race.

Judith was waiting for him on the porch, and Crittenden saw her from

afar.

She was dressed for the evening in pure white--delicate, filmy--showing

her round white throat and round white wrists. Her eyes were soft and

welcoming and full of light; her manner was playful to the point of

coquetry; and in sharp contrast, now and then, her face was intense

with thought. A faint, pink light was still diffused from the afterglow,

and she took him down into her mother's garden, which was old-fashioned

and had grass-walks running down through it--bordered with pink beds and

hedges of rose-bushes. And they passed under a shadowed grape-arbour and

past a dead locust-tree, which a vine had made into a green tower of

waving tendrils, and from which came the fragrant breath of wild grape,

and back again to the gate, where Judith reached down for an

old-fashioned pink and pinned it in his button-hole, talking with low,

friendly affection meanwhile, and turning backward the leaves of the

past rapidly.

Did he remember this--and that--and that? Memories--memories--memories.

Was there anything she had let go unforgotten? And then, as they

approached the porch in answer to a summons to supper, brought out by a

little negro girl, she said:

"You haven't told me what regiment you are going with."

"I don't know."

Judith's eyes brightened. "I'm so glad you have a commission."

"I have no commission."

Judith looked puzzled. "Why, your mother----"

"Yes, but I gave it to Basil." And he explained in detail. He had asked

General Carter to give the commission to Basil, and the General had said

he would gladly. And that morning the Colonel of the Legion had promised

to recommend Basil for the exchange. This was one reason why he had come

back to the Bluegrass. Judith's face was growing more thoughtful while

he spoke, and a proud light was rising in her eyes.

"And you are going as----"

"As a private."

"With the Rough Riders?"

"As a regular--a plain, common soldier, with plain, common soldiers. I

am trying to be an American now--not a Southerner. I've been drilling at

Tampa and Chickamauga with the regulars."

"You are much interested?"

"More than in anything for years."

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