AS A TREE FALLS

At the Green Dragon, where I refreshed myself at noon with bread and

cheese and beer, I was startlingly reminded of a simple and, I suppose,

familiar psychological fact, yet one which we are never conscious of

except at rare moments when by chance it is thrust upon us.

There are many Green Dragons in this world of wayside inns, even as

there are many White Harts, Red Lions, Silent Women and other

incredible things; but when I add that my inn is in a Wiltshire

village, the headquarters of certain gentlemen who follow a form of

sport which has long been practically obsolete in this country, and

indeed throughout the civilised world, some of my readers will have no

difficulty in identifying it.

After lunching I had an hour's pleasant conversation with the genial

landlord and his buxom good-looking wife; they were both natives of a

New Forest village and glad to talk about it with one who knew it

intimately. During our talk I happened to use the words--I forget what

about--"As a tree falls so must it lie." The landlady turned on me her

dark Hampshire eyes with a sudden startled and pained look in them, and

cried: "Oh, please don't say that!'

"Why not?" I asked. "It is in the Bible, and a quite common saying."

"I know," she returned, "but I can't bear it--I hate to hear it!"

She would say no more, but my curiosity was stirred, and I set about

persuading her to tell me. "Ah, yes," I said, "I can guess why. It's

something in your past life--a sad story of one of your family--one

very much loved perhaps--who got into trouble and was refused all help

from those who might have saved him."

"No," she said, "it all happened before my time--long before. I never

knew her." And then presently she told me the story.

When her father was a young man he lived and worked with his father, a

farmer in Hampshire and a widower. There were several brothers and

sisters, and one of the sisters, named Eunice, was most loved by all of

them and was her father's favourite on account of her beauty and sweet

disposition. Unfortunately she became engaged to a young man who was

not liked by the father, and when she refused to break her engagement

to please him he was dreadfully angry and told her that if she went

against him and threw herself away on that worthless fellow he would

forbid her the house and would never see or speak to her again.

Being of an affectionate disposition and fond of her father it grieved

her sorely to disobey him, but her love compelled her, and by-and-by

she went away and was married in a neighbouring village where her lover

had his home. It was not a happy marriage, and after a few anxious

years she fell into a wasting illness, and when it became known to her

that she was near her end she sent a message by a brother to the old

father to come and see her before she died. She had never ceased to

love him, and her one insistent desire was to receive his forgiveness

and blessing before finishing her life. His answer was, "As a tree

falls so shall it lie." He would not go near her. Shortly afterwards

the unhappy young wife passed away.

The landlady added that the brother who had taken the message was her

father, that he was now eighty-two years old and still spoke of his

long dead and greatly loved sister, and always said he had never

forgiven and would never forgive his father, dead half a century ago,

for having refused to go to his dying daughter and for speaking those

cruel words.

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