CHAPTER XXXV.

THE INTERVIEW.

Dr. Morris was very tired, for his labors that day had been unusually

severe, and it was with a feeling of comfort and relief that at an

earlier hour than usual, he had turned his steps homeward, finding a

bright fire waiting him in the library, where his late dinner was soon

brought by the housekeeper. It was very pleasant in that cosy library of

oak and green, with the bright fire on the hearth, and the smoking

dinner set so temptingly before him. And Morris felt the comfort of his

home, thanking the God who had given him all this, and chiding his

wayward heart that it had ever dared to repine. He was not repining

to-night, as with his hands crossed upon his head he sat looking into

the fire and watching the bits of glowing anthracite dropping into the

pan. He was thinking of the sick-bed which he had visited last, and how

a faith in Jesus can make the humblest room like the gate of Heaven;

thinking how the woman’s eyes had sparkled when she told him of the

other world, where she would never know pain or hunger or cold again,

and how quickly their lustre was dimmed when she spoke of her absent

husband, the soldier to whom the news of her death, with the child he

had never seen, would be a crushing blow.

“They who have neither wife nor child are the happier perhaps,” he said;

and then he thought of Katy and her great sorrow when baby died,

wondering if to spare herself that pain she would rather baby had never

been. “No—oh, no,” he answered to his own inquiry. “She would not lose

the memory which comes from that little grave for all the world

contains. It is better once to love and lose than not to love at all. In

Heaven we shall see and know why these things were permitted, and marvel

at the poor human nature which rebelled against them.”

Just at this point of his soliloquy, the telegram was brought to him.

“Come in the next train. I am in great trouble.”

He read it many times, growing more and more perplexed with each

reading, and then trying to decide what his better course would be.

There were no patients needing him that night, that he knew of; he might

perhaps go if there was yet time for the train which passed at four

o’clock. There was time, he found, and telling Mrs. Hull that he had

been suddenly called to New York, he bade his boy bring out his horse

and take him at once to the depot. It was better to leave no message for

the deacon’s family, as he did not wish to alarm them unnecessarily. “I

shall undoubtedly be back to-morrow,” he thought, as he took his seat in

the car, wondering what could be the trouble which had prompted that

strange despatch.

It was nearly midnight when he reached the city, but a light was shining

from the windows of that house in Madison Square, and Katy, who had

never for a moment doubted his coming, was waiting for him. But not in

the parlor; she was too sick now to go down there, and when she heard

his ring and his voice in the hall asking for her, she bade Esther show

him to her room. More and more perplexed, Morris ran up to the room

where Katy lay, or rather crouched, upon the sofa, her eyes so wild and

her face so white that, in great alarm, Morris took the cold hands she

stretched feebly towards him, and bending over her said, “What is it,

Katy? Has anything dreadful happened? and where is your husband?”

At the mention of her husband Katy shivered, and rising from her

crouching position, she pushed her hair back from her forehead and

replied, “Oh, Morris! I am so wretched,—so full of pain! I have heard of

something which took my life away. I am _not_ Wilford’s wife, for he had

another before me,—a wife in Italy,—who is not dead! And _I_, oh Morris!

what _am_ I? I knew you would know just what I was, and I sent for you

to tell me and take me away from here, back to Silverton. Help me,

Morris! I am choking! I am—yes—I am—going to faint!”

It was the first time Katy had put the great horror in words addressed

to another, and the act of doing so made it more appalling, and with a

moan she sank back among the pillows of the couch, while Morris tried to

comprehend the strange words he had heard, “I am not Wilford’s wife, for

he had another before me,—a wife in Italy,—who is not dead.”

Dr. Morris was thoroughly a man, and though much of his sinful nature

had been subdued, there was enough left to make his heart rise and fall

with great throbs of joy as he thought of Katy _free_, even though that

freedom were bought at the expense of dire disgrace to others, and of

misery to her. But only for a moment did he feel thus—only till he knelt

beside the pallid face with the dark rings beneath the eyes, and saw the

faint, quivering motion around the lips, which told that she was not

wholly unconscious.

“My poor little wounded bird,” he said, as pityingly as if he had been

her father, while much as a father might kiss his suffering child, he

kissed the forehead and the eyelids where the tears began to gather.

Katy was not insensible, and the name by which he called her, with the

kisses that he gave, thawed the ice around her heart and brought a flood

of tears, which Morris wiped away, lifting her gently up and pillowing

her hot head upon his arm, while she moaned like a weary child.

“It rests me so just to see you, Morris. May I go back with you, as your

housekeeper, instead of Mrs. Hull;—that is, if I am not his wife? The

world might despise me, but you would know I was not to blame. I should

go nowhere but to the farm-house, to church, and baby’s grave. Poor

baby! I am glad God gave her to me, even if I am not Wilford’s wife; and

I am glad now that she died.”

She was talking to herself rather than to Morris, who, smoothing back

her hair and chafing her cold hands, said,

“My poor child, you have passed through some agitating scene. Are you

able now to tell me all about it, and what you mean by another wife?”

There was a shiver, and the white lips grew still whiter as Katy began

her story, going back to St. Mary’s churchyard and then coming to her

first night in New York, when Juno had told her of a picture and asked

her whose it was. Then she told of Wilford’s admission of an earlier

love, who, he said, was dead; of the trouble about the baby’s name, and

his aversion to Genevra; but when she approached the dinner at the elder

Cameron’s, her lip quivered in a grieved kind of way as she remembered

what Wilford had said of _her_ to his mother, but she would not tell

this to Morris,—it was not necessary to her story,—and so she said,

“They were talking of what I ought never to have heard, and it seemed as

if the walls were closing me in so I could not move to let them know I

was there. I said to myself, ‘I shall go mad after this,’ and I thought

of you all coming to see me in the mad-house, your kind face, Morris,

coming up distinctly before me, just as it would look at me if I were

really crazed. But all this was swept away like a hurricane when I heard

the rest, the part about _Genevra_, Wilford’s other wife.”

Katy was panting for breath, but she went on with the story, which made

Morris clench his hands as he comprehended the deceit which had been

practiced so long. Of course he did not look at it as Katy did, for he

knew that according to all civil law she was as really Wilford’s wife as

if no other had existed, and he told her so, but Katy shook her head.

“He can’t have two wives living. And I tell you I knew the

picture—_Genevra is not dead_, I have seen her; I have talked with

her,—Genevra is not dead.”

“Granted that she is not,” Morris answered, “the divorce remains the

same.”

“I do not believe in divorces. Whom God hath joined together let not man

put asunder,” Katy said with an air which implied that from this

argument there could be no appeal.

“That is the Scripture, I know,” Morris replied, “but you must know that

for one sin our Saviour permitted a man to put away his wife, thus

making it perfectly right.”

“But in Genevra’s case the sin did not exist. She was as innocent as I

am, and that must make a difference.”

She was very earnest in her attempts to prove that Genevra was still a

lawful wife, so earnest that a dark suspicion entered Morris’s mind,

finding vent in the question, “Katy, don’t you love your husband, that

you try so hard to prove he is not yours?”

There were red spots all over Katy’s face and neck as she saw the

meaning put upon her actions, and, covering her face with her hands, she

sobbed violently as she replied, “I do, oh, yes, I do! I never loved any

one else. I would have died for him once. Maybe I would die for him now;

but, Morris, he is disappointed in me. Our tastes are not alike, and we

made a great mistake, or Wilford did when he took me for his wife. I was

better suited to most anybody else, and I have been so wicked since,

forgetting all the good I ever knew, forgetting prayer save as I went

through the form from old habit’s sake; forgetting God, who has punished

me so sorely that every nerve smarts with the stinging blows.”

Oh, how lovingly, how earnestly Morris talked to Katy then, telling her

of Him who smites but to heal, who chastens not in anger, and would lead

the lost one back into the quiet fold where there was perfect peace.

And Katy, listening eagerly, with her great blue eyes fixed upon his

face, felt that to experience that of which he talked, was worth more

than all the world beside. Gradually, too, there stole over her the

_rest_ she always felt with him—the indescribable feeling which prompted

her to care for nothing except to do just what he bade her do, knowing

it was right; so when he said to her, “You cannot go home with me, Katy;

your duty is to remain here in your husband’s house,” she offered no

remonstrance. Indeed, Morris doubted if she fully understood him, she

looked so sick and appeared so strange.

“It is not safe for you to be alone. Esther must stay with you,” he

continued, feeling her rapid pulse and noticing the alternate flushing

and paling of her cheek.

A fever was coming on, he feared, and summoning Esther to the room, he

said,

“Your mistress is very sick. You must stay with her till morning, and if

she grows worse, let me know. I shall be in the library.”

Then, with a few directions with regard to the medicine he fortunately

had with him, he left the chamber, and repaired to the library below,

where he spent the few remaining hours of the night, pondering on the

strange story he had heard, and praying for poor Katy whose heart had

been so sorely wounded.

The quick-witted Esther saw that something was wrong, and traced it

readily to Wilford, whose exacting nature she thoroughly understood. She

had not been blind during the two years and a half she had been Katy’s

maid, and no impatient word of Wilford’s, or frown upon his face, had

escaped her when occurring in her presence, while Katy’s uniform

sweetness and entire submission to his will had been noted as well, so

that in Esther’s opinion Wilford was a domestic tyrant, and Katy was an

angel. Numerous were her conjectures as to the cause of the present

trouble, which must be something serious, or Katy had never telegraphed

for Dr. Grant, as she felt certain she had.

“Whatever it is, I’ll stand her friend,” she said, as she bent over her

young mistress, who was talking of Genevra and the grave at St. Mary’s,

which was no grave at all.

She was growing worse very rapidly, and frightened at last at the

wildness of her eyes, and her constant ravings, Esther went down to

Morris, and bade him come quickly to Mrs. Cameron.

“She is taken out of her head, and talks so queer and raving.”

Morris had expected this, but he was not prepared to find the fever so

high, or the symptoms so alarming.

“Shall I send for Mrs. Cameron and another doctor, please?” Esther

asked.

Morris had faith in himself, and he would rather no other hand should

minister to Katy; but he knew he could not stay there long, for there

were those at home who needed his services. Added to this, her family

physician might know her constitution, now, better than he knew it, and

so he answered that it would be well to send for both the doctor and

Mrs. Cameron.

It was just daylight when Mrs. Cameron arrived, questioning Esther

closely, and appearing much surprised when she heard of Dr. Grant’s

presence in the house. That he came by chance, she never doubted, and as

Esther merely answered the questions put directly to her, Mrs. Cameron

had no suspicion of the telegram.

“I am glad he happened here at this time,” she said. “I have the utmost

confidence in his skill. Still it may be well for Dr. Craig to see her.

I think that is his ring.”

The city and country physicians agreed exactly with regard to Katy’s

illness, or rather the city physician bowed in acquiescence when Morris

said to him that the fever raging so high had, perhaps, been induced by

natural causes, but was greatly aggravated by some sudden shock to the

nervous system. This was before Mrs. Cameron came up, but it was

repeated in her presence by Dr. Craig, who thus left the impression that

the idea had originated with himself, rather than with Dr. Grant, as

perhaps he thought it had. He was at first inclined to patronize the

country doctor, but soon found that he had reckoned without his host.

Morris knew more of Katy, and quite as much of medicine as he did

himself, and when Mrs. Cameron begged him to stay longer, he answered

that her son’s wife was as safe in his brother physician’s hands as she

could be in his.

Mrs. Cameron was very glad that Dr. Grant was there, she said. It was

surely Providence who sent him to New York on that particular day, and

Morris shivered as he wondered if it were wrong not to explain the whole

to her.

“Perhaps it is best she should not know of the telegram,” he thought,

and merely bowing to her remarks, he turned to Katy, who was growing

very restless and moaning as if in pain.

“It hurts,” she said, turning her head from side to side; “I am lying on

Genevra.”

With a sudden start, Mrs. Cameron drew nearer, but when she remembered

the little grave at Silverton, she said, “It’s the baby she’s talking

about.”

Morris knew better, and as Katy still continued to move her head as if

something were really hurting her, he passed his hand under her pillow

and drew out the picture she must have kept near her as long as her

consciousness remained. He knew it was Genevra’s picture, and was about

to lay it away, when the cover dropped into his hand, and his eye fell

upon a face which was not new to him, while an involuntary exclamation

of surprise escaped him, as Katy’s assertion that Genevra was living was

thus fully confirmed. Marian had not changed past recognition since her

early girlhood, and Morris knew the likeness at once, pitying Katy more

than he had pitied her yet, as he remembered how closely Marian Hazelton

had been interwoven with her married life, and the life of the little

child which had borne her name.

“What is that?” Mrs. Cameron asked, and Morris passed the case to her,

saying, “A picture which was under Katy’s pillow.”

Morris did not look at Mrs. Cameron, but tried to busy himself with the

medicines upon the stand, while she too recognized Genevra Lambert,

wondering how it came in Katy’s possession and how much she knew of

Wilford’s secret.

“She must have been rummaging,” she thought, and then as she remembered

what Esther had said about her mistress appearing sick and unhappy, when

her husband left home, she repaired to the parlor and summoning Esther

to her presence, asked her again, “When she first observed traces of

indisposition in Mrs. Cameron.”

“When she came home from that dinner at your house. She was just as pale

as death, and her teeth fairly chattered as I took off her things.”

“Dinner? What dinner?” Mrs. Cameron asked, and Esther replied, “Why, the

night Mr. Wilford went away or was to go. She changed her mind about

meeting him at your house, and said she meant to surprise him. But she

came home before Mr. Cameron, looking like a ghost, and saying she was

sick. It’s my opinion something she ate at dinner hurt her.”

“Very likely, yes. You can go now,” Mrs. Cameron said, and Esther

departed, never dreaming how much light she had inadvertently thrown

upon the mystery.

“She must have been in the library and heard all we said,” Mrs. Cameron

thought, as she nervously twisted the fringe of her breakfast shawl. “I

remember we talked of Genevra, and that we both heard a strange sound

from some quarter, but thought it came from the kitchen. That was Katy.

She was there all the time and let herself quietly out of the house. I

wonder does Wilford know,” and then there came over her an intense

desire for Wilford to come home—a desire which was not lessened when she

returned to Katy’s room and heard her talking of Genevra and the grave

at St. Mary’s “where nobody was buried.”

In a tremor of distress, lest she should betray something which Morris

must not know Mrs. Cameron tried to hush her, talking as if it was the

baby she meant, but Katy answered promptly, “It’s Genevra Lambert I

mean, Wilford’s other wife; the one across the sea. She was innocent,

too—as innocent as I, whom you both deceived.”

Here was a phase of affairs for which Mrs. Cameron was not prepared, and

excessively mortified that Morris should hear Katy’s ravings, she tried

again to quiet her, consoling herself with the reflection that as Morris

was Katy’s cousin, he would not repeat what he heard, and feeling

gratified now that Dr. Craig was absent, as she could not be so sure of

him. If Katy’s delirium continued, no one must be admitted to the room

except those who could be trusted, and as there had been already several

rings, she said to Esther that as the fever was probably malignant and

contagious, no one must be admitted to the house with the expectation of

seeing the patient, while the servants were advised to stay in their own

quarters, except as their services might be needed elsewhere. And so it

was that by the morrow the news had spread of some infectious disease at

No. —— on Madison Square, which was shunned as carefully as if smallpox

itself had been raging there instead of the brain fever, which increased

so fast that Morris suggested to Mrs. Cameron that she telegraph for

Wilford.

“They might find him, and they might not,” Mother Cameron said. “They

could try, at all events,” and in a few moments the telegraphic wires

were carrying the news of Katy’s illness, both to the west, where

Wilford had gone, and to the east, where Helen read with a blanched

cheek that Katy perhaps was dying, and she must hasten to New York.

This was Mrs. Cameron’s suggestion, wrung out by the knowing that some

woman besides herself was needed in the sick room, and by feeling that

Helen could be trusted with the story of the first marriage, which Katy

talked of constantly, telling it so accurately that only a fool would

fail of being convinced that there was much of truth in those delirious

ravings.

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