And first to patience strove them both to win,
Sent the cool breeze to fan the burning brow,
Volcanic fires to die by flakes of snow.
In war incessant, still the clamor rose,
Still Katy did, and didn't, and fierce blows.
At last the spirit took their souls away,
And in their cottage lay their lifeless clay;
Their bodies changed--and insects they became--
Green as the grass--but still their cry the same.
Hence in all trees, we hear in starry night,
The contradiction, and the wordy fight.
We hear John Jones, and his unhappy wife,
And all their brood forever in a strife:
And Katy did, and Katy didn't still
Are sounds incessant as a murmuring rill.
V.
_THE IMAGE-MAKER._
DWELLER ON EARTH.
Thou dwellest here, beneath this dome,
A Pilgrim, far from thine own home.
Where is thine heart, and where thy land?
Thou longest for some distant strand.
We have thy love and gentle care,
Thou bearest blessings every where.
Yet day and night, and light and shade
Shall with less labor one be made,
Than thou in sympathy be one
With us, who through our course will run,
Laden with cares, with pleasures worn,
Children of hope to sorrow born.
Thou hast our speech, our garb, our toil,
Well known, yet stranger on our soil.
Some deeper hidden life is thine,
As if we saw the tortuous vine
'Mid veiling branches intertwine;
Swinging in air its precious fruit,
While the deep mould has hid its root;
From view its highest honors lost,
'Mid the oak leaves in murmurs tost,
A secret work thy endless task,
Thy endless care, of that we ask.
PILGRIM.
I seek to form an Image here.
DWELLER ON EARTH.
Thou art a Sculptor! Yet our ear
Doth catch no sound of chisel stroke,
No hammer clang--no marble broke.
PILGRIM.
The silence of Eternity
Around my work doth ever lie.
When marbles into dust shall fall,
And human art no fame befall,
The sun no more its beams shall give
To statues seeming half to live,
Beauty no more on genius wait,
Which copying seemeth to create;
When heaven and earth shall pass away,
When breaketh everlasting day,
Then shall the Image that I form,
Appear 'mid nature's dying storm.
The Image that no human skill
Could fashion, or Archangel's will;
No angel mind the model give
Of that which shall forever live.
At that great day it shall be known,
The Image of the Eternal One.
VI.
_THE CLOUDS._
The clouds that drift, are slowly drawn
To that glorious sun at dawn.
Darkened mists, and now so bright,
Resplendent in the morning light;
In borrowed glory,--spreading flame,
God's fiery pillar still they frame.
So I,--in dark night once astray
Through boundless grace have found my way,
To thee,--the Sun of Righteousness,
Whose wings are healing in distress.
From thee I trust, the dawning gleam
Hath made me more than I can seem;
Hath made me thine, in joy, in tears,
Thy pardoned one,--one all whose fears
Are silenced in thy cross-wrung groan,
Buried beneath thy tomb's vast stone,
Which angels' hands alone can move.
Earth has this pure work for their love.
Oh let thy glory shine on me,
Armed in thy purest panoply.
My shield, the Lamb, the cross it bears,
Let me not weep its stain with tears!
The gathering waters fill each cloud;
The mountain's burnished tops they shroud.
They spread o'er valley, over plain,
Rich with God's blessings in the rain;
On good and evil both they fall,
In the vast care of God for all.
So Lord, thy servant thus prepare,
To bear thy mercies everywhere.
When in the grave mine ashes sleep,
When o'er it, sad a friend may weep,
Thou wilt not suffer it be said,--
His life was scarce accredited
By Him who sits upon the throne,--
By Him who bore our sins alone,
Who wills our holy walk on earth,
As sons of God, of heavenly birth,
Who will have none disciples here
Unless their cross with zeal they bear.
Life without Christ! That is but death.
Prayer without Christ!--but idle breath:
And love for man, but vanity
Save at the cross 'tis learnt by me.
Oh help thy branch, thou heavenly Vine.
Union with thee is life divine,
And clustered fruits are ever mine,
If from beneath alone we gaze,
Thy providence a darkened maze.
Rise on wings of faith and prayer,
And then what love and wisdom there!
So brightness of unbroken day
Upon those clouds doth heavenward lay
Though we can trace no single ray,
Who look from earth. Yet angels see
The glory as a silver sea.
VII.
_THE PROTECTOR DYING._
Dread hour! nearing, nearing fast.
Yet I cannot wish thee past.
Death! Oh! but a dream till nigh,
With night cold from eternity.
That cold night doth around me creep
In which immortals never sleep.
The cloud its mighty shade doth fling,
Like a mantle for a king,
On the mountain's awful form,
Scarred through battles with the storm.
So thy darkness falls on me,
Darkness, such as cannot be,
But to those whose soul is life,
To a nation in its strife,
That its wrongs for ever crushed,
The cries of slaves forever hushed,
And every chain forever gone,
Man tremble before God alone;
That man's true right, so long betrayed,
On truth and justice shall be laid;
That Freedom's martyr's work begun
In blood, and fire, and hidden sun,
Shall culminate in triumphs won;
And the world's changing channels trace
A course of hope for all our race.
Oh! how they as the humblest die,
Who part from kingly majesty
To stand before Him!--nothing there
But as His image we may bear;
The image by the humblest borne;
The kings of the eternal morn.
The lowliest man, most void of power,
To stand the trial of that hour!
To come from life in quiet shade,
From humble duties well obeyed.
Ah! if this be a solemn thing,
What then for one in might a king!
To meet the trial of that day
From gorgeous wrongs in false array,
Where false praise gilds the every deed,
Where few warn one that will not heed;
The man whom Weird-like hands have shown
The weary pathway to the throne.
Oh! thou gory-crowned head
Haunting here my dying bed!
Was it not necessity?
Moulding deed that was to be!
Oh! king so false--away--away--
Leave me at least my dying day.
Is there no refuge? Hated face!
Come with the looks of thy cold race.
Look thou as when thy soiled hand gave
The Earl, thy vassal to the grave.
Gaze thou on me in that worst pride
As kingly honor was defied.
Look thus on me--but not as now,
That patient sorrow on thy brow.
I can but gaze. Forever near
Thy dreaded form is my one fear.
A boy, I sit by running stream,
The humble life my daily dream:
Some lowly good--some wrongs redrest,
A noiseless life, its peaceful rest.
As that stream calm my life shall be;
As placid in its purity.
The humble stone shall tell the tale
When life began--when strength did fail.
An humble race shall bear my name
Blest by a few not rich in fame.
Oh! king, thine eye! It says, but then
Thy hand had not the guilty stain.
Hark! how the marriage-bells are ringing!
Voices fill the air with singing.
Waves of light are now the beating
Of my heart, and the repeating
Seems no weariness of pleasure,
Only increase of its treasure.
Ah! dear wife! thy look hath sped
Many a sorrow. But this head!
E'en at the hearth, and by thy side
This kingly blood-stained form doth glide.
The quiet house of God,--the prayer
Rising as incense in the air.
I breathe the still and mighty power,
I catch the glory of the hour.
Am I not pure, and armed for strife
With England for her better life?
Thou gory head! my prophecy,
In that loved church told not of thee.
Look as if heaven changed thy face,
Let pardon there at last have place:
Before me, on this awful sea,
Some gleam of heaven reflected be.
VIII.
_THE INDIAN DREAM-CELL._
In Pearl-run valley, not far from the noise and crowded streets of our
great Metropolis, the original forests, and a few unsightly rural
dwellings, have given place to a large number of those pleasant homes,
which citizens of wealth or of comfortable means, have erected for their
summer abodes. Hence the hills around are dotted with costly mansions,
and unpretending cottages.
It is a sight inspiring happiness to look on these dwellings in the
spring. You have evidence that so many families, released from the city
are rejoicing in the pure invigorating air, in the sunshine and shadows,
in the rooms associated with so much ease and tranquility.
Can it be that any one can be found who is void of all sympathy with the
natural world? All who seek these rural homes, at the established
season, are supposed--if we are the correct exponents of common
opinion,--to take wings from the city, for those cool and shady nests,
under the influence of love for the country?
Of course, when the spring arrives, all who have led a fashionable
career for the winter, have a sudden and marvellous restoration to their
senses. Like those whom some friendly magician has freed from the
enchantments of an evil genius, they are restored to a healthy judgment.
They then perceive the folly of the life which they have led. The
absurdity of denominating as society, crowded assemblies, where
conversation bears the relation to interchange of thought, such as
becomes intelligent creatures, which wilted and fallen leaves sustain to
those of the beautiful and nutritious plant from which they have been
torn,--where trifles and external polish are accepted in the place of
the best qualities which can commend others to our esteem,--where
friendships are formed, not links of human creatures with affectionate
qualities to one another, but to fashion, whose representatives they
are,--friendships to be dissolved, as easily as the melting of the
Pyramids of frozen cream, all these facts become, as soon as the air is
heated in spring, some of the most clear of all possible demonstrations.
Then they long for a more reasonable life. All that true poets or wise
moralists have taught of the rural home, asserts its power over the
memory. All vulgar glare becomes utterly distasteful. Simplicity of
life, amid a nature that summons man to cast off artificial follies,
has a powerful fascination. They have been poor city puppets too long.
Let them now be true men and women, where all things are so true and
real. Hence they hasten to the country.
Let us be thankful that any influences, even those of fashion, draw so
many of our citizens from the towns to the country-places. Let us be
thankful, that the great river of city-life,--hurrying on so madly, and
tossing its stained waves crowned with bubbles that pain the eye, has
its side eddies, and throws off great branches for far away shades,
where the waters are at rest, and where innumerable small streams unite
their efforts to purify that which has so long been so turbid.
Minds and hearts will touch one another in the rural scene. The limited
number of associates will foster some more depths of mutual interest.
The Sunday in the country, the rural church, the gathering of the
congregation from green lanes, and winding roads, and not from streets
sacred to pomp and vanity, to business, and to glaring sin, God so
visible in all his glorious works, perhaps a Pastor trained by his
labors among plain people during the winter, to speak the Word with
greater simplicity, these are not influences which exist only in
appearance. Men ask why make life such a vain and foolish dream? I trust
the day will come, when many families of cultivated minds, will reside
all the year in our country-places. From such social circles influences
must go forth, to transform no inconsiderable portion of what is called
the society of the town. The necessary association of the two classes,
will prove of inestimable benefit to each.
If you passed along Pearl-run valley, and left the more cultivated
region, which we have described, the scene changed, and you found
yourself in wild places.
There were steep cliffs, with endless masses of broken stone beneath, as
if a Giant McAdam, ages ago had been meditating the formation of a great
road, like that we pigmies build on a smaller scale, in these degenerate
days. And there were mountains where you could scarcely detect any proof
that the hand of man had disturbed the primeval forests.
These you could ascend by winding paths, and attain elevations, where
half the world seemed to lie beneath your feet. Well do I remember such
an ascent with a sister, who had been a few hours before, with me in the
crowded city.
Our time was limited. What we could see of the glorious scenes around
us, must be accomplished late in the afternoon. The sun had gone down
while we were climbing up the side of the mountain. We had never been in
such deep shadows. For the first time in our lives, we knew what was the
awful grandeur of solitude. Our existence seemed more sublime for the
solemn awe.
As we hastened on to reach a vast rock, from whose summit we were
assured, the view was one of surpassing beauty, we met some children,
wild in appearance, barefooted, seeking cattle that found pasturage in
an open space, scarcely perceptible to the eye, that, at a distance,
could take in the whole aspect of the mountain. But one of these little
creatures in her kindness added, with surpassing power the effect of the
wilderness.
"Take care," she said, "you may be lost." We, in the vast mountain where
we could be lost!
What a sound for ears so lately filled with the noise of the crowded
city! Oh child! what human study could have taught the greatest genius
in our land, to speak and add to the solemn power, of that most
memorable time, of two awed and enthusiastic wanderers!
How strange it is that the intense excitement of the soul, among such
scenes, is such a healthy peace--never the over-wrought exertion of the
mind! The intense activity within us does not _subside_ into
tranquility. It is elevated to a peace. If you would have true enjoyment
there, God,--the Infinite Father,--our immortality--the world our
Redeemer has promised us, must be placed side by side with every
impression.
Our forests are strangely primeval solitudes, when you reflect what
tribes of Indians have resided in them. That wild people have left there
no traces of their existence. You often seem to be one of a few, who
alone have ever disturbed the Sabbath rest of very holy places.
Why did not the aboriginal inhabitants leave us in letters carved on the
rocks, traditions, which our learned and ingenious men could interpret?
We know not what we have lost in our deprivation of wonderful mysteries.
We wander by great oaks, and stony places unconscious of powers that
linger there. The lore of demons and of spirits that plagued or
comforted the Indians is lost to us.
Yet, let us not be unjust as though the civilization which has
superseded the rude Indian life, had given us no romantic substitutes
for these powers which agitated the barbarian. And especially let us be
just to the genius of those who came over from the wilds of Germany, as
well as those who had their intellect brightened by the illumination of
Plymouth Rock. The imaginations of the two, were, indeed, very diverse
in their nature. They differed as the stiff gowns and ample pantaloons,
all so quaintly made, from the paint and skins which made the array of
the savage.
I am by no means insensible to the poetry which speaks to us in the
horse-shoe, nailed to the door to keep away witches, whose fears were
the more suggestive, because no one ever described the full power of the
mischief they were able to accomplish; and to the mysterious art
medicinal, rivalling in wisdom many of the celebrated systems of the
schools, whereby the muttering of strange words could cure a fever and
ague,--and where a nail that had pierced the foot was safely wrapped up
and laid up the chimney as a preventive of lock-jaw. The world is not so
prosaic as some would imagine.
I am happy, however, in being able to rescue one important tradition
from oblivion.
In one of the mountains of which I have spoken, which has been courteous
enough to retain its place, and ancient habits, notwithstanding the airs
and encroachments of the adjoining settlements, was a spot--well known
to some favored few of the Indian tribes. It was a mysterious place.
At the side of a large rock was a small cell. It was hollowed on its
stony side almost as if it had been a work of art. A little ledge that
stood across it, afforded a rude seat.
Tradition goes back to the wife of an Indian king, centuries ago, who
first acquired a knowledge of the virtues of the place, and availed
herself of the acquisition in a very happy manner.
It is a comfort and a sorrow to know how human nature has been the same
in all ages. Wives and husbands have had many virtues and failings in
common, whether they dwelt in primeval days in the Alleghany Mountains
or in Broadway in New York.
The Indian Queen had, it appears, great difficulty in preserving a
salutary discipline in the wigwam. Her lord--yet not her master--she had
never assented to that peculiar precedence in the marriage contract, had
been inclined to low company--that is to company that might be good
enough in itself, but was entirely too low for the royalty of the realm.
These fellows, white traders, who would prowl about to waylay his
Majesty, keeping respectfully out of sight of the Queen, were by no
means school-masters abroad for the benefit of the red man.
Even the queen, for some reason which it is difficult to conjecture, did
not object to the introduction of large quantities of fire-water into
the palace. She always took charge of it, however, and for that reason,
no doubt, felt that it would be used in a judicious manner.
But at last the king was unwise enough to set up as a reformer; not
under the instigation of the white men,--but indirectly, through their
influence. There is nothing new under the sun. We now abound in men and
women, who are in advance of their age. A man of mere genius, in these
days, is a helpless creature; sure to be laid up like old lumber in a
house, in some out of the way place of deposit. But if he should only
have a moderate disorder of the brain,--have circumstances to occur,
which would produce the effect which according to Bishop Warburton was
the result of the earthquake in his day, "widening the crack in old Will
Winston's noddle,"--then particularly if he can be mad after a method,
he is sure to form a society, and to be well fed and famous.
There was also in our kingly Indian reformer, one disagreeable
quality,--by no means unknown in an enlightened philosophical head of
associations. In all his projects, he was himself a central object. He
differed from some of our reformers in one respect. He was not crazy for
notoriety.
Among other things which he learnt from these good-for-nothing white
scamps, who were in such disfavor with the queen, fellows who had
traveled all around the world to little purpose,--sifting with wonderful
skill all useless and bad knowledge from the good, and casting away the
good as chaff, was a piece of information concerning the social
relations of some of his royal cousins in distant lands.
They gave him a glowing picture of a great chief who had a great host of
wives. Our king had informed one of his friends, that he thought that
the introduction of this custom on our American strand, would be a most
desirable improvement. And one day, under the influence of fire-water,
which in opening his heart, proved how good a fellow he was, he
suggested the theory to the queen.
It is said, that the wary queen, in her distress and perplexity at this
theory, sought for one of the wonder-workers of her tribe, and learnt
from him the secret powers of this cell. There she placed her royal
spouse, who slept until he was sober enough to dream a wise dream. The
consequence was his reformation. After this, it is also said, that the
queen attained such domestic power, that a warrior who slept under their
roof one night, was heard to inquire of one of his tribe, whether in
case the people should go out on the war-path, the woman would be the
great warrior.
It is also reported, that the spirit of the Indian queen often haunts
the cell, and has some secret power to allure chosen way-farers there to
rest, and have the dreams which belong to the place. The great
peculiarity of the mysterious power here exerted on the dreamer, was
this,--that he was compelled in his dreams, to follow a course contrary
to his habits and nature, and to learn some of the results of a new
course of conduct.
Over the cell were jutting rocks, which threw down as the sun was over
them, strange shadows, making the most mysterious letters. Curious wild
vines, with grotesque leaves, grew above it, having a fragrance like
that of poppies, but of greater intensity. Some fir trees near, blended
their murmurs with the hum of the wild-bees, and with a rill whose
waters passed over a rock, covered with green weeds, and fell into a
small dead pool, whose issues crept silently away amid innumerable
roots. Opposite, on a mountain, was a circle composed of various
objects, which, as you gazed seemed to move round with ever increasing
rapidity, and to exercise a mesmeric power in causing tranquility, and a
state of repose in which you were prepared for a control, extraneous to
your own mind. The sides of the cell receded slightly inwards, in gentle
curves, in such a way that you were tempted to recline, and lean your
head for rest on the moss-covered hollows of the rock.
One of the inhabitants of our valley, whose name was Eugene Cranmer, had
left the hill-side where he had a luxurious mansion, and had wandered
into the wild region, that contained this mysterious cell.
He was well pleased to see the general air of comfort, as he strolled
along; for it disquieted him to look on men who were very poor, inasmuch
as he had a vague sense that he was called on for some exertion in their
behalf. The poor seemed to him to mar the general aspect of the world,
as some unfortunate error in the taste of an artist, will mar the
general beauty of his picture. He wished all to be at peace, and have
enough to eat and put on; for the world, in such a state, seemed to be a
suitable place for a man who had attained great prosperity; and who had
the undefined impression that his life would be extended a few hundred
years, before he would be under the unhappy alternative of passing to a
good place in a better country. He provided well in his house for
himself; and of course he felt that such a care was all that was
essential for the comfort of his family.
His mother in his early life had indulged him to excess, and acted on
the principle, that all who came near him, would regard it as the most
reasonable thing in the world, that it must be their study and highest
happiness to gratify his inclination.
Our hero,--for it is pleasant thus to designate him, and to recognize
the superiority of such a man,--had climbed the ascent of the mountain,
and reached the place of the mystic cell. A peculiar agitation of the
vines above it, and sounds as of a bird complaining of an intruder near
its rest, drew his attention to the recess. He determined to seat
himself and rest awhile, before he returned to his home. No sooner had
this been attempted, than he wondered at the luxury of the sheltered
nook. He had an undefined feeling, that after all, the natural world,
providing on such an occasion such a place for his rest, was perhaps,
not so inattentive to human wants, as he had frequently imagined. The
walk he had enjoyed, the exhilarating air of the mountain, and the
composing influences around him, had thrown him into a state of more
than common good humor. He had fewer thoughts about himself; some dreamy
recollections, and he went rapidly to sleep.
Then he dreamed dreams. First he saw a strange reptile crawl along the
paths by which he had ascended to the cell. An odious object, deformed,
it looked as if it bore deadly venom in its fang. It was also obvious
that the creature had faculties to be developed. At one moment it seemed
ready to put forth its strength to attain the new gifts,--to call into
exercise powers that slumbered in its frame.
Its indolence, and anger at the stirring of inward strife by nature,
caused it to assume a torpid indifference.
Suddenly a stream of quivering light fell upon it. A bright dove
descended, and the radiance increased as it drew nigh, with silver
wings; and part of the lustre of its plumage was as of wrought gold. It
hovered over the creature, whom all its resplendent rays could not
render even less repulsive.
Then came a strange transformation. On a sudden all that repelled the
eye was gone. The creature glorified, assumed a place amid the objects
of beauty that adorn the world.
And what was a cause of surprise, he who saw all in the vision, and
witnessed the transformation, had now no other sentiment toward the
transformed and glorious, but love. No association existed in his mind,
to recall, with any disgust, what it once had been. His thoughts ever
rested on the dove and its pure rays, on the indescribable beauty of the
creature as he now beheld it, new-created in excellence. The deepest
darkness of oblivion, spreading as far as the east is from the west,
interposed between what it had been, and was now, could not have blotted
out the disgust of the former unsightly appearance more thoroughly from
his impressions. He could gladly have placed it in his bosom. Its
beauty, he felt sure, would be perpetual memories, each ever being a new
joy like a star rushing on into its place of brightness in the evening,
gladdening all on which its beams can rest.
Then there came to him a voice which said, Thou too must be changed from
evil to a glorious state. At first he bitterly opposed the suggestion.
Change! What then would life be to him? Thoughts would be his, and
views, and desires forever, whose very shadow touched him, to cause
pain, and to assure him of their contrariety to his nature. He who had
made slaves of all, to be the loving servant of all!
Then the influence that abode in the mystic cell began to exert its
power over him. It was as if a fever had passed away, and a sweet quiet,
as of an infant going to its rest had pervaded his frame. Resistance to
the good desires passed from him. He began to wish for a glorious
transformation.
And now the dream was changed. It was late at night. He drew near his
home. The lumbering stage, full of drowsy passengers, had left him at
his gate.
He was not compelled to linger long upon his porch. The door was quickly
opened by one, whose form glided swiftly along through the hall,
summoned by the sounds of the stage. It was his pale and weary wife, a
gentle, uncomplaining woman, bearing all his oppressions as void of
resistance, and as submissively as the stem, the overgrown bulb, the
work of insects deforming the bud or flower, whose weight bends as if it
would break it. He entered the dwelling and saluted her, as if her
watching was the least service she could render.
And then, though he perceived that she was pale and faint, he imposed on
her tasks for his present comfort. The servants were at rest, and she
must arrange for his evening meal, and go from room to room to procure
the least trifle he might desire.
And again there came over him the spell of the Indian dream-seat.
Just as he was about to pour upon his serving wife the vials of his
wrath, because she had misunderstood some one of his multitude of
directions, there suddenly was exerted over him a power which gave all
his thoughts a bias, and ruled his words and manner as the wind sways
the frail reed.
He began to speak to her words of tender commiseration. He insisted that
she was in need of his assiduous aid for her present comfort. For her
the wine and viands must be procured. She never again should keep these
watches for his sake--watches after midnight. Nay, more; with a torrent
of glowing words, he promised that all his future conduct should undergo
a perfect transformation.
In his struggle, our hero acquired an almost preturnatural quickening of
the memory. All thought, however, ran in one single course--in the
demonstration of his selfishness. He uttered confessions of his deep and
sincere repentance. He enumerated a long series of petty annoyances of
which he had been guilty towards his wife, and which had made up the sum
of much misery. One confession of a wrong deed revived the remembrance
of another. If the chain seemed at an end, as link after link was drawn
into light, there was no such termination.
He had no time to observe the effect of this his sorrow and confession.
His internal wrath at this departure from his ordinary habits, from all
the course which he, as a reasonable being could pursue, from all the
rules he had ever prescribed for his family,--from all that could make
the time to come consistent with the comfortable care he had taken of
himself in the past, caused such an agitation, that he thought for a
moment he must die. His golden age in the past to be supplanted with
this coming age of iron! Would he die? A great earthquake had crowded
all its might into a mole-hill. It was as if a storm-cloud was just on
the eve of being rent asunder, to tear the hills below with its awful
bolts, and some angelic messenger was sent to give it the aspect of a
quiet summer-cloud, and cause it to send down a gentle rain on all the
plants.
He knew well from experience the sense of suffocation. His throat had
seemed incapable of allowing a breath to pass to the lungs. But now he
had, as it were, a sense of suffocation in every limb. His whole frame
had sensations as if pressed to its utmost tension by some expanding
power, as by some great hydraulic press.
What was to be the result? Was he to undergo some external
transformation like the reptile which he had seen in the plain?
To his horror, he began, in his rhapsody of the dream to recall a huge
frog, which he had watched as a boy--swelling--swelling--and about to
burst through its old skin, and come out in the sunshine in a new and
fashionable coat and a pair of elastic pantaloons, with water-proof
boots to match. Then his imagination recalled a snake which he had seen
when he sat once by the brook with a fishing-rod in his hand, the hook
in the sluggish stream, and the fish, no one could tell where. Thus was
it passing through a similar process with the frog--preparing to present
itself in the court of the queenly season, making his new toilette as if
he had been fattening off the spoils of office, and had ordered his new
garb from the tailor without regard to cost.
In his heart there came again a tenderness for his wife and children.
And with that deep emotion came peace--for suddenly a golden cup was at
his lips, and cooling water, such as he had never tasted. An angel's
hand--oh how like the hand of his wife in its gentle touch--was laid
upon his head, and all its throbbing misery was gone. The same Being
waved his wings, and a cool air, with waves murmuring in some music from
a far off, blessed space, and with fragrance that lulled the disturbed
senses to repose, passed over him,--and he felt that all his fever and
distress had departed from him.
Then he appeared to be surrounded by his wife and children, who were
wrapped in a deep sleep. He gazed on them, meditating offices of love in
time to come. One and another, in dreams, uttered his name with
unspeakable tenderness. His tears fell freely. The great night around
him--that used to seem so unsympathizing--and to throw him off far from
all its glory, as a poor worthless atom, now entered into accordance
with the new found life within. The gleaming stars said to him, we take
your purpose into one great mission of reflecting light. All spoke of
hope. He was used to the feeling of loneliness and painful humiliation,
when in the darkness under the great unchanging canopy. Now was he
lowly; but he felt that man was great, as one who bore the relation of a
spirit to the Maker of all things. He had never thought, that as great
peace dwelt among all the human family, as now pervaded his own heart.
Again the dream was changed. He was in the city. He was seated in the
old dusty counting-room. He was the former selfish man. The men in the
place, were to him a sea of a multitude of living waves. All that he had
to do was to count all created for him, and he for himself; and in that
sea he was to seek to gain the pearls which he coveted. As men passed
by, he had no blessing in his heart for those tried in life, and to meet
death, or be tried still more. That God cared for them was no thought
that made an impress on his nature.
As he sat before his table covered with his papers, witnesses of his
gains, there was a sound of approaching feet. Then men entered and bore
along with them a mummy,--the dead form in its manifold wrappings, as
the mourners had left it in the days when Abraham dwelt in the land of
promise.
They placed the form on which it was borne in the centre of the room,
and then with grave deliberation proceeded to unroll its many
integuments.
In a short time they had spread out all the folds of the cloth, and
there lay the form which it was difficult to imagine had once been a
living man--a being of thoughts, emotions, hope, with ties to life, such
as are ours at the present day.
Our hero looked upon the extended covering of the dead. One of those
men, of a far distant clime and age, who had belonged to the silent
procession that thus presented the mortal remains to the eye, drew from
the folds of his dress a stone of exquisite beauty.
He held it before the cloth, and rays of an unearthly light fell upon
it, emitted from that precious gem. In a moment, that which had been so
dark, became a piece of exquisite tapestry. On it were a series of
representations, an endless variety of hieroglyphics.
As the rich merchant gazed on these, he read a history of a life, that
strangely condemned his own.
And then the Egyptian Priest came forth from the midst of his
associates.
He held in his hand an immense concave mirror in a frame of gold. Taking
his position between the window and the dead form, he first gazed upon
the sky. A cloud had obscured the sun.
As soon as it had been swept away, and the noon-day beams streamed
forth, he held up the mirror, and concentrating the rays of light, threw
all the blinding radiance on the dead form.
In a little while it began, under the power of that wonderful glory, to
assume the appearance of a living man. Breath came. It moved. It rose.
The one thus revived from the power of death gazed on the cloth, and
traced out for himself a plan of a beneficent life. He was to live to do
good. Tears were to be dried, the hungry to be fed, the heart was to
have its perpetual glow of good will, to speak words of blessing, and of
peace, of hope to all.
As our rich man gazed on all this scene,--mysterious hands seemed to be
unwinding countless wrappings from the soul within, dead to the Creator,
dead to the love of man.
A light was poured upon him. A new life was given him. He was preparing
to unlock his treasures, to share his possessions with the poor. The
home of sorrow became a place of attraction. He was to seek all means of
lessening the sin and misery of the human family.
Thus far had his discipline proceeded. The dreams had given activity to
the mind. They had bent the spirit of the man in glad submission to a
yoke of obedience; and in this submission to all that was pure, he found
how the great service was perfect freedom. Holy truths, which had never
been great realities, but certainties that were among his deepest
convictions, many of them like seeds still capable of life, but floating
on the sea in masses of ice, perhaps to be dropped on some island
forming in the deep, and there to germinate, now began to be living
truth, and to struggle with the soul that it might live. He bowed before
the august presence,--now that the great veil that had concealed the
kingly visitants was torn away. Now they were not like the magnetic
power, affecting dubiously, and without a steady control, the needle of
the seaman as he drew near to the coast. They had become the
all-pervading power in the needle itself, affecting each particle, and
turning all in attraction towards the one star, that is before every
bark freighted with the precious trusts, which he now felt to be so
grand a responsibility. Are not these sealed with a seal that no enemy
can cause to be forged or broken?
A slight change in his dream, and the temptations began to reappear,
crowding as the gay tares wind among the eddying wheat heads, and are
tossed by the wind and arrest the eye. There was a sense of slight fear
and doubt.
Then was he borne onward, and placed on the green sward beneath great
overhanging rocks. Their awful majesty was tempered by the endless
vines, laden with fruits and flowers that crept along their sides, and
waved, as crowns upon their summits.
A lake spread its waters before him. As he looked far off upon its
unruffled surface, he saw clouds, now dark, now radiant, floating
rapidly in the sky. The wind that impelled them came in great gushes of
its power, as their changing shapes, and rapid motion gave full
evidence. And when the winds thus swept on, they gave not the slightest
ripple to the great blue expanse of the waters. Yet they were no dead
sea, but pure and living, from streams on innumerable fertile
hill-sides, whose threads of fountain-issues glittered in the sun.
And the great shadows that fell from these floating masses in the air,
did not reach to the surface of the lake. They wasted themselves between
the clouds and the atmosphere of tranquil light, that rested on the
placid, sky-like depths of the blue expanse.
Even at his very feet, these waters seemed in depth ocean-like. His eye
was never weary as he gazed into their abyss, and the sight never
appeared to have looked down into them, and to have found the limit of
its power to penetrate their immeasurable profundity.
Great peace again took possession of his mind! Then he felt the
mysterious hand upon him, and he was lifted up from the borders of this
lake, for other scenes. He could not but feel regret. He was however
convinced, that any new prospect opened before him, would be one that he
might earnestly desire to look upon.
The motion of the wings of the angel, as he transported him through the
air, was as silent as the calm of the great lake.
They entered into a cave, so vast, that its roofs and sides were at such
distance from them, that no object could be distinguished in the evening
twilight. But soon he saw before him a high archway, lofty as the summit
of the highest mountain, by which they were to emerge into the light.
They passed it, and found that it opened into a deep valley.
A plain was here the prospect, and near to him the side of a precipitous
hill. It had great sepulchral inscriptions on the surface of the rocks.
There was a slight earthquake. Its power caused the sides of the hill
to tremble, and revealed the bones of men buried in the sands and
crevices.
He proceeded--and soon he saw grave-stones on the plain. Drawing near,
he attempted to read the names inscribed upon them. Soon he discovered
that they recorded those of his wife and children. Foes, as he imagined,
as his eyes rested on objects around, moving to and fro, lurked in the
shadows.
And now his sorrow assumed a form, different from all the former remorse
of his dream. A vague idea that all was a dream came to his relief.
Tears fell, bitter regret for the past continued, but he had a joyous
and undefined conviction, that his family were not beyond the reach of
his awakened love.
A gentle hand was then laid upon his eyelids. It pointed to the mountain
near--on whose summit an eternal light rested. Such light, he thought,
must have been seen on the mount of the transfiguration.
He discovered that he had the power to look into the depths of the great
mountain. As his eye penetrated those great hidden ways, he found that
all was revealed there, as if the earth and rocks were only air more
dense than that which he breathed.
His attention was soon arrested by a rock in the centre of the mountain.
It became the sole object to which he could direct the eye.
There imbedded were evil forms, on which he looked to feel new sorrow,
and to torture himself with self-upbraiding.
These forms were his work. It was evident that they should have been
created in exquisite beauty. The material of which they had been
made,--so precious--was a witness that this could have been
accomplished. The marks of the chisel were a proof that there had been
capacity--skill--which could readily have been exercised in creating
that which was beautiful, and which had been perverted and abused in the
production of the shapes by which he was repelled. And it was also
evident, that they had been fashioned in a light, which would have
enabled him to judge truly of every new progress of his toil, and under
a sky where true inspirations would be fostered. My work! my work! he
said--but he added, there is hope for the future.
As his new-found tenderness subdued him, the power that transported him
from scene to scene, bore him away.
Soon he found himself standing before another mountain, which was in the
process of formation.
It was made of the clearest crystal, and the light was in all its height
and breadth. Angels were there, and waiting with a placid but
unutterable happiness for labors that were to occupy them.
He could not rest. He must put forth into action the aims, the
aspirations to fashion forms of immortal glory. As he moved, in his
great ambition from his place, he saw that his dwelling was near at
hand--close beneath this great mound of crystal, and that its light was
reflected upon it.
He entered the house. His gentleness was the happiness of all. He was
now the unselfish and loving husband and parent. He marvelled that so
many little acts of love could be done day by day. He marvelled to see
how little acts of love made up such a vast sum of happiness, and what
moulding influences, whose value could not be estimated, were united
with his deeds.
He found that forms were ever taken by the angels and borne away. They
reverently bore them--reverencing the beauty, and above all reverencing
them as the work of One who had given him aid to think of their
creation, and to embody them according to the pure conception. They
carried them first to a fountain of waters that flowed from a smitten
rock. A crown of thorns, and nails, and a spear, were sculptured there.
Washed in this stream every particle was cleansed. Afterwards they held
up the form in the most clear light, brighter than the light of any sun,
and the beauty became far more perfect.
The angelic laborers then carried each to the mountain of crystal.
There it was imbedded,--but in a radiance which was to shine forever,
and forever.
And then to his great joy, he found that vast numbers of men came to a
summit of an adjoining hill; caring not for the ascent by a narrow and
arduous way. They looked into the mountain, and were entranced by the
forms that they beheld. He had no thought that they would turn to him in
admiration. All that he exulted in, was, that he loved them, and that
they turned away to labor to make like forms, for the angelic
hands,--for the waters of the cleansing fountain,--for the inexpressible
light that purified,--for the place in the mountain, where they should
shine eternally.
Just at this moment, a bird perched on the vines around the cell. It
poured forth a rich melody of song close to the ear of the sleeper. It
awoke him gently from the profound sleep. The first sound which he heard
was that of the sweet bell of his village church. Its gushes of sound
rolled along the valley, and up the side of the great hills.
He felt that the impressions of his dream were durable. So deeply was he
affected, that he scarcely thought of the visions in which the truth had
been represented. He descended his path another man. Another man he
entered his home. The house was a changed house that day. No one more
subdued in spirit than himself, knelt in the church. No one with more
determined purpose, heard that day, of the One who "pleased not
himself."
IX.
_WILD FLOWERS GATHERED FOR MY WIFE._
Though these sweet flowers are in their freshest bloom,
They had a beauty as I gathered them
Which thine eye sees not. For with every one
New lustre in the varied colors shone,
A purer white melted beneath the eye,
A sweeter fragrance came from dew-gemmed leaves,
Advanced in beauty as I thought of thee.
Thou seest that they grew wild in wood and fields
Teachers of love and wisdom. Some I found
In deep pine shades, where the sun's straggling beams
Through bending boughs may reach them.
Holier rays
Through deeper shades can reach the broken heart,
Through deeper shades can foster heavenly growth
Of beauty for the everlasting fields;
Through more dense shades can reach the good unknown
To human fame, yet left to bless the world.
These flowers and leaves that ripen unobserved
But for our eyes, had withered with the frost,
And none had blessed God for their loveliness.
They give their little power unto the wind
To purify for men the air they breathe,--
Air wafted far by every rising breeze.
And so a myriad of the little deeds,
Done by the men that walk in Christ's blest steps,
Add health unto the living atmosphere
Where men breathe for the strength of highest life.
Deeds go out on a sea of human life,
And touch a myriad of the rolling waves,
Send the great sea a portion of unrest,
Which saves its surface from the mould of death.
These flowers are memories that I had of thee
During my wandering to the distant home,
Where sickness was, and many an anxious care,
Where there was need that Christ's work should be done.
Oh! if these paths we tread with our soiled feet,
On this world far from scenes where all is pure,
Our feet not yet in laver cleansed from soil,
In wave by angel stirred and all so bright,
Where gleams are on the waves from his own sun,
Are skirted with these fragrant beauteous forms,
What shall surround our path in Paradise?
Flowers have a language; so they choose to say.
Each speaks a word of pure significance.
Thus in the fields of nature we can print,
Where flowers shall be the type, a beauteous book--
With joyful eye can read the beauteous book.
With all my love of flowers, here is a lore
Which is to me unknown. I have to turn
Over the pages of that pictured book
To spell each letter as a little child.
But this I know, that none can e'er mean ill.
Flowers are too pure, as angels sowed their seed
On earth in pity for a burdened race.
And where their smiles have rested there came forth
These witnesses that men are not alone.
And also this is lore from nature's school--
That speak they as they may--whate'er they mean
Of faith to be unshaken through our life,
Of love that never wanes, true as the star,
They cannot speak of faith or tender love,
Which I--flower-bearer--do not speak to thee
In this my offering of far-gathered spoils.
X.
_RIVERSDALE._
It was my good fortune to dwell for some years on the banks of the
Delaware, with a sturdy old yeoman, who was quite a character in his
day. Manly, honest, hospitable, of a dignified bearing as of one who
respected himself, and who had no false pride, it was a treasure to have
known him.
His nature had been moulded, as far as earthly influences gave their
impress by a life spent chiefly on a farm, in days that are called
"primitive;" that being one of the words which hold in unfixed solution,
some true but very vague impressions. A few years which he spent in the
naval service of his country, had no doubt added some lines to the mould
that shaped him as he was.
I have said that his characteristics were very prominent. Therein he
differed from the mass of the country people. They are like a knoll,
where you see at once all the outlines. You must look attentively, to
discover more than the eye has taken in at its first glance. He was like
one of our rugged hills, having bold varieties of shape, records of time
and of great convulsions, of the violence of storms, of changes wrought
by other and varied influences.
He had thriven in the world far beyond all his expectations. His life
had been one of untiring industry, decision, and ingenious energy. At
the time of his marriage, almost every penny was exhausted by the humble
fee. As days rolled on, the Creator added to his store, and he purchased
the farm on which his father had resided. By a manly appeal to the sense
of justice, he prevented a rich neighbor from competing with him at the
sale of these broad acres.
In after days he also became the possessor of the farm, called
Riversdale. There he spent his last years of life. He lived there in the
affluence of a rich farmer. It was strange to see him and his faithful
wife so utterly unchanged by prosperity, and by the alterations in the
habits of society.
At Riversdale he had a spacious dwelling. There was here a degree of
elegance within and without. It had been the country residence of a rich
merchant. His furniture was plain, but abundant, and all for use.
Among the curiosities of our house was the old clock, on whose face the
sun and moon differed from their prototypes in the heavens, inasmuch as
they had a far more distinct representation of the ruddy human
countenance, and as they did not rise or set,--for their mechanism had
become distracted.
And then there was the famous old gun,--taken from a Hessian at the
battle of Princeton, and which had done great service in the deer hunts
in the Pocano Mountains, and amid the pines of New Jersey.
Those deer-hunts were great circumstances in the course of the year. He
used to narrate with great pleasure, the events that occurred at such
excursions in the forests.
Once as he told me, he was alone in the woods with a guide. The darkness
was coming apace. He had wounded a deer. The cry of the dogs indicated
that they were close upon it. It became evident that the man wished to
lead the hunters out of the way; and to disappear in the darkness, that
he might appropriate the prey to himself. But all his mean plans were
soon baffled. "If you," said the old yeoman, "can run faster than the
buck-shot in my gun, slip away in the dark." Never guide, I venture to
say, adhered more closely to his party.
His education, like that of so many of the old Pennsylvania farmers, had
been very limited. His sympathies were not broad; though a small degree
of sentiment pervaded a vein of tenderness which wound its way through
the rugged nature of his soul. Sometimes it appeared so attenuated, that
few influences seemed to be willing to work for the precious ore.
I remember that we were once walking along the avenue which led to the
house, and I quoted to him a line of poetry which he did heartily
appreciate. The scene around had little power to prepare his mind for
the impression. Two huge old cherry trees were near us. These were
gradually withering away; as if to remind him, as he continually passed
them, that the days of his full strength were gone, and that infirmities
of old age were creeping upon him.
Had I perused all our volumes of poetry, I could not have selected a
sentence, which he could relish more than the one which I repeated. It
was the well-known line of Cowper, that God made the country, but man
made the town.
It was really curious to observe how this arrested all his mind. It
seemed as if his soul was deeply impressed with a sense of the goodness
of God, in giving man this beautiful green world, on which he does not
labor in vain. He appeared also to have respect for the poet who could
utter such a truth. Had all the tribe of bards risen from their graves,
been capable of participating in our earthly food, and come to us that
day, Cowper would have been treated to Benjamin's portion.
His histories proved to me how his nature was the same in early life,
and in age, as to fearlessness, and to a rough opposition to those by
whom he was excited.
Once his step-mother, during the strife of the revolution, and while his
father was absent from home in the service of his country, sent him with
a claim to a British officer. He was to demand payment for some produce
which the soldiers of the king had taken from the farm.
He found him seated at a table, at a place not far from Bustleton, and
presenting himself made known the object of his visit.
"Where is your father?" said the officer.
The boy was shrewd enough to know that discretion was now the better
part of valor. But mingled emotions overcame his wisdom. The British
soldiers around him were the oppressors of his country.
Regardless of the wrath which he would assuredly awaken, and scattering,
manifestly, all hope of success in his mission to the wind, he saucily
replied, "Why, he is at the camp with General Washington; where he ought
to be." Perhaps he also regarded this as a defence of his father. A
grasp at a sword, an angry oath,--an assurance that he was a vile little
rebel, and must quickly vanish, were the evidences that he had given his
receipt in full for all that had been taken as spoils from the farm.
I have said that he was a man of the most sterling honesty. His extreme
care to ascertain that all his accounts were correct, was actually a
trouble to the vestry of the church, while he was treasurer of the body.
He was above the least meanness in all his dealings with men. As he was
rather too suspicious of others, sometimes imagining that they had some
evil design, where they had none, it was the more remarkable that he had
no cunning in his own heart, was open in all his aims, and free from
those arts which entangle weak consciences.
He had manners which were a study. Few men are not, in some degree
affected by their dress. He was the same man in self-respect and
courtesy, whether you met him in his soiled working-clothes, or in his
best array. Summoned suddenly from the work in the field, or from the
barn, with chaff and dust upon him, his calm courtesy in receiving any
guest, whatever his station in life, the utter absence of all apology
for his appearance, his entire devotion to the attentions due to his
visitors, elicited your decided admiration. Not in his conduct, to his
guests, but in some slight expression, when we were alone, could any of
us detect that he felt any peculiar pleasure, when any of our most
aristocratic inhabitants had called to see him and his household,
manifesting their respect. I have never seen him more devoted and kind
to any visitor, than to a poor friend,--one who had lagged far behind
him, in the ascent of the hill of fortune.
It could not be expected that his wild portion of the country would be
exempted from those rude scenes of violence, where men take the laws
into their own hands. Nor can it be surprising, that with his physical
strength, boldness, and wild life at sea and on land, he should
sometimes be prominent in these wars on a little scale.
I remember how I heard one of his narratives with mingled interest and
sorrow, when he told of a victory fought and won.
It was a contest with a party of butchers, who had come from a distance
and taken possession of the tavern, maltreating some of the country
people, who had, to say the least, a better right to the injurious
comforts of the inn.
He was summoned from his sleep, and became the leader of the avenging
party. When they reached the scene of noisy revelry, he proved that he
did not rely on physical strength alone, but summoned a "moral effect"
to his aid. A pretended roll was to be called. Many names of persons not
present, perhaps not in existence, were, by his order, pronounced; and
their "Here," was heard clearly uttered in the night air. The effect of
this act of generalship soon became apparent. Silence, indicative of
dismay reigned in the place of the former noisy laughter. The rough
fellows were sorely thrashed, and taught that there was a high law which
the quiet dwellers in the field could put in force.
In after days my old friend would have deprecated the recurrence of such
scenes. There is always a tendency to law and order, and to gentle
virtues where a man has a great fondness for children--and this love for
little ones he possessed in a great degree.
It would have been a good scene for a painter, when they gathered round
the white-haired man and elicited his attention and his smile. The large
form sinking into its most quiet repose, as if there was no need that it
should be braced now as if prepared for any struggle of life, and the
rough features softened to gentle sympathy, would have been worthy of
lasting perpetuation on the canvass. I have no doubt that the passage of
Scripture recording the benediction of the children by our Lord, touched
his heart powerfully, and allured him the more to the One who bore our
nature in the perfection of every excellence.
If an able painter, I would strive to represent our Redeemer, as I could
fancy that He appeared in the scene to which I have referred. Who can
attempt to satisfy even the least imaginative disciple, by any picture
of the countenance of our Lord? How difficult even to unite the infinite
tenderness with the determination of the perfect man, whom nothing
could move from his true purpose, because holiness was the necessity of
a heart without sin? One shrinks, in some degree, from a multitude of
representations of Him, as if they, failing to meet the inspiration of
the soul, were not reverent. Might we not more easily conceive of his
blended love and dignity, if he was painted among those who could not
trouble him, whom He would not have sent away, whom he took in his arms,
and on whom he caused to rest a blessing, that ever waits now to descend
on the children of those who diligently seek him.
Some of the quaint narratives of the old man have proved, as I have
repeated them, a source of much amusement to the young.
For instance, he said that he was returning from a journey of some miles
into the interior of the country. He had taken his heavy wagon, and
aided a neighbor who was removing his goods to a new home.
The night had overtaken him as he returned. Just as he crossed a small
stream, he heard a voice of one in great distress, calling for aid. "Oh!
come here,--come here,"--were the piteous cries from an adjoining field.
Stopping his horses, and clambering a bank, he soon secured a
"reconnoissance" of a field of strife.
By the dim light of the moon, he saw a scene sufficiently ludicrous,
but demanding immediate activity. He had not come a moment too soon. A
small man, a shoemaker, the one who cried for aid, and sadly in need of
it had, it seems, been crossing a field, when an ugly-tempered bull
rushed upon him, and would have gored him to death but for his presence
of mind and dexterity. The poor fellow had skill enough to dodge the
assault; and as the animal, missing his aim, rushed by him, he caught it
by the tail. The vicious brute made every effort to reach his
disagreeable parasite. In doing this he ran around in endless circles,
very wearying to the little legs of the little man, and exhausting his
strength.
As my old friend had come and seen, what had he to do but conquer? He
hastened to the side of the living whirligig. The shoemaker was wearing
out his shoe-soles more rapidly than any of his customers.
Seizing also the tail of the bull, he informed the exhausted man that he
might now let go.
The animal continued the same tactics, but his foe-man was armed with
his heavy whip, and this was wielded by a powerful right hand. A few
blows, and the victory was won. The hero was left alone in his glory;
for the rescued had vanished as soon as he could release his hold on the
tail, and he did not return to see the result of the strife. Let us hope
that he was grateful, although I doubt the gratitude of one who could
thus run away, and leave all the battle to his deliverer. A benefactor
in things small and great, who has a noble mind, though wounded by
insensibility to his kindness, may receive benefit from the unthankful;
for he may learn more deeply the example of the Lord, and he may free
his heart the more to do good, and look for no return--learn to do good
to the unthankful and the evil.
I have represented the farmer at Riversdale as openness and honesty
itself in all his dealings. Men will be men. In country life, as in the
city you will find a sad abundance of mean and tricky persons.
It is not a little curious to see our city friends come into the
country, and take for granted that the sojourners there are all
simple-minded and honest men. That is a weakness which is soon
dissipated. The wisdom is purchased with the loss of gold and silver.
They find that they are charged by many, probably the obtrusive ones,
the most extravagant prices for all things. The more free they are with
their money, the more they are required to pay. The value fixed on the
substance offered for sale, is all that can possibly be extorted from
any one who is imprudent enough to buy, and make no inquiries. There
comes a danger of reaction. They change the theory concerning men of the
field, which they have learned from poets and novelists, and are tempted
to imagine that they all are like these thieves. I thank God, that I
know well to the contrary.
Some men of large means imagine that if they are very free in spending
their money, and allow those whom they employ, to take advantage of
them, to extort unfair prices, that they will thereby cultivate good
feeling, a grateful regard. This is an entire mistake. The man who
cheats you never will be grateful. He comes to you, in all his relations
to you, with meanness of soul. That is no soil for good will. He also
fears, that at any time, you may be conscious of the fraud. He expects
therefore an hour when you will be angry, and despise him. He judges of
your coming enmity, by his own lasting bitterness and revengeful mind,
toward any one who has overreached him. He has also some contempt for
you, because you have been less cunning than himself.
Pay fair generous prices. When a man gains from you more than the fair
price, let it be a gift. Do not expect anything from the man, who does
in two days the labor that should be accomplished in one. Alas, as we
reflect on the want of truth and gratitude towards us, we have to
remember that we can apply these lessons to ourselves, as we labor in
the vineyard where we have been sent to toil!
I have spoken of the hospitality of the house at Riversdale. This never
could have been exercised as it was, but for the admirable arrangements
of the good wife and excellent daughters. I look back, and marvel how
all could be done in that house and farm, and yet time be found for the
entertainment of so many guests.
I am deeply grieved to look back to those bachelor days, and find that I
had a senseless conviction, that a house pretty much took care of
itself. It was a delusion which must often have caused me to be
troublesome, when I had not any idea that I was in the way. I now honor
the statemanship which adorns domestic affairs, and hope I no longer am
found at any time, a wheel out of place in the machinery of any house.
Never too late to mend. A good proverb, friends. But as we apply its
hopefulness, let us take care to remember that when the present time
shall have become the past, and we have done wrong in things small and
great, it is too late to mend the sin and error. We cannot mend the evil
of the past.
I see the good old mother of the household now. Always neat in her
dress,--erect in form,--kind,--thoughtful, self-possessed. You could not
know her long, and not perceive that she was a pre-eminent
representative of the wife and parent. Her love for others had its true
source, the love of God. Thence it flowed gently a stream of tenderness
for her family, and then spread freely far and wide to all others. Her
religion was of a very grand character. She knew, in all the trials of
life, what it was to have her Creator for her Rock,--to have His rod and
His staff. Real to her indeed, the divine love which brought our
Redeemer to our form from Heaven, and caused Him to expiate our sins on
the cross.
Once we were speaking hopelessly, of some reprobate. The opinion was
advanced, or implied, that he was never to be reformed. I never forgot
the sorrow she manifested, and her heart-felt but gentle reproof, while
she corrected us in the abiding spirit of the hope in Christ for any one
who yet lives. While the lamp holds out to burn, she asked, could not he
return?
She was one of the most unpretending Christians, and therefore her deep
piety could not be concealed. When she was unconscious of the
revelation, she taught us in a living subject of the Lord, the power
that can be given for holiness in this scene, where all gold can be well
tried in the fire.
She was ever busy. In hours of ease she had her knitting-needle. How
pleasant it was to see her at her work, in the warm days of summer, as
she sat in her high-backed chair on the piazza which overlooked the
River. With the steamboats, then beginning their course, she was never
satisfied. "The boats with sails," she said, "glided away so natural
like: but with the steamboats it was all forced work." No doubt she
often regarded these different vessels, as emblematic of those who moved
under gentle and approved agencies, and those who were out of harmony
with nature around us,--the working of the hands that are infinite in
power,--those who cared only for hire, and needed, in order to their
activity, some of those goads which happily abound for the idle.
The aged woman came to us what she was, to remind us what endless
influences are ever ready to mould us to increasing piety, and love for
others. To the sick and sorrowing out of her household she had been an
angel of charity. Her life had been a golden cord. He had strung it for
her with jewels from the mine. Is that mine exhausted? The glories we
know lie near at hand for all that will gather them.
Well can I realize after the lapse of years, the sorrow of the aged wife
when it was manifest that my old friend must soon close his eyes on the
world for ever. There he lay, his strong form promising hope, which the
decision of the physician denied. Could he be dying, who was bound to
the scene around him by so many ties? As he had gained these fields by
such a life of labor, and held them so firmly in his grasp, as every
tree seemed so surely his, as you felt the impress of his firm and
undisputed will in all the arrangements of his broad farm, you might ask
can all these bonds which bind him here be sundered? But God sunders
all, as he will, in a moment.
And now he was on the verge of the world to come. In infancy his life
had hung by the most attenuated thread. Was it better for him that he
was to die an old man, one who had passed through life's trials, had
received such endless mercies, had so many calls to so many duties? Or
would it have been better for him that he had died in infancy, passing
to the ineffable joy, but to less glory and honor than those who have
borne the cross, endured in true manly toil, the burden and heat of the
day in the vineyard of the Master?
It was in a quiet house, quiet as one so soon to be forsaken of its
owner, that we assembled to receive with him the precious emblems of the
great sacrifice made for us, in infinite love. If he received
consolation, it was indeed given also to the aged wife. Her quiet
sorrow, without a tear, was reverent, and full of submission. Its
evenness,--not rising or falling with every hope or fear,--was a seal of
its great depth. You read in her fixed countenance that she had the past
with all its memories, and the future with all its solitude clearly
before her. She was henceforth to be as the shattered vase, just waiting
some small trial of its strength, to fall to pieces. But the lamp within
was to burn on, and fed with ever increasing supplies of aliment for its
flame, to glow with increasing radiance. Such lights in the temple of
God never go out.
My aged friends! your ashes lie where you hoped that your mortal remains
would find their resting-place. Years have passed, and yet I recall you
to remembrance more affectionately, than when I stood by your opened
grave. One cause of this, is, I presume, that the more I become
acquainted with men, the more I learn to value those who have risen in
their integrity, above the low level of ordinary character.
Changed is your dwelling. A vast and costly pile occupies the place
where once it stood. But could you, the former inhabitants, of that
which has undergone such alteration, reappear among us, we should
recognize what is eternal in its nature. What is of earth, alters and
passes away. But love, and truth, and faith, all the nobleness given by
the Redeemer,--these endure. These are extended and glorified in the
world to come.
XI.
_DR. SAMUEL STANHOPE SMITH AND THE HAUNTED HOUSE._
When I was at Princeton College, Dr. Samuel Stanhope Smith was its
president. A learned and able man, and an eloquent preacher, blameless
in his life, his influence was great, not only over his college, but far
and wide over the surrounding country.
I trust that it is one of the merits of our Republic, that truly great
and good men will always have this influence and respect. Surely we have
cast off those impediments to human progress which exist in other lands,
where tributes due to real merit are paid to men for their accumulation
of riches. Our offices in the states will almost always be bestowed on
the deserving. The tricks of the politician will be generally unknown,
because our people will hold them in abhorrence. In the old countries
legislative bodies have felt the force of bribes. But I will boldly turn
prophet here, and say, that no such practices will ever be known in such
deliberative bodies in New Jersey. I can imagine the shame which the
pure-minded people of this common-wealth must be ready to visit on one
proven guilty of such a detestable enormity. Indeed he would incur the
risk of being burnt alive at the stake.
The influence which Dr. Smith attained by the purest means, he exercised
for the public good. His mind was of a philosophic cast, and he abhorred
all superstition. Hence he was always eager to dispel the errors of the
ignorant, and to remove the fears excited by diseased imaginations.
One day I was plodding over a page of Sophocles. No doubt it contained
beauties whose discovery would repay toil. I was, however, unable to
say, as I pondered it, lexicon by my side, with the Frenchman, "hang
these ancients, they are always anticipating our bright thoughts," for I
was not yet able to compare the idea of the Greek with the
scintillations of genius which had flashed through my mind, and which
were laid up for the future edification of the world, because I could
not determine what the old dramatist had intended to say to us.
While I was in this state of most unpleasant perplexity, there was a
knock at my door. I knew it at once to be that of our tutor. He informed
me that the great doctor wished to see me and the rest of my class at
his study.
We were thus invited,--that is, we had as strict a summons as any
soldiers could receive from their commander,--to appear at his
residence, the famous house under whose roof so many illustrious men
have found shelter. Long may it stand!
It could not take much time to collect the designated young gentlemen
together. Before we met, each individual brain was greatly exercised
with speculations, concerning the cause of our being thus summoned to
the study of our venerable head. When we were a collective body the
various streams of conjecture being thrown in a torrent together, the
effervescence exceeded all my powers of description.
It was a trying hour when any one of us had to come face to face with
Dr. Smith.
We were not aware that any evil deed had been committed of late in the
college. We all felt a bold conviction of individual innocence. Indeed,
all college fellows are innocent always, until they are proved to be
guilty.
One poor fellow, whose shaggy head could never be reduced to smooth
order by comb or brush, more than the tossing waves are subdued to a
placid mirror by the shadows of passing clouds, with a nose that always
reminded you of a sun-dial, and an eye, which sometimes gave him the
nickname of Planet, from its ceaseless twinkling,--had indeed some
troubles of conscience concerning a duck which had been killed, cooked,
and eaten in his room a few nights before, after he had taken a long
rural ramble in the evening. He had some reasonable fear that he could
not produce the bill of its sale for the scrutiny of the President,
should it be demanded. Still, on the whole, we were calm. All felt the
necessity of a general sunshine of countenances. It was our wisdom to
look as if we expected some compliment from the head of the college.
Indeed, one fellow, who had a manly, harmless wildness in him, whom all
loved and confided in, who was a good and kind adviser of us all,--whose
intense life was a good element for the formation of the noble minister
which he afterwards became,--was audibly preparing a reply to the
doubtfully anticipated commendation of the President. It contained the
most ludicrous assertion of our great modesty, and sense of
unworthiness,--in which he said, we all most cordially concurred,--while
in the presence in which we stood. Curiosity was in every mind. No one
had the slightest clue, which appeared to guide us satisfactorily one
step in the darkness.
But we reached the door of the study. One of the most respectful knocks
ever given proclaimed our presence,--or rather inquired if we could be
admitted. The fine, manly voice which we so well knew, called on us to
enter. We were received with that courteous dignity which characterized
the doctor. All scanned the noble head, and no thunder-clouds were
there. It is something to have seen Dr. Smith in the pulpit, in the
class-room, or in the study. He was somewhat taller than men in general,
and had a frame of fine proportions. His countenance easily kindled with
intelligence. A large blue eye seemed to search your secret
thoughts--and yet in all manliness of inquiry--promising cordial
sympathy with all that was elevated, and a just indignation at the
contemplation of any moral evil. His brow was spacious. His whole face
spoke of hard study--polish of mind--of patient thought--of one who
walked among men as a king. His voice was full and harmonious. His
address was dignified and urbane. The stranger must trust him, and his
friends confided in him, not to discover that he ever could forsake
them.
Before he spoke we were at our ease. Our surprise took a new channel as
he entered on the business of the hour.
"Gentlemen," said he, "I have sent for you, that I might have your
co-operation in a plan, which may greatly benefit a worthy farmer, and
remove superstitious fears from some ignorant minds.
"Mr. Hollman, who has a farm about two miles from the college, cannot
persuade any of the laboring families to reside in a lonely stone house
on his property. It is a dwelling that should be a comfortable, happy
home. The situation is rather picturesque; standing, as it does, near
the shade of a thick wood, and on the bank of a small stream which
empties into our classical run. The people say that the house is
haunted. Family after family has forsaken it in dread. I have not had
patience to listen to the various narratives told concerning it. One man
who is quite intelligent, and evidently honest, declares that he will
take his oath that he has heard terrible noises at midnight, and has
smelt strange fumes.
"Now this short story must be put an end to. Such superstition must not
exist under the shadow of an institution celebrated for its learning. I
should regard it as a blot on our fair reputation.
"I have been engaged in devising a plan for the refutation of this
folly. It is this. I propose that you, gentlemen of the senior class,
shall spend a night in the house. This will soon be known over the
neighborhood. There has been much expenditure of words, over the silly
narratives of people alarmed at less than their own shadows. All who
have talked of the ghost, will talk of your act as having cast shame on
those who pretend to see supernatural sights. You will soon have the
pleasure of finding that the deserted house has become the home of some
worthy family. You will do much to put an end to the belief in
ghosts--for the history of your act will be narrated far and wide. Mr.
Hollman will be a debtor to you for securing him from loss, and from
great inconvenience. You have no fear of ghosts. In all probability you
will hear no sounds to disturb you, or call for investigation. If you
hear any peculiar noise, you will be assured that it is caused by some
designing person,--who avails himself of the credulity of the ignorant
to gain his corrupt or foolish purpose. I leave this matter in your
hands. I am confident that the trust that I repose in you will be
attended with the result that I desire."
We, one and all, became the personification of delight. The president
was informed that it was a most agreeable adventure which he thus
proposed. One fellow, who was awfully alarmed, and who had late at night
told stories of ghosts who appeared in Virginia, until some of his
companions were afraid to separate, was the loudest in expressing his
readiness to go with the rest. He became pale with fright, when one of
his class-mates suggested that it would have more effect if one stayed
all night in the house alone, and that he should be selected for that
solitude.
It was agreed that we should say nothing about our plan in the college.
Hence, on our return from the doctor's study, our mysterious conduct,
and sundry vague hints caused some eyes to be opened so wide, that one
might question how they would ever close again. In vain every attempt to
discover what had happened in the study of the great divine and
philosopher.
Late in the afternoon a deputation from our class waited on Mr. Hollman.
I had the honor to be appointed on this committee. The estimable man, a
well-educated farmer, and having that simple address which enables a
benevolent heart to declare itself through its courtesy, expressed great
pleasure on hearing of our proposition, and uttered his thanks to us,
and to the venerable doctor.
He corroborated the remark of our president, that if we put an end to
the ghost story connected with the house where we were to spend the
night, we should also, simultaneously, succeed in preventing the growth
of superstition elsewhere. "All true--very true," he said; "I always
notice that the doctor's remarks on all subjects run on alike, each of
value like the other, like links in a gold chain. There is danger that
this fear of ghosts will spread. I have some symptoms of it already in
my household. The woman who attends to the milk, begins to look round
her, and hurry home from the milk-house in the dusk of the evening with
a very rapid pace, and to the neglect of some of her duties. And I think
that Pompey has a decided seriousness at times,--as of a man destined to
see something terrible. Perhaps this will occur on his first lonely
drive at night by the grave-yard at our village beyond us. Tell me what
I can do to make you comfortable to-night. I will see that the house is
warmed at once, and provided with lights."
We walked with him over to the haunted dwelling. On our way he gave us
some good practical advice, as we conversed on various subjects. It came
from a practical spring of knowledge which he had acquired by reflection
on all that he saw of men, and on the affairs that transpired. Indeed
Saner, a lazy fellow, who smelt the instruction so amply spread for us
at the literary table of Nassau Hall, but who never tasted or digested
one crumb or other fragment, said to us, as we returned home
afterwards--and that with a malicious sense of triumph over Latin,
Greek, Philosophy, mental and moral,--Algebra, and like kindred
venerable foes,--"You see a man can get sense of more real value out of
the world than out of books."
"Saner," said I, "my dear fellow, is this worthy man possessed of the
widely-extended sense of Dr. Smith? And do you think that any one to
whom Providence has given the opportunity of collegiate education, and
who will turn out an ignorant blockhead, will ever learn anything from
observation? Besides our class,--or at least the deputation to the house
of the ghost,--have their minds enlightened by our instruction. Now, I
want to know whether this has not prepared us to glean instruction from
the sensible remarks of Mr. Hollman? Do you think that the ignorant men
who work for him, learn of him in a year what we do, or some of us do,
in a day?"
But this is a digression.--To return to our survey of the dwelling.
Unfortunately there was nothing very romantic in the structure. The
frowning shadows of larch, and other forest trees; the massive walls
were not there to call forth associations with some of the descriptions
of castles which were the scenes of ghosts and of banditti--such as were
common in the novels of the day.
The house looked desolate only because it was deserted, and had a dark
history. There were two rooms on the first floor; one was a kitchen of
considerable size. The other the sitting-room,--stove-room,--or
parlor,--as it might happen to be called by the inmates. This was an
apartment opened a few times in the year for company on great State
occasions. Yet it gave all the year round,--a fact which weak critics
often overlook when they talk about a useless room, and laugh in their
dreaded but unproductive way,--gave all the year round a sense of ample
accommodation and dignity to the mansion. From the kitchen a winding
staircase ascended to the upper rooms. The small landing-place rested on
the back wall of the house. Small garrets were over these rooms. The
cellar was of the size of the dwelling, and afforded no hiding-place,
nor any means of access to the interior from without, which we could not
easily secure. A small shed rested against the back of the house, from
the inside of which there was no door by which you could enter either
room. It was obvious, from the pathway to this shed from the kitchen
door, that the access of the family to it, was in the open air.
The most desolate thing to me was the well. It was one of those still
seen in the little State--so elbowed by its big brothers of New York and
Pennsylvania, and able to bear a great deal of such pressure. It was
lorded over by that huge apparatus of the great long scale-beam, with a
pole and bucket on one end, and a great weight on the other. A vine had
crept up the pole, which must be torn away before water could be drawn.
When had the matron called the good man to draw water from the deep and
damp abode of truth? when had the children, returning from school,
slaked their thirst from the bucket, covered in places by the green
moss?
We could discover no manner by which any one disposed to disturb the
inmates of the house, could secretly enter. It was amusing to notice how
some of the students, had no conception of pranks to be played upon us
in any other way than those known among collegians. However, we all
agreed that our regulations for self-defence must be very simple. We
had to wait for the demonstrations of the enemy, before we could do
more than draw up our forces in a simple line for attack or defence.
The night, of course, came on. The whole class entered the house. We had
good fires in the two rooms below, and in one above. Mr. Hollman sent
chairs and tables, and a good stock of solid provisions. Lights had been
provided, and we had with us a number of lanterns--two of which were to
be kept burning all night. Some excellent cider had been sent to us; and
if any had desired it, we would not have permitted the introduction of
stronger drink. Our honor was concerned; Dr. Smith having reposed such
entire confidence in our proceedings. There was an implied contract
between us, and there were men in the class who would see that it was
complied with, not only in letter, but in spirit. It was also obvious
that if we had any intoxicating beverage among us, and should report
strange sights, men would account for it in their own way. Indeed, if
the young gents had engaged in a noisy revel, and their intellects had
become clouded, we should have tempted some mischievous creature to try
and create an alarm.
We soon were a lively party. The house was cheerful with its blazing
fires and lights. But as that noble-hearted K----k, who became in
aftertime so eloquent a preacher in the Presbyterian church--and
M----r, for so many years a representative of his district in
Congress--and H----t, afterwards a distinguished Bishop, took their
seats by the fire in the kitchen--they soon drew around them the whole
of our little army. We became so joyous and free from care, that we
regretted that there were not other haunted houses requiring our aid. We
had no more thought that our talk would be exhausted before morning,
than the bird that its song will cease before the season for its melody
is over. It was put to the vote by the leanest fellow in the class that
we should not have our supper until we had passed the midnight hour.
All remained quiet for a long time, when a dismal sound near one of the
windows arrested us, and caused a strange silence. It was the common
opinion, that it was the visit of an owl. Before midnight a scraping
noise was heard, and as we moved about, R----k insisted that he heard a
sound of moving boards, as if some one had climbed hastily over the
garden fence.
All soon subsided into silence. Our animated conversations proceeded. I
ought to say, that almost the whole evening had been spent in the
discussion of metaphysical questions. In those days these were unfailing
topics. We did wonderfully well, considering that the German school had
not yet thrown open its gates, and let in its flood of waters, not
muddy, but stained with all sorts of dyes, so that the eye is dazzled
on the surface in place of penetrating the mass before you. The doctrine
of the freedom of the will, as expounded by the great President Edwards,
was a sure mountain of gold for every adventurer. I always observed that
all who pretended to argue at all, could argue fluently on this subject.
I also noticed that no student ever hinted that he did not understand
what his opponent had said, and that none of us ever complained that
those who replied to us, had misunderstood us,--a wonderful proof of the
clear manner in which we all reasoned. And indeed there was so much
genius among us for this branch of disputation, that it did not appear
to matter whether a student had in any degree mastered the great
treatise, of which a celebrated Scotchman, no profound judge to be sure,
has said that it never had been refuted.
As we were thus arguing these great subjects, and saying things which
Locke, Malebranche, Leibnitz, and Reid could never have said, K----k
amused us by a story,--for the actual truth of which he gave us his
word. He said that in a part of the country where he had spent many
years, the people had a debating club. It was held in a school-house
during the winter evenings, and drew large audiences. On one occasion
the topic of debate was the free agency of man.
A stone-mason who had attended the meeting during the discussion gave an
animated account of the scene. The teacher of the school was his
particular hero. He acknowledged that the opponent had merit,--was, in
country parlance, "a smart man." But little Charlie the teacher was too
much for him,--he was still "smarter." It had been a long argument. The
little teacher held that man was not a free agent. The evening was
passing away. The friends of each champion were much perplexed. Would it
be a drawn battle? Just at the happy time, the little teacher thought of
a happy argument. "Man," he said, "could not be a free agent; for if he
was, he would never die." "That settled it," was the comment. Man would
never die, if he was a free agent. So we gave him the vote. He is an
"uncommon smart man." We laughed,--and Thompson said that a story was
not an argument, and was preparing for a new onset, when the lean
student,--whom some called, improperly, Bean-pole,--interposed with the
assurance, that it was time for our repast. Some said not yet,--but he
who argued on the side of the lean one, had one vast advantage; that is
to say, his statements, particularly his reference to the tender ham,
and tempting bread and butter, created an appetite even in his
opponents. So the night was carried,--and we soon arranged our viands.
The metaphysical discussions ceased,--probably from the instinctive
conviction that such severe exercise of the mind was unfavorable to
health, when one was making a hasty repast.
While we were engaged in this agreeable duty, one of our number,
Shockford, a fellow of the kindest disposition, but always saying things
in a grumbling way, declared that he had some scruples of conscience, as
to the nature of our present occupation. What business had we to
interfere with ghosts? They had never done any harm to us. He used to
groan over the dull, unimaginative brains of the people of his
neighborhood. One day a weight of lead was taken off from his mind. He
sang his triumph in the best Latin and Greek which he could summon. He
thought that his neighborhood was about to improve. Could it be
credited, some of the people had seen a ghost. He knew a part of the
country where the inhabitants were too mean ever to have seen a spirit.
Lonely places, awful shadows by the woods, grave-yards, bridges in dark
hollows, were all thrown away upon them.
And no man ever heard of a generous thought that originated there, or,
being sent there, found a hospitable reception. They are as dry in their
natures as the old posts in their fences. They never saw anything in the
grand old woods, which are rapidly disappearing, those majestic trees
with their deep shades, that elevated their souls higher than the
furrows, which they turn over year by year. The trees are but so much
fire-wood, so much material for lumber,--so many posts and rails. All
the beauty of the harvest, is submerged in the expectation of the silver
for which it could be sold. Is it any marvel that such clods are
despised by the ghosts? If you were one, and had your own way, would you
appear in such a dreary society? Would you go before the stupid eye,
that never gleamed at the glorious unfolding of the stars, or rolled, in
some little transport, as the autumnal clouds drifted towards the
sunset, and were so radiant in the beams of the setting orb, that they
were too grand a canopy, for a world on whose surface men do so many
deeds contrary to the holy will of the Great Ruler of the universe?
Happy he was to say that he knew other parts of the country where the
sojourners are a people of different characteristics. Many ghosts were
seen in the favored spot. What was the consequence? The young ladies
are, as it might naturally be expected, much more attractive in their
personal appearance, of gentler voices, of more sympathizing manners,
and form husbands on a much more elevated plan. Of course there is much
variety in their descriptions of the ghosts which they have seen. One
most commendable trait which I have observed among them, is that the
sights which they have witnessed enhance their social respectability.
There are slight grades in rank among the ghost-seers. Those who have
seen a spirit at midnight, are superior to those who have beheld one
early in the evening. Those who have seen one near the graves, rank
above those who have met one only in the fields. But the crowned head of
all is my old neighbor, who begins apparently to tell you an awful
history,--his manner indicating that he can give strange circumstantial
evidence of the truth of the event which he is about to narrate,--and
all at once the blood, which began to cool, flows freely, as he cuts
short his tantalizing narrative, with the information that he shall
never inform any soul what he saw that night. No one of our neighbors
dares to think that he has ever approached such a transcendent vision.
The shake of the head with which the old man concludes his last
sentence, is too impressive for the most presumptuous man, having a
tendency to a doubt.
After our meal, and many a hearty laugh, a number composed themselves in
the different rooms for a good sleep. It was determined that three of
the class should sit up awake before the fire in case of emergency. I
must say that there was an undefined doubt over our minds whether
something very exciting would not happen before morning. I felt this
even in the gayety of the room. The young men laughed and talked as if
their minds were wrought up to an unnatural state.
The hours sped on,--rapidly for those who slumbered, and heavily for
those who did duty as waking guards before the fire. Now and then some
one would awaken, as if from a dream, and ask in bold speech whether the
ghost had yet come.
I remember that it was my turn to be off guard, and to join the
sleepers. The fires were kept up brightly, and gave a cheerful light to
all the apartment. I was watching the flickering of the flames, and had
forgotten almost entirely the place and position which we occupied, and
was philosophizing on the nature of sleep, and recalling some
observations I had read on the happy state of healthy little children
who are sinking to their sleep. I recalled the evidence I had received
of that kind arrangement of Providence, in the case of the little ones
at home, smiling on you in such perfect benignity and peace, as you drew
near them in their little beds. This, of course, recalled the home. As I
was bringing loved faces and scenes before me, the whole house was throw
into a sudden commotion,--just like that which you may imagine to occur
when a whole ship's crew, having been devoid of fear, is suddenly
startled with the report, communicated as by some mysterious power from
man to man, that an iceberg is near at hand, or breakers, or that the
good vessel has been subjected to some shock which endangers the common
safety.
A loud sound was heard, evidently in the centre of the house, and all
agreed that it was occasioned by the discharge of a large pistol. The
dwelling was shaken by the report, and the windows rattled. In a moment
all was activity. By a common impulse all above and below gathered at
the staircase. We distinctly smelt the fumes of the powder, and holding
up lights, were satisfied that we detected the lingering smoke.
Then commenced a new and perfect scrutiny of the building.
Notwithstanding the evidence that earthly elements had entered into the
cause of the shock, some were rather awed.
All our search was in vain. There are more things in heaven and earth
than are dreamt of in our philosophy. Yet, in this instance, we looked
on the earth for that which we could not find.
Not the slightest trace could be discovered to throw us on the true path
of investigation. We could form no possible conjecture as to the manner
in which the pistol had been discharged. After daylight we re-examined
the house. But all was in vain. The external and internal scrutiny gave
us not a hint as to the manner in which the deed could have been
accomplished.
I must confess that we returned to Princeton in no enviable mood. We all
dreaded an interview with Dr. Smith. We sought him at once,--as nature
inclines us often to go through a painful duty as soon as we can, and
to have it over.
But the President listened to our story in a manner which relieved us of
our apprehensions. He did not seem greatly surprised; and his remarks
satisfied us that we had not been made ridiculous, and we were prepared
to face the world, or rather the worst part of it,--with reference to
our present condition,--the college.
"Gentlemen," said he, "some effort to continue this imposition was to
have been expected. I presumed that such a series of inmates would not
have been driven from the house, had not some skill been shown in the
manner of causing alarm. Now, the affair is more serious than ever. If
you allow this to rest here, the fate of the house is sealed. Ghosts
will be seen all around the land. Perhaps we shall even have one to
disturb the college. Malicious and designing men will be able to torture
their victims, and often render the property of those whom they hate,
perfectly worthless. You must continue to sleep in this building until
you unravel this mystery. For my own part, I would say to you, do not be
discouraged. You have made an advance. It is now evident that the noises
heard in the house, perhaps sudden flashes that have been seen, are not
the work of imagination. A pistol fired there, gives you a clear
indication that some man is to be detected. Go there again. Let a
portion of the class go to the house, and take possession. Have your
fires and lights. At a later hour let another body of these gentlemen go
quietly in the dark, and secrete themselves outside of the dwelling, so
that they can watch it during the night. Place yourselves so as not to
intercept the most natural approaches to the house. Do not let any one
know of your plans. I shall wait to hear from you again, and am sure
that you will succeed."
Before the evening had arrived we had proof that Dr. Smith was correct
in his judgment as to the necessity for the prosecution of this
adventure. Night promised to become hideous to the surrounding country.
It was already reported on the most indisputable evidence; nay, some of
the narrators had heard it directly from the lips of the students
themselves, that as we were assembled in the dwelling, the lights
suddenly became dim, the fires ceased to blaze, and then an awful
stately lady, with the famous red ring around her throat, indicating
clearly that a murder had been committed on the premises, walked through
the rooms and looked on us, and seemed to enjoin on us the duty of
bringing the men who had stained their hands with her blood to justice,
and then suddenly withdrew with a terrific noise. Another report was to
the injury of an unpopular man, who had owned the property before it
was purchased by Mr. Hollman. Its version of the affair was, that the
ghost disclosed a secret place in the house where some papers were
concealed,--proving that the property had in former times been acquired
by the most wicked means. Great satisfaction was intimated that the man
would be exposed, and attain his deserts,--a prison having long been
supposed to be his appropriate destination.
In the evening we followed the injunctions of the president. The late
party left the college one by one, issuing in the dark from the basement
of the building, so that no one watching us could know of their
departure. They crept along over fields, and by the skirt of the woods.
They hid themselves under a thicket, through which no one would attempt
to pass to the house.
The midnight came on. I was one of those in the interior of the
building. About the same time of the night we heard the strange pistol
again. I also thought I heard an additional sound, but could not imagine
its cause. Our chief trust was in those without. And we were not
disappointed. A moment after the discharge of the pistol, we heard a
rush of feet, and many cries. Then there arose a noise of unmistakable
triumph.
The noise, and a flash revealed to the watchers without, the direction
they must pursue. They surrounded the shed, back of the building. There
they seized a form, a base--unspiritual--rough form. It was that of a
young negro man, who was brought into the light in the house, and
subjected to investigation.
He confessed that his design was to obtain vengeance of Mr. Hollman, who
had given him some offence. It seems that above the shed on the back of
the house, where he was secured, there was a small trap-door, opening
into the interior. It was so cut out of the boards, and so often
white-washed within and without, that we had never observed it. He had
once lived in the house, and knowing of this small opening, had availed
himself of it, for the success of his wicked design. Climbing up the
shed, he lifted the door, held the large horse-pistol deeply loaded, as
far as he could over the landing of the winding staircase, and then
discharging it, dropped the door, slid from the shed, and was soon far
off, and free from all suspicion.
He had heard from the people at Mr. Hollman's, that we were to attempt
to satisfy the public mind, that the house was not haunted, and that any
family might reside on the premises in peace. Hence he resolved to alarm
us all, and drive us away.
Some of the class were for summary vengeance on the fellow. We
determined to take him into Princeton, and hand him over to the
magistrate. You may imagine that we entered our town on the following
morning, with an air of triumph,--which was quite a contrast to our
looks on the preceding day. We went in figuratively speaking, with
banners flying, and drums beating. And we had some literally blowing
their trumpets.
The ghost attracted some curiosity, and some said that as we looked for
something in white, we were disappointed.
Dr. Smith was as well pleased as we were, with our success. The house
was soon reoccupied. I went there some time after our adventure, and
found it the home of a respectable family, who treated me with special
consideration, and a satisfactory portion of a large pie, when they
heard that I was one of the celebrated party that caught the ghost.
Ghosts in troops forsook Princeton. They found their occupation gone.
Men and women, boys and girls, darkies of all ages, saw shadows in the
evening, mists, indistinct lights, flickering candles, passed by graves,
and grave-yards, and had no longer any special dread. And had any ghost
in fact, dared to appear anywhere around, I have no doubt that our class
would have been summoned to do, what daylight always does, send the
wandering and terrible spirit to the regions where such dwell,--far from
all human cognizance. May Nassau Hall ever have such success in all her
laudable enterprises! May all her classes, be as great victors over all
that can cause dread to a student, as we were over the ghost at
Hollman's.
XII.
_MRS. DIGBY'S ECONOMY._[1]
"Father," said one of Mr. Digby's children, just let loose from school,
and fluttering about as if on the eve of a great flight of
play,--"father, look at my copy-book."
The face of the one thus appealed to, which generally bore a care-worn
look, relaxed into an attentive and gentle interest. He gave the labored
page the appropriate scrutiny. When the right of criticism was thus
justly earned, he bestowed due meed of praise. In line after line he
read, ECONOMY IS WEALTH.
The children soon left him, and he turned down a path leading to the
gate. All the way he repeated in various intonations of voice, the tones
changing with various trains of thought, economy is wealth.
He said to himself, "Who was the great inventor of that most absurd of
proverbs? Economy is wealth. Nonsense! The man who first spoke that
sentence, never had a saving wife. Economy wealth! Pooh! Pooh! I say,
economy is poverty.
"Our house is full of economy. The more it becomes a bank full of that
article, so ridiculously misrepresented, the more poor I am. We have a
great linen-closet, never opened for use, full of economy. We have a
garret where economy is packed away. There are things ancient and
modern, big and little, shining and rusty, known and unknown, bought as
bargains, and patiently waiting under loads of dust to become useful,
and to save us several fortunes. There is a huge chest of economy in the
entry near the spare room door. It contains plated ware, spoons, urns,
tea-pots, toast-racks, branches for candle-sticks, all ready for use
some fifty years hence, when we shall give parties to the fashionable
people in our village, increased from eight or ten to one hundred.
"And there is the fat boy in the kitchen, who was to save me from the
cost of hiring a man to cut my wood, and dig the garden, and who was to
wear my old clothes. Now he is so corpulent that he cannot get into my
coats or pantaloons. If there be a tide which takes out everything, and
brings in nothing, then it is economy. Yes. Economy is wealth."
Now Mrs. Digby was a great domestic statesman. Her husband had been
leading a life of married astonishment. There seemed to be no end to the
resources of her diplomacy. Her reasons for any departure from her
ordinary expenditures, were versatile and profound.
One principle behind which the good lady invariably entrenched herself,
was the impregnable one, that she never bought anything unless it was
under the promptings of a strict necessity. "I never buy anything not
strictly necessary, Mr. Digby," was the oil she poured on the troubled
waters of the mind of her husband.
Now the man whose intellect was not able to comprehend the curious
principles that regulated his household, declared that he never saw
anything so comprehensive as this theory of necessity. It appeared to
him to be the only law on the earth or among the stars which had no
exceptions. And all these necessities, were a great perplexity under
another aspect. They were all matters of life and death. If the coat of
the little girl faded in a slight degree, a new one--if Mrs. Digby said
so--was so necessary, that it was evident that an earthquake would come,
or the sun turn aside from his path, with consequences of unending
disaster, unless her will was transformed into actual ribbons, and
merino, or silk, or velvet. And what was equally surprising, it
sometimes happened, that before one necessity could thus be removed,
another arose; and the first was forgotten. The earthquake was somehow
prevented. The sun did not alter his course. It was a strange mystery.
* * * * *
It happened after they had been married a short time, that Mrs. Digby
expected a visit from some friends.
"My dear," she said, "you will be so pleased with them. I would not
think of treating them with any great ceremony, if it was not that they
have never seen our house. First impressions are very strong. I never
forget the pitcher, towels, and basin in the room where I slept, when I
made a visit to the Elders. Nothing could ever eradicate from my mind
the belief, that she is not as good a house-keeper as she should be. No,
it would not change my mind on that point, if I was to see her in a
house, where everything was cut out of newly fallen snow.
"Now, my dear, as these friends are to form their first impressions of
my house, I am under the necessity of having everything very nice for
them. I shall go to the expense of buying a few articles. And then our
meals must be a little more particular than when we are alone. But we
will make all up by increased economy. Yes, we will save all the
increased expense in various ways. First impressions are so powerful.
The first impressions of these friends must be favorable."
This all seemed to be very natural to Mr. Digby. But his surprise was
great when he discovered that this theory of first impressions on the
part of visitors, went on for years. The great portion of those who came
to see them, were persons who were to receive first impressions. The
Nobbs, the Stowells, the Campbells, the Lambs, and a host of others
came, and all were to receive their first impressions. After ten years
the theory was still in existence. As soon as Mr. Digby heard of a new
comer, then the theory was the first thing in his mind.
And when any of the friends repeated a visit, Mrs. Digby had a pleasant
piece of information to impart to her lord and master. She had heard
that Mrs. Snobbs, for instance, had said, that their house was kept in a
state of perfection. She had been in ecstacies over the appearance of
the furniture, and thought the table such as would tempt one to eat who
had lost all appetite. Of course, it would never do to allow her to
come, and have the first impressions changed. That would be coming down
to a most painful extent. It could never be. Some old furniture must
therefore be displaced by some new purchases. And then their table must
be a little more richly served. Indeed, it would be rather advantageous
to have things a little better than in former times. Former impressions
would lead her to expect some advance.
* * * * *
----this time Mr. Digby was again much perplexed. His wife received a
present of three hundred dollars from an aunt. The good lady was quite
triumphant, and now appeared to think, that anything but economy was not
practicable. The old theory of necessity now came in like a torrent. The
good husband had read of crops which sprang up in some portions of the
earth, in a wonderful manner. He had heard of the plants in some of our
warm climes which grew under a few suns in certain seasons, in a way
which seems incredible to us who live in this northern land. But never
did he imagine that anything could ever equal the sudden growth of
necessities in his house, since the good aunt had sent the present.
Necessity met you everywhere. It haunted you in every room. You trod
upon it when you stepped upon the old carpet, or the old oil-cloth. You
could not come near the window but it met you.
We must have new curtains for our parlor-windows.
But, Mr. Digby suggested, daring to run a tilt, madman as he was,
against necessity, that irresistible giant, who has a perfect covering
of impenetrable mail,--the expense. Think of my present, said the lady,
offering terms as a conquering general would offer them to a prostrate
foe. I will give of my present a great part of the expense.
So the curtains were bought. They were put up, and Mrs. Digby was as
happy as Mr. Digby was dejected and miserable.
Then the good lady discovered that the porch must be taken down, and a
piazza erected. Her lord said it was impossible. Here again was he
foolish enough to place his impossibility as an opponent to her
necessity. She would pay for a portion of the cost out of the money
which was sent her by her aunt. But Mr. Digby said that he had several
debts to pay, and knew not how to meet them.
Poor man! He here made a most disastrous movement of his forces. The
able general opposed to him, was too much gifted with military genius to
lose sight of the proffered advantage.
Did he expect that she was to pay his debts out of the present made her
by her aunt? No such thing. Her dear aunt manifestly intended that the
money should be spent for her special comfort. She could read him the
letter. She intended, as that kind epistle taught, that her niece should
expend it in some way that would personally gratify herself. She never
intended that it should be swallowed up in the ordinary expenditures of
the house.
So she ingeniously carried her day, for discomfiting Mr. Digby, on the
ground that he had proposed to her that she should pay his debts, which,
however, it will be observed he had not done,--for he had only
remonstrated against new expenditures before his old debts were
expunged,--she wisely made the two questions one. As he had to retire
from the field on the question of battle, as insisted on by her, despite
of all his pleas to the contrary,--she took for granted that the subject
of the new piazza was involved in the one issue. So the piazza was
erected.
Some time after this, one of her friends wished to dispose of a new
carriage, or one almost as good as new. Mrs. Digby described it in
glowing terms. And then she said that she could have it at a great
reduction in the price. If the fish knew that the hook was near, as well
as Mr. Digby knew that the cord and hook were dangling around to secure
him for a prey,--no fish would ever be caught.
It was astonishing what an eloquence Mrs. Digby could throw into such a
statement. It was not merely that she was eloquent when she described
the carriage. The picture she drew of the comfort in which she and her
lord would appear,--nay their increased elegance and respectability, was
one which could not have been surpassed. Then there was a happy contrast
presented between the proposed new equipage, and their present homely
wagon, in which they had of late years jogged along in a contented way,
which proved that their ideas of what was desirable were in need of
improvement.
The master-power of her eloquence did not, however, here appear in its
highest manifestations. No, it was revealed when the simple description
of the carriage, conveyed to the mind of the hearer, the idea that if he
did not most earnestly desire to purchase it, he must be a man fit for
treason, stratagems, and spoils. The reproof was carried to the heart
through terrors, which in themselves seemed incapable of any such power.
Those who are ignorant of such feminine power, would as soon expect the
rays of the sun to bring with them the food needful for their
sustenance. And when she referred to the old carriage, Mr. Digby felt as
if his conscience was indeed disturbed. There were two statements
addressed to him. One referred to the homely nature of the wagon. The
other said, if you could allow a woman who has been a faithful wife,--a
woman who has shared your fortunes for fifteen years,--who has never
spared herself to order her household well,--who is the mother of seven
children of whom you are very proud,--to crown all,--who has practised
for fifteen years in your house, in the most untiring manner the most
exact, and even unreasonable economy,--buying only what she has been
forced to do under the pressure of necessity,--if you could allow such a
woman to go in that old wagon, when this new and pleasant carriage could
be purchased, and that too when she is willing to give part of the money
which was sent her by her affectionate aunt, that aforesaid money having
been intended for her own personal benefit,--why then you are one of
those of whom the world may well say, that it is fortunate that you are
not placed in a situation where you could become a pirate.
After all this moving eloquence, one passage was repeated in express
words. Mr. Digby was told that if he would agree to the purchase of the
carriage and the harness which appropriately belonged to it, she would
expend in paying for it the three hundred dollars sent her by her aunt.
In that case he would have to advance but one hundred dollars, and by
that insignificant outlay, insignificant of course she meant in
comparison of that which they would gain, for economy is wealth, and she
could not throw away a dollar on any account, he would secure this
invaluable vehicle, and prove himself a man who had some regard for his
wife.
Mr. Digby suggested that some of this money, sent by the aunt was to
have paid for the window-curtains. He intended to add in order, some
other purchases, all of which were to have a partial payment from the
same treasured notes. But this suggestion only brought upon him a storm
of virtuous indignation. Nothing could be more unreasonable than to
expect that her money should be devoted to such purposes. All that she
could say, was, that the curtains were necessities. And what would they
have done if the aunt had not sent the money? If the present had not
come, he would never have thought that she would be the one who ought to
supply the money for such necessary expenses.
So the carriage was bought, and at last the money of the aunt was
expended.
Mr. Digby made a calculation, and found that the three hundred dollars
of the aunt, had been expended in part payment for purchases which cost
him about one thousand dollars. He uttered the fervent hope that the
good aunt would not send any more of her precious gifts.
Note. The manuscript here again becomes illegible. As far as I can
gather from a word which can be distinguished here and there, Mr. Digby,
after much suffering, and a severe illness from mental excitement, found
that his good lady, who was really a woman of affectionate nature,
changed all her views. Some one, at the close of the manuscript, appears
to be inquiring of him, how it is that he has attained great peace of
mind. The reply seems to be to the effect, that all the old theories are
exploded from their domestic arrangements, and that in place of all
other questions, the one consideration now is, what their income will
enable them to purchase. And there also seems to be an assertion, that
he no longer feels as if he was in danger of ruin, when any of their
relatives sends his wife a present. There further appears to be some
apology to the proverb, which he so greatly despised in former times,
that economy is wealth.
[Footnote 1: This paper was so much injured by time, that the editor
could decipher only some portions. But he has concluded to publish these
fragmentary hints, which may be of utility, and open some eyes, as they
reveal some similar weaknesses, of a propensity to live beyond one's
income, which modern progress has not yet perfectly removed from all
minds.]
XIII.
_TO MY WIFE._
The lapidary day by day
Brightened the sparkling gem,
And then that diamond flashed each ray
Fit for a diadem.
So in this trusting heart of mine
Increaseth love for thee;
A love whose rays shall brighter shine
When earth shall close o'er me.
The lapidary knoweth nought
But diamond-dust alone,
By which full glory may be wrought
Upon that precious stone.
So day by day increaseth love
By my true love alone;
The love that trial shall approve
A measure of thy own.
XIV.
_FADING AWAY._
From morn to night, thine eye, my dying-boy
Is on those autumn leaves that ever wave,
A sea of leaves on that great forest oak;
Each wave of that wide sea a wave of fire.
Ah! boy! before those tinted leaves are sear,
And fallen with light crush upon the earth,
Thou wilt be gone. Oh! glorious canopy
Around thy dying bed! All nature seems
To yield a triumph conqueror ne'er received,
When all the world knew that he entered Rome,
To the Redeemer's little one who waits
Just at the gate of life.
Blest is that tree
That lulls thy quiet. 'Tis one beauteous flame
Less glorious only than the burning bush,
When God was present in the wilderness.
Is He less present to thy spirit now?
Soon, soon a change will come, and thou wilt see
The angels round thee. They will glow in light
From the Redeemer's presence. Then how dim
All earth's great transport round us in this scene!
Why hast thou lived, my boy? Thy little life
Has all been sorrow: all but some few smiles
To thy dear mother, and to me, to him
Thy brother here unconscious of his loss,
And to thy faithful nurse who never knew
Her care was trouble, sorrowing but for thee.
But thou hast lived because thou art redeemed:
Because a life was here begun for heaven.
Thou livest to say, love not this passing world.
'Tis not our home, or surely such as thou
Would be exempt from sorrow. All is well.
Yea, blessed is the family where death
Enters to take an infant. Without fear
All look unto the world where it has rest.
No gentler sorrow falls on all than this.
No gentler sorrow nurtures mutual love.
O easy faith to know that it is gone
By the bright pathway to eternal realms
Which He first opened, when he left the cross,
The earth he blessed, and so ascended there,
Where with Him all the blessed at death have rest!
THE END.
End of Project Gutenberg's Papers from Overlook-House, by Casper Almore