glanced into the study and saw that the wind had blown down a piece of
green cloth with which he had covered the portrait awkwardly enough, and
that Jean must have seen it unless he was blind. Thereupon, he formed a
sudden resolution, threw the door wide open, and said with forced
calmness:
"I am hiding nothing here; you can look, if you choose."
"Oh! I am not at all curious to see your big books," laughed the
carpenter; "I know nothing about them and I can't understand why it was
necessary to write so many words just to know how to do what's right.
But there's the portrait of your deceased wife! I recognize her, it is
her sure enough. How came you to put it here? in my time it was in the
château."
"I had it put here so that I could see it all the time," said the
marquis sadly; "and, since it has been here, I have hardly looked at it.
I come into this study as little as I can, and if I dreaded to have you
see it, it was because I dreaded to see it myself. It makes me ill.
Close that door, if you don't need to have it open any longer."
"And then you are afraid that some one will speak of your sorrow, eh? I
can understand that, and after what you have just said, I'll wager that
you have never got over your wife's death! Well, it's the same way with
me, and you needn't be ashamed of it before me, Monsieur de
Boisguilbault; for old as I am, I tell you something seems to cut my
heart in two when I think that I am alone in the world! And yet I am
naturally of a cheerful disposition and I wasn't always happy in my
home; but what difference does it make? my feelings are stronger than I
am, for I loved that woman! The devil couldn't have prevented me from
loving her."
"My friend," said Monsieur de Boisguilbault, visibly touched, and making
a painful effort to restrain his emotion, "she loved you, so do not
complain too bitterly; and, then, you were a father. What became of your
son? Where is he?"
"He is underground with my wife, Monsieur de Boisguilbault."
"I didn't know it. I knew only that you were a widower. Poor Jean!
forgive me for reminding you of your sorrows! Oh! I pity you from the
bottom of my heart! To have a child and lose it!"
The marquis placed his hand on the carpenter's shoulder as he leaned
over his work, and all his kindness of heart appeared on his face. Jean
dropped his tools and said impulsively, with one knee on the floor:
"Do you know, Monsieur de Boisguilbault, I have been unhappier than you.
You can't imagine half of what I have suffered!"
"Tell me about it, if it's a relief to you. I shall understand it."
"Well, I will tell you, for you are a man of learning and judge things
in this world better than anyone I know, when your mind is calm. I will
tell you something that many people in my village know, but that I have
never been willing to talk about with anybody. My life has been a
strange one, I tell you! I was loved and I wasn't; I had a son and I
wasn't sure that I was his father."
"What do you say? No! don't say that; you must never tell about such
things!" said the marquis, in sore distress.
"You are right, while the thing is going on; but at our ages a man can
talk of anything, and you are not like the idiots who can see nothing
but a cause for laughter in the greatest misfortune with which their
neighbor can be afflicted. You are neither sneering nor unkind, and I
want you to tell me whether I behaved badly, whether I acted like a man
or a brute--in short, whether you would have done as I did; for
everybody blamed me more or less at the time, and if I had not had a
strong arm and a sharp tongue at the end of it, everybody would have
laughed in my face. You are to judge! My wife, my poor Nannie, loved one
of my friends, a handsome fellow--yes, and a good fellow--and yet she
loved me too. I don't know how the devil it came about, but I discovered
one fine morning that my son looked more like Pierre than like Jean.
Anybody could see it, monsieur! and there were times when I longed to
beat Nannie, to strangle the child and knock out Pierre's brains. And
then--and then--I said nothing at all. I wept and prayed. Oh! how I
suffered! I beat my wife on the pretext that she didn't keep the house
in order; I pulled the little one's ears on the pretext that he made too
much noise in mine; I picked a quarrel with Pierre over a game of
tenpins, and I nearly broke both his legs with the ball. And then, when
everybody else wept, I wept, too, and looked on myself as a villain. I
brought up the child and I wept for him; I buried my wife and I still
weep for her; I kept the friend and I still love him. And that's how
matters ended with me. What do you say to it?"
Monsieur de Boisguilbault did not reply. He was pacing the room and
making the floor creak under his feet.
"You think me a great coward and a great fool, I'll be bound," said the
carpenter, rising; "but, at all events, you see that your troubles are
nothing like mine."
The marquis dropped into a chair and said nothing. Tears rolled slowly
down his cheeks.
"Well, well, Monsieur de Boisguilbault, why are you weeping?" continued
Jean, with artless candor. "Are you trying to make me weep too? You
can't do it, I promise you! I shed so many tears of anger and grief in
those days that there wasn't a single one left in my body, I'll be
bound. Come, come! think of your past with patience and offer your
present to God; for there are people more badly treated than you, as you
see. You had for your wife a beautiful woman, virtuous, well educated
and quiet. Perhaps she didn't give you quite so many kisses and caresses
as I received from mine, but, at all events, she didn't deceive you, and
you proved that you had no fears of her by letting her go to Paris
without you whenever she wanted to. You were not jealous, and had no
reason to be; while I had a thousand devils in my brain every hour of
the day and night. I watched, I played the spy, I hid, because I was
jealous; I blushed for it, but I suffered martyrdom; and the more I
watched, the more I was convinced that she was very cunning about
deceiving me. I never was able to take her by surprise. Nannie was
shrewder than I was; and, when I had wasted my time watching her, she
would make a scene because I suspected her. When the child was old
enough to resemble anybody--and I saw that I wasn't the one--what could
you expect? I thought that I should go mad; but I got accustomed to
loving him, petting him, working to support him, trembling when he
bumped his head, seeing him caper round my bench, ride horseback on my
timber and amuse himself dulling my tools. I had only that one! I had
thought he was mine--no others came--and I couldn't get along without a
child, you see. And he loved me so dearly, the little rascal! He was so
bright! and, when I scolded him, he wept as if his heart would break. At
last I set about forgetting my suspicions, and I succeeded so well in
persuading myself that I was his father, that when he was shot in the
war, I longed to shoot myself. He was handsome and brave, a good workman
and as good a soldier, and it wasn't his fault if he wasn't my son! He
would have made my life happy; he would have helped me with my work, and
I shouldn't have had to grow old all alone. I should have had some one
to keep me company, to talk with me in the evening after my day's work,
to take care of me when I am sick, to put me to bed when I am tipsy, to
talk to me about his mother, whom I never dare to mention to anybody,
because everybody except him knew all about my unhappiness. I tell you,
Monsieur de Boisguilbault, you haven't had so much to bear! You didn't
have a contraband heir given you; and if you haven't had the pleasure,
neither have you had the shame!"
"And I should not have had the courage you had," said the marquis. "Open
that door again, Jean, and let me look at the marchioness's portrait.
You have given me courage. I was insane the day I turned you out of my
house. You would have saved me from becoming weak and mad. I thought
that I was getting rid of an enemy, and I deprived myself of a friend."
"But why in the devil did you take me for your enemy?"
"Have you no idea?" replied the marquis, fixing his eyes upon him in a
piercing glance.
"Not the least," said the carpenter emphatically.
"On your honor?" added Monsieur de Boisguilbault, wringing his hand
fiercely.
"On my everlasting salvation!" replied Jean, raising his hand above his
head with dignity. "I hope that you are going to tell me at last."
The marquis seemed not to hear this direct and sincere appeal. He felt
that Jean told the truth, and he had resumed his seat. Turning his chair
toward the study door, which Jean had opened, he gazed with profound
sadness at his wife's features.
"I can understand that you continued to love your wife, that you forgave
the innocent child," he said; "but how you could endure and continue to
meet the friend who betrayed you--that is what passes my comprehension!"
"Ah! Monsieur de Boisguilbault, that was in fact the most difficult
thing of all! especially as it was not my duty, and everybody would have
applauded me if I had broken every bone in his body. But I tell you what
disarmed me: I saw that he was terribly remorseful and really unhappy.
So long as the fever of love had hold of him, he would have walked over
my body to join his mistress. She was as lovely as a rose in May; I
don't know whether you ever saw her, or remember her, but I know that
Nannie was as beautiful in her way as Madame de Boisguilbault. I was mad
over her, and so was he! He would have turned heathen for her, and I
turned idiot. But when the youthful ardor began to die away I saw well
enough that they no longer loved each other and that they were ashamed
of their sin. My wife began to love me again, seeing that I was kind and
generous to her, and as for him, his sin was so heavy on his heart,
that, when we drank together, he always wanted to confess to me; but I
wouldn't have it, and sometimes, when he was drunk, he would kneel at my
feet, yelling:
"'Kill me, Jean, kill me! I deserve it and I shall be satisfied!'
"When he was sober, he forgot about that, but he would have let himself
be chopped to pieces for me; and at this moment he's my best friend,
next to Monsieur Antoine. The subject of our suffering no longer exists,
and our friendship has endured. It was on his account that I had my
trouble with the excise people and became a vagabond for a while. Well,
he worked for my customers, so as to keep them for me; he brought me
money, and when I was free again gave my customers back to me; he has
nothing that doesn't belong to me, and as he is younger than I am, I
trust that he will close my eyes. He owes me that much; but after all,
it seems to me that I love him on account of the injury he did me and
the courage it required to forgive him!"
"Alas! alas!" said Monsieur de Boisguilbault, "we are sublime when we
are not afraid of being ridiculous!"
He closed the study door gently and walked back toward the fireplace,
when his eye fell at last on the package and a letter addressed to him.
"MONSIEUR LE MARQUIS:
"I promised you that you should hear no more of me; but you yourself
compel me to remind you that I exist, and I am going to do it for the
last time.
"Either you made a mistake in handing me certain objects of great value,
or you intended to bestow alms on me.
"I should not blush to accept your charity if I were reduced to the
necessity of imploring it; but you are mistaken, monsieur le marquis, if
you think I am in want.
"Our circumstances are comfortable, considering our necessities and
tastes, which are modest and simple. You are rich and generous; I should
be blameworthy to accept benefactions which you might bestow on so many
others; it would be robbing the poor.
"The one thing which it would have been very sweet to me to carry away
from your house, and which I would have given all my blood to obtain, is
a word of forgiveness, a friendly word for my father. Ah! monsieur, you
cannot conceive what a child's heart suffers when she sees her father
unjustly accused and knows not how to set him right. You did not furnish
me with the means to do so, for you persisted in keeping silent as to
the cause of your resentment; but how could you fail to understand that,
under the present circumstances, I could not accept your gifts and take
advantage of your kindness!
"I retain, however, a small cornelian ring which you placed on my finger
when I entered your house under an assumed name. It is an object of
trifling value, you told me, a souvenir of your travels. It is very
precious to me, although it was not as a pledge of reconciliation that
you chose to give it to me: but it will remind me of a very sweet yet
very painful moment, when I felt all my heart go out toward you, with
vain hopes that vanished instantly. I ought to hate you, for you hate a
father whom I adore! I know not how it is I esteem your gifts with no
feeling of wounded pride, and that I renounce your friendship with
profound grief.
"Accept, monsieur le marquis, the deep respect of
"GILBERTE DE CHÂTEAUBRUN."
XXXIV
RESURRECTION
"Was it you who brought this package and letter, Jean?" queried Monsieur
de Boisguilbault.
"No, monsieur, I brought nothing at all, and I don't know what they
are," replied the carpenter, with the accent of truth.
"How am I to believe you?" rejoined the marquis, "when you lied to me so
coolly the day before yesterday, when you introduced one person to me
under the name of another?"
"The day before yesterday I lied, but I wouldn't have sworn to what I
said; to-day, I swear that I saw no one come in and I do not know who
brought those things. But, as you choose to mention what happened the
day before yesterday, let me tell you something that I wouldn't have
dared to speak of otherwise: that the poor child cried all the way home,
thinking of you, and that----"
"I beg you, Jean, don't talk to me about that young woman or her father!
I promised you that I would mention them when it was necessary, and on
that condition you agreed not to torment me. Wait till I question you."
"All right! but suppose you keep me waiting too long and I lose
patience?"
"Perhaps I shall never mention them to you and you will hold your tongue
forever," said the marquis in a tone of very marked ill-humor.
"The deuce you say!" retorted the carpenter, "that wasn't our
agreement."
"Off with you!" said Monsieur de Boisguilbault tartly. "Your day's work
is finished, you refuse to take supper here, and no doubt Emile is
waiting for you impatiently. Tell him to have courage and that I will
come and see him soon--to-morrow perhaps."
"If you treat him as you do me, if you refuse to talk to him or let him
talk about Gilberte, what good do you suppose a visit from you will do
him? That's not the kind of thing that will cure him."
"Jean, you wear out my patience, you make me ill! Be off, I say!"
"Oho! the wind has changed," thought the carpenter. "I must wait till
the sun comes out again."
He put on his jacket and walked across the park. Monsieur de
Boisguilbault accompanied him, to close the gate after him. It was still
light. The marquis noticed on the recently raked gravel the prints of a
woman's tiny foot going to and coming from the chalet. He did not call
the attention of the carpenter, who failed to notice the marks.
Meanwhile Gilberte had waited longer than she intended. The sun had set
ten minutes before and the time seemed mortally long to her. As the
approach of night and the fear of meeting some one from the château who
might recognize her, increased her uneasiness and impatience, she
ventured to leave the place where she was hiding and go down a little
way toward the stream, so that she would still be near enough to
recognize the carpenter. But she had not taken three steps in the open
when she heard footsteps behind her, and, turning hurriedly, she saw
Constant Galuchet, armed with his fishing-pole, going toward Gargilesse.
She pulled her hood over her face, but not so quickly that the angler
for gudgeons did not see a lock of golden hair, a blue eye and a rosy
cheek. Moreover, it would have been very difficult for Gilberte to
deceive anyone who was following her so closely. There was nothing of
the peasant in her carriage, and the fustian cape was not long enough to
hide the hem of a light dress and a pretty foot encased in a shapely and
tight-fitting little gaiter. Constant Galuchet's curiosity was keenly
aroused by this meeting. He had too much contempt for the peasant girls
to make love to them on his excursions; but the sight of a young lady in
disguise gave a fillip to his aristocratic curiosity, and a vague,
instinctive feeling that those golden locks so difficult of concealment
were Gilberte's, induced him to follow her and frighten her.
So he plodded along in her wake, sometimes walking immediately behind
her, sometimes beside her, moderating or quickening his pace to defeat
the little ruses to which she resorted to let him pass her and to fall
behind; stopping when she stopped, leaning toward her as he brushed by,
and darting inquisitive and insolent glances under her hood.
Gilberte, terrified beyond measure, looked about for some house in which
she could take refuge; and seeing none she kept on in the direction of
Gargilesse, hoping that the carpenter would overtake her and rid her of
her troublesome escort.
But hearing no footsteps and unable to endure being followed thus, she
stooped as if to look in her basket, to make her tormenter think that
she had forgotten or lost something; then turned back toward the park,
thinking that Galuchet, having no excuse for following her in that
direction, would not have the audacity to do it.
It was too late; Constant had recognized her and an impulse of base
vindictiveness took possession of him.
"Oho! my fair villager," he said, darting to her side, "what are you
looking for with so much mystery? Can't I help you to find it? You don't
answer! I understand: you have a nice little assignation hereabout, and
I interfere with it. So much the worse for girls who wander about the
country alone at night! they run the risk of meeting one gallant instead
of another, and the absent are always in the wrong. Come, come, don't
look at me so hard; all cats are gray in the dark, so take my arm. If we
don't find the man you want, we must try to fill his place so that you
won't miss him too much."
Gilberte, alarmed by this coarse talk, began to run. Being more adroit
and more slender than Galuchet, she plunged in among the trees where
they were thickest, and soon thought herself out of danger; but a sort
of frenzy had taken possession of him when he saw her escape him so
easily. In three bounds, after bumping and scratching himself a little
among the branches, he was by her side once more, opposite the gate of
Boisguilbault park.
Thereupon he seized her cape, saying:
"I propose to see if you are worth the trouble of chasing you in this
way! If you are ugly, you have no need to run, my love, for I shall not
run myself into a perspiration for you; but if you are young and pretty,
you'll find yourself in difficulty, my dear!"
Gilberte struggled bravely, striking Galuchet's face and breast with her
basket; but the battle was too one-sided: at the risk of wounding her
with the buckle of her cape, he fiercely tore off her hood.
At this moment two men appeared at the park gate, and Gilberte, tearing
herself free with a desperate effort, rushed toward them and sought
protection from the one who was nearest to her. She was received in
Monsieur de Boisguilbault's arms.
As she was almost fainting with fear and indignation, she hid her face
on the old man's breast, and neither he nor the carpenter had time to
recognize her; but when he saw Galuchet running away, all Jean's rancor
against him awoke, and he rushed after him.
Monsieur Cardonnet's clerk was short and stout, and Jean, despite his
age, had the advantage in build and activity. Seeing that he was on the
point of being overtaken, Galuchet turned to meet him, relying on his
strength.
Thereupon a struggle took place between them, and Galuchet, who was a
sturdy fellow, sustained the first attack not unsuccessfully; but Jean
was an athlete, and he soon brought him to the ground on the bank of the
stream.
"Ah! so you are not content to play the trade of spy!" he said, putting
his knees on his chest and clutching his throat so tight that the poor
devil was forced to relax his hold, "but you needs must insult women,
you miserable cur! I ought to crush such a venomous beast as you are;
but you are such a coward that you would prosecute me for it. Well! you
shan't have that pleasure; you shall leave my hands without a scratch
that you can show; I will content myself with a shave that's just fit
for you."
Whereupon the carpenter picked up a handful of black mud on the bank of
the stream and rubbed Galuchet's face and shirt and cravat with it; then
he let him go and said, standing in front of him:
"Just try to touch me, and see if I won't make you eat some of it!"
Galuchet had had altogether too rough a demonstration of the power of
the carpenter's arm to expose himself to it again. He longed to throw a
stone at his head when he calmly turned his back on him. But it occurred
to him that it might turn out a serious matter, and that he would have
to pay dear for it, if he failed to lay him low at the first blow.
So he beat a retreat, not without pouring forth insults and threats
against him and the hussy who had claimed his protection; but he dared
not mention Gilberte's name or let it be known that he had recognized
her. He was not perfectly sure that she would not eventually become his
employer's daughter-in-law, for Monsieur Cardonnet had seemed terribly
anxious and irresolute since Emile had been sick.
Gilberte and the marquis did not witness this scene. The girl was
suffocating with excitement, and, hardly conscious of her surroundings,
allowed herself to be led toward the chalet. Monsieur de Boisguilbault,
sorely embarrassed by the adventure, but resolved to lend his aid like a
loyal gentleman to an insulted female, dared not speak to her or let her
know that he had recognized her. His distrust returned; he wondered if
this scene had not been prearranged to throw the fluttering dove into
his bosom: but when she fell fainting at the door of the chalet, and he
saw her pallor, her glazed eyes and purple lips, he was seized with
affectionate sympathy and with fierce indignation against the man who
was capable of insulting a defenceless woman. Thereupon he said to
himself that the noble girl had incurred that danger in order to prove
to him her pride and disinterestedness. He lifted her, carried her to a
chair, and said as he rubbed her icy hands:
"Have courage, Mademoiselle de Châteaubrun; be calm, I implore you! you
are safe here and you are welcome."
"Gilberte!" cried the carpenter, as he entered the room and recognized
Monsieur Antoine's daughter; "my Gilberte! God in heaven! is it
possible? Ah! if I had known this I wouldn't have spared the villain!
but he isn't far away and I must catch him and kill him!"
Frantic with rage, he was about to go in pursuit of Galuchet, but the
marquis and Gilberte, who had partly recovered consciousness, detained
him. They had some difficulty, for Jean was beside himself. At last the
marquis made him understand that in the interest of Mademoiselle de
Châteaubrun's reputation, he should pursue his vengeance no farther.
Meanwhile the marquis continued to be exceedingly embarrassed in
Gilberte's presence. She wished to go, he longed, in his heart, to have
her stay, but he could not make up his mind to tell her so, except by
insisting upon the necessity of her taking a little time to rest and
recover from her emotion. But Gilberte was afraid of making her father
and Janille anxious again, and declared that she felt quite strong
enough to go. The marquis offered her his carriage; he offered ether; he
looked for a phial and could not find it; he hovered about her; he tried
to think of something to say to her in reply to her action and her
letter; and although he lacked neither good manners nor ease of manner
when his mind was once made up, he was more awkward and embarrassed than
a young student making his début in society, when he was struggling
with the pitiful irresolution of his character.
Finally, as Gilberte rose to take her leave with Jean, who was to escort
her to Châteaubrun, he also rose, took his hat and grasped his new cane
with a determined air which made the carpenter smile.
"You will allow me to accompany you too," he said. "That scoundrel may
be in ambush somewhere, and two champions are better than one."
"Let him come!" Jean whispered to Gilberte, who was on the point of
declining his offer.
They left the park, and at first the marquis walked some distance behind
or in front, as if to act as a guard. At last he found himself beside
Gilberte, and, observing that she seemed prostrated and could hardly
walk, he decided to offer her his arm. Little by little he fell into
conversation with her and gradually felt more at ease. He talked at
first on general subjects, then of herself more particularly. He
questioned her concerning her tastes, her occupations, her reading; and
although she was very modest and reserved, he soon discovered that she
was endowed with superior intelligence, and that she had a very solid
foundation of useful knowledge.
Impressed by this discovery, he sought to ascertain where and how she
had learned so many serious things, and she admitted that she had
derived the larger part of her knowledge from the library at
Boisguilbault.
"I am proud and delighted to hear it," said the marquis, "and I place
all my books at your disposal. I trust that you will send and ask for
what you want, unless you will consent to trust me to select for you and
to send you a parcel every week. Jean will consent to be our messenger
until Emile can take his place again."
Gilberte sighed; she could hardly believe, in view of Emile's alarming
silence, that happy time would ever come.
"Pray lean on my arm," said the marquis; "you seem ill and you are not
willing that I should assist you."
When they reached the foot of the hill of Châteaubrun, Monsieur de
Boisguilbault, who seemed to have forgotten his whereabouts, began to
show signs of excitement, like a restive horse. Suddenly he stopped and
gently withdrew Gilberte's arm from his and placed it in the
carpenter's.
"I leave you at your door and with a devoted friend," he said. "You have
no further need of me, but I carry away your promise to make use of my
books."
"If only I could carry you farther with me!" said Gilberte in a
supplicating tone; "I would agree never to open a book in my life,
although it would be a great deprivation to me."
"Unfortunately it is impossible!" he replied with a sigh; "but time and
chance bring about unexpected meetings. I hope, mademoiselle, that I do
not say adieu to you forever; for that thought would be very painful to
me."
He bowed and returned to his chalet, where he locked himself in and
passed a portion of the night writing, arranging papers and gazing at
the marchioness's portrait.
The next day, at noon, Monsieur de Boisguilbault donned his green coat,
cut in the style of the Empire, his lightest wig, doe-skin breeches,
gloves, and half-boots armed with short swan's-neck silver spurs. A
servant, in the full dress livery of an esquire, brought him the finest
horse in his stables, and, mounting himself a beast almost as perfect,
followed him at a slow trot along the Gargilesse road, carrying a small
casket slung over his arm by a strap.
Great was the surprise of the village folk when they saw the marquis
ride within their walls, erect and stiff on his white horse, like a
teacher of horsemanship of the olden time, in ceremonious costume, with
gold spectacles and a gold-headed hunting-crop, which he carried
somewhat like a taper. It was at least ten years since Monsieur de
Boisguilbault had entered a town or a village. The children followed
him, dazzled by the magnificence of his equipment, the women rushed to
their door-steps, and the men carrying burdens halted in stupefaction in
the middle of the street.
He rode slowly up the precipitous thoroughfare and down on the other
side to Monsieur Cardonnet's factory, being too good a horseman to
indulge in imprudent antics; and, resuming the trot à la Française as
he rode into the factory yard, he regulated his horse's gait so
perfectly that his hoof-beats sounded like the ticking of a clock in
perfect order. Certainly he still made a gallant appearance, and the
women said: "You see that he is a sorcerer, for he hasn't grown a day
older in the ten years since we last saw him here."
He asked for Monsieur Emile Cardonnet and found the young man in his
bedroom, sitting on a sofa, with his father at his right and the doctor
at his left. Madame Cardonnet was sitting opposite him, gazing anxiously
into his face.
Emile was very pale, but his condition was in no wise alarming. He rose
and went to meet Monsieur de Boisguilbault, who, after embracing him
affectionately, bowed low to Madame Cardonnet and with less warmth to
Monsieur Cardonnet. For a few moments there was no talk of aught save
the invalid's health. He had had a sharp attack of fever and had been
bled the night before; he had passed a comfortable night, and in the
morning the fever had entirely disappeared. They were urging him to go
for a drive in the cabriolet, and he was contemplating making a call
upon Monsieur de Boisguilbault when that gentleman entered.
The marquis had learned all the details of his illness from the
carpenter, who had carefully concealed them from Gilberte. There was no
longer any ground for fear. The doctor observed that his patient needed
a good dinner, and took his leave with the remark that he should come
the next day only to satisfy his conscience.
Monsieur de Boisguilbault meanwhile kept a close watch on Monsieur
Cardonnet's face. He detected there an expression of triumph rather than
of joy. Doubtless the manufacturer had trembled at the idea of losing
his son, but, that fear being dissipated, the victory was won: Emile
could endure grief.
For his part Monsieur Cardonnet examined the marquis's strange figure
and considered it supremely ridiculous. His gravity and his moderation
in speaking were the more annoying to him because Monsieur de
Boisguilbault, being in reality more embarrassed than he chose to
appear, simply made commonplace remarks in a most sententious tone. The
manufacturer, after a few moments, bowed to him again and left the room
to return to his business. Thereupon, Madame Cardonnet, divining from
Emile's restlessness that he desired to talk with his old friend in
private, left them together, after urging her son not to talk too much.
"Well," said Emile when they were alone, "you can bring me the martyr's
crown! I have passed through the ordeal of fire; but God protects those
who call upon him, and I have come out of it with clean hands and with
no apparent burns: a little used up, to be sure, but calm and full of
faith in the future. This morning, in full possession of my reasoning
power and in perfect tranquillity of mind, I told my father what I had
told him in the excitement, perhaps the delirium, of fever. He knows now
that I shall never renounce my opinions, and that no fooling with my
passion can procure him that triumph. He seems quite satisfied; for he
thinks that he has succeeded in disgusting me with a marriage which he
dreaded more than the fervor of my principles. He talked this morning
about distracting my thoughts, sending me abroad, to Italy. I told him
that I did not wish to leave France, nor this neighborhood even, unless
he turned me out of his house. He smiled, and would not contradict me,
because I was bled yesterday; but to-morrow he will talk to me in the
character of the stern friend, the day after to-morrow as the irritated
father, and the next day as the imperious master. Don't be alarmed about
me, my friend; I shall be brave, calm and patient. Whether he condemns
me to exile, or keeps me with him to torture me, I will show him that
love is very strong when it is inspired by enthusiasm for the true, and
sustained by the ideal."
"Emile," said the marquis, "I know through your friend Jean all that has
taken place between your father and yourself, also the great victory
that your heart has won. My mind was at rest before I came here."
"I knew, my friend, that you had become reconciled with that
simple-hearted but admirable man. He told me that you were coming to see
me; I was expecting you."
"Did he tell you nothing more?" said the marquis, gazing intently at
Emile.
"No, nothing more, I assure you," Emile replied, with the emphasis of
perfect sincerity.
"He did well to keep his promise," rejoined Monsieur de Boisguilbault;
"you were too much excited by fever to endure fresh emotion. I have
undergone violent emotions myself since we last met, but I am satisfied
with the result, and I will tell you what it is. But not yet, Emile; you
are too pale, and I am not sure enough of myself as yet. Don't come and
see me to-day; I have other places to go to, and perhaps I will see you
again when I return this way to-night. Will you promise me to eat some
dinner and take care of yourself--in a word, to get well?"
"I promise, my friend. If I only could send word to the woman I love
that, on resuming the free exercise of my life and my faculties, I find
my love more ardent and more absolute than ever in the depths of my
heart."
"Very well, Emile, write a few lines; not enough to tire you. I will
come again to-night, and, if she doesn't live too far away, I will
undertake to send your letter to her."
"Alas! my friend, I cannot tell you her name; but if the carpenter would
take charge of it, now that I have recovered my strength and am no
longer watched every moment, I could write."
"Write then, seal your letter, and do not address it The carpenter is
working for me, and he shall have the letter before night."
While the young man was writing, Monsieur de Boisguilbault left the room
and asked to speak with Monsieur Cardonnet. He was told that he had just
driven away in his cabriolet.
"Do you know where I can find him?" asked the marquis, half convinced by
this hurried departure.
He had not said where he was going, but they thought to Châteaubrun, as
he had taken that road, and as he had been there the week before.
Upon receiving this reply, Monsieur de Boisguilbault displayed
surprising activity. He returned to Emile's room, took the letter, felt
his pulse, found that he was a little excited, mounted his horse, and
rode out of the village quietly as he had come. But he urged his horse
to a gallop as soon as he was on level ground.
XXXV
ABSOLUTION
Meanwhile Monsieur Cardonnet had arrived at Châteaubrun, and was in
presence of Gilberte, her father and Janille.
"Monsieur de Châteaubrun," he said, taking a seat with perfect
self-possession amid those three persons, who were filled with
consternation by a visit which boded fresh unhappiness, "you know
doubtless all that has taken place between my son and myself with regard
to mademoiselle your daughter. My son has had the good taste and the
good sense to choose her for his wife. Mademoiselle, and you, monsieur,
have had the extreme kindness to accept his attentions, without any very
definite knowledge as to whether I approve them."
At this point Janille made an angry gesture, Gilberte lowered her eyes
and turned pale, and Monsieur Antoine flushed and opened his mouth to
interrupt Monsieur Cardonnet. But he, giving him no time to do so,
continued thus:
"I did not approve of this union at first, I agree: but I came here, I
saw mademoiselle, and I yielded--on very mild and simple conditions. My
son is ultra-democratic in his notions, and I am a moderate
conservative. I foresaw that his exaggerated opinions would ruin his
intellect and his credit. I demanded that he should abandon them and
return to judicious and decent ideas. I thought that I could easily
obtain that sacrifice. I rejoiced over it in anticipation; I announced
it to you as indubitable in a letter addressed to mademoiselle; but, to
my great surprise, Emile persists in his madness, and sacrifices to it a
love which I believed to be deeper and more devoted. I am forced,
therefore, to tell you that he renounced mademoiselle's hand irrevocably
this morning, and I thought it my duty to inform you immediately, in
order that, being fully aware of his intentions and my own, you should
have no ground for accusing me of irresolution and imprudence. Whether
it seems fitting to you now to authorize his love and to permit his
attentions, is for you to say; I wash my hands of it."
"Monsieur Cardonnet," said Antoine, who had risen, "I know all this, and
I know, also, that you never lack fine phrases to make sport of us; but
I say that, if you are so well informed, it is because you sent spies
into our house and lackeys to insult us by revolting offers for my
daughter's hand. You have already caused us much distress by your
diplomacy, and we request you, without ceremony, to stop where you are.
We are not simple enough not to understand that you do not propose to
unite your wealth with our poverty at any price. We have not been
deceived by your devious manœuvres, and when you invented the
extraordinary scheme of placing your son between a moral submission,
which is impossible so far as his opinions are concerned, and a marriage
to which you would not have consented, even if he had been willing to
descend to falsehood, we swore that we would have no falsehood and no
dissimulation between him and you and ourselves. Allow me to tell you,
therefore, that we know very well what it befits us to do; that I am
quite as well able to protect my daughter's honor and dignity as you are
to protect your son's wealth, and that I have no occasion for advice or
lessons from anybody in that regard."
Having spoken thus with a firmness which Monsieur Cardonnet was far from
expecting on the part of the _old sot of Châteaubrun_, Monsieur Antoine
resumed his seat and looked the manufacturer in the eye. Gilberte felt
as if she were dying; but she thought it her duty to support with her
pride the just pride of her father. She too looked Monsieur Cardonnet in
the face, and her glance seemed to confirm all that Monsieur Antoine had
said.
Janille, unable to contain herself any longer, deemed it her duty to
speak.
"Never fear, monsieur," she said, "we can get along very well without
your name. We have one which is quite as good; and as for the matter of
money, we had more glory in losing what we had than you in making what
you didn't have."
"I know, Mademoiselle Janille," retorted Monsieur Cardonnet, with the
artificial calmness of profound contempt, "that you are very proud of
the name Monsieur de Châteaubrun has bestowed on your daughter. For my
own part, I would not have been so proud, and would have closed my eyes
to certain irregularities of birth; but I can imagine that the fortune
of a plebeian, acquired by hard labor, may seem contemptible to a person
born, as you apparently were, in the splendors of idleness. It only
remains for me to wish you all much joy, and to ask mademoiselle's
pardon for having caused her some slight grief. My wrongdoing was
unintentional, but I think that I can atone for it by a bit of sound
advice: remember that young people who venture to make free with the
wishes of their parents are sometimes intoxicated by an ephemeral
caprice rather than inspired by an enduring passion. Emile's conduct
with regard to her proves what I say, I think, and I am a little ashamed
for him."
"Enough, Monsieur Cardonnet, enough, do you hear?" exclaimed Monsieur
Antoine, really angry for the first time in his life: "I should blush to
have so much wit as you, if I made so unworthy a use of it as to insult
a young girl, and outrage her father in her presence. I trust that you
understand me, and that----"
"Monsieur Antoine! Mademoiselle Janille!" cried Sylvain Charasson,
rushing into the room; "here's Monsieur de Boisguilbault coming to see
you! as true as the sun's shining! it's Monsieur de Boisguilbault! I saw
his white horse and his yellow spectacles!"
This unexpected news excited Monsieur de Châteaubrun so that he forgot
all his anger, and overwhelmed by a sort of childish delight mingled
with terror, he went out with faltering step to meet his old friend.
But as he was about to throw himself into his arms, he was petrified
with dread and, as it were, paralyzed by the marquis's impassive face
and his courteous but sad salute. Trembling and heart-broken, Monsieur
Antoine seized his daughter's arm in a convulsive grasp, uncertain
whether he should push her toward Monsieur de Boisguilbault as a pledge
of reconciliation, or send her away as a crushing proof of his sin.
Janille, completely bewildered, courtesied again and again to the
marquis, who glanced absent-mindedly in her direction and bowed almost
imperceptibly to her.
"Monsieur Cardonnet," he said, as he stood in the door of the square
pavilion face to face with the manufacturer, who came out last, "I fancy
that you are going away, and I came here expressly to meet you. You left
your house just as I went to look for you, and I hurried after you. I
beg you therefore to remain a little while, and to be good enough to
give me your attention for a few moments."
"We will talk somewhere else, monsieur le marquis," replied Cardonnet,
"for I cannot stay here any longer: suppose we go down to the foot of
the mountain?"
"No, monsieur, no, permit me to insist: what I have to say is of some
importance, and everybody here must hear it. It seems clear to me that I
have not arrived soon enough to prevent some unpleasant explanations;
but you are a man of affairs, Monsieur Cardonnet, and you know that it
is the custom to summon a family council upon matters of serious
importance at which momentous interests are discussed coolly, even when
the participants bring to the council some little passion in the depths
of their hearts. Monsieur le Comte de Châteaubrun, I beg you to detain
Monsieur Cardonnet--it is quite essential. I am old and ill, I may not
have the strength to come here again, to take such a journey. You are
young men compared with me; I ask you therefore to be calm and
considerate and to spare me much fatigue. Will you refuse me?"
The marquis spoke this time with an ease and grace which made him an
entirely different man from him whom Monsieur Cardonnet had seen an hour
earlier. He was conscious of a feeling of curiosity, not unmixed with a
prudent regard for his own interests. Monsieur de Châteaubrun requested
him to remain, and they all returned to the pavilion, with the exception
of Janille, to whom Monsieur Antoine made a sign, and who took her place
behind the kitchen door to listen.
Gilberte was uncertain whether she ought to go in or remain outside; but
Monsieur de Boisguilbault offered her his hand with much courtesy, and,
leading her to a chair, sat down near her, at some distance from her
father and Emile's.
"To proceed in order, and in accordance with the respect due to ladies,"
he began, "I will first address myself to Mademoiselle de
Châteaubrun.--Mademoiselle, I made my will last night, and I have come
here to inform you as to its provisions and conditions; but I should be
glad not to be refused this time, and I shall not have the courage to
read you this scrawl unless you will promise not to be angry. You also
laid down certain conditions in a letter which I have here and which
caused me much pain. However, I consider them just, and I understand
your unwillingness to accept the most trivial gift from a man whom you
consider your father's enemy. In order to prevail upon you, therefore,
it is necessary that this hostility should come to an end, and that
monsieur your father should forgive me for whatever wrong I may have
done him.--Monsieur de Châteaubrun," he said, rising with heroic
courage, "you injured me many years ago; I retaliated by withdrawing my
friendship from you without any explanation. We should either have
fought or forgiven each other. We did not fight, but for twenty years we
have been strangers, which is a more serious matter to two men who have
been much attached to each other. I forgive you the wrong you did me,
will you forgive me?"
"Oh! marquis!" cried Monsieur Antoine, rushing to him and bending his
knee before him, "you never wronged me in any way. You were my best
friend. You were like a father to me, and I insulted you mortally. I
would have offered my bare breast to you if you would have run me
through with your sword, and I would never have raised my hand against
you. You did not choose to take my life, but you punished me much more
cruelly by withdrawing your friendship from me. And now you offer me
your forgiveness. I receive it on my knees, in presence of my friends
and my enemies, since this humiliation is the only reparation I can
offer you. You, Monsieur Cardonnet," he said, rising and eying the
manufacturer from head to foot, "are at liberty to sneer at what you
cannot understand; but I do not offer my bare breast and my arm without
a weapon to everybody, as you will soon know."
Monsieur Cardonnet also had risen, darting threatening glances at
Monsieur Antoine. The marquis placed himself between them and said to
Antoine:
"Monsieur le comte, I do not know what has taken place between Monsieur
Cardonnet and you; but you have offered me a reparation which I reject.
I choose to believe that there was wrong on both sides, and I wish to
see you not at my feet but in my arms; but since you consider that you
owe me an act of submission which my age justifies, I require you,
before I embrace you, to be reconciled to Monsieur Cardonnet, and to
take the first step in that direction."
"Impossible!" cried Antoine, convulsively pressing the marquis's arm,
half in joy, half in anger. "Monsieur has just spoken to my daughter in
a most insulting way."
"No, that cannot be," said the marquis; "there has been a
misunderstanding. I am acquainted with Monsieur Cardonnet's sentiments;
his character is inconsistent with an act of cowardice. Monsieur
Cardonnet, I am certain that you are as familiar with the point of honor
as any nobleman; and you have just seen two noblemen, who had cruelly
wounded each other, become reconciled before your eyes, without blushing
for their mutual concessions. Be generous, and prove to us that it is
not the name that makes nobility. I bring you words of peace and means
of reconciliation. Permit me to put your hand in Monsieur de
Châteaubrun's. Come; you won't refuse an old man on the verge of the
grave. Mademoiselle Gilberte, come to my aid; say a word to your
father."
The phrase _means of reconciliation_ had echoed loudly in Monsieur
Cardonnet's ear. His penetrating mind had already guessed a part of the
truth. He thought that he would be obliged to yield, and that it would
be better to carry off the honors of war than to undergo the necessity
of capitulation.
"My intentions were very different from what Monsieur de Châteaubrun
supposes," he said, "and there has always been in my thoughts so much
respect and esteem for mademoiselle his daughter, that I do not hesitate
to disavow any words of mine that can possibly be interpreted otherwise.
I beg Mademoiselle Gilberte to be convinced of my sincerity, and I offer
her father my hand as a pledge of the oath I take."
"Enough, monsieur, let us say no more about it!" said Monsieur Antoine,
taking his hand; "let us part without hard feeling. Antoine de
Châteaubrun has never known what it is to lie."
"That is true," thought Monsieur de Boisguilbault; "if he had been more
cunning, I should have been blind--and happy, like so many others.--I
thank you, Antoine," he said aloud, in a trembling voice. "Now, come and
embrace me!"
The count's embrace was passionate and enthusiastic; the marquis's calm
and constrained. He was playing a part beyond his strength; he turned
pale, trembled, and was forced to sit down. Antoine sat beside him, his
breast shaken with sobs. Gilberte knelt in front of the marquis and
covered his hands with kisses, weeping with joy and gratitude.
All this display and emotion disgusted the manufacturer, who looked on
with a cold, supercilious eye, awaiting the _means of reconciliation_.
At last Monsieur de Boisguilbault drew them from his pocket and read
them in a clear, distinct voice.
He set forth in a few clear, concise words that he possessed about four
million and a half francs; that he gave, by contract, two millions to
Mademoiselle Gilberte de Châteaubrun, on condition that she married
Monsieur Emile Cardonnet, and two millions to Monsieur Emile Cardonnet,
on condition that he married Mademoiselle Gilberte de Châteaubrun, both
of said gifts to take effect at Monsieur de Boisguilbault's death, but
to be void unless the marriage should be celebrated within six months.
Monsieur de Boisguilbault reserved the usufruct of these four millions
during his own life, but he gave five hundred thousand francs outright
to the future husband and wife, said gift to be effectual on their
wedding-day. The said last-named sum, however, was to be given to
Mademoiselle de Châteaubrun for her own use if she did not marry
Monsieur Emile Cardonnet.
A feeble cry was heard behind the door; it was Janille, fainting with
joy in Sylvain Charasson's arms.
XXXVI
RECONCILIATION
Gilberte had no comprehension of what was happening to her; she had no
idea of what a fortune of four millions was, and the thought of such a
burden imposed upon a life so simple and happy as hers would have caused
her more fear than joy; but she realized that her union with Emile had
become a possibility once more, and, being unable to speak, she pressed
Monsieur de Boisguilbault's hand convulsively in her own. Antoine was
completely bewildered to find his daughter so rich. His joy was no
greater than hers, but he saw in the marquis's conduct such an
overwhelming proof of his forgiveness, that he believed that he must be
dreaming and could find nothing to say to him.
Cardonnet was the only person present who really understood what it was
to have four millions and a half fall into the laps of his future
grandchildren. However, he did not lose his head, but listened
impassively to the reading of the will, and, not choosing to appear to
humble himself before the power of gold, he said coldly:
"I see that Monsieur de Boisguilbault is determined that the father's
will shall bow before that of the friend; but Mademoiselle de
Châteaubrun's poverty has never seemed to me a serious obstacle to this
marriage. There is another which is much more repugnant to me, namely,
that she is a natural child, and that there is every reason to believe
that her mother--I will not call her by name--occupies an inferior
position in society."
"You are in error, Monsieur Cardonnet," rejoined Monsieur de
Boisguilbault, firmly. "Mademoiselle Janille's morals have always been
beyond reproach, and, in my opinion, you do wrong to despise a person so
loyal and devoted to the objects of her affection. But the truth demands
that I set you right in this respect. I solemnly assure you, monsieur,
that Mademoiselle de Châteaubrun is of unmixed noble blood, if that
fact will give you any pleasure. I will even say that I knew her mother
intimately, and that she was of as good a family as my own. Now,
Monsieur Cardonnet, have you any other objection to make? Do you think
that Mademoiselle de Châteaubrun's character can possibly inspire
repugnance or suspicion in any one?"
"Most assuredly not, monsieur le marquis," Cardonnet replied; "and yet I
hesitate still. It seems to me that the paternal authority and dignity
are impaired by such a contract; that my consent seems to be purchased
for a money consideration; and, while I had but one ambition for my son,
to see him acquire wealth by his labor and his talent, I see that you
raise him to the very apex of fortune, with a life of inaction and
idleness before him."
"I hope that it will not be so," said Monsieur de Boisguilbault. "My
reason for choosing Emile for my heir is that I am confident that he
will not resemble me in any way, and that he will be able to make a
better use of wealth than I have done."
Cardonnet simply desired an excuse for yielding. He said to himself
that, by refusing, he should alienate his son forever, and that, by
consenting with a good grace, he might recover enough influence over him
to teach him to use his wealth according to his, the father's ideas:
that is to say, he reckoned that, with four millions in hand, he might
some day have forty; and he was convinced that no man, even a saint, can
suddenly find himself the possessor of four millions without taking a
liking to wealth. "He will make a fool of himself at first," he thought,
"and will throw away part of his treasure; and, when he sees that it is
growing less, he will be so frightened that he will try to make up the
deficit; and then, as appetite comes to those who consent to eat, he
will want to multiply it by two, by ten, by a hundred. With my help, he
and I may be the kings of the financial world some day."
"I have no right," he said at last, "to refuse the fortune offered to my
son. I would do it if I could, because the whole transaction is contrary
to my opinions and my ideas; but the right of property is a sacred law.
As soon as my son receives such a gift, he is a property-holder. I
should rob him by refusing my assent to the conditions laid down. I am
bound, therefore, to hold my peace forever concerning all that offends
my convictions in this extraordinary arrangement; and, since I am
compelled to yield, I desire, at all events, to do it gracefully,
especially as Mademoiselle Gilberte's beauty, intellect and noble
character flatter my egotism by promising happiness to my family."
"As we are all agreed," said Monsieur de Boisguilbault, rising and
making a signal through the window, "I will beg Mademoiselle Gilberte,
who has, like myself, a fondness for flowers, to accept the betrothal
bouquet."
The marquis's groom entered and put down the little casket he had
brought. Monsieur de Boisguilbault took from it a bouquet of the rarest
and most fragrant flowers; old Martin had spent more than an hour in
arranging it artistically. But, by way of ribbon, the bouquet was tied
with the necklace of diamonds which Gilberte had returned; and, to take
the place of the shawl, which the marquis had not deemed it advisable to
produce again, he had put two rows instead of one in the necklace.
"Oho! two or three thousand francs in addition to what the contract
calls for!" thought Monsieur Cardonnet, pretending to look at the
diamonds with indifference.
"Now," said Monsieur de Boisguilbault to Gilberte, "you can refuse me
nothing, as I have done what you wished. I suggest that you and your
father take your carriage--the same barrow that was so useful to me and
that procured me the happiness of your acquaintance. We will go to
Gargilesse. I fancy that Monsieur Cardonnet desires to present his
daughter-in-law to his wife, and, for my part, I am most anxious that my
heiress should win her heart."
Monsieur Cardonnet welcomed the suggestion eagerly, and they were about
to start when Emile appeared. He had learned that his father had gone to
Châteaubrun; he dreaded some new plot against his happiness and
Gilberte's peace of mind. He had leaped upon his horse, and forgetting
his loss of blood, his fever and his promises to the marquis, he arrived
at the ruins, trembling, breathless, and oppressed by the gloomiest
forebodings.
"Well, Emile, here is your wife already dressed for the wedding," said
Monsieur Cardonnet, divining the explanation of his imprudence. And he
pointed to Gilberte, covered with flowers and diamonds, on Monsieur de
Boisguilbault's arm.
Emile, whose nerves were terribly tense and agitated, was like one
thunderstruck amid all the miracles that burst upon him at once. He
tried to speak, staggered and fell fainting in Monsieur Antoine's arms.
Happiness rarely kills; Emile soon returned to life and bliss. Janille
rubbed his temples with vinegar, Gilberte held his hand in hers, and,
that nothing might be lacking in his joy, his mother, too, was there
when he opened his eyes. Made acquainted very recently, by Emile's
delirium, with his passion for Gilberte, she had made Galuchet tell her
the whole story, and, learning that her husband had gone to
Châteaubrun, and that her son had ridden thither notwithstanding his
condition, and foreseeing some terrible storm, she had driven at full
speed to the ruins, defying for the first time her husband's wrath, and
the bad roads, to which she paid no heed. She fell in love with Gilberte
at the first words they exchanged, and if the young girl felt some alarm
at the thought of entering a family of which Cardonnet was the head, she
was sure that she should find some compensation in his wife's loving
heart and gentle nature.
"As we are all together," said Monsieur de Boisguilbault, with a grace
of which no one would have believed him capable, "we must pass the rest
of the day together and dine somewhere. There are too many of us not to
cause Mademoiselle Janille some embarrassment here, and if we should
return to Gargilesse we might take Monsieur Cardonnet's butler unawares.
If you will all do me the honor to come to Boisguilbault, which, by the
way, is much nearer, we shall find there the materials for dining, I
think. Perhaps Monsieur Cardonnet will take some interest in becoming
acquainted with his children's property, we will draw up their marriage
contract there and appoint a day for the wedding."
This new evidence of the marquis's complete conversion was received with
great warmth. Janille asked but five minutes to make _mademoiselle's_
toilet, for she thought that she should be ceremoniously attired for the
occasion, but Gilberte greeted with a hearty kiss what she called a joke
on the part of her fond mother.
[Illustration: _THE RECONCILIATION._
"_I thank you, Antoine," the marquis said, in a trembling voice. "Now,
come and embrace me!_"
_The count's embrace was passionate and enthusiastic; the marquis's calm
and constrained._]
Meanwhile, the Cardonnet family inspected the ruins, and Monsieur de
Boisguilbault retired with Antoine to the pavilion to rest. No one heard
their conversation. Neither of them ever divulged its subject. Did they
exchange delicate and seemingly impossible explanations? It is hardly
probable. Did they agree never thereafter to make the slightest allusion
to their long feud, and to take up their friendship just where they had
dropped it? It is certain that, from that moment, they talked together
of the past without bitterness, and referred to former years with
pleasure, sometimes blended with emotion and with merriment. But it was
noticeable that these reminiscences never went beyond a certain
date--that of Monsieur de Boisguilbault's marriage--and that the name of
the marchioness was never mentioned between them. It was as if she had
never existed.
When Gilberte returned, dressed as handsomely as she was able or wished
to be, Emile was overjoyed to see that she had put on the lilac dress,
which one more washing by Janille had made almost pink, and which, owing
to the miracles of her economy and skill, still seemed fresh. She had
braided her long hair, which reached to the ground, and in that superb
_abandon_ reminded her happy lover of the scorching day at Crozant. Of
Monsieur de Boisguilbault's gifts she had retained only the bouquet and
the cornelian ring, which she showed to the marquis with an affectionate
smile. She was coquettish with him, coquettish with the heart, if we may
so express it; and while the deference and consideration which she
manifested toward Monsieur Cardonnet were somewhat forced, she yielded
ingenuously to the inclination to treat the marquis, in her manner and
in her thoughts, as if he were Emile's father.
As they were about to start, Monsieur de Boisguilbault took Janille's
hand and invited her to drive with him, as courteously as if she had
been Gilberte's mother. He was so far from being offended by hearing
them call each other _mother_ and _my girl_, that that close attachment
had suddenly inspired in him a great esteem and secret gratitude for the
old woman who had submitted to so much slander and vulgar jesting rather
than reveal to anybody on earth, even friend Jappeloup--whom the marquis
had for so long a time believed to be Antoine's confidant and
messenger,--the secret of Gilberte's birth.
Monsieur Cardonnet could not restrain a disdainful smile at this
invitation.
"Monsieur Cardonnet," said Monsieur de Boisguilbault in an undertone,
remarking that smile, "you will know and appreciate that woman when you
see how she brings up your grandchildren."
The park of Boisguilbault was thrown open for the first time in its
history to a party invited by the owner. The chalet too was thrown open,
with the exception of the study, the door of which was securely
fastened, thanks to Jappeloup.
The imposing melancholy of the château, the curious beauty of the
furniture, the magnificence of the park, and the noticeable air of good
breeding in the service, caused Monsieur Cardonnet some vexation. He had
done his utmost at Gargilesse to exclude parvenu manners from his
household, and amid the ruins of Châteaubrun, where he had felt that he
was a personage of consequence, he had not been very ill at ease. But he
seemed very small indeed amid the mixture of opulence and severe
simplicity that characterized Boisguilbault. He tried, by _liberal_
reflections, to prevent the marquis from thinking that he was dazzled by
his old-fashioned splendor. Monsieur de Boisguilbault, who did not lack
cunning beneath his awkwardness, and who had waited until that moment to
put before him the most distasteful of his demands, answered him calmly
and coincided with his opinions. Cardonnet expressed great surprise,
for, in common with everybody else, he supposed that the marquis had
retained all the pride of his caste and clung to the absurd principles
of the Restoration. As he could not refrain from expressing his
astonishment, Monsieur de Boisguilbault said to him gently:
"You do not know me, Monsieur Cardonnet; I am as much opposed to
distinctions and privileges as yourself. I believe that all men are
equal in rights and in worth, when they are honorable and virtuous."
At that moment, dinner was announced, and, as they were about to take
their places, Master Jean Jappeloup, cleanly shaved and in his Sunday
clothes, came out of the chalet, and playfully pushing Emile aside, took
Gilberte's hand to lead her to the table.
"It is my right," he said; "you know I promised to be your witness and
your best man, Emile."
Everybody welcomed the carpenter joyfully, except Monsieur Cardonnet,
who dared not however display less liberality under the circumstances
than the old marquis; so he contented himself with a satirical smile as
he saw him take his place at the family banquet. He submitted to
everything, promising himself that he would change his tone when the
marriage was consummated.
The dinner, served under the old trees in the park, was magnificent with
flowers and exquisite in respect to the dishes; and old Martin, whom his
master had forewarned early in the morning, surpassed himself in
superintending the service. Sylvain Charasson was admitted to the honor
of working under his orders that day, and he will talk about it all his
life.
The first moments were rather constrained. But little by little the
faction of the contented and happy triumphed over that of the
discontented,--which consisted of Monsieur Cardonnet alone and he was
half reconciled,--the table became more animated, and at dessert
Monsieur Cardonnet said to Emile, with a smile: "_We marquises_----"
Shall we speak of the happiness of Emile and Gilberte? Happiness cannot
be described, and even lovers themselves lack words with which to depict
it. When it was night, Monsieur and Madame de Cardonnet took their
leave, graciously authorizing Emile to escort his fiancée to
Châteaubrun, on condition that he should keep his father's cabriolet,
and not ride again that day. Monsieur Antoine, absorbed in a joyful
conversation with his friend Jean, wandered about the park, and Janille,
beginning to tire of playing the lady, satisfied her craving for action
by assisting Martin to put everything in order. Thereupon, Monsieur de
Boisguilbault took Emile's arm and Gilberte's and led them to the cliff
where he had first opened his heart to his young friend.
"My children," he said to them, "I have made you rich, because it was
necessary to do it in order to overcome the obstacles that separated
you, and because it was the only means of making you happy. My will was
made a long while ago, but last night I rewrote it. My purpose remains
what it was: I believe that Emile knows it and that Gilberte will
respect it. I have determined that, in the future, this great estate
shall be used to found a _commune_, and in my first will I tried to
provide a plan for it, and to lay its foundations. But the plan might
well be defective and the foundations unsubstantial; I do not regret my
work, because I have always felt that it was weak and that I am of all
men on earth the man least capable of planning and carrying out.
Providence came to my aid by sending Emile to me to take my place in
realizing my plans, and I had recently made him my sole trustee and the
executor of my will. But such a disposition of my property would have
made it impossible to obtain Monsieur Cardonnet's consent, and I
destroyed it when I determined that you two should marry. Official
documents have not the value commonly attributed to them, and the law
has never found the means of fettering the conscience. That is why I am
much more tranquil in my mind when I simply tell you what I wish and
receive your promise, than I should be if I bound you by chains so
fragile as those of the provisions of a will. Do not answer, my
children! I know your thoughts, I know your hearts. You have been
subjected to the harshest of all tests, that of abandoning the idea of
being united or of abjuring your opinions; you have come out of it
triumphantly; I rely absolutely upon you and I leave the future in your
hands. It is your intention to put your opinions in practice, Emile, and
I furnish you with the instruments; but that does not mean that you have
the ability as yet. For that you need knowledge of social science, and
that is the result of long-continued labor to which you will apply
yourself with the aid of the forces which your generation, not mine,
will develop more or less successfully, as God wills. It may be that you
will not see my plans come to maturity, my children; perhaps your
children will; but, in bequeathing you my wealth, I bequeath you my
heart and my faith. You will bequeath it to others, if you have to pass
through a phase in the existence of mankind which makes it impracticable
for you to found the establishment advantageously. But Emile once said
something that impressed me. One day when I asked him what he would do
with an estate like mine, he answered: '_I would try_!' Let him try
then, and, after careful reflection, after a careful study of reality,
may he who has always dreamed of the salvation of mankind in the
organization and development of agricultural science, find the means of
transition which will prevent a deplorable break in the chain between
the past and the future!
"I trust to his intelligence because it has its source in the heart. May
God give you genius, Emile, and may He give it to the men of your time!
for the genius of one man is almost nothing. For my part, I have nothing
more to do but to fall asleep peacefully in my grave. If I am privileged
to live a few days with you two, I shall have begun to live on the eve
of my death. But I shall not have lived in vain, indolent, disheartened
and useless as I have been, if I have found the man who can and will act
in my place.
"Keep the secret of my opinions and our plans until after your marriage,
and even until after the new and thorough education which Emile must
make it his duty to acquire. I aspire to see you free and powerful, in
order that I may die at peace. And after all, my children, whatever
course you may take, whatever errors you may commit, whatever success
may crown your efforts, I confess that it is impossible for me to be
anxious concerning the future of the world. In vain will the tempest
rage over the generations now born or to be born; in vain will error and
falsehood labor to perpetuate the horrible confusion which certain minds
call to-day, in derision apparently, social order; in vain will
wickedness wage war on earth; eternal truth will have its day at last.
And if my spirit is able to return, a few centuries hence, to visit this
immense heritage and glide beneath the venerable trees that my hand
planted, it will see men free, happy, equal, united, that is to say,
just and wise! These shaded paths where I have walked so often,
oppressed by ennui and sorrow, whither I have fled in horror from the
presence of the men of to-day, will shelter then, like the arched roof
of a divine temple, a numerous family kneeling to pray and bless the
Author of nature and the Father of mankind! This will be the _garden of
the commune_, that is to say, its gynæceum, its festal and banqueting
hall, its theatre and its church; for speak not to me of the cramped
spaces where stone and cement pen up men and thought; nor of your superb
colonnades and magnificent squares, in comparison with this natural
architecture, of which the Supreme Creator bears all the expense! I have
expressed in the trees and flowers, in the brooks, in the cliffs and
fields all the poetry of my thoughts. Do not rob the old planter of his
illusion, if illusion it be. He still believes in the adage that God is
in everything and that Nature is His temple!"
LEONE LEONI
INTRODUCTION
Being at Venice, in very cold weather and under very depressing
circumstances, the carnival roaring and whistling outside with the icy
north wind, I experienced the painful contrast which results from inward
suffering, alone amid the wild excitement of a population of strangers.
I occupied a vast apartment in the former Nasi palace, now a hotel,
which fronts on the quay, near the Bridge of Sighs. All travellers who
have visited Venice know that hotel, but I doubt if many of them have
ever happened to be there on Mardi Gras, in the heart of the classic
carnival city, in a frame of mind so painfully meditative as mine.
Striving to escape the spleen by forcing my imagination to labor, I
began at hazard a novel which opened with a description of the locality,
of the festival out-of-doors and of the solemn apartment in which I was
writing. The last book I had read before leaving Paris was _Manon
Lescaut_. I had discussed it, or rather listened to others discussing
it, and I had said to myself that to make Manon Lescaut a man and
Desgrieux a woman would be worth trying, and would present many tragic
opportunities, vice being often very near crime in man, and enthusiasm
closely akin to despair in woman.
I wrote this book in a week and hardly read it over before sending it to
Paris. It had answered my purpose and expressed my thoughts; I could
have added nothing to it if I had thought it over. And why should a work
of the imagination need to be thought over? What moral could we expect
to deduce from a fiction which everyone knows to be quite possible in
the world of reality? Some people who are very rigid in theory--no one
knows just why--have pronounced it a dangerous book. After the lapse of
twenty years, I look it over, and can detect no such tendency in it. The
Leone Leoni type, although not untrue to life, is exceptional, thank
God! and I do not see that the infatuation he inspires in a weak mind is
rewarded by very enviable joys. However, I have, at the present moment,
a well-fixed opinion concerning the alleged _morals_ of the novel, and I
have expressed elsewhere my deliberate ideas thereon.
GEORGE SAND.
Nohant, January, 1853.
I
We were at Venice. The cold and the rain had driven the promenaders and
the masks from the square and the quays. We could hear naught save the
monotonous voice of the Adriatic in the distance, breaking on the
islands, and from time to time the shouts of the watch aboard the
frigate which guards the entrance to Canal Saint-George, and the
answering hail from the custom-house schooner. It was a fine carnival
evening inside the palaces and theatres, but outside, everything was
dismal, and the street-lights were reflected in the streaming pavements,
where the hurried footstep of a belated masker, wrapped in his cloak,
echoed loudly from time to time.
We were alone in one of the rooms of the old Nasi palace, to-day
transformed into a hotel, the best in Venice. A few candles scattered
about the tables, and the blaze on the hearth only partially lighted the
enormous room, and the flickering of the flame seemed to make the
allegorical divinities painted in fresco on the ceiling move to and fro.
Juliette was indisposed, and had refused to go out. Lying on a sofa and
half-covered by a fur cloak, she seemed to be dozing; and I walked back
and forth noiselessly on the thick carpet, smoking _Serraglio_
cigarettes.
We recognize in my country a certain state of the mind which is, I
think, peculiar to Spaniards. It is a sort of serious tranquillity which
does not exclude activity of thought, as among the Teutonic races and in
the cafés of the Orient. Our intellect does not grow dull during the
trances in which we are buried. When we walk to and fro with measured
step for hours at a time, on the same line of mosaics, without swerving
a hair's breadth and puffing away at our cigars--that is the time when
the operation that we may call mental digestion takes place most easily.
Momentous resolutions are formed at such times, and excited passions
calm down and give birth to vigorous acts. A Spaniard is never calmer
than when he is meditating some scheme; it may be sinister or it may be
sublime. As for myself, I was digesting my plan; but there was nothing
heroic or alarming about it. When I had made the circuit of the room
about sixty times and smoked a dozen cigarettes, my mind was made up. I
halted by the sofa, and said to my young companion, regardless of her
sleep:
"Juliette, will you be my wife?"
She opened her eyes and looked at me without answering. I thought that
she had not heard me, and I repeated my question.
[Illustration: _DON ALEO AND JULIETTE._
"_Juliette, will you be my wife?_"
_She opened her eyes and looked at me without answering. I thought that
she had not heard me, and I repeated my question._]
"I heard you very plainly," she replied in an indifferent tone--then
held her peace anew.
I thought that my question had displeased her, and my anger and grief
were terrible; but, from respect for Spanish gravity, I manifested
neither, but began to pace the floor again.
At the seventh turn Juliette stopped me, saying: "What is the use?"
I made three turns more; then I threw away my cigarette, and, drawing a
chair to her side, sat down.
"Your position in society must distress you?" I said to her.
"I know," she replied, raising her exquisite face and fixing upon mine
her blue eyes wherein apathy seemed to be always at odds with
melancholy,--"yes, I know, my dear Aleo, that I am branded in society
with an ineffaceable designation, that of kept mistress."
"We will efface it, Juliette; my name will purify yours."
"Pride of the grandee!" she rejoined with a sigh. Then, turning suddenly
to me and seizing my hand, which she put to her lips in spite of me, she
added: "Do you really mean that you will marry me, Bustamente? O my God!
my God! what comparisons you force me to make!"
"What do you mean, my dear child?" I asked her. She did not reply, but
burst into tears.
These tears, of which I understood the cause only too well, hurt me
terribly. But I concealed the species of frenzy which they aroused in me
and returned to my seat by her side.
"Poor Juliette!" I said to her; "will that wound bleed forever?"
"You gave me leave to weep," she replied; "that was the first of our
agreements."
"Weep, my poor afflicted darling," I said; "then listen and answer me."
She wiped away her tears and put her hand in mine.
"Juliette," I said to her, "when you speak of yourself as a kept woman,
you are mad. Of what consequence are the opinions and coarse remarks of
a few fools? You are my friend, my companion, my mistress."
"Alas! yes," she said, "I am your mistress, Aleo, and it is that
dishonors me; I should have chosen to die rather than to bequeath to a
noble heart like yours the possession of a half extinct heart."
"We will rekindle the ashes gradually, my Juliette; let me hope that
they still hide a spark which I can find."
"Yes, yes, I hope so, I wish that it may be so!" she said eagerly. "So I
shall be your wife? But why? Shall I love you better for it? Will you
feel surer of me?"
"I shall know that you are happier and I shall be happier for that
reason."
"Happier! you are mistaken; I am as happy with you as possible; how can
the title of Donna Bustamente make me any happier?"
"It would put you out of reach of the insolent disdain of society."
"Society!" said Juliette; "you mean your friends. What is society? I
have never known. I have passed through life and made the tour of the
globe, but have never been able to discover what you call society."
"I know that you have lived hitherto like the enchanted maiden in her
globe of crystal, and yet I have seen you shed bitter tears over the
deplorable position in which you then were. I made an inward vow to
offer you my rank and my name as soon as I should be assured of your
affection."
"You failed to understand me, Don Aleo, if you thought that shame made
me weep. There was no place in my heart for shame; there were enough
other causes of sorrow to fill it and make it insensible to everything
that came from without. If he had continued to love me, I should have
been happy, though I had been covered with infamy in the eyes of what
you call society."
It was impossible for me to restrain a shudder of wrath; I rose to pace
the floor. Juliette detained me. "Forgive me," she said in a trembling
voice, "forgive me for the pain I cause you. It is beyond my strength
always to avoid speaking of him."
"Very well, Juliette," I said, stifling a painful sigh, "pray speak of
him if it is a relief to you! But is it possible that you cannot succeed
in forgetting him, when everything about you tends to direct your
thoughts toward another life, another happiness, another love?"
"Everything about me!" said Juliette excitedly; "are we not in Venice?"
She rose and walked to the window; her white silk petticoat fell in
numberless folds about her graceful form. Her chestnut hair escaped from
the long pins of chased gold which only half confined it, and bathed her
back in a flood of perfumed silk. She was so lovely with the faint touch
of color in her cheeks, and her half loving, half bitter smile, that I
forgot what she said and went to her to take her in my arms. But she had
drawn the curtains partly aside, and looking through the glass, as the
moon's moist beams were beginning to break through the clouds, she
cried: "O Venice! how changed thou art! how beautiful thou once wert in
my eyes, and how desolate and deserted thou dost seem to-day!"
"What do you say, Juliette?" I cried in my turn; "have you been in
Venice before? Why have you never told me?"
"I saw that you wanted to see this beautiful city, and I knew that a
word would have prevented you from coming here. Why should I have made
you change your plan?"
"Yes, I would have changed it," I replied, stamping my foot. "Even if we
had been at the very gate of this infernal city, I would have caused the
boat to steer for some shore unstained by that memory; I would have
taken you there, I would have swum with you in my arms, if I had had to
choose between such a journey and this house, where perhaps you will
find at every step a burning trace of his passage! But tell me,
Juliette, where in heaven's name I can take refuge with you from the
past? Mention some city, tell me of some corner of Italy to which that
adventurer has not dragged you in his train?"
I was pale and trembling with wrath; Juliette turned slowly, gazed
coldly at me, and said, turning her eyes once more to the window:
"Venice, we loved thee in the old days, and to-day I cannot look on thee
without emotion, for he was fond of thee, he constantly invoked thy name
in his travels, he called thee his dear fatherland; for thou wert the
cradle of his noble family, and one of thy palaces still bears the name
that he bears."
"By death and eternity!" I said to Juliette, lowering my voice, "we
leave this dear fatherland to-morrow!"
"_You_ may leave Venice and Juliette to-morrow," she replied with frigid
sang-froid; "but, as for me, I take orders from no one, and I shall
leave Venice when I please."
"I believe that I understand you, mademoiselle," I said indignantly:
"Leoni is in Venice."
Juliette started as if she had received an electric shock.
"What do you say? Leoni in Venice?" she cried, in a sort of frenzy,
throwing herself in to my arms; "repeat what you said; repeat his name,
let me at least hear his name once more!"
She burst into tears, and, suffocated by her sobs, almost lost
consciousness. I carried her to the sofa, and without thinking of
offering her any further assistance, began to pace the edge of the
carpet once more. But my rage subsided as the sea subsides when the
sirocco folds its wings. A bitter grief succeeded my excitement; and I
fell to weeping like a woman.
II
In the midst of this heart-rending agitation, I paused a few steps from
Juliette and looked at her. Her face was turned to the wall, but a
mirror fifteen feet high, which formed the panel, enabled me to see her
face. She was pale as death and her eyes were closed as in sleep; there
was more weariness than pain in the expression of her face, and that
expression accurately portrayed her mental plight: exhaustion and
indifference triumphed over the last ebullition of passion. I hoped.
I called her name softly and she looked at me with an air of amazement,
as if her memory lost the faculty of retaining facts at the same time
that her heart lost the power to feel anger.
"What do you want," she said, "and why do you wake me?"
"Juliette," I replied, "I offended you; forgive me; I wounded your
heart."
"No," she said, putting one hand to her forehead and offering me the
other, "you wounded my pride only. I beg you, Aleo, remember that I have
nothing, that I live on your gifts, and that the thought of my dependent
state humiliates me. You are kind and generous to me, I know. You lavish
attentions on me, you cover me with jewels, you overwhelm me with your
luxury and your magnificence; but for you I should have died in some
paupers' hospital, or should be confined in a madhouse. I know all that.
But remember, Bustamente, that you have done it all in spite of me, that
you took me in half-dead, and that you succored me when I had not the
slightest desire to be succored; remember that I wanted to die, and that
you passed many nights at my pillow, holding my hands in yours to
prevent me from killing myself; remember that I refused for a long time
your protection and your benefactions, and that, if I accept them
to-day, it is half from weakness and discouragement, half from affection
and gratitude to you, who ask me on your knees not to spurn them. Yours
is the noblest rôle, my friend, I know it well. But am I to blame
because you are kind? Can I be seriously reproached for debasing myself
when, alone and desperate, I confide myself to the noblest heart on
earth?"
"My beloved," I said, pressing her to my heart, "you reply most
convincingly to the vile insults of the miserable wretches who have
misrepresented you. But why do you say this to me? Do you think that you
need to justify yourself in the eyes of Bustamente for the happiness you
have bestowed upon him--the only happiness he has ever enjoyed in his
life? It is for me to justify myself, if I can, for I am the one who has
done wrong. I know how stubbornly your pride and your despair resisted
me; I am not likely ever to forget it. When I assume a tone of authority
with you, I am a madman whom you must pardon, for my passion for you
disturbs my reason and vanquishes all my strength of mind. Forgive me,
Juliette, and forget a moment of anger. Alas! I am unskilful in winning
love. I have a natural roughness of manner which is unpleasant to you. I
wound you when I am beginning to cure you, and I often destroy in one
hour the work of many days."
"No, no, let us forget this quarrel," she interposed, kissing me. "For
the little pain you cause me, I cause you a hundred times as much. You
are sometimes imperious; my grief is always cruel. Do not believe,
however, that it is incurable. Your kindness and your love will conquer
it at last. I should have a most ungrateful heart if I did not accept
the hope that you point out to me. We will talk of marriage another
time; perhaps you will induce me to consent to it. However, I confess
that I dread that species of servitude consecrated by all laws and all
prejudices; it is honorable, but it is indissoluble."
"Still another cruel remark, Juliette! Are you afraid, pray, to belong
to me forever?"
"No, no, of course not. Do not be distressed, I will do what you wish;
but let us drop the subject for to-day."
"Very well, but grant me another favor in place of that; consent to
leave Venice to-morrow."
"With all my heart. What do I care for Venice and all the rest? In
heaven's name, don't believe me when I express regret for the past; it
is irritation or madness that makes me speak so! The past! merciful
heaven! Do you not know how many reasons I have for hating it? See how
it has shattered me! How could I have the strength to grasp it again if
it were given back to me?"
I kissed Juliette's hand to thank her for the effort she made in
speaking thus, but I was not convinced; she had given me no satisfactory
answer. I resumed my melancholy promenade about the room.
The sirocco had sprung up and dried the pavement in an instant. The city
had become resonant once more as it ordinarily is, and the thousand
sounds of the festival reached our ears: the hoarse song of the tipsy
gondoliers, the hooting of the masks coming from the cafés and guying
the passers-by, the plash of oars in the canal. The guns of the frigate
bade good-night to the echoes of the lagunes, which made answer like a
discharge of artillery. The Austrian drum mingled its brutal roll, and
the bell of St. Mark's gave forth a doleful sound.
A ghastly depression seized upon me. The candles, burning low, set fire
to their green paper ruffles and cast a livid light upon the objects in
the room. Everything assumed imaginary forms and made imaginary noises,
to my disturbed senses. Juliette, lying on the sofa and swathed in fur
and silk, seemed to me like a corpse wrapped in its shroud. The songs
and laughter out of doors produced upon me the effect of shrieks of
distress, and every gondola that glided under the marble bridge below my
window suggested the idea of a drowning man struggling with the waves
and death. Finally, I had none but thoughts of despair and death in my
head, and I could not raise the weight which was crushing my breast.
At last, however, I succeeded in calming myself and reflected somewhat
less wildly. I admitted to myself that Juliette's cure was progressing
very slowly, and that, notwithstanding all the sacrifices in my favor
which gratitude had wrung from her, her heart was almost as sick as at
the very first. This long-continued and bitter regret for a love so
unworthily bestowed seemed inexplicable to me, and I sought the cause in
the powerlessness of my affection. It must be, I thought, that my
character inspires an insurmountable repugnance which she dares not avow
to me. Perhaps the life I lead is unpleasant to her, and yet I have made
my habits conform to hers. Leoni used to take her constantly from city
to city. I have kept her travelling for two years, forming no ties
anywhere, and never delaying for an instant to leave the place where I
detected the faintest sign of ennui on her face. And yet she is
melancholy, that is certain; nothing amuses her, and it is only from
consideration for me that she deigns sometimes to smile. Not one of the
things that ordinarily give pleasure to women has any influence on this
sorrow of hers; it is a rock that nothing can shake, a diamond that
nothing can dim. Poor Juliette! What strength in your weakness! what
desperate resistance in your inertia!
I had unconsciously raised my voice until I expressed my troubles aloud.
Juliette had raised herself on one arm and was listening to me sadly,
leaning forward on the cushions.
"Listen to me," I said, walking to her side, "I have just imagined a new
cause for your unhappiness. I have repressed it too much, you have
forced it back into your heart too much, I have dreaded like a coward to
see that sore, the sight of which tears my heart; and you, through
generosity, have concealed it from me. Your wound, thus neglected and
abandoned, has become more inflamed every day, whereas I should have
dressed it and poured balm upon it. I have done wrong, Juliette. You
must show me your sorrow, you must pour it out in my bosom, you must
talk to me about your past sufferings, tell me of your life from moment
to moment, name my enemy to me. Yes, you must. Just now you said
something to me that I shall not forget; you implored me to let you hear
his name at least. Very well! let us pronounce it together, that
accursed name that burns your tongue and your heart. Let us talk of
Leoni."
Juliette's eyes shone with an involuntary gleam. I felt a terrible pang;
but I conquered my suffering and asked her if she approved my plan.
"Yes," she said with a serious air, "I believe that you are right. You
see, my breast is often filled with sobs; the fear of distressing you
keeps me from giving them vent, and I pile up treasures of grief in my
bosom. If I dared to display my feelings before you, I believe that I
should suffer less. My sorrow is like a perfume that is kept always
confined in a tightly closed box; open the box and it soon escapes. If I
could talk constantly about Leoni and tell of the most trivial incidents
of our love, I should bring under my eyes at the same moment all the
good and all the harm he did me; whereas your aversion often seems to me
unjust, and in the secret depths of my heart I make excuses for injuries
which, if told by another, would be revolting to me."
"Very well," said I, "I desire to learn them from your mouth. I have
never known the details of this distressing story; I want you to tell
them to me, to describe your whole life. When I am better acquainted
with your troubles, perhaps I shall be better able to relieve them. Tell
me all, Juliette; tell me by what means this Leoni succeeded in making
you love him so dearly; tell me what charm, what secret he possessed;
for I am weary of seeking in vain the impracticable road to your heart.
Say on, I am listening."
"Ah! yes, I am glad to do it; it will give me some relief at last. But
let me talk and do not interrupt me by any sign of pain or anger; for I
shall tell things as they happened; I shall tell the good and the bad,
how I have loved and how I have suffered."
"You must tell everything, and I will listen to everything," I replied.
I ordered fresh candles to be brought and rekindled the fire.
Juliette spoke thus:
III
You know that I am the daughter of a rich jeweller of Brussels. My
father was skilful in his trade, but had little cultivation otherwise.
He had raised himself from the position of a common workman to that of
possessor of a handsome fortune which his flourishing business increased
from day to day. Despite his lack of education, he was on terms of
intimacy with the richest families in the province; and my mother, who
was pretty and clever, was well received in the opulent society of the
tradespeople.
My father was naturally mild and apathetic. Those qualities became more
marked each day, as his wealth and comfort increased. My mother, being
more active and younger, enjoyed unlimited freedom of action, and
joyfully made the most of the advantages of wealth and the pleasures of
society. She was kind-hearted, sincere and full of amiable qualities,
but she was naturally frivolous, and her beauty, which was treated with
marvellous respect by the years as they passed, prolonged her youth at
the expense of my education. She loved me dearly, beyond question, but
without prudence or discernment. Proud of my youthful charms and of the
trivial talents which she had caused me to acquire, she thought of
nothing but taking me about and exhibiting me; she took a delicious but
perilous pride in covering me constantly with new jewels, and in
appearing with me at parties. I recall those days with pain and yet with
pleasure; since then, I have reflected sadly on the futile employment of
my early years, and yet I sigh for those days of careless happiness
which should never have ended or never have begun. I fancy that I can
still see my mother with her plump, graceful figure, her white hands,
her black eyes, her coquettish smile, and withal so kind that you could
see at the first glance that she had never known anxiety or vexation,
and that she was incapable of imposing the slightest restraint upon
others, even with kindly intentions. Ah! yes, I remember her well! I
remember our long mornings devoted to planning and preparing our ball
dresses, our afternoons employed in making our toilets with such
painstaking care that hardly an hour remained to show ourselves on the
promenade. I see my mother, with her satin dresses, her furs, her long
white feathers, and the whole fluffy mass of lace and ribbons. After
finishing her toilet, she would forget herself a moment to look after
me. It was a great deal of a bore to unlace my black satin boots in
order to smooth out a wrinkle on the instep or to try on twenty pairs of
gloves before finding one of a shade sufficiently delicate for her
taste. Those gloves fitted so tight that I often tore them after taking
the greatest pains about putting them on; then I must begin anew, and we
would have heaps of débris in front of us before we had finally
selected those that I was to wear an hour, and then leave to my maid.
However, I had become so accustomed from childhood to regard these
trifling details as the most important occupations of a woman's life,
that I submitted patiently. We would set out at last, and at the
rustling of our silk gowns and the perfume exhaled by our handkerchiefs,
people would turn to look after us. I was accustomed to hearing our
names mentioned as we passed, by all sorts and conditions of men, and to
see them glance curiously at my impassive face. This mixture of coldness
and innocent effrontery constitutes what is called good breeding in a
young woman. As for my mother, she felt a twofold pride in exhibiting
herself and her daughter; I was a reflection, or, to speak more
accurately, a part of herself, of her beauty, of her wealth; her good
taste was displayed in my costume; my face, which resembled hers,
reminded her as well as others of the scarcely impaired freshness of her
early youth; so that, seeing my slender figure walking at her side, she
fancied that she saw herself twice over, pale and delicate as she had
been at fifteen, brilliant and beautiful as she still was. Not for
anything in the world would she have gone out without me; she would have
seemed to herself to be incomplete, half dressed as it were.
After dinner, the solemn discussion concerning ball dresses, silk
stockings and flowers began anew. My father, who gave his whole
attention to his shop during the day, would have preferred to pass the
evening quietly by his fireside; but he was so easy-going, that he did
not notice the way in which we deserted him. He would fall asleep in his
chair while our hair-dressers were striving to understand my mother's
scientifically devised plans. As we were going away, we would rouse the
worthy man from his slumbers and he would go obligingly and take from
his strong-box magnificent jewels mounted according to his own designs.
He would fasten them himself about our arms and necks and take pleasure
in remarking their effect. These jewels were intended for sale. We often
heard envious women about us crying out at their splendor and whispering
spiteful jests; but my mother consoled herself by saying that the
greatest ladies wore what we had cast off, and that was true. They would
come to my father next day and order jewels like those we had worn. A
few days later he would send the self-same ones; and we did not regret
them, for they were always replaced by others more beautiful.
Amid such surroundings, I grew up without thought for the present or the
future, without making any effort to form or strengthen my character. I
was naturally gentle and trustful like my mother; I was content to float
along as she did on the current of destiny. I was less vivacious,
however; I felt less keenly the attractions of pleasure and vanity; I
seemed to lack the little strength that she had, the desire and the
faculty of constant diversion. I accepted so easy a lot knowing nothing
of its price, and without comparing it with any other. I had no idea of
passion. I had been brought up as if I were never to know it; my mother
had been brought up in the same way and considered that she was to be
congratulated; for she was incapable of feeling passion and had never
had any occasion to fight against it. My intelligence had been applied
to studies in which the heart had no occasion to exercise control over
itself. I performed brilliantly on the piano, I danced beautifully, I
painted in water-colors with admirable precision and vigor; but there
was within me no spark of that sacred fire which gives life and enables
one to understand life. I loved my parents, but I did not know what it
was to love in any other way than that. I was wonderfully clever in
inditing a letter to one of my young friends; but I had no more idea of
the value of words than of sentiments. I loved my girl friends as a
matter of habit, I was good to them because I was obliging and gentle,
but I did not trouble myself about their characters; I scrutinized
nothing. I made no well-reasoned distinction between them; I was fondest
of the one who came oftenest to see me.
IV
I was the sort of person I have described, and sixteen years old, when
Leoni came to Brussels. The first time I saw him was at the theatre. I
was with my mother in a box near the balcony, where he sat with several
of the richest and most fashionable young men in the city. My mother
called my attention to him. She was constantly lying in wait for a
husband for me, and always looked for him among the men with the finest
figures and the most gorgeous clothes; those two points were everything
in her eyes. Birth and fortune attracted her only as accessories of
things that she considered much more important--dress and manners. A man
of superior mind in a simple coat would have inspired nothing but
contempt in her. Her future son-in-law must have cuffs of a certain
style, an irreproachable cravat, an exquisite figure, a pretty face,
coats made in Paris, and a stock of that meaningless twaddle which makes
a man fascinating in society.
As for myself, I made no comparison between one man and another. I
blindly entrusted the selection to my parents, and I neither dreaded nor
shrank from marriage.
My mother considered Leoni fascinating. It is true that his face is
wonderfully beautiful, and that he has the secret of being graceful,
animated and perfectly at ease with his dandified clothes and manners.
But I felt none of those romantic emotions which give to ardent hearts a
foretaste of their destiny. I glanced at him for a moment in obedience
to my mother, and should not have looked at him a second time, had she
not forced me to do so by her constant exclamations and by her manifest
curiosity to know his name. A young man of our acquaintance, whom she
summoned in order to question him, informed her that he was a noble
Venetian, a friend of one of the leading merchants of the city, that he
seemed to have an enormous fortune, and that his name was Leone Leoni.
My mother was delighted with this information. The merchant who was
Leoni's friend was to give a party the very next day, to which we were
invited. Frivolous and credulous as she was, it was enough for her to
have learned vaguely that Leoni was rich and noble, to induce her to
cast her eyes upon him instantly. She spoke to me about him the same
evening, and urged me to be pretty the next day. I smiled and went to
sleep at precisely the same hour as on other nights, without the
slightest acceleration of my heart beats at the thought of Leoni. I had
become accustomed to listen without emotion to the formation of such
projects. My mother declared that I was so sensible that they were not
called upon to treat me like a child. The poor woman did not realize
that she herself was much more of a child than I.
She dressed me with so much care and magnificence that I was proclaimed
queen of the ball; but at first the time seemed to have been wasted:
Leoni did not appear, and my mother thought that he had already left
Brussels. Incapable of controlling her impatience, she asked the master
of the house what had become of his Venetian.
"Ah!" said Monsieur Delpech, "you have noticed my Venetian already, have
you?"--He glanced with a smile at my costume, and understood.--"He's an
attractive youngster," he said, "of noble birth, and very much in
fashion both in Paris and London; but it is my duty to inform you that
he is a terrible gambler, and that the reason that you don't see him
here is that he prefers the cards to the loveliest women."
"A gambler!" said my mother; "that's very bad."
"Oh! that depends," rejoined Monsieur Delpech. "When one has the means,
you know!"
"To be sure!" said my mother; and that remark satisfied her. She worried
no more about Leoni's passion for gambling.
A few seconds after this brief interview, Leoni appeared in the salon
where we were dancing. I saw Monsieur Delpech whisper to him and glance
at me, and Leoni's eyes wander uncertainly about me, until, guided by
his friend's directions, he discovered me in the crowd and walked nearer
to see me more distinctly. I realized at that moment that my rôle as a
marriageable maiden was somewhat absurd; for there was a touch of irony
in the admiration of his glance, and, for the first time in my life
perhaps, I blushed and had a feeling of shame.
This shame became a sort of dull pain when I saw that Leoni had returned
to the card room after a few moments. It seemed to me that I was laughed
at and disdained, and I was vexed with my mother on that account. That
had never happened before and she was amazed at the ill-humor I
displayed toward her.--"Well, well," she said to me, with a little
irritation on her side, "I don't know what the matter is with you, but
you are turning homely. Let us go."
She had already risen when Leoni hurriedly crossed the room and invited
her to waltz; that unhoped-for incident restored all her good-humor; she
laughingly tossed me her fan and disappeared with him in the whirl.
As she was passionately fond of dancing, we were always accompanied to
balls by an old aunt, my father's older sister, who acted as my chaperon
when I was not invited to dance at the same time as my mother.
Mademoiselle Agathe--that was what we called my aunt--was an old maid of
a cold and even disposition. She had more common-sense than the rest of
the family, but she was not exempt from the tendency to vanity, which is
the reef upon which all parvenus go to pieces. Although she cut a very
melancholy figure at a ball, she never complained of the necessity of
accompanying us; it was an opportunity for her to display in her old age
some very beautiful gowns which she had never had the means to procure
in her youth. She set great store by money therefore; but she was not
equally accessible to all the seductions of society. She had a hatred of
long standing for the nobles, and she never lost an opportunity to decry
them and turn them to ridicule, which she did with much wit.
Shrewd and penetrating, accustomed to inaction and to keeping close
watch on the actions of other people, she had understood the cause of my
little fit of spleen. My mother's effusive chatter had apprised her of
her views concerning Leoni, and the Venetian's face, amiable and proud
and sneering, all at once, disclosed to her many things that my mother
did not understand.
"Look, Juliette," she said, leaning toward me, "there's a great nobleman
making sport of us."
I felt a painful thrill. What my aunt said corresponded with my
forebodings. It was the first time that I had seen contempt for our
bourgeoisie plainly written on a man's face. I had been brought up to
laugh at the contempt which the women hardly concealed from us, and to
look upon it as an indication of envy; but hitherto our beauty had
preserved us from the disdain of the men, and I thought that Leoni was
the most insolent creature that ever lived. I had a horror of him, and
when, after bringing my mother back to her seat, he invited me for the
following contradance, I haughtily declined. His face expressed such
amazement that I understood how confidently he reckoned upon a warm
reception. My pride triumphed and I sat down beside my mother, declaring
that I was tired. Leoni left us, bowing low after the Italian manner,
and bestowing upon me a curious glance in which there was a touch of his
characteristic mockery.
My mother, amazed at my action, began to fear that I might be capable of
having a will of my own. She talked to me gently, hoping that in a short
time I would consent to dance, and that Leoni would ask me again, but I
persisted in remaining in my seat. An hour or more later we heard
Leoni's name several times amid the confused murmuring of the ball; some
one passing near us said that he had lost six hundred louis.
"Very fine!" said my aunt dryly; "he will do well to look out for some
nice girl with a handsome dowry."
"Oh! he doesn't need to do that," somebody else replied, "he is so
rich!"
"Look," said a third, "there he is dancing; he doesn't look very
anxious."
Leoni was dancing, in fact, and his features did not display the
slightest concern. He accosted us again, paid my mother some insipid
compliments with the facility of a man in the best society, and then
tried to make me speak by putting questions to me indirectly. I
maintained an obstinate silence and he walked away with an indifferent
air. My mother was in despair and took me home.
For the first time she scolded me and I sulked. My aunt upheld me and
declared that Leoni was an impertinent fellow and a scoundrel. My
mother, who had never been opposed to such a point, began to weep, and I
did the same.
By such petty agitations did the coming of Leoni, and the unhappy
destiny that he brought, begin to disturb the profound peace in which I
had always lived. I will not tell you with so much detail what happened
on the following days. I do not remember so well, and the insatiable
passion that I conceived for him always seems to me like a strange dream
which no effort of my reason can reduce to order. This much is certain,
that Leoni was visibly piqued, surprised and disconcerted by my
coldness, and that he began at once to treat me with a respect which
satisfied my wounded pride. I saw him every day at parties or out
walking, and my aversion to him speedily vanished before the
extraordinary civilities and humble attentions with which he overwhelmed
me. In vain did my aunt try to put me on my guard against the arrogance
of which she accused him. I was no longer capable of feeling insulted by
his manners or his words; even his face had lost that suggestion of
sarcasm which had offended me at first. His glance acquired from day to
day an indescribable gentleness and affectionateness. He seemed to think
of nothing but me; he even sacrificed his taste for card-playing, and
passed whole nights dancing with my mother and me or talking with us. He
was soon invited to call at our house. I dreaded his call a little. My
aunt prophesied that he would find in our home a thousand subjects of
ridicule which he would pretend not to notice but which would furnish
him with material for joking with his friends. He came, and, to cap the
climax, my father, who was standing at his shop-door, brought him into
the house that way. That house, which belonged to us, was very handsome,
and my mother had had it decorated with exquisite taste; but my father,
who took no pleasure in anything outside of his business, was unwilling
to transfer to any other building his cases of pearls and diamonds. That
curtain of sparkling jewels behind the glass panels which guarded it was
a magnificent spectacle, and my father said truly enough that there
could be no more splendid decoration for a ground-floor. My mother, who
had had hitherto only transitory flashes of ambition to be allied to the
nobility, had never been humiliated to see her name carved in huge
letters just below the balcony of her bedroom. But when, from that
balcony, she saw Leoni cross the threshold of the fatal shop, she
thought that we were lost and looked anxiously at me.
V
During the few days immediately preceding this, I had had the revelation
of a hitherto unknown pride. I felt it awake within me now, and,
impelled by an irresistible impulse, I determined to watch Leoni's
manner as he talked with my father in his counting-room. He was slow
about coming upstairs, and I rightly inferred that my father had
detained him, to show him, as was his ingenuous custom, the marvels of
his workmanship. I went resolutely down to the shop and entered,
feigning surprise to find Leoni there. My mother had always forbidden me
to enter the shop, her greatest fear being that I should be taken for a
shopgirl. But I sometimes slipped away to go down and kiss my poor
father, who had no greater joy than to receive me there. When I entered
he uttered an exclamation of pleasure and said to Leoni: 'Look, look,
monsieur le baron, what I have shown you amounts to nothing; here is my
loveliest diamond.' Leoni's face betrayed the keenest delight; he smiled
at my father with emotion and at me with passion. Never had such a
glance met mine. I became red as fire. An unfamiliar feeling of joy and
passion brought a tear to the brink of my eyelid as my father kissed me
on the forehead.
We stood a few seconds without speaking; then Leoni, taking up the
conversation, found a way to say to my father everything that was most
likely to flatter his self-esteem as an artist and tradesman. He seemed
to take extreme pleasure in making him explain the process by which
rough stones were transformed into precious gems, brilliant and
transparent. He said some interesting things on that subject himself,
and, addressing me, gave me some mineralogical information that was
within my reach. I was confounded by the wit and grace with which he
succeeded in exalting and ennobling our condition in our own eyes. He
talked to us about products of the goldsmith's art which he had seen in
his travels, and extolled especially the works of his compatriot
Cellini, whom he placed beside Michael Angelo. In short, he ascribed so
much merit to my father's profession and praised his talent so highly
that I almost wondered whether I was the daughter of a hard-working
mechanic or a genius.
My father accepted this last hypothesis, and, being charmed with the
Venetian's manners, took him up to my mother. During this visit, Leoni
displayed so much wit and intelligence, and talked upon every subject in
such a superior way that I was fairly fascinated as I listened to him. I
had never conceived the idea of such a man. Those who had been pointed
out to me previously as the most attractive were so insignificant and
vapid beside him that I thought I must be dreaming. I was too ignorant
to appreciate all Leoni's knowledge and eloquence, but I understood him
instinctively. I was dominated by his glance, enthralled by his tales,
surprised and fascinated by every new resource that he developed.
It is certain that Leoni is a man endowed with extraordinary faculties.
In a few days he succeeded in arousing a general infatuation throughout
the city. He has all the talents, commands all the means of seduction.
If he were present at a concert, after a little urging he would sing or
play upon any instrument with a marked superiority over the professional
musicians. If he consented to pass the evening in the privacy of some
family circle, he would draw lovely pictures in the women's albums. In
an instant he would produce a portrait full of expression, or a vigorous
caricature; he improvised or declaimed in all languages; he knew all the
character dances of Europe, and he danced them all with fascinating
grace; he had seen, remembered, appreciated and understood everything;
he read the whole world like a book that one carries in one's pocket. He
acted admirably in tragedy or comedy; he organized companies of
amateurs; he was himself leader of the orchestra, star performer,
painter, decorator and scene-shifter. He was at the head of all the
sports and all the parties. It could truly be said that pleasure walked
in his footprints, and that, at his approach, everything changed its
aspect and assumed a new face. He was listened to with enthusiasm and
blindly obeyed; people believed in him as a prophet; and if he had
promised to produce spring in midwinter, they would have deemed him
capable of doing it. After he had been in Brussels a month, the
character of the people had actually changed. Pleasure united all
classes, soothed all the tender susceptibilities, brought all ranks to
the same level. It was nothing but riding-parties, fireworks,
theatricals, concerts and masquerades. Leoni was magnificent and
generous; the workmen would have risen in revolt for him. He scattered
favors about with lavish hand, and found money and time for everything.
His caprices were soon adopted by everybody. All the women loved him,
and the men were so subjugated by him that they did not think of being
jealous of him.