CHAPTER XV.

The Observatory, an odd circular building all turrets and balconies,

capped the summit of a lofty mountain which rose abruptly out of the

lovely bay surrounding the freak city of Centur.

The mystic enchanting quiet of this solitary mountain, with its dense

forest of stunted trees and towering fort of science, fired the

imagination with unwholesome ambition to accomplish grand

impossibilities, and I longed to pierce the unknown and reveal the

hidden light that gleams through the day and night. I told Saunders of

my singular emotions. He sighed sympathetically and suggested astronomy,

that impenetrable science which calms despondency in a profound

realization of the sublime vastness of—Nothing.

The marvels revealed through colossal telescopes fascinated me. Viewing

countless worlds swirling through space, strange unknown planets

bounding from dark obscurity, great globes of vapory fire churning for

centuries and centuries belching gigantic flashes, incited me to wild

speculation which ended in a positive conviction of the habitation of

the moon. This great wan sphere to telescopic vision appeared like a far

distant landscape, lofty mountains, wide plains lined with flickering,

silvery spaces, were sharply outlined against a vast area of vapory

whiteness which alternated dark and light flaring, at intervals, almost

transparent. There is atmosphere, life, habitation, upon the moon. The

interesting planet was suddenly enveloped in a far-reaching roseate mist

drifting from the east, which flared in a wide arch of splendor

vibrating spiked streamers of violet brilliancy, and from the depths of

this tinging glory Saunders’s weird, beautiful star slowly glided into

view, absorbing the ruddy reflection, till reaching the zenith the

strange fiery disc glimmered with a deepening, unflinching pink, and I

discovered Saunders’s star was very trying to the eyes, yet the swift

changing surface of the freakish planet fascinated. Amazed, I watched

the intense rose nebulous gradually pale, then lift, revealing a

luminous, mottled globe, circled with a hoop of livid green flame which

darkened ominously. A great black spot slowly widened, spread, and

engulfed the strange orbit, which silhouetted against the flashing

circle shone distinct, round as our globe.

It was a remarkable sight, but a sudden sharp pain through the eyes

abruptly ended observations. I blinked against the thousands of crimson

and violet discs that assail those who have looked too long at the sun

and finally sought relief in frequent cold bandages and rest.

Casually mentioning the matter to Saunders, he testily advised me not to

do it again; give up astronomy and return to Centur, suggesting that I

be quick about it; he didn’t want to be bothered. I informed him of the

result of my observations, to wit: That his phenomenal “discovery” was

naught but a great mass of congealed vapor subject to constant

disturbances and would eventually evaporate.

Saunders argued conscientiously, bringing out maps, conducting me over

zigzag astral routes, and explaining that at intervals the mystic planet

underwent semi-eclipse, but had observations been continued I would have

noticed the oblong pink nebulous soar above the dark obstruction and

caught a glimpse of an exquisite roseate scenery that was instantly

obscured in thick, rolling, fiery clouds.

I let him do most of the talking, he was more up on the subject than I;

but his explanations were long, tedious, and thoroughly wearied me. I

decided to give up astronomy. Yes, sir! I had all I wanted of astronomy,

but insisted that my suppositions were as acceptable as any—no one knows

more about it than the other, which is a mercy. The science is an

unfathomable mystery ... guesswork. We are one in trillions, the

neighboring lights wandering for eternity as we do and forming all

manner of wild conclusions.

I soon discovered the star-gazing clique regarded Saunders much as the

National Geographical-Geological societies regarded Sheldon. Saunders

was not considered a crank exactly, but he was primitive, ludicrous. His

statements, theories, were received with suppressed merriment. For

diversion the wise ones propounded the most impossible problems till

Saunders, like the scientist who once driven almost mad trying to solve

the unsolvable, seized his grandson and burdened the undeveloped mind

with the improbable. The simple straightforwardness of tender faculties

foreign of worry shredded intricacies and revealed the emptiness of all

mysteries. In this manner Saunders patiently answered all queries and at

the same time delivered himself of a rare truth.

“A scientist,” he informed them, “will sometimes, in the course of

experiment, chance upon a meteoric speck problem which immediately he

buries deep beneath a heap of scientific rubbish; then in absorbed

contemplation of shadows that stretch inquiringly forgets all about it.

A mighty problem develops with flickering memory, and in a vain attempt

to recall what is lost forever researchers are invited to delve into

that which takes centuries of martyred concentration to realize—wasted

inspiration never returns. Occasionally in this life the problem seeker

is rewarded, then he wonders why and if it was worth a life of probing.

“I don’t blame them,” said Saunders confidentially; “it is a wise man

who makes of every task diversion. To some extent I suppose I represent

what they were centuries ago, and the wide difference that does exist

they chose to overlook. But I’ll accomplish in less than three months

what they’ve been experimenting upon with failure for over fifty years.”

And Saunders was not at all deceived how he stood with the clientele. Of

one thing I was positive, Saxe., dear old Saxe. was equal to his

surroundings. His domineering intellect commanded respect and had no

superior. How I was regarded by these wise men did not concern me. They

were too advanced to meet my views and interested me as little as I did

them.

* * * * *

Before returning to Centur I thoroughly explored the strange mountain

island. Declining to descend in the pulley coaches, which darted down

the mountain side at regular intervals, I made my way to a narrow foot

path hewed in the rocks by centuries of travel. I was accompanied part

of the way by one of the Professors, who, probably anxious to be rid of

me, suddenly decided I didn’t interest him nohow and with remarkable

speed returned to the summit. I was glad the old boy and his prosy talk

were out of the way, as both had frequently made me lose my footing, and

having reached a point where the path widened and travel was made easier

by natural steps formed in the cliffs I was soon upon level ground, a

broad open road about fifty feet wide circling the base of the mountain

like a racetrack and enclosed with a high fortress-like wall.

Perched haphazardly among the cliffs were odd-looking, mound-shaped

stone huts, painted in all the soft tints of the rainbow. The effect was

ridiculously like a huge toy, a great cone of giant marbles.

I walked entirely around the mountain before encountering anything alive

and had decided to make a second trip when just ahead, advancing

rapidly, I spied the figure of a woman; tall, lithe, graceful. I

hastened forward, then stopped, gasped and bared my head before the

lovely child, for she was little more. She stopped also and gazed at me

with frank, curious eyes, a faint smile curved the perfect mouth, the

face was bewitching in its undeveloped, innocent beauty.

She held out her hand in welcome.

“Your name?” she asked.

“With pleasure,” I responded, “and yours?”

“Abella,” she answered simply. “But I was sure you were ‘The

Virgillius.’ I never heard of With-pleasure, before.”

She laughed merrily, and beneath the searching hazel eyes my face

flushed.

“I am Virgillius,” I hastened to inform her. “Virgillius Salucci.”

“‘The Virgillius!’” she cried in triumph. “I knew I could not be

mistaken. Ah,” she sighed ecstatically, “‘The Virgillius,’ he who braved

the dead North, that he might see the women of Centauri and impel them

to revive the lost art.”

This was one way of putting it, but not exactly what I crossed the Pole

for. I gazed with bold admiration at the beautiful young woman. She

seemed unaware of my warm glances, and as she took my arm, smilingly

inviting me to go with her, no mock modest blush marred the delicate

transparency of her skin. The women of Centauri do not blush—they have

nothing to blush for.

Abella led me to the side of the mountain facing Centur, then escorted

me up a long flight of steps and into one of the huge, emerald-tinted

marbles. A man, busy mending fish-nets, glanced up as we entered, then

hurriedly advanced to meet us. Abella gently pushed me forward and

presented “The Virgillius” to—her husband!

He greeted me cordially. A massive fellow head and shoulders above me,

and I a tall man. A fine man, but how did he come by such a lovely wife?

For according to the matrimonial system of this land these two were not

mates. Abella, aside from the peerless Alpha, was the loveliest morsel

of femininity I had seen in this land of beautiful women. I contrived to

see a great deal of her during my stay at the Observatory. I would

descend to the village in the early morning and not return to the summit

till the stars were out.

I sketched the girl in many poses. Features such as hers could be naught

but beautiful, however criminal the artist, and became very friendly

with the husband; a typical Centaurian, whose password was Equality.

This brawny fisherman had a wonderful flow of language, his intelligence

was deep, he knew when he had talked enough—a science many have still to

master on our side of the world.

The man was a magnificent specimen of the strange, soulless nature of

his race. Under circumstances that would have driven me mad with doubt

and irritation he was calm, serene. He permitted his young, lovely wife,

to spend hours in the society of one famous as Cupid.

Distorted in his mind, Love was a grotesque, fantastic bauble, a

fabulous folly; yet he claimed Love was not altogether unknown to him;

it filled a good space in the history of his ancestors and during

childhood, when the nights were long and wintry, he had been greatly

diverted with charming, impossible tales of tenderness. He frankly told

me my undertaking was most difficult—Love could not be resurrected; the

Dead were dead forever.

My tuition was undoubtedly excellent, and possibly I possessed the

approved modern methods, but he knew the women of Centauri, and they

would tire of the study ere they mastered the rudiments. Only once did

he exhibit any warmth or enthusiasm, and were I not positive he was

incapable of passion, I would have declared him enamoured with the

Priestess of the Sun. Her name accidentally mentioned inspired ecstasy.

She was divine, and he worshipped her. But between love and worship

there is a universe of difference. His wife presented the inevitable,

she was his affinity, his mate, his fate. He was not indifferent, but

she was not divine. They led a smooth, even, contented life together,

and I am willing to wager he never cursed his idiocy for wedding, nor

did she wonder daily what had become of her reason at the critical

period. But in this strange, unnatural world, the old Italian adage is

worn threadbare—“A woman is beautiful till she crosses the threshold of

her husband’s home, then she’s good all the rest of her days”

(translation ruinous).

The artistic, but practical, fisherman had before possession

appreciated the ravishing beauty of Abella. These people did not

differ so much from us; true, we could love, but preferred not to,

whereas they were bereft of inclination; still the grand finale was

marvelously similar—possession killed desire.

I had the audacity to show Abella some of my sketches. She examined them

critically, and, as the Centaurians are devoid of passion so are they

above deceit. This simple little fisher-girl told me I was not an

artist, that my work was crude and lacked character. She took me to her

brilliant overturned tea-cup of a home and showed me some of her crayons

and pastels. The artist had a bold, strong stroke, rather remarkable in

a woman, but taken all in all Abella did not excel in art any more than

I did. Landscape was her forte, as it is with all women. At once I

recognized the artistically crooked lines trailing across the faint

horizon.

Women are more clever than men; they rarely attempt what is beyond them.

Continual failure, due to overtaxation of capabilities, is entirely a

masculine trait.

I was quite frank with Abella, and she was wonderfully patient. Women of

my world ostracise unfavorable criticism, the spontaneous critic

embroils and is always a boor.

Abella told me she lacked talent, but that she was beautiful.

“And how do you know?” I asked stupidly.

“My husband is the most famous artist in the world and he has told me.”

“Excellent!” I cried. “If that mode were only popular in my land, vice

would become extinct. But we have not mastered the divine power of

resistance, we shrivel in egotism; and love—the genuine thrill is as

much a myth in my land as in yours—is recognized as the most malignant

form of insanity; marriage is the remedy which produces merciful

reaction. Truly are the men of Centauri wise, their wives are ever

beautiful, though unloved.”

Abella threw up her hands. “How very strange, and how very unhappy you

all must be!” she cried.

The dear child! So interesting to converse with one who cannot

understand ... beautiful, tedious, the two always go together; yet I had

been detained a week.

Undaunted by Abella’s frankness, I offered my sketches to the artist

fisherman for examination. He smiled indulgently, looked them over,

and desired them all, offering in return any one from his wonderful

collection. I agreed, and followed him to the top of his mound-shaped

home, entering a room strong with the odor of oil and paint. It was

the workshop of an artist; a studio is quite another place. Near the

window upon an easel was a half finished painting of sky, storm

clouds, with a background of thunderous, rolling, flame-tinged

vapor—the sullen red of a storm sun that no artist has as yet

mastered. The picture was powerfully impressive. The fisherman was a

master, his aim—individuality. But I could not admire his ideal of

feminine beauty. He was the creator of a Type, elongated, sombre,

gaunt, thick-lipped; yet in these impossible faces was that which

could not be found in one woman’s face in all Centauri—soul. The

artist had a cunning skill, he was able to depict that which he

lacked.

I looked in vain for a trace of the delicate loveliness of his wife, but

in all the work scattered about the walls there was not one sketch of

Abella.

He asked me if I had noticed his work in the Salon. I told him I had not

yet visited the Salon.

“My work is conspicuously hung,” he informed me. “You cannot overlook

any of it. I am the only painter in Centauri who refrains from defacing

canvas with initials. I come from a long line of artists; necessity made

us fishermen; yet each in his time was the foremost painter of the age.

I am that to-day; success is the heritage. Those divinely gifted with

genius strive for fame, glory alone; to barter that speck of gold which

the sun’s rays burned in us is sacrilegious. Sol! blind my eyes forever

to your golden brilliancy. I would as soon think of selling my wife

Abella.”

“And when you have reached fame, glory—what?” I asked.

“You do not quite understand,” he quickly replied, “it is not momentary

fame we seek; immortal fame is the goal we all strive for. But all who

are famous cannot be immortal, yet each believe immortality the just

reward; even Alpha, the Superb, yearns for immortal fame, and is wasting

her gorgeous youth in the effort.”

He turned to a huge stone chest or vault set in the wall; unbolting the

door he invited me to enter. There was sufficient light from the outer

room, and I saw shelves reaching from floor to ceiling ladened with

parchment canvases carefully covered with oil silk.

“Stored on those shelves are rare works of art representing the endless

toil of my ancestors,” explained the fisherman. “All were famous, but

one only attained immortality. You have been to the museum?” he asked,

drawing down a small canvas from an upper shelf. “Possibly you saw this

picture while there; it is a portrait of Alpha the First. This is the

original,” he continued. “History tells us Alpha the First reigned

during the era of Love, and the renowned painter, Francesco, was deeply

enamoured with her. But in a mood of exaltation she renounced Love, and

went in bondage to Culture, and Francesco, the painter, died of a

wounded heart.

“Culture opened a new epoch in this great world of ours, but brought

down malignant wrath upon Alpha the First, who being advanced beyond her

era, ignored the petulance of inferiors. To her the Centaurians are

indebted for the grand, vigorous race of to-day.

“Alpha the First did not long survive Francesco, the artist, whose

reward for deep suffering and anguish is immortality.”

I became deeply interested in the many treasures stored in the iron

room, but the work of the living artist surpassed them all.

He threw up his arms and laughed when I asked to see some of his

sketches of Abella.

“She is beautiful, but does not inspire,” he told me. “I fail when I

attempt to portray Abella. Life, animation, is her beauty; repose, the

death mask. Landscape is beautiful on canvas, but never reaches the

beauty of reality. Those women up there that I know you do not admire

have made me famous.”

He referred to the gaunt, dark-visaged ideal.

“All Centauri recognizes them as the type of a perverted age,” he

continued, “showing this race has lived through and conquered

degeneration. Those faces are arch, subtle, perfectly beautiful; to

study them is fascinating. The scowling brows arch, the eyes take deeper

tinges, and the lips—ah!”

I turned away smiling, muttering in jest.

He advised me when I returned to Centur to visit the Salon, there I

would find a portrait of Abella, “which impressed, but gave

dissatisfaction, lacking that which made Abella a beautiful woman.”

He opened an exquisitely carved cabinet and taking out an oblong leather

case, remarked: “that this was some of his first work.” Then, without

warning, he thrust before me a portrait of Alpha Centauri. I gasped.

Skill! Powers above! Alpha Centauri stood before me, marvelously

beautiful, enveloped in a broad stream of golden light, devout, with

eyes and arms raised heavenward, in the Temple of the Sun. I’m not

certain how I acted; men in love are usually maudlin. I had been away a

long time—must return—must see, speak with her at once! I implored,

begged for the portrait.

The man stared at me in amazement, then quietly closed the case and

pressed my hand upon it—the picture was mine.

He pitied, yet could not understand. As we parted, he murmured: “Very

unfortunate, great passion wasted. The women of the Great Family are

sacred; the men only mate.”

He invited me to call again, hoping that I would find leisure from my

many engagements to promise him at least one visit before returning to

my own country. His seeming sincerity was very complimentary. Flattery

is a strong point with the Centaurians.

I found Abella waiting for me in the vestibule, seated in a wide,

deep-silled window overlooking the bay.

Beautiful Abella—she had ceased to interest me.

“You have been long,” she murmured; “but the work is wonderful.”

“Your husband is a master,” I replied.

She looked happy, gratified, and asked me to be seated, pointing to the

place beside her. I declined, then with the brutality of indifference

told her I was going, would return to Centur that evening.

“So soon!” she gasped, a startled expression coming to the sweet eyes,

then she turned aside and in cold tones told me she regretted my

departure. It was enough. I should have gone, but the situation

tantalized gallantry. No man could have left her like that.

I drew the girl to me and slowly raised her arms till they rested around

my neck. “Abella,” I whispered: “You are sad that I go?” She raised the

lovely eyes brimful of tears, the sweet mouth with its full red lips

quivered, drooped, and was very close.

“Abella!” I murmured; then our lips met in a long, long kiss—her first

kiss of love. Ah, but she was beautiful!

With a low cry she darted from me and with her face well averted bade me

go.

“Go,” she muttered; “go to Alpha Centauri.”

With the name of the woman I worshipped reason returned. Without a word

I left her—left her forever.

Abella was completely forgotten in the exciting events that followed.

Possibly I acted wrong, but was innocent of harm, and did none. True,

Abella had met with an experience few women of Centauri ever encounter,

but I knew her brilliant eyes would be dimmed but a few minutes after my

departure, and in a very little time I would cease to be anything but a

remembrance, a pleasant remembrance circling in dreamy mist till

submerged, obliterated.

Abella and all the women of this strange land are devoid of depth, which

is the secret of their great beauty. Nothing affected them, the perfect

surface challenged contact with the cold hardness of gems, ills glanced

aside, leaving a placid, flawless mask.

I shall always remember Abella, but knew she had forgotten me long

before I left her wonderful and unnatural world.

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