I must go to—_God! My God! I can’t_. . . .

I think I shall sleep here to-night. There’s nothing the matter with the

Chesterfield, and I can get some rugs from the hall.

And I don’t think I shall go to ‘The Office’ to-morrow. If I do, they’re

bound to act. Whereas, if I hold my hand for another day, S. will have

had his money and cut his own throat. And, instead of a bad ten minutes,

he’ll be broken on the wheel. After all, why shouldn’t he be broken?

Others are.

IV

February 20th, 1929

At half-past nine last night I was sitting in the study with Bugle with

only the fire for light, when I heard the front-door open and someone

come in. Now that Jo’s gone, no one but I has a key, so Bugle and I got

up and went to the door.

It was Jo.

Before I could speak her arms were round my neck.

Her cheek, her lips were red-hot: her breath coming in spurts.

“Sorry I’m late, my darling, but Daphne’s going away and she simply made

me——”

The sentence lost itself in a savage cough.

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