The Way to Happiness

With a shrill whistle and a clanging of her engine bell, the train

for Calcutta pulled into the station at M----. "Coolie, coolie!"

with a decided accent on the second syllable, came the well-known

call as scantily-clothed men, falling in beside the train, ran from

the end of the platform to the station entrance, with hands upon the

first and second-class carriage doors, lest other coolies might get

the jobs of carrying the heavy trunks and earn the anna or two anna

bits that they might have had.

With a cloth about the loins for decency's sake and a turban on the

head as a pad for heavy boxes, otherwise naked, the brown coolie

took possession of the upper class compartments and in a minute or

so scores of them were filing away through the station with heads

laden with trunks, boxes, hat-boxes, rolls of bedding, lunch-baskets,

baskets of fruit, and every conceivable sort of parcel that an

Anglo-Indian or a tourist carries with him in the compartment of an

Indian train; for, although luggage vans are run on these trains, the

charge for excess luggage is so great that people crowd as much under

the seats, on the seats, and over the seats as possible. As an

individual rarely travels with less than ten parcels the platform

swarmed with carriers.

While the first and second class passengers in topis and linen suits

were thus being taken out of their carriages and a fresh lot, also

in topis and linen, were being put in, in no undue haste, for all

Indian trains stop fifteen minutes everywhere; while that end of the

platform, therefore, was in comparative calm, the other end where

the third-class carriages stood was in an uproar.

Railroad travel is cheaper nowhere in the world than in India. The

traveller can ride in a compartment for twelve persons by day, six

by night, on leather cushions, with toilet conveniences including

even a shower bath at close hand, for the matter of one cent a mile;

or he can pay about two cents a mile and ride on cushions a little

softer, with a trifle more floor space for stacking his bird-cages

and bandboxes and with furnishings a little glossier--first class;

or he can have a ride for almost nothing, if he will be content to

herd with the natives in a coach with wooden seats, a coach that

accommodates from twenty to fifty, the number depending on the

packing.

Since the fare is so small and since the Hindu religion, as also

the Mohammedan, teaches the efficacy of pilgrimages, the people now

make their pilgrimages, as far as possible and wherever possible, by

train. Their religions have thus so accustomed the natives to the

trains that they seem to be always travelling. The richer ones may

go first or second class. But the majority of them go third and,

since the first person in gets the best seat in these third-class

cars while others crowd in as long as there is an inch to spare,

there is a mad scramble for first, second, third, fourth, and fifth

place at the third-class carriage doors.

So it was as the Calcutta train pulled into M----. Men with bundles

and women with babies, more bundles, water jars, and bags of food

swarmed into the third-class coaches. In a remarkably short time,

however, the people who had wanted to get off were gone with their

bundles, trailing women, and dangling children, and the lot going

towards Calcutta had stowed away inside the carriages, on top of

each other or anywhere that they could, their bundles, their

clinging women, and their crying children; and still there were

several minutes before time for the train to pull out. Then the

through passengers, since, as the newcomers were settled, their own

seats were secure, could get out upon the platform. A bearded

Mohammedan with flowing robes and turbaned head, spreading a mat on

the platform beside the car and slipping out of his shoes, knelt

three times and said his prayers towards Mecca, unmindful of the

crowd around him. At the hydrant a good Hindu carefully washed out

his mouth preparatory to partaking of his noonday meal; while men of

all castes walked up and down beside the cars, resting their cramped

limbs. From the car windows many a braceleted arm reached out a

brass water jar to be filled by the Mohammedan water-carrier. And at

other windows Hindu women waited for the Hindu water-carrier to fill

their jars so that they might have water for the journey.

The sweetmeat venders were unusually busy, for it was just about

noon and Indian sweets are to native Indians really a staple article

of diet instead of a confection as in other countries. They are made

of wholesome food stuffs; sometimes they are shaped like pretzels;

sometimes, rolled into balls; sometimes, chopped into flakes. But

all kinds are well liked and the boy, passing along the trainside

with the flat basket of sweets upon his head, just in range of the

carriage windows, was kept busy dealing out his wares until he had a

light load left and a hand full of coppers. The baskets of the

pretty green pan were also many packages lighter when the gong on

the platform sounded.

At the sound of the gong the through passengers scrambled back into

their places; all but the Mohammedan faithful, who, having

deliberately slipped his feet back into his shoes, carefully folded

up his prayer mat, and with no loss of dignity climbed slowly into

his compartment.

The guard raised his hand.

The train started.

But in the ladies' compartment of the third class the confusion

continued after the start, for three naked babies were climbing over

their mothers and crying; an old woman was rummaging over her

treasures which had been tied up in a white cloth and raising a wild

lamentation because she had lost an anna; and two young beauties in

gay saris, with jangling bracelets, clanking anklets, and flashing

necklaces, were chewing pan very vigorously and chattering in shrill

voices, displaying as they did so mouths most beautifully reddened

with the pan juice and teeth most artistically blackened by the same

delicacy.

But after a short time the babies, either satisfied with their

natural diet or at least appeased with cold chapatis or bits of

sweets handed out by tired mothers, became quiet. The old woman,

exhausted by her unavailing search and grief, was reduced to a quiet

mumbling and a hopeless picking at her bundle. And the two young

women became less noisy in a close comparing of jewels. There was

enough of calm, therefore, so that the travellers could get a

glimpse of each other and see what sort of company each was in.

It was a motley crowd and one that broke many of the laws of caste.

It showed plainly how much the railroad is doing to rid India of

that curse. In one corner sat a Brahmin woman, distinguishable by

the refined features of her class rather than the caste mark upon

her forehead, but too poor for the greater privacy of a second

compartment. Next to her, a proximity which would have broken her

caste at one time, sat a Chumar woman. Next was a lady with the

white head-cloth and one-coloured sari of the Parsi. And beside the

Parsi was a tiny high caste girl, most bejewelled and bedecked,

wearing the necklace which showed that although she was but eight or

nine years old she was married. Evidently the child-wife was taking

the journey with her mother-in-law, for the woman next beyond her,

apparently of the same caste, would occasionally jerk the little

girl into her seat and scold her roundly when she ventured to lean

over to look out of the window.

When the train approached a way-station, the blinds were drawn

quickly lest a man should look upon the women within, for, although

none of them were keeping purdah strictly, still most of these women

were careful in public not to subject themselves unduly to the

glances of men.

As the blinds were lifted after the train left the first small

station, the light disclosed, huddled into a far corner seat, a

young woman wrapped in the coarsest of white garments, with scarcely

an ornament upon her body and no caste mark upon her forehead. Her

face was shaded by the sari which she had drawn close over her head,

but out of the shadow peered a pair of sad, wistful eyes. Her face

was thin and her hands, which clasped tightly upon her lap a

carefully wrapped bundle, were thin and rough as if with toil. Her

eyes were anxiously examining the faces in the carriage. At every

unusual noise or sudden jolt, they would look frightened and she

would clasp still more closely the bundle in her lap. It was a

bundle about eighteen inches long, tied and double knotted most

carefully in a piece of coarse but clean white cloth. The girl's

white sari was also as clean as most Indian white clothes ever look,

washed in dirty water and dried on the ground as they are. She was

evidently on some important journey and, as evidently, for the first

time on a train. The bundle which she carried would not have been

noticeable among such a myriad of bundles as the carriage held, had

she not guarded it so closely, and, when any one changed a seat or

passed by her, shielded it with her arms.

After comparative peace had reigned a little while, the frightened

look left the young woman's eyes and, untying one corner of the

bundle, which opening showed still another wrapping within, she drew

out a cold chapati and ate it slowly as if to make it last a long

time. As she ate, her eyes met those of a sociable looking, old,

gray-haired woman, evidently of low caste, who, sitting opposite

between two high caste women, was apparently longing to talk to some

one. As their eyes met, the older woman leaned across the aisle and

said to the young girl in Hindustani:

"Where are you going?"

The girl looked alarmed, as the question was addressed her, but

answered timidly, "To Benares. Are you going there?"

"No, but I am going almost as far as that. You see I have been ayah

to master's little boy and they moved away and now they have sent

for me to come and I am going to be his ayah again." The old woman's

face beamed as she chattered. "I might have gone long ago when they

went, for they always called me a fine ayah and always praised me to

all of their guests, but when they moved away to Allahabad I did not

want to leave my family. But my boy went off to the city

and--and--my little girl died; so now I am glad to go." Her eyes had

filled with tears as she said that her little girl had died and at

the words the young woman involuntarily clutched at the bundle in

her lap.

Just then the Brahmin woman in the corner opposite got up to arrange

her dress and moved about in the aisle so that the conversation was

interrupted. And the two women got no further chance to talk until

the train pulled into a station and some of the passengers getting

out gave the old lady an opportunity to slip into the seat beside

the girl.

"Where are you from?" she asked, resuming the conversation at once.

"From C----," the girl answered.

"Are you a sweeper?" the old lady continued her catechism. "Do you

work at it?" she went on without waiting for an answer. "There is

lots of money in that work, isn't there? I never had to work at it,

you know."

The young girl looked at her frankly. "I don't think so. I got two

annas a day."

"Oh, my! I get ten rupees a month!"

The girl opened her eyes in surprise. "And what do you do?" she

questioned in return.

"I am an ayah, I told you. All I have to do is to take care of the

little boy. He is a dear, good boy. I dress him in the morning and

give him his breakfast and watch him at play. I get his tiffin and

then put him to sleep. After he wakes up I dress him all up fine and

take him out in the compound in the carriage and usually his mother

walks with us a little and then I give him an early supper and put

him to bed and sit in the room with him until his mother comes

up-stairs. Wouldn't you like to do that? It just isn't work at all

and yet I get ten rupees a month for it."

"Oh, I would like to! But I'd never get a chance to do that," the

girl said sadly.

"Were you ever in a sahib's house?" the old woman ambled on, seeing

that the girl was really interested and impressed. "It is a great,

big place, as big as that station almost," and the old woman pointed

out to a station at which they were just stopping.

"My husband used to go to one sometimes," said the girl, and,

clutching at her bundle, her face grew sad again.

"You are a widow?" asked the other, although she must have known

from the girl's dress that she was.

"Yes, my husband has been dead two years." She paused a moment and

then as if she could restrain herself no longer, as if the flood of

her speech had been loosened, she went on rapidly in a low but

intense tone. "Yes, for two years he has been dead. He was not sick

long. I was but a girl. I did not know very much about it except

that he was sick and that they made offerings to the gods and did

all they could to cure him. But one day my mother-in-law came to me

and called me terrible names and told me that if my husband died I

would be to blame and that awful things would happen to me. She

frightened me terribly and told me that I must not let him die. So I

crept away to the temple. I had no offering to make except as I

stole a handful of rice in the bazaar and took that. I prayed and

prayed. At one temple the priests said that they would cure him for

ten rupees but I had no money and I was afraid to go and tell my

mother-in-law. A priest at another shrine said that a little Ganges

water might help my husband and, as I turned away in despair, for I

did not know where the Ganges was, I heard him say to a man standing

there, 'When I die I am going to the Ganges and die there so that my

bones may be thrown into the river and Mother Gunga may hold them

upon her bosom; then shall I be forever happy.' But I had done all I

could by my prayers and so I crept back home to find my

husband--dead.--But I remembered what the priest had said.

"My mother-in-law beat me. She took my jewels away from me. She

shaved my head and drove me from the house. But I got work as a

sweeper and for two years I have swept up the scrapings in the

streets and made fuel cakes. I never went back to my husband's

home."

Her story told, to which the old woman had listened with sympathy,

the girl covered her face with her sari and, clasping her bundle in

her arms, sat silent, shaking occasionally as with sobs.

Finally the other woman put her hand upon the girl's arm to soothe

her. "What are you going to Benares for?" she asked.

"I am going to Benares," was the only answer the girl made.

Most of the women had left the carriage by this time and night was

coming on. The old lady leaned over to the window and peered out

through the semi-darkness.

"There is the Ganges River--Holy Mother Gunga!" she cried.

The girl started up and eagerly looked from the window, too. "Is

that the Ganges River?" she asked and looked and looked until the

last gleam of the water was lost as the train sped on.

"What are you going to Benares for?" the old woman asked again.

"I am going to Benares," the girl answered again with a frightened

stare, clutching her bundle.

As there were but few passengers left, the two women soon lay down

at full length on the hard benches and went to sleep. But the girl

did not use her bundle for a pillow as her companion had suggested

but lay with it in her arms.

Before the sun was up the next morning, the younger woman was awake

and staring out with frightened eyes as the train ran through a

country entirely strange to her. And when the old woman woke up and

announced that soon she must be getting off, the girl's fear seemed

to increase.

"Is the Ganges River near here, too?" she asked.

"Why, I think so," the old woman replied and her statement was

confirmed by another woman in the next seat.

"Then I'll get off here with you," announced the girl with a

brighter look. "If the Ganges River is here, this place should do as

well as Benares, I think."

The older woman looked astonished but offered no objections to the

girl's sudden change of plan.

In a few minutes the train stopped at Allahabad and again arose the

mad confusion of a large railway station at train time. But the old

woman got out safely, followed closely by the girl, holding her

bundle tightly in her arms.

They stepped aside from the crowd and the old woman looked at the

younger in curiosity as to what she would do here in Allahabad. The

appearance of the latter had suddenly changed. Her face was eager

and her eyes were bright.

"Take me to the Ganges River quickly," she demanded, "for I must

throw these into the sacred river," and she held out her bundle.

"What is in it?" asked the old lady, eyeing the strange bundle with

a frightened look such as the girl herself had worn until the

excitement of being near her goal had driven it from her face.

"I must throw them into the Ganges River," repeated the girl. "They

are my husband's bones," she whispered eagerly, lowering her voice.

"When they burned his body I crept along and after all had left I

picked them out of the pile of ashes and here they are!" she

exclaimed triumphantly. "For two years I have kept them near me day

and night and saved all my money to come to Benares to throw them

into the Ganges River that I might be forgiven for his death and

that he might have life and happiness as the priest said. But if the

Ganges River is here, surely this place will do as well as Benares.

I am so tired! I am so tired of being a cursed woman!" she sobbed,

her excitement giving way to tears. "I want to be happy. Take me to

the Ganges River!"

The old woman's expression had turned from fright to astonishment as

she heard what the bundle contained; but at the girl's sobs her face

grew sweet with a motherly tenderness. She turned away as if to

think, murmuring to herself, "The memsahib will surely forgive me if

I come a little late. She would like to have me help this poor

child, I know, and perhaps she might make her an ayah like me if I

take her with me. That would make the girl happy, indeed. Yes, I

will help her."

Then she turned back to the girl. Tenderly taking her free hand, for

one still tightly clasped the precious bundle, the old woman said,

"Come, we will find the way to the sacred river."

Quickly the two went down the platform, now somewhat thinned of the

earlier crowd, and passed through the station gate, the old woman

still holding the girl's hand and the girl still tightly holding the

bundle which was to be the price of life and happiness to her.

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