He took my hand and tears came to his eyes.
"Poor girl!" he said to me; "it is not my fault. I did all that I could
to keep you from falling over the precipice, but you insisted."
"Do not speak of that," I said; "it is impossible for me to discuss it
with you. Tell me if my mother tried to find me after my flight?"
"Your mother sought you, but not earnestly enough. Poor woman! she was
thunderstruck and lost her presence of mind. There is no vigor in the
blood that you inherit."
"That is true," said I indifferently. "We were all indolent and placid
in my family. Did my mother hope that I would return?"
"She hoped so, foolishly and childishly. She still expects you and will
expect you till her last breath."
I began to sob. Henryet let me weep without saying a word. I believe
that he was weeping too. I wiped my eyes to ask him if my mother had
been distressed by my dishonor, if she blushed for me, if she still
dared to mention my name.
"She has it always on her lips," he replied. "She tells her grief to
everybody; people are a little tired of the story now, and they smile
when your mother begins to sob; or else they avoid her, saying: 'Here
comes Madame Ruyter to tell us about her daughter's abduction again!'"
I listened to this without anger and said, raising my eyes to his:
"And do you despise me, Henryet?"
"I no longer love you or esteem you," he replied; "but I pity you and I
am at your service. My purse is at your disposal. Do you wish to write
to your mother? Would you like me to take you back to her? Speak, and do
not fear to abuse me. I am not acting from affection but from a sense of
duty. You have no idea, Juliette, how much sweeter life becomes to those
who lay down rules for themselves and observe them."
I made no reply.
"Do you mean, then, to remain here alone and deserted? How long ago did
_your husband_ leave you?"
"He has not left me," I replied; "we live together; he objects to my
going away, which I have long been planning to do, but which I no longer
have the strength to think about."
I relapsed into silence; he gave me his arm as far as our hotel. I did
not know when we arrived there. I fancied that I was leaning on Leoni's
arm and I strove to conceal my sufferings and say nothing of them.
"Shall I come again to-morrow to learn your intentions?" said Henryet,
as he left me at the door.
"Yes," I replied, not thinking that he might meet Leoni.
"At what time?"
"Whenever you choose," I answered with a dazed air.
He came the next day a few moments after Leoni had gone out. I had
forgotten that I had given him permission to come, and I exhibited so
much surprise that he was obliged to remind me. Thereupon, there came to
my mind certain words I had overheard between Leoni and his companions,
the meaning of which had hitherto been quite vague in my mind, but which
seemed applicable to Henryet and to imply a threat of assassination. I
shuddered as I reflected upon the danger to which I exposed him.
"Let us go out," I said in dismay; "you are not safe here."
He smiled, and his face expressed utter contempt for the danger I
dreaded.
"Believe me," he said, as I seemed inclined to insist, "the man of whom
you speak would not dare raise his hand against me, as he dares not even
raise his eyes to mine."
I could not hear Leoni spoken of in that way. Despite all the wrongs he
had done me, despite all his faults, he was still dearer to me than all
the world. I requested Henryet not to refer to him in such terms before
me.
"Overwhelm me with contempt," I said; "reproach me for being a heartless
girl, utterly without pride; for having abandoned the best parents that
ever lived; and for trampling on all the laws that are imposed upon my
sex; I will take no offence, I will listen to you, weeping, and I will
be none the less grateful to you for the offers of service you made me
yesterday. But let me respect Leoni's name, it is the only treasure
which, in the privacy of my heart, I can still oppose to the malediction
of the world."
"Respect Leoni's name!" cried Henryet with a bitter laugh. "Poor woman!
However, I will consent if you choose to start for Brussels! Go home and
comfort your mother, return to the path of duty, and I promise to leave
in peace the villain who has ruined you, and whom I could crush like a
wisp of straw."
"Return to my mother!" I replied. "Oh! yes, my heart bids me do it every
moment in the day; but my pride forbids me to return to Brussels. How
should I be treated by all the women who were jealous of my splendor,
and who rejoice now at my degradation?"
"I am afraid, Juliette," said he, "that is not your strongest reason.
Your mother has a country house where you can live with her far away
from the hardhearted world. With your fortune you can live anywhere you
please where your disgrace is not known, and where your beauty and your
sweet nature would soon bring you new friends. But confess that you do
not wish to leave Leoni."
"I do wish to," I replied, weeping, "but I cannot."
"Unfortunate, most unfortunate of women!" said Henryet sadly; "you are
naturally good and beautiful, but you lack pride. Where noble pride is
lacking, there is nothing to build upon. Poor weak creature! I pity you
from the bottom of my soul, for you have profaned your heart, you have
soiled it by contact with a vile heart, you have bent your neck under a
hand stained with crime, you love a dastard! I ask myself how I could
ever have loved you, but I also ask myself how I could fail to pity you
now."
"Why, what in the name of heaven has Leoni done," I demanded, terrified
and appalled by his manner and his language, "that you assume the right
to speak of him in this way?"
"Do you doubt my right, madame? Do you wish me to tell you why Leoni,
who is personally brave,--that is beyond question,--and who is the best
swordsman that I know, has never thought fit to pick a quarrel with me,
who never touched a sword in my life, and who drove him out of Paris
with a word, out of Brussels with a glance?"
"That is inconceivable," I said, in dire distress.
"Is it possible that you don't know whose mistress you are?" continued
Henryet earnestly; "has no one ever told you the marvellous adventures
of Chevalier Leoni? have you never blushed for having been his
accomplice and for having fled with a swindler after robbing your
father's shop?"
I uttered a cry of anguish and hid my face in my hands; then I raised my
head and exclaimed with all my strength:
"That is false! I never was guilty of such a despicable act! Leoni is no
more capable of it than I am. We had not travelled forty leagues on the
way to Geneva when Leoni stopped in the middle of the night, asked for
a box, and put all the jewels in it to send them back to my father."
"Are you quite sure that he did that?" inquired Henryet with a
contemptuous laugh.
"I am sure of it!" I cried; "I saw the box, I saw Leoni put the diamonds
into it."
"And you are sure that the box didn't accompany you all the rest of your
journey? you are sure that it wasn't unpacked at Venice?"
These words cast such a dazzling gleam of light into my mind, that I
could not avoid seeing what it disclosed. I suddenly remembered what I
had previously tried in vain to remember: the first occasion on which my
eyes had made the acquaintance of that fatal box. At that moment the
three times that I had seen it were perfectly clear in my mind and
linked themselves together logically to force me to an irresistible
conclusion: the first, the night we passed in the mysterious château,
when I saw Leoni put the diamonds in the box; the second, the last night
at the Swiss chalet, when I saw Leoni mysteriously disinter the treasure
he had entrusted to the earth; the third, the second day of our stay in
Venice, when I had found the empty box and the diamond pin on the floor
with the packing material. The visit of Thaddeus the Jew, and the five
hundred thousand francs which, according to the conversation I had
overheard between Leoni and his friends, had been advanced by him at the
time of our arrival in Venice, coincided perfectly with the memories of
that morning. I wrung my hands, then raised them toward heaven and
cried, speaking to myself:
"So everything is lost, even my mother's esteem; everything is poisoned,
even the memory of Switzerland! Those six months of love and happiness
were devoted to covering up a theft."
"And to eluding the pursuit of the police," added Henryet.
"No! no!" I cried wildly, looking at him as if to question him; "he
loved me! it is certain that he loved me! I cannot think of that time
without being absolutely certain of his love. He was a thief who had
stolen a maid and a jewel-chest, and who loved them both."
Henryet shrugged his shoulders; I realized that I was wandering; and,
struggling to recover my reason, I insisted upon knowing the explanation
of the incredible power he possessed over Leoni.
"You want to know that?" he said. He reflected a moment, then continued:
"I will tell you, I can safely tell you; indeed, it is impossible that
you can have lived with him a year without suspecting it. He must have
made dupes enough at Venice under your eyes."
"Made dupes! he! how so? Oh! be careful what you say, Henryet! he is
burdened with accusations enough already."
"I believe that you are incapable as yet of being his accomplice,
Juliette; but beware that you do not become so; be careful for your
family's sake. I do not know to what point the impunity of a swindler's
mistress extends."
"You are killing me with shame, monsieur; your words are cruel; pray
complete your work and break my heart altogether by telling me what
gives you the right of life and death, so to speak, over Leoni? Where
have you known him? what do you know of his past life? I know nothing of
it myself, alas! I have seen so many contradictory things about him that
I no longer know whether he is rich or poor, noble or plebeian; I do not
even know if the name he bears belongs to him."
"That is the only thing that chance saved him the trouble of stealing,"
Henryet replied. "His name is really Leone Leoni, and he belongs to one
of the noblest families of Venice. His father had a small fortune and
occupied the palace in which you recently lived. He had an unbounded
fondness for this only son, whose precocious talents indicated a
superior mental organization. Leoni was educated with care, and, when he
was fifteen years old, travelled over half of Europe with his tutor. In
five years he learned with incredible ease the language, literature and
manners of the countries he visited. His father's death brought him back
to Venice with his tutor. This tutor was Abbé Zanini, whom you must
have seen frequently at your house last winter. I do not know whether
you formed an accurate judgment of him; he is a man of vivid
imagination, of exquisite mental keenness, of immense learning, but
inconceivably immoral and extremely cowardly beneath a hypocritical
exterior of tolerance and sound common-sense. He had naturally depraved
his pupil's conscience, and had replaced a proper understanding of
justice and injustice in his mind by an alleged knowledge of life, which
consisted in committing all the amusing escapades, all the profitable
sins, all the actions, good and evil, which can possibly tempt the human
heart. I knew this Zanini at Paris, and I remember hearing him say that
one must know how to do evil in order to know how to do good, and that
one must be able to find enjoyment in vice in order to be able to find
enjoyment in virtue. This man, who is more prudent, more adroit and more
cold-blooded than Leoni, is much superior to him in knowledge; and
Leoni, carried away by his passions or baulked by his caprices, follows
him at a distance, making innumerable false moves which are certain to
ruin him in society, and which indeed have already ruined him, since he
is at the mercy of a few grasping confederates and a few honest men,
whose generosity he will soon tire out."
A deathlike chill froze my blood while Henryet was speaking thus. I had
to make an effort to listen to the rest.
XVI
"At the age of twenty," continued Henryet, "Leoni found himself in
possession of a reasonably handsome fortune, and entirely in control of
his own movements. He was in a most advantageous position to do good;
but he found his means inferior to the requirements of his ambition, and
pending the time when he should build up a fortune equal to his desires,
as a result of I know not what insane or culpable schemes, he squandered
his inheritance in two years. His house, which he decorated with the
splendor you have seen, was the rendezvous of all the dissipated youths
and abandoned women of Italy. Many foreigners, connoisseurs in the
matter of fast living, were received there; and thus Leoni, who had
already made the acquaintance, during his travels, of many people of
fashion, formed the most brilliant connections in all countries and made
sure of many invaluable friends.
"As is everywhere the case, schemers and blacklegs succeeded in
insinuating themselves into this large circle. I saw in Leoni's company
in Paris several faces that aroused my distrust, and whose owners I
suspect to-day of forming with him and the Marquis de ---- an
association of fashionable sharpers. Yielding to their counsels, to
Zanini's lessons, or to his natural inclinations, young Leoni seems to
have soon tried his hand at cheating at cards. This much is certain,
that he became eminently proficient in that art and probably practised
it in all the capitals of Europe without arousing the slightest
suspicion. When he was absolutely ruined, he left Venice and began to
travel again as an adventurer. At this point the thread of his history
escapes me. Zanini, from whom I gleaned a part of what I have told you,
claimed to have lost sight of him from that time and to have learned
only by means of correspondence, frequently interrupted, of Leoni's
innumerable changes of fortune and innumerable intrigues in society. He
apologized for having produced such a pupil by saying that Leoni had
perverted his doctrines; but he excused the pupil by praising the
incredible cleverness, the strength of will and the presence of mind
with which he had challenged fate, endured and conquered adversity. At
last Leoni came to Paris with his faithful friend the Marquis de ----,
whom you know, and it was there that I had an opportunity to see and
judge him.
"It was Zanini who introduced him to the Princesse de X----, of whose
children he was the tutor. The abbé's superior mental endowments had
given him for several years past a less subordinate position in the
princess's household than that usually occupied by tutors in great
families. He did the honors of the salon, led the conversation, sang
beautifully, and managed the concerts.
"Leoni, thanks to his wit and his talents, was welcomed with much
warmth, and his company was soon sought with enthusiasm. He acquired in
certain circles in Paris the same authority which you have seen him
exercise over a whole provincial city. He bore himself magnificently,
rarely gambled, and when he did so, always lost immense sums, which the
Marquis de ---- generally won. This marquis was introduced by Zanini
shortly after Leoni's appearance. Although a compatriot of the latter,
he pretended not to know him or rather to be prepossessed against him.
He whispered in everybody's ear that they had been rivals in love at
Venice, and that, although they were both cured of their passion, they
were not cured of their hostility. Thanks to this knavery, no one
suspected them of conducting their industry in concert. They carried it
on during the whole winter without arousing the least suspicion.
Sometimes they both lost heavily, but more frequently they won, and they
lived like princes, each in his own way. One day, a friend of mine, who
had lost a large amount to Leoni, detected an almost imperceptible
signal between him and the marquis. He said nothing, but watched them
both closely for several days. One evening, when we had both bet on the
same side, and lost as usual, he came to me and said:
"'Look at those two Italians; I strongly suspect and am almost certain
that they cheat in concert. I have to leave Paris on very urgent
business; I leave to you the task of following up my discovery and
warning your friends, if there is occasion to do so. You are a discreet
and prudent man; you will not act, I hope, without being quite sure what
you are doing. In any event, if you have trouble with the fellows, do
not fail to give them my name as the one who first accused them, and
write to me; I will undertake to settle the dispute with one of them.'
"He gave me his address and left Paris. I watched the two knights of
industry and acquired absolute certainty that my friend had made no
mistake. I discovered the whole secret of their knavery one evening at a
party given by the Princesse de X----. I at once took Zanini by the arm
and led him aside.
"'Are you very well acquainted,' I asked him, 'with the two Venetians
whom you introduced here?'
"'Very well,' he answered with much assurance; 'I was the tutor of one
of them and the friend of the other.'
"'I congratulate you,' said I, 'they are a pair of blacklegs.'
"I made this assertion with such confidence that he changed countenance
despite his constant habit of dissimulation. I suspected him of having
an interest in their winnings, and I told him that I proposed to unmask
his two countrymen. He was altogether discomposed at that and earnestly
entreated me not to do it. He tried to persuade me that I was mistaken.
I asked him to take me to his room with the marquis. There I explained
myself in a few very plain words, and the marquis, instead of denying
the charge, turned pale and fainted. I do not know whether that scene
was a comedy played by him and the abbé, but they appeared to me in
such distress, the marquis displayed so much shame and remorse, that I
was good-natured enough to allow my determination to be shaken. I
demanded simply that he should leave France instantly with Leoni. The
marquis promised everything; but I proposed to signify my decision to
his accomplice in person, and told him to send for him. He kept us
waiting a long while; at last he arrived, not humble and trembling like
the other, but quivering with rage, and with clenched fists. Perhaps he
expected to intimidate me by his insolence; I informed him that I was
ready to give him all the satisfaction he desired, but that I should
begin by accusing him publicly. At the same time I offered the marquis
satisfaction on the same conditions on my friend's behalf. Leoni's
impudence was disconcerted. His companions convinced him that he was
lost if he resisted. He yielded, not without much remonstrance and bad
temper, and they both left the house without returning to the salon. The
marquis started the next day for Geneva, Leoni for Brussels.
"I was left alone with Zanini in his room; I told him of my suspicions
of him and of my purpose to denounce him to the princess. As I had no
absolute proofs against him, he was less humble and suppliant than the
marquis; but I saw that he was no less frightened. He exerted all the
resources of his intelligence in appealing to my good nature and my
discretion. I made him confess, however, that he was aware of his
pupil's knavery to a certain point, and I forced him to tell me his
story. In that respect, Zanini lacked prudence; he should have
maintained obstinately that he knew nothing of it; but my stern threats
to unmask the guests he had introduced made him lose his head. I left
him, thoroughly convinced that he was a rascal, as cowardly, but more
circumspect than the other two. I kept the secret in my own interest. I
was afraid that the influence he had acquired over the Princesse de
X---- would be stronger than my honorable character, that he would be
clever enough to persuade her to regard me as an impostor or a fool, and
would make my conduct appear ridiculous. I was sick of the filthy
business. I thought no more about it and left Paris three months later.
You know who was the first person my eyes sought as I entered Delpech's
ball-room. I was still in love with you, and, having reached Brussels
only an hour earlier, I did not know that you were to be married. I
discovered you in the midst of the crowd; I walked toward you and saw
Leoni at your side. I thought that I was dreaming, that I was deceived
by a resemblance. I made inquiries and discovered beyond question that
your fiancé was the knight of industry who had stolen three or four
hundred louis from me. I did not hope to supplant him, indeed I think
that I did not wish to. To succeed such a man in your heart, perhaps to
wipe from your cheeks the marks of his kisses; that was a thought that
killed my love. But I swore that an innocent girl and an honorable
family should not be the dupes of a scoundrel. You know that our
explanation was neither long nor diffuse; but your fatal passion
defeated the effort that I made to save you."
Henryet paused. I hung my head, I was overwhelmed; it seemed to me that
I could never again look anybody in the face. Henryet continued:
"Leoni avoided trouble very skilfully by carrying off his fiancée from
before my eyes, that is to say, a million francs in diamonds which she
had upon her person. He concealed you and your jewels, I don't know
where. Amid all the tears shed over his daughter's fate, your father
shed a few for his beautiful gems so beautifully mounted. One day he
artlessly observed in my presence that the thing that grieved him most
in regard to the theft was that the diamonds would be sold for half
their value to some Jew, and that the beautiful settings, with all their
artistic workmanship, would be broken up and melted by the receiver, to
avoid compromising himself. 'It was hardly worth while to do such work!'
he said, weeping; 'it was hardly worth while to have a daughter and love
her so dearly!'
"It would seem that your father was right, for with the proceeds of his
robbery Leoni found means to cut a swath at Venice for only three
months. The palace of his fathers had been sold and was now to let. He
hired it and replaced his name, so they say, on the cornice of the inner
courtyard, not daring to place it over the main gateway. As he is
actually known to be a swindler by very few people, his house became
once more the rendezvous of many honorable men, who doubtless were
fleeced there by his confederates. But it may be that his fear of being
detected deterred him from joining them, for he was speedily ruined
anew. He contented himself, I presume, with winking at the brigandage
those villains committed in his house; he is at their mercy and would
not dare to get rid of those whom he detests most bitterly. Now he is,
as you know, the Princess Zagarolo's titular lover: that lady, who has
been very beautiful, is now, faded and doomed to die very soon of a
disease of the lungs. It is supposed that she will leave all her
property to Leoni, who pretends to be violently in love with her, and
whom she loves passionately. He is waiting for her to make her will.
Then you will be rich, Juliette. He has probably told you so; have
patience a little longer and you will take the princess's box at the
play, you will drive in her carriages, on which you will simply change
the bearings; you will embrace your lover in the magnificent bed in
which she will have died, you will even wear her gowns and diamonds."
It may be that the pitiless Henryet said more than this, but I heard no
more; I fell to the ground in terrible convulsions.
XVII
When I came to myself, I was alone with Leoni. I was lying on a sofa. He
was looking at me fondly and anxiously.
"Dear heart," he said, when he saw that I was recovering the use of my
faculties, "tell me what has happened! Why did I find you in such a
terrible condition? Where are you in pain? What new grief have you had?"
"None," I replied, and I spoke the truth, for at that moment I
remembered nothing.
"You are deceiving me, Juliette; some one has distressed you. The
servant who was with you when I came home told me that a man came to see
you this morning, that he remained with you a long while, and that when
he went out he told them to come and look after you. Who was this man,
Juliette?"
I had never lied in my life; it was impossible for me to reply. I did
not wish to mention Henryet's name. Leoni frowned.
"A mystery!" he said; "a mystery between us! I would never have believed
you capable of it. But you know no one here! Can it be that----? If it
were he, there is not blood enough in his veins to wash away his
insolence! Tell me the truth, Juliette, has Chalm been here to see you?
Has he persecuted you again with his vile proposals and his calumnies
against me?"
"Chalm!" I exclaimed. "Is he in Milan?" And I felt a thrill of terror
which must have been reflected on my face, for Leoni saw that I was
ignorant of the viscount's arrival.
"If it was not he," he said to himself, "who can this caller have been,
who was closeted three hours with my wife and left her in a swoon? The
marquis has been with me all day."
"O heaven!" I cried, "are all your detestable associates here? In
heaven's name, see that they do not find out where I live and that I do
not see them."
"But who is the man you do see, and to whom you do not deny admission to
your bedroom?" said Leoni, becoming more and more thoughtful and pale.
"Answer me, Juliette; I insist upon it. Do you hear?"
I realized how horrible my position was becoming. I clasped my hands,
trembling, and appealed to heaven in silence.
"You do not answer," said Leoni. "Poor woman! you have little presence
of mind. You have a lover, Juliette! You are not to be blamed for it, as
I have a mistress. I am a fool not to be able to bear it when you are
satisfied with a part of my heart and my bed. But it is certain that I
cannot be so generous."
He took his hat and put on his gloves with convulsive coldness, took out
his purse, placed it on the mantel, and, without another word to
me--without glancing at me--left the room. I heard him walk away with an
even step and descend the stairs slowly.
Surprise, dismay and fear had frozen my blood. I thought that I was
going mad; I put my handkerchief in my mouth to stifle my shrieks, and
then, succumbing to fatigue, fell back upon the bed in the stupor of
utter prostration.
In the middle of the night I heard sounds in the room. I opened my eyes
and saw, without understanding what I saw, Leoni pacing the floor in
intense agitation, and the marquis seated at a table, emptying a bottle
of brandy. I did not stir. I had no thought of trying to find out what
they were doing there; but little by little their words, falling upon my
ears, found their way to my understanding and assumed a meaning.
"I tell you that I saw him, and I am sure of it," said the marquis. "He
is here."
"The infernal hound!" replied Leoni, stamping on the floor. "Would to
God the earth would open and rid me of him."
"Well said!" rejoined the marquis. "That's my idea." "He comes to my
very room to torment that unfortunate woman!"
"Are you sure, Leoni, that she is not glad to have him come?"
"Hold your tongue, viper! and don't try to make me suspect that poor
creature. She has nothing left in the world but my esteem."
"And Monsieur Henryet's love," added the marquis. Leoni clenched his
fists. "We will rid her of that love!" he cried, "and cure the Fleming
of it."
"The devil! Leoni, don't do anything foolish!"
"And you, Lorenzo, don't you do anything vile!"
"You would call that vile, would you? We have very different ideas. You
escort La Zagarolo quietly to the grave, in order to inherit her worldly
goods, and you do not approve of my putting an enemy underground whose
existence paralyzes ours forever! It seems to you very innocent,
notwithstanding the prohibition of the physicians, to hasten by your
generous fondness the end of your dear consumptive's sufferings----"
"Go to the devil! If that madwoman wants to live fast and die soon, why
should I prevent her? She is attractive enough to command my obedience,
and I am not fond enough of her to resist her."
"What a ghastly thing!" I muttered in spite of myself, and fell back on
my pillow.
"Your wife spoke, I think," said the marquis.
"She is dreaming," Leoni replied; "she has the fever."
"Are you sure that she isn't listening?"
"In the first place she would need to have strength to listen. She is
very sick, too, poor Juliette! She doesn't complain; she suffers all by
herself! She has not twenty women to wait on her; she doesn't pay
courtiers to satisfy her sickly fancies; she is dying piously and
chastely, like an expiatory victim, between heaven and me."
Leoni sat down at the table and burst into tears.
"This is the effect of brandy," said the marquis, calmly, putting the
glass to his lips. "I warned you; it always takes hold of the nerves."
"Let me alone, brute beast!" shouted Leoni, giving the table a push
which nearly overturned it on the marquis; "let me weep in peace. You
don't know what love is!"
"Love!" said the marquis in a theatrical tone, mimicking Leoni;
"remorse! those are very sonorous and dramatic words. When do you send
Juliette to the hospital?"
"That is right," said Leoni, with a gloomy, despairing air, "talk to me
that way, I prefer it. That suits me, I am capable of anything. To the
hospital! yes. She was so lovely, so dazzlingly beautiful! I came, and
see what I have brought her to! Ah! I could tear out my hair!"
"Well," said the marquis after a pause, "have we had enough sentiment
for to-day? God! it has been a long attack. Now let us reason a little;
you don't seriously mean to fight with Henryet?"
"Most seriously," replied Leoni; "you talk seriously enough about
murdering him."
"That's a very different matter."
"It is precisely the same thing. He doesn't know how to use any weapon,
and I am very expert with all sorts."
"Except the stiletto," said the marquis, "or the pistol at point-blank
range; besides, you don't kill anybody but women."
"I will kill that man at all events," replied Leoni.
"And you think he will consent to fight with you?"
"He will; he is brave enough."
"But he isn't mad. He will begin by having us arrested as a couple of
thieves."
"He will begin by giving me satisfaction. I will force him to do it, I
will strike him in the theatre."
"He will return it by calling you forger, blackleg, card-sharper."
"He will have to prove it. He is not known here, whereas we are fairly
established here on a brilliant footing. I will call him a lunatic and
visionary; and when I have killed him, everybody will think I was
right."
"You are mad, my dear fellow," replied the marquis; "Henryet is
recommended to the richest merchants in Italy. His family is well known
and bears a high reputation in commercial circles. He himself doubtless
has friends in the city, or at all events acquaintances, with whom his
statements will carry weight. He will fight to-morrow night, let us say.
Very good! during the day he will have had time enough to tell twenty
people that he is going to fight with you because he caught you
cheating, and that you took it ill of him that he should try to prevent
you."
"Very well! he may say it and people may believe it if they choose, but
I will kill him."
"La Zagarolo will turn you out-of-doors and destroy her will. All the
nobles will close their doors to you, and the police will request you to
go to play the lover in some other country."
"Very well! I will go somewhere else. The rest of the world will belong
to me when I am well rid of that man."
"Yes, and from his blood will sprout a pretty little nursery of
accusers. Instead of Monsieur Henryet, you will have the whole city of
Milan at your heels."
"O heaven! what shall I do?" said Leoni, in sore perplexity.
"Make an appointment with him in your wife's name, and cool his blood
with a good hunting-knife. Give me that scrap of paper yonder and I'll
write to him."
Leoni, paying no heed, opened a window and fell into a reverie, while
the marquis wrote. When he had finished he called him.
"Listen to this, Leoni," he said, "and see whether I know how to write a
_billet-doux_:
"'My friend; I cannot receive you again in my room; Leoni knows all and
threatens me with the most horrible consequences; take me away or I am
lost. Take me to my mother or put me in a convent; do with me as you
please, but rescue me from my present horrible plight. Be in front of
the main door of the cathedral at one o'clock to-morrow morning, and we
will make arrangements for our departure. It will be easy for me to meet
you, as Leoni passes every night at La Zagarolo's. Do not be surprised
by this extraordinary and almost illegible handwriting: Leoni, in a fit
of anger, almost crushed my right hand.
"'JULIETTE RUYTER.'"
"It seems to me that letter is very judiciously expressed," said the
marquis, "and that it will seem plausible enough to the Fleming,
whatever the degree of intimacy between him and your wife. The words
which she fancied that she was saying to him at times in her delirium
make it certain that he offered to take her back to her own country. The
writing is horrible, and whether he is familiar with Juliette's or
not----"
"Let me see it," said Leoni, leaning over the table with an air of
interest.
His face wore a horrifying expression of doubt and longing to be
persuaded. I saw no more. My brain was exhausted, my thoughts became
confused. I relapsed into a sort of lethargy.
XVIII
When I came to myself the flickering lamplight fell upon the same
objects. I raised myself cautiously and saw the marquis just where he
was when I lost consciousness. It was still dark. There were still
bottles on the table, as well as a writing-desk and something which I
could not see very plainly, but which resembled a weapon. Leoni was
standing in the middle of the room. I tried to recall their previous
conversation. I hoped that the ghastly fragments of it which recurred to
my memory were merely the dreams of fever, and I had no idea at first
that twenty-four hours had elapsed between that conversation and the one
just beginning. The first words that I understood were these:
"He must have suspected something for he was armed to the teeth."
As he spoke, Leoni wiped his bleeding hand with his handkerchief.
"Bah! yours is nothing but a scratch," said the marquis; "I have a more
severe wound in the leg; and yet I must dance at the ball to-morrow, so
that no one may suspect anything. So stop fussing over your hand, wrap
it up and think of something else."
"It is impossible for me to think of anything but that blood. It seems
to me that I see a lake of it all about me."
"Your nerves are too delicate, Leoni; you are good for nothing."
"_Canaille_!" exclaimed Leoni in a tone of hatred and contempt, "but for
me you would be a dead man; you retreated like a coward, and you would
have been struck from behind. If I had not seen that you were lost, and
if your ruin would not have involved mine, I would never have touched
that man at such an hour and in such a place. But your infernal
obstinacy compelled me to be your accomplice. All that I needed was to
commit a murder, to be worthy of your society."
"Don't play the modest man," retorted the marquis; "when you saw that he
defended himself, you became a very tiger."
"Ah! yes, it rejoiced my heart to have him die defending himself; for
after all I killed him fairly."
"Very fairly; he had postponed the game till the next day, and as you
were in a hurry to be done with it, you killed him on the spot."
"Whose fault was it, traitor? Why did you throw yourself on him just as
we were separating after we had agreed to meet the next day? Why did you
run when you saw that he was armed, and thus compel me to defend you or
else be denounced by him to-morrow for having conspired with you to lure
him into a trap and murder him? Now I have made myself liable to the
scaffold, and yet I am not a murderer. I fought with equal weapons,
equal chance, equal courage."
"Yes, he defended himself like a man," said the marquis; "you both
performed prodigies of valor. It was a very fine spectacle to see, truly
Homeric, was that duel with knives. But I am bound to say that for a
Venetian you handle that weapon wretchedly."
"It is quite true that it isn't the weapon I am in the habit of using,
and by the way I am inclined to think it would be wise to conceal or
destroy this one."
"That would be the height of folly, my friend! You must keep it; your
servants and friends know that you always carry such a weapon; if you
should dispose of it, that would be an indication of guilt."
"True, but yours?"
"Mine is innocent of his blood; my first blows missed, and after that
yours left me no room."
"Ah! heaven! that is true too. You tried to murder him, and fatality
compelled me to do with my own hands the deed of which I had such a
horror."
"It pleases you to say that, my dear fellow; however, you went very
willingly to the rendezvous."
"I had an instinctive foreboding that my evil genius would force me to
do it. After all, it was my destiny and his. We are rid of him at last!
But why in the devil did you empty his pockets?"
"Precaution and presence of mind on my part. When they find him stripped
of his money and his wallet, they will look for the assassin among the
lowest classes, and will never suspect people in fashionable society. It
will be considered an act of brigandage and not a matter of private
revenge. Don't betray yourself by absurd emotion when you hear the
affair mentioned to-morrow, and we have nothing to fear. Just reach me
the candle so that I can burn these papers; as for honest coin, that
never betrayed anybody."
"Stop!" said Leoni, seizing a letter which the marquis was about to burn
with the rest. "I saw Juliette's family name."
"It is a letter to Madame Ruyter," said the marquis. "Let us see:"
"'MADAME,
"'If it is not too late, if you did not start at once on receiving the
letter I wrote yesterday summoning you to your daughter, do not start.
Wait at home for her or come to meet her as far as Strasbourg; I will
send for you when we reach there. I shall be there with Mademoiselle
Ruyter in a few days. She has decided to fly from her seducer's dishonor
and ill treatment. I have just received a note in which she announces
this determination. I am to see her to-night to agree upon the time of
our departure. I will leave all my business in order to make the most of
her present disposition, in which her lover's flatteries may not leave
her forever. The empire that he has over her is still immense. I fear
that her passion for that wretch is eternal, and that her regret for
having left him will make you both shed many tears hereafter. Be
indulgent and kind to her; that is your proper rôle as her mother, and
you can easily play it. For my part, I am rough-mannered, and my
indignation finds expression more readily than my compassion. I wish I
were more persuasive; but I cannot be more lovable, and it is my destiny
not to be loved.
"'PAUL HENRYET.'"
"This proves to you, O my friend!" said the marquis in a mocking tone,
as he held the letter in the flame of the candle, "that your wife is
faithful and that you are the most fortunate of husbands."
"Poor woman!" said Leoni, "and poor Henryet! He would have made her
happy! He would at least have respected and honored her! In God's name,
what fatality drove her into the arms of a wretched adventurer, drawn to
her by destiny from one end of the world to the other, when she had an
honorable man's heart at her very hand. Blind child! why did you choose
me?"
"Charming!" said the marquis ironically. "I hope you will write some
verses on this subject. A pretty epitaph for the man you massacred
to-night would be, to my mind, in exceedingly good taste and altogether
new."
"Yes, I will write one for him," retorted Leoni, "and it will run like
this:
"'Here lies an honest man who tried to defend human justice against two
scoundrels, and whom divine justice allowed them to murder.'"
Thereupon, Leoni fell into a sorrowful reverie, during which he
constantly muttered his victim's name:
"Paul Henryet!" he said. "Twenty-two years old, twenty-four at most. A
cold but handsome face. A rigid, upright character. Hatred of injustice.
The uncompromising pride of honesty, and withal something tender and
melancholy. He loved Juliette, he has always loved her. He fought
against his passion to no purpose. I see by that letter that he loved
her still, and that he would have worshipped her if he could have cured
her. Juliette, Juliette! you might still have been happy with him, and I
have killed him! I have robbed you of the man who might have comforted
you; your only defender is no more, and you remain the victim of a
bandit."
"Very fine!" said the marquis; "I wish that you might never move your
lips without having a stenographer beside you to preserve all the noble
and affecting things you say. For my part, I am going to bed.
Good-night, my dear fellow; go to bed to your wife, but change your
shirt first; for, deuce take me! you have Henryet's blood on your
frill!"
The marquis left the room. Leoni, after a moment's irresolution, came to
my bed, raised the curtain and looked at me. He saw that I was only
drowsing under my bedclothes, and that my eyes were open and fixed upon
him. He could not endure my livid face and fixed stare; he fell back
with a cry of horror, and I called him several times in a weak, broken
voice: "Murderer! murderer! murderer!"
He fell on his knees as if struck by lightning, and dragged himself to
my bed with an imploring air.
"Go to bed to your wife," I said, repeating the marquis's words in a
sort of delirium; "but change your shirt, for you have Henryet's blood
on your frill!"
Leoni fell face downward on the floor, uttering inarticulate cries. I
lost my reason altogether, and it seemed to me that I repeated his
cries, imitating with dazed servility the tone of his voice and the
contortions of his body. He thought that I was mad, and, springing to
his feet in terror, came to my side. I thought that he was going to kill
me; I threw myself out of bed, crying: "Mercy! mercy! I won't tell!" and
I fainted just as he seized me, to lift me up and assist me.
XIX
I awoke, still in his arms, and he had never put forth so much
eloquence, so much affection, so many tears, to implore his pardon. He
confessed that he was the lowest of men; but, he said, there was one
thing, and only one, that raised him somewhat in his eyes, and that was
the love he had always had for me, and which none of his vices, none of
his crimes had had the power to stifle. Hitherto he had fought against
the appearances which accused him on all sides. He had struggled against
overwhelming evidence in order to retain my esteem. Thenceforth, being
no longer able to justify himself by falsehood, he took a different
course and assumed a new rôle, in order to move me and conquer me. He
laid aside all artifice--perhaps I should say all sense of shame--and
confessed all the villainy of his life. But amid all that filth he
forced me to distinguish and to understand what there was in his
character that was truly noble, the faculty of loving, the everlasting
vigor of a heart in which the most exhausting weariness, the most
dangerous trials, did not extinguish the sacred flame.
"My conduct is base," he said to me, "but my heart is still noble. It
still bleeds for its crimes; it has retained, in all the vigor of its
first youth, the sentiment of justice and injustice, horror of the evil
it does, enthusiastic admiration of the good it beholds. Your patience,
your virtues, your angelic kindliness, your pity, as inexhaustible as
God's, can never be displayed in favor of a being who appreciates them
better or admires them more. A man of regular morals and sensitive
conscience would consider them more natural and would appreciate them
less. With such a man you would be simply a virtuous woman; while with a
man like me you are a sublime woman, and the debt of gratitude which is
piling up in my heart is as great as your sacrifices and your
sufferings. Ah! it is something to be loved and to be entitled to a
boundless passion, and from what other man have you so good a right to
claim such a passion as from me? For whom would you subject yourself
again to the tortures and the despair you have undergone? Do you think
there is anything else in life but love? For my part, I do not. And do
you think that it is a simple matter to inspire it and to feel it?
Thousands of men die incomplete, having never known any other love than
that of the beasts. Often a heart capable of loving seeks in vain where
to bestow its love, and comes forth pure of all earthly passions,
perhaps to find a place in heaven. Ah! when God vouchsafes to us on
earth that profound, passionate, ineffable sentiment, we must no longer
desire or hope for paradise, Juliette; for paradise is the blending of
two hearts in a kiss of love. And when we have found it here on earth,
what matters it whether it be in the arms of a saint or of one of the
damned? What matters it whether the man you love be accursed or adored
among men, so long as he returns your love? Is it I whom you love, or is
it this noise that is going on about me? What did you love in me at the
outset? Was it the splendor that encompassed me? If you hate me to-day,
I must needs doubt your past love; I must needs see in you, instead of
that angel, that devoted victim whose blood, shed for me, falls
ceaselessly drop by drop upon my lips, only a poor, weak, credulous
girl, who loved me from vanity and deserted me from selfishness.
Juliette, Juliette, think of what you will do if you leave me! You will
ruin the only friend who knows you, appreciates and respects you, for a
society which despises you now and whose esteem you will never recover.
You have nothing left but me in the whole world, my poor child. You must
either cling to the adventurer's fortunes or die forgotten in a convent.
If you leave me, you are no less insane than cruel; you will have had
all your misery, all your sufferings, and you will not reap their fruit;
for now, if, notwithstanding all that you know, you can still love me
and stay with me, be sure that I will love you with a love of which you
have no conception, and which I never should have dreamed of as possible
if I had married you honestly and lived with you peacefully in the bosom
of your family. Hitherto, despite all you have sacrificed, all you have
suffered, I have not loved you as I feel that I am capable of loving.
You have never yet loved me as I am; you have cherished an attachment
for a false Leoni, in whom you still saw some grandeur and some
fascination. You hoped that he would become some day the man you loved
in the beginning; you did not believe that you had held in your arms a
man who was irrevocably lost. And I said to myself: 'She loves me
conditionally; it is not I whom she loves as yet, but the character I am
acting. When she sees my features under my mask, she will cover her eyes
and fly; she will look with horror on the lover whom now she presses to
her bosom. No, she is not the wife and mistress I had dreamed of, and
for whom my ardent heart is calling with all its strength. Juliette is
still a part of that society whose foe I am; she will be my foe when she
knows me. I cannot confide in her; I cannot pour out upon the bosom of
any living being the most execrable of my sufferings, my shame for what
I am doing every day. I suffer, I am heaping up remorse in my soul. If
only there were a woman capable of loving me without asking me to
change--if I could have a friend who would not be an accuser and a
judge!'--That is what I thought, Juliette. I prayed to heaven for that
friend, but I prayed that it might be you and no other; for you were
already what I loved best on earth before. I realized all that there
still remained for us both to do before loving each other really."
What could I reply to such speeches? I looked at him with a stupefied
air. I was amazed that I still considered him handsome and lovable; that
I still felt in his presence the same emotion, the same desire for his
caresses, the same gratitude for his love. His degradation left no trace
on his noble brow; and when his great black eyes flashed their flame
upon mine, I was dazzled, intoxicated as always; all his blemishes
disappeared, everything was blotted out, even the stains of Henryet's
blood. I forgot everything else to bind myself to him by blind vows, by
oaths and insane embraces. Then in very truth his love was rekindled or
rather renewed, as he had prophesied. He gradually abandoned the
Princess Zagarolo and passed all the time of my convalescence at my
feet, with the same loving attentions and the delicate tokens of
affection which had made me so happy in Switzerland; I can say, indeed,
that these proofs of affection were even more ardent and caused me more
pride, that was the happiest period of my whole life, and that Leoni was
never dearer to me. I was convinced of the truth of all that he had told
me; nor could I fear that he clung to me from self-interest, as I had
nothing more in the world to give him, and was thenceforth a burden to
him and dependent upon the hazards of his fortunes. However I felt a
sort of pride in not falling short of what he expected from my
generosity, and his gratitude seemed to me greater than my sacrifices.
One evening he came home in a state of great excitement, and said,
pressing me to his heart again and again:
"My Juliette, my sister, my wife, my angel, you must be as kind and
indulgent as God himself, you must give me a fresh proof of your
adorable sweetness and your heroism; you must come and live with me at
the Princess Zagarolo's."
I recoiled, surprised beyond words; and, as I realized that it was no
longer in my power to deny him anything, I turned pale and began to
tremble like a condemned man at the gallows' foot.
"Listen," he said, "the princess is horribly ill. I have neglected her
on your account; she has grieved so that her disease has become
seriously aggravated and the doctors give her only a month to live.
Since you know everything, I can speak to you about that infernal will.
It is a matter of several millions, and I am in competition with a
family on the alert to take advantage of my mistakes and turn me out at
the decisive moment. The will in my favor is in existence, in proper
form, but a moment's anger may destroy it. We are ruined, we have no
other resource. You will have to go to the hospital and I become a
leader of brigands, if it escapes us."
"O _mon Dieu_!" I said, "we lived so inexpensively in Switzerland! Why
is wealth a necessity to us? Now that we love each other so well, can we
not live happily without committing any new villainy?"
He answered by a frown which expressed the disappointment, the annoyance
and the dread which my reproaches caused him. I said nothing more in
that connection, but asked him wherein I was necessary to the success of
his enterprise.
"Because the princess, in a fit of jealousy not without some foundation,
has demanded to see you and question you. My enemies have taken pains to
inform her that I pass all my mornings with a young and pretty woman who
came to Milan after me. For a long time I succeeded in making her
believe that you were my sister; but, during this month that I have
neglected her altogether, she has conceived doubts, and refuses to
believe in your illness, which I alleged as an excuse for my
neglect.--'If your sister is sick too, and can't do without you,' she
said, 'have her brought to my house; my women and my doctors will take
care of her. You can see her at any time; and if she is really your
sister, I will love her as if she were my sister too.'--I tried in vain
to fight against this strange whim. I told her that you were very poor
and very proud, that nothing in the world would induce you to accept her
hospitality, and that it would, in fact, be exceedingly unseemly and
indelicate for you to come to live in the house of your brother's
mistress. She would listen to no excuse and replied to all my objections
with: 'I see that you are deceiving me; she is not your sister.'--If you
refuse, we are lost. Come, come, come; I implore you, my child, come!"
I took my hat and shawl without replying. While I was dressing, tears
rolled slowly down my cheeks. As we left my chamber, Leoni wiped them
away with his lips and embraced me again and again, calling me his
benefactress, his guardian angel and his only friend.
I passed with trembling limbs through the princess's vast apartments.
When I saw the magnificence of the house, I had an indescribable feeling
of oppression at my heart, and I remembered Henryet's harsh words: "When
she is dead, you will be rich, Juliette; you will inherit her splendor,
you will sleep in her bed and you can wear her gowns."--I hung my head
as I passed the servants; it seemed to me that they glared at me with
hatred and envy; and I felt far beneath them. Leoni pressed my arm in
his, feeling my body tremble and my legs give way.
"Courage! courage!" he whispered to me.
We reached the bedroom at last. The princess was lying in an invalid's
chair and seemed to be awaiting us impatiently. She was a woman of about
thirty years, very thin, with a yellow face, and magnificently dressed,
although _en déshabillé_. She must have been very beautiful in her
early days, and she still had a charming face. The thinness of her
cheeks exaggerated the size of her eyes, the whites of which, vitrified
by consumption, resembled mother of pearl. Her fine, smooth hair was of
a glistening black and seemed dry and sickly like her whole person. When
she saw me, she uttered a faint exclamation of joy and held out a long,
tapering hand, of a bluish tinge, which I fancy that I can see at this
moment. I understood, by a glance from Leoni, that I was expected to
kiss that hand, and I resigned myself to the necessity.
Leoni was undoubtedly ill at ease, and yet his self-possession and the
tranquillity of his manners confounded me. He spoke of me to his
mistress as if there were no possibility of her discovering his knavery,
and expressed his affection for her before me, as if it were impossible
for me to feel any grief or anger. The princess seemed to have fits of
distrust from time to time, and I could see, by her glances and her
words, that she was studying me in order to destroy her suspicions or
confirm them. As my natural mildness of disposition made it impossible
for her to hate me, she soon began to have confidence in me; and,
jealous as she was, to the point of frenzy, she thought that it was
impossible for any woman to consent to take the part I was playing. An
adventuress might have done it, but my manners and my face gave the lie
to any such conjecture as to my character. The princess became
passionately fond of me. She would hardly allow me to leave her bedroom,
she overwhelmed me with gifts and caresses. I was a little humiliated by
her generosity and I longed to refuse her gifts; but the fear of
displeasing Leoni made me endure this additional mortification. What I
had to suffer during the first days, and the efforts that I made to bend
my pride to that extent, are beyond belief. However, the suffering
gradually became less keen, and my mental plight became endurable. Leoni
manifested in secret a passionate gratitude and delirious fondness. The
princess, despite her whims, her impatience, and all the torture that
her love for Leoni caused me, became agreeable and almost dear to me.
Her heart was ardent rather than loving, and her nature lavish rather
than generous. But she had an irresistible charm of manner; the wit with
which her language sparkled in the midst of her most intense agony, the
ingeniously kind and caressing words with which she thanked me for my
attentions or begged me to forget her outbreaks of temper, her little
cajoleries, her shrewd observations, the coquetry which attended her to
the grave; in short, everything about her had an originality, a
nobility, a refinement by which I was the more deeply impressed because
I had never seen a woman of her rank at close quarters, and was not
accustomed to the great charm which they owe to their familiarity with
the best society. She possessed that charm to such a degree that I could
not resist it and allowed myself to be swayed by it at her pleasure; she
was so coy and fascinating with Leoni that I imagined that he was really
in love with her, and ended by becoming accustomed to see them kiss, and
to listen to their insipid speeches without being revolted by them.
Indeed, there were days when they were so charming and so witty that I
really enjoyed listening to them; and Leoni found means to say such
sweet things to me that I was happy even in my unspeakable degradation.
The ill-will which the servants and underlings displayed toward me at
first was speedily allayed, thanks to the pains I took to turn over to
them all the little gifts their mistress gave me. I even enjoyed the
affection and confidence of the nephews and cousins; a very pretty
little niece, whom the princess obstinately refused to see, was smuggled
into her presence by my assistance, and pleased her exceedingly.
Thereupon, I begged her to allow me to give the child a pretty casket
which she had forced upon me that morning; and this display of
generosity led her to give the child a much more valuable present.
Leoni, in whose greed there was nothing paltry or petty, was pleased to
see this bounty bestowed on a poor orphan, and the other relations began
to believe that they had nothing to fear from us, and that our
friendship for the princess was purely noble and disinterested. The
essays at tale-bearing against me ceased entirely, and for two months we
led a very tranquil life. I was astonished to find that I was almost
happy.
XX
The only thing that disturbed me seriously was the constant presence of
the Marquis de ----. He had obtained an introduction to the princess, on
what pretext I have no idea, and amused her by his caustic, ill-natured
chatter. Then he would draw Leoni into another room and have long
interviews with him, from which Leoni always came with a gloomy brow.
"I hate and despise Lorenzo," he often said to me; "he is the vilest cur
I know; he is capable of anything."
Thereupon, I would urge him to break with him; but he always replied:
"It is impossible, Juliette; don't you know that when two rascals have
acted together, they never fall out except to send each other to the
scaffold?"
These ominous words sounded so strangely in that beautiful palace, amid
the peaceful life we were leading, and almost within hearing of that
gracious and trustful princess, that a shudder ran through my veins when
I heard them.
Meanwhile, our dear invalid's suffering increased from day to day, and
the moment soon came when she must inevitably give up the struggle. We
saw that she was failing gradually; but she did not lose her presence of
mind for an instant, nor cease her jests and her kind speeches.
"How sorry I am," she said to Leoni, "that Juliette is your sister! Now
that I am going to the other world, I must renounce you. I can neither
demand nor desire that you remain faithful to me after my death.
Unfortunately, you are certain to make a fool of yourself and throw
yourself at the head of some woman who is unworthy of you. I know nobody
in the world but your sister who is good enough for you; she is an
angel, and no one but you is worthy of her."
I could not resist this kindly flattery, and my affection for the
princess became warmer and warmer as death slowly took her from us. I
could not believe it possible that she would be taken away with all her
faculties, all her tranquillity, and when we were all so happy together.
I asked myself how we could possibly live without her, and I could not
think of her great gilded armchair standing unoccupied, between Leoni
and myself, without my eyes filling with tears.
One evening, when I was reading to her while Leoni sat on the carpet
warming her feet in a muff, she received a letter, read it through
hastily, uttered a loud shriek and fainted. While I flew to her
assistance, Leoni picked up the letter and ran his eye over it. Although
the writing was disguised, he recognized the hand of the Vicomte de
Chalm. It was a denunciation of me, with circumstantial details
concerning my family, my abduction, my relations with Leoni; and, with
all the rest, a mass of detestable falsehoods regarding my morals and my
character.
At the shriek which the princess uttered, Lorenzo, who was always
hovering about us like a bird of evil omen, entered the room, I know not
how; and Leoni, taking him into a corner, showed him the viscount's
letter. When they came back to us, the marquis was very calm, and had a
mocking smile on his lips, as usual; while Leoni, intensely agitated,
seemed to question him with his eyes as if to ask his advice.
The princess was still unconscious in my arms. The marquis shrugged his
shoulders.
"Your wife is intolerably stupid," he said, so loud that I overheard
him. "Her presence here now will have the worst possible effect. Send
her away; tell her to go for help. I will take everything on myself."
"But what will you do?" said Leoni, in great anxiety.
"Never fear. I have had an expedient all ready for a long while; it's a
paper that I always have about me. But send Juliette away."
Leoni asked me to call the servants. I obeyed, and laid the princess's
head gently on a cushion. But just as I was passing through the door,
some undefinable magnetic force stopped me and made me turn. I saw the
marquis approach the invalid as if to assist her; but his face seemed so
wicked and Leoni's so pale, that I was afraid to leave the dying woman
alone with them. Heaven knows what vague ideas passed through my brain.
I hastened to the bed and, glancing at Leoni in terror, I said: "Beware!
beware!"--"Of what?" he replied, with an air of amazement. In truth I
did not know myself, and I was ashamed of the species of madness I had
shown. The marquis's ironical air completed my discomfiture. I went out
and returned a moment later with the princess's women and the physician.
He found the princess suffering from a terrible nervous spasm, and said
that we must try to make her swallow a spoonful of her sedative mixture
at once. We tried in vain to force her teeth apart.
"Let the signora try it," said one of the women, pointing to me; "the
princess won't take anything from anybody else, and never refuses what
she gives her."
I did try, and the dying woman readily yielded. Through force of habit
she pressed my hand feebly as she returned the spoon to me; then she
violently threw up her arms, raised herself as if she were about to jump
out of bed, and fell back dead on her pillow.
This sudden death made a terrible impression on me; I fainted and was
carried from the room. I was ill several days, and, when I returned to
life, Leoni informed me that I was thenceforth in my own house; that the
will had been opened and found unassailable in every respect; that we
were the possessors of a handsome fortune and a magnificent palace.
"I owe it all to you, Juliette," he said, "and, more than that, I owe it
to you that I am able to think without shame or remorse of our friend's
last moments. Your delicacy, your angelic goodness, encompassed them
with attentions and lessened their melancholy. She died in your arms,
that rival whom any other woman than you would have strangled; and you
wept for her as if she were your sister! You are good! too good, too
good! Now enjoy the fruit of your courage; see how happy I am to be rich
and to be able to surround you once more with all the luxury that you
crave."
"Hush," I replied; "now is the time when I blush and suffer. So long as
that woman was here, and I was sacrificing my love and my pride to her,
I took comfort in the thought that I was really fond of her, and that I
was sacrificing myself for her and for you. Now I see only what was base
and detestable in my situation. How everybody must despise us!"
"You are greatly mistaken, my dear girl," said Leoni; "everybody bows
down to us and honors us because we are rich."
But Leoni did not long enjoy his triumph. The heirs-at-law, who came
from Rome furious against us, having learned the details of the
princess's sudden demise, accused us of having hastened it by poison,
and demanded that the body should be exhumed to ascertain the facts.
That was done, and, at the first glance, the traces of a powerful poison
were discovered.
"We are lost!" said Leoni, rushing into my room. "Ildegonda was
poisoned, and we are accused of having done it. Who could have committed
that abominable crime? We must not ask the question, for it was Satan
with Lorenzo's face. That is how he serves us. He is safe, and we are in
the hands of the law. Do you feel the courage to leap out of the
window?"
"No," I said; "I am innocent; I fear nothing. If you are guilty, fly."
"I am not guilty, Juliette," he said, squeezing my arm fiercely. "Do not
accuse me when I do not accuse myself. You know that I am not in the
habit of sparing myself."
We were arrested and thrown into prison. The prosecution made much
noise, but it was less protracted and its result less serious than
people expected. Our innocence saved us. In face of such a horrible
charge I recovered all the strength due to a pure conscience. My youth
and my air of sincerity won the judges at the very beginning. I was
speedily acquitted. Leoni's honor and life hung in the balance a little
longer. But it was impossible, despite appearances, to find any proof
against him, for he was not guilty. He was horror-stricken by the
crime--his face and his answers said so plainly enough. He came forth
purged of that accusation. All the servants were suspected. The marquis
had disappeared, but he returned secretly the moment that we were
discharged from prison, and presumed to order Leoni to divide the
inheritance with him. He declared that we owed him everything; that,
except for the audacity and prompt execution of his plan, the will would
have been destroyed. Leoni made the most terrific threats, but the
marquis was not frightened. He had the murder of Henryet as a weapon to
hold Leoni in awe, and he had it in his power to ruin him utterly.
Leoni, frantic with rage, resigned himself to the necessity of paying
him a considerable sum.
We began at once to lead a life of wild dissipation and to display the
most immeasurable magnificence: to ruin himself anew was with Leoni a
matter of six short months. I saw without regret the disappearance of
the wealth which I had acquired with shame and sorrow; but I was
terrified for Leoni's sake at the near approach of poverty. I knew that
he could not endure it, and that to escape from it, he would plunge into
fresh misconduct and fresh dangers. Unfortunately it was impossible to
induce him to practise self-restraint and prudence; he replied with
caresses or jests to my entreaties and warnings. He had fifteen English
horses in his stable, his table was open to the whole city, and he had a
troupe of musicians at his orders. But the principal cause of his ruin
was the enormous sums he was compelled to give his former associates, to
prevent them from swooping down upon him and making his house a den of
thieves. He had induced them to agree not to ply their trade under his
roof; and, to persuade them to leave the salon when his guests began to
play cards, he was obliged to pay them a considerable sum every day.
This intolerable servitude made him long sometimes to fly from the world
and conceal himself with me in some peaceful retreat. But truth compels
me to say that prospect was even more appalling to him; for the
affection he felt for me was not strong enough to fill his whole life.
He was always kind to me, but, as at Venice, he neglected me to drink
his fill of all the pleasures of wealth. He led the most dissolute life
away from home, and kept several mistresses, whom he selected from a
certain fashionable set, to whom he made magnificent presents, and whose
society flattered his insatiable vanity. Base and sordid in the
acquisition of wealth, he was superb in his prodigality. His fickle
character changed with his fortune, and his love for me followed all its
phases. In the agitation and suffering caused by his reverses, having
nobody but me in all the world to pity him and love him, he returned to
me with heartfelt joy; but in his pleasures he forgot me and sought
keener delights elsewhere. I was aware of all his infidelities; whether
from indolence, or indifference, or confidence in my unwearying
forgiveness, he no longer took the trouble to conceal them from me; and
when I reproved him for the indelicacy of such frankness, he reminded me
of my conduct toward the Princess Zagarolo, and asked me if my pity were
already exhausted. Thus the past bound me irrevocably to patience and
grief. The greatest injustice in Leoni's conduct was his apparent belief
that I was ready to submit to all these sacrifices thenceforth, without
pain, and that a woman could ever become accustomed to overcome her
jealousy.
I received a letter from my mother, who had heard of me at last through
Henryet, and who had fallen dangerously ill just as she was starting to
join me. She implored me to go to take care of her, and promised to
welcome me with gratitude and without reproaches. That letter was a
thousand times too gentle and too kind. I bathed it with my tears; but,
argue with myself as I would, it seemed to me not what it should be; it
was so mild and humble in tone and expression as to be undignified. Must
I say it?--it was not the pardon of a noble and loving mother, alas! but
the appeal of a sick and bored woman. I started at once and found her
dying. She blessed me, pardoned me and died in my arms, requesting me to
see that she was buried in a certain dress of which she had been very
fond.
XXI
So much fatigue of body and mind, so much suffering had almost exhausted
my sensibility. I hardly wept for my mother; I shut myself up in her
room after they had taken her body away, and there I remained, crushed
and despondent, for several months, occupied solely in reviewing the
past in all its phases, and never bethinking myself to wonder what I
should do in the future. My aunt, who had greeted me very coldly at
first, was touched by this mute grief, which her character understood
better than the more demonstrative form of tears. She looked after my
welfare in silence, and saw to it that I did not allow myself to die of
hunger. The melancholy aspect of that house, which I had known so
cheerful and bright, was well adapted to my frame of mind. I saw the old
furniture, which recalled the numberless trivial events of my childhood.
I compared that time, when a scratch on my finger was the most terrible
catastrophe that could disturb the tranquillity of my family, with the
infamous and blood-stained life I had subsequently led. I saw, on the
one hand, my mother at the ball, on the other, the Princess Zagarolo
dying of poison in my arms, perhaps by my hand. The music of the violins
echoed in my dreams amid the shrieks of the murdered Henryet; and, in
the seclusion of the prison, where, during three months of agony, I had
seemed to hear a sentence of death each day, I saw coming toward me,
amid the glare of candles and the perfume of flowers, my own ghost clad
in silver crêpe and covered with jewels. Sometimes, tired out by these
confused and terrifying dreams, I walked to the window, raised the
curtains and looked out upon that city where I had been so happy and so
flattered, and on the trees of that promenade where so much admiration
had followed my every step. But I soon noticed the insulting curiosity
which my pale face aroused. People stopped under my window or stood in
groups talking about me, almost pointing their fingers at me. Then I
would step back, drop the curtains, sit down beside my mother's bed and
remain there until my aunt came with her silent face and noiseless step,
took my arm and led me to the table. Her manner toward me at that crisis
of my life, seemed to me most generous and most appropriate to my
situation. I would not have listened to words of consolation, I could
not have endured reproaches, I should not have put faith in marks of
esteem. Silent affection and unobtrusive compassion made more impression
on me. That dismal face, which moved noiselessly about me like a ghost,
like a reminder of the past, was the only face that neither disturbed
nor terrified me. Sometimes I took her dry hands and held them to my
lips for several minutes, without giving vent to a sigh. She never
replied to that caress, but stood patiently, and did not withdraw her
hands from my kisses; that was much.
I no longer thought of Leoni except as a ghastly memory which I sought
with all my strength to banish. The thought of returning to him made me
shudder as the sight of an execution would have done. I had not energy
enough remaining to love him or hate him. He did not write to me and I
was hardly aware of it, I had counted so little on his letters. One day
there came one which told me of new disasters. A will of the Princess
Zagarolo had been found, bearing a later date than ours. One of her
servants, in whom she had confidence, had had the will in his custody
ever since the day of its date. She had made it at the time that Leoni
had neglected her to take care of me, and she was doubtful as to our
relationship. Afterward, when she became reconciled to us, she had
intended to destroy it; but, as she was subject to innumerable whims,
she had kept both wills, so that she might at any time decide which she
would leave in force. Leoni knew where his was kept; but the existence
of the other was known only to Vincenzo, the princess's man of
confidence; and he was under instructions to burn it at a sign from her.
She did not anticipate, poor creature, such a sudden and violent death.
Vincenzo, whom Leoni had laden with benefactions, and who was altogether
devoted to him at that time, having moreover no knowledge of the
princess's final intentions, kept the will without saying a word, and
allowed us to produce ours. He might have enriched himself by
threatening us or selling his secret to the heirs-at-law; but he was not
a dishonest man nor a wicked one. He allowed us to enjoy the
inheritance, demanding no higher wages than he had previously received.
But, when I had left Leoni, he became dissatisfied; for Leoni was brutal
with his servants, and I retained them in his service only by my
indulgence. One day Leoni forgot himself so far as to strike the old
man, who at once pulled the will from his pocket and told him that he
was going to take it to the princess's cousins. Threats, entreaties,
offers of money, all were powerless to appease his anger. The marquis
appeared on the scene and attempted to obtain possession of the fatal
paper by force; but Vincenzo, who was a remarkably powerful man for his
years, knocked him down, struck him, threatened to throw Leoni through
the window if he attacked him, and hurried away to publish the document
that avenged him. Leoni was at once dispossessed, and ordered to restore
all that he had expended of the property, that is to say, three fourths
of it. As he was unable to comply, he tried to fly, but in vain. He was
put into prison, and it was from the prison that he wrote to me, not all
the details which I have given you and which I learned afterward, but a
few words in which he depicted the horror of his position. If I did not
go to his aid, he might languish all his life in the most horrible
captivity, for he no longer had the means to procure the comforts with
which we had been able to surround ourselves at the time of our former
confinement. His friends had abandoned him and perhaps were glad to be
rid of him. He was absolutely without resources, in a damp cell, where
he was already very ill with fever. His jewels, even his linen had been
sold; he had almost nothing to protect him from the cold.
I started at once. As I had never intended to settle definitively in
Brussels, and as naught but the indolence of grief had delayed me there
for half a year, I had converted almost all of my inheritance into cash;
I had often thought of using it to found a hospital for penitent girls,
and to become a nun therein. At other times I had thought of depositing
it in the Bank of France, and purchasing an inalienable annuity for
Leoni, which would keep him from want and villainy forever. I should
have retained for myself only a modest annuity, and have buried myself
alone in the Swiss valley where the memory of my happiness would assist
me to endure the horror of solitude. When I learned the new disaster
that had befallen Leoni, I felt that my love and anxiety for him sprang
into life, more intense than ever. I sent all my fortune to a banking
house at Milan. I reserved only a sufficient amount to double the
pension which my father had bequeathed to my aunt. That amount was
represented, to her great satisfaction, by the house in which we lived
and in which she had passed half of her life. I abandoned it to her and
set out to join Leoni. She did not ask me where I was going; she knew
only too well; she did not try to detain me, she did not thank me, she
simply pressed my hand; but when I turned to look back, I saw rolling
slowly down her wrinkled cheek the first tear I had ever known her to
shed.
XXII
I found Leoni in a horrible condition, haggard, pale as death and almost
mad. It was the first time that want and suffering had really taken hold
of him. Hitherto he had simply seen his wealth vanish little by little,
while seeking and finding means to replenish it. His disasters in that
respect had been great; but card-sharping and chance had never left him
long battling with the privations of poverty. His mental power had
always remained intact, but it was overcome when physical strength
abandoned him. I found him in a state of nervous excitement which
resembled madness. I gave securities for his debt. It was easy for me to
furnish proofs of my responsibility, for I had them upon me. So I
entered his prison only to set him free. His joy was so intense that he
could not endure it, and he had to be carried, unconscious, to a
carriage.
I took him to Florence and surrounded him with all the comforts I could
procure. When all his debts were paid, I had very little left. I devoted
all my energies to making him forget the sufferings of his prison. His
robust body was soon cured, but his mind remained diseased. The terrors
of darkness and the agony of despair had made a profound impression upon
that active, enterprising man, accustomed to the enjoyments of wealth,
or to the excitement of the adventurer's life. Inaction had shattered
him. He had become subject to childish terrors, to terrible outbreaks of
violence; he could not endure the slightest annoyance; and the most
horrible thing was that he vented his wrath on me for all the annoyances
that I could not spare him. He had lost that will power which enabled
him to face without fear the most precarious prospects for the future.
He was terrified now at the thought of poverty and asked me every day
what resources I should have when my present means were exhausted. I was
appalled myself at the thought of the destitution which was impending.
The time came at last. I began to paint pictures on screens, snuff-boxes
and other small articles of Spa wood. When I had worked ten hours, my
earnings amounted to eight or ten francs. That would have been enough
for my needs; but for Leoni it was utter poverty. He longed for a
hundred impossible things; he complained bitterly, savagely, because he
was not richer. He often reproached me for having paid his debts and for
not having fled with him and with my money too. To calm him, I was
obliged to convince him that it would have been impossible for me to get
him out of prison and commit that piece of rascality. He would stand at
the windows and swear horribly at the rich people driving by in their
carriages. He would point to his shabby clothes and say with an accent
that I cannot possibly imitate: "_Can't_ you help me to obtain a better
coat? _Won't_ you do it?" He finally told me so often that I could
rescue him from his distress, and that it was cruel and selfish of me to
leave him in that condition, that I thought that he was mad and no
longer tried to argue with him on the subject. I held my peace whenever
he recurred to it, and concealed my tears, which served only to irritate
him. He thought that I understood his abominable hints and called my
silence inhuman indifference and stupid obstinacy. Several times he
struck me savagely and would have killed me if some one had not come to
my assistance. It is true that when these paroxysms had passed, he threw
himself at my feet and implored me with tears in his eyes to forgive
him. But I avoided these scenes of reconciliation so far as I could, for
the emotion caused a fresh shock to his nerves and provoked a return of
the outbreaks. At last this irritability ceased and gave place to a sort
of dull, stupid despair which was even more horrible. He would gaze at
me with a gloomy expression, and seemed to nourish a secret aversion for
me and projects of revenge. Sometimes I woke in the middle of the night
and saw him standing by my bed, his face wearing a sinister expression;
at such times I thought that he meant to kill me, and I shrieked with
fear. But he would simply shrug his shoulders and return to his bed with
a stupid laugh.
In spite of everything I loved him still, not as he was, but because of
what he had been and might become again. There were times when I had
hopes that a blessed revolution was taking place in him, and that he
would come forth from that crisis a new man, cleansed of all his evil
inclinations. He seemed no longer to think of satisfying them, nor did
he express regret or desire for anything whatsoever. I could not imagine
the subject of the long meditations by which he seemed to be absorbed.
Most of the time his eyes were fixed upon me with such a strange
expression that I was afraid of him. I dared not speak to him, but I
asked his forgiveness by imploring glances. Then I would imagine that
his own glance melted and that his breast rose with an imperceptible
sigh; he would turn his head away as if he wished to conceal or stifle
his emotion, and would fall to musing again. At such times I flattered
myself that he was engaged in making salutary reflections concerning the
past, and that he would soon open his heart to tell me that he had
conceived a hatred of vice and a love of virtue.
My hopes grew fainter when the Marquis de ---- reappeared on the scene.
He never entered my apartments, because he knew the horror I had of him;
but he would pass under the windows and call Leoni, or come to my door
and knock in a peculiar way to let him know that he was there. Then
Leoni would go out with him and remain away a long while. One day I saw
them pass and repass several times; the Vicomte de Chalm was with them.
"Leoni is lost," I thought, "and I too; some fresh crime will soon be
committed under my eyes."
That evening Leoni came home late; and, as he left his companions at the
street door, I heard him say these words:
"But you can tell her that I am mad, absolutely mad; and that otherwise
I would never have consented to it. She must know well enough that want
has driven me mad."
I dared not ask him for any explanation, and I served his modest supper.
He did not touch it but began to poke the fire nervously; then he asked
me for ether, and, having taken a large dose, went to bed and seemed to
sleep. I worked every evening as long as I could, until I was overcome
by drowsiness and fatigue. That night I went to bed at midnight. I was
hardly in bed when I heard a slight noise, and it seemed to me that
Leoni was dressing to go out. I spoke to him and asked what he was
doing.
"Nothing," he said, "I was just getting up to come to you; but I don't
like your light, you know that it affects my nerves and gives me
horrible pains in the head; put it out."
I obeyed.
"Have you done it?" he said. "Now go to bed again, I am coming to kiss
you; wait a moment."
This mark of affection, which he had not bestowed upon me for several
weeks, made my poor heart leap with joy and hope. I flattered myself
that the revival of his affection would lead to the recovery of reason
and conscience. I sat on the edge of my bed and awaited him with the
utmost joy. He came and threw himself into my arms, which were wide open
to receive him, and, embracing me passionately, threw me back upon my
bed. But, at that instant, a feeling of distrust, due to the protection
of heaven or the delicacy of my instinct, led me to pass my hand over
the face of the man who was embracing me. Leoni had allowed his beard
and moustaches to grow since he had been ill; I found a smooth,
clean-shaven face. I gave a shriek and pushed him away with all my
force.
"What is the matter?" said Leoni's voice.
"Have you shaved your beard," I said.
"As you see," he replied.
But I noticed that while his voice was speaking at my ear, another mouth
was clinging to mine. I shook myself free with the strength which wrath
and despair give, and, rushing to the other end of the room, hurriedly
turned up the lamp, which I had lowered but had not put out. I saw Lord
Edwards seated on the edge of the bed, bewildered and disconcerted,--I
believe that he was drunk,--and Leoni coming toward me with a desperate
look in his eyes.
"Wretch!" I cried.
"Juliette," he said, with haggard eyes and in a muffled voice, "yield if
you love me. It is a question of rescuing me from this destitution, in
which, as you see, I am eating my heart out. It is a question of life
and reason with me, as you know. My salvation will be the reward of your
devotion; and, as for yourself, you will be rich and happy with a man
who has loved you for a long while, and who considers no price too great
to pay to obtain you. Consent, Juliette," he added under his breath, "or
I will kill you when he has left the room."
Terror deprived me of all judgment. I jumped through the window at the
risk of killing myself. Some soldiers who were passing picked me up and
carried me into the house unconscious. When I came to myself, Leoni and
his confederates had left the house. They declared that I had jumped
from the window in the delirium of brain fever, while they had gone into
another room to call for help. They had feigned the greatest
consternation. Leoni had remained until the surgeon who attended me
declared that I had broken no bones. Then he had gone out saying that he
would return, but he had not been seen for two days. He did not return,
and I never saw him again.
Here Juliette finished her narrative and fell back on her couch,
overwhelmed with fatigue and sadness.
"It was then, my poor child," I said, "that I made your acquaintance. I
was living in the same house. The story of your accident aroused my
interest. Soon I learned that you were young and worthy of a serious
attachment; that Leoni, after treating you with great brutality, had
abandoned you when you were critically ill and in want. I desired to see
you; you were delirious when I approached your bed. O, Juliette, how
lovely you were, with your bare shoulders, your dishevelled hair, your
lips burning with the fire of fever, and your face animated by the
excitement of suffering! How lovely you still seemed to me when,
prostrated by fatigue, you fell back on your pillow, pale and drooping,
like a white rose shedding its leaves in the hot sun of midday! I could
not tear myself away from you. I felt a thrill of irresistible sympathy;
I was impelled by such a deep interest as nobody had ever aroused in me.
I sent for the leading physicians of the city; I procured for you all
the comforts that you lacked. Poor deserted girl! I passed whole nights
by your bedside, I saw your despair, I understood your love. I had never
loved; it seemed to me that no woman was capable of returning the
passion that I was capable of feeling. I sought a heart as fervent as
mine. I distrusted all those that I put to the test, and I soon realized
the prudence of my self-restraint when I saw the coldness and frivolity
of the hearts of those women. Yours seemed to me the only one capable of
understanding me. A woman who could love and suffer as you had done was
the realization of all my dreams. I desired to obtain your affection,
but without much hope of success. What gave me the presumption to try to
console you was my absolute certainty that I loved you sincerely and
generously. All that you said in your delirium taught me to know you
just as well and thoroughly as our subsequent intimacy has done. I knew
that you were a sublime creature from the prayers that you addressed to
God, aloud, in a tone of which no words can describe the heart-rending
purity. You prayed for forgiveness for Leoni, always forgiveness, never
vengeance! You invoked the souls of your parents; you described to them
breathlessly the misfortunes by which you had expiated your flight and
their sorrow. Sometimes you took me for Leoni, and poured out crushing
reproaches upon me; at other times you thought that you were with him in
Switzerland, and you embraced me passionately. It would have been easy
for me then to abuse your error, and the love that was gaining headway
in my breast made your frantic caresses a veritable torture. But I would
have died rather than yield to my desires, and the villainy of Lord
Edwards, of which you talked constantly, seems to me the most degrading
infamy of which a man could be guilty. At last I had the good fortune to
save your life and your reason, my dear Juliette. Since then I have
suffered bitterly, and I have been very happy through you. I am a fool
perhaps not to be content with the friendship and the possession of such
a woman as you, but my love is insatiable. I long to be loved as Leoni
was, and I torment you with that foolish ambition. I have not his
eloquence and his fascinations, but I love you. I have not deceived you;
I will never deceive you. It is time for your heart, so long shattered
by fatigue, to find rest while sleeping on mine. Juliette! Juliette!
when will you love me as you are capable of loving?"
"Now and forever," she replied. "You saved me, you cured me, and you
love me. I was mad, I see it now, to love such a man. All this that I
have told you has brought before my eyes anew a multitude of vile
things. Now I feel nothing but horror for the past, and I do not mean to
recur to it again. You have done well to let me tell it all to you. I am
calm now, and I feel that I can never again love his memory. You are my
friend; you are my savior, my brother and my lover."
"Say your husband too, Juliette, I implore you!"
"My husband, if you will," she said, embracing me with a fondness which
she had never manifested so warmly, and which brought tears of joy and
gratitude to my eyes.
XXIII
I awoke the next day so happy that I thought no more about leaving
Venice. The weather was superb, the sun as mild as in spring.
Fashionably dressed women thronged the quays and laughed at the jests of
the maskers, who, half reclining on the rails of the bridges, teased the
passers-by, and made impertinent and flattering remarks to the ugly and
pretty women respectively. It was Mardi Gras; a sad anniversary for
Juliette. I was anxious to distract her thoughts, so suggested that we
should go out, and she agreed.
I looked proudly at her as she walked by my side. It is not the custom
to offer one's arm to a lady in Venice, but simply to support her by
grasping her elbow as you go up and down the white marble stairways
which confront you whenever you cross a canal. Juliette was so graceful
and lithe in all her movements that I took a childish delight in feeling
her lean gently on my hand as we crossed the bridges. Everybody turned
to look at her, and the women, who never take pleasure in another
woman's beauty, observed with interest, at all events, the refinement of
her dress and her bearing, which they would have been glad to copy. It
seems to me that I can still see Juliette's costume and her graceful
figure. She wore a gown of violet velvet with an ermine boa and small
muff. Her white satin hat framed her face, which was still pale, but so
exquisitely beautiful that, despite seven or eight years of fatigue and
mental unhappiness, no one thought her more than eighteen. She wore
violet silk stockings, so transparent that one could see through them
the alabaster whiteness of her flesh. When she had passed and her face
could no longer be seen, people followed with their eyes her tiny feet,
so rare in Italy. I was happy to have her thus admired; I told her so,
and she smiled at me with a sweet, affectionate expression. God! how
happy I was!
A gayly-decorated boat, filled with maskers and musicians, was coming
along the Giudecca canal. I suggested to Juliette that we take a gondola
and row near to it, to see the costumes. She assented. Several parties
followed our example, and we soon found ourselves entangled in a group
of gondolas and skiffs which, with ourselves, accompanied the decorated
vessel and seemed to serve as an escort to it.
[Illustration: _THE MEETING ON THE CANAL._
_A gayly-decorated boat filled with maskers and musicians was coming
along the Giudecca Canal. I suggested to Juliette that we take a gondola
and row near to it, to see the costumes. She assented._]
We heard the gondoliers say that the party of maskers was composed of
the richest and most fashionable young men in Venice. They were, in
truth, dressed with extreme magnificence; their costumes were very rich,
and the boat was decorated with silken sails, streamers of silver gauze
and Oriental rugs of very great beauty. They were dressed like the
ancient Venetians whom Paul Veronese, by a happy anachronism, has
introduced in several devotional pictures, notably in the magnificent
_Nuptials_, which the Republic of Venice presented to Louis XIV., and
which is now in the Musée at Paris. I noticed especially one man near
the rail of the boat, dressed in a long robe of pale green silk,
embroidered with long arabesques in gold and silver. He was standing,
and playing on the guitar; his attitude was so noble, his tall figure so
perfectly formed, that he seemed to have been made expressly to wear
those rich garments. I called Juliette's attention to him; she looked up
at him mechanically, hardly seeing him, and answered: "Yes, yes,
superb!" thinking of something else.
We continued to follow, and, being crowded by the other boats, touched
the decorated vessel just where this man stood. Juliette was standing by
my side and leaning against the awning of the gondola to avoid being
thrown backward by the shocks we often received. Suddenly this man
leaned toward Juliette as if to see her more distinctly, passed his
guitar to his neighbor, tore off his black mask and turned toward us
again. I saw his face, which was beautiful and noble, if ever human face
was. Juliette did not see him. Thereupon he called her name in an
undertone, and she started as if she had received an electric shock.
"Juliette!" he repeated in a louder voice.
"Leoni!" she cried, frantic with joy.
It is still like a dream to me. A mist passed before my eyes; I lost the
sense of sight for a second, I believe. Juliette rushed forward,
impulsively and with energy. Suddenly I saw her transported as if by
magic to the other boat, into Leoni's arms; their lips met in a
delirious kiss. The blood rushed to my brain, roared in my ears, covered
my eyes with a thicker veil. I do not know what happened. I came to
myself as I was entering the hotel. I was alone; Juliette had gone with
Leoni.
I flew into a frenzy of passion, and for three hours I raved like an
epileptic. Toward night I received a letter from Juliette, thus
conceived:
"Forgive me, forgive me, Bustamente; I love you, I respect you and I
bless you on my knees for your love and your benefactions. Do not hate
me; you know that I do not belong to myself, that an invisible hand
controls my actions and throws me against my will into that man's arms.
O my friend, forgive me and do not seek revenge. I love him, I cannot
live without him. I cannot know that he exists without longing for him,
I cannot see him pass without following him. I am his wife, you see, and
he is my master; it is impossible for me to escape from his passion and
his authority. You saw whether I was able to resist his summons. There
was something like an electric current, a magnet, which lifted me up and
drew me to his heart, and yet I was by your side, I had my hand in
yours. Why did you not hold me back? you had not the power; your hand
opened, your lips were powerless to call me back; you see that it is
beyond our control. There is a hidden will, a magic power, which ordains
and accomplishes these strange things. I cannot break the chain that
binds me to Leoni, it is the fetter that couples galley-slaves, but it
was God's hand that welded it.
"O my dear Aleo, do not curse me! I am at your feet. I implore you to
let me be happy. If you knew how dearly he loves me still, with what joy
he received me! what caresses, what words, what tears! I am as one
drunk, I seem to be dreaming. I must forget his crime against me: he was
mad. After deserting me, he reached Naples in such a state of mental
alienation that he was confined in an insane asylum. I do not know by
what miracle he was cured and discharged, nor to what lucky chance he
owes it that he is now once more at the very pinnacle of wealth. But he
is handsomer, more brilliant, more passionate than ever. Let me, oh! let
me love him, though I am destined to be happy but a single day and to
die to-morrow. Should not you forgive me for loving him so madly, you
who have an equally blind and misplaced passion for me?
"Forgive me; I am mad; I know not what I am saying nor what it is that I
ask you. It is not to take me back and forgive me when he has abandoned
me again; oh, no! I have too much pride, never fear. I feel that I no
longer deserve you, that when I rushed into that boat I cut myself
adrift from you forever, that I can never again look you in the face or
touch your hand. Adieu then, Aleo! Yes, I am writing to bid you adieu,
for I cannot part from you without telling you that my heart is already
bleeding, and that it will break some day with regret and repentance. I
tell you, you will be avenged! Calm yourself now, forgive, pity me, pray
for me; be sure that I am no insensible ingrate who does not appreciate
your character and her duty to you. I am only an unhappy creature whom
fatality drives hither and thither, and who has not the power to stop. I
turn my face to you and send you a thousand farewells, a thousand
kisses, a thousand blessings. But the tempest envelopes me and carries
me off. As I perish on the reefs on which it is certain to hurl me, I
will repeat your name and invoke your intercession as an angel of
forgiveness between God and me.
"JULIETTE."
This letter caused a fresh attack of frenzy; then I fell into despair; I
sobbed like a child for several hours; and, succumbing to fatigue, I
fell asleep in my chair, in that vast room where Juliette had told me
her story the night before. I awoke more calm; I lighted the fire and
paced the floor back and forth several times with slow and measured
step.
As the day was breaking I fell asleep again: my mind was made up; I was
calm. At nine o'clock I went and made inquiries throughout the city,
trying to get information as to certain details which I needed to know
about. Nobody knew by what means Leoni had made his fortune; it was
known simply that he was rich, extravagant and dissipated; all the men
of fashion frequented his house, copied his dress and were his
companions in debauchery. The Marquis de ---- accompanied him everywhere
and shared his opulence; both were in love with a famous courtesan, and,
by virtue of a most extraordinary caprice, that woman refused their
offers. Her resistance had so stimulated Leoni's desire that he had made
her the most extravagant promises, and there was no folly into which she
could not lead him.
I called at her house and had much trouble in obtaining an audience. I
was admitted at last, and she received me with a haughty air, asking me
what I wanted, in the tone of a person who is in a hurry to dismiss an
importunate caller.
"I have come to ask a favor at your hands," I said. "You hate Leoni?"
"Yes, I hate him mortally."
"May I ask you why?"
"He seduced a young sister of mine at Friuli, a virtuous, saint-like
child; she died in the hospital. I would like to eat Leoni's heart."
"Meanwhile, will you assist me to play a cruel practical joke on him?"
"Yes."
"Will you write to him and give him an assignation?"
"Yes, provided that I do not keep it."
"That is understood. Here is a sketch of the note you must write him:"
"I know that you have found your wife again and that you love her. I did
not want you yesterday, you seemed too easy a conquest; to-day it seems
to me that it will be interesting to make you unfaithful; moreover, I am
anxious to know if your frantic desire to possess me makes you capable
of everything, as you boast. I know that you are to give a concert on
the water this evening; I will be in a gondola and will follow you. You
know my gondolier, Cristofano; be near the rail of your boat and leap
into my gondola as soon as you see it. I will keep you an hour, after
which I shall have had enough of you forever, perhaps. I want none of
your presents; I want only this proof of your love. This evening or
never."
La Misana thought the note very singular in tone and copied it
laughingly.
"What will you do with him when you have him in the gondola?"
"Set him ashore on the bank of the Lido and let him pass a long, cool
night there."
"I would gladly kiss you to show my gratitude," said the courtesan; "but
I have a lover whom I propose to love all the week. Adieu."
"You must place your gondolier at my orders," I said.
"To be sure; he is intelligent, discreet and strong; do with him as you
will."
XXIV
I returned to the hotel and passed the rest of the day reflecting deeply
upon what I was to do. Night came; Cristofano and the gondola were
waiting under my window. I dressed myself like a gondolier; Leoni's boat
appeared, decorated with colored lanterns, which gleamed like gems, from
the top of the masts to the end of every piece of rigging, and sending
up rockets in all directions in the intervals between the bursts of
music. I stood at the stern of the gondola, oar in hand; I rowed
alongside. Leoni was by the rail, in the same costume as on the night
before; Juliette was sitting among the musicians; she too wore a
magnificent costume, but she was downcast and pensive, and seemed not to
be thinking of him. Cristofano removed his hat and raised his lantern to
the level of his face. Leoni recognized him and leaped into the gondola.
As soon as he was on board, Cristofano informed him that La Misana was
awaiting him in another gondola near the public garden.
"What's that? why isn't she here?" he asked.
"_Non so_," replied the gondolier indifferently, and he began to row. I
seconded him vigorously, and in a few moments we had passed the public
garden. We were surrounded by a dense mist. Leoni leaned forward several
times and asked if we were not almost there. We continued to glide
smoothly over the placid surface of the lagoon; the moon, pale and
swathed in mist, whitened the atmosphere without lightening it. We
passed like smugglers the line which cannot ordinarily be passed without
a permit from the police, and did not pause until we reached the sandy
bank of the Lido, far enough away to be in no danger of meeting a living
being.
"Knaves!" cried our prisoner. "Where the devil have you taken me? Where
are the stairways of the public gardens? Where is La Misana's gondola?
_Ventre-Dieu_! We are on sand! You have gone astray in the mist, clowns
that you are, and you have set me ashore at random----"
"No, signor," I said in Italian; "be kind enough to take ten steps with
me and you will find the person you seek."
He followed me; whereupon Cristofano, in accordance with my orders,
instantly rowed away with the gondola, and went to wait for me in the
lagoon on the other side of the island.
"Will you stop, brigand?" cried Leoni, when we had walked along the
beach for several minutes. "Do you wish me to freeze here? Where is your
mistress? Where are you taking me?"
"Signor," I rejoined, turning and drawing from under my cape the objects
I had brought, "allow me to light your path."
With that I produced my dark lantern, opened it, and hung it on one of
the posts on the bank.
"What the devil are you doing there?" he said; "have I a madman to deal
with? What does this mean?"
"It means," I said, taking the swords from beneath my cloak, "that you
must fight with me."
"With you, you cur! I'll beat you as you deserve."
"One moment," I said, taking him by the collar with an energy which
staggered him a little. "I am not what you think; I am noble as well as
yourself. Moreover, I am an honest man and you are a scoundrel.
Therefore I do you much honor by fighting with you."
It seemed to me that my adversary trembled and was inclined to run away.
I pressed him more closely.
"What do you want of me?" he cried. "Damnation! who are you? I don't
know you. Why have you brought me here? Do you mean to murder me? I have
no money about me. Are you a thief?"
"No," I said, "there is no thief and murderer here but yourself, as you
well know."
"Are you my enemy?"
"Yes, I am your enemy."
"What is your name?"
"That does not concern you; you will find out if you kill me."
"And what if I don't choose to kill you?" he cried, shrugging his
shoulders and struggling to appear self-possessed.
"In that case you will allow me to kill you," I replied, "for I give you
my word that one of us two is destined to remain here to-night."
"You are a villain," he cried, making frantic efforts to escape. "Help!
help!"
"That is quite useless," I said; "the noise of the waves drowns your
voice, and you are a long way from human help. Keep quiet, or I will
strangle you. Don't lose your temper, but make the most of the chances
of safety I give you. I propose to kill you, not murder you. You know
what that means. Fight with me, and do not compel me to take advantage
of my superior strength, which must be evident to you."
As I spoke, I shook him by the shoulders and made him bend like a reed,
although he was a full head taller than I. He realized that he was at my
mercy, and tried to argue with me.
"But, signor," he said, "if you are not mad, you must have some reason
for fighting with me. What have I done to you?"
"It does not please me to tell you," I replied, "and you are a coward to
ask for my reasons for revenge, when you should demand satisfaction of
me."
"What for?" he rejoined. "I never saw you before. It is not light enough
for me to distinguish your features, but I am sure that this is the
first time that I ever heard your voice."
"Dastard, have you no cause to be revenged on a man who has made sport
of you, who has procured an assignation to be given you in order to play
a joke upon you, and who has brought you here against your will to
insult you? I was told that you were brave. Must I strike you to arouse
your courage?"
"You are an insolent scoundrel," he said, making an effort to work
himself into a passion.
"Very good! I demand satisfaction for that remark, and I propose to take
satisfaction at once with this blow."
I struck him lightly on the cheek. He uttered a roar of rage and fear.
"Have no fear," I said, holding him with one hand and giving him a sword
with the other. "Defend yourself. I know that you are the first
swordsman in Europe; I am far from being your equal. It is true that I
am calm and you are frightened, which equalizes our chances."
Giving him no time to reply, I attacked him fiercely. The wretch threw
his sword away and ran. I followed him, overtook him and shook him
furiously. I threatened to throw him into the sea and drown him if he
did not defend himself. When he saw that it was impossible for him to
escape, he took the sword and mustered that desperate courage which love
of life and unavoidable danger give to the most timid. But whether
because the feeble light of the lantern did not allow him to measure his
blows accurately, or because the fright he had experienced had taken
away all his presence of mind, I found this terrible duellist pitifully
weak. I was so determined not to slaughter him that I spared him a long
while. At last he threw himself upon my sword, when trying to feint, and
spitted himself up to the hilt.
"Justice! justice!" he said as he fell. "I am murdered!"
"You demand justice and you obtain it," I replied. "You die by my hand
as Henryet died by yours."
He uttered a dull roar, bit the sand and gave up the ghost.
I took the two swords and started to find the gondola; but as I crossed
the island I was seized with a thousand unfamiliar emotions. My strength
suddenly failed me; I sat down upon one of those Hebraic tombs, half
covered by the grass, which are ceaselessly beaten by the sharp salt
winds from the Adriatic. The morn was beginning to come forth from the
mist, and the white stones of that vast cemetery stood out against the
dark verdure of the Lido. I reflected upon what I had done, and my
revenge, from which I had anticipated so much joy, appeared to me in a
most distressing light; I felt something like remorse, and yet I had
thought that it was a legitimate and blessed act to purge the earth of
that fiend incarnate and deliver Juliette from him. But I had not
expected to find him a coward. I had hoped to meet a bold swordsman, and
in attacking him I had thought that I was sacrificing my life. I was
disturbed and almost appalled to have taken his life so easily. I did
not find that my hatred was satisfied by vengeance, but I did feel that
it was extinguished by contempt.--"When I found what a coward he was," I
thought, "I should have spared him; I should have forgotten my
resentment against him and my love for a woman capable of preferring
such a man to me."
Thereupon confused, painful, agitated thoughts rushed into my brain. The
cold, the darkness, the sight of those tombs calmed me at intervals;
they plunged me into a dreamy stupor from which I awoke with a violent
and painful shock when I suddenly remembered my situation, Juliette's
despair, which would burst forth on the morrow, and the aspect of that
corpse lying on the blood-stained sand not far away.
"Perhaps he is not dead," I thought.
I had a vague desire to go to see. I would almost have been glad to
restore him to life. The first rays of dawn surprised me in this
irresolute frame of mind, and I reflected that prudence required me to
leave that spot.
I went and found Cristofano, who was sound asleep in his gondola, and
whom I had much difficulty in waking. The sight of that placid slumber
aroused my envy. Like Macbeth, I had taken leave of it for a long time
to come.
I returned, gently rocked by the waves which the approach of the sun had
already tipped with pink. I passed quite near the steamboat which runs
from Venice to Trieste. It was its hour for starting; the wheels were
already beating the water into foam, and red sparks flew upward from the
funnel, with columns of black smoke. Several boats brought belated
passengers. A gondola grated against ours and made fast to the packet. A
man and woman left that gondola and ran lightly up the gangway. They
were no sooner on the deck than the steamer started at full speed. The
couple leaned over the rail to watch the wake. I recognized Juliette and
Leoni. I thought that I was dreaming; I passed my hand over my eyes and
called to Cristofano:
"Is that Baron Leone de Leoni starting for Trieste with a lady?"
"Yes, signor," he replied.
I uttered a horrible oath; then recalling the gondolier, I asked him:
"Who in God's name was the man we took to the Lido last night?"
"Why, as your Excellency knows," he replied, "it was Marquis Lorenzo
de ----."