Among the Clouds

The conversation had drifted by mysterious and unexplained

associations of ideas from the unusual excellence of the sweets

served at the end of dinner upon this line of steamers, to the most

grewsome tales of adventure which the narrators themselves had

experienced. Gladys, who by the most special of special permissions

and the kind favour of the captain, because she was an only child,

well behaved at table, and--because it was off season--had been

permitted to take Sunday dinner with her parents, sat beside the

captain in the gorgeous first cabin saloon with round eyes fixed

upon the story-tellers.

There was present at dinner the usual shipboard mixture of society:

at the captain's right, a man whose extensive business interests

called him often into these waters; next, a gentleman and his wife,

travelling for their united healths; third, a government official

returning to India after a brief holiday; on the opposite side, two

globe-trotters, an American lady from Southern India, Gladys'

father, and finally Gladys herself. The chair between the little

girl and her father was vacant, for Gladys' mother, who had been at

dinner, feeling the slight roll of the boat, had retired early to

her cabin, leaving the child to the father's care.

If her mother had been there Gladys would not have been permitted to

listen to the stories which had been told and enjoy the delicious

sensations of fear which she had experienced as she had heard the

accounts of awful dangers and marvellous escapes. The merchant had

obliged this little dinner company to spend five days with him

without food on a desert island and, after a thrilling rescue, had

made them watch him fall seventy feet from the masthead of a ship to

become the ship-surgeon's pet patient with twenty bones to set.

Gladys had felt herself wasting away with starvation as he had told

of his sufferings and, when he had cheerfully reached his second

story, she could hear her own bones grate as if broken asunder, as

she moved her legs under the table.

Soon it came the turn of the lady from Southern India to tell a

story.

"Well, I have had one thrilling experience which I don't mind

telling you, if my courage will support me through the recital," she

said.

Gladys listened with all her ears, for the lady from Southern India

had become her best friend on shipboard. She did not want to miss a

single word.

"You know that I have been a resident of Southern India for many

years," the lady began. "I could tell many dreadful stories of

pestilence and disaster in that region, but the most awful

experience that I have ever had myself took place in Northern India,

in Darjeeling. Of course you all know Darjeeling."

But in spite of her own assurance that they did, the lady did not

seem to be able to resist, as no one who loves the Himalayas can,

telling again of that city among the clouds, seven thousand feet

above the sea, looking directly across the depths to where, when the

sun permits, shine forth the snowy peaks of Kinchenjunga. The little

city on the sheer mountainside is to the world only another proof of

the audacity of man who dares to invade regions so exalted and, in

the hope of drenching his lungs, parched by the heat of the Indian

plains, with the cool air from the never-melting snows of the

mountain peaks, dares to build his summer cottage on the overhanging

rock and trust to Providence that it will not tumble headlong into

the clouds below or, rained on from the clouds above, be carried

down the mountainside and buried in unknown depths by the debris of

an ever-possible landslip. Clinging to the edges of the crest of

this mountain height or perched upon the very crest itself, the

summer homes of the "sahibs" peer out through their enclosures of

shrubbery and trees to the snow-capped heights where even their

masters dare not venture, but from looking upon which these men gain

courage to go down again to the plains to take up their heavy tasks,

"the white man's burden."

In her ardour the lady from Southern India described even the ascent

of the foot-hills to this resort among the mountains: the wide views

appearing first on one side, then on the other, as the little train

winds its way up the mountainside, sometimes making complete circles

to reach the higher grades and at other times shunting backwards to

save a long detour. The tea-gardens on the hillsides, the luxuriance

of the vegetation in the wooded glens, the waterfalls, the odd

little native villages along the road, descriptions of all these the

table company listened to with pleasure, for they deserved

attention, coming from the lips of one who was very familiar with

the scenes of which she spoke and who loved them. Even Gladys, who

was afraid of mountains, because "they look so big and black,"

wished she might have been there by the time the lady had reached

the beginning of her story.

"It was on my first visit to Darjeeling, when I knew nothing of the

place or the hill people, that I had the experience I am going to

tell you about," the lady continued. "I had often heard before I

started on the journey, and again on the way up, and yet again as

soon as I reached the city itself, that there was one trip which

every visitor must take in order to see the full glory of the

Himalayas and to get a peep at Mt. Everest, the highest mountain in

the world. As my stay there with an old college friend was to be

brief, since Darjeeling is a long way from Madras and vacation days

do not last forever, it was to my dismay that I found my hostess too

ill to accompany me on any excursion. She could only plan my visit

and direct her servants to carry out her plans.

"As clouds and mists are apt to hide the mountains and no one can

tell when the 'sublime' heights will be visible, it is wise to take

the trip I had heard so much about as soon as possible and to repeat

it until one gets a clear view. Therefore I felt that I must take

the first opportunity and, although I could find no one to accompany

me, I decided that I must go the very next morning after my arrival,

even alone. The plan of the trip was this: to leave at 3:30 A. M.

and in a dandy, a sort of chair borne by four hillmen, to be carried

five miles to Tiger Hill, one thousand feet higher than Darjeeling;

to reach there just as the sun should rise and throw its morning

splendours upon Mt. Everest. It was decided that I should take an

alarm clock to my room and, arising at 3 A. M., be ready in all the

heavy clothing I could assemble for my before-sunrise excursion. The

dandy and dandywalas were ordered and a light lunch was set ready to

serve as my chota hazri.

"It had not occurred to me that it would be a trying excursion as

well as an early one until at 3:30 the next morning, lighted by my

bedroom lamp as far as the outside door, I opened it and saw in the

dimness of the light four figures emerge from the darkness beyond

and stand about some object on the ground which I supposed must be

the dandy. There was no one to say good-bye to me or give me a last

word of counsel or warning. I put out the light, closed the door

behind me, and took a few steps in the direction where I thought the

dandy was. Then I stopped, for accustomed to speak to the natives in

their own tongue, it had not occurred to me until that moment that

these hill people spoke a different language from the one I was

familiar with and so I could not hope to make them understand a

word. I remembered, too, that they were of Mongolian descent, very

different from the Indian people whom I knew. What were their

characteristics? They might be treacherous and prone to rob for all

I knew. But after a moment's hesitation I made up my mind that all

these thoughts were foolish, for certainly my friend would not have

planned this trip for me if she had not considered it perfectly

safe. I saw that I must go on or that I should never hear the last

of my cowardice from my co-workers in India who are very fond of a

good joke on any of their fellows.

"My eyes had become more accustomed to the darkness while I had been

cogitating thus, and so, taking my rugs and my life, as it seemed to

me, in my hands, I stepped resolutely towards the dandy which was

placed ready for me. I spread out one rug carefully and arranged my

pillows upon it for comfort, just as calmly as if I had made the

trip often. Then I sat down and pulled the other rug over me. When I

appeared to be all ready, the four men, just black shapes in the

darkness, with a queer united grunt, took hold of the chair poles,

two in front and two behind, and, lifting the dandy to their

shoulders, started at a slow pace up the hill behind the house.

"I was pretty high up in the world it seemed to me and as they were

carrying me up backwards I had a view before me of all the

mountainside that was visible in the starlight, for the stars were

very bright overhead, and the street lights of the city twinkled

here and there below. I tried to forget that my destination was five

miles away and that the paths might lead through lonely solitudes.

I tried to concentrate my thoughts upon the scene before me, the

city, as it were, beside the sea; for so the clouds looked in the

dimness with the lighted streets resembling long piers running out

into the cloud sea. Near by an occasional house loomed up darkly in

the shadows, and the overhanging trees from the slope above looked

like impenetrable forests in the darkness. Far to the left a dim

light, I felt sure, marked the spot where a terrible landslip had

occurred but shortly before and several English people had lost

their lives. I had been anxious to visit the spot since reading an

account of the disaster, but somehow in the darkness, even at that

distance, although I could not see the place, a sort of horror of it

took possession of me and I seemed to see the white faces upturned

towards the sky as they were being carried down the mountainside by

the relentless torrent of rocks and earth. Just then I heard a noise

as of a person moving stealthily along the narrow roadway and I

positively shook with fear; but a nearer approach revealed to me

that it was only a night watchman aroused by our passing. The gleam

of a policeman's badge in these mountain wilds relieved my anxiety

for a moment and made me ashamed of my fears.

"I tried to forget my foolish thoughts and to feel soothed by the

gentle motion of the dandy as the men swung up the hillside by a

circuitous roadway. I tried not to remember what strange, stolid

faces the hillmen had had whom I had seen at the station the day

before. I tried not to see as we passed under a street lamp,

outlined under the coat of the right hand man in front of me what

certainly looked like a revolver. I tried, as I looked up at the

tall trees almost meeting over my head, to imagine how beautiful

this road would appear by daylight. Once one of the front bearers

missed his footing by stepping into an unexpected hole near the edge

of the road. That gave me a shock; but the physical shock was not so

great as the mental one I received when, as he recovered himself, I

thought I saw a knife at his belt.

"Soon, at a low call from one of them, the four men fell into a trot

and I found myself being borne, none too smoothly, along a bit of

down grade. In a moment the grade became still steeper and,

apparently at another signal, I was whirled about in my chair and

carried face forwards. As they toiled up another slope and we

appeared to have passed out of the city, they began a weird

antiphonal; the men in front would chant a few words and the men

behind would finish the phrase. Over and over it sounded--the same

tones. It seemed to me that the first two were saying, 'Kill her

now. Kill her now!' and the others were answering, 'It is not time

yet. It is not time yet!'

"On we went with the stars watching overhead but clearly at such a

distance that their presence gave me but little comfort. 'Of course

these men are not saying such awful things,' I tried to reassure

myself.

"My teeth were chattering both with fear and cold, for it was cold

at four o'clock in the morning seven thousand feet above the sea.

Suddenly the thought came to me to bribe these men with money, but

my shaking fingers discovered that I had left my purse at home. So I

could do nothing but just wait and let them take their will.

"On we went, up and up, away from the city, farther and farther

away, at the same swinging pace and to the same accompaniment of

murderous refrain. Before long I could see that we were approaching

a fog and very soon we were in it. At another time I should have

rejoiced at the experience of passing through a cloud on the

mountainside, but now my only joy was in a light that shone through

it. It might be a street light and we might be coming to a village!

We were; but so small was the village and so quickly did we pass

through it that I had no time to think of getting help there. And to

cheer me on my way, from the last dark house I heard the wail of a

suffering child.

"We were soon again in the deep woods and we must have been about an

hour from our starting point--it had seemed a century to me and I

knew that my hair had whitened with the passing of those years--when

we came to a spot where the road broadened. There, in silence, the

men set my chair down and withdrew to one side of the road. I could

see their figures close together and I could hear their voices as if

in discussion. I knew very well that my time had come. Oh, why had I

ventured alone on this journey, just for pleasure! What would become

of my work and my dear people in Madras, if these men murdered me,

as they surely would when they found I had no money at all!

"I thought of running off into the dark woods, but how could I hope

for safety there where the wild beasts preyed? I thought of shouting

in the hope that my voice might reach the village which we had

passed, but before help could come from there I knew that I would

surely be dead. So I did nothing. My eyes remained fixed upon the

men and, although I thought it would be pleasanter not to see death

coming, I could not turn away. I could see the men motioning with

their arms. One man who was walking up and down behind the others,

stopped once or twice and pointed towards me. I sat frozen, but not

with the cold.

"At last this man stepped out from behind the others and came

towards me. He came straight to the side of the dandy and, raising

his hands to my throat---- Why, look at that poor child!"

At that exclamation the company turned towards Gladys whose eyes

were fairly popping out with terror.

"Gladys! Dear child! I should not have told such a thing when you

were here to frighten you so. How wrong of me! Mr. Bixby, you should

not have allowed the child to hear all this nonsense."

The good lady from Southern India was out of her chair with the

little girl in her arms by this time.

"What--what did the man do?" sobbed the child.

"Why, dearest, he did nothing but pull my steamer rug up around my

neck and tuck me in nice and warm. They were good, harmless men and

had only stopped to rest after their long climb. I was a foolish,

easily frightened woman. And do you know, dear, the song they had

been singing? I found out afterwards that it was simply this,

variations of which they chant to every passenger: 'Such a big lady!

Such a big lady!' the first two sang and the answer from the other

two was, 'Such a big present! Such a big present!'

"And I did give them a good big present when I got safely home, you

may be sure, because I was so greatly pleased to find all my trouble

had been in my own mind, as almost all of my troubles have always

been.

"Now, for bed, little girl, and I'll tell you a really nice story to

go to sleep on."

And the lady from Southern India bore Gladys away to her stateroom

before the rest of the company had time to make any comments upon

her narration.

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