He cried at once--

"Where's Ste. Marie? Where is he? He hasn't tried to walk into the

city?"

"He is asleep in the house," said the girl. "He was struck on the head

and stunned. I got him into the house and he is asleep now.

"Of course," she said, "we could wake him, but it would probably be

better to let him sleep as long as he will if it is possible. It will

save him a great deal of pain I think. He'll have a frightful headache

if he's wakened now. Could you come for him or send for him

to-morrow--towards noon?"

"Why--yes, I suppose so," said Richard Hartley. "Yes, of course, if you

think that's better. Could I just see him for a moment?" He stared at

the girl a bit suspiciously and Coira looked back at him with a little

tired smile, for she read his thought.

"You want to make sure," said she. "Of course! Yes, come in. He's

sleeping very soundly." She led the man into that dim room where Ste.

Marie lay, and Hartley's quick eye noted the basin of water and the

stained towels and the little bottle of aromatic salts. He bent over

his friend to see the bruise at the side of the head, and listened to

the sleeper's breathing. Then the two went out again to the moonlit

terrace.

"You must forgive me," said he when they had come there. "You must

forgive me for seeming suspicious, but--all this wretched business--and

he is my closest friend.--I've come to suspect everybody. I was unjust,

for you helped us to get away. I beg your pardon!"

The girl smiled at him again, her little white tired smile, and she

said--

"There is nothing I would not do to make amends--now that I know--the

truth."

"Yes," said Hartley. "I understand. Arthur Benham told me how Stewart

lied to you all. Was it he who struck Ste. Marie?" She nodded.

"And then tried to shoot him--but he didn't succeed in that. I wonder

where he is--Captain Stewart?"

"I have him out in the car," Hartley said. "Oh, he shall pay, you may

be sure! If he doesn't die and cheat us, that is. I nearly ran the car

over him a few minutes ago. If it hadn't been for the moonlight I would

have done for him. He was lying on his face in that lane that leads to

the Issy road. I don't know what is the matter with him. He's only half

conscious and he's quite helpless. He looks as if he'd had a stroke of

apoplexy or something. I must hurry him back to Paris, I suppose, and

get him under a doctor's care. I wonder what's wrong with him?" The

girl shook her head, for she did not know of Stewart's epileptic

seizures. She thought it quite possible that he had suffered a stroke

of apoplexy as Hartley suggested, for she remembered the half-mad state

he had been in.

Richard Hartley stood for a time in thought.

"I must get Stewart back to Paris at once," he said finally. "I must

get him under care, and in a safe place from which he can't escape. It

will want some managing. If I can get away, I'll come out here again in

the morning; but if not, I'll send the car out with orders to wait here

until Ste. Marie is ready to return to the city. Are you sure he's all

right--that he isn't badly hurt?"

"I think he will be all right," she said, "save for the pain. He was

only stunned." And Hartley nodded.

"He seems to be breathing quite naturally," said he. "That's arranged

then. The car will be here in waiting, and I shall come with it if I

can. Tell him when he wakes." He put out his hand to her, and the girl

gave him hers very listlessly but smiling. She wished he would go, and

leave her alone.

Then in a moment more he did go, and she heard his quick steps down

through the trees, and heard, a little later, the engine of the motor

car start up with a sudden loud volley of explosions. And so she was

left to her solitary watch. She noticed as she turned to go indoors

that the blackness of the night was just beginning to grey towards dawn.

*CHAPTER XXIX*

*THE SCALES OF INJUSTICE*

Ste. Marie slept soundly until mid-morning--that is to say, about ten

o'clock--and then awoke with a dull pain in his head and a sensation of

extreme giddiness, which became something like vertigo when he attempted

to rise. However, with the aid of the old Michel he got somehow

upstairs to his room, and made a rather sketchy toilet.

Coira came to him there and, while he lay still across the bed, told him

about the happenings of the night after he had received his injury. She

told him also that the motor was waiting for him, outside the wall, and

that Richard Hartley had sent a message by the chauffeur, to say that he

was very busy in Paris making arrangements about Stewart, who had come

out of his strange state of half insensibility only to rave in a

delirium.

"So," she said, "you can go now whenever you are ready. Arthur is with

his family, Captain Stewart is under guard, and your work is done. You

ought to be glad--even though you are suffering pain."

Ste. Marie looked up at her.

"Do I seem glad, Coira?" said he. And she said--

"You will be glad to-morrow--and always, I hope and pray. Always,

always!"

The man held one hand over his aching eyes.

"I have," he said, "queer half-memories. I wish I could remember

distinctly."

He looked up at her again.

"I dropped down by the gate in the wall. When I awoke I was in a room

in the house. How did that happen?"

"Oh," she said, turning her face away, "we got you up to the house

almost at once." But Ste. Marie frowned thoughtfully.

"'We'? Who do you mean by 'we'?"

"Well then, I," the girl said. "It was not difficult."

"Coira!" cried the man, "do you mean that you carried me bodily all that

long distance? You?"

"Carried or dragged," she said. "As much one as the other. It was not

very difficult. I'm strong, for a woman."

"Oh, child, child!" he cried. And he said--

"I remember more. It was you who held Stewart, and kept him from

shooting me. I heard the shot and I heard you scream. The last thought

I had was that you had been killed in saving me. That's what I went out

into the blank, thinking."

He covered his eyes again as if the memory were intolerable. But after

a while he said--

"You saved my life, you know." And the girl answered him--

"I had nearly taken it once before. It was I who called Michel that day

you came over the wall, the day you were shot. I nearly murdered you

once. I owed you something. Perhaps we're even now." She saw that he

did not at all remember that hour in the little room--her hour of

bitterness, and she was glad. She had felt sure that it would be so.

For the present she did not greatly suffer; she had come to a state

beyond active suffering--a chill state of dulled sensibilities.

The old Justine knocked at the door to ask if monsieur was going into

the city soon, or if she should give the chauffeur his _dejeuner_ and

tell him to wait.

"Are you fit to go?" Coira asked. And he said--

"I suppose as fit as I shall be." He got to his feet, and the things

about him swam dangerously, but he could walk by using great care. The

girl stood white and still, and she avoided his eyes.

"It is not good-bye," said he. "I shall see you soon again--and I hope,

often--often, Coira." The words had a flat and foolish sound, but he

could find no others. It was not easy to speak.

"I suppose I must not ask to see your father?" said he, and she told him

that her father had locked himself in his own room and would see no one,

would not even open his door to take in food.

Ste. Marie went to the stairs, leaning upon the shoulder of the stout

old Justine, but, before he had gone, Coira checked him for an instant.

She said--

"Tell Arthur, if he speaks to you about me, that what I said in the note

I gave him last night, I meant quite seriously. I gave him a note to

read after he reached home. Tell him for me that it was final. Will

you do that?"

"Yes, of course," said Ste. Marie. He looked at her with some wonder

because her words had been very emphatic.

"Yes," he said, "I will tell him. Is that all?"

"All but good-bye," said she. "Good-bye, Bayard!"

She stood at the head of the stairs while he went down them. And she

came after him to the landing halfway where the stairs turned in the

opposite direction for their lower flight. When he went out of the

front door he looked back, and she was standing there above him--a

straight, still figure, dark against the light of the windows behind

her.

He went straight to the Rue d'Assas. He found that while he sat still

in the comfortable tonneau of the motor his head was fairly normal, and

the world did not swing and whirl about in that sickening fashion. But

when the car lurched or bumped over an obstruction it made him giddy,

and he would have fallen had he been standing.

The familiar streets of the Montparnasse and Luxembourg quarters had for

his eyes all the charm and delight of home things to the returned

traveller. He felt as if he had been away for months, and he caught

himself looking for changes, and it made him laugh. He was much

relieved when he found that his concierge was not on watch, and that he

could slip unobserved up the stairs and into his rooms. The rooms were

fresh and clean, for they had been aired and tended daily.

Arrived there he wrote a little note to a friend of his who was a doctor

and lived in the Rue Notre Dame des Champs, asking this man to call as

soon as it might be convenient. He sent the note by the chauffeur, and

then lay down, dressed as he was, to wait, for he could not stand or

move about without a painful dizziness. The doctor came within a

half-hour, examined Ste. Marie's bruised head and bound it up. He gave

him a dose of something with a vile taste, which he said would take away

the worst of the pain in a few hours, and he also gave him a sleeping

potion, and made him go to bed.

"You'll be fairly fit by evening," he said. "But don't stir until then.

I'll leave word below that you're not to be disturbed."

So it happened that when Richard Hartley came dashing up an hour or two

later he was not allowed to see his friend, and Ste. Marie slept a

dreamless sleep until dark.

He awoke then, refreshed but ravenous with hunger, and found that there

was only a dull ache in his battered head. The dizziness and the

vertigo were almost completely gone. He made lights and dressed with

care. He felt like a little girl making ready for a party; it was so

long--or seemed so long--since he had put on evening clothes. Then he

went out, leaving at the loge of the concierge a note for Hartley to say

where he might be found. He went to Lavenue's and dined in solitary

pomp, for it was after nine o'clock. Again it seemed to him that it was

months since he had done the like--sat down to a real table for a real

dinner. At ten he got into a fiacre and drove to the Rue de

l'Universite.

The man who admitted him said that mademoiselle was alone in the

drawing-room, and he went there at once. He was dully conscious that

something was very wrong, but he had suffered too much within the past

few hours to be analytical, and he did not know what it was that was

wrong. He should have entered that room with a swift and eager step,

with shining eyes, with a high-beating heart. He went into it slowly,

wrapped in a mantle of strange apathy.

Helen Benham came forward to meet him and took both his hands in hers.

Ste. Marie was amazed to see that she seemed not to have altered at

all--in spite of this enormous lapse of time, in spite of all that had

happened in it. And yet, unaltered, she seemed to him a stranger, a

charming and gracious stranger with an icily beautiful face, He wondered

at her and at himself, and he was a little alarmed, because he thought

that he must be ill. That blow upon the head must, after all, have done

something terrible to him.

"Ah, Ste. Marie!" she said in her well-remembered voice--and again he

wondered that the voice should be so high-pitched, and so without colour

or feeling. "How glad I am," she said, "that you are safely out of it

all! How you have suffered for us, Ste. Marie! You look white and ill.

Sit down, please! Don't stand!" She drew him to a comfortable chair,

and he sat down in it obediently. He could not think of anything to

say, though he was not, as a rule, tongue-tied, but the girl did not

seem to expect any answer, for she went on at once with a rather odd air

of haste--

"Arthur is here with us, safe and sound. Richard Hartley brought him

back from that dreadful place, and he has talked everything over with my

grandfather, and it's all right. They both understand now, and there'll

be no more trouble. We have had to be careful, very careful, and we have

had to--well, to rearrange the facts a little so as to leave--my

uncle--to leave Captain Stewart's name out of it. It would not do to

shock my grandfather by telling him the truth. Perhaps, later; I don't

know. That will have to be thought of. For the present we have left my

uncle out of it--and put the blame entirely upon this other man. I

forget his name."

"The blame cannot rest there," said Ste. Marie sharply. "It is not

deserved, and I shall not allow it to be left so. Captain Stewart lied

to O'Hara throughout. You cannot leave the blame with an innocent man."

"Still--" she said, "such a man!"

Ste. Marie looked at her, frowning, and the girl turned her eyes away.

She may have had the grace to be a little ashamed.

"Think of the difficulty we were in!" she urged. "Captain Stewart is my

grandfather's own son. We cannot tell him now, in his weak state, that

his own son is--what he is."

There was reason if not justice in that, and Ste. Marie was forced to

admit it. He said--

"Ah well! for the present, then. That can be arranged later. The main

point is that I've found your brother for you. I've brought him back."

Miss Benham looked up at him and away again, and she drew a quick

breath. He saw her hands move restlessly in her lap, and he was aware

that for some odd reason she was very ill at ease. At last she said--

"Ah, but--but have you, dear Ste. Marie? Have you?"

After a brief silence she stole another swift glance at the man, and he

was staring in open and frank bewilderment. She rushed into rapid

speech.

"Ah," she cried, "don't misunderstand me! Don't think that I'm brutal or

ungrateful for all you've--you've suffered in trying to help us. Don't

think that! I can--we can never be grateful enough, never! But stop

and think! Yes, I know this all sounds hideous, but it's so terribly

important. I shouldn't dream of saying a word of it if it weren't so

important, if so much didn't depend upon it. But stop and think! Was

it, dear Ste. Marie, was it, after all, you? Was it you who brought

Arthur to us?"

The man fairly blinked at her, owl-like. He was beyond speech.

"Wasn't it Richard?" she hurried on. "Wasn't it Richard Hartley? Ah,

if I could only say it without seeming so contemptibly heartless! If

only I needn't say it at all! But it must be said because of what

depends upon it.

"Think! Go back to the beginning! Wasn't it Richard who first began to

suspect my uncle? Didn't he tell you or write to you what he had

discovered, and so set you upon the right track? And after you

had--well, just fallen into their hands, with no hope of ever escaping,

yourself--to say nothing of bringing Arthur back--wasn't it Richard who

came to your rescue and brought it all to victory? Oh, Ste. Marie, I

must be just to him as well as to you! Don't you see that? However

grateful I may be to you for what you have done--suffered--I cannot, in

justice, give you what I was to have given you, since it is, after all,

Richard who has saved my brother. I cannot, can I? Surely you must see

it. And you must see how it hurts me to have to say it. I had hoped

that--you would understand--without my speaking."

Still the man sat in his trance of astonishment, speechless. For the

first time in his life he was brought face to face with the amazing, the

appalling injustice of which a woman is capable when her heart is

concerned. This girl wished to believe that to Richard Hartley belonged

the credit for rescuing her brother, and, lo! she believed it. A score

of juries might have decided against her, a hundred proofs controverted

her decision, but she would have been deaf and blind. It is only women

who accomplish miracles of reasoning like that.

Ste. Marie took a long breath and he started to speak, but in the end

shook his head and remained silent. Through the whirl and din of

falling skies he was yet able to see the utter futility of words. He

could have adduced a hundred arguments to prove her absurdity. He could

have shown her that before he ever read Hartley's note he had decided

upon Stewart's guilt--and for much better reasons than Hartley had. He

could have pointed out to her that it was he, not Hartley, who

discovered young Benham's whereabouts; that it was he who summoned

Hartley there; and that, as a matter of fact, Hartley need not have come

at all, since the boy had been persuaded to go home in any case.

He thought of all these things and more, and, in a moment of sheer anger

at her injustice, he was on the point of stating them, but he shook his

head and remained silent. After all, of what use was speech? He knew

that it could make no impression upon her, and he knew why. For some

reason, in some way, she had turned, during his absence, to Richard

Hartley, and there was nothing more to be said. There was no treachery

on Hartley's part. He knew that, and it never even occurred to him to

blame his friend. Hartley was as faithful as any one who ever lived.

It seemed to be nobody's fault. It had just happened.

He looked at the girl before him with a new expression, an expression of

sheer curiosity. It seemed to him wellnigh incredible that any human

being could be so unjust and so blind. Yet he knew her to be, in other

matters, one of the fairest of all women, just and tender and thoughtful

and true. He knew that she prided herself upon her cool impartiality of

judgment. He shook his head with a little sigh, and ceased to wonder

any more. It was beyond him.

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