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Theodora was greatly interested in Beechleigh. To her the home of her

fathers was full of sentiment, and the thought that her grandfather had

ruled there pleased her. How she would love and cherish it were it her

home now! Every one of these fine things must have some memory.

Then the pictures of as far back as she could remember came to her, and

she saw again their poor lodgings in the cheap foreign towns and their

often scanty fare. And with a fresh burst of love and pride in him, she

remembered her father's invariable cheerfulness--cheerfulness and

gayety--in such poverty! And after he had been used to--this! For all

the descriptions of Captain Fitzgerald had given her no idea of the

reality.

Now she knew what love meant, and could realize her mother's story. Oh,

she would have acted just in the same way, too.

Dominic had been forgiven by his brother after his first wife's death,

and had come back to enjoy a short spell of peace and prosperity. And

who could wonder that Lady Minnie Borringdon, in her first season, and

full of romance, should fall headlong in love with his wonderfully

handsome face, and be only too ready to run off with him from an angry

and unreasonable parent! She was a spoiled and only child who had never

been crossed. Then came that fatal Derby, and the final extinction of

all sympathy with the scapegrace. The Fitzgeralds had done enough for

him already, and Lord Borringdon had no intention of doing anything at

all, so the married lovers crept away in high disgrace, and spent a few

months of bliss in a southern town, where the sun shone and the food was

cheap, and there poor, pretty Minnie died, leaving Theodora a few hours

old.

And now at Beechleigh Theodora looked out of her window on the north

side--the southern rooms were kept for greater than she--and from there

she could see a vast stretch of park, with the deer cropping the fine

turf, and the lions frowning while they supported the ducal coronet over

the great gates at the end of the court-yard and colonnade.

It was truly a splendid inheritance, and she glowed with pride to think

she was of this house.

So she wrote a long letter to her dear ones--her sisters at Dieppe, and

papa, still in Paris, and even one to Mrs. McBride. And then she read

until her maid came to dress her for dinner.

Her room was a large one, and numberless modern touches of comfort

brought up-to-date the early Georgian furniture and the shabby silk

hangings. A room stamped with that something which the most luxurious

apartments of the wealthiest millionaire can never acquire.

Josiah looked in upon her as she finished dressing. He was, he said,

most pleased with everything, and if they were a little unused to such

company, still nothing could be more cordial than Sir Patrick's

treatment of him.

Meanwhile, on their way up to dress, Mildred had gone in to Morella's

room, and the two had agreed that Mrs. Brown should be suppressed.

It was with extra displeasure Miss Winmarleigh had learned of Theodora's

relationship to Sir Patrick, and that after all she could not be called

a common colonial.

There was no question about the Fitzgerald and Borringdon families,

unfortunately, while Morella's grandfather had been merely a coal

merchant.

"I don't think she is so wonderfully pretty, do you, Mildred?" she

said.

But Mildred was a clever woman, and could see with her eyes.

"Yes, I do," she answered. "Don't be such a fool as to delude yourself

about that, Morella. She is perfectly lovely, and she has the most

deevie Paris clothes, and Lord Bracondale is wildly in love with her."

"And apparently Freddy Wensleydown, too," snapped Morella, who was now

boiling with rage.

"Well, she is not likely to enjoy herself here," said Mildred, with her

vicious laugh, which showed all her splendid, sharp teeth, as she went

off to dress, her head full of plans for the interloper's suppression.

First she must have a few words with Barbara. There must be none of her

partisanship. Poor, timid Barbara would not dare to disobey her, she

knew. That settled, she did not fear that she would be able to make

Theodora suffer considerably during the five days she would be at

Beechleigh.

Sir Patrick was busy with some new arrivals who had come while they were

dressing, so not a soul spoke to Theodora or Josiah when they got down

to the great, white drawing-room, from which immensely high mahogany

doors opened into an anteroom hung with priceless tapestry and

containing cabinets of rare china. From thence another set of splendid

carved doors gave access to the dining-room.

Neither Lord Wensleydown or Hector was in the room at first, so there

was no man even to talk to them. Lady Ada had not introduced them to any

one. And there they stood: Josiah ill at ease and uncomfortable, and

Theodora quite apparently unconscious of neglect, while she looked at a

picture.

All the younger women were thinking to themselves: "Who are these

people? We don't want any strangers here--poaching on our preserves. And

what perfect clothes! and what pearls! Why on earth did Ada ask them?"

And soon the party was complete, and Theodora found herself going in to

dinner with her cousin Pat, who arrived upon the scene at the very last

minute, having come from Oxford by a late train.

Mildred had taken care that neither Lord Wensleydown or Hector should be

anywhere near Theodora. She had secured Lord Bracondale for herself, and

did her best all through the repast to fascinate him.

And while he answered gallantly and paid her the grossest compliments,

she knew he was laughing in his sleeve all the time, and it made her

venom rise higher and higher.

Patrick Fitzgerald, the younger, was a dissipated, vicious youth, with

his mother's faded coloring and none of the Fitzgerald charm. How

infinitely her father surpassed any of the family she had seen yet,

Theodora thought.

She did not enjoy her dinner. The youth's conversation was not

interesting. But it was not until the ladies left the dining-room that

her real penance began.

It seemed as if all the women crowded to one end of the drawing-room

round Lady Harrowfield, and talked and whispered to one another, not one

making way for Theodora or showing any knowledge of her presence.

Barbara had gone off up to her room. She was too frightened of Mildred

to disobey her, and she felt she would rather not be there to see their

hateful ways to the dear, little, gentle cousin whom she thought she

could love so much.

Theodora subsided on a sofa, wondering to herself if these were the

manners of the great world in general. She hoped not; but although no

human creature could be quite happy under the circumstances, she was not

greatly distressed until she distinctly caught the name of "Mr. Brown"

from the woman Josiah had taken in amid a burst of laughter, and saw

Mildred, with a glance at her, ostentatiously suppress the speaker, who

then continued her narration in almost a whisper, amid mocking titters

of mirth.

Then anger burned in Theodora's gentle soul. They were talking about

Josiah, of course, and turning him into ridicule.

She wondered, what would be the best to do. She was too far away to

attempt to join in the conversation, or to be even able to swear she had

heard aright, although there was no doubt in her own mind about it.

So she sat perfectly still on her great sofa, her hands folded in her

lap, while two bright spots of wild rose flushed her cheeks.

She did not even pick up a book. There she sat like an alabaster statue,

and most of the women were conscious of the exquisitely beautiful

picture she made.

They could not stand in this packed group all the time, the whole dozen

or more of them, and they gradually broke up into twos and threes about

the large room.

They were delightfully friendly with one another, and all seemed in the

best of spirits and tempers.

Most of them had no ulterior motive in their behavior to Theodora; it

was merely the feeling that they were not the hostess and responsible.

It was none of their business if Ada neglected her guests, and they all

knew plenty of people and did not care to enlarge their acquaintance

gratuitously.

So when they came in from the dining-room more than one of the men

understood the picture they saw, of the beautiful, little, strange lady

seated alone, while the other women chatted together in groups.

Hector was feeling irritated and excited, and longing to get near

Theodora. He guessed Lord Wensleydown would have the same desire, and

had no intention of being interfered with. He felt he could not bear to

spend an evening watching the little brute daring to lean over her. He

should kill him, or commit some violence, he knew.

Thus prudence, which at another time would have held him--would have

made him remember what was best for her among this crowd of hostile

women--flew to the winds. He must go to her--must show her he loved and

would protect her, and, above all, that he would permit no other man to

usurp his place.

And Theodora, who had been suffering silently a miserable feeling of

loneliness and neglect, felt her heart bound with joy at the sight of

his loved, familiar face, and she welcomed him more warmly than she had

ever done before.

"Have these demons of women been odious to you, darling?" he whispered,

hardly conscious of the term of endearment he had used. "Do not mind

them; it is only jealousy because you are so beautiful and young."

"They have not been anything at all," she said, softly; "they have just

left me alone and kept to themselves, and--and laughed at Josiah, and

that has made me very angry, because--what has he done to them?"

"I loathe them all!" said Hector. "They are hardly fit to be in the same

room with you, dear queen--and if you really belonged to me I would take

you away from them now--to-night."

His voice was a caress, and that sentence, "belonged to me," always made

her heart beat with its pictured possibilities. Oh, how she loved him!

Could anything else in the world really matter while he could sit there

and she could feel his presence and hear his tender words?

And so they talked awhile, and then they looked up and surveyed the

scene. Josiah had been joined by Sir Patrick, and they were earnestly

conversing by the fireplace. One or two pairs sat about on the sofas;

but the general company showed signs of flocking off to the

bridge-tables, which were laid out in another drawing-room beyond. And

the couples joined them gradually, until only Lord Wensleydown and

Morella Winmarleigh remained near and watched them with mocking eyes.

Hector had never before realized that Morella could have so much

expression in her face.

How could he ever have thought under any conceivable circumstances, even

at the end of his life, it would be possible to marry her! How thankful

he felt he had never paid her any attention, or from his behavior given

color to his mother's hopes.

He remembered a fairy story he had read in his youth, where a magic

power was given to the hero of discovering what beast each human being

was growing into by grasping their hands. And he wondered, if the gift

had been his, what he should now find was the destiny of those two in

front of him!

Wensleydown, no doubt, would be a great, sensual goat and Morella a

vicious mule. And the idea made him laugh as he turned to Theodora

again, to feast his eyes on her pure loveliness.

The Crow, who had arrived late and been among the last to enter the

drawing-room before dinner, had not yet had an opportunity of speaking

to Mrs. Brown, as he had been dragged off among the first of the

bridge-players.

Presently Mildred looked through the door from the room beyond and

called: "Freddy and Morella, come and play; we must have two more to

make up the numbers. Uncle Patrick will bring Lord Bracondale

presently."

Josiah and Theodora did not count at all, it seemed!

"What intolerable insolence!" said Hector, through his teeth. "I shall

not play bridge or stir from here."

And Lord Wensleydown called back: "Do give one a moment to digest one's

dinner, dear Lady Mildred. Miss Winmarleigh does not want to come yet,

either. We are very--interested--and happy here."

Morella tittered and played with her fan. The dull, slow rage was

simmering within her. Even her vanity could not misinterpret the meaning

of Hector's devotion to Mrs. Brown. He was deeply in love, of course,

and she, Morella, was robbed of her hopes of being Lady Bracondale. Her

usually phlegmatic nature was roused in all its narrow strength. She was

like some silent, vengeful beast waiting a chance to spring.

And so the evening wore away. Sir Patrick drew Josiah into the

bridge-room, and made him join one of the tables where they were waiting

for a fourth--Josiah, who was a very bad player, and did not really care

for cards! But luck favored him, and the woman opposite restrained the

irritable things she had ready to say to him when she first perceived

how he played his hand.

And all the while Hector sat by Theodora, and learned more and more of

her fair, clear mind. All the thoughts she had upon every subject he

found were just and quaint and in some way illuminating. It was her

natural sweetness of nature which made the great charm--that quality

which Mrs. McBride had remarked upon, and which every one felt sooner or

later.

Nothing of the ascetic saint or goody _poseuse_. She did not walk about

with a book of poems under her arm, and wear floppy clothes and talk

about her own and other people's souls. She was just human and true and

attractive.

Theodora had perhaps no religion at all from the orthodox point of view;

but had she been a Mohommedan or a Confucian or a Buddhist, she would

still have been Theodora, full of gentleness and goodness and grace.

The entire absence of vanity and self-consciousness in her prevented her

from feeling hurt or ruffled even with these ill-mannered women. She

thought them rude and unpleasant, but they could not really hurt her

except by humiliating Josiah. Her generosity instantly fired at that.

Both she and Hector perceived that Morella and Lord Wensleydown sat

there watching them for no other reason but to disconcert and tease

them, and it roused a spirit of resistance in both. While this was going

on they would not move.

And Hector employed the whole of his self-control to keep himself from

making actual love to her, and they talked of many things, and she

understood and was grateful.

Presently, apparently, Morella could stand it no longer, for she rose

rather abruptly and said to Lord Wensleydown:

"Come, let us play bridge."

They went on into the other room, and Theodora and Lord Bracondale were

left quite alone.

"I should like to find Josiah," said Theodora. "Shall we not go, too?"

And they also followed upon the others' heels. Lady Ada happened to be

out at her table, and some tardy sense of her duties as a hostess came

to her, for she crossed over to where Theodora stood by the door and

made some ordinary remark about hoping it would be fine on the morrow so

they could enjoy the gardens.

And while she talked and looked into the blue eyes something attracted

and softened her. She was very gentle and pretty, after all, the new

niece, she decided, and Mildred had been quite wrong in saying she was

an upstart and must be snubbed.

Lady Ada had a nervous way of blinking her light lashes in a fashion

which suggested she might suffer from headache.

To Theodora she seemed a sad woman, full of cares, and she felt a kindly

pity for her and no resentment for her rudeness.

Mildred looked up, and a frown of annoyance darkened her face.

The "creature" should certainly not make a conquest of her hostess if

she could help it!

It was the first time Theodora had ever been into a company of people

like this, and her eyes wandered over the scene when Lady Ada had to go

back to her place.

"Tell me what you are thinking of?" said Hector, in her ear.

"I was thinking," she answered, "it is so interesting to watch people's

faces. It seems to me so queer a way to spend one's time, the whole of

one's intelligence set upon a game of cards and a few pieces of money

for hours and hours together."

"They don't look attractive, do they?" he laughed.

"No, they look haggard, and worried, and old," she said. "Even the young

ones look old and watchful, and so intent and solemn."

Lady Harrowfield had been losing heavily, and a deep mauve shade glowed

through all her paint. She was a bad loser, and made all at her table

feel some of her chagrin and wrath. In fact, candidates for the light of

her smile found it advisable to let her win when things became too

unpleasant.

There was a dreary silence over the room, broken by the scoring and

remarks upon the games, and those who were out wandered into the saloon

beyond, where iced drinks of all sorts were awaiting the weary.

"Every one must enjoy themselves how they can, of course," said

Theodora. "It is absurd to try and make any one else happy in one's own

way, but oh, I hope I shall not have to pass the time like that, ever! I

don't think I could bear it."

The voices became raised at the table where Josiah sat. He had made some

gross mistake in the game and his partner was being fretful over it. Her

complaints amounted to real rudeness when the counting began. She had

lost twenty pounds on this rubber, all through his last foolish play,

she let it be known.

Josiah was angry with himself and deeply humiliated. He apologized as

well as he could, but to no purpose with the wrathful dame.

And Theodora slipped behind his chair, and laid her hand upon his

shoulder in what was almost a caress, and said, in a sweet and playful

voice:

"You are a naughty, stupid fellow, Josiah, and of course you must pay

the losses of both sides to make up for being such a wicked thing," and

she patted his shoulders and smiled her gentle smile at the angry lady,

as though they were children playing for counters or sweets, and the

twenty pounds was a nothing to her husband, as indeed it was not.

Josiah would cheerfully have paid a hundred to finish the unpleasant

scene.

He was intensely grateful to her--grateful for her thought for him and

for her public caress.

And the lady was so surprised at the turn affairs had taken that she

said no more, and, allowing him to pay without too great protest, meekly

suggested another rubber. But Josiah was not to be caught again. He

rose, and, saying good-night, followed his wife and Lord Bracondale into

the saloon.

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