I bowed my head. I felt inclined to burst out crying if I spoke.

"But who told you? and how come you to be so sure it is true?"

"I was the girl who carried the basket into the prison." I just managed

to say so much without breaking down, though that tiresome lump in my

throat kept teasing me.

"You!" cried Hatty, in more tones than the word has letters. "Cary, you

must be dreaming! When could you have done it?"

"In the evening, on one of Grandmamma's Tuesdays, and I was back before

any one missed me, except you."

"Who went with you?--who was in the plot? Do tell us, Cary!"

"Yes, I suppose you may know now," I said, for I could now speak more

calmly. "Ephraim took me to the place where I put on the disguise, and

forward to the prison. Then Colonel Keith and I carried in the basket,

and Angus brought it out. Ephraim came to us after we left the prison,

and brought me back here."

"Ephraim Hebblethwaite helped _you_ to do _that_?"

I did not understand Hatty's tone. She was astonished, undoubtedly so,

but she was something else too, and what that was I could not tell.

My Aunt Kezia listened silently.

"Why, Cary, you are a heroine! I could not have believed that a timid

little thing like you--" Hatty stopped.

"There was nobody else," said I. "You were not well enough, you know.

I had to do it; but I can assure you, Hatty, I felt like anything but a

hero."

"They are the heroes," said my Aunt Kezia, softly, "who feel unlike

heroes, but have to do it, and go and do it therefore. Colonel Keith

and Cary seem to be of that sort. And there is only one other kind of

heroes--those who stand by and see their best beloved do such things,

and, knowing it to be God's will, bid them God-speed with cheerful

countenance, and cry their own hearts out afterwards, when no one sees

them but Himself."

"That is Annas' sort," said I.

"Yes, and one other," replied my Aunt Kezia.

"But Hatty did not know till afterwards," said I.

"Child, I did not mean Hatty. Do Flora and Miss Keith look as white as

you poor thin things?"

"Much worse, I think," said I. "Annas keeps up, and does not shed a

tear, and Flora cries her eyes out. But they are both white and sadly

worn."

"Poor souls!" said my Aunt Kezia. "Maybe they would like to go home

with us. Do you know when they wish to go?"

"Annas has been promised a hearing of Princess Caroline, to intercede

for her brother," I made answer. "I think she will be ready to go as

soon as that is over. There would be no good in waiting." And my voice

choked a little as I remembered for what our poor Annas would otherwise

wait.

"Cary Courtenay, do you know you have got ten years on your head in six

months?"

"I feel as if I were a good deal older," I said, smiling.

"You are the elder of the two now," said my Aunt Kezia, drily. "Not but

what Hatty has been through the kiln too; but it has softened her, and

hardened you."

"Then Hatty is gold, and I am only clay," I said, and I could not help

laughing a little, though I have not laughed much lately.

"There is some porcelain sells for its weight in gold," said my Aunt

Kezia.

"Thank you for the compliment, Aunt Kezia."

"Nay, lass, I'm a poor hand at compliments; but I know gold when I see

it--and brass, too. You'll be home in good time for Sophy's wedding."

"Aunt Kezia, who does Sophy marry?"

"Mr Liversedge, the Rector."

"Is not he rather rough?"

"Rough? Not a bit of it. He is a rough diamond, if he be."

"I fancied from what Sam said when he came back to Carlisle--"

"Oh, we had seen nought of him then. He has done more good at

Brocklebank than Mr Digby did all the years he was there. You'll see

fast enough when you get back. 'Tis the nature of the sun to shine."

"What do you mean by that, Aunt Kezia?"

"Keep your eyes open--that's what I mean. Girls, your father bade me

please myself about tarrying a bit before I turned homeward. I doubt

I'm not just as welcome to your grandmother as to you; but I think we

shall do best to bide till we see if the others can come with us. Maybe

Ephraim may be ready to go home by then, too. 'Tis a bad thing for a

young man to get into idle habits."

"O Aunt Kezia, Ephraim is not idle!" I cried.

"Pray, who asked you to stand up for him, Miss?" replied my Aunt Kezia.

"`A still tongue makes a wise head,' lass. I'll tell you what, I rather

fancy Mrs Desborough thinks me rough above a bit. If I'm to be stroked

alongside of these fine folks here, I shall feel rough, I've no doubt.

That smart, plush fellow, with his silver clocks to his silk stockings,

took up my basket as if he expected it to bite his fingers. We don't

take hold of baskets that road in our parts. I haven't seen a pair of

decent clogs since I passed Derby. They are all slim French finnicking

pattens down here. How many of those fine lords-in-waiting have you in

the house?"

"Three, and a black boy, Aunt."

"And how many maids?"

"I must count. Lucette and Perkins, and the cook-maid, and the kitchen

girl, four; and two chambermaids, six, and a seamstress, seven."

"What, have you a mantua-maker all to yourselves?"

"Oh, she does not make gowns; she only does plain sewing."

"And two cook-maids, and two chambermaids, and two beside! Why,

whatever in all the world can they find to do?"

"Lucette is Grandmamma's woman, and Perkins is my Aunt Dorothea's," said

I.

"But what have they got to do? That's what I want to know," said my

Aunt Kezia.

"Well, Lucette gets up Grandmamma's laces and fine things," said I, "and

quills the nett for her ruffles, and dresses her hair, and alters her

gowns--"

"What's that for?" said my Aunt Kezia.

"When a gown has been worn two or three times," said Hatty, "they turn

it upside down, Aunt, and put some fresh trimming on it, so that it

looks like a new one."

"But what for?" repeated my Aunt Kezia.

"Why, then, you see, people don't remember that you had it on last

week."

"I'll be bound I should!"

"We have very short memories in London," said Hatty, laughing.

"Seems so! But why should not folks remember? I am fairly dumfoozled

with it all. How any mortal woman can get along with four men and seven

maids to look after, passes me. I find Maria and Bessy and Sam enough,

I can tell you: too many sometimes. Mrs Desborough must be up early

and down late; or does Mrs Charles see to things?"

I began to laugh. The idea of Grandmamma "seeing to" anything, except

fancy work and whist, was so extreme diverting.

"Why, Aunt Kezia, nobody ever sees to anything here," said Hatty.

"And do things get done?" asked my Aunt Kezia with uplifted eyebrows.

"Sometimes," said Hatty, again laughing. "They don't do much dusting, I

fancy. I could write my name on the dust on the tables, now and then,

and generally on the windows."

My Aunt Kezia glanced at the window, and set her lips grimly.

"If I were mistress in this house for a week," said she, "I reckon those

four men and seven maids would scarce send up a round robin begging me

to stop another!"

"Lucette does her work thoroughly," said I, "and so does Cicely, the

under chambermaid; and Caesar, the black boy, is an honest lad. I am

afraid I cannot say much for the rest. But really, Aunt, it seemed to

me when I came that people hadn't a notion what work was in the South."

"I guess it'll seem so to me, coming and going too," said my Aunt Kezia,

in the same tone as before. "No wonder. I couldn't work in silk

stockings with silver clocks, and sleeves with lace ruffles, and ever so

many yards of silk bundled up of a heap behind me. I like gowns I can

live in. I've had this on a bit over three times, Hatty."

"I should think so, Aunt!" said Hatty, laughing something like her old

self. "Why, I remember your making it the winter before last. Did not

I run the seams?"

"I dare say you did, child. When you see me bedecked in the pomps and

vanities of this wicked world, you may expect to catch larks by the sky

falling. At least, I hope so."

"Mademoiselle!" said Lucette's voice at the door, "Madame bids me say

the company comes from going, and if Madame and Mesdemoiselles will

descend, she will be well at ease."

"That's French lingo is it?" said my Aunt Kezia. "Poor lass!"

So down we went to the drawing-room, where we found Grandmamma, my Aunt

Dorothea, and my Uncle Charles, who came forward and led my Aunt Kezia

to a chair. (Miss Newton told me that ceremony was growing out of date,

and was only practised now by nice old-fashioned people; but Grandmamma

likes it, and I fancy my Uncle Charles will keep it up while she lives.)

"Madam," said Grandmamma, "I trust Mr Courtenay is well, and that you

had a prosperous journey."

"He is better than ever he was, I thank you, Madam," answered my Aunt

Kezia. "As for my journey, I did not much enjoy it, but here I am, and

that is well."

"Your other niece, Miss Drummond, is in Town, as I hear," said

Grandmamma. "Dorothea, my dear, it would doubtless be agreeable to Mrs

Kezia if that young gentlewoman came here. Write a line and ask her to

tarry with us while Mrs Kezia stays."

"I thank you, Madam," said my Aunt Kezia.

"If Miss Keith be with her, she may as well be asked too," observed

Grandmamma, after she had refreshed her faculties with a pinch of snuff.

My Aunt Dorothea sat down and writ the note, and then, bidding me ring

the bell, sent Caesar with it. He returned with a few lines from Flora,

accepting the invitation for herself, but declining it for Annas. I was

less surprised than sorry. Certainly, were I Annas, I should not care

to come back to Bloomsbury Square.

"Poor white thing!" said my Aunt Kezia, when she saw Flora in the

evening. "Why, you are worse to look at than these girls, and they are

ill enough."

Flora brings news that Annas is to see the Princess next Thursday, but

she has made up her mind to tarry longer in London, and will not go back

with us. I asked where she was going to be, and Flora said at Mr

Raymond's.

"What, all alone?" said Hatty.

"Oh, no!" answered Flora; "Mr Raymond's mother is there."

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