IV.

Miss Harriet Pyne was often congratulated upon the good fortune of

having such a helper and friend as Martha. As time went on this tall,

gaunt woman, always thin, always slow, gained a dignity of behavior and

simple affectionateness of look which suited the charm and dignity of

the ancient house. She was unconsciously beautiful like a saint, like

the picturesqueness of a lonely tree which lives to shelter unnumbered

lives and to stand quietly in its place. There was such rustic

homeliness and constancy belonging to her, such beautiful powers of

apprehension, such reticence, such gentleness for those who were

troubled or sick; all these gifts and graces Martha hid in her heart.

She never joined the church because she thought she was not good

enough, but life was such a passion and happiness of service that it

was impossible not to be devout, and she was always in her humble place

on Sundays, in the back pew next the door. She had been educated by a

remembrance; Helena's young eyes forever looked at her reassuringly

from a gay girlish face, Helena's sweet patience in teaching her own

awkwardness could never be forgotten.

"I owe everything to Miss Helena," said Martha, half aloud, as she sat

alone by the window; she had said it to herself a thousand times. When

she looked in the little keepsake mirror she always hoped to see some

faint reflection of Helena Vernon, but there was only her own brown old

New England face to look back at her wonderingly.

Miss Pyne went less and less often to pay visits to her friends in

Boston; there were very few friends left to come to Ashford and make

long visits in the summer, and life grew more and more monotonous. Now

and then there came news from across the sea and messages of

remembrance, letters that were closely written on thin sheets of paper,

and that spoke of lords and ladies, of great journeys, of the death of

little children and the proud successes of boys at school, of the

wedding of Helena Dysart's only daughter; but even that had happened

years ago. These things seemed far away and vague, as if they belonged

to a story and not to life itself; the true links with the past were

quite different. There was the unvarying flock of ground-sparrows that

Helena had begun to feed; every morning Martha scattered crumbs for

them from the side door-steps while Miss Pyne watched from the

dining-room window, and they were counted and cherished year by year.

Miss Pyne herself had many fixed habits, but little ideality or

imagination, and so at last it was Martha who took thought for her

mistress, and gave freedom to her own good taste. After a while,

without any one's observing the change, the every-day ways of doing

things in the house came to be the stately ways that had once belonged

only to the entertainment of guests. Happily both mistress and maid

seized all possible chances for hospitality, yet Miss Harriet nearly

always sat alone at her exquisitely served table with its fresh

flowers, and the beautiful old china which Martha handled so lovingly

that there was no good excuse for keeping it hidden on closet shelves.

Every year when the old cherry-trees were in fruit, Martha carried the

round white old English dish with a fretwork edge, full of pointed

green leaves and scarlet cherries, to the minister, and his wife never

quite understood why every year he blushed and looked so conscious of

the pleasure, and thanked Martha as if he had received a very

particular attention. There was no pretty suggestion toward the

pursuit of the fine art of housekeeping in Martha's limited

acquaintance with newspapers that she did not adopt; there was no

refined old custom of the Pyne housekeeping that she consented to let

go. And every day, as she had promised, she thought of Miss

Helena,--oh, many times in every day: whether this thing would please

her, or that be likely to fall in with her fancy or ideas of fitness.

As far as was possible the rare news that reached Ashford through an

occasional letter or the talk of guests was made part of Martha's own

life, the history of her own heart. A worn old geography often stood

open at the map of Europe on the light-stand in her room, and a little

old-fashioned gilt button, set with a bit of glass like a ruby, that

had broken and fallen from the trimming of one of Helena's dresses, was

used to mark the city of her dwelling-place. In the changes of a

diplomatic life Martha followed her lady all about the map. Sometimes

the button was at Paris, and sometimes at Madrid; once, to her great

anxiety, it remained long at St. Petersburg. For such a slow scholar

Martha was not unlearned at last, since everything about life in these

foreign towns was of interest to her faithful heart. She satisfied her

own mind as she threw crumbs to the tame sparrows; it was all part of

the same thing and for the same affectionate reasons.

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