“If we’re no killed we’re like t’ be Corporals or Sairgints oorselves,”

said Rabbie. “When we’re in action I’m thinkin’ promotions are quick

enought oot here in the Suicide Club.”

III

IN THE WOOD

THE attack on the wood had begun soon after dawn, and it was no more

than 8 a.m. when the Corporal was dropped badly wounded in the advance

line of the attack where it had penetrated about four hundred yards

into the wood. But it was well into afternoon before he sufficiently

woke to his surroundings to understand where he was or what had

happened, and when he did so he found the realisation sufficiently

unpleasant. It was plain from several indications—the direction from

which the shells bursting in his vicinity were coming, a glimpse of

some wounded Germans retiring, the echoing rattle of rifle fire and

crash of bombs behind him—that the battalion had been driven back,

as half a dozen other battalions had been driven back in the course

of the ebb-and-flow fighting through the wood for a couple of weeks

past, that he was lying badly wounded and helpless to defend himself

where the Germans could pick him up as a prisoner or finish him off

with a saw-backed bayonet as the mood of his discoverers turned. His

left leg was broken below the knee, his right shoulder and ribs ached

intolerably, a scalp wound six inches long ran across his head from

side to side—a wound that, thanks to the steel shrapnel helmet lying

dinted in deep across the crown, had not split his head open to the

teeth.

He felt, as he put it to himself, “done in,” so utterly done in, that

for a good hour he was willing to let it go at that, to lie still and

wait whatever luck brought him, almost indifferent as to whether it

would be another rush that would advance the British line and bring him

within reach of his own stretcher-bearers, or his discovery by some of

the German soldiers who passed every now and then close to where he lay.

Thirst drove him to fumble for his water-bottle, only to find, when

he had twisted it round, that a bullet had punctured it, and that it

was dry; and, after fifteen tortured minutes, thirst drove him to

the impossible, and brought him crawling and dragging his broken leg

to a dead body and its full bottle. An eager, choking swallow and a

long breath-stopping, gurgling draught gave him more life than he had

ever thought to feel again, a sudden revulsion of feeling against

the thought of waiting helpless there to be picked up and carted to

a German prison camp or butchered where he lay, a quick hope and a

desperate resolve to attempt to escape such a fate. He had managed to

crawl to the water-bottle; he would attempt to crawl at least a little

nearer to the fighting lines, to where he would have more chance of

coming under the hands of his own men. Without waste of time he took

hasty stock of his wounds and set about preparing for his attempt.

The broken leg was the most seriously crippling, but with puttees,

bayonets, and trenching-tool handles he so splinted and bound it about

that he felt he could crawl and drag it behind him. He attempted to

bandage his head, but his arm and shoulder were so stiff and painful

when he lifted his hand to his head that he desisted and satisfied

himself with a water-soaked pad placed inside a shrapnel helmet. Then

he set out to crawl.

It is hard to convey to anyone who has not seen such a place the

horrible difficulty of the task the Corporal had set himself. The wood

had been shelled for weeks, until almost every tree in it had been

smashed and knocked down and lay in a wild tangle of trunks, tops,

and branches on the ground. The ground itself was pitted with big and

little shell-holes, seamed with deep trenches, littered with whole and

broken arms and equipments, German and British grenades and bombs,

scattered thick with British and German dead who had lain there for

any time from hours to weeks. And into and over it all the shells were

still crashing and roaring. The air palpitated to their savage rushing,

the ground trembled to the impact of their fall, and without pause or

break the deep roll of the drumming gun-fire bellowed and thundered.

But through all the chaos men were still fighting, and would continue

to fight, and the Corporal had set his mind doggedly to come somewhere

near to where they fought. The penetration of such a jungle might have

seemed impossible even to a sound and uninjured man; to one in his

plight it appeared mere madness to attempt. And yet to attempt it he

was determined, and being without any other idea in his throbbing head

but the sole one of overcoming each obstacle as he came to it, had no

time to consider the impossibility of the complete task.

Now, two hundred yards is a short distance as measurement goes, but

into those two hundred yards through the chaos of wrecked wood the

Corporal packed as much suffering, as dragging a passage of time, as

many tortures of hope and fear and pain, as would fill an ordinary

lifetime. Every yard was a desperate struggle, every fallen tree-trunk,

each tangle of fallen branch, was a cruel problem to be solved, a

pain-racked and laborious effort to overcome. A score of times he

collapsed and lay panting, and resigned himself to abandoning the

struggle; and a score of times he roused himself and fought down

numbing pain, and raised himself on trembling arms and knees to crawl

again, to wriggle through the wreckage, to hoist himself over some

obstacle, to fight his way on for another yard or two.

Every conscious thought was busied only and solely with the problems

of his passage that presented themselves one by one, but at the back

of his mind some self-working reason or instinct held him to his

direction, took heed of what went on around him, guided him in action

other than that immediately concerned with his passage. When, for

instance, he came to a deep trench cutting across his path, he sat long

with his whole mind occupied on the question as to whether he should

move to right or left, whether the broken place half a dozen yards off

the one way or the more completely broken one a dozen yards the other

would be the best to make for, scanning this way down and that way up,

a litter of barbed wire here and a barrier of broken branches there;

and yet, without even lifting his mind from the problem, he was aware

of grey coats moving along the trench towards him, had sense enough

to drop flat and lie huddled and still until the Germans had passed.

And that second mind again advised him against crawling down into the

trench and making his easier way along it, because it was too probable

it would be in use as a passage for Germans, wounded and unwounded.

He turned and moved slowly along the edge of the trench at last, and

held to it for some distance, because the parapet raised along its edge

held up many of the fallen trees and branches enough to let him creep

under them. That advantage was discounted to some extent by the number

of dead bodies that lay heaped on or under the parapet and told of the

struggles and the fierce fighting that had passed for possession of

the trench, but on the whole the dead men were less difficult to pass

than the clutching, wrenching fingers of the dead wood. The pains in

his head, shoulder, and side had by now dulled down to a dead numbness,

but his broken leg never ceased to burn and stab with red-hot needles

of agony; and for all the splints encasing it and despite all the care

he took, there was hardly a yard of his passage that was not marked by

some wrenching catch on his foot, some jarring shock or grind and grate

of the broken bones.

He lost count of time, he lost count of distance, but he kept on

crawling. He was utterly indifferent to the turmoil of the guns, to the

rush and yell of the near-falling shells, the crash of their bursts,

the whirr of the flying splinters. When he had been well and whole

these things would have brought his heart to his mouth, would have set

him ducking and dodging and shrinking. Now he paid them no fraction of

his absorbed attention. But to the distinctive and rising sounds of

bursting grenades, to the sharp whip and whistle of rifle bullets about

him and through the leaves and twigs, he gave eager attention because

they told him he was nearing his goal, was coming at last to somewhere

near the fringe of the fighting. His limbs were trembling under him, he

was throbbing with pain from head to foot, his head was swimming and

his vision was blurred and dim, and at last he was forced to drop and

lie still and fight to recover strength to move, and sense to direct

his strength. His mind cleared slowly, and he saw at last that he had

come to a slightly clearer part of the wood, to a portion nearer its

edge where the trees had thinned a little and where the full force of

the shell blast had wrecked and re-wrecked and torn fallen trunks and

branches to fragments.

But although his mind had recovered, his body had not. He found he

could barely raise himself on his shaking arms—had not the strength to

crawl another yard. He tried and tried again, moved no more than bare

inches, and had to drop motionless again.

And there he lay and watched a fresh attack launched by the British

into the wood, heard and saw the tornado of shell-fire that poured

crashing and rending and shattering into the trees, watched the khaki

figures swarm forward through the smoke, the spitting flames of the

rifles, the spurting fire and smoke of the flung grenades. He still

lay on the edge of the broken trench along which he had crept, and he

could just make out that this ran off at an angle away from him and

that it was held by the Germans, and formed probably the point of the

British attack. He watched the attack with consuming eagerness, hope

flaming high as he saw the khaki line press forward, sinking again to

leaden depths as it halted or held or swayed back. To him the attack

was an affair much more vital than the taking of the trench, the

advance by a few score yards of the British line. To him it meant that

a successful advance would bring him again within the British lines,

its failure leave him still within the German.

Into the trench below him a knot of Germans scrambled scuffling, and

he lay huddled there almost within arm’s length of them while they

hoisted a couple of machine-guns to the edge of the trench and manned

the parapet and opened a hail of fire down the length of the struggling

British line. Under that streaming fire the line wilted and withered;

a fresh torrent of fire smote it, and it crumpled and gave and ebbed

back. But almost immediately another line swarmed up out of the smoke

and swept forward, and this time, although the same flank and frontal

fire caught and smote it, the line straggled and swayed forward and

plunged into and over the German trench.

The Corporal lying there on the trench edge was suddenly aware of a

stir amongst the men below him. The edge where he lay half screened in

a debris of green stuff and huddled beside a couple of dead Germans

was broken down enough to let him see well into the trench, and he

understood to the full the meaning of the movements of the Germans in

the trench, of their hasty hauling down of the machine-guns, their

scrambling retirement crouched and hurrying along the trench back in

the direction from which he had come. The trench the British had taken

ran out at a right angle from this one where he lay, and the Germans

near him were retiring behind the line of trench that had been taken.

And that meant he was as good as saved.

A minute later two khaki figures emerged from a torn thicket of tree

stumps and branches a dozen yards beyond the trench where he lay,

and ran on across towards the denser wood into which the Germans had

retreated. One was an officer, and close on their heels came half a

dozen, a dozen, a score of men, all following close and pressing on

to the wood and opening out as they went. One came to the edge of the

trench where the machine-guns had been, and the Corporal with an effort

lifted and waved an arm and shouted hoarsely to him. But even as he

did so he realised how futile his shout was, how impossible it was

for it to carry even the few yards in the pandemonium of noise that

raved about them. But he shouted again, and yet again, and felt bitter

disappointment as the man without noticing turned and moved along the

trench, peering down into it.

The Corporal had a sudden sense of someone moving behind him, and

twisted round in time to see another khaki figure moving past a dozen

paces away and the upper half bodies of half a score more struggling

through the thickets beyond. This time he screamed at them, but they

too passed, unhearing and unheeding. The Corporal dropped quivering

and trying to tell himself that it was all right, that there would be

others following, that some of them must come along the trench, that

the stretcher-bearers would be following close.

But for the moment none followed them, and from where they had vanished

came a renewed uproar of grenade-bursts and rifle fire beating out and

through the uproar of the guns and the screaming, crashing shells. The

Corporal saw a couple of wounded come staggering back ... the tumult

of near fighting died down ... a line of German grey-clad shoulders

and bobbing “coal-scuttle” helmets plunged through and beyond the

thicket from which the khaki had emerged a few minutes before. And

then back into the trench below him scuffled the Germans with their

two machine-guns. With a groan the Corporal dropped his face in the

dirt and dead leaves and groaned hopelessly. He was “done in,” he told

himself, “clean done in.” He could see no chance of escape. The line

had been driven back, and the last ounce of strength to crawl.... He

tried once before he would finally admit that last ounce gone, but the

effort was too much for his exhausted limbs and pain-wrenched body. He

dropped to the ground again.

The rapid clatter of the two machine-guns close to him lifted his head

to watch. The main German trench was spouting dust and debris, flying

clouds of leaves, flashing white slivers of bark and wood, under the

torrent of shells that poured on it once more. The machine-guns below

him ceased, and the Corporal concluded that their target had gone

for the moment. But that intense bombardment of the trench almost

certainly meant the launching of another British attack, and then the

machine-guns would find their target struggling again across their

sights and under their streaming fire. They had a good “field of fire,”

too, as the Corporal could see. The British line had to advance for

the most part through the waist-high tangle of wrecked wood, but by

chance or design a clearer patch of ground was swept close to the

German trench, and as the advance crossed this the two machine-guns

on the flank near the Corporal would get in their work, would sweep

it in enfilade, would be probably the worst obstacle to the advance.

And at that a riot of thoughts swept the Corporal’s mind. If he could

out those machine-guns ... if he could out those machine-guns ... but

how? There were plenty of rifles near, and plenty of dead about with

cartridges on them ... but one shot would bring the Germans jumping

from their trench on him.... Bombs now ... if he had some Mills’

grenades ... where had he seen....

He steadied himself deliberately and thought back. The whole wood was

littered with grenades, spilt and scattered broadcast singly and in

heaps—German stick-grenades and Mills’. He remembered crawling past a

dead bomber with a bag full of Mills’ beside him only a score of yards

away. Could he crawl to them and back again? The Germans in the trench

might see him; and anyhow—hadn’t he tried? And hadn’t he found the

last ounce of his strength gone?

But he found another last ounce. He half crawled, half dragged himself

back and found his bag of grenades, and with the full bag hooked over

his shoulder and a grenade clutched ready in his hand felt himself a

new man. His strength was gone, but it takes little strength to pull

the pin of a grenade, and if any German rushed him now, at least they’d

go together.

The machine-guns broke out again, and the Corporal, gasping and

straining, struggled foot by foot back towards them. The personal

side—the question of his own situation and chances of escape—had

left him. He had forgotten himself. His whole mind was centered on the

attack, on the effect of those machine-guns’ fire, on the taking of

the German trench. He struggled past the break in the trench and on

until he had shelter behind the low parapet. He wanted some cover. One

grenade wasn’t enough. He wanted to make sure, and he wouldn’t chance a

splinter from his own bomb.

The machine-guns were chattering and clattering at top speed, and as

he pulled the pin of his first grenade the Corporal saw another gun

being dragged up beside the others. He held his grenade and counted

“one-and-two-and-_throw_—” and lobbed the grenade over into the trench

under the very feet of the machine-gunners. He hastily pulled another

pin and threw the grenade ... and as a spurt of smoke and dust leaped

from the trench before him and the first grenades _crash-crashed_,

he went on pulling out the pins and flinging over others as fast as

he could pitch. The trench spouted fire and dust and flying dirt and

debris, the ground shook beneath him, he was half stunned with the

quick-following reports—but the machine-guns had stopped on the first

burst.

That was all he remembered. This time the last ounce was really gone,

and he was practically unconscious when the stretcher-bearers found him

after the trench was taken and the attack had passed on deep into the

wood.

And weeks after, lying snug in bed in a London hospital, after a Sister

had scolded him for moving in bed and reaching out for a magazine that

had dropped to the floor, and told him how urgent it was that he must

not move, and how a fractured leg like his must be treated gently and

carefully if he did not wish to be a cripple for life, and so on and so

forth, he grinned up cheerfully at her. “Or-right, Sister.” he said,

“I’ll remember. But it’s a good job for me I didn’t know all that, back

there—in the wood.”

IV

THE DIVING TANK

HIS MAJESTY’S land-ship Hotstuff was busy rebunkering and refilling

ammunition in a nicely secluded spot under the lee of a cluster of

jagged stumps that had once been trees, while her Skipper walked round

her and made a careful examination of her skin. She bore, on her blunt

bows especially, the marks of many bullet splashes and stars and scars,

and on her starboard gun turret a couple of blackened patches of

blistered paint where a persistent Hun had tried his ineffectual best

to bomb the good ship at close quarters, without any further result

than the burnt paint and a series of bullet holes in the bomber.

As the Skipper finished his examination, finding neither crack, dent,

nor damage to anything deeper than the paintwork, “All complete” was

reported to him, and he and his crew proceeded to dine off bully

beef, biscuits, and uncooked prunes. The meal was interrupted by a

motor-cyclist, who had to leave his cycle on the roadside and plough on

foot through the sticky mud to the Hotstuff’s anchorage, with a written

message. The Skipper read the message, initialled the envelope as a

receipt, and, meditatively chewing on a dry prune, carefully consulted

a squared map criss-crossed and wriggled over by a maze of heavy red

lines that marked the German trenches, and pricked off a course to

where a closer-packed maze of lines was named as a Redoubt.

The Signals dispatch-rider had approached the crew with an enormous

curiosity and a deep desire to improve his mind and his knowledge on

the subject of “Tanks.” But although the copybook maxims have always

encouraged the improvement of one’s mind, the crew of the Hotstuff

preferred to remember another copybook dictum, “Silence is golden,” and

with the warnings of many months soaked into their very marrows, and

with a cautious secrecy that by now had become second, if not first,

nature to them, returned answers more baffling in their fullness than

the deepest silence would have been.

“Is it true that them things will turn a point-blank bullet!” asked the

dispatch-rider.

“Turn them is just the right word, Signals,” said the spokesman. “The

armour plating doesn’t stop ’em, you see. They go through, and then by

an _in_-genious arrangement of slanted steel venetian shutters just

inside the skin, the bullets are turned, rico up’ard on to another set

o’ shutters, deflect again out’ards an’ away. So every bullet that hits

us returns to the shooters, with slightly decreased velocity nat’rally,

but sufficient penetratin’ power to kill at _con_-siderable range.”

Signals stared at him suspiciously, but he was so utterly solemn and

there was such an entire absence of a twinkling eye or ghostly smile

amongst the biscuit-munchers that he was puzzled.

“An’ I hear they can go over almost anythin’—trenches, an’ barbed

wire, an’ shell-holes, an’ such-like?” he said interrogatively.

“_Almost_ anything,” repeated the spokesman, with just a shade of

indignation in his tone. “She’s built to go over anything without any

almost about it. Why, this mornin’,” he turned to the crew, “what was

the name o’ that place wi’ the twelve-foot solid stone wall round it?

You know, about eleven miles behind the German lines.”

“Eleven miles?” said the Signaller in accents struggling between doubt

and incredulity.

“About that, accordin’ to the map,” said the other. “That’s about our

average cruise.”

“But—but,” objected the Signaller, “how wasn’t you cut

off—surrounded—er——”

“Cut off,” said the Hotstuff cheerfully, “why, of course, we was

surrounded, _and_ cut off. But what good was that to ’em? You’ve seen

some of us walkin’ up an’ over their front lines, and them shootin’

shells an’ rifles an’ Maxims at us. But they didn’t stop us, did they?

So how d’you suppose they stop us comin’ back? But about that wall,” he

went on, having reduced the Signaller to pondering silence. “We tried

to butt through it an’ couldn’t, so we coupled on the grapplin’-hook

bands, an’ walked straight up one side an’ down the other.”

“Yes,” put in one of the other Hotstuffs, “an’ doin’ it the boxful

o’ tea an’ sugar that was up in the front locker fell away when she

upended and tumbled down to the other end. Spilt every blessed grain we

had. I don’t hold wi’ that straight-up-and-down manoover myself.”

“Oh, well,” said the first man, “I don’t know as it was worse than when

we was bein’ towed across the Channel. She makes a rotten bad sea boat,

I must confess.”

“Towed across?” said the startled Signaller. “You don’t mean to say she

floats?”

“Why, of course,” said the Hotstuff simply. “Though, mind you, we’re

not designed for long voyages under our own power. The whole hull is a

watertight tank—wi’ longtitoodinal an’ transverse bulkheads, an’ we’ve

an adjustable screw propeller. I dunno as I ought to be talkin’ about

that, though,” and he sank his voice and glanced cautiously round at

the Skipper folding up his map. “Don’t breathe a word o’ it to a soul,

or I might get into trouble. It’s a little surprise,” he concluded

hurriedly, as he saw the Skipper rise, “that we’re savin’ up for the

Hun when we gets to the Rhine. He reckons the Rhine is goin’ to hold

us up, don’t he? Wait till he sees the Tanks swim it an’ walk up the

cliffs on the other side.”

The Skipper gave a few quiet orders and the crew vanished, crawling,

and one by one, into a little man-hole. The Signaller’s informant found

time for a last word to him in passing. “I b’lieve we’re takin’ a turn

down across the river an’ canal,” he said. “If you follow us you’ll

most likely see us do a practice swim or two.”

“Well, I’ve met some dandy liars in my time,” the Signaller murmured to

himself, “but that chap’s about IT.”

But he stayed to watch the Tank get under way, and after watching her

performance and course for a few hundred yards he returned to his

motor-bike with struggling doubts in his own mind as to how and in

which direction he was likely to be the bigger fool—in believing or

in refusing to believe.

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