CHAPTER IX

When Sally was awakened soon after dawn the next morning--Wednesday--by

the shouts and songs of the "white hopes" unloading the carnival on the

outskirts of the Capital City, the question which had insisted on

worming its way through the heavenly joy of knowing that David loved her

sprang instantly to the foreground of her mind; who was "Steve" with

whom Nita had quarreled and bargained in the dark last night?

Sally and David had met or had had pointed out to them nearly every

member of the show troupe, and there was no Steve among them. Of course

Steve might be one of the roughneck white roustabouts. But a star

performer, such as Nita considered herself, would hardly consort with

such a man. The two classes--simply did not mix, except in rare

instances. David of course was different. Everyone connected with the

carnival knew that he was a university student, working in the kitchen

with Buck only because he was hiding from the police.

Then the thought of David dismissed Nita and her threats and her Steve.

She crawled out of her berth, scurried to the women's dressing room and

hastily applied her show make-up. Pop Bybee had summoned her to the

privilege car on her return from her momentous walk with David the night

before to caution her not to appear in Capital City, even in the dress

or cook tent, without her "Princess Lalla" complexion, which she was to

apply with exceeding care so that the disguise might be impenetrable.

Because the carnival lot selected by "the Kidder," Pop Bybee's advance

man and "fixer," was in the heart of the city, and the railroad spur

allotted to the show train on the outskirts of it, the cars would be

abandoned by the carnival performers and employes, only Pop and Mrs.

Bybee continuing to occupy their drawing room in one of the Pullmans.

Sally, being told the arrangements, suspected that they stayed with the

train to guard the safe under the green plush seat, the existence of

which was known only to Sally. Mrs. Bybee took little interest in the

carnival itself, caring only for the heaviness of the canvas money bags,

which were brought to her at the end of each day's business.

It was still not seven o'clock when Sally joined the straggling

procession of performers headed for the cook tent and dress tent, a

quarter of a mile from the show train. She knew very little of the city

itself, since the orphanage was situated on its own farm in a thinly

settled suburb.

There was no glow of pride, no sense of home-coming as she trudged

through the almost deserted streets, but every time she passed a

policeman idly swinging his "billie" on a street corner she thanked Pop

Bybee in her heart that he had cautioned her to don her disguise. For

beyond a casually interested glance at her brown face and hands and her

long swinging braids of fine, lustrous black hair, the law did not seem

to find her worthy of attention.

If only David could pass that cordon successfully! Probably he had gone

to the carnival grounds. But Pop Bybee, true to his promise to protect

the boy, had decreed that he should become private chef and waiter to

himself and Mrs. Bybee, remaining cooped up all day in the privilege car

of the show train.

Poor David! Dear David! Her heart ached passionately for his loneliness,

for his magnificent body caged in a hot box of a kitchen, when it had

been so gloriously free in fragrant, sun-kissed fields before she had

met him.

Why, he might almost as well be in jail! And he had done nothing but

protect a girl alone in the world from the cruel revenge of a man who

had promised the state to treat her as his own daughter.

But even though her heart throbbed with pain for David she could not be

wholly sad, for he loved her, wanted to marry her, would even now be

married to her if she had let him give up his ambitions for her.

By the time she had finished breakfast in the cook tent the carnival was

nearly ready for business. Even the Ferris wheel's glittering immensity

was flung toward the sky, the basket seats hanging motionless in the

still, hot air. Banners advertising real and spurious wonders were being

tacked upon scarred booths, endowing them with glamor: "Bybee's Follies

Girls--a dazzlingly beautiful chorus straight from Ziegfeld's Follies in

New York--Six reasons why men leave home"; "Beautiful Babe, the Fattest

Girl in the World! 620 pounds of rosy, cuddly girl flesh"; "The Palace

of Wonders--Greatest Aggregation of Freaks in the World; also Princess

Lalla, from Constantinople, crystal-gazer, escaped member of the

Sultan's Harem; Sees all, knows all--Past, Present and Future!"

Sally wandered along the midway, waving a small brown hand to Eddie

Cobb, who was setting up his gambling wheel and gaudily dressed Kewpie

dolls; exchanged predictions as to the day's business with two or three

good-natured concessionaires; won a gold-toothed smile from the

henna-haired girl who sold tickets for the tin rabbit races.

But she soon discovered that she was restless and lonely. The carnival

had no glamor in these early hours. Without the crowds there was no

glamor; the crowds themselves, though they did not suspect it, furnished

the glamor with their naive credulity, their laughter, their free and

easy spending, their susceptibility as a relief from the monotony of

their lives, to the very spirit of carnival for which this draggled old

hoyden of a show was named.

"The kids would love it," Sally remembered suddenly, seeing in a

painfully bright flash of memory the oldish, wistful little faces of

Betsy and Thelma and Clara and all the other orphans who had until so

recently--though it seemed years ago--been her only friends and

playmates.

"I wonder if Eloise Durant is terribly unhappy, or if she has found some

other 'big girl' to pet her. I wonder if Betsy and Thelma and Clara miss

my play-acting."

She smiled at the picture of herself draped in a sheet and crowned with

her own braids:--an ermine cloak and a crown of gold adorning a queen!

"If they could see me now! Play-acting all the time, all dressed up in

purple satin trousers and a green satin jacket all glittery with gold

braid! I wish I had lots of money, so I could send them all tickets to

come to the carnival," her thoughts ran on, as homesickness for the

place she had hoped never to see again rose up, treacherous and

unwelcome, to dim her joy in the glorious miracle of David's love.

"I suppose," she confessed forlornly, "that Mrs. Stone is the only

mother I'll ever know. I wish I'd always been good, so she wouldn't

believe the awful things Clem Carson said about me. She thinks I'm bad

now--like my mother. I wonder," she was startled, her face flushing

hotly under the brown powder, "if I am bad! They say it's in the blood.

I'm crazy to have David kiss me, and--and he had to ask me not to. Maybe

David is afraid I'm bad, too."

The thought was unbearable. She wanted to fly to David, to search his

gold-flecked hazel eyes again, to see if he had lost any of his

"respect" for her. But she wouldn't kiss him! She'd bite her tongue out

first! She was going to be good, good, prove to herself and David and

all the world that "it" wasn't in her blood.

But all day, as the crowds gathered and money clinked merrily as it fell

into cash boxes, she longed for David; lived over every kiss he had

given her, from the brushing of his lips against the tip of her nose to

that dizzying wedding of lips when their love had been confessed in the

moonlight.

And because she was bemused with romance, thrilling with her own

awakening to love, she made an almost riotous success of her

crystal-gazing that first day of the carnival in Capital City. Girls

laughed shyly and cuddled against their sweethearts provocatively as

they left the Palace of Wonders, determined to make "Princess Lalla's"

enchanting prophecies come true.

And she was so seductively beautiful herself, asparkle with love as she

was, that three or four unaccompanied young men, seeking knowledge of

the present, past and future, suggested that she fulfil her own

prophecies of a "zo beautiful brunette," until, embarrassed though

flattered, she took refuge in assuming that all gentlemen prefer

blondes.

She did not see David that night after the carnival had shut up shop,

for he could not leave the show train and only male performers, barkers

and concessionaires were permitted to hang around the train. Sally

understood from the midget, "Pitty Sing," that a nightly poker game

attracted the men to the privilege car and that fist-fighting and even

gun-play was no uncommon break in the monotony. Pop Bybee, genial until

he heard the rattle of poker chips, was the heaviest winner as a rule,

many a performer's salary finding its way back into the stateroom safe

within a few hours after Mrs. Bybee had reluctantly handed it over.

By Thursday afternoon Sally's confidence in the efficacy of her disguise

had mounted perilously high. The policemen who strolled grandly through

the tents, proud of not having to pay for their fun, accorded her

admiration or good-natured skepticism but no suspicion.

The city papers had apparently lost interest in the hunt for David Nash,

university student and farm hand, wanted for assault with intent to kill

and for moral delinquency, and in Sally Ford, runaway ward of the state

and juvenile paramour of the youthful would-be murderer, as the papers

had previously described them.

At least there were no references to the case in either Wednesday's or

Thursday's papers, and Sally's heart was light with gratitude to David

and Pop Bybee for having persuaded her to stick with the carnival. It

was rather fun to be on exhibition, reading the fortunes of the very

policemen who had been given her description and orders to "get"

her--much more fun than fleeing along state roads at night and hiding in

cornfields by day, hungry, exhausted, afraid of her shadow and of the

more menacing shadow of the state reformatory.

"Hel-lo! Hel-lo! Bless my soul! What have we here? A real live Turkish

harem beauty, as I live!"

Sally aroused herself from her apparently absorbing gazing into the

"magic crystal" and looked with wide, startled eyes at the man who had

addressed her in an accent which at once marked him as an easterner of

culture. She had seen pictures of men dressed like that, but had never

quite believed in their authenticity.

But her eyes did not linger long on his slim, elegant, immaculate

figure, leaning lightly on a cane. His laughing, wise, cynical eyes

challenged her and invited her to share his amusement with him. But in

their bold black depths was something else....

----

"Quite delicious, really!" the man with the cultured, eastern accent

drawled, leaning more nonchalantly on his cane and twinkling his too

wise, too bold black eyes at "Princess Lalla."

"But really now, I wouldn't say you're a freak, your highness. In fact,

you're quite the most delicious little morsel I've seen since I left New

York. If I were a Ziegfeld scout I assure you I'd be burbling your

praises in a ruinously verbose telegram, and the devil take the expense.

Would you mind lifting that scrap of black lace that is tantalizing me

most provokingly? I am tormented with the hope that your big eyes are

really the purple pansies they appear to be through your veil.

"No?" He shook his head with humorous resignation as Sally shook her

head in violent negation. "Well, well! One can't have everything, and

really your arms and your adorable little hands and your Tanagra

figurine body should be quite enough--as an appetizer. You don't happen

to 'spell' the Hula dancer--the ancient but still hopeful lady who has

just been exercising her hips for my benefit--do you? But I suppose that

is too much to ask of Providence. Life is full of these bitter

disappointments, these nagging, unsatisfied desires--"

"Please!" Sally gasped, forgetting her carefully acquired accent which

had been bequeathed her, by way of Mrs. Bybee, by the erstwhile

"Princess Lalla," now in the hospital, minus her appendix, but still too

weak to jeopardize Sally's job. "I--I'm not permitted to talk to the

audience--"

"Child, child!" the New Yorker protested, raising a beautifully kept

hand admonishingly. "Spare me! I'm always being met with signs like that

in New York--in elevators, busses, what-nots--But since I am intrigued

with the music of your voice--a very young and un-Turkish voice, if I

may be permitted to say so--I shall be delighted to cross your little

brown palm with silver, provided you will guarantee that your make-up

does not rub off. I'm deplorably finicky."

Sally, overwhelmed by his gift for monologue, uttered in a teasing,

bantering, intimate voice of beautiful cadences, looked desperately

about her for help. But she was temporarily deserted by both audience

and barker. Gus was at the moment ballyhooing Jan, the Holland giant,

the chief attraction of the Palace of Wonders. His recital of the vast

quantities of food which the nine-foot-nine giant consumed daily never

failed to hold the crowd enthralled.

"You'll have to wait till Gus, the barker, starts my performance," she

told him nervously, making no effort to deceive the blase New Yorker by

a tardy resumption of her "Turkish" accent. "But--oh, please go away!

Don't tease me! You'll spoil the show if you make Smart-Aleck remarks on

everything I say and do."

"Smart-Aleck?" The easterner raised his silky black brows, while his

humorous but cruel mouth, beneath a small, exact black mustache,

twitched with a rather rueful smile. "Child, that is the unkindest cut

of all! If I had been reared west of Fifth Avenue or a little farther

downtown I would undoubtedly phrase it as a nasty crack! But we'll let

it pass."

He walked nonchalantly up the steps leading to her platform and stood

before her, only the small, black-velvet-draped table with the crystal

between them.

When he spoke again, in his humorous drawl, with his bold black eyes

twinkling and challenging her, his words could not have been heard by

anyone ten feet away: "Will you permit me, your highness, to read the

crystal for you? I'm really rather a wizard at it--a wow, as they say on

Broadway, though I assure you, your highness, that I'm not a man to

succumb to the insidiousness of slang. You must be rather tired of

gazing, gazing, gazing into this intriguing but slightly flawed ball of

glass--" and he touched it with a long, delicate finger, with a humorous

contemptuousness that suggested an intimate bond between the

professional and the amateur--himself and herself.

"Please go away!" Sally pleaded breathlessly. "Why do you want to make

fun of me? I have to earn my living somehow--"

"Do you?" he smiled, his brows going higher, while deep laugh wrinkles

appeared suddenly in the clear olive of his lean cheeks. "Now I'm sure

you should let me read the crystal for you, for it is obvious that you

have not looked into the future at all!"

He cupped his slim, beautiful hands about the crystal, his back bending

in an arch as graceful as the arch of a cat's back. The posture brought

his face very near to hers, so that she saw the fine grain of his skin,

caught a faint, indefinable but enchanting odor from his sleek dark

hair, almost as dark as her own.

He had dropped his hat upon the edge of the little table, and it too

fascinated and repelled her, for its dove-gray richness insolently

suggested that its owner possessed boundless money and almost wickedly

sure taste.

But every item of his dress told the same story, so she really should

not have picked on the hat particularly. But she did; she wanted to

brush it off the table, to see his flash of anger at its being soiled

with the dust from "rubes'" feet--

"Marvelous!" His voice became mockingly hushed and mysterious, as he

pretended to gaze into the very heart of the crystal. "I see your whole

past boiling away in this magic crystal--slightly flawed, though it is!"

"My past!" she shivered, forgetting that he was faking just as she did.

"You've run away from home, from poverty," he went on in that mocking,

too beautiful voice, his black eyes shifting from the crystal to play

their insolent, confident fire upon her wide-eyed face. "And you've run

away from--a man! Of course," he added lightly, "you'll always be

running away from a man--men--every man that looks at you. You're

absolutely irresistible, you know, child! But ah, at last you will find

him--the man from whom you will not run away! Now, shall I read the

future for you?"

"Please, go away. Gus is coming!" Sally pleaded through childishly

quivering lips that would have showed ashen-pale if they had not been

thickly overlaid with carmine.

"Dear old Gus! I look forward to being pals with Gus, when I give him

the password. Now, the future--ah, my dear, what a future! Broadway!

Bright lights! Music! And Princess Lalla in the chorus first, the most

adorable little 'pony' of them all! I shall sit in the bald-headed row

and toss roses to you, child, and whisper to the eggs next me that 'I

knew her when'--when she was a delicious little fake Turkish princess,

escaped from the Sultan's harem. And I see a man--let me look closely--a

tall, dark man, rather handsome--" and he laughed insolently into her

eyes.

"La-dees and gen-tle-men! Right this way, please! I want you all to meet

Princess Lalla, from Con-stan-ti-no-ple--"

Gus, the barker, was approaching with long, swift strides, the crowd

milling behind him, like sheep following a bellwether.

"I'll finish your future in our next seance." The New Yorker

straightened, smiled into her eyes unhurriedly, bowed mockingly, lifted

his hat, placed it on his sleek head, retrieved his cane which had been

leaning against the crystal stand, and vaulted lightly to the ground.

Gus eyed him menacingly, suspiciously, but beamed when the easterner

pressed a bill into his hands and withdrew to the outskirts of the

crowd, where he evidently intended to listen to the spieler's

introduction of Princess Lalla.

Sally got through her performance somehow, burningly conscious of bold

black eyes regarding her admiringly. When she pattered down the steps

and along the flattened stubble of the earth floor of the tent on her

way to the dress tent to rest between shows, a slim, immaculate figure

detached itself from the crowd that was wandering reluctantly toward the

exit.

"Cook tent fare must grow rather monotonous," his low, drawling voice

stopped her. "I suggest relief--supper with me after the last

performance tonight. I am stopping at the governor's mansion, and have

the use of one of the official limousines. Credentials enough?" He

raised his eyebrows whimsically but his detaining grasp of her arm was

not nearly so gentle as his voice.

"No, no!" Sally cried. "I--I'm not that kind of girl! Please let me

go--"

"Oh, spirit of H. L. Mencken, hear me!" the New Yorker prayed. "Do girls

in the middle west really say that still? I wouldn't have believed it!

'I'm not that kind of girl!'" he repeated, laughing delightedly. "Of

course you aren't, darling! No girl ever is! And heaven forbid that I

should be the sort of man--fellow, you say out here?--that you evidently

believe I am! Now that we understand each other, I again suggest supper,

a long, cooling drive in the governor's choicest limousine--the old boy

does himself rather well in cars, at the expense of the state--and a

continuation of my extremely accurate reading of your future."

"No!" Sally flared, her timidity submerged in anger. "Let me go this

minute! I don't like you! I hate you! If you don't turn loose my arm,

I'll--I'll scream 'Hey rube'--"

"What a dire threat!" the New Yorker laughed with genuine amusement. "Am

I the rube? Is that your idea of a taunt so crushing that--"

"It means," Sally said with cold fury, "that every man connected with

the carnival will rush into this tent and--and simply tear you to

pieces! It's the S O S signal of the circus and carnival, and it always

works! Now--will you let me go? I swear I'll scream 'Hey, rube!' if you

don't--"

"And I had planned such a delicious supper," the New Yorker mourned

mockingly as he slowly released her arm, as if reluctant to forego the

pleasure that rounded slimness and smoothness gave his highly educated

fingers.

Sally cried a little in the dress tent, but she was too angry to give

way utterly to tears. The thought which stung her pride most hurtingly

was that the New Yorker had seen something bad in her eyes, something of

the mother of whose shame she was a living witness.

"But--I guess I showed him!" she told herself fiercely as she dabbed

fresh brown powder on her tear-streaked face. "He won't dare bother me

again."

But he did dare. He was a nonchalant, smiling, insolent figure, leaning

on his cane, as she went through the next performance. She pretended not

to see him, but never for a moment, as she well knew, did his cold black

eyes waver from their ironic but admiring contemplation of her

enchanting little figure in purple satin trousers and green jacket.

And at the late afternoon performance--four o'clock--he was there again,

his fine, cruel, humorous mouth smiling at his own folly. She thought of

appealing to Gus, the barker, to forbid him admission to the tent, but

she knew Gus was too good a business man to heed such a wasteful

request. Besides, the barker seemed to like him, or at least to like

immensely the bill which invariably passed hands when the showman and

the glorified "rube" met.

Then suddenly, at ten minutes after four, the New Yorker ceased to have

any significance at all to her, at least for the moment. He was wiped

out completely in the flood of terror and joy that swept over her brain,

making her so dizzy that she leaned against the crystal stand for

support.

For tumbling into the tent of the Palace of Wonders came a horde of

children, boys and girls, the girls dressed exactly alike in skimpy

little white lawn dresses trimmed with five-cent lace, the boys in ugly

suits of stiff "jeans."

Her playmates from the orphanage had come to see "Princess Lalla,"

lately Sally Ford, ward of the state and now fugitive from "justice."

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