head over ears in love with," announced Lady Wereminster, pausing at
Evelyn's door on the way to her bedroom. "I mean no disrespect to
Wereminster, of course; than whom it would be difficult to conceive a
more opposite type. But the man sweeps one off one's feet, by sheer
force of vitality and power. The guileless maiden of my time--it's a
type that no longer exists, my dear; the birth of the twentieth century
killed it--would have been vanquished at first sight, and suffered from
vapours for a week. I suppose you have taken him under your wing,
Evelyn? I noticed his political godfather making overtures to you in a
recess. Well, you have a _protege_ who'll do you credit this time. Not
like some of your lame dogs, who only used their mended limbs to kick
you later. No, it's no use hushing me down, Evelyn. Other people have
eyes and ears beside yourself, you know. Don't you remember making
everybody's life unbearable until you'd secured an important colonial
appointment for the husband of some impossible woman who looked like a
suffragette and lived in the suburbs? After she'd spent the extra three
hundred a year for twelve months or so she began abusing you because you
hadn't got them an appointment in England instead. And there was
another woman, who had twins or triplets, or something tiresome and
embarrassing. You sold your best lace to provide the unprovided guest
with the requirements of decency, and then the mother complained that
the things you gave her had been bought at Peter Jones's instead of
Steinmann's."
Evelyn laughed.
"Come now, you're the last person to preach. Your house has always been
known to be the refuge of the socially destitute."
"One has to pay for one's title even if it's an old one," said Lady
Wereminster. "It tacks on about thirty per cent. on the price of a yard
of ribbon and lessens your income from five hundred a year upwards in
charitable demands. But about Richard Farquharson. I believe that
man's made of the right stuff, Evelyn."
She laid her hand on the younger woman's arm with a sudden access of
gravity.
"My dear, I'm an old woman, and in my heart of hearts I'm as troubled
for my country as though she were my child. All about me are signs of
decay. I see young people spending twice as much a week on pleasure as
their parents would have spent on the necessities of life in a year; I
see every principle I was taught in childhood violated and outraged.
Private betrayals, political treason, public indifference, contempt of
religion, lightness in marriage are everywhere. Signs of the times,
Wereminster says. It breaks his heart like mine. I was brought up to
rank honour and truth and sincerity as everyday virtues, and marriage a
church ceremony so solemn that it made one weep. I think we need some
national upheaval or shock to make us realize how we've sunk morally."
"A strong man in politics, for instance, to take us by our shoulders and
give us a good shaking?"
"Exactly. And that's just what Richard Farquharson would enjoy doing!
The man will make history, my dear, or I'm no judge of character."
"I'm glad you've made friends with Mrs. Brand," said Creagh. It was
past midnight, but he and Beadon had agreed to walk with Farquharson and
Calvert so far as the village inn. "She's a woman of wide interests and
sound common sense. By the way, she asked me if I knew any details of
how Mr. Farquharson arranged that island scheme for you. She said I was
not to press you if you had any objection to telling her."
"It's a long story," Calvert said slowly. "Farquharson never will speak
of it. I think he went through worse things than I knew even. To start
with, he had to go disguised to the bazaar, a thing not one Englishman
out of a dozen could have carried through successfully, even with his
knowledge of Arabic."
"He tossed the whole thing off to-night in a phrase when I spoke to him
about it--said circumstances played into his hands, and it was merely a
question of watching and waiting."
"There was a fairly complicated plot involved," said Calvert dryly. "To
make you understand what happened I ought to explain something of the
actual geographical situation. Taorna, you may know, is the chief of a
group of islands that a good many Powers have coveted in their
day--Turkish, Muscatian, Persian, even Portuguese. She was known to be
a prize, her pearl fisheries only needed to be adequately worked on
modern lines to bring in a big revenue. The Shah of Persia had had his
eyes on that fishery for some time, and had planted secret agents very
intelligently amongst the inland tribes of the Shiite sects. They sowed
discontent and dissension--and we reaped the benefit."
Calvert stopped to light his cigar.
"Let the two others get on ahead a bit. Farquharson hates to hear me
tell this story. Well, the island is divided into two parties; one
being pro-Sheikh Aba, the other pro-Shah Omar. The Persians based their
claim on the fact that, centuries before, Taorna had been an appanage of
the Persian crown, under a certain race of kings."
"There were, in fact, the makings of a revolution, which you
successfully turned to your own ends?" Creagh suggested, smiling.
"To England's eventually, I hope. Mind you, the scheme was
Farquharson's. He began by sending a man to communicate with the
British Consul at Benuni. Benuni is a port on the western coast of
Persia. A British political resident lives there under the protection
of a few gunboats. Sailors are always ready for a fight, as you know;
it's a pleasant variation from the day's work. The Shiite revolution
was timed to take place on Thursday night at ten o'clock. The palace
was to be rushed and the Sheikh taken off to await the Shah's decision
concerning which especial form of lingering death his end was intended
to take. The Shah's claimant was, of course, to be immediately
installed in place of the deposed ruler."
"And then----?"
"By ten o'clock on that same Thursday night the muzzles of two British
gunboats were pointing at the mouth of Zut harbour, ready to protect my
interests." There was a twinkle in Calvert's eyes, but his voice was
preternaturally solemn. "Farquharson had been forced to represent, of
course, that my person was in peril. You can count on the British
Navy's disinclination to inquire unreasonably into the precise cause of
these little affairs. I fear that the Commanders of those gunboats,
young lieutenants both, gathered from the wording of Farquharson's
appeal that my actual purchase of the island had taken place a few hours
before it actually had; in his hurry he omitted to mention the exact
time of the transaction." Creagh chuckled. "It was the death-blow of
the plot. Half the population made for the shore, to see what the
gunboats meant, and what Power they represented. And simultaneously, in
the courtyard of the palace, Aba and his chiefs proclaimed that in view
of the fact that the British had discovered a plot against his life, he
had placed himself under their protection. Only a question or two was
asked. The gunboats answered them."
"But I don't see----"
"Farquharson had interviewed the Sheikh first, of course," said Calvert
simply. "He had made his way into the private apartments, every inch of
the way to which was guarded. How he did it I don't know. Even by day
only the members of the immediate household were allowed to approach
within praying distance of the burying-place of his ancestors, where he
had ensconced himself. I know Farquharson only reached him at the peril
of his own life. He said the old man was quite reasonable under sheer
stress of terror, and delighted to accept four lakhs of rupees for the
transfer of the island. I told you he was old, and, luckily for us, his
sons were lepers. I gave him his summer palace for his own use and that
of the heirs immediate of his body in their lifetime. They were not to
go beyond the walls without a permit for fear of insurrection. Aba was
possibly the more amenable because he was frightened out of such wits as
he still possessed at the thought of being killed in the same way that
he had killed so many others."
"The three men actually were sent to prison then?" asked Creagh.
"Call it free accommodation in an hotel, it sounds better," Farquharson
corrected blandly. He had caught the last words as the men approached.
"I take it that a liberal supply of palm-oil greased your way through
those closed doors," said Creagh, turning.
Farquharson laughed.
"Oh, I had luck all through. I lighted upon the most useful drug in the
bazaar, an excellent remedy for sleeplessness."
"I should like to hear more about your doings, Mr. Farquharson," said
Beadon curiously.
"They're worth hearing." Creagh's tone was hearty. "He ran a great
risk, but it was to some purpose. You and I know how useful Mr. Calvert
has been to us, Beadon; how often his munificent gifts have helped the
nation through tight places when our own exchequer has run dry. I'm
sure he would be the first to acknowledge that he owes much of his
fortune to Mr. Farquharson's help."
Calvert nodded approvingly. Things were panning out as he hoped. He
appreciated Creagh's praise, but his eyes were fixed on Beadon--the man
who, politically speaking, held Farquharson's future in his hand.
And for the moment Beadon was silent. Then--
"What did you yourself get out of it all?" he asked abruptly. "At first
I was under the impression that you were Calvert's secretary, but some
one told me to-night that you held an even more important post."
Calvert laid his hand affectionately upon the young man's shoulder.
"He is Administrator of Taorna," he said; "our report will be published
in a few days. You will see then that the appointment is no sinecure.
I think I may say that we work the resources of our island to the
uttermost; we challenge you to make the fullest inquiries into our
methods and criticize them fairly. Japan took thirty years to grow;
we've taken ten. Even the present Government knows what our trade is:
we have been useful to England already. We have our own fleet and our
own Army, our own line of steamers for transport, our Chamber of
Commerce and Council. Farquharson is the power behind all these; he
holds them in the hollow of his hand. He works, I pay." A new note
came into Calvert's voice, a note of gravity. "I have made him ruler
over a few things already; at my death--God willing--I mean to leave him
in a position where he may rule many things."
Creagh and Beadon walked away in silence. It was not until they had
reached the lodge gates that the former spoke.
"Well, what have you decided to do for him?"
Beadon smiled.
"That's just like you! So you take my belief for granted, eh? Well,
you're right. One might not like him, but one must believe in him.
That impassive, implacable type of man always gets on. Look at his chin!
But one can't decide these things in a hurry. There's the Blue Book to
be looked through first.
"Oh, if it only depends on the Blue Book"--Creagh shrugged his
shoulders--"that's right enough. I read the proofs this morning."
*CHAPTER V*
"... A bar was broken between
Life and life ...
In spite of the mortal screen."--BROWNING.
An American's advice to Farquharson at this particular juncture of his
career would have been to "make things hum." The phrase itself is
vulgar enough, but, employed with discretion, American methods have
something in their favour. Farquharson, for one, knew their value. He
brought infinite tact to bear upon his capture of London; to have
captured London is, luckily for the nation, still to have captured the
world.
He started well, of course. He had come at an effective moment, and his
coming was judiciously pioneered. Then, too, he had the right influence
to back him, and an amazing personality. It was impossible to ignore or
be indifferent to him; he set too big forces in motion. Among the
leaders of society he awoke, indeed, something like enthusiasm, and the
plastic mob followed. Commercial enterprise has not yet robbed us of
our love of the romantic, and there was something essentially romantic
about Farquharson's past.
"The man takes one back to Scherazade and her thousand and one tales,"
Lady Wereminster decided. "He's unique. If he were to disappear before
your eyes on a magic carpet, or turn your inferior electro-plate into
solid gold, or vice versa, at an afternoon call, it wouldn't surprise
you in the least. And yet he is utterly without pose. Then the man's
voice! Well, Gladstone could talk about nothing for a solid hour or
two, and make you think you were overflowing with knowledge until you
analyzed what he had told you in cold blood. I believe this man could
go on talking half the night, and hypnotize you into believing the most
incredible facts."
That Lady Wereminster should take up any new-comer so warmly was in
itself a proof of Farquharson's success. Hare rallied her on the
subject.
"You've a positive _flair_ for him. How long will it last?"
Lady Wereminster shrugged her shoulders.
"One must be in the fashion; his name is everywhere, like Odol
advertisements."
Things had, indeed, opened out amazingly for the new-comer. Public
curiosity was awakened, and public curiosity is another way of spelling
success. Then, too, the political horizon was uniformly dull.
Farquharson's doings were a positive godsend to the Press. The Stock
Exchange was soon alive to his importance; Taorman bonds went up in
leaps and bounds two days after his arrival.
Beadon, coming to visit him one morning and finding him at work with his
secretary upon a mail from which he had separated a pile of invitation
cards, glanced from them to him dubiously. Even distinguished people
were anxious to be the first to exploit this man of the future; social
charity, which popularizes your entertainments with no commensurate
demands upon your purse-strings, is just as much sought after in Park
Lane as in South Kensington.
"Feeling rather helpless, eh?"
Farquharson pointed despairingly at the invitations.
"Shall I accept or refuse the lot wholesale?" Beadon frowned.
"A difficult question. A secretary can't help you here; very few people
could. It doesn't do to go everywhere; it lessens your value. And you
can't afford to waste a moment's time upon unnecessary people. No, the
Press is no guide. In the _Morning Post_ you'll find long accounts of
functions you mustn't dream of being seen at." He took up four or five
invitations haphazard, glancing at the names. "Merrimans, Churchleighs,
Halliways--what impertinence! You must refuse all those. I'll tell you
who could help you--Mrs. Brand. She's a great friend of Creagh's; you
met her at his house, I think. Put yourself in her hands--you can't do
better. She's a good woman, always ready to help. Give her the whole
bundle and take her advice implicitly."
It was the second time that the idea had been mooted to Farquharson.
He sat for a moment idly after Beadon had left, pondering. This would
be the first occasion on which he had ever appealed to a woman for help.
More, indeed, almost the first time that he had been brought into
intimate companionship with one. To know a woman well you must see her
in her home, surrounded by her individual accessories, the little
personal touches which are so sure a guide to character. And he wanted
to know Evelyn better, to trace the exact extent of her resemblance to
the portrait at Glune, which in the days of his worst loneliness he had
re-christened as his "Bride of Dreams."
He motored down to West Kensington that very afternoon, and found Mrs.
Brand in and alone. He went directly to the point, as was his habit; her
slight hesitation in accepting surprised and even slightly piqued him.
People were usually proud to do small services for him.
They met again next day by arrangement; he found her work practical and
business-like, and she was quick in decision like himself. It was the
first of many visits.
Little by little Calvert dropped out of the fray; having put his man in
the arena, he could trust him to hold his own against any opponent. He
was beginning to feel his age. But now at last he seemed on the verge
of reaping his reward for many yeas' toil and struggle. Farquharson had
saved him from going to the grave a disappointed man. For Calvert had
loved Cummings like a son, and the lad's change of front had dealt his
uncle the sharpest blow of his life. The Roman Catholic priesthood was,
in Calvert's view, a network of intrigue and deception, the betrayal of
a man's heritage of freedom; he looked upon Cummings as an enemy of the
State.
Calvert's interest had been purely impersonal at first; courage is after
all instinctive, and may spring as easily from love of adventure as from
nobler motives. "The crowded hour of life" is no real test of
character. But Farquharson won him in spite of himself. He outstripped
Cummings in a stride. Farquharson was born to give orders, Cummings to
obey them. Calvert found himself erecting a pedestal for the one, while
for the other he had made a home.
Calvert watched the growth of Farquharson's friendship with Mrs. Brand
with openly expressed delight. Farquharson needed softening. The
situation might have proved a trifle awkward in some cases, but Brand
was a mere nonentity--an asp whose sting had been drawn long ago. Some
years before a matter of a somewhat shady business transaction had
brought the two men together; Brand had presumed on his distant
connection with Calvert to use his name, and had been at once repudiated
by the elder man. By now he had probably forgotten the incident. There
had doubtless been many transactions of a like nature in Brand's career.
To Evelyn, these daily meetings with Farquharson were the fulfilment of
a great ambition. She had wanted this ideal companionship all her life;
the real "give and take" from which alone happy marriages are formed, if
men and women would but realize the fact. It seemed to Evelyn that to
be useful to such a man as Farquharson, to be at hand whenever he wanted
her, and away when her presence might have been a distraction, to listen
and understand his aims while keeping her independent judgment, to share
the undramatic part of his work and leave him the substantial success,
was a task any woman might be proud of. She threw herself with absolute
ardour into his most minute interests and schemes; after a time he
trusted her even with the outline of plans which had not yet taken
tangible shape, recognizing the value of her quick perceptions and
sincerity.
"You limit my acquaintances, but you yourself know far too many people,"
said Farquharson one day abruptly. "They make claims upon you and you
give in to them. When I left you the other day there were four people
waiting in the dining-room, pensioners, claimants, I don't know what
they were, but they annoyed me. You are a woman who could do something
if you set your mind to it. If these good folks want sympathy, let them
go to an idle or frivolous person who can afford to spend on them the
time you should devote to better things. Every one should have a set
purpose in life; trivial claims and small anxieties distract one in
spite of oneself."
"What set purpose can there be in the life of an ordinary woman of no
especial talent?" said Evelyn. "Only women of genius have real lives of
their own. Most of us are like poor little Alice--'part of the Red
King's dream'--or some one else's. If I died to-morrow, some of my
friends would canonize me and the rest forget. As far as acquaintances
go, one divides them into two sets: those one likes to know, and those
who like to know one. I am nice to the first because I want to be, and
nice to the second because I ought. I am not applying the rule to you,
of course--what is selfishness in a woman is singleness of purpose in a
man, remember."
Farquharson frowned.
"Leave cynicism to others. By the way, we haven't looked at my morning
letters yet."
At the Wereminsters' dinner party a week later, Farquharson was paired
off with Dora Beadon, encased as usual in her unyielding armour of
self-esteem. It was a compliment for which he was not perhaps
sufficiently grateful. He always found Miss Beadon dull, but to-night
she harassed him with a stream of impertinent questions intended to show
sympathy: "Why on earth don't you do this? Haven't you really done the
other? Everybody says----" and so forth.
"One hears of you on all sides," she said archly. "Oh, we all know about
these little West Kensington visits of yours; there will be quite a
scandal if you don't take care. I suppose you'll think we're all
dreadful gossips, but you can't expect charming women to talk nothing
but politics all day, can you? Personally, I always think a man wants a
thorough change when he comes home. Suppose he's in an office, for
instance, why, the last thing in the world he should do when he gets
back is to talk over troublesome business with his wife."
"I've heard a good many unsympathetic and incapable wives urge that as
an excuse for obvious neglect," said Farquharson dryly.
"Well, I know I never let my father say a word about politics or
anything he's really interested in--it's ever so much better for him to
hear what I've been doing all day," said Dora, defending herself.
"Salt, please."
Miss Beadon reddened slightly and tried another tack.
"You lazy person, there is some on your left. You've got an ally worth
having in Evelyn Brand, by the bye. Father says he has never known even
her work so hard. She's rather an extraordinary person too, you know.
She can make any one do anything she wants. Well, I suppose one
shouldn't say it"--she laughed consciously--"but pretty women generally
can, can't they?"
"Mrs. Brand's power doesn't depend on mere looks," said Farquharson
shortly. Across the table, as he spoke, he met the full look of her
animated face, too pale for perfect beauty to-night, yet glowing with
what, had he been a man whose mind lent itself readily to religious
thoughts, he would have called the light of the spirit.
There were other far prettier women present; there were many more
notable in the world's eyes. He looked with distaste at his colourless
companion--her name would be published in the papers to-morrow and
Evelyn's omitted. Yet scarcely one topic of conversation was broached
that night at table, of which Mrs. Brand had not some special
knowledge--knowledge so eminently marketable that, had it been in her
husband's possession, the little West Kensington flat might soon have
been exchanged for more congenial quarters.
"Fancy your not admiring her," Miss Beadon rattled on, delighted.
"She's certainly very white to-night, and of course her features never
were good. But if one's fond of a person their looks make little or no
difference to one. Love is the only permanent beauty doctor, I think."
Miss Beadon always gave out her platitudes with the triumph of one
throwing a searchlight on a gloomy corner.
"Don't you agree with me?" she asked coquettishly, mentally determining
to bombard Meavy with the same phrase later.
"Love's a subject I know nothing of, I'm afraid," said Farquharson
impatiently. Yet he paid Dora Beadon the tribute of remembering one of
the many hints she had let fall. What she implied was true; he did
already owe Evelyn a big debt of gratitude. The hours she had spent in
his service, the letters she had written, the advice she had given on
social matters, even the parties she had planned, the expense to which
she had been put, her sympathy--he had taken it all for granted, as
though she were his wife and it his due.
Thinking it over later, he was aghast at his own lack of consideration.
Then, characteristically, he made the best of things. Woman was made
for man after all. Was it Joubert or some other French philosopher who
said one should choose for a wife only such a woman as he would choose
for a friend were she a man?
A wife! The word, coming so readily to his lips, startled him. A wife
... a helpmate and companion, the tenderest of mistresses, and best of
friends. For a moment he saw a vision, a picture of what his life might
be with such a woman....
Such thoughts were not for him. Abruptly leaning out of the motor, he
hailed a passer-by, a mere casual acquaintance, who was delighted to be
recognized. He even drove on to the man's rooms in an access of quite
unusual cordiality.
The little interruption dispersed the vision. But it came back to him,
as dreams will, when he turned on the light in his empty room and stood
for a moment absently by the table laden with its mass of documents and
official pamphlets. It looked bare and cold--not right, somehow.
Wife! He tried to close the door of his heart upon the thought in vain.
He said Evelyn's name aloud, and smiled as he re-christened her.
"Evelyn--that would do for the world. To me she must always be Eve, the
first woman."
He drew a long breath, and set to work. The rough draft of accounts in
connection with a native industry he was opening out in Taorna had to be
checked and examined before dawn.
*CHAPTER VI*
"Those who want to lead must never hesitate about sacrificing their
friends."--LORD BEACONSFIELD.
Miss Beadon returned from the Wereminsters' dinner party even more than
usually self-satisfied. The Prime Minister himself had had a chat with
her, while as for Farquharson, he was constantly at her side. Another
conquest, she supposed--one worth considering this time, for Farquharson
was in his way a _parti_.
After all, as nominal housekeeper to her father, life had little more to
offer her. Even the best servants like a change of place occasionally!
The wife of an important man gets more attention than his daughter. And
some important post would doubtless fall to Farquharson's share ere
long. Dora had only to mention the matter to her father, to let fall a
few of those ready tears which so quickly subjugate a man's will and
reason, to get her way later, when there was a change of Government.
Her father was notoriously--she flattered herself most men
were--indulgent where her wishes were concerned.
Miss Beadon blissfully believed that all her acquaintances who had done
well in life, owed the position to her patronage. "So and so would
never have got that post by himself. Why, I had to beard the Prime
Minister in his den and do my poor little best to get round him before
he consented," she would say, in reference to some coveted appointment
which obvious merit, or a signed note from Beadon, had procured.
Outsiders, recognizing her vanity and her father's weakness, played up
to both because the game paid so well. If to make Miss Beadon believe
she was the _deus ex machina_ of all social and political events was to
secure her father as ally, it was worth while to frame a few extravagant
compliments, and spend half-an-hour or so, which might have been more
amusingly employed, in her company.
Miss Beadon fell a very easy prey to the schemes of intriguing mothers.
She was besieged with requests for recommendations by indolent young men
who had no qualifications for any opening which demanded work. At
public meetings she was invariably pursued by wives of provincial
town-clerks eager to advance their husbands' opportunities; she
plaintively complained that at bazaars her stall was the rest-house of
nervous mothers with marriageable daughters, who reckoned on Miss
Beadon's philanthropy to procure them coveted invitations. Bred in the
atmosphere of favour, and herself totally unable to tell good from bad,
Dora distributed smilingly innumerable small acts of favour, of which
either her father, or some minister anxious to please him, ultimately
paid the cost. Miss Beadon had the credit of a good action, which was
all that mattered so far as she was concerned. One questions if the
Holy Father grants his indulgences with as much inward satisfaction as
did Dora.
The night after the Wereminsters' dinner party, the Beadons and some
others had been invited by Hare to meet at his rooms and hear a famous
scientist lecture on radium. Functions like these bored Dora
inexpressibly, but to-night her maid was closeted with her for over two
hours before she succeeded in pleasing her dictatorial mistress. For
Farquharson was to be present, and Miss Beadon had always laid to heart
the adage that attractive clothes complete a man's subjugation.
So Felice, who had been kept up until the small hours of the previous
morning, was made to arrange and unpick, to drape and re-drape, to alter
and exchange article upon article of Dora's attire.
"Mademoiselle est ravissante!" she cried at length, with the easy lie of
the Latin races, as, the task completed, Miss Beadon surveyed her
reflection in the mirror with a satisfied smile. From crown to foot she
represented wealth, and yet how simple was the whole costume! The dress
itself was suitable only for a _debutante_ in her first youth--Dora
always dressed twenty years younger than her looks--but her jewels were
worth a fortune.
Brand, arriving at the party with his wife rather late in the evening,
noticed them at once and took in their significance.
"You have excelled even yourself to-night," he said, adopting the tone
of solemn fervour in which a very pious Catholic speaks of relics.
"Better not say such things, perhaps, but circumstances are sometimes
too strong for one. Yours is a regal power, Miss Beadon, yet you
dispense your favours with quite exquisite simplicity."
Dora looked up, surprised. Up to the present she had found little in
common with Brand; now she began to think she had misjudged him.
"Oh, well, it's always nice to help one's friends," she said, awkwardly
fingering her fan. "Evelyn does it too, doesn't she? She and Mr.
Farquharson are quite inseparable, I hear."
"Oh, Evelyn----" Brand shrugged his shoulder, and, obeying the
invitation of her gesture, seated himself deferentially beside her.
"What of that? Compare her years to yours, my dear young lady. Why,
she's like a mother to Farquharson. I dare say they are really about
the same age, but Evelyn's hard life makes her appear many years his
senior. Now you, young and fresh----" He paused and sighed. "Ah,
Richard Farquharson's a lucky fellow in more ways than one," he said
daringly.
"I can't think what you mean. How quite absurd of you!" giggled Miss
Beadon.
"You must really ask the Brands to dine next week, father," she
announced a little later. "We've all been mistaken in Mr. Brand, I'm
sure; there's ever so much more in him than one would think. We had a
most interesting talk together just now. And I'm rather sorry for him,
too. I'm afraid dear Evelyn doesn't make him happy. She's such an
icicle, and from what he said to me just now I'm sure he's a man of
extraordinarily deep feelings. There's nothing sadder, dear, is there,
than to see a woman sow sympathy broadcast as Evelyn does, and yet not
spare a grain of it for her husband?"
Easy indifference to the faults and failings of ourselves and our
personal friends carry a man unscathed through many a social dilemma,
but there are certain obvious misdemeanours to which he cannot well be
blind. Sin--if it be but brave in face of danger--does not actually
alienate us as mere meanness does. Love in itself, for instance, glows
with so white a flame that its reflection lights the face of any woman
who has given herself for love alone. Such a one hangs hourly upon the
cross of wounded honour, crowding more sacrifices for her lover into a
day than most of us can compass in a lifetime. But women who lie for
the sake of lying, who secure confidences by base means to sell or
betray them at the first prick of jealousy, and men who run up gambling
debts and leave their womenkind to pay them, are on a different level.
They return, like dogs, to their vomit, and the stench is surely foul in
the nostril of God and man alike.
Yet even for these allowance is made--so prone is society to condone the
faults of its immediate circle, if the men are good-natured enough to
entertain dull dowagers at dinner parties, and the women in question
have large enough balances at their bankers' to give large sums in
public charity or to found philanthropic annuities. A witty raconteur,
Brand's eye for detail, and memory for those trifles which sum up many
of life's minor comforts, had stood him in good stead for some years.
Luckily for him, they failed him only when he could count upon his
wife's popularity to keep him in the position he had once held unaided.
Some men "drop out or go under" without wincing; Brand was not of the
number. His hold upon his social niche, such as it was, was insecure
enough, at best; he meant to grasp it, to which end he laid successful
siege to Dora Beadon.
He was no coward; he faced facts unflinchingly when alone. Only a fool
makes the same mistake twice in life, the wise man turns mistakes to his
own ends. He knew well enough where he had gone wrong.... Handicapped
at the outset, he had still won some prizes early in his career. The
first years of his social life were eminently successful; he played a
good hand at whist, and learned the knack of paying compliments
discreetly. He made himself indispensable to the type of person anxious
to give parties, but unluckily a trifle hazy as to how the actual
invitations should be worded. He dabbled tentatively in stocks and
shares, with singular good fortune, as it appeared to those who did not
know his methods, paying part of his way by taking boys abroad at the
request of their parents. After a time it became known amongst his
friends that "Brand was a good fellow, always ready with a pony when you
needed one!"--at sixty per cent. interest, and the amount doubled if the
day of reckoning brought no cheque. His influence grew; amongst those
who had not borrowed from him he began to be quoted as a man to apply to
when you were in difficulties of any doubtful nature, one who would help
you pleasantly to evade the consequences of almost any imaginable
action. Oh yes, Brand, too, had been a favourite in his day.
But night falls suddenly upon tropical days; it had so fallen upon
Brand's.
He dated his ill-luck to the hour of meeting Cummings. Yet he had never
paid more attention to the development of any scheme. At the beginning
everything seemed to play into his hands. His idea, of course, was
ultimately to oust Cummings from his position as Calvert's heir, and
afterwards very delicately to insinuate himself into the vacant place.
He manoeuvred Cummings through the open door of the Catholic Church with
quite consummate skill--no female convert could have thrown herself into
the task with greater ardour. From thence to the priesthood, after
Calvert's indignant repudiation of Cummings and his creed, was an easy,
and obviously a final, step. But the sincerity of Cummings' detachment
had lifted him to heights which Brand could never realize. Never for
one moment did he regret his vocation, his only sorrow being at his
relations' pain and the withdrawal of his uncle's trust. Actual
financial loss affected him not at all. The priest's eyes now were as
clear and steady as when, a boy, he had stood upon the Glune road,
nervously trying to match his untried blade of argument against the
older man's skilled weapons. His smile, when it came, illumined his
whole face. If it were possible--yet how could it be possible?--Brand
might have thought him happy in his life.
So much for the scheme; Calvert himself upset its fulfilment. Rumours
of Brand's treatment of his sisters had reached the older man, and on
the single occasion when, in the past, Brand and he had come across each
other, he taxed him openly with having done to death two innocent women.
More than this. He accused him of having cleverly engineered Cummings
into "that hotbed of lying and deception, the Roman Church." He stated
facts so clearly that the pose of outraged honour and hurt
susceptibility, with which Brand at first met his attack, broke down
completely. The very setting of the interview was undignified. It took
place in the hall, with butler and footman within hearing.
"There's a notice up, inside, no dogs admitted," said Calvert grimly.
Advancing years weakened convictions; Brand always hoped that with
increasing age Calvert's opinions might change. But with Farquharson's
entry into Taorna, the last hope died. It was doubly unfortunate for
Brand that, at this period, his name should often have been mentioned in
connection with a notorious case where there was a strong inference of
blackmail, even if it could not actually be proved.
Oh, those hysterical women, with their love of keeping letters!
All this took place some years before Brand's marriage. He went abroad
again until the storm blew over. This rumour, at least, had never
reached Evelyn. Had others, he wondered? In all such matters she was
so strictly rigid; he often wondered if her uncompromising views of sin
were the result of temperament or convent education. Uncompromising to
sin, that is to say--not to the sinner. His wife seemed to separate
action from actor. The sin itself was loathsome, repulsive--it made her
shrink. The sinner was wounded, and for him she had healing balms and
ointments. But where another woman would have slurred over the cause of
the hurt, she spoke of it confidently by name, confronting adultery or
theft as she would any other mortal combat.
"We talk of Magersfontein and Colenso," she said once. "If we'd met sin
on another kind of battle-field and been defeated, why should we be
ashamed to call the battle-field by its own name?"
That Evelyn was original her husband conceded--at times he even took a
certain pride in her looks and ways. They were useful. But her
attitude to him personally was unendurable. She had never loved him, of
course--such a man does not ask for love; he would not have recognized
it had he found it. On the other hand, he had never claimed anything
from her to which she had not made instant response so far as she was
able. She had swept his floors and cooked for him, in their poorer
days, like the docile wife of any village labourer; she had mended his
reputation as well as his clothes, Hare once said, chuckling. When he
was ill she nursed him; when he was well she stayed with him or left him
as he wished. But day by day the wall that separated them grew higher;
he had married a pliable child, who had become a woman in an hour.
If he spoke of it at all--which was seldom, for, try as he would, he
could find no tangible ground for complaint--it was only to rail at her
religion.
"Those damned priests and directors are behind this pose of yours. I'll
break it down, as well as you, before I've done with you."
In an access of fury one day he dragged from her bedroom wall a Delia
Robbia plaque of the Madonna and Child, before which a lamp was burning,
and flung it to the ground.
Evelyn was smiling when he turned to her.
"Do you think one's faith depends on such things?" she asked, carefully
gathering up the broken pieces. "They're quite immaterial. Your
lover's picture is in your heart, whether you have his photograph or
not. I'm sorry you broke this, it is one of the few valuable things we
have. You may break or burn every outward needless symbol that I have,
if you choose--I'll put them away if you dislike them. What you do or
what you don't do doesn't touch anything in me. You killed my love long
ago, and as for faith--that's just between myself and God."
She blew out the lamp, when he cursed her, and it was never lighted
again.
Points of view such as these were indescribably irritating. In his
excuse it must be admitted that with increasing years Brand's physical
health had grown worse; long paroxysms of pain often seized him when he
was alone. Once he had been man enough to fight against his
irritability; he tended it now, watering it with his sense of ill-usage,
and kept its fruits for his wife. Her unshaken calm, her peace, her air
of quiet rest and strength when he was nervous and suffering, tried him
beyond words; there were times when he could have stopped short at
nothing to wreck her control, to subdue the unconquerable spirit that
passed through the mines and tunnels of the world, as though the way was
lit by an enduring light. The idea grew to an obsession. He himself
was powerless to hurt her; he must act through some one else. Life had
been unfair to him throughout; it had marred him first, then broken him.
Well, it should mar and break her too.
And if in the fall some other enemy could be made to suffer too, so much
the better ... some one to whom the gods had been lavish, as in the case
of Richard Farquharson.
Farquharson was drawn to Evelyn, Evelyn was drawn to Farquharson; there
was no doubt of that. And Miss Beadon meant to marry Farquharson, and,
by herself, would never accomplish her purpose. Why, there were all the
elements of a successful comedy in view if Brand could only teach the
puppets their parts.
An opportunity came shortly. A few days later, as Brand was sitting in
his little smoking-room, where the best, the most comfortable chairs and
sofas were collected, he heard his wife's knock at the door.
He glanced at the open letter in her hand through half-closed eyes as
she approached.
She held it out for him to read.
"Mr. Calvert's chauffeur has just brought this. The Bedfords have lent
him their box at the opera to-night; the Beadons are going, and he wants
us too. The man is waiting for an answer. We're free, of course, but
you don't care for Wagner opera, do you?"
Brand took the letter and read it with unusual deliberation.
"'_Tristan and Isolde_, and please be in your place a quarter of an hour
before the orchestra strikes up. We are a party of six,'" he quoted
slowly. "That means Calvert, Beadon, Miss Dora, you and I and
Farquharson, I suppose."
"Am I to refuse or accept?" asked Evelyn. "You look very tired to-night.
Are you up to going?"
"I'm right enough," said Brand. "I think--I'm sure, in fact, it will
amuse me, although, perhaps, that wasn't exactly the intention of the
composer."
He looked at her from head to foot critically, then fumbled in his
waistcoat pocket and drew out a sovereign.
"Get some flowers to wear--malmaison carnations for choice, if the
neighbourhood can produce them. The colour suits you. This is the
first invitation Calvert has ever given me, it mustn't be the last.
Remember, I rely upon you to do all you can in that direction. Wear
white to-night by the bye, you're one of the few women who can; and if
the carnations fail, get roses of the same shade."
"Thank you," said Evelyn, lingering still. So sudden, so complete a
change of manner made her vaguely uneasy. Brand never gave her money
without expecting its full value back in kind.
"Give yourself plenty of time to dress, Evelyn. I want you to look your
best. It's really an occasion."
He was still smiling as she closed the door.
*CHAPTER VII*
"Je connais trop tard quel est l'essential!"--E. ROSTAND.
"Oh, my dear, I'm so glad you've come to look after me," said Miss
Beadon; "I was getting quite embarrassed amongst this tribe of men."
She tried to pull Evelyn playfully down beside her as she spoke into the
vacant seat she had kept between herself and her father, but Calvert
interposed.
"I want Mrs. Brand next me, Miss Beadon. We've business to talk over."
He lowered his voice. "I'm going to plunge into things as usual.
Farquharson and I have just been discussing his plan of campaign.
You've worked wonders for him already; I'm trusting to you to
concentrate your influence at this critical moment. He's been seen and
felt already, but he's not actually been heard in public. Now I know
you've great influence with Beadon----"
Farquharson, entering the box at that moment; overheard the last
sentence, and came straight to Mrs. Brand.
"Is my chief worrying you again on my behalf?"
"I refuse to be drawn by that lure," Evelyn laughed lightly. "Don't be
ridiculous. I haven't done a single thing for you as yet. Mr.
Calvert's right, you know; you ought to speak soon in public. It's the
only way to touch the man with the vote, the great uneducated majority.
Why, I've seen two or three thousand people at the Albert Hall
absolutely swaying to one man's words. Oh, oratory is the power of
powers. To play on your audience like an instrument--there's nothing so
telling. When _The Ambassador_ was being acted at the St. James's
Theatre, the manager used to let me go behind and listen in the wings.
The big scene was the one between Violet Vanbrugh and Fay Davis, you
know, and Violet Vanbrugh had certain words to say--I've forgotten the
actual phrase--which always either warmed the house to frenzy or left it
cold. I used to stand with my eyes shut waiting for that speech--one
became in time so sensitive to the atmosphere of the house as to know
before it was given exactly how it would be received. I've never heard
you speak; but I know just how the world's going to take your speech
when you make one."
"Yet I haven't done much in that line," said Farquharson. "The plain
audience I'm accustomed to is quite different to critical London. Our
whole system in Taorna is different to your system here, of course. We
can't afford to have wastrels in our Assembly. The people elect their
Council from amongst men who've been proved to have the island's
interest at heart. And then each man has his own right of judgment.
When an appeal comes before us, we vote according to our individual
opinion, not according to party. The President has the casting vote.
We put men on their honour, as it were; we don't necessarily oppose
because we belong to the Opposition, nor do we change our opinions
unanimously because we're afraid to face a general election. If at any
time during his tenure of office a minister is found to have failed in
his duty according to the opinion of a quorum of his colleagues, he has
to come before a sort of political court-martial."
"I'm afraid our methods here are less straightforward," said Evelyn. "I
know of at least one by-election where an inefficient candidate was
pulled through solely because his canvassers said he had a sick wife
whose death would be hastened if he didn't get the seat."
"As a matter of fact he hadn't lived with her for years, and neither of
them took the least interest in the other, but his agent waxed
positively hysterical over the sentimental aspect of the case. Had
there been universal suffrage I've no doubt that the wife would have
plumped her vote for the rival candidate," said Beadon. "By the bye,
Farquharson, you're in favour of Tariff Reform, of course. Mrs. Brand
asked me the other day to persuade you to speak for us at our monster
meeting at the Albert Hall next Monday. You would be in good company;
we have a fine show of speakers."
"Delighted, of course," said Farquharson impassively. "It begins at
eight o'clock, doesn't it?" He took out his note-book.
Brand eagerly interposed.
"Mr. Calvert has just promised to dine with us that evening. Will you
come too? Lady Wereminster always invites my wife to her box; Lord
Meavy and Lord Creagh are coming too. We shall have to feed at an
unearthly hour, but perhaps you won't mind that under the
circumstances."
"Thanks very much, I shall be delighted," said Farquharson again.
Evelyn, amazed, leant back in her seat and whispered to her husband
under cover of her fan.
"I didn't know that they were coming. When did you ask them?"
Brand bent down, adjusting his opera-glasses.
"Don't give yourself away. The others will be glad enough to come if
Calvert and Farquharson do. Once capture the coming man and others will
follow. You must help me, Evelyn; it means everything to me to have it
known Calvert visits us."
"Of course I'll do my best. Oh, hush!" said Evelyn. The orchestra had
begun playing the first notes of that exquisite prelude to _Tristan and
Isolde_ which, _motif_ by _motif_, leads from the first confession of
love by way of desire and magic and mystery to the deliverance of death.
Wagner opera was to Farquharson a new experience. He had come that night
in a cynical enough mood. The darkness that enfolded the great assembly
in its mantle, the hush and tension under which it laboured, listening
without movement, rather as one corporate body than as a crowd of
separate entities, struck him at first as a mere pose. But presently
the power and strength and pathos of the music carried him away as it
carried others. This was real flesh and blood; impatience, ardour,
glory, the very song of the sea, transport and passion, blending with
underlying chords of human sorrow--each in turn rang true.
And as he listened old memories came thronging back, memories at once
exquisite and painful. For now the sufferings of his childhood spread
before him like an allegory whose language his mature eyes could read;
they had been encrusted for years with the ice of bitterness. But here,
under Evelyn's influence, the ice had melted. He detached himself, the
man, from the sturdy boyish figure which had flinched and wavered, but
yet never given way, and saw how the fire of manhood had been kindled by
those hours of stress. Wind and rain, storm and torrent, had formed his
character, and mountain fastnesses had been his playground. The whole
story of his childhood was a preparation for the battle he was fighting
now. His ceaseless combats with men and things, even the mimic raids
and sorties he had made as a child upon invisible foes, had stood him in
good stead later when struggle was as infallibly his portion as it is
the portion of certain men to sleep beside the hearth.
But if life for him was a battle-field, it was no less a battle-field
for the woman at his side. His foes were worthy opponents, men of
strength who brought their artillery to bear upon his little stronghold;
hers were mere thieves of the night, but both came armed with weapons
that drew blood.
Apart in body, separated from each other by every natural barrier, the
wheel of the potter, whose toil is endless, had shaped the rough clay of
these two human beings from very similar moulds. The voice of the great
religion to which Evelyn belonged has its unworthy exponents; it is not
always in a convent that the purest souls are reared. "_Factus obediens
usque ad mortem crucis_," is sometimes chanted solemnly by those who
betray unconsciously the souls of others; who impose little straws of
restrictions upon backs already bent to breaking by God's unswerving
laws. Should a Catholic sin, the fault is shrieked from the housetops,
so high a standard is demanded of man or woman who subscribes to that
high faith.
Yet the limits of Catholicism and the limits of Calvinism--apart as they
seem--can touch. The bigot of the one may be as the bigot of the other.
The gospel of detachment had been preached to Evelyn until, for a short
time, she let herself drift upon the waters of submission, and since
habitual and unquestioning obedience must crush in time the strongest
spirit, yielded in the matter of marriage to the direction of her
stepmother and father as she would have yielded to that of a spiritual
adviser. Now, too late, she knew that for this retribution would be
exacted hourly, for God strikes--not as men do, at the mere twigs and
blossoms of human frailty, but at the very roots of being.
Unconsciously the thoughts of the man and woman in the box moved on
converging lines and met, as the music below swayed onward and upward in
Tristan and Isolde's exquisite duet.
"_Isolde_. So stuerben wir,
Um ungetrennt--
_Tristan_. Ewig einig--
_Isolde_. Ohne End'--
_Tristan_. Ohn' Erwachen--
_Isolde_. Ohne Bangen--
_Tristan_. Namenlos
In Leib' umfangen--
_Isolde_. Ganz uns selbst gegeben,
Der Liebe nur zu leben?"
The spell of the music, rising to that passionate climax of the love
song in the second act where Night the Revealer points the way of human
transport to culminate in the superb Song of Death, broke the earthly
barriers of speculation, and two souls in the audience called to each
other as before the judgment seat and became temporarily one. Such
things have been since the world came out of chaos, and will be until it
returns again to the void. There is but one mate for each man and woman
in the world, and until they recognize the fact and learn with patience
to await that note of absolute conviction which is the one infallible
guide to happiness, marriages will fail as they fail now, and the Church
will give its empty blessing to those ill-assorted pairs whom God for
ever leaves unblessed.
"... Traut allein,
Ewig heim....
Du Isolde,
Tristan ich,
Nicht mehr Tristan,
Nicht Isolde....
Endloss ewig
Ein-bewusst:
Heiss ergluehter Brust
Hochste Leibes-Lust!"
"I always wish that the music of _Peer Gynt_ could have been written by
Wagner," said Evelyn. "Think what he would have made of Anitas' last
words: and the magic of the Troll Kingdom, and the great scene, as eerie
in its way as the Brocken scene in _Faust_--don't you really know it?
Towards the end of the play, just before he meets the Button-Moulder,
Peer Gynt, the failure, is standing alone on the moor with charred trees
and desolation all about him. Mist has risen, and all the world is full
of little voices. Tiny thread balls sweep before him--they are the
thoughts he should have followed. Dewdrops fall--his unshed tears;
withered leaves drift to and fro in his path and dazzle him--watchwords
he should have spoken; broken straws lie at his feet--an epitome of his
life. It's all so like one's own life, void and valueless. And yet
things started well enough. The very trees flowered, the dewdrops were
like gold in the sunshine, and one heard pleasant voices in the woods,
as a child."
"I've been thinking of my childhood too to-night," said Farquharson.
"My love for Glune has been with me through everything. Out in Taorna,
that night I was waiting in the Place of Sepulchres, I had a dream--a
vision, if you like to call it so--and Glune stood before me, as brave,
as broken, as courageous as of old. I could see the gorse in bloom and
the peewits circling round and round, and Dan waiting patiently as he
always waited.... I shall never forget the day that dog died
mercifully, it was in my arms. The man who made this music must have
been through heaven and hell too in his day. Glune has been through
both, and so have most of us Farquharsons."
"I sent my soul through the Invisible,
Some letters of that after-life to spell;
And by and by my soul return'd to me
And answer'd, 'I myself am Heaven and Hell,'"
Evelyn quoted below her breath.
"Oh, aren't those lovely words?" broke in Dora Beadon, impatient at
having been left so long to the companionship of Calvert and her father.
"Rossetti's, aren't they? Oh, Omar Khayyam, is it? Well, he's much the
same. One of my _attaches_, a student at the Academy, promised to set
them to music for me."
"Miss Beadon is a great devotee of music," said Brand gravely; "she has
a pianola and three gramophones."
Evelyn laughed.
"Dora dislikes musical people as much as I do. We spread the gramophone
story to frighten them away, don't we, Dora?"
"I shouldn't mind them so much if they were only clean," said Miss
Beadon. "Or if they wore better clothes! There's always a ready-made
thirty-shilling-the-suit look about them, don't you think, Mr.
Farquharson? By the way, Evelyn, you mustn't annex Mr. Farquharson any
longer; I really insist upon his coming over here for the last act."
Calvert's eyes and Brand's met for once in the intimacy of mutual
amusement. Dora Beadon was laying her snares a trifle flagrantly.
Well, Richard might do worse, Calvert thought. With so uncompromising a
face and figure Miss Beadon should certainly be a docile wife, and she
had money and position. Calvert had seen many brilliant matches fail,
two stars outshining one another and falling into oblivion. He looked
with awakened interest at the girl; the shadow of the box was kind to
her, and her pleasure at having drawn Farquharson from Evelyn had given
her for once an almost intelligent expression. He smiled benignly and
drew Evelyn's attention to the pair, with a genial little nod of
approval.
It was only at parting that Farquharson got an opportunity of speaking
again to Mrs. Brand.
Then--"I owe the Albert Hall Meeting to you?" he said, with meaning.
"It's another debt. No, don't deny it; you help every one. What was
said of Madame Recamier is true of you, '_Elle etait pour ses amis la
soeur de charite de lour peines, de leur frailtes, el meme un peu de
leur fautes._'"
*CHAPTER VIII*
"The Sacraments are seven--Baptism, Confirmation, Holy Communion,
Penance, Extreme Unction, Holy Order, Matrimony.... Each has its own
particular office: all give grace; but besides ordinary graces, they are
intended to bestow the special grace which may be required to meet
particular wants."--BISHOP BAGSHAWE.
"A lady to see you, sir."
"Oh, bother!" Cummings took the card impatiently, and then gave a
startled exclamation. "Tell her I'll see her in half-a-minute."
The sight of Evelyn's card revived old memories; he smiled, absently
fingering it for a moment before entering the little sitting-room. It
was years since he had seen her. He remembered her as an undisciplined
child; a small person with ideals which were never realized, an odd
mixture of dreams and contradictions. Knowing Brand and Brand's
capabilities as he did, no one was more surprised than Cummings at the
marriage.
Partly for love of the cause, partly to kill thought, he had done the
work of ten in his district, until at last his health gave way
completely. A stray bishop paying pastoral visits in the neighbourhood
took him in hand, and summarily ordered him away at a moment's notice on
a sea-voyage and six months' leave. Medical opinions at home were
slightly alarming; on his arrival in London he was packed off to
Brighton within twenty-four hours.
As he opened the door of the little sitting-room he thought at first
that it was the old unchanged Evelyn of childhood who greeted him so
warmly. But to read men's souls is part of the priestly office, and
there was something in her air of enforced gaiety which made him look at
her more closely.
"You dear!" she said, holding his hands in hers as if they were a source
of strength. "Isn't this a nice surprise? Lord Creagh offered to drive
me down, and I couldn't resist the chance of routing you out."
"You are just one of the few people I wanted to see," said Cummings.
"One of my last remaining links with the past. I won't have another
soul admitted while you're here. You'll let me smoke, won't you? I
want to hear about everything and everybody. I'm going to have my say
first, yours comes later. If you talk as much as you used, I shan't get
a look in when once you've started."
She became more at ease as he spoke. He pulled an arm-chair up to the
empty grate, and wedged a shiny black horse-hair cushion at her back.
"Now begin about home, please. Is my mother's complexion still like a
Greuze? How absolutely lovely she was once! Some one told me that my
father had sold his hunters and taken to driving out in a governess car
behind a fat pony. Surely that isn't true--they've not lost money, have
they?"
"He is very changed," said Evelyn, hesitating. "He has become a total
abstainer. Don't look so aghast, Jack; I believe in a way it suits him.
A year ago he had a stroke which shook his nerves a good deal, and your
mother is a chronic invalid, you know. She was thrown from the box-seat
of a coach at the four-in-hand meet three years ago. We think some sort
of vertigo must have seized her."
She looked pityingly at the bent form of the man beside her.
"We can't always be young, dear Jack," she said, with her eyes full of
pain. "I always think the most obvious compensation of old age is its
inability to feel, as we younger people do. The blows which fall on old
people scarcely seem to shake their serenity. But they shatter us. Oh
yes, it must be nice to be old. Your parents are marvellous considering
all they have gone through. And, you see, you were their life, their
all, and they won't let themselves be happy in your peace. Oh, my dear
boy, don't look like that; things will come right in time--at least
that's what I'm always telling other people," she added, faltering a
little.
Cummings walked up and down the room for a moment or two before
answering.
"_Pone, Domini, custodian ori meo...._ Yes, we say those things to
others, but they don't always convince us. There are times when
horrible spiritual dryness grips you, and you grope for days and weeks
in absolute darkness, knowing that you yourself have raised the veil
between you and the light."
"Sacrifice and death--somebody said those were the only terms on which
the God of life has made life to exist," said Evelyn softly. "The
French talk of the soul's secret garden as though it were a place of
promise and perfume. I always think one's secret garden is Gethsemane.
And sweat broke out even on Christ's brow in Gethsemane, you know. 'All
bound together with one chain of darkness, and to themselves more
grievous than the darkness.'"
"But the saints had a very great light," said Cummings. He shook his
head back with a characteristic little gesture of decision. "Do you
know what it is, Evelyn, suddenly, for no reason, when you are saying
the same prayers in the same way, kneeling on the same step, practising
the same austerities, whatever they may be, neither more nor less, to
have your hardness break down and your heart like a little child's
again? That has come before; it will, it must, come again."
Evelyn sighed wearily.
"It seems to me that sometimes one believes with one's heart and
sometimes with one's head. I suppose the best of all is when the two
work together. One can plant flowers in other people's gardens even when
they won't flourish in one's own back yard. It's the same principle as
telling a rosary. After you've hammered out half-a-dozen Pater and a
hundred or so Aves, they begin to take some meaning, don't they? 'Vain
repetitions' have their comfort after all. I heard such a nice story
the other day about two dear Evangelical old ladies. At seventy-five and
eighty, foreseeing the near approach of death, they began to take
lessons on the harp, because they thought the knowledge could be turned
to account later on in Paradise.
"Oh, delicious!" said Cummings. He pulled the blind up, so that the
light fell more fully on Evelyn's face. "I've finished whining. Now
tell me how the world has been treating you for the last few years."
Evelyn moved away restlessly to the window.
"What a nasty mean trick to let in that glare. You used to tease me as a
child," she said from the back of the room. "What made you take these
stuffy rooms, Jack? They're very ugly and uncomfortable."
"I didn't anticipate the visits of my female friends," said Cummings.
"Come here, Evelyn; be a good girl and--you know the rest. No, I'm not
chaffing now--you're bothered, aren't you?"
"I rather wish I hadn't come, Grand Inquisitor," said Evelyn. "Well,
put down those glasses then; they worry me." She came and stood behind
his chair. "Things are so horribly mixed up, Jack. One thinks perhaps
it's--dangerous to go to a special place and see a special person--and
then some one who has the right compels one to. Do you think what St.
Philip Neri said about the way of escape was true?"
"Ungrammatical--but fairly concise for a woman. By the bye, I always
gave St. Paul the credit of the remark you quote," said Cummings, his
eyes twinkling.
"I wasn't thinking of that obvious text," said Evelyn triumphantly.
"Capecelatro says what I mean--'Paradise was not made for cowards.' St.
Philip always told one to face foes visible and invisible, as you know.
But"--she bowed her head--"there was one particular temptation he told
us to fly from the moment we recognized even the barest shadow of
possibility of its coming near us."
There was a little pause.
"Yes?"
"Oh, I can look you in the face," said Evelyn hurriedly, coming forward.
"It's not quite a temptation, Jack. A shadow, rather, that I'm flung
against."
"But a substantial shadow."
"I'm shut up in the room with it," said Evelyn. "I believe I'm
exaggerating. The whole thing may just be a senseless scruple, or
vanity, and yet----"
"A cloud no bigger than a man's hand on the horizon," said Cummings
softly.
Evelyn sat down.
"I suppose I'd better tell you all about it. I believe I meant to from
the first. And yet there's nothing really to tell. You remember when I
was a child I always wanted to be in everything--at the head of it, as a
rule. Well, I honestly have been able to help one or two people
since--it's the old childish vanity again, perhaps. There's one special
person I've met often, and been a little--only a very little--useful to;
everything has combined to bring us together, interest, ambition,
sympathy. You see, the man doesn't trust women, but he trusts me--vanity
again, I suppose you'll say. Sometimes I make excuses; I say not at
home, and then he goes away." She stopped for a moment. "Then a note
comes from his great friend, asking some little favour, saying that only
I can do for him the special thing that is just wanted at the moment,
and so it all begins again. The man's a hard man naturally, and I want
to soften him. He's more gentle than he was, and kinder. He doesn't
believe in anything; that's another point. I wish he could meet you, or
some one like you who has fought battles and found faith. I can't talk
about those things--I never have; I don't think born Catholics often do;
we're lazier, perhaps, than converts. But he guesses what it all means
to me, I fancy."
Cummings waited.
"I feel like a rat in a cage sometimes," said Evelyn passionately. "I
gnaw a bar of my cage and make a passage, and then I'm put into another
cage with stronger bars and told to stay there."
"Come to the light," said Cummings. "Yes, I thought so. You're
overwrought and overdone. Well, I say to you as I should say to any
other woman, 'Go away.' Remember the accommodation muscles of one's
soul need rest just like those of one's eyes. Their focus gets strained
too. And there's another point." He hesitated for a moment. This was
hard to say under the circumstances, knowing Brand as he did.
"Something about marriage. Remember that marriage garments have to be
fitted like any others; they don't always suit at the first trial or the
last; but, unlike other clothes, you may neither sell them nor give them
away."
He turned away. His window opened on to a narrow side-street; a hawker
selling decayed vegetables and flowers was calling his wares a few doors
away. Children, playing hop-scotch on the pavement below, wrangled and
screamed over the game. From the Western Road came the jar and clatter
of motor omnibuses. Everything was noisy and turbulent.
"So I'm to go away," Evelyn said at last, blankly, drawing a deep
breath. "That's your decision. Well, I suppose you're right. The real
country must be very sweet now. Late the other night, coming back from
Weybridge, we stopped by the bridge to hear the nightingales in the
woods, just about midnight. I know a tiny cottage where I can go quite
by myself and be rural. There's a farm near which is kept by the
kindest, fattest woman I've ever seen--just like a very amiable
porpoise. She has cows and poultry, and once she let me try to milk a
cow. It took me a quarter of an hour even to get the bottom of the pail
damp. Suppose I go there later, Jack? There's a big meeting at the
Albert Hall next week, which I've absolutely promised to do some work
for, and go to."
"Take your cottage, by all means, but please have mercy on the cows,"
said Cummings. "You'll get off as soon as you can, won't you?"
They stood for a moment looking at each other--friends whose paths might
probably never cross again. Then Evelyn went out with bent head.
Cummings watched her go. When she was out of sight he made the sign of
the cross and sat down wearily in his chair.
*CHAPTER IX*
"A woman wishes and believes; a man wills and achieves. The wish of the
woman ripens into a faith; the will of the man hardens into a fact."--J.
S. BLACKIE.
From floor to ceiling the Albert Hall, which normally contains ten
thousand people, was packed to overflowing.
Tickets for the great Tariff Reform Demonstration had been begged,
borrowed and bargained for; it was said that a newly made peer had given
a hundred guineas for a box. Orderly files of subdued men and
women--the prevailing characteristics of an English crowd are melancholy
and dejection--stretched spirally like a huge serpent, outside each
separate door, awaiting the remote chance of returned seats. Hawkers
had pursued them to the edge of the barrier, chaffing them and harassing
them with a motley row of wares--gaudy painted flags and ribbon badges,
highly coloured and totally unreliable programmes of the evening's
performance, printed on coarse handkerchiefs, Japanese fans and cheap
scent, photographs of the leading members of the League, postcard views
of their homes and pets, sticks of chocolate, strips of gay-coloured
tissue papers tied together with string and known to the initiated as
"ticklers." It was a typical crowd except for its magnitude: street
loafer, cab-runner, British workman, bank clerk and wide-eyed child who
never stopped eating oranges, the suburban man of business with his
family, the socialist reformer whose personal habits made his immediate
neighbourhood unwholesome, the cynic who complained aloud of his own
special wrongs and the evils of the Empire, the people's orator who
swelled with importance and big words, and spoke with patronage of the
King--all were there.
The night was still young, and the policemen, still good-natured, bore
with patience the ceaseless effort of the crowd to break down the
barriers. Again and again they piloted such privileged beings as had
tickets through the seething, jostling lines of massed humanity; no easy
matter, in view of momentarily increasing numbers. Good-natured still,
they bore the banter and abuse of the great army of the ticketless as
the crowd swayed to and fro with love of excitement, that strange
passion for "seeing things"--from however uncomfortable a
position--which stirs most human breasts.
"London may have its ten men or its million on the brink of absolute
starvation, but while the half-penny papers exist, it can count upon a
given number of spectators wasting hour after hour of idleness outside
any public building where an important function is in progress," said
Lady Wereminster, arriving early.
Inside the hall itself, the brilliant gas-jets lit a brilliant throng.
The gallery was packed so closely as to suggest a probable need of the
nursing sisters and ambulances outside--now and again a solitary figure
in the background, man or woman, was lifted upon the shoulders of the
person in front to catch a momentary glimpse of the hall below. But
nearly everywhere, spaces accustomed to hold one as a rule held two on
this occasion; in the body of the hall whole extra rows of stalls were
added. The padded arm-chairs in the boxes had been taken out and cane
seats substituted, and in the larger boxes so many as twenty or thirty
people were assembled. Amongst these were some of the most notable and
distinguished men in England. Statesmen, diplomats, men who had helped
to uphold or save their country, bishops, admirals, generals, explorers,
war-correspondents, critics, leaders of society and commerce. Many
women were in evening dress; some wore jewels. Lady Wereminster was
holding a reception afterwards to meet the chief speakers of the Tariff
Reform League.
Almost every opera-glass was focussed upon the central platform where
the Executive Committee sat with their friends, eight rows of them all
told, each member of whom was notable in his own line, and could be
recognized by the man in the street, even without the aid of the printed
programme. The entrance of many more immediately prominent than others
had been cheered, but, except when the organ pealed out its jubilant
marches or national songs, at intervals, during the assembling of the
meeting, the tension was so great that hardly a sound or movement broke
it.
Evelyn, leaning forward in her box, with quickened breath and leaping
pulses, wondered if, with the exception of the four great functions of
the century, a more impressive sight had ever been seen in England. For
like the Jubilee and Coronation and the passing of the quiet dead, this
was essentially a "one man's show."
Unmoved, and with absolute composure, the veteran leader made his
triumphal entry in the midst of men and women who had for once lost all
their national calm, whose senses were wrought up to the highest pitch
of almost frenzied welcome, whose enthusiasm echoed in cheers so loud
that the great building seemed to rock in sympathy. The storm of
feeling swept alike from stall to gallery in a wild rush of
gesticulation and movement, so that in every part of the house there was
a confused blur of white waving arms, of fluttering handkerchiefs and
lace scarves, of flags and banners floating triumphantly in welcome.
There is still a heartier ring in British cheers than in those of any
other nation, although they come but seldom.
The moment was over, men and women sat back in their places, physically
spent, and a gasp of relief came simultaneously from the hall. Much the
same note broke from the men who reached the summit of Dargai, with
ranks thinned and broken by the enemy's rolling stones and concentrated
fire; one hears such a sound sometimes from a woman who looks upon her
child for the first time. Then the audience began to settle down to its
practical work of the night.
There was a mighty rustling of papers while the agenda was examined by
some twenty thousand persons at the same moment.
The chairman's opening speech was brief. He left them, he said, to the
care of the man who had their interests at heart; a man whose aim was to
keep British factories in England, to give to her sons of the Colonies,
who had so lately fought and bled for her in South Africa, a preference
in trade above that offered to foreign nations whose secret ambition was
to lower our flag and dim our glory. He called upon "the man of the
evening" to speak; cheers followed. A moment later "the man of the
evening" was upon his feet.
His first words justified the presence of the great audience. One of
his hearers heard them with sickening dread. One by one, straight and
to the point, the telling phrases fell, delivered in a quiet voice that
carried even to the gallery, as fiery comments from that quarter
testified. As an Imperialist, Evelyn rejoiced; the speech was historic,
it would live: but as a woman, her heart fell, aware, as only the
sensitive are aware, of every point the great leader made and how he
made it.
What remote chance had Farquharson of making his mark to-night? The
ground was being cut under his feet. How hard to follow on an expert
speech like this, which seemed to say all that could be said, which
dealt sharply and subtly with every argument against Protection in a
voice that became ever the gentler and more penetrating after the
characteristic pause which, to one versed in the ways of public
speakers, invariably heralded some especially telling or sarcastic
phrase.
Farquharson was to second an important resolution which followed the
great Fiscal Reformer's speech, a resolution which Beadon was to
propose. The Leader of the Opposition had pleaded influenza as an excuse
for dealing with the subject very tersely, and leaving its actual
explanation to a man who, should he win his political spurs to-night,
would be his colleague in the House. He was giving Farquharson his
chance in every sense of the word for Evelyn's sake.
And now the long-looked-for moment had come, and she trembled. That
critical crowd! So eager to thrust at the one weak point in the armour
even of its own knights. How would Farquharson face it? He had told
her that he did not excel especially in public speaking; what if he
failed? And why--why did it matter so to her of all people?
Beadon could always be relied upon to amuse his audience. He did not
attempt to meet his leader on his own ground; the aim of his brief
speech seemed to be merely to lighten the tension which succeeded the
conclusion of the former speech, given in words of solemn warning,
rendered the more intense in view of the speaker's having appeared so
little in public of late years.
As the Leader of the Opposition took his seat a pleasurable flutter of
anticipation moved the audience. Like women at a bargain sale, they
eagerly watched the advent of the latest novelty. Hare, well to the
fore amongst the critics, raised his field-glasses towards the platform.
In the arena there was a little hum of expectation. Even the reporters
below the platform laid their fountain pens and pencils down to stare up
half in curiosity, half in interest, wondering what signs of nervousness
the administrator of a place which had never been heard of until ten
years ago would show as he rose to confront the largest concourse of
people he had addressed, amidst the perfunctory applause of a few
friends.
But there were no signs of nervousness to detect in Farquharson's
assured step as he moved forward or in the glance he flashed over the
hall. He had himself in hand from the first. So much Evelyn could see.
Not a movement, not a tremor betrayed his emotion, yet the emotion was
there, she knew. She knew that his heart beat to it; that, as before the
eyes of a drowning man, a vision of past and present opened before him
as he looked down upon the audience.
Evelyn caught her breath. Only once before had this wave of absolute
momentary unconsciousness swept over her, leaving behind a definite
physical sensation as though every drop of blood had ebbed from her body
and the little torch of life was flickering out. All was dark. For the
moment she heard nothing and saw nothing and could do nothing but pray.
All her remaining will seemed concentrated on one point, a frantic
appeal to God that this man, to whom it meant so much, and who had no
near kith or kin at hand to ask for him, should do his best, that the
crisis should prove no crisis at all, but triumph.
The wave of faintness passed; presently, out of a tangled confusion of
sound she distinguished the notes of a voice familiar and yet strange, a
voice whose magnetism seemed to have drawn every soul in the hall to one
central spot on the platform. Her tired brain righted itself by sheer
strength of will. She meant to notice every detail; next morning he
would expect her to know just what portions of his speech had told, how
the crowd had taken this and that dubious point. She called up every
faculty of criticism and judgment in view of his demand, weighing and
balancing, like an opponent, the new line Farquharson had taken, his
methods, his choice of language, his rare actions--not with those of the
average politician, not even with an acknowledged master of debate like
Beadon, but with the orator of the evening, the man who, since
Gladstone's death, had been known as the best speaker in the House of
Commons.
And as she listened her thoughts swept back to all that she had read of
other statesmen--Pitt, Burke, Peel, Palmerston, Bright, Cobden, Disraeli
and Gladstone--men whose names lived still in England, and would live
for ever. For Farquharson beat his leader. His was the real gift of
oratory, form combined with substance, a flow of eloquence and
imagination kept in check by reason--the Heaven-sent inspiration which
comes, perhaps, to half-a-dozen men within the century. His audience
did not applaud--applause would have interrupted. They listened
spell-bound, every thought given up to the quiet figure on the platform,
who made use neither of sensational phrase nor dramatic gesture, but
held them by sheer force of brain and personality, as he marshalled an
array of facts against which there seemed to be no appeal.
"The mantle of Elijah..." said Lady Wereminster below her breath. But
Evelyn did not answer. Through her opera-glasses she saw the tears of
pride on Calvert's cheeks and Creagh's delighted expression--"Wasn't I
right this time, you fellows?" she could almost hear him say. There was
a tender smile on Hare's face as he turned in Evelyn's direction and
nodded, bringing the palms of his hands together in noiseless applause
at the same time. And she saw more still. A wonderful light had leapt
in Farquharson's eyes as he bowed his acknowledgments; the light which,
having once seen, no woman can mistake, as he looked straight at her and
through her, as though laying his triumph at her feet.
There was a voice in her ear.
"Ex-cel-lent," whispered Brand. "You've done very well, my dear. I'll
make it worth your while." He stooped down and patted the disarranged
lace of her fichu with the air of a proprietor. "I saw that look.
There's not much I don't see, you know. But I'm an amenable husband,
and won't interfere; indeed, if you go on playing your hand as well as
you're playing it now, I shall have nothing to complain of. Whatever
happens, you are to keep in with Farquharson--do you hear? Whatever
happens, mind!"
Lady Wereminster looked down ruefully at her glove. She had herself in
hand again.
"Good gracious, look at that. Split right across, my dear, with all
this clapping. How my maid will scold me! She ran about all over
London for them, trying to match the colour of my gown, and in the end
we had to order them from Paris. As for that young man, he's wonderful.
The eighth wonder of the world--he must have escaped direct from
Ephesus. I only hope his head won't be turned after this. Why, Evelyn,
what's the matter?" She turned to a young King's messenger at her side.
"Here, help Mr. Brand to get his wife out of the box; she's fainting."
"Indeed, no; I've never fainted properly in all my life," said Evelyn.
But she went outside obediently, summoning wit and courage to her aid.
The air was cooler there, the platform hidden. She laughed and talked
with the others while Brand waited on her assiduously, the image of a
devoted husband, plying her in turn with smelling salts and scent, and
Dora Beadon's ever-ready fan.
But her thoughts were turbulent; the scruple was no scruple now, but
visible danger. A thousand dreads and terrors shaped themselves before
her, ghosts of the past, and newer and more terrible phantoms. How far
could she trust herself--how far trust him? Then, too, she had looked
into a man's heart that night--her husband's; even she, who forgave
much, would never forget what she had seen. Cummings was right, she must
go at once; escape for a time at least from the hideous knowledge of
what her husband was, more clearly defined now than ever before. And
meantime and afterwards she must go on living with him, must show
herself in public beside him as his possession, must return with him
that very night to West Kensington to share his bed and board. She must
suffer all, must bear all, insults, wrongs bodily and mental, bracing
will and spirit, nerving her frailty to meet such horrors as convention
called upon her to endure.
This was life, this was duty; this stern uncompromising Catholic ideal
of marriage, the Sacrament. It was not true, it was not true! Those
whom God had joined together were joined for all eternity, but what had
God had to do with her own and many another such marriage?
*CHAPTER X*
"Faith is required of thee ... not understanding."--THOMAS A KEMPIS.
Public praise does not always come to him who has legitimately earned
it. A man gives his life to extend the commercial resources of his
native town, and hears the devotion and sacrifice of some man of means
who has just presented a handsome donation to the fund openly acclaimed
at local meetings. By twelve o'clock next day the steps of No. 50
Carlton House Terrace were besieged by a crowd of district messengers
and telegraph boys with an array of communications for Miss Beadon.
Everybody believed her to be the one behind Farquharson's success of the
previous evening, and Dora was the last woman in the world to deny a
rumour so obviously to her advantage. Indeed, by the time she had
mastered the contents of all her numerous congratulations, she had
persuaded herself that the young man owed his appearance on the Albert
Hall platform to her, and to her alone.
And now she set to work seriously to weigh the pros and cons of the
situation. Miss Beadon, remember, was no longer a _debutante_. She
realized that her name had appeared sufficiently often in daily papers
with the same prefix. There is a limit to public credulity--it is
difficult to believe that one woman has refused every eligible suitor in
the marriage market. But Miss Beadon had still to find that convenient
person who would add to, instead of detracting from, her present
position.
Farquharson, who, virile and determined, had a fighting spirit and a
great capacity for work, seemed to solve the problem. Dora realized
that to gain her point she must lay siege to Farquharson before his
position was established. She had heard her father and other
ex-ministers talk openly of his talents; had heard the wildest
predictions of infatuated women taken seriously even by men like Hare
and Creagh.
If she were ever to hold him, the chain must be forged soon. But how to
deal with such a man? Dora had, of course, no doubt as to her personal
charms, but Farquharson was a misogynist. He had made as many enemies
as friends by his aloofness. So ordinary wiles and ruses would probably
leave him cold, and she must summon stronger forces to her aid. Her
father was naturally the trump-card in her hand; moral suasion or
dissuasion, in politics, is often a synonym of social blackmail.
Evelyn must be confided in, naturally,--one went to Evelyn for sympathy
as one went to Paquin for frocks--both supplied "the superior article."
Evelyn, all the same, had done her best to commandeer Farquharson--Dora
supposed he pitied her. The Brands were so very badly off. There could
be no question of rivalry, of course, where Evelyn was concerned; nor
was Dora likely to be jealous. Even had Evelyn not been married and a
Catholic, one is not jealous of a woman who has to go through the season
with three frocks, and turn last winter's gowns, Miss Beadon mused.
Evelyn had a tiresome knack of pandering to men's vanity, though--or why
should they all combine to rave so idiotically about her?
Only the generous appreciate generosity. And gratitude is an ephemeral
bloom which flowers in too few gardens.
The capture of Farquharson--from a different aspect--was the object of
Brand's thoughts too. Eminently practical, he was the first to
acknowledge what a mistake he had made the night before. If he knew
Evelyn at all, she would avoid Farquharson for the future; religious
women were like that--they always ran off at a tangent when you tried to
pull them up. Somehow or other she must be conciliated; must be made to
meet the man again on some plea impossible to withstand.
Appeal to Evelyn's love of help and you won her at once. Unluckily, in
the present instance Farquharson seemed rather in the way of conferring
than of receiving favours. Other means must be used, as powerful, if
less obvious.
It was precisely at this crisis in his thoughts that, sauntering slowly
in the direction of Hyde Park Corner, Brand came face to face with Dora
Beadon.
Farquharson's pressure of work, which had been rapidly increasing for
the last few days, came to a climax on the morning after the Albert Hall
meeting. Acquaintances with whose name he was scarcely familiar
telegraphed congratulations; his friends thronged to his flat in relays.
The Taornian Council cabled a long code message; the Stock Exchange and
Wall Street felt the movement. His secretaries were kept so busily
employed that he was forced to send his valet with a handful of notes to
interview the representatives of the less important Press, who had been
found upon his doorstep with the morning milk.
But Farquharson was not openly exhilarated or depressed. He was too
sure of himself to be easily surprised. Last night his pulses had
beaten a trifle quicker, of course; conflict braced him. But it was the
pride of moving men, not doubt of his ability to move them, which
thrilled him. The Albert Hall meeting was a matter of course; a thing
he had worked for, and planned. Christmas Day falls on the 25th of
December; he was as certain of his success as that the festival would
not be altered.
Calvert, entering his room at the luncheon hour, found him cool and
collected, absolutely unruffled by events which might legitimately have
stirred him.
So busy was he that it was not until comparatively late in the afternoon
that he had time to think of Evelyn. Perhaps he took her rather for
granted, too. His faith, after all, was based on surer reasons than the
average man's trust; he had proved her loyalty and endurance more in a
month than most men would in a lifetime. From her alone of his friends
there was no morning greeting, but he was not disappointed. Even in
small matters it was impossible to mistake her. He was to dine that
evening at the Brands'; she would tell him then what she could scarcely
say in a letter.
The last few weeks had altered him more than he knew. Between him and
Calvert there was now a sympathy and tenderness which had never existed
in Taorna. Farquharson had been a machine then, a magnificent machine
which could be relied upon to produce the best work--nothing more. Now
he was human.
Too human, probably, he thought suddenly, realizing in a flash how his
work was tending to the moment when he would reach the Brands'. "Peace
after Toyle" was what Evelyn brought, absolute rest of mind and body. A
dangerous quality to come in contact with when it belonged to the wife
of one's neighbour.
For primitive man may be awakened in even the most hardened diplomatist.
And Farquharson was not naturally hard. Love of victory, too,
counts--the spirit which makes a man want to carry off the woman he
loves in face of danger, and put her before him on his horse and look
back laughing with bullets whizzing about them, and a precipice ahead,
for sheer love of devilry and adventure and desire to possess the thing
he wants.
To Evelyn, counting the hours till dawn, and saddened when dawn came
because it brought the parting of the ways, it seemed that life, so
broad and beautiful only yesterday, had narrowed again into the old grey
road without a turning. All that had made life so sweet lately must go
now: the little plans, the little projects to help Farquharson, their
daily meetings, ...; all that had brought colour into the monotonous
road, had made it fragrant and glowing--how fragrant, how glowing she
had never realized till now when she must make up her mind to stand
aside for evermore; hardest of all, perhaps, possibly to watch another
woman in her place.
For she could no longer cheat herself with half-truths, and talk of
vanity and imagination. Last night the very beating of her heart
betrayed her. In the strange inconsequence of memory, her mind went back
to five years before, when two Glasgow engineers, who were building a
temporary bridge at Comrie, talked slightingly in her presence of
"_little Highland burns_," when wise men of the neighbourhood told them
that their bridge was built too low, and that they had not allowed for
the rising of the floods. For those same little burns took counsel
together, biding their time, waiting until a night when all was still,
when they suddenly drew the forces of the mountain and swept down the
hillside in a mighty torrent, gathering strength as they went, carrying
all before them, undismayed, until at last they reached the temporary
bridge and tore it from its moorings, to play with it in mid-stream as
children play with a broken fragment of wood.
So love, once recognized, sweeps all before it, honour, loyalty, faith,
a torrent that nothing can withstand, nothing compel or alter but the
will of God....
A little book lay open on her writing-table, a frequent companion. It
had comforted her before; she wanted comfort now. She opened it at
random, and her eyes fell on these words--
"To be fully satisfied shall not be granted thee.... Be valiant in doing
as well as suffering things repugnant to nature.... Do that which is
against thy inclination and let alone that which thou art inclined to.
That which is pleasing to others shall go forward; that thou would'st
have shall not succeed. Others shall ask and shall succeed. Thou shalt
ask and not obtain."
"_Others shall ask and shall succeed_." That sounded like Farquharson.
"_Thou shalt ask and not obtain_." Was that herself--an omen of the
future?
She took up her pen to write a note postponing Farquharson's visit that
evening. For once she must run counter to her husband's interests; she
was in a mood to welcome even the physical roughness with which he was
wont to meet her failures to obey him. Just then he entered with a
letter, a pencilled note obviously scrawled with great rapidity upon a
visiting-card of Dora Beadon's, enclosed in an envelope.
"I met Miss Beadon just now in the street," Brand said. "She asked me
to give you this. She said it was very important, and that she wanted a
reply at once by wire."
He watched her closely as she read the letter.
It was short and to the point--
"DEAREST EVELYN,
"Will you help me? I have asked the one man in the world I want to meet
to dine with us to-night, and he has declined on the score of going to
you. Do not suggest putting him off--he will guess that I have asked
you. But will you have me too? You have often told me that I ought to
marry--well, I've met the one man in the world who could persuade me,
and I owe it all to you.
"Evelyn, you must! I count on you.
"D.B."
"She wants the answer now?" Evelyn repeated dazedly. She put her hand
to her head. Calvert's little gesture on the opera night came back to
her; a thousand trivial incidents which pointed the way to further
possibilities of intimacy between Dora and Farquharson.
"Here's a telegraph form," said Brand. He pushed it towards her,
tapping impatiently on the floor. "Well, what are you waiting for? I
thought you were a woman of decision."
"Miss Beadon wants to dine here to-night," said Evelyn slowly. The
words were wrung from her. Was this the solution of the problem? It
was so difficult to judge. She had not meant to see Farquharson again
before she left town, but now----
"You are to accept," said Brand, with his hand heavy on her shoulder.
"To accept--do you hear?"
He stood waiting as she wrote her answer, noticing the hesitating,
illegible scrawl, that was so utterly unlike Evelyn's usual firm hand.
"Miss Beadon, 50 Carlton House Terrace, Shall expect you to-night at
eight o'clock.--EVELYN."
"Good!" he said jubilantly. He took up his hat. "I'll take it myself.
Clever woman! We're getting thoroughly well in with the Beadons. Miss
Dora's a nice girl, too. What a match she'd be for a man who's starting
in his career. She'd get him to the top of the tree in half the time it
would take any one else."
He left the room whistling. Evelyn, alone, sat on idly at her table,
her hands resting upon the book of telegraph forms. Well, she had had
her day, a perfect one. No one could take that from her. But there was
to-morrow to face, and all the to-morrows still to come.
*CHAPTER XI*
"Whether you be men or women you will never do anything in the world
without courage. It is the greatest quality of the mind--next to
honour."--J. L. ALLEN.
Lady Wereminster put up her lorgnette and looked round Evelyn's cheerful
little sitting-room at Bramley with intense dissatisfaction.
"Comfortable in its way, yes. But, my dear child, why on earth should
you come to such a dull place in the height of the season? You must
have had some reason for it. Illness, economy? You are not a woman of
moods to do things purposelessly or in a temper. And to go away and
leave no address too! I tell you every one's talking about it. The
charm of the country indeed! The world won't swallow that. It only
looks upon the country as a means of wearing a different set of smart
clothes, that's all. And you yourself have always waited until August
to go to the country until now.
"I wish you were not so reserved, Evelyn. You've made enemies, you know;
women like you always do. You know they say that in a successful play
an audience has to be taken into the author's confidence from the first
act. Well, the world's like an audience, and wants to know one's
secrets too. (It'll betray them at the first opportunity, but no
matter.) It doesn't understand you. It calls itself Christian, but it
sees Christian principles so seldom that when it comes across them it
suspects their probity at once. When it meets a person who helps others
for the sheer love of giving help, like you, it says, 'Hallo, there's
something behind this; I must set to work at once and rout it out!' And
on it switches its most powerful flashlight of envy and malice.
"Don't contradict me, my dear. When I was young I believed I knew
better than any one else, and now I'm sure of it. If I hadn't learnt
something of life by seventy-five, I should be a fool. You're quixotic,
and quixotry is out of date. Now-a-days we only take trouble because we
want to get on, to fill our pockets, or be advertised. Politics--art--we
try to excel in these because it will make people talk of us. As for
charity----! In nine cases out of ten charity is the refuge of the
uncharitable--the means by which elderly spinsters and widows of no
social importance foist themselves on the notice of a public which would
never have heard of them under any other circumstances, and delude
themselves in the belief that they are personages."
"I wish you'd have some lunch or something," said Evelyn blankly; "you'd
feel ever so much better then."
Lady Wereminster chuckled.
"A polite way of stopping my tongue, eh? But what I've said is for your
good, Evelyn, as unpleasant things always are in the view of the person
who says them. Every one's discussing this sudden flight of yours, and
the world can't talk about anything long without saying something
scandalous. And we all miss you so! Creagh's depressed, Wereminster's
so irritable that I can hardly face him at meal-times, and as for Dora
Beadon, she's more odious than ever."
"You dear old impostor, I've only been away a week!"
"A week, my dear--a day's enough to start a sensation in London, if it's
properly spread. You see, try as you will, you can't escape being a
personality. You're known, and you're watched. Must I speak plainer?
Well, then--when it happens that the motor of a very notorious personage
has been waiting outside your house day after day for six weeks or more,
and the visits suddenly cease and you run away into the country, the
world scents out a quarrel, and begins agitating itself as to the
meaning of it all."
"I care very little for the world's opinion," said Evelyn.
"No incense, please," said Lady Wereminster sharply. "Not care for the
world--a good-looking woman like you! Stuff and nonsense! You're
living in the twentieth century, not the sixteenth. People can't go and
stand on pillars like St. Simeon Stylites, and be comparatively
disregarded. The telephone has made that impossible. Why, if anybody
did such a thing now, within half-an-hour he would have a row of
Pressmen at his feet, expecting him to fall off."
"But I don't want to sit on a pillar or do anything remarkable," said
Evelyn. "I came here because I was tired out. I had a lot of work over
that Albert Hall meeting, you know. As for Mr. Farquharson, the one or
two things we did together are over now. One doesn't expect a future
Prime Minister to go on calling on insignificant people like ourselves
day after day."
"Umph!" Lady Wereminster looked her up and down critically. "The man's
not in Parliament yet, even. So you were tired out? And never let one
of your friends know? Is the air supposed to be especially good here,
by the bye?"
"It's the best in Sussex," said Evelyn promptly. "We are I don't know
how many hundred feet above the sea. There's no known disease we can't
cure in about ten minutes. Didn't you notice the russet-apple faces of
the village children as you came?"
"All I can say is you don't do the air credit," said Lady Wereminster;
"you're drawn and pale, and you've got deep lines under your eyes. And
your _protege_, by the way, has scarcely been heard in public since you
left. If you don't come back and look after him, people will say the
famous Albert Hall speech was his swan-song."
Evelyn laughed outright.
"What utter nonsense! My dear lady, there's nothing that man can't do.
If he's quiet now it's for a purpose. He means to show us we can't do
without him and so force our hands."
"Perhaps you're right," said Lady Wereminster slowly, proceeding once
more to enfold herself in a voluminous motor veil. "By the way, you
never asked me how I found out your hiding-place. Your husband gave me
your address--in the very strictest confidence. I'm not sure he hasn't
given it to other people too. I saw him standing in a corner last night
at the Beadons' party, with Mr. Farquharson; the future Prime Minister
wrote down something on his shirt-cuff as your husband left. It may
have been an appointment, I don't know." She turned briskly. "Well,
there's the motor. You won't change your mind and let me take you back?
Good-bye, then, wilful woman."
She was gone. And Evelyn, standing alone at the gate watching her out
of sight, found her voice at last and called, "Come back, come back,"
too late. She even ran a few steps in the direction that the motor had
taken before realizing the utter futility of her action.
Only one's thoughts can keep pace with a forty horse-power car!
Half-indignant, half-despairing, she repeated Lady Wereminster's words.
So the world was talking, was it? Well, it had no respect of persons.
She was blamed in good company. In days of old, a king's conduct was
supposed to be beyond reproach; now-a-days even his Majesty's actions
were occasionally called into question by the daily Press to whom he
gave the liberty which they thus abused. Surely an insignificant person
like herself could afford to let the world say what it would and bide
her time. For sooner or later evil tongues bring evil on themselves;
they carry their own corruption with them.
The poison of asps killed Cleopatra in her day. And souls and
reputations are alike easily slain. For herself it did not matter. But
Farquharson had his foot on the ladder of success. He was in the thick
of enemies; this, the outset of his campaign in England, was the
critical period. He must not be checked now, whatever happened.
Too late to repair it, she saw the mistake she had made. She had run
away like a frightened school-girl--run away from thoughts and fears and
memories which had only taken a stronger hold on her in the past week.
A little forethought--a hint of enforced economy to Lady Wereminster,
and she might have got some post as chaperon to a girl abroad, and let
her flat. There was her husband to be reckoned with, of course, but
with board and lodging paid for, she herself could have managed on very
little money, and long experience had shown her that Brand well paid was
Brand well satisfied.
In solitude, in contemplation, the heart sounds the depths of its own
bitterness. Solitude brings peace for the worker who has a task to
fulfil which its special conditions make imperative, or for the mystic,
already detached so far from earth that human longings can no longer
reach him. But in the restless and passionate spirit, it breeds new
restlessness and passion. Only the glare of the world can blot out
certain dreams and visions, only the hum of Vanity Fair stifle the voice
that calls in darkness.
Bareheaded, her hair stirred by the light breeze, hardly conscious of
where she was going, Evelyn walked on and on, looking neither to right
nor left. Dusk deepened and found her still searching aimlessly for
peace which had for ever escaped her. She had eaten nothing since
morning, and now it was nearly nine o'clock. Physically spent and
broken by the struggle, exhausted and fainting, she knew suddenly that
she could not walk a step further. There was an opening in the little
wood beyond which offered temporary shelter. She was making her way to
it, blindly groping in the darkness, when from behind she saw two great
lights sweep rapidly upon her, like an animal on its prey. She gave a
startled cry. The car slowed down; the man who was driving it got down.
It was Farquharson.
How did he guess who it was? Trembling, she turned to meet him. He lit
a match and held it in front of her, looking straight into her eyes as
it burned out. He was pale, and his mouth was set in the determined
lines she knew.
"So you thought you could escape me!" he said, laughing.
It seemed to Evelyn afterwards that years passed in the moment he held
her to him, stifling her fluttering cry with the torrent of his words.
"You ran away, did you? That was very cowardly, Eve. Didn't you know I
should move heaven and earth to find you? As a matter of fact, no
heroics were necessary; I asked Brand for your address last night and
got it at once." The explanation was so typical! "I have been trying
to get to you all day; I came here, in fact, two hours ago, but they
didn't know at the cottage where you had gone, so since then I've been
chasing you all over the county." He took her face in his hands; he
could not see its expression, but he felt her quiver. "I've learnt a
lot of things since I saw you last, Evelyn," he said, very gently. "You
can't go on living with your husband, that's one thing. I can't go on
living without you, that's another. Where are the matches?" He let go
of her to light up again; even in that moment it struck her how unlike
the things that happen in real life are to the scenes in books. His
eyes were alight with triumph; there was no tragedy here, only joy. He
asked no questions, he was sure of himself and sure of her, strong in
the hope of victory.
"Career--did I hear you say something about my career? Careers don't
depend upon conventional morality. Besides, it's only a question of
shifting the scene. If England won't have anything to do with us,
there's always Taorna, my own place with my own laws. Or if we want a
bigger field--America. They let one have the courage of one's own
opinions there."
He stopped. His eyes looked past her, on into the world he had never
seen where they could begin life together. The darkness hid his face or
she would at once have wept and rejoiced at its look of half-boyish
exaltation. He had had to wait and work and fight for things all his
life; but they had come to him. Unconsciously from childhood he had
waited and worked and fought for this--so surely it was his.
Voiceless still, she swayed in his slackened clasp, and he bent down,
wondering. His voice softened.
"Still nothing to say for yourself, Eve? Won't you even tell me that
you're glad? Try to understand. It's you who are living a lie, not I.
Real adultery is to live your life with the wrong man, as you are now.
You're made for me, and I for you. The world shan't dare to throw a
stone at you--I'll see to that. We'll win through everything, hands
down. Love's the fulfilling of the law. Sinning against it is the one
unpardonable crime. It's when a man does that, that he deserves the
hell to which he's probably already sent the woman who loves him."
"Wait," said Evelyn at last. "Let me think--I must think." She put out
her hand to warn him back. She was face to face with naked facts; it
had never been Farquharson's way to lie to those he trusted; he was not
lying now. There would be no concealment in his actions now or ever, so
far as she was concerned; he would take and keep her in view of the
world, because he thought she was his by right of love. So strong,
indeed, was he that he might even wrest a certain sympathy from the
world for his courage and daring.
His words had driven away her faintness; they were, after all, but the
echo of those she had already stifled in her own heart. Weakened and
unnerved by the day's fast, they sounded in her ear like a trumpet call.
Here, beside him, away from husband and friends and priests and
confessors, there swept before her a sudden glorious vision of they two
together defying the world and yet trampling upon it. Were they strong
enough to point the way, to sacrifice themselves openly and without
shame that the great truth behind his words might reach mankind and help
others, weaker than they, to see the exquisite sanctity of a tie that
would be to them for ever sacred?
But what of faith, what of religion? She might defy the world's
judgment, there was still God's to confront. Hell would be to bring
punishment on another; her own soul might go, but what if she plunged
his into everlasting fires? Suddenly Cummings' words came back to her;
the boy's words, not the priest's.
"You're not playing the game, Evelyn," he had said once, more gravely
than occasion seemed to warrant, when she had just successfully evaded
some trivial rule he had been at pains to teach her. "One must always
play the game in life, however trivial it may seem."
"_One must always play the game in life, however trivial it may seem_."
Perhaps she said the words aloud; she never knew. He started.
"My dear, my dear," she said, "I can't!" She hid her head on his
shoulder, not daring to face him. She heard him draw a deep breath, and
stand tense and rigid. She drew back. "You don't want heroics, nor do
I. I am not afraid of the world or you. You'd be good to me for ever,
and the best of our friends would be friends still, whatever happened.
As for you, you're too big a man for me to harm you here--your career, I
mean. But that's not all. There's God and there's eternity. They
frighten me, not for myself, but you."
"Eve----!"
She put out her hand again.
"Don't--don't dear, have some pity!" The anguish of her tone arrested
him midway to her. He stopped short, a man who had received a mortal
blow.
"No--never again. It will all be harder for you because you're a man
and I'm a woman," she said, "but you've got to get on without me, and
you will, you will! That's the beginning and the end of it. Oh, there's
not a spark of all your generosity to me that I don't love and worship.
And it will all be dreadful in the future. But it's just got to be....
And we must meet, too, ordinarily, in front of people and by ourselves,
as if to-day had never come to us, as if we'd made a mark and crossed it
from our lives. We shall do it, and get through--because we've got to,
because we're strong, because we love each other."
She heard the beating of his heart, she felt its pulses against her hand
as he drew her to him for a moment in spite of what she had said, in
voiceless pleading while they clung together, and she wondered, with a
little smile, if death would be more bitter.
Silence again. He understood he could not move her. Then darkness,
full and complete.
She heard him go from her, heavily; the car throbbed. Presently there
was a flash of light as it whirled past. It was well, perhaps, that he
did not see her look of dumb agony as she stood alone, shaking from head
to foot, straining her ears to hear the last echo of the car, making
herself ready to face the long walk back and the long life ahead.
*PART III*
*THE BETRAYAL*
"Iniquity shall bring all the earth to a desert, and wickedness ...
o'verthrow the thrones of the mighty."--_Wisdom_ (Douay Version).
*CHAPTER I*
"As for them whose heart walketh after their scandals, I will lay their
way upon their head, saith the Lord God."--ECCLESIASTICUS.
"Black thoughts breed black ills to those who think them." ... "Curses,
like chickens, come home to roost."--MRS. HODGSON BURNETT.
"After all," said Miss Beadon solemnly, "there's nothing like a man's
sympathy. Men are so much more helpful than women. With women, some
outside element always seems to spoil the completeness of sympathy.
Jealousy as a rule, of course. How much I've suffered from that no one
will ever know."
"So one would naturally imagine," said Brand gravely. "The gods have
been unusually kind to you, Miss Beadon."
Dora smiled consciously.
"Oh, I dare say I have as many disadvantages as other women really. Of
course I've come in contact with a great many interesting men, that's in
my favour; I always think experience broadens one's point of view. Most
women are so extraordinarily petty. Now look at Evelyn, even. I used
to think she was my best friend, but she hardly helps me now. Since
that night I dined at your house, and you guessed how matters stood with
Mr. Farquharson and me, and put things before me with such wonderful
delicacy and tact, she has never invited me once, unless I deliberately
asked her to do so. And he's such a busy man now--he has very little
time to come here. Besides, of course it's a little awkward when every
time a man dines with you the papers get hold of it. Now with Evelyn
it's different. The public eye isn't always upon her as it is upon me."
"No man worth calling a man would willingly compromise a woman he cared
for," said Brand.
He leant back in his chair and looked at Miss Beadon critically. Beadon
had married beneath him, of course; all the world guessed as much, and
Brand knew every detail of the story. Dora was pre-eminently her
mother's daughter; she had fallen an easy prey to Brand's flattery.
Little by little he had made himself indispensable to her for the last
few weeks. She consulted him now about her engagements and her gowns.
He had made her the means of paying off many an outlying score which had
rankled for years. Little by little, he told himself, his luck was
turning; he was regaining his old power and position. In time, if
things went on as well as they were doing, he would again become a force
to be reckoned with. If he could but obtain some permanent hold on Miss
Beadon, the conquest of a great portion of the social world would be
easy, and if he could but marry her to Farquharson----
But Farquharson himself was a stumbling-block in the plan. He had got
on, not slowly and surely as other men may, but in leaps and bounds.
Lady Wereminster declared that he had signed a bond with Satan. Brand
saw no way of pointing out how valuable an asset a charming and tactful
wife would be; for that matter neither adjective applied to Dora. The
two men seldom came in contact now; they had nothing in common, and
Farquharson's reserve and courtesy were more baffling than open
antagonism.