CHAPTER XXXII

And so Michael was ultimately sold to one Jacob Henderson for two

thousand dollars. "And I'm giving him away to you at that," said

Collins. "If you don't refuse five thousand for him before six months, I

don't know anything about the show game. He'll skin that last arithmetic

dog of yours to a finish and you won't have to show yourself and work

every minute of the turn. And if you don't insure him for fifty thousand

as soon as he's made good you'll be a fool. Why, I wouldn't ask anything

better, if I was young and footloose, than to take him out on the road

myself."

Henderson proved totally different from any master Michael had had. The

man was a neutral sort of creature. He was neither good nor evil. He

neither drank, smoked, nor swore; nor did he go to church or belong to

the Y.M.C.A. He was a vegetarian without being a bigoted one, liked

moving pictures when they were concerned with travel, and spent most of

his spare time in reading Swedenborg. He had no temper whatever. Nobody

had ever witnessed anger in him, and all said he had the patience of Job.

He was even timid of policemen, freight agents, and conductors, though he

was not afraid of them. He was not afraid of anything, any more than was

he enamoured of anything save Swedenborg. He was as colourless of

character as the neutral-coloured clothes he wore, as the

neutral-coloured hair that sprawled upon his crown, as the

neutral-coloured eyes with which he observed the world. Nor was he a

fool any more than was he a wise man or a scholar. He gave little to

life, asked little of life, and, in the show business, was a recluse in

the very heart of life.

Michael neither liked nor disliked him, but, rather, merely accepted him.

They travelled the United States over together, and they never had a

quarrel. Not once did Henderson raise his voice sharply to Michael, and

not once did Michael snarl a warning at him. They simply endured

together, existed together, because the currents of life had drifted them

together. Of course, there was no heart-bond between them. Henderson

was master. Michael was Henderson's chattel. Michael was as dead to him

as he was himself dead to all things.

Yet Jacob Henderson was fair and square, business-like and methodical.

Once each day, when not travelling on the interminable trains, he gave

Michael a thorough bath and thoroughly dried him afterward. He was never

harsh nor hasty in the bathing. Michael never was aware whether he liked

or disliked the bathing function. It was all one, part of his own fate

in the world as it was part of Henderson's fate to bathe him every so

often.

Michael's own work was tolerably easy, though monotonous. Leaving out

the eternal travelling, the never-ending jumps from town to town and from

city to city, he appeared on the stage once each night for seven nights

in the week and for two afternoon performances in the week. The curtain

went up, leaving him alone on the stage in the full set that befitted a

bill-topper. Henderson stood in the wings, unseen by the audience, and

looked on. The orchestra played four of the pieces Michael had been

taught by Steward, and Michael sang them, for his modulated howling was

truly singing. He never responded to more than one encore, which was

always "Home, Sweet Home." After that, while the audience clapped and

stamped its approval and delight of the dog Caruso, Jacob Henderson would

appear on the stage, bowing and smiling in stereotyped gladness and

gratefulness, rest his right hand on Michael's shoulders with a

play-acted assumption of comradeliness, whereupon both Henderson and

Michael would bow ere the final curtain went down.

And yet Michael was a prisoner, a life-prisoner. Fed well, bathed well,

exercised well, he never knew a moment of freedom. When travelling, days

and nights he spent in the cage, which, however, was generous enough to

allow him to stand at full height and to turn around without too

uncomfortable squirming. Sometimes, in hotels in country towns, out of

the crate he shared Henderson's room with him. Otherwise, unless other

animals were hewing on the same circuit time, he had, outside his cage,

the freedom of the animal room attached to the particular theatre where

he performed for from three days to a week.

But there was never a chance, never a moment, when he might run free of a

cage about him, of the walls of a room restricting him, of a chain

shackled to the collar about his throat. In good weather, in the

afternoons, Henderson often took him for a walk. But always it was at

the end of a chain. And almost always the way led to some park, where

Henderson fastened the other end of the chain to the bench on which he

sat and browsed Swedenborg. Not one act of free agency was left to

Michael. Other dogs ran free, playing with one another, or behaving

bellicosely. If they approached him for purposes of investigation or

acquaintance, Henderson invariably ceased from his reading long enough to

drive them away.

A life prisoner to a lifeless gaoler, life was all grey to Michael. His

moroseness changed to a deep-seated melancholy. He ceased to be

interested in life and in the freedom of life. Not that he regarded the

play of life about him with a jaundiced eye, but, rather, that his eyes

became unseeing. Debarred from life, he ignored life. He permitted

himself to become a sheer puppet slave, eating, taking his baths,

travelling in his cage, performing regularly, and sleeping much.

He had pride--the pride of the thoroughbred; the pride of the North

American Indian enslaved on the plantations of the West Indies who died

uncomplaining and unbroken. So Michael. He submitted to the cage and

the iron of the chain because they were too strong for his muscles and

teeth. He did his slave-task of performance and rendered obedience to

Jacob Henderson; but he neither loved nor feared that master. And

because of this his spirit turned in on itself. He slept much, brooded

much, and suffered unprotestingly a great loneliness. Had Henderson made

a bid for his heart, he would surely have responded; but Henderson had a

heart only for the fantastic mental gyrations of Swedenborg, and merely

made his living out of Michael.

Sometimes there were hardships. Michael accepted them. Especially hard

did he find railroad travel in winter-time, when, on occasion, fresh from

the last night's performance in a town, he remained for hours in his

crate on a truck waiting for the train that would take him to the next

town of performance. There was a night on a station platform in

Minnesota, when two dogs of a troupe, on the next truck to his, froze to

death. He was himself well frosted, and the cold bit abominably into his

shoulder wounded by the leopard; but a better constitution and better

general care of him enabled him to survive.

Compared with other show animals, he was well treated. And much of the

ill-treatment accorded other animals on the same turn with him he did not

comprehend or guess. One turn, with which he played for three months,

was a scandal amongst all vaudeville performers. Even the hardiest of

them heartily disliked the turn and the man, although Duckworth, and

Duckworth's Trained Cats and Rats, were an invariable popular success.

"Trained cats!" sniffed dainty little Pearl La Pearle, the bicyclist.

"Crushed cats, that's what they are. All the cat has been beaten out of

their blood, and they've become rats. You can't tell me. I know."

"Trained rats!" Manuel Fonseca, the contortionist, exploded in the bar-

room of the Hotel Annandale, after refusing to drink with Duckworth.

"Doped rats, believe me. Why don't they jump off when they crawl along

the tight rope with a cat in front and a cat behind? Because they ain't

got the life in 'm to jump. They're doped, straight doped when they're

fresh, and starved afterward so as to making a saving on the dope. They

never are fed. You can't tell me. I know. Else why does he use up

anywhere to forty or fifty rats a week! I know his express shipments,

when he can't buy 'm in the towns."

"My Gawd!" protested Miss Merle Merryweather, the Accordion Girl, who

looked like sixteen on the stage, but who, in private life among her

grand-children, acknowledged forty-eight. "My Gawd, how the public can

fall for it gets my honest-to-Gawd goat. I looked myself yesterday

morning early. Out of thirty rats there were seven dead,--starved to

death. He never feeds them. They're dying rats, dying of starvation,

when they crawl along that rope. That's why they crawl. If they had a

bit of bread and cheese in their tummies they'd jump and run to get away

from the cats. They're dying, they're dying right there on the rope,

trying to crawl as a dying man would try to crawl away from a tiger that

was eating him. And my Gawd! The bonehead audience sits there and

applauds the show as an educational act!"

But the audience! "Wonderful things kindness will do with animals," said

a member of one, a banker and a deacon. "Even human love can be taught

to them by kindness. The cat and the rat have been enemies since the

world began. Yet here, to-night, we have seen them doing highly trained

feats together, and neither a cat committed one hostile or overt act

against a rat, nor ever a rat showed it was afraid of a cat. Human

kindness! The power of human kindness!"

"The lion and the lamb," said another. "We have it that when the

millennium comes the lion and the lamb will lie down together--and

outside each other, my dear, outside each other. And this is a forecast,

a proving up, by man, ahead of the day. Cats and rats! Think of it. And

it shows conclusively the power of kindness. I shall see to it at once

that we get pets for our own children, our palm branches. They shall

learn kindness early, to the dog, the cat, yes, even the rat, and the

pretty linnet in its cage."

"But," said his dear, beside him, "you remember what Blake said:

"'A Robin Redbreast in a cage

Puts all heaven in a rage.'"

"Ah--but not when it is treated truly with kindness, my dear. I shall

immediately order some rabbits, and a canary or two, and--what sort of a

dog would you prefer our dear little ones to have to play with, my

sweet?"

And his dear looked at him in all his imperturbable, complacent

self-consciousness of kindness, and saw herself the little rural school-

teacher who, with Ella Wheeler Wilcox and Lord Byron as her idols, and

with the dream of herself writing "Poems of Passion," had come up to

Topeka Town to be beaten by the game into marrying the solid, substantial

business man beside her, who enjoyed delight in the spectacle of cats and

rats walking the tight-rope in amity, and who was blissfully unaware that

she was the Robin Redbreast in a cage that put all heaven in a rage.

"The rats are bad enough," said Miss Merle Merryweather. "But look how

he uses up the cats. He's had three die on him in the last two weeks to

my certain knowledge. They're only alley-cats, but they've got feelings.

It's that boxing match that does for them."

The boxing match, sure always of a great hand from the audience,

invariably concluded Duckworth's turn. Two cats, with small

boxing-gloves, were put on a table for a friendly bout. Naturally, the

cats that performed with the rats were too cowed for this. It was the

fresh cats he used, the ones with spunk and spirit . . . until they lost

all spunk and spirit or sickened and died. To the audience it was a side-

splitting, playful encounter between four-legged creatures who thus

displayed a ridiculous resemblance to superior, two-legged man. But it

was not playful to the cats. They were always excited into starting a

real fight with each other off stage just before they were brought on. In

the blows they struck were anger and pain and bewilderment and fear. And

the gloves just would come off, so that they were ripping and tearing at

each other, biting as well as making the fur fly, like furies, when the

curtain went down. In the eyes of the audience this apparent impromptu

was always the ultimate scream, and the laughter and applause would

compel the curtain up again to reveal Duckworth and an assistant stage-

hand, as if caught by surprise, fanning the two belligerents with towels.

But the cats themselves were so continually torn and scratched that the

wounds never had a chance to heal and became infected until they were a

mass of sores. On occasion they died, or, when they had become too

abjectly spiritless to attack even a rat, were set to work on the tight-

rope with the doped starved rats that were too near dead to run away from

them. And, as Miss Merle Merryweather said: the bonehead audiences,

tickled to death, applauded Duckworth's Trained Cats and Rats as an

educational act!

A big chimpanzee that covered one of the circuits with Michael had an

antipathy for clothes. Like a horse that fights the putting on of the

bridle, and, after it is on, takes no further notice of it, so the big

chimpanzee fought the putting on the clothes. Once on, it was ready to

go out on the stage and through its turn. But the rub was in putting on

the clothes. It took the owner and two stage-hands, pulling him up to a

ring in the wall and throttling him, to dress him--and this, despite the

fact that the owner had long since knocked out his incisors.

All this cruelty Michael sensed without knowing. And he accepted it as

the way of life, as he accepted the daylight and the dark, the bite of

the frost on bleak and windy station platforms, the mysterious land of

Otherwhere that he knew in dreams and song, the equally mysterious

Nothingness into which had vanished Meringe Plantation and ships and

oceans and men and Steward.

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