CHAPTER XII.

MASTER AND MAN.

Reggie looked in the direction indicated. Down a vista of pink and

white apple blossom that seemed in its pure loveliness to emphasize

the miserableness and shame of sin, came two men, stumbling and

laughing and stumbling again and holding each other up. One was Mr.

Gray, the Bank Manager, the other, as Reggie guessed in a moment, was

Howard Bushman, of whom he had just heard.

One glance was enough for Reggie, and his eyes came back to his

companion. She was white and shivering.

"Oh Reggie!" she said again, "help him, do help him, it will ruin

him."

Just behind her was a small summer-house. It came to Reggie all in a

moment what to do.

"Go and sit down in there," he said gently, "and when Mr. Gray comes,

keep him with you till I get back."

Then he went swiftly to meet that stumbling, laughing pair, and he

spoke as gently as he had done to the poor wife.

"Mrs. Gray is sitting down in that summer-house," he said, "I think

she wants you. Will you stay with her while I run to the house for

something?"

The Bank Manager laughed foolishly.

"He! He! Reggie! Looking after the ladies, as usual! Bring some

champagne, my lad, and we'll have a nice little spree on the quiet."

But Reggie had not waited for directions.

He walked swiftly towards the house, but he did not wish to appear

hurried or to be on any secret errand, and as he went his thoughts

flew hither and thither bewilderingly.

For this man was his master. This man whom he had been asked to help,

had much of the making or marring of Reggie's prospects in his hand,

and to interfere, especially in such a delicate matter, was almost

certainly to incur more anger, more abiding, unredeemable displeasure,

than for any other misdemeanour.

And yet, for four months Reggie had been praying for this very man!

Three years before, when Charlie Henchman had come to the engineering

college in the town, he had sought out the loneliest fellow that he

knew and for Christ's sake had endeavoured to cheer and uplift and

help him by just being companionable to him. And the loneliest

fellow that Charlie knew was Reggie Alston, and after they had been

companions for quite a long time they found out that they both

knew the Brougham family, a link which drew them to be more than

companions,--to be friends.

Now Charlie was gone, and Reggie had promised him to seek out some

lonely fellow too, and try to help him and cheer him and lead him

nearer to Christ. He had prayed to be shown the right fellow, but

among all his acquaintances there was no one lonely; one name, and one

name only, seemed laid upon his heart, the name of Mr. Gray, his own

Manager and master!

But as yet Reggie had done nothing more than to pray for him earnestly

and regularly, for there seemed nothing else possible. For how could

a junior Bank clerk seek out the companionship of his superior and

invite him to supper or to cycle or to go with him to church?

He had been asked to help him now, and if those ways in which he had

wished to help some fellow had seemed impossible, in this case how

much more impossible were these circumstances? For to help in this way

could only bring the downfall of all Reggie's hopes of promotion, and

put off that day when he could tell Gertrude that his home was ready

for her.

Yet with all these thoughts surging through his brain, Reggie felt

that the call of duty had come to him, and to refuse would be to

refuse to take up his Cross and follow Christ. As he took four cups

of strong black coffee back to the summer-house, he realised that the

Cross is the place of suffering and of death.

He had scarcely been five minutes on his errand and the little party

in the summer-house had neither been added to nor diminished, and hope

had brought a little colour back to Mrs. Gray's woe-begone face.

A simple straightforwardness was one of Reggie's characteristics. He

put a cup of coffee into the manager's hand.

"You'd better drink it, Mr. Gray," he said quietly, "it's--it's

refreshing, and then if you'd just take Mrs. Gray home--I'm sure she

would feel better at home, and the bride has gone, so we can all slip

away together. People are beginning to go now."

Mrs. Gray hated black coffee, but she drank her cup bravely, and

looked all the better for it too.

"That stuff is refreshing," said Howard, suddenly, with a nod towards

the empty cups, as the four left the summer-house, to make their

farewells. "I felt rotten, but I feel as right as a trivet now."

Mr. Gray said nothing. He knew perfectly well that he was being

helped, and his pride fiercely resented it, but Reggie's three years

of quiet faithful work had had its influence, and the clinging touch

of Mrs. Gray's hand on his arm softened him, and he said to himself

that Reggie had an unbounded cheek, but there was really nothing to

wait for any longer, now that the bride had gone.

But there's many a slip 'twixt cup and lip. The bride's mother,

shaking hands and saying pleasant nothings to the first of her

departing guests, looked at Mr. Gray reproachfully.

"Mr. Gray! you are never going to desert us already! We want our

brightest stars to help illumine our darkness. Mrs. Gray feeling ill?

Surely, my dear Elaine, you do not need _three_ gentlemen to take you

home!"

The colour flamed into Mrs. Gray's cheeks.

"My husband is taking me home," she said proudly, "Mr. Alston and Mr.

Bushman happen to be leaving at the same time."

"It _is_ rather early," admitted Mr. Gray. He had caught sight of

a fresh tray of glasses going the round of a circle of his

acquaintances, and he decided not to be managed any longer, but to do

as he chose.

"Look here, Elaine!" he said in a low tone, "you let Reggie take you

home. I won't be a few minutes, but I must speak to Thornton. I've

been looking for him all the afternoon, and it's really important."

"I'm sure _you_ are not in a hurry, Howard," said the hostess.

So Reggie and Mrs. Gray found themselves outside the gate alone.

"I'll never go inside that gate again," cried Mrs. Gray, angrily. Then

she added piteously, "Oh, Reggie, I thought we had got him safe."

"So did I," said Reggie, ruefully.

"What _can_ I do?" she moaned, "I've seen it coming on little by

little, and now he's beginning not to care so much if--if people

guess. I'm glad you know, Reggie; it's a comfort to have somebody to

speak to. I used to think I should be perfectly happy if I had plenty

of money--we girls at home used to be poor till Aunt died and left

us her property, just before I was engaged, and now, often, I think

I would so willingly have just John's income--and it's only a small

income for so responsible a position--or work hard myself, if I could

be sure of--of him. But there it is," she added sadly. "Tell me what I

can do, Reggie."

"You can pray for him," said Reggie, earnestly, "God _does_ hear and

answer prayer and He can save to the uttermost." He hesitated and then

added in a lower tone,

"Mrs. Gray, are you an abstainer yourself?"

"Well, not quite," said she, "but I hardly take anything."

Reggie nodded.

"Yes, but you take as much as you care to, and he takes as much as

_he_ cares to. That is how Mr. Gray would look at it, and the way God

looks at it is this, '_Judge this rather that no man put a stumbling

block or an occasion to fall in his brother's way. Anything whereby

thy brother stumbleth or is offended or is made weak._'"

They had reached the Bank and she held out her hand with a sigh.

"Thank you," she said, "well, I'll think about it."

Reggie walked on to the corner of his own road and stood looking down

it distastefully.

Here he was in the middle of Bank holiday afternoon, in his best

clothes, with nowhere to go and no one to speak to, feeling as if his

life and himself and everything else were an utter failure. If he had

only had on his cycling suit, he might have contemplated a ride, but

the thought of turning into his dull lodgings, even to change, was

unbearable, and the writing of a letter to Gertrude, with which he had

beguiled many a lonely hour before, was not possible to-day.

He turned at the sound of quick footsteps behind him, and heard his

name called.

"Why! Mr. Alston!" said the cheerful voice of the Scotch minister's

little wife, "you look as if you belonged to nobody, and nowhere!"

Then, seeing instantly that her words had hit too near the mark, she

added quickly,

"I wish, if you aren't engaged, you would come home to supper with us.

I always feel as if I wanted to be entertained after a wedding, as if

it were very dull to go home to just an ordinary tea, and its being a

Bank holiday seems to emphasise the feeling. Mr. Mackenzie and I were

just saying so, weren't we, Will?"

"That is so," assented Mr. Mackenzie, with his grave smile, "I hear,

Mr. Alston, that you are musical and might have played our organ for

the marriage had we but known it. I have the organ keys, if you would

care to try the instrument. It was unfortunate that our organist was

away. I like a little singing at a wedding."

Reggie's face beamed.

"I'd like to come, awfully," he said, "what time shall I turn up?"

"Why, now!" said Mrs. Mackenzie, "we'll have tea at once and then the

garden-boy shall blow for you, and we'll be audience, and then we can

have supper and talk."

"That's the chief item in the programme, isn't it?" said her husband,

with a twinkle.

Reggie tried to smother a laugh but did not succeed. This unexpected

treat had wonderfully cheered his drooping spirits, and he laughed and

chatted merrily as they walked to the Manse; but beneath the

outward pleasure that the invitation gave him, there was running an

undercurrent of deep happiness, for he knew that in the moment of the

most intense loneliness, the most utter hopelessness that he had ever

known, God had sent His angel and delivered him.

And Mrs. Mackenzie talked on in her usual cheerful, lighthearted

way and never dreamed that she had been God's angel to any one that

afternoon. Reggie was too shy to tell her, and she had not the key to

the thoughts of the young organist who first woke the echoes of the

church for her, with the strains of,

But the Lord is mindful of His own,

He remembers His children.

That was for to-day and for to-morrow too, in Reggie's mind. As the

evening wore on, the dread of the to-morrow morning, when at nine

o'clock he must meet Mr. Gray, grew upon him. That his interference

had been resented, even while it was accepted, Reggie had seen quite

plainly, and to-morrow was coming nearer with each tick of the clock.

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