My gentle lad, what is't you read
Romance or fairy fable?
Or is it some historic page
Of kings and crowns unstable?
The young boy gave an upward glare:
"It is the death of Abel!"
HOOD.
It was about ten days after the event recorded in the last chapter, that
Mary Seaham, for the first time since her illness, came down stairs; and
wearied by the exertion, and left comparatively alone--for Mrs. de Burgh
was driving with her little girl, and Mr. de Burgh, and her brother--who
had arrived to take his sister away as soon as she was sufficiently
strong enough to move--were also from home; only the quiet, eldest boy
remained to keep her company.
She was lying late in the afternoon upon the drawing-room sofa, the
effects of her still lingering weakness causing a dreamy feeling of
weariness to creep over her. Struggling with the sensation, and wishing
to arouse herself, she now and then opened her languid eyes, and spoke
to her little companion, who sat so seriously at the foot of the couch,
amusing himself with the book upon his knee--his favourite book of
scripture prints and stories.
He was an interesting and peculiar child, very unlike the girl, who had
all the _eveillé_, excitable disposition of her mother--or the
high-spirited, most beautiful child, the youngest boy, of whom his
parents were so proud and fond.
"What are you reading, Charlie?" Mary inquired.
"About Cain and Abel. Here is the picture of Cain, that dark, bad man,
who hated his brother Abel," the child replied.
"And why did he hate him, Charlie?"
"Because his brother's works were good, and his were evil."
"It is very dreadful not to love one's brother. Always love your's,
Charlie," Mary said mournfully.
"I do love him," the boy answered with simple earnestness, lifting up
his expressive eyes to his gentle monitor's face; "and look," he
continued, sidling closer to her side, "here are two other brothers, who
once did not love one another; and one was obliged to go and live for a
great many years in a far-off country; but see here, he is returned, and
the brothers have forgiven one another; and," continuing in the words of
the scripture explanation written in the page, "'Esau ran to meet him,
and embraced him, and fell on his neck and kissed him, and they wept.'
That is a nicer picture, Mary, than that of Cain and Abel, for Abel
there is dead, and Cain can never be forgiven; but must wander about the
earth with a mark upon his forehead, lest people should kill him; but
Jacob and Esau might be friends on earth, and meet again in heaven."
Mary placed her hand fondly and gratefully on the head of her dear
little expositor. A tear of happier feeling trembling amidst the lashes
of her drooping eyelids, than had gushed for many a day from her
perplexed and troubled spirit, for she thought of two other brothers,
who, through the mercy of God, were still spared on earth--the one to
forgive, the other to be forgiven; and a calm, peaceful, expression
stole over the sweet countenance whose placid serenity distressing
thoughts had of late so sadly disturbed, till at length, as Charlie went
on to read to her, at full, the history, as he said, "of another
brother--the best brother of all." "Even Joseph, who was sold for a
servant, whose feet they hurt in the stocks, who was laid in irons,
until the time came that he was delivered, the word of the Lord tried
him;" but who yet, when his brothers were brought to bow down before
him, he spoke kindly to them, even to those who had done him such
grievous wrong, and kissed them, and wept over them, and made them as
rich and happy as he could--the soft monotony of the child's voice
lulled her senses to repose; and with that glittering tear still
moistening her drooping lashes, and a smile, sweet and innocent as might
have been that of the child by her side, she peacefully slept.
The boy's voice then sunk to a whisper, and so absorbed was he in his
interesting task, and the carpet of the saloon so thick and soft, that
he perceived or heard nothing till a darkening shadow fell upon his
book.
Then he quietly lifted up his serious eyes, and beheld a tall stranger
gentleman standing at a little distance before him. But the stranger
was not looking at him, the little boy: his full, dark eyes were bent
with earnest intensity upon the sleeping Mary, who, as she lay there
with that still serenity of brow, that look almost of child-like
innocence which sleep, like death, sometimes brings back to the
countenance, might have well suggested to the recollection of the gazer
these beautiful lines of Mrs. Hemans, "The Sleeper:"
"Oh lightly, lightly tread,
Revere the pale still brow,
The meekly drooping head,
The long hair's willowy flow.
"Ye know not what ye do,
That call the slumberer back
From the world unseen by you,
Unto life's dim, faded track.
"Her soul is far away
In her childhood's land perchance,
Where her young sisters play,
Where shines her brother's glance.
"Some old sweet native sound,
Her spirit haply weaves;
A harmony profound,
Of woods with all their leaves.
"A murmur of the sea,
A laughing tone of streams;
Long may her sojourn be
In the music land of dreams."
The stranger's rivetted regard seemed to attract the young Charlie's
also, for he now turned his eyes upon the slumberer, and then, as if
equally attracted by the angelic sweetness of her expression at that
moment, or wishing to demonstrate to the intruder the privileged
position he held with respect to the object of their joint attention, he
slid still nearer to Mary's pillow, and gently kissed her cheek; then,
again looking up, something remarkable in the stranger's mien and
countenance--something mournful and tender, yet altogether more noble
and beautiful than he had perhaps ever seen before upon the face of man,
seemed to inspire favour and confidence in his innocent breast; for the
little fellow smiled benignantly and trustfully, as, holding out his
hand, he said softly:
"And you may kiss her too, if you like; but very gently: you must not
wake her, she has been so ill, poor thing!"
At these words his listener started, dropped the little hand he had
kindly taken, the crimson blood suffusing his brow. He cast one hurried
glance on the object of their conversation, then with irresolute
quietness turned away, and paced the room with hushed but rapid steps,
as if to calm some sudden storm of troubled feeling, the boy's
innocently spoken words had awakened in his breast.
When next he paused before the couch, the deep flush had passed away,
leaving his countenance paler than before, though calmer and more
composed; and smiling kindly upon the watchful child, as if to promise
him that his injunctions should not be disregarded, he reverently
stooped, and "very gently," as the boy had enjoined, touched with his
lips the fair white hand which drooped by Mary's side; and when again he
raised his head, the wondering child perceived a tear glistening in the
tall, pale stranger's eye. And no wonder if the heart of Eustace Trevor
swelled with peculiar emotion at that moment! The last time his lips had
pressed the form of woman it had been in that kiss of agony, in "that
last kiss which never was the last," which, in his strong despair and
mighty anguish, he had imprinted on the cold, cold brow of his mother,
ere they hid her from his sight for ever!--his then only beloved on
earth, with whom all the light and hope of his existence would be
quenched for ever!
And must he not now turn away from her he had learnt since to love, with
a love such as he had thought never again to feel on earth?--from that
being, fair, and gentle, and good as the object of his soul's first
pure, faithful idolatry: she whose sleeping smile--cold, pale and
tranquil almost as that which had greeted his arrival that night of
never-to-be-forgotten misery--now welcomed the exile on his homeless,
hearthless, desolate return!
Must he turn away, and never look on _her_--never look on Mary thus
again? Was it the last time, as it had been the first, that he should
ever dare to press that dear hand as now he had done? Nay, more--must he
see it given to another?--would he be called upon to crown the measure
of that generous mercy with which he had come, his heart overflowing--by
withdrawing the restraining hand he had, for the few last years, held
between his unnatural enemy, and that innocent object of his enemy's
covetous affections? Was he to be called upon--yes, perhaps by Mary
herself--to abstain from his threatened exposure of the past, and stand
from between Eugene and herself?--now, in his hour of triumph, to be
merciful, generous and forgiving in this also?
For why else did he see her here?--why, if the purport of her letter
still held good, that she had bade adieu--cancelled for ever her
engagement with her former lover? Why, then, was she here, in the very
place where she had first fallen into this dangerous snare?
Ah, no!--he saw it all too plainly! Impelled by the impulse of a woman's
mistaken, but generous devotion, her lover's fallen fortunes, whilst
engaging her pity, had redeemed his offences in her eyes, and recalled
her alienated affections; that she was here, like a ministering angel,
to assure him of this--to console him, to sympathize; perhaps to ward
off, by her intercession, the disgrace and ruin to which his injured
brother's dreaded coming threatened to overwhelm the object of her
solicitude.
But he had no time to dwell on these things. There had been something in
his touch, light as it had been, which proved sufficient to break the
charm of slumber. Mary slowly unclosed her eyes, and murmuring:
"Are you there, Charlie?" looked up and beheld her new companion. One
uncertain bewildered gaze she fixed upon his face, then gliding to her
feet cried: "Mr. Trevor, are you really come?" and burst into tears.
"Yes, Miss Seaham, I am come," was the reply, in a voice trembling with
emotion; and taking the hands she had extended towards him, gently
reseated her on the sofa, and sat down by her side, looking with earnest
mournfulness in her face.
"Yes, I am come, and thank you for this feeling welcome, which is but
too much required, for you may well imagine what a coming, one such as
mine must be."
"Yes, yes," she murmured through her fast falling tears; "I know, I feel
it must be a fearful trial; your father's dreadful death, the melancholy
destruction of your home. But--but, Mr. Trevor, it is the hand of the
Almighty--His great and terrible hand--we must look upon it as such;
and," lifting up her streaming eyes, "hope for His loving-mercies to
shine forth once again. There has been much of dark and terrible in the
past, but let us pray that the future may atone. Yes, you have returned,
and all may still be right."
"You think so," he replied gently, but still most mournfully; then
averting his face, added in low and sterner accents of interrogation:
"and my brother?"
"He has been ill," was Mary's low reply, "suffering, it is to be feared,
as much from mental anxiety as from physical pain. Oh, Mr. Trevor, your
coming to him indeed must prove a relief--a relief from the worst of
sufferings--suspense."
"What has he to fear?" demanded Eustace Trevor.
"What? You will learn too soon the desperate nature of your brother's
position, unless, indeed, he finds in you one more generous and
forgiving than he has any right or reason to expect."
Mary spoke earnestly, but with firmness, almost severity; and as she
uttered these last words Eustace Trevor turned and anxiously regarded
her.
"Eugene need have no fears on any pecuniary account," he again repeated;
"he will find in me one who cannot set too low a value on that of which
he strove so hard to deprive me. Surely you, Miss Seaham, could not have
believed me capable of so poor and contemptible a spirit of revenge, as
to entertain any doubt or fear as regards my conduct in that respect?"
"No, no," Mary replied, with trembling fervour; "I might have rested
well assured as to what must be the high and holy character of _your_
revenge. 'If your enemy hunger, feed him; if he thirst, give him drink;'
and oh, Mr. Trevor, by so doing, coals of fire will indeed be heaped
upon your unhappy brother's head. But, alas! can _he_ suppose you
capable of such magnanimity--he of so different a spirit to your own?"
There was a spirit in the mild eyes, a colour on the pale cheek turned
towards him, as she thus expressed herself, which caused a corresponding
glow to illumine the countenance of her listener, and with still greater
earnestness he regarded her.
Mary turned away, bending her head over the boy, who had again drawn
caressingly to her side, whilst in low, faltering accents she replied
to his inquiries, whether she had come to Silverton since the fire?
"No, the afternoon before it had occurred."
"Had she seen his brother?"
"She had, contrary to her cousin Olivia's promise, that so painful and
useless an ordeal should be spared her. She had found him at Silverton
on her arrival. It had been an interview most distressing and repugnant
to her feelings at the time, though the startling and terrible events,
which so closely succeeded, had in a great degree diverted her mind from
any selfish consideration. She had since then been very ill. Her illness
had detained her at Silverton, but this I shall not regret," she added.
"I shall now depart with the happy consciousness, which I have not
experienced for the last few years, that all is right which has been for
long so very wrong, my mind relieved of its harassing weight of doubt,
darkness and perplexity."
"Yes, your sense of disinterested justice may be satisfied; but your
heart, will it remain equally so? The cause which you have so generously
espoused, established; will not other feelings re-assert their power,
and my brother again triumph in the possession of that which, to call
my own, I would gladly have cast at his feet the richest inheritance on
earth?"
These words were uttered with almost breathless agitation.
"No," was the reply in a voice so low and trembling that the anxious
listener had to hold his breath to catch its accents; "such feelings
have long been destroyed, and can never re-assert their influence. Even
pity is done away save for the wounded conscience, which he who once I
loved must carry with him through life; yes, pity even is now scarcely
to be excited; and love--can love survive esteem?"
With a jealous, yearning glance Eustace Trevor watched the tears again
falling from the agitated speaker's eyes, kissed away by the
sympathising child; and then he rose and began again to pace the room as
if to stem some fresh torrent of inward emotion which stirred within his
breast. But at this juncture the door opened abruptly, and in another
moment Eustace Trevor's hand was clasped in Louis de Burgh's, who,
followed by Arthur Seaham, entered the room; and Mary, leaning on her
brother's arm, left the re-united friends together.