CHAPTER XI.

AN INTERVIEW WITH MR. BANKS.

Mabin had only just time to recognize the face of the man who had

got into “The Towers” at night as Mr. Banks, her father’s tenant, when

he turned abruptly and hurried away toward the house.

Mabin’s first thought was to get over the wall, a proceeding to which,

it must be admitted, she was not unaccustomed, and pursue him, as she

had done upon a recent and well-remembered occasion. But she felt a

certain natural shyness about such a bold course, and decided that she

would proceed in more orthodox fashion by going round to the front

door and asking for him.

It was not without fears that she would be unsuccessful that she made

her way, slowly and with the slight limp which still remained from her

bicycle accident, along the lane to the front of the house. This was

the first time she had been inside her father’s gates since the

morning the family went away, and it struck her with a sense of

strangeness that she had lived a great deal faster than ever before

since that memorable day. Mrs. Dale’s mysterious story; the visit of

the old lady with the cruel tongue; the midnight intrusion of Mr.

Banks; last, and chief of all, Rudolph’s confession of love--these

things had opened a wide abyss between the child Mabin and the woman.

She felt that she was not the shy girl who had had a nervous dread of

leaving home mingling with the thoughts of coming pleasure. And she

told herself that when the family came back they would find, not the

angular girl they had left, but a woman, a full-fledged woman.

Perhaps she congratulated herself prematurely upon the enormous

advance she had made; at any rate, when she rang the bell, she found

her heart beating very fast, and a curious feeling rising in her

throat which threatened to affect the steadiness of her voice.

It was Langford who opened the door. The old servant had not seen

Mabin since the day she had left the house, and her face broke out

into smiles as she greeted her.

“Bless me, Miss Mabin, I never thought of its being you! But I am glad

to see you. And how have you been getting on? And have you heard from

Mrs. Rose lately?”

“I’m getting on splendidly, and I heard from mamma two days ago.

Ethel’s got the mumps, but the rest are all right. I’ll talk to you

another time. Come round and see me some evening. Can’t you get away?

I’m in a hurry now; I want to see Mr. Banks.”

Langford shook her head emphatically.

“It’s no use wanting that, Miss Mabin. Mr. Banks never sees anybody,

not even his lawyer if he can help it. He’s a character, he is. Is it

a message you’ve got for him from Mr. Rose?”

“Oh, no. It’s something very important, much more important than that.

And I must see him; I tell you I _must_! And if you won’t help me, I

shall go to work in a way of my own, and give the poor man a fright.”

“Oh, no, Miss Mabin, you won’t do that, I’m sure! You don’t know how

delicate the poor gentleman is; more than once since he’s been here he

has given me a fright, and made me think he was going to die. And he’s

so peculiar; he won’t let one send for a doctor, not if it’s ever so,

he won’t. I’m sure one morning, a fortnight ago, when I found him

lying on the floor in the hall with the back garden door open, I

thought he was dead, that I did. But when I’d brought him to--for he’d

fainted, just like a woman--he wouldn’t hear of my getting any one to

come and see him----”

“Ah!” exclaimed Mabin. “Was that on a Tuesday night--I mean Wednesday

morning?”

“Yes, so it was.”

Mabin smiled.

“Well, I know the reason of that attack. And perhaps I’ll tell you

some day, if you’ll manage to let me see him now. And first tell me

what you think of him. Is he mad, do you think, or what? You remember,

when he first came, you thought he was.”

Langford shook her head dubiously.

“Well, really, Miss Mabin, I can’t rightly tell you what I do think

about him. Sometimes I do think he’s off his head altogether; he

marches up and down the drawing-room--that’s the room he has taken to

himself--by the hour together, going faster and faster, till I listen

outside the door wondering if anything is going to happen, and whether

he’s going to break out like and do himself a mischief. But if I make

an excuse to go in, though his eyes are wide and glaring, so that at

the first look he frightens one, yet he always speaks to me quite

gently, and says he doesn’t want anything. Of course I pretend not to

notice anything, and I think he likes the way I take him. For, though

he’s always civil-spoken to every one, he doesn’t let the two girls

come near him, if he can help it. If they come up from the kitchen or

out of a room when he’s by, he just turns his back and waits till

they’ve gone past.”

Mabin listened with deep interest, and without interrupting by a

question. But when Langford paused for breath, the young girl asked

suddenly:

“Does he have any letters? It isn’t just curiosity that makes me ask,

I needn’t tell you.”

“No, Miss Mabin. He doesn’t have any letters sent here except under

cover from his lawyer. They come in big envelopes, with the address

stamped on the back, so I know. It looks as if he was in hiding or

something, doesn’t it?” she added in a discreet whisper.

Mabin thought that it did, and the fact added to the fascination of

the mystery.

“You don’t think he’s a detective, do you?” she whispered close to

Langford’s ear.

“No, I’m quite sure he isn’t. Detectives aren’t gentlemen, and Mr.

Banks is a gentleman, if ever there was one.”

“It’s very strange,” murmured Mabin vaguely, pondering on the fresh

facts.

“You may well say that, Miss Mabin. I don’t know what to think myself.

Some days he’ll sit all day long with his head in his hands without

moving scarcely. Or he’ll sit poring over what looks like old letters

and bits of things that I think must have been a woman’s somehow. But

there, I feel like a sneak telling these things even to you; for it’s

only by chance that I know anything about them myself, and for certain

Mr. Banks didn’t think I should chatter about what I saw.”

“Ah, well, I know more than you do as it is,” said Mabin softly.

The words were still on her lips when a door opened behind them

somewhere in the dark, cool hall, and Mabin started guiltily. She and

Langford were standing just within the front doorway, out of hearing

of any one in the house. But she forgot that she could not be heard,

and felt confused and shy when a man’s voice, very low, very gentle,

said:

“Langford, is that Miss Rose?”

“Yes, sir,” said Langford, as Mabin’s eyes at last saw which door it

as that was open, and the servant passed her toward the drawing-room.

“I will see her if she wants to speak to me,” were his next, most

unexpected words.

Mabin entered the drawing-room, and found herself face to face with

the mysterious Mr. Banks.

He was standing in the middle of the long room, and as the young lady

came in he held out his hand to her and offered her a seat. His hand

was cold, his face looked more worn, more gray than ever, and as he

moved he tottered, like a man recovering from an illness, or on the

verge of one. But Mabin thought, as she looked at him, that her fancy

that he must be insane was a mistaken one. It seemed to her now that

there was the imprint of a great grief, an ever-present burden of

melancholy, upon the grave stranger, but that his straightforward,

clear eyes were the sanest she had ever seen.

“You wish to speak to me? To ask me some questions, I suppose?” he

said courteously, as he leaned against the mantelpiece and bent his

head to listen.

“Yes.”

Then there was a pause. It was rather a delicate matter to accuse this

grave, courteous gentleman of a burglarious entry into another

person’s house. Mabin had not felt the full force of this difficulty

until now when she sat, breathing quickly, and wondering how to begin,

while Mr. Banks still politely waited.

“I saw you just now in the garden,” she burst out at last, feeling

conscious that her voice sounded coarse and harsh after his quiet

tones, “and I recognized you. And I thought it was better to tell you

so, to tell you that I knew it was you who--who----”

How could she go on? She didn’t. She broke down altogether, and sat

looking at the gently stirring branches of the trees outside, wishing

that she were under the shelter of their cool freshness, instead of

going through this fiery ordeal indoors.

Then it suddenly became clear to her that Mr. Banks had been seized

with a new idea.

“I suppose then,” he said, and she was delighted to see that he was at

last beginning to feel some of the embarrassment which she was

suffering, “that you are the lady who followed me through the

drawing-room of ‘The Towers’ a fortnight ago?”

“Yes, yes.”

“Then I don’t know how to apologize to you. I don’t know what to say

to excuse myself. In fact, there is nothing for it but to confess that

ill health had made me a sleepwalker, and that this is not the first

time I have been put into very embarrassing situations by this

terribly unfortunate habit.”

Mabin frowned frankly. She was an honest, truthful girl, and this man

lost her respect the moment he began to tell her what she knew to be

falsehoods. Her indignation gave her courage. It was in a much more

assured tone that she went on:

“I know it is not the first time, because it happened the very night

before. But I know also that you were not asleep, because when you saw

that the person in the room was not the person you expected to find

there, you went away. Besides, I saw you when you had got out into the

garden,” added she quickly, “and you were quite wide-awake. At first I

thought you must be a burglar, and I was dreadfully frightened; but

when I saw you were not, I was more frightened still. And do you think

it is right to come into people’s houses like that at night and

frighten them into fainting fits?”

And Mabin, who had sprung off her chair in her excitement, confronted

him with quite an Amazonian air of defiance and reproach.

She felt remorseful, however, almost before she came to the end of her

harangue. For he took her onslaught so meekly, so humbly, that she was

disarmed. When she had finished, he began to pace quickly up and down

the room.

“I know it’s wrong, I know it, I know it,” he repeated, as if to

himself. “I know I ought not to be here at all. I know I am exposing

myself and--and others” (his tone dropped into an indescribable

softness on the word) “to dangers, to misery, by my presence. And yet

I have not the strength of mind to go.”

He did not once turn his head to look at his visitor as he uttered

these words; indeed she thought, by the monotonous, almost inaudible

tones in which he spoke, walking hurriedly up and down, with his eyes

on the ground, that he did not even remember that he was not alone.

And when he had finished speaking, he still continued his walk up and

down, without so much as a glance in her direction, until suddenly,

when he had reached the end of the room where she was sitting, he drew

himself up and fixing his eyes upon her, asked abruptly:

“Did she know? Did she guess? Did you tell her?”

Mabin had an impulse of amazing astuteness. She had come here to find

out why Mr. Banks made burglarious entry into “The Towers!” Here was

an opportunity of finding out the relations between him and her

friend.

“Tell whom?” said she, pretending not to understand.

“Lady Ma----”

He checked himself at once, and was silent.

“Do you mean Mrs. Dale?” said Mabin.

“Yes, I mean Mrs. Dale,” replied he impatiently.

“I didn’t tell her anything,” said Mabin. “I didn’t dare. And she

thought she dreamt she saw you the night before; but I know it must

have been you she saw.”

“She saw me!” cried Mr. Banks, with a sudden eagerness in his voice, a

yearning in his eyes, which kept Mabin dumb. Noticing at once the

effect his change of manner had on his listener, he checked himself

again, and turned his head away.

Still Mabin remained silent. In truth she was beginning to feel

alarmed by those glimpses into a story of passion and of sorrow which

were being flashed before her innocent young eyes. A blush rose in her

cheeks; she got up from her chair, and made a step toward the door,

feeling for the first time what a daring thing she had done in making

this visit.

“I--I think so. I must suppose so,” said she quickly. “And that was

why she changed her room.”

A look of deepest pain crossed the face of Mr. Banks. His brows

contracted, his lips quivered. Mabin, with the righteous indignation

of the very young against sins they cannot understand, felt that every

blow she struck, cruel though it might be, helped to remove a peril

from the path of her friend. With glowing cheeks and downcast eyes she

added:

“Why do you try to see her? If you cannot see her openly, why do you

try to see her at all? And when only to think she saw you in a dream

made her tremble and faint and lock the door.”

If she had looked up as she spoke, the words would have died upon her

lips. For the agony in his face had become pitiful to see. For a few

moments there was dead silence in the room. Although she wanted to go,

she felt that she could not leave him like this, and she wanted to

know whether her injunctions had had any effect. She was startled by a

hollow laugh, and looking up, she met the eyes of Mr. Banks fixed upon

her with an expression which seemed to make her suddenly conscious how

young and ignorant she was, and how mad to suppose that she could have

any influence upon the conduct of older men and women.

“I ought not to have come,” she said with a hot blush in her cheeks,

“I am too ignorant and too stupid to do anything but harm when I want

to do some good to my friends. But please do not laugh at me; I only

spoke to you to try to save Mrs. Dale, whom I love, from any more

trouble.”

“Whom you love! Do you love her too?” said Mr. Banks, with the same

change to tenderness which she had noticed in his tone once before.

“Well, little one, then you have done your friend some good after all;

for I promise you I will not try to see her again.”

Mabin was filled with compunction. Mr. Banks did not talk like a

wicked man. She longed to put down his unconventional behavior to

eccentricity merely; but this was hard, very hard to do. At any rate

she had obtained from him a definite promise, and she tried to get

another.

“And--please don’t think me impertinent--but wouldn’t it be better if

you went away from here? You know there is always the risk of her

seeing you, while you live so near, or of finding out something about

you. Please don’t think me impertinent; but really, I think, after

what I have seen, that if she were to meet you suddenly, and know that

she was not dreaming, it would kill her.”

Again his face contracted with pain. Mabin, looking down, went on:

“Remember all she has to suffer. When that old woman--an old lady with

a hard face--came to see her, and scolded her----”

Mabin stopped. An exclamation on the part of Mr. Banks had made her

glance at him; and she was astonished to see, in the hard look of

anger which his features had assumed, a likeness, an unmistakable

likeness, to the “cat.”

“Oh!” cried the girl involuntarily.

“Go on with what you were saying,” said Mr. Banks sharply. “An old

lady came here, scolded her----”

“And poor Mrs. Dale was miserable. She did not want me to stay with

her; she said she was too wicked; she was more miserable than I have

ever seen any one before. I am so sorry for her; so sorry.”

She stopped. A strange expression, in which there was a gleam of

wistful hope, had come into Mr. Banks’ face. Mabin put out her hand

quickly:

“Good-by,” she said. “I think I am glad I came. I’m sure you are not

hard-hearted enough to make her any more unhappy than she is.”

But Mr. Banks, taking her hand, would not let it go, but walked with

her to the door.

“You will let me come with you--as far as the gate of the garden,” he

said quite humbly. “You are right to trust me. I love your ‘Mrs.

Dale,’ and would not do her any harm. But--it is difficult, very

difficult, to know what would be best, happiest, for her.”

They were in the hall by this time; and Mr. Banks, still holding the

girl’s hand very gently in his, had pushed open the door which led

into the garden. Instead of going out at once, he turned to look

earnestly in Mabin’s young fair face.

“I wish you were a little older,” he said at last; “then I could tell

you the whole story, and you could help me to find out the right thing

to do.”

“I am nineteen,” expostulated Mabin; “and, though he doesn’t know it,

papa often takes my advice.”

Mr. Banks smiled kindly.

“I have no doubt of it,” said he. “Nineteen is a great age. But not

quite great enough to bear the burden of such a pitiful story. Come.”

Reluctantly letting her hand drop, he followed her down the steps into

the garden, and Mabin, with all the interest of the visit in her mind,

could not repress her delight at finding herself once more in the

garden she loved so well. Mr. Banks watched her bright face, as her

eyes wandered from the smooth lawn to the borders full of geraniums

and pansies, rose-bushes and tall white lilies.

And when she found herself once more in the grass walk, she could not

repress an exclamation of pleasure.

“You are fond of your garden,” said he. “You must have found it hard

to give it up to a stranger!”

Mabin acknowledged the fact with a blush, and, encouraged by his

questions, told him some details about her own gardening, and her own

pet flowers. Chatting upon such matters as these, they soon reached

the side gate in the wall, and passing into the lane, came to the

plantation behind “The Towers.”

And suddenly to the consternation of Mabin, she heard two voices,

within the wood, which she recognized as those of Rudolph and Mrs.

Dale.

She turned quickly to Mr. Banks.

He stopped and held out his hand.

“I have not forgotten my promise,” said he; “I will leave you now

and--and I promise that I will not try to see her again.”

The next moment he had disappeared--only just in time. For as the

garden gate shut behind him, Mrs. Dale, with a white face and wild

eyes, broke through the trees and confronted Mabin.

“Who was that? Whose voice was that?” she asked in almost a shriek.

Mabin sprang forward and put a caressing arm round her.

“He will never come near you again,” she whispered, feeling that

concealment of the identity of their neighbor with the supposed

phantom was no longer possible.

But, to her distress and amazement, Mrs. Dale’s face instantly grew

rigid with grief and despair, and she sank, trembling and moaning, to

the ground.

“I knew it! I was sure of it! Oh, my punishment is too great for me to

bear!” she whispered hoarsely.

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