CHAPTER XXXVIII

This neighbourhood was unknown to Edward, and, after plunging about in

one direction and another, he found that he had missed his way. Down

innumerable dusky streets of dwarfed houses, showing soiled silent

window-blinds, he hurried and chafed; at one moment in sharp joy that he

had got a resolution, and the next dismayed by the singular petty

impediments which were tripping him. "My dearest!" his heart cried to

Dahlia, "did I wrong you so? I will make all well. It was the work of a

fiend." Now he turned to right, now to left, and the minutes flew. They

flew; and in the gathering heat of his brain he magnified things until

the sacrifice of herself Dahlia was preparing for smote his imagination

as with a blaze of the upper light, and stood sublime before him in the

grandeur of old tragedy. "She has blinded her eyes, stifled her senses,

eaten her heart. Oh! my beloved! my wife! my poor girl! and all to be

free from shame in her father's sight!" Who could have believed that a

girl of Dahlia's class would at once have felt the shame so keenly, and

risen to such pure heights of heroism? The sacrifice flouted conception;

it mocked the steady morning. He refused to believe in it, but the short

throbs of his blood were wiser.

A whistling urchin became his guide. The little lad was carelessly

giving note to a popular opera tune, with happy disregard of concord. It

chanced that the tune was one which had taken Dahlia's ear, and,

remembering it and her pretty humming of it in the old days, Edward's

wrestling unbelief with the fatality of the hour sank, so entirely was he

under the sovereignty of his sensations. He gave the boy a big fee,

desiring superstitiously to feel that one human creature could bless the

hour. The house was in view. He knocked, and there came a strange

murmur of some denial. "She is here," he said, menacingly.

"She was taken away, sir, ten minutes gone, by a gentleman," the servant

tied to assure him.

The landlady of the house, coming up the kitchen stairs, confirmed the

statement. In pity for his torpid incredulity she begged him to examine

her house from top to bottom, and herself conducted him to Dahlia's room.

"That bed has not been slept in," said the lawyer, pointing his finger to

it.

"No, sir; poor thing! she didn't sleep last night. She's been wearying

for weeks; and last night her sister came, and they hadn't met for very

long. Two whole candles they burnt out, or near upon it."

"Where?--" Edward's articulation choked.

"Where they're gone to, sir? That I do not know. Of course she will

come back."

The landlady begged him to wait; but to sit and see the minutes--the

black emissaries of perdition--fly upon their business, was torture as

big as to endure the tearing off of his flesh till the skeleton stood

out. Up to this point he had blamed himself; now he accused the just

heavens. Yea! is not a sinner their lawful quarry? and do they not slip

the hounds with savage glee, and hunt him down from wrong to evil, from

evil to infamy, from infamy to death, from death to woe everlasting? And

is this their righteousness?--He caught at the rusty garden rails to

steady his feet.

Algernon was employed in the comfortable degustation of his breakfast,

meditating whether he should transfer a further slice of ham or of

Yorkshire pie to his plate, or else have done with feeding and light a

cigar, when Edward appeared before him.

"Do you know where that man lives?"

Algernon had a prompting to respond, "Now, really! what man?" But

passion stops the breath of fools. He answered, "Yes."

"Have you the thousand in your pocket?"

Algernon nodded with a sickly grin.

"Jump up! Go to him. Give it up to him! Say, that if he leaves London

on the instant, and lets you see him off--say, it shall be doubled.

Stay, I'll write the promise, and put my signature. Tell him he shall,

on my word of honour, have another--another thousand pounds--as soon as I

can possibly obtain it, if he holds his tongue, and goes with you; and

see that he goes. Don't talk to me on any other subject, or lose one

minute."

Algernon got his limbs slackly together, trying to think of the

particular pocket in which he had left his cigar-case. Edward wrote a

line on a slip of note-paper, and signed his name beneath. With this and

an unsatisfied longing for tobacco Algernon departed, agreeing to meet

his cousin in the street where Dahlia dwelt.

"By Jove! two thousand! It's an expensive thing not to know your own

mind," he thought.

"How am I to get out of this scrape? That girl Rhoda doesn't care a

button for me. No colonies for me. I should feel like a convict if I

went alone. What on earth am I to do?"

It seemed preposterous to him that he should take a cab, when he had not

settled upon a scheme. The sight of a tobacconist's shop charmed one of

his more immediate difficulties to sleep. He was soon enabled to puff

consoling smoke.

"Ned's mad," he pursued his soliloquy. "He's a weather-cock. Do I ever

act as he does? And I'm the dog that gets the bad name. The idea of

giving this fellow two thousand--two thousand pounds! Why, he might live

like a gentleman."

And that when your friend proves himself to be distraught, the proper

friendly thing to do is to think for him, became eminently clear in

Algernon's mind.

"Of course, it's Ned's money. I'd give it if I had it, but I haven't;

and the fellow won't take a farthing less; I know him. However, it's my

duty to try."

He summoned a vehicle. It was a boast of his proud youth that never in

his life had he ridden in a close cab. Flinging his shoulders back, he

surveyed the world on foot. "Odd faces one sees," he meditated. "I

suppose they've got feelings, like the rest; but a fellow can't help

asking--what's the use of them? If I inherit all right, as I ought to--

why shouldn't I?--I'll squat down at old Wrexby, garden and farm, and

drink my Port. I hate London. The squire's not so far wrong, I fancy."

It struck him that his chance of inheriting was not so very obscure,

after all. Why had he ever considered it obscure? It was decidedly next

to certain, he being an only son. And the squire's health was bad!

While speculating in this wise he saw advancing, arm-in-arm, Lord

Suckling and Harry Latters. They looked at him, and evidently spoke

together, but gave neither nod, nor smile, nor a word, in answer to his

flying wave of the hand. Furious, and aghast at this signal of exclusion

from the world, just at the moment when he was returning to it almost

cheerfully in spirit, he stopped the cab, jumped out, and ran after the

pair.

"I suppose I must say Mr. Latters," Algernon commenced.

Harry deliberated a quiet second or two. "Well, according to our laws of

primogeniture, I don't come first, and therefore miss a better title," he

said.

"How are you?" Algernon nodded to Lord Suckling, who replied, "Very well,

I thank you."

Their legs were swinging forward concordantly. Algernon plucked out his

purse. "I have to beg you to excuse me," he said, hurriedly; "my cousin

Ned's in a mess, and I've been helping him as well as I can--bothered--

not an hour my own. Fifty, I think?" That amount he tendered to Harry

Latters, who took it most coolly.

"A thousand?" he queried of Lord Suckling.

"Divided by two," replied the young nobleman, and the Blucher of

bank-notes was proffered to him. He smiled queerly, hesitating to take

it.

"I was looking for you at all the Clubs last night," said Algernon.

Lord Suckling and Latters had been at theirs, playing whist till past

midnight; yet is money, even when paid over in this egregious public

manner by a nervous hand, such testimony to the sincerity of a man, that

they shouted a simultaneous invitation for him to breakfast with them, in

an hour, at the Club, or dine with them there that evening. Algernon

affected the nod of haste and acquiescence, and ran, lest they should

hear him groan. He told the cabman to drive Northward, instead of to the

South-west. The question of the thousand pounds had been decided for

him--"by fate," he chose to affirm. The consideration that one is

pursued by fate, will not fail to impart a sense of dignity even to the

meanest. "After all, if I stop in England," said he, "I can't afford to

lose my position in society; anything's better than that an unmitigated

low scoundrel like Sedgett should bag the game." Besides, is it not

somewhat sceptical to suppose that when Fate decides, she has not weighed

the scales, and decided for the best? Meantime, the whole energy of his

intellect was set reflecting on the sort of lie which Edward would, by

nature and the occasion, be disposed to swallow. He quitted the cab, and

walked in the Park, and au diable to him there! the fool has done his

work.

It was now half-past ten. Robert, with a most heavy heart, had

accomplished Rhoda's commands upon him. He had taken Dahlia to his

lodgings, whither, when free from Edward, Rhoda proceeded in a mood of

extreme sternness. She neither thanked Robert, nor smiled upon her

sister. Dahlia sent one quivering look up at her, and cowered lower in

her chair near the window.

"Father comes at twelve?" Rhoda said.

Robert replied: "He does."

After which a silence too irritating for masculine nerves filled the

room.

"You will find, I hope, everything here that you may want," said Robert.

"My landlady will attend to the bell. She is very civil."

"Thank you; we shall not want anything," said Rhoda. "There is my

sister's Bible at her lodgings."

Robert gladly offered to fetch it, and left them with a sense of relief

that was almost joy. He waited a minute in the doorway, to hear whether

Dahlia addressed him. He waited on the threshold of the house, that he

might be sure Dahlia did not call for his assistance. Her cry of appeal

would have fortified him to stand against Rhoda; but no cry was heard.

He kept expecting it, pausing for it, hoping it would come to solve his

intense perplexity. The prolonged stillness terrified him; for, away

from the sisters, he had power to read the anguish of Dahlia's heart, her

frozen incapacity, and the great and remorseless mastery which lay in

Rhoda's inexorable will.

A few doors down the street he met Major blaring, on his way to him.

"Here's five minutes' work going to be done, which we may all of us

regret till the day of our deaths," Robert said, and related what had

passed during the morning hours.

Percy approved Rhoda, saying, "She must rescue her sister at all hazards.

The case is too serious for her to listen to feelings, and regrets, and

objections. The world against one poor woman is unfair odds, Robert. I

come to tell you I leave England in a day or two. Will you join me?"

"How do I know what I shall or can do?" said Robert, mournfully: and they

parted.

Rhoda's unflickering determination to carry out, and to an end, this

tragic struggle of duty against inclination; on her own sole

responsibility forcing it on; acting like a Fate, in contempt of mere

emotions,--seemed barely real to his mind: each moment that he conceived

it vividly, he became more certain that she must break down. Was it in

her power to drag Dahlia to the steps of the altar? And would not her

heart melt when at last Dahlia did get her voice? "This marriage can

never take place!" he said, and was convinced of its being impossible.

He forgot that while he was wasting energy at Fairly, Rhoda had sat

hiving bitter strength in the loneliness of the Farm; with one vile

epithet clapping on her ears, and nothing but unavailing wounded love for

her absent unhappy sister to make music of her pulses.

He found his way to Dahlia's room; he put her Bible under his arm, and

looked about him sadly. Time stood at a few minutes past eleven.

Flinging himself into a chair, he thought of waiting in that place; but a

crowd of undefinable sensations immediately beset him. Seeing Edward

Blancove in the street below, he threw up the window compassionately, and

Edward, casting a glance to right and left, crossed the road. Robert

went down to him.

"I am waiting for my cousin." Edward had his watch in his hand. "I think

I am fast. Can you tell me the time exactly?"

"Why, I'm rather slow," said Robert, comparing time with his own watch.

"I make it four minutes past the hour."

"I am at fourteen," said Edward. "I fancy I must be fast."

"About ten minutes past, is the time, I think."

"So much as that!"

"It may be a minute or so less."

"I should like," said Edward, "to ascertain positively."

"There's a clock down in the kitchen here, I suppose," said Robert.

"Safer, there's a clock at the church, just in sight from here."

"Thank you; I will go and look at that."

Robert bethought himself suddenly that Edward had better not. "I can

tell you the time to a second," he said. "It's now twelve minutes past

eleven."

Edward held his watch balancing. "Twelve," he repeated; and, behind this

mask of common-place dialogue, they watched one another--warily, and

still with pity, on Robert's side.

"You can't place any reliance on watches," said Edward.

"None, I believe," Robert remarked.

"If you could see the sun every day in this climate!" Edward looked up.

"Ah, the sun's the best timepiece, when visible," Robert acquiesced.

"Backwoodsmen in America don't need watches."

"Unless it is to astonish the Indians with them."

"Ah! yes!" hummed Robert.

"Twelve--fifteen--it must be a quarter past. Or, a three quarters to the

next hour, as the Germans say."

"Odd!" Robert ejaculated. "Foreigners have the queerest ways in the

world. They mean no harm, but they make you laugh."

"They think the same of us, and perhaps do the laughing more loudly."

"Ah! let them," said Robert, not without contemptuous indignation, though

his mind was far from the talk.

The sweat was on Edward's forehead. "In a few minutes it will be

half-past--half-past eleven! I expect a friend; that makes me impatient.

Mr. Eccles"--Edward showed his singular, smallish, hard-cut and flashing

features, clear as if he had blown off a mist--"you are too much of a man

to bear malice. Where is Dahlia? Tell me at once. Some one seems to be

cruelly driving her. Has she lost her senses? She has:--or else she is

coerced in an inexplicable and shameful manner."

"Mr. Blancove," said Robert, "I bear you not a bit of malice--couldn't if

I would. I'm not sure I could have said guilty to the same sort of

things, in order to tell an enemy of mine I was sorry for what I had

done, and I respect you for your courage. Dahlia was taken from here by

me."

Edward nodded, as if briefly assenting, while his features sharpened.

"Why?" he asked.

"It was her sister's wish."

"Has she no will of her own?"

"Very little, I'm afraid, just now, sir."

"A remarkable sister! Are they of Puritan origin?"

"Not that I am aware of."

"And this father?"

"Mr. Blancove, he is one of those sort--he can't lift up his head if he

so much as suspects a reproach to his children."

Edward brooded. "I desire--as I told you, as I told her sister, as I

told my father last night--I desire to make her my wife. What can I do

more? Are they mad with some absurd country pride? Half-past eleven!--it

will be murder if they force her to it! Where is she? To such a man as

that! Poor soul! I can hardly fear it, for I can't imagine it. Here--

the time is going. You know the man yourself."

"I know the man?" said Robert. "I've never set eyes on him--I've never

set eyes on him, and never liked to ask much about him. I had a sort of

feeling. Her sister says he is a good, and kind, honourable young

fellow, and he must be."

"Before it's too late," Edward muttered hurriedly--"you know him--his

name is Sedgett."

Robert hung swaying over him with a big voiceless chest.

"That Sedgett?" he breathed huskily, and his look was hard to meet.

Edward frowned, unable to raise his head.

"Lord in heaven! some one has something to answer for!" cried Robert.

"Come on; come to the church. That foul dog?--Or you, stay where you

are. I'll go. He to be Dahlia's husband! They've seen him, and can't

see what he is!--cunning with women as that? How did they meet? Do you

know?--can't you guess?"

He flung a lightning at Edward and ran off. Bursting into the aisle, he

saw the minister closing the Book at the altar, and three persons moving

toward the vestry, of whom the last, and the one he discerned, was Rhoda.

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