CHAPTER III

A CHILD IS BORN

There are a milliard and a half of stars in the heavens, and--as far

as we know--a milliard and a half of human beings on the earth.

Exactly the same number of both! One would almost think the old

saying was right,--that every human being was born under his own

star. In hundreds of costly observatories all over the world, on

plain and mountain, talented scientists are adjusting the finest

instruments and peering out into the heavens. They watch and take

photographic plates, their whole life taken up with the one idea: to

make themselves immortal with having discovered a new star. Another

celestial body--added to the milliard and a half already moving

gracefully round.

Every second a human soul is born into the world. A new flame is

lit, a star which perhaps may come to shine with unusual beauty,

which in any case has its own unseen spectrum. A new being, fated,

perhaps, to bestow genius, perhaps beauty around it, kisses the

earth; the unseen becomes flesh and blood. No human being is a

repetition of another, nor is any ever reproduced; each new being is

like a comet which only once in all eternity touches the path of

the earth, and for a brief time takes its luminous way over it--a

phosphorescent body between two eternities of darkness. No doubt

there is joy amongst human beings for every newly lit soul! And, no

doubt they will stand round the cradle with questioning eyes,

wondering what this new one will bring forth.

Alas, a human being is no star, bringing fame to him who discovers

and records it! More often, it is a parasite which comes upon

peaceful and unsuspecting people, sneaking itself into the

world--through months of purgatory. God help it, if into the bargain

it has not its papers in order.

Soerine's little one had bravely pushed itself into the light of day,

surmounting all obstacles, denial, tears and preventatives, as a

salmon springs against the stream. Now she lay in the daylight, red

and wrinkled, trying to soften all hearts.

The whole of the community had done with her, she was a parasite and

nothing else. A newly born human being is a figure in the

transaction which implies proper marriage and settling down, and the

next step which means a cradle and perambulator and--as it grows

up--an engagement ring, marriage and children again. Much of this

procedure is upset when a child like Soerine's little one is vulgar

enough to allow itself to be born without marriage.

She was from the very first treated accordingly, without maudlin

consideration for her tender helplessness. "Born out of wedlock"

was entered on her certificate of birth which the midwife handed to

the schoolmaster when she had helped the little one into the world,

and the same was noted on the baptismal certificate. It was as if

they all, the midwife, the schoolmaster and the parson, leaders of

the community, in righteous vengeance were striking the babe with

all their might. What matter if the little soul were begotten by the

son of a farmer, when he refused to acknowledge it, and bought

himself out of the marriage? A nuisance she was, and a blot on the

industrious orderly community.

She was just as much of an inconvenience to her mother as to all the

others. When Soerine was up and about again, she announced that she

might just as well go out to service as all her sisters had done.

Her fear of strangers had quite disappeared: she took a place a

little further inland. The child remained with the grandparents.

No one in the wide world cared for the little one, not even the old

people for that matter. But all the same Maren went up into the

attic and brought out an old wooden cradle which had for many years

been used for yarn and all kinds of lumber; Soeren put new rockers,

and once more Maren's old, swollen legs had to accustom themselves

to rocking a cradle again.

A blot the little one was to her grandparents too--perhaps, when all

is said and done, on them alone. They had promised themselves such

great things of the girl--and there lay their hopes--an illegitimate

child in the cradle! It was brought home to them by the women

running to Maren, saying: "Well, how do you like having little ones

again in your old days?" And by the other fishermen when Soeren Man

came to the harbor or the inn. His old comrades poked fun at him

good-naturedly and said: "All very well for him--strong as a young

man and all, Soeren, you ought to stand treat all round."

But it had to be borne--and, after all, it could be got over. And

the child was--when one got one's hand in again--a little creature

who recalled so much that otherwise belonged to the past. It was

just as if one had her oneself--in a way she brought youth to the

house.

It was utterly impossible not to care for such a helpless little

creature.

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