THE SYCAMORE DIVAN
A virgin love in the heart of a young girl is like an effervescent
chemical: it may withstand a great shock, but a single drop of an
apparently harmless liquid may cause it to evaporate. This risk Dic took
when he went that evening to see Tom; and the fact that Rita had written
her letter, of which she had such grave misgivings, together with the
words of Sukey Yates, made his risk doubly great. Poor Dic needed a
thorough knowledge of chemistry. He did not know that he possessed it,
but he was a pure-minded, manly man, and the knowledge was innate with
him.
"Good evening, Rita," said Dic, when, after many efforts, she came out
upon the porch where he was sitting with her father, her mother, and
Tom.
"Good morning," answered Rita, confusedly, and her mistake as to the
time of day added to her confusion.
"Good morning!" cried Tom. "It's evening. My! but she's confused because
you're here, Dic."
Tom was possessed of a simian acuteness that had led him to discover
poor Rita's secret before she herself was fully aware of its existence.
She, however, was rapidly making the interesting discovery, and feared
that between the ribbon, the letter, and Tom's amiable jokes, Dic would
discover it and presume upon the fact. From the mingling of these doubts
and fears grew a feeling of resentment against Dic--a conviction before
the fact. She wished him to know her regard for him, but she did not
want him to learn it from any act of hers. She desired him to wrest it
from her by main force, and as little awkwardness as a man may use. Had
Dic by the smallest word or act shown a disposition to profit by what
Rita feared had been excessive frankness in her letter, or had he, in
any degree, assumed the attitude of a confident lover, such word or act
would have furnished the needful chemical drop, and Dic's interests
would have suffered. His safety at this time lay in ignorance. He did
not suspect that Rita loved him, and there was no change in his open
friendly demeanor. He was so easy, frank, and happy that evening that
the girl soon began to feel that nothing unusual had happened, and that,
after all, the letter was not bold, but perfectly right, and quite
proper in all respects. Unconsciously to her Dic received the credit for
her eased conscience, and she was grateful to him. She was more
comfortable, and the evening seemed more like old times than for many
months before.
Soon after Dic's arrival, Tom rode over to see Sukey Yates. As the
hollyhock to the bees, so was Sukey to the country beaux--a conspicuous,
inviting, easily reached little reservoir of very sweet honey. Later,
Mr. and Mrs. Bays drove to town, leaving Dic and Rita to themselves,
much to the girl's alarm, though she and Dic had been alone together
many times before. Thus Dic had further opportunity to make a mistake;
but he did not mention the letter, and the girl's confidence came slowly
back to her.
The evening was balmy, and after a time Dic and Rita walked to the crest
of the little slope that fell gently ten or fifteen feet to the water's
edge. A sycamore log answered the purpose of a divan, and a great
drooping elm furnished a royal canopy. A half-moon hung in the sky,
whitening a few small clouds that seemed to be painted on the blue-black
dome. The air, though not oppressive, was warm enough to make all
nature languorous, and the soft breath of the south wind was almost
narcotic in its power to soothe. A great forest is never still; even its
silence has a note of its own. The trees seem to whisper to each other
in the rustling of their leaves. The birds, awakened by the wind or by
the breaking of a twig, speak to their neighbors. The peevish catbird
and the blue jay grumble, while the thrush, the dove, and the redbird
peep caressingly to their mates, and again fall asleep with gurgles of
contentment in their throats.
Rita and Dic sat by the river's edge for many minutes in silence. The
ever wakeful whippoorwill piped his doleful cry from a tree across the
water, an owl hooted from the blackness of the forest beyond the house,
and the turtle-doves cooed plaintively to each other in their
far-reaching, mournful tones, giving a minor note to the nocturnal
concert. Now and then a fish sprang from the water and fell back with a
splash, and the water itself kept up a soft babble like the notes of a
living flute.
Certainly the time was ripe for a mistake, but Dic did not make one. A
woman's favor comes in waves like the flowing of the sea; and a wise
man, if he fails to catch one flood, will wait for another. Dic was
unconsciously wise, for Rita's favor was at its ebb when she walked down
to the river bank. Ebb tide was indicated by the fact that she sat as
far as possible from him on the log. The first evidence of a returning
flood-tide would be an unconscious movement on her part toward him.
Should the movement come from him there might be no flood-tide.
During the first half-hour Dic did most of the talking, but he spoke
only of a book he had borrowed from Billy Little. With man's usual
tendency to talk a subject threadbare, he clung to the one topic. A few
months prior to that time his observations on the book would have
interested the girl; but recently two or three unusual events had
touched her life, and her dread that Dic would speak of them, was
rapidly growing into a fear that he would not. By the end of that first
half-hour, her feminine vivacity monopolized the conversation with an
ostentatious display of trivial details on small subjects, and she began
to move toward his end of the log. Still Dic kept his place, all
unconscious of his wisdom.
Geese seemed to be Rita's favorite topic. Most women are clever at
periphrasis, and will go a long way around to reach a desired topic, if
for any reason they do not wish to approach it directly. The topics Rita
wished to reach, as she edged toward Dic on the log and talked about
geese, were her unkind words and her very kind letter. She wished to
explain that her words were not meant to be unkind, and that the letter
was not meant to be kind, and thought to reach the desired topics by the
way of geese.
"Do you remember, Dic," she asked, "a long time ago, when Tom and I and
the Yates children spent the afternoon at your house? We were sitting
near the river, as we are sitting now, and a gray wolf ran down from the
opposite bank and caught a gander?"
"Yes, I remember it as if it were yesterday," replied Dic.
"Geese are such fools when they are frightened," continued Rita,
clinging to her subject.
"So are people," answered Dic. "We are all foolish when frightened. The
other day the barn door slammed to with a crash, and I was so frightened
I tried to put the collar in the horse's mouth." Rita laughed, and Dic
continued, "Once I was in the woods hunting, and a bear rose up--"
"But geese are worse than anybody when disturbed," interrupted Rita,
"worse even than you when the barn door slams. The other day I wanted to
catch a goose to get a--"
"They are not worse than a lot of girls at gabbling," interrupted Dic,
ungallantly retaliating for Rita's humorous thrust.
"They are not half so dull as a lot of men," she replied, tossing her
head. "When men get together they hum and hum about politics and crops,
till it makes one almost wish there were no government or crops. But
geese are--the other day I wanted to catch one to get a--"
"All men don't hum and hum, as you say," returned Dic. "There's Billy
Little--you don't think he hums, do you?"
"No," answered the girl; "Billy Little always says something when he
talks, but he's always talking. I will put him against any man in the
world for a talking match. But the other day I wanted to catch a goose
to get a quill, and--"
"Oh, that reminds me," broke in Dic, "my Uncle Joe Bright is coming to
visit us soon. Talk about talkers! He is a Seventh Day Adventist
preacher, and his conversation--no, I'll say his talk, for that's all it
is--reminds me of time."
"How is that?" queried Rita.
"It's made up of small particles, goes on forever, and is all seconds.
He says nothing first hand. His talk is all borrowed."
Rita laughed and tried again. "Well, I wanted to catch--"
"You just spoke of a talking match," said Dic. "I have an idea. Let us
bring Billy Little and my uncle together for a talking match."
"Very well," replied Rita, laughing heartily. "I'll stake my money on
Billy Little. But I was saying, the other day I--"
"I'll put mine on Uncle Joe," cried Dic. "Billy Little is a 'still Bill'
compared with him."
Rita was provoked, and I think with good reason; but after a pause she
concluded to try once more.
"The other day I wanted a quill for a pen, and when I tried to catch a
goose I thought their noise would alarm the whole settlement."
"Geese awakened Rome," said Dic. "If they should awaken Blue River, it,
also, might become famous. The geese episode is the best known fact
concerning the Eternal City--unless perhaps it is her howling."
"Rome had a right to howl," said Rita, anxious to show that she
remembered his teaching. "She was founded by the children of a wolf."
Dic was pleased and laughingly replied: "That ponderous historical
epigram is good enough to have come from Billy Little himself. When you
learn a fact, it immediately grows luminous."
The girl looked quickly up to satisfy herself that he was in earnest.
Being satisfied, she moved an inch or two nearer him on the log, and
began again:--
"I wanted to catch the goose--" but she stopped and concluded to try the
Billy Little road. "Dear old Billy Little," she said, "isn't he good?
The other day he said he'd trust me for the whole store, if I wanted to
buy it. I had no money and I wanted to buy--"
"Why should he not trust you for all you would buy?" asked Dic. "He
knows he would get his money."
The Billy Little route also seemed hilly. She concluded to try another,
and again made a slight movement toward Dic on the log.
"I went from your house this afternoon over to Sukey's." She looked
stealthily at Dic, but he did not flinch. After a pause she continued,
with a great show of carelessness and indifference, though this time she
moved away from him as she spoke. "She said you had been over to see her
last night." And to show that she was not at all interested in his
reply, she hummed the air of a song and carefully scrutinized a star
that was coming dangerously close to the moon.
"Yes, I went over to borrow their adze. Ours is broken," returned Dic.
The song ceased. Star and moon might collide for all the singer cared.
She was once again interested in things terrestrial.
"Now, Dic," she cried, again moving toward him and unduly emphasizing
the fact that she was merely teasing (she talked to tease, but listened
to learn), "now, Dic, you know the adze was only an excuse. You went to
see Sukey. You know you did. Why didn't you borrow Kaster's adze? They
live much nearer your house." She thought she had him in a trap, and
laughed as if she were delighted.
"I went to Kaster's first. They had none."
The girl concluded she was on the wrong road. But the side road had
suddenly become interesting, and she determined to travel it a short
way. Silence ensued on Dic's part, and travel on the side road became
slow. Rita was beginning to want to gallop. If she continued on the side
road, she feared her motive might grow to look more like a desire to
learn than a desire to tease; but she summoned her boldness, and with a
laugh that was intended to be merry, said:--
"Dic, you know you went to see Sukey, and that you spent the evening
with her."
"Did she say I did?" he asked, turning sharply upon her.
"Well--" replied Rita, but she did not continue. The Sukey Yates road
_was_ interesting, unusually so.
Dic paused for an answer, but receiving none, continued with emphasis:--
"I did not go into the house. I wasn't there five minutes, and I didn't
say ten words to Sukey."
"You need not get mad about it," replied the girl. "I don't care how
often you go to see Sukey or any other girl."
"I know you don't," he returned. "Of course you don't care. I never
hoped--never even dreamed--that you would," and his breath came quickly
with his bold, bold words.
"You might as well begin to dream," thought the girl, but she laughed,
this time nervously, and said, "She told me you were there and
took--took hold of--that is, she said you were so strong that when you
took hold of her she felt that you could crush her." Then forgetting
herself for a moment, she moved quite close to Dic and asked, "_Did_ you
take--take--" but she stopped.
"Tell me, Rita," returned Dic, with a sharpness that attracted her
attention at once, "did she say I took hold of her, or are you trying to
tease me? If you are teasing, I think it is in bad taste. If she said--"
"Well," interrupted the girl, slightly frightened, "she said that when
you take hold of one--"
"Oh, she did not say herself?" asked Dic.
"I don't see that she could have meant any one else," replied Rita.
"But, dear me, I don't care how often you take hold of her; you need not
get angry at me because you took hold of her. There can be no harm in
taking hold of any one, I'm sure, if you choose to do so; but why one
should do it, I don't know, and I'm sure I don't care."
No _ex post facto_ resolution could cure that lie, though of course it
is a privileged one to a girl.
Dic made no reply, save to remark: "I'll see Miss Sukey to-morrow. If I
wanted to 'take hold' of her, as she calls it, I would do so, but--but
I'll see her to-morrow."
The answer startled Rita. She did not want to be known as a tale-bearer.
Especially did she object in this particular case; therefore she
said:--
"You may see her if you wish, but you shall not speak to her of what I
have told you. She would think--"
"Let her think what she chooses," he replied. "I have never 'taken hold'
of her in my life. Lord knows, I might if I wanted to. All the other
boys boast that they take turn about, but--. She would be a fool to tell
if it were true, and a story-teller if not. So I'll settle the question
to-morrow, and for all time."
A deal of trouble might have been saved had Rita permitted him to make
the settlement with Sukey, but she did not. The infinite potency of
little things is one of the paradoxes of life.
"No, you shall not speak of this matter to her," she said, moving close
to him upon the log and putting her hand upon his arm coaxingly.
"Promise me you will not."
He would have promised to stop breathing had she asked it in that mood.
It was the first he had ever seen of it, and he was pleased, although,
owing to an opaqueness of mind due to his condition, it told him nothing
save that his old-time friend was back again.
"If you tell her," continued the girl, "she will be angry with me, and I
have had so much trouble of late I can't bear any more."
At last she was on the straight road bowling along like a mail coach.
"After I spoke to you as I did the other night--you know, when Tom--I
could not eat or sleep. Oh, I was in so much trouble! You and I had
always been such real friends, and you have always been so good to me--"
a rare little lump was rapidly and alarmingly growing in her throat--"I
have never had even an unkind look from you, and to speak to you as I
did,--oh, Dic,--" the lump grew too large for easy utterance, and she
stopped speaking. Dic was wise in not pursuing the ebb, but he was
foolish in not catching the flood. But perhaps if he would wait, it
might ingulf him of its own accord, and then, ah, then, the sweetness of
it!
"Never think of it again," he said soothingly. "Your words hurt me at
the time, but your kind, frank letter cured the pain, and I intended
never to speak of it. But since you have spoken, I--I--"
The girl was frightened, although eager to hear what he would say, so
she remained silent during Dic's long pause, and at length he said, "I
thank you for the letter."
A sigh of mingled relief and disappointment came from her breast.
"It gave me great pleasure, for it made me know that you were still my
friend," said Dic, "and that your words were meant for Tom, and not for
me."
"Indeed, not for you," said Rita, still struggling with the lump in her
throat.
"Let us never speak of it again," said Dic. "I'm glad it happened. It
puts our friendship on a firmer basis than ever before."
"That would be rather hard, to do, wouldn't it?" asked the girl,
laughing contentedly. "We have been such good friends ever since I was a
baby--since before I can remember."
The direct road was becoming too smooth for Rita, and she began to fear
she would not be able to stop.
"Let us make this bargain," said Dic. "When you want to say anything
unkind, say it to me. I'll not misunderstand."
"Very well," she replied laughingly, "the privilege may be a great
comfort to me at times. I, of course, dare not scold mother. If I look
cross at Tom, mother scolds me for a week, and I could not speak
unkindly to poor father. You see, I have no one to scold, and I'm sure
every one should have somebody to explode upon with impunity now and
then. So I'll accept your offer, and you may expect--" There was a brief
pause, after which she continued: "No, I'll not. Never again so long as
I live. You, of all others, shall be safe from my ill temper," and she
gave him her hand in confirmation of her words.
In all the world there was no breast freer from ill temper than hers; no
heart more gentle, tender, and trustful. Her nature was like a burning
spring. It was pure, cool, and limpid to its greatest depths, though
there was fire in it.
Dic did not consider himself obliged to release Rita's hand at once, and
as she evidently thought it would be impolite to withdraw it, there is
no telling what mistakes might have happened had not Tom appeared upon
the scene.
Tom seated himself beside Dic just as that young man dropped Rita's
hand, and just as the young lady moved a little way toward her end of
the log.
"You are home early," remarked Rita.
"Yes," responded Tom, "Doug Hill was there--the lubberly pumpkin-head."
No man of honor would remain in a young lady's parlor if at the time of
his arrival she had another gentleman visitor unless upon the request of
the young lady, and no insult so deep and deadly could be offered to the
man in possession as the proffer of such a request by the young lady to
the intruder.
After a few minutes of silence Tom remarked: "This night reminds me of
the night I come from Cincinnati to Brookville on the canal-boat.
Everything's so warm and clear like. I set out on top of the boat and
seed the hills go by."
"Did the hills go by?" asked Rita, who had heard the story of Tom's
Cincinnati trip many times.
"Well, they seemed to go by," answered Tom. "Of course, they didn't
move. It was the boat. But I jest seed them move as plain as I see that
cloud up yonder."
That Tom had not profited by Billy Little's training and his mother's
mild corrections now and then (for the Chief Justice had never entirely
lost the habits of better days), was easily discernible in his speech.
Rita's English, like Dic's and Billy Little's, was corrupted in spots by
evil communication; but Tom's--well, Tom was no small part of the evil
communication itself.
Dic had heard the Cincinnati story many times, and when he saw symptoms
of its recurrence, he rose and said:--
"Well, Tom, if you _seed_ the hills go by, you'll _seed_ me go by if you
watch, for I'm going home," and with a good night he started up the
river path, leaving Rita and her brother Tom seated on the log.
"So Doug Hill was there?" asked Rita.
"Yes," responded Tom; "and how any girl can let him kiss her, I don't
know. His big yaller face reminds me of the under side of a mud-turtle."
"I hope Sukey doesn't allow him nor any one else to kiss her," cried
Rita, with a touch of indignant remonstrance. Tom laughed as if to say
that he could name at least one who enjoyed that pleasant privilege.
Rita was at that time only sixteen years old, and had many things to
learn about the doings of her neighbors, which one would wish she might
never know. The Chief Justice had at least one virtue: she knew how to
protect her daughter. No young man had ever been permitted to "keep
company" with Rita, and she and her mother wanted none. Dic, of course,
had for years been a constant visitor; but he, as you know, was like one
of the family. Aside from the habit of Dic's visits, and growing out of
them, Madam Bays had dim outlines of a future purpose. Dic's father, who
was dead, had been considered well-to-do among his neighbors. He had
died seized of four "eighties," all paid for, and two-thirds cleared for
cultivation. Eighty acres of cleared bottom land was looked upon as a
fair farm. One might own a thousand acres of rich soil covered with as
fine oak, walnut, and poplar as the world could produce and might still
be a poor man, though the timber in these latter days would bring a
fortune. Cleared land was wealth at the time of which I write, and in
building their houses the settlers used woods from which nowadays
furniture is made for royal palaces. Every man on Blue might have said
with Louis XIV, "I am housed like a king." Cleared land was wealth, and
Dic, upon his mother's death, would at least be well able to support a
wife. The Chief Justice knew but one cause for tenderness--Tom. When
Rita was passing into womanhood, and developing a beauty that could not
be matched on all the River Blue, she began to assume a commercial value
in her mother's eyes that might, Madam B. thought in a dimly conscious
fashion, be turned to Tom's account. Should Rita marry a rich man, there
would be no injustice--justice, you know, was the watchword--in leaving
all the Bays estate to the issue male. Therefore, although Mrs. Bays was
not at all ready for her young daughter to receive attention from any
man, when the proper time should come, Dic might be available if no one
better offered, and Tom, dear, sweet, Sir Thomas de Triflin', should
then have all that his father and mother possessed, as soon as they
could with decent self-respect die and get out of his way.
As time passed, and Rita's beauty grew apace, Mrs. Bays began to feel
that Dic with his four "eighties" was not a price commensurate with the
winsome girl. But having no one else in mind, she permitted his visits
with a full knowledge of their purpose, and hoped that chance or her
confidential friend, Providence, might bring a nobler prize within
range of the truly great attractiveness of Tom's sister.
Mrs. Bays knew that the life she and her neighbors were leading was poor
and crude. She also knew that men of wealth and position were eagerly
seeking rare girls of Rita's type. By brooding over better things than
Dic could offer, her hope grew into a strong desire, and with Rita's
increasing beauty this motherly desire took the form of faith. Still,
Dic's visits were permitted to continue, and doubtless would be
permitted so long as they should be made ostensibly to the family.
Tom's remarks upon Sukey and Sukey's observations concerning Dic had
opened Rita's eyes to certain methods prevalent among laddies and
lasses, and as a result Sukey, for the time, became _persona non grata_
to her old-time friend. Rita was not at the time capable of active
jealousy. She knew Sukey was pretty enough, and, she feared, bold enough
to be dangerous in the matter of Dic, but she trusted him. Sukey
certainly was prettily bedecked with the pinkest and whitest of cheeks,
twinkling dimples, and sparkling eyes; but for real beauty she was not
in Rita's class, and few men would think of her fleshly charms twice
when they might be thinking of our little heroine.
Thus Tom and Sukey became fountain-heads of unhallowed knowledge upon
subjects concerning which every young girl, however pure, has a
consuming curiosity.
Rita had heard of the "kissing games" played by the youngsters, and a
few of the oldsters, too, at country frolics, corn-huskings, and church
socials; but as I have told you, the level-headed old Chief Justice had
wisely kept her daughter away from such gatherings, and Rita knew little
of the kissing, and never telling what was going on about her. Tom and
Sukey had thrown light upon the subject for her, and she soon
understood, feared, and abhorred. Would she ever pity and embrace?
THE DEBUTANTE