A FOOL AT THIRTY

Toward the end of that day it became evident, in the west, that

preparations were going on for an American sunset. Preliminary colors,

chiefly gold and crimson, crept swiftly across the sky. These colors,

more dazzling as the sun approached the water, were caught and tossed

about upon the surface of the sea until all the universe seemed ablaze.

Of this gorgeous spectacle Elinor Marshall, in a sheltered corner of the

deck, was an appreciative witness.

Pats, in his mercy, had decided to allow the lady a respite from his

society, at least during a portion of the afternoon. The lady, however,

was so much more interesting than anything else aboard that he finally

ignored his better judgment. And now, leaning against the rail in front

of her, he found the sunset duller, more monotonous and commonplace than

the human combination in the steamer-chair. She, however, her head

thrown back, with half-closed eyes, seemed fascinated by the glories in

the west, and almost unconscious of his presence. As too much staring

might cause annoyance, he did most of it on the sly. And the opportunity

was good. As a mystery, she proved an absorbing study: an irresistible

blending of contradictions, of sympathy and reserve, of sadness--and of

wit--of a character and temperament not half-divulged. Whenever their

eyes met, he felt a mild commotion, a curious, unfamiliar

excitement,--something that made him less at ease. For it invariably

brought the keenest anxiety as to her good opinion. He also experienced

a consciousness of guilt; why, he knew not, unless from the expression

of her eyes. They seemed to be reading his thoughts, and to be a trifle

saddened by the result. That, in itself, was disconcerting.

He began to see why those other fellows were in love with her. Although

fireproof himself, he understood, now that he knew her better, the

nature of the conflagration that devoured the men in Boston.

In her sensitive face, in her reserve, and in her sometimes melancholy

air, he saw traces of inward struggles between a passionate, impulsive,

pleasure-loving nature and standards of virtue unattainably high. And

when he remembered that she was doomed to the seclusion of a convent,

that this life, with every promise of being exceptionally rich and full,

was to be crushed, deadened and forever lost to the outer human world,

his resentment became difficult to suppress. He wondered, in a hot,

disjointed way, if there was no possibility of a rescue.

Awakening from a revery, she caught him in the act, regarding her with

earnest eyes, and with a frown. He also came back to earth--or to the

boat--suddenly, and he observed a slight movement of her eyebrows as in

surprise or disapproval. With a guilty air, he looked away, and she

wondered if the warmer color in his mahogany cheeks came entirely from

the sunset. After an awkward silence, he said.

"I beg your pardon for staring at you. You are so very contradictory,

and in so many ways, that I took the liberty of guessing at your real

character; whether after all you are unpleasantly perfect, or whether it

is merely your luck to possess an awe-inspiring exterior."

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