I was ashamed: I could not complete the sentence I had begun.

Lukyánitch stood with his grey head bent on his breast, and stared at me

askance in a strange sort of way.

"Show it,"--I said.

"Well, as you like,"--he replied at last, got the key, and reluctantly

opened the door.

I glanced into the store-room. There really was nothing noteworthy about

it. On the walls hung old portraits with gloomy, almost black

countenances, and vicious eyes. The floor was strewn with all sorts of

rubbish.

"Well, have you seen all you want?"--asked Lukyánitch, gruffly.

"Yes; thanks!"--I hastily replied.

He slammed to the door. I went out into the anteroom, and from the

anteroom into the courtyard.

Lukyánitch escorted me, muttering: "Good-bye, sir!" and went off to his

own wing.

"But who was the lady visitor at your house last night?"--I called after

him:--"I met her this morning in the grove."

I had hoped to daze him with my sudden question, to evoke a thoughtless

answer. But the old man merely laughed dully, and slammed the door

behind him when he went in.

I retraced my steps to Glínnoe. I felt awkward, like a boy who has been

put to shame.

"No,"--I said to myself:--"evidently, I shall not obtain a solution to

this puzzle. I 'll give it up! I will think no more of all this."

An hour later, I set out on my homeward drive, enraged and irritated.

A week elapsed. Try as I might to banish from me the memory of the

Unknown, of her companion, of my meetings with them,--it kept constantly

returning, and besieged me with all the importunate persistence of an

after-dinner fly.... Lukyánitch, with his mysterious looks and reserved

speeches, with his coldly-mournful smile, also recurred incessantly to

my memory. The house itself, when I thought of it,--that house itself

gazed at me cunningly and stupidly through its half-closed shutters, and

seemed to be jeering at me, as though it were saying to me: "And all the

same thou shalt not find out anything!" At last I could endure it no

longer, and one fine day I drove to Glínnoe, and from Glínnoe set out on

foot .... whither? The reader can easily divine.

I must confess that, as I approached the mysterious manor, I felt a

decidedly violent agitation. The exterior of the house had not undergone

the slightest change: the same closed windows, the same melancholy and

desolate aspect; only, on the bench, in front of the wing, instead of

old Lukyánitch, sat some young house-serf or other, of twenty, in a long

nankeen kaftan and a red shirt. He was sitting with his curly head

resting on his palm, and dozing, swaying to and fro from time to time,

and quivering.

"Good morning, brother!"--I said in a loud voice.

He immediately sprang to his feet and stared at me with widely-opened,

panic-stricken eyes.

"Good morning, brother!"--I repeated:--"And where is the old man?"

"What old man?"--said the young fellow, slowly.

"Lukyánitch."

"Ah, Lukyánitch!"--He darted a glance aside.--"Do you want Lukyánitch?"

"Yes, I do. Is he at home?"

"N-no,"--enunciated the young fellow, brokenly,--"he, you know ... how

shall I ... tell ... you ... about .... that ...."

"Is he ill?"

"No."

"What then?"

"Why, he is n't here at all."

"Why not?"

"Because. Something .... unpleasant ... happened to him."

"Is he dead?"--I inquired with surprise.

"He strangled himself."

"Strangled himself!"--I exclaimed in affright, and clasped my hands.

We both gazed in each other's eyes in silence.

"How long ago?"--I said at last.

"Why, to-day is the fifth day since. They buried him yesterday."

"But why did he strangle himself?"

"The Lord knows. He was a freeman, on wages; he did not know want, the

masters petted him as though he were a relation. For we have such good

masters--may God give them health! I simply can't understand what came

over him. Evidently, the Evil One entrapped him."

"But how did he do it?"

"Why, so. He took and strangled himself."

"And nothing of the sort had been previously noticed in him?"

"How shall I tell you.... There was nothing .... particular. He was

always a very melancholy man. He used to groan, and groan. 'I 'm so

bored,' he would say. Well, and then there was his age. Of late, he

really did begin to meditate something. He used to come to us in the

village; for I 'm his nephew.--'Well, Vásya, my lad,' he would say,

'prithee, brother, come and spend the night with me!'--'What for,

uncle?'--'Why, because I 'm frightened, somehow; 't is tiresome alone.'

Well, and so I 'd go to him. He would come out into the courtyard and

stare and stare so at the house, and shake and shake his head, and how

he would sigh!... Just before that night, that is to say, the one on

which he put an end to his life, he came to us again, and invited me.

Well, and so I went. When we reached his wing, he sat for a while on the

bench; then he rose, and went out. I wait, and 'he 's rather long in

coming back'--says I, and went out into the courtyard, and shouted,

'Uncle! hey, uncle!' My uncle did not call back. Thinks I: 'Whither can

he have gone? surely, not into the house?' and I went into the house.

Twilight was already drawing on. And as I was passing the store-room, I

heard something scratching there, behind the door; so I took and opened

the door. Behold, there he sat doubled up under the window.

"'What art thou doing there, uncle?' says I. But he turns round, and how

he shouts at me, and his eyes are so keen, so keen, they fairly blaze,

like a cat's.

"'What dost thou want? Dost not see--I am shaving myself.' And his voice

was so hoarse. My hair suddenly rose upright, and I don't know why I got

frightened ... evidently, about that time the devils had already

assailed him.

"'What, in the dark?'--says I, and my knees fairly shook.

"'Come,' says he, 'it 's all right, begone!'

"I went, and he came out of the store-room and locked the door. So we

went back to the wing, and the terror immediately left me.

"'What wast thou doing in the store-room, uncle?' says I.--He was fairly

frightened.

"'Hold thy tongue!' says he; 'hold thy tongue!' and he crawled up on the

oven-bench.

"'Well,' thinks I to myself,--''t will be better for me not to speak to

him; he surely must be feeling ill to-day.' So I went and lay down on

the oven-bench myself, too. And a night-light was burning in a corner.

So, I am lying there, and just dozing, you know ... when suddenly I hear

the door creaking softly ... and it opens--so, a little. And my uncle

was lying with his back to the door, and, as you may remember, he was

always a little hard of hearing. But this time he sprang up suddenly...

"'Who 's calling me, hey? who is it? hast come for me, for me?!' and out

he ran into the yard without his hat....

"I thought: 'What 's the matter with him?' and, sinful man that I am, I

fell asleep immediately. The next morning I woke up .... and Lukyánitch

was not there.

"I went out of doors and began to call him--he was nowhere. I asked the

watchman:

"'Has n't my uncle come out?' says I.

"'No,' says he, 'I have n't seen him.'...

"'Has n't something happened to him, brother?'.... says I...

"'Oï!'.... We were both fairly frightened.

"'Come, Feodósyeitch,' says I, 'come on,' says I,--'let 's see whether

he is n't in the house.'

"'Come on,'--says he, 'Vasíly Timofyéitch!' but he himself was as white

as clay.

"We entered the house... I was about to pass the store-room, but I

glanced and the padlock was hanging open on the hasp, and I pushed the

door, but the door was fastened inside.... Feodósyeitch immediately ran

round, and peeped in at the window.

"'Vasíly Timofyéitch!' he cries;--'his legs are hanging, his legs ...'

"I ran to the window. And they were his legs, Lukyánitch's legs. And he

had hanged himself in the middle of the room.--Well, we sent for the

judge.... They took him down from the rope; the rope was tied with

twelve knots."

"Well, what did the court say?"

"What did the court say? Nothing. They pondered and pondered what the

cause might be. There was no cause. And so they decided that he must

have been out of his mind. His head had been aching of late, he had been

complaining very frequently of his head...."

I chatted for about half an hour longer with the young fellow, and went

away, at last, completely disconcerted. I must confess that I could not

look at that rickety house without a secret, superstitious terror.... A

month later I quitted my country-seat, and little by little all these

horrors, these mysterious encounters, vanished from my mind.

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