IN DEEP WATER
The dawn thrust aside night's somber curtains while they ate, revealing
a sky overcast with slaty clouds. What with her wanderings of the
night before and the journey through the dark with Roaring Bill, she
had absolutely no idea of either direction or locality. The infolding
timber shut off the outlook. Forest-clad heights upreared here and
there, but no landmark that she could place and use for a guide. She
could not guess whether Cariboo Meadows was a mile distant, or ten, nor
in what direction it might lie. If she had not done so before, she now
understood how much she had to depend on Roaring Bill Wagstaff.
"Do you suppose I can get home in time to open school?" she inquired
anxiously.
Roaring Bill smiled. "I don't know," he answered. "It all depends."
Upon what it depended he did not specify, but busied himself packing
up. In half an hour or less they were ready to start. Bill spent a
few minutes longer shortening the stirrups, then signified that she
should mount. He seemed more thoughtful, less inclined to speech.
"You know where you are now, don't you?" she asked.
"Not exactly," he responded. "But I will before long--I hope."
The ambiguity of his answer did not escape her. She puzzled over it
while Silk ambled sedately behind the other horses. She hoped that
Bill Wagstaff knew where he was going. If he did not--but she refused
to entertain the alternative. And she began to watch eagerly for some
sign of familiar ground.
For two hours Roaring Bill tramped through aisles bordered with pine
and spruce and fir, through thickets of berry bush, and across limited
areas of grassy meadow. Not once did they cross a road or a trail.
With the clouds hiding the sun, she could not tell north from south
after they left camp. Eventually Bill halted at a small stream to get
a drink. Hazel looked at her watch. It was half past eight.
"Aren't we ever going to get there?" she called impatiently.
"Pretty soon," he called back, and struck out briskly again.
Another hour passed. Ahead of her, leading one pack horse and letting
the other follow untrammeled, Roaring Bill kept doggedly on, halting
for nothing, never looking back. If he did not know where he was
going, he showed no hesitation. And Hazel had no choice but to follow.
They crossed a ravine and slanted up a steep hillside. Presently Hazel
could look away over an area of woodland undulating like a heavy ground
swell at sea. Here and there ridges stood forth boldly above the
general roll, and distantly she could descry a white-capped mountain
range. They turned the end of a thick patch of pine scrub, and Bill
pulled up in a small opening. From a case swinging at his belt he took
out a pair of field glasses, and leisurely surveyed the country.
"Well?" Hazel interrogated.
She herself had cast an anxious glance over the wide sweep below and
beyond, seeing nothing but timber and hills, with the silver thread of
a creek winding serpent-wise through the green. But of habitation or
trail there was never a sign. And it was after ten o'clock. They were
over four hours from their camp ground.
"Nothing in sight, is there?" Bill said thoughtfully. "If the sun was
out, now. Funny I can't spot that Soda Creek Trail."
"Don't you know this country at all?" she asked gloomily.
"I thought I did," he replied. "But I can't seem to get my bearings to
work out correctly. I'm awfully sorry to keep you in such a pickle.
But it can't be helped."
Thus he disarmed her for the time being. She could not find fault with
a man who was doing his best to help her. If Roaring Bill were unable
to bear straight for the Meadows, it was unfortunate for her, but no
fault of his. At the same time, it troubled her more than she would
admit.
"Well, we won't get anywhere standing on this hill," he remarked at
length.
He took up the lead rope and moved on. They dropped over the ridge
crest and once more into the woods. Roaring Bill made his next halt
beside a spring, and fell to unlashing the packs.
"What are you going to do?" Hazel asked.
"Cook a bite, and let the horses graze," he told her. "Do you realize
that we've been going since daylight? It's near noon. Horses have to
eat and rest once in a while, just the same as human beings."
The logic of this Hazel could not well deny, since she herself was
tired and ravenously hungry. By her watch it was just noon.
Bill hobbled out his horses on the grass below the spring, made a fire,
and set to work cooking. For the first time the idea of haste seemed
to have taken hold of him. He worked silently at the meal getting,
fried steaks of venison, and boiled a pot of coffee. They ate. He
filled his pipe, and smoked while he repacked. Altogether, he did not
consume more than forty minutes at the noon halt. Hazel, now woefully
saddle sore, would fain have rested longer, and, in default of resting,
tried to walk and lead Silk. Roaring Bill offered no objection to
that. But he hit a faster gait. She could not keep up, and he did not
slacken pace when she began to fall behind. So she mounted awkwardly,
and Silk jolted and shook her with his trotting until he caught up with
his mates. Bill grinned over his shoulder.
"You're learning fast," he called back. "You'll be able to run a pack
train by and by."
The afternoon wore on without bringing them any nearer Cariboo Meadows
so far as Hazel could see. Traveling over a country swathed in timber
and diversified in contour, she could not tell whether Roaring Bill
swung in a circle or bore straight for some given point.
She speculated futilely on the outcome of the strange plight she was
in. It was a far cry from pounding a typewriter in a city office to
jogging through the wilderness, lost beyond peradventure, her only
company a stranger of unsavory reputation. Yet she was not frightened,
for all the element of unreality. Under other circumstances she could
have relished the adventure, taken pleasure in faring gypsy fashion
over the wide reaches where man had left no mark. As it was--
She called a halt at four o'clock.
"Mr. Wagstaff!"
Bill stopped his horses and came back to her.
"Aren't we _ever_ going to get anywhere?" she asked soberly.
"Sure! But we've got to keep going. Got to make the best of a bad
job," he returned. "Getting pretty tired?"
"I am," she admitted. "I'm afraid I can't ride much longer. I could
walk if you wouldn't go so fast. Aren't there any ranches in this
country at all?"
He shook his head. "They're few and far between," he said. "Don't
worry, though. It isn't a life-and-death matter. If we were out here
without grub or horses it might be tough. You're in no danger from
exposure or hunger."
"You don't seem to realize the position it puts me in," Hazel answered.
A wave of despondency swept over her, and her eyes grew suddenly bright
with the tears she strove to keep back. "If we wander around in the
woods much longer, I'll simply be a sensation when I do get back to
Cariboo Meadows. I won't have a shred of reputation left. It will
probably result in my losing the school. You're a man, and it's
different with you. You can't know what a girl has to contend with
where no one knows her. I'm a stranger in this country, and what
little they do know of me--"
She stopped short, on the point of saying that what Cariboo Meadows
knew of her through the medium of Mr. Howard Perkins was not at all to
her credit.
Roaring Bill looked up at her impassively. "I know," he said, as if he
had read her thought. "Your friend Perkins talked a lot. But what's
the difference? Cariboo Meadows is only a fleabite. If you're right,
and you know you're right, you can look the world in the eye and tell
it collectively to go to the devil. Besides, you've got a perverted
idea. People aren't so ready to give you the bad eye on somebody
else's say-so. It would take a lot more than a flash drummer's word to
convince me that you're a naughty little girl. Pshaw--forget it!"
Hazel colored hotly at his mention of Perkins, but for the latter part
of his speech she could have hugged him. Bill Wagstaff went a long
way, in those brief sentences, toward demolishing her conviction that
no man ever overlooked an opportunity of taking advantage of a woman.
But Bill said nothing further. He stood a moment longer by her horse,
resting one hand on Silk's mane, and scraping absently in the soft
earth with the toe of his boot.
"Well, let's get somewhere," he said abruptly. "If you're too saddle
sore to ride, walk a while. I'll go slower."
She walked, and the exercise relieved the cramping ache in her limbs.
Roaring Bill's slower pace was fast enough at that. She followed till
her strength began to fail. And when in spite of her determination she
lagged behind, he stopped at the first water.
"We'll camp here," he said. "You're about all in, and we can't get
anywhere to-night, I see plainly."
Hazel accepted this dictum as best she could. She eat down on a mossy
rock while he stripped the horses of their gear and staked them out.
Then Bill started a fire and fixed the roll of bedding by it for her to
sit on. Dusk crept over the forest while he cooked supper, making a
bannock in the frying pan to take the place of bread; and when they had
finished eating and washed the few dishes, night shut down black as the
pit.
They talked little. Hazel was in the grip of utter forlornness, moody,
wishful to cry. Roaring Bill lumped on his side of the fire, staring
thoughtfully into the blaze. After a long period of abstraction he
glanced at his watch, then arose and silently arranged her bed. After
that he spread his saddle blankets and lay down.
Hazel crept into the covers and quietly sobbed herself to sleep. The
huge and silent land appalled her. She had been chucked neck and crop
into the primitive, and she had not yet been able to react to her
environment. She was neither faint-hearted nor hysterical. The grind
of fending for herself in a city had taught her the necessity of
self-control. But she was worn out, unstrung, and there is a limit to
a woman's endurance.
As on the previous night, she wakened often and glanced over to the
fire. Roaring Bill kept his accustomed position, flat in the glow.
She had no fear of him now. But he was something of an enigma. She
had few illusions about men in general. She had encountered a good
many of them in one way and another since reaching the age when she
coiled her hair on top of her head. And she could not recall one--not
even Jack Barrow--with whom she would have felt at ease in a similar
situation. She knew that there was a something about her that drew
men. If the presence of her had any such effect on Bill Wagstaff, he
painstakingly concealed it.
And she was duly grateful for that. She had not believed it a
characteristic of his type--the virile, intensely masculine type of
man. But she had not once found him looking at her with the same
expression in his eyes that she had seen once over Jim Briggs' dining
table.
Night passed, and dawn ushered in a clearing sky. Ragged wisps of
clouds chased each other across the blue when they set out again.
Hazel walked the stiffness out of her muscles before she mounted. When
she did get on Silk, Roaring Bill increased his pace. He was
long-legged and light of foot, apparently tireless. She asked no
questions. What was the use? He would eventually come out somewhere.
She was resigned to wait.
After a time she began to puzzle, and the old uneasiness came back.
The last trailing banner of cloud vanished, and the sun rode clear in
an opal sky, smiling benignly down on the forested land. She was thus
enabled to locate the cardinal points of the compass. Wherefore she
took to gauging their course by the shadows. And the result was what
set her thinking. Over level and ridge and swampy hollow, Roaring Bill
drove straight north in an undeviating line. She recollected that the
point from which she had lost her way had lain northeast of Cariboo
Meadows. Even if they had swung in a circle, they could scarcely be
pointing for the town in that direction. For another hour Bill held to
the northern line as a needle holds to the pole. A swift rush of
misgiving seized her.
"Mr. Wagstaff!" she called sharply.
Roaring Bill stopped, and she rode Silk up past the pack horses.
"Where are you taking me?" she demanded.
"Why, I'm taking you home--or trying to," he answered mildly.
"But you're going _north_," she declared. "You've been going north all
morning. I was north of Cariboo Meadows when I got lost. How can we
get back to Cariboo Meadows by going still farther north?"
"You're more of a woodsman than I imagined," Bill remarked gently. He
smiled up at her, and drew out his pipe and tobacco pouch.
She looked at him for a minute. "Do you know where we are now?" she
asked quietly.
He met her keen gaze calmly. "I do," he made laconic answer.
"Which way is Cariboo Meadows, then, and how far is it?" she demanded.
"General direction south," he replied slowly. "Fifty miles more or
less. Rather more than less."
"And you've been leading me straight north!" she cried. "Oh, what am I
going to do?"
"Keep right on going," Wagstaff answered.
"I won't--I won't!" she flashed. "I'll find my own way back. What
devilish impulse prompted you to do such a thing?"
"You'll have a beautiful time of it," he said dryly, completely
ignoring her last question. "Take you three days to walk there--if you
knew every foot of the way. And you don't know the way. Traveling in
timber is confusing, as you've discovered. You'll never see Cariboo
Meadows, or any other place, if you tackle it single-handed, without
grub or matches or bedding. It's fall, remember. A snowstorm is due
any time. This is a whopping big country. A good many men have got
lost in it--and other men have found their bones."
He let this sink in while she sat there on his horse choking back a
wild desire to curse him by bell, book, and candle for what he had
done, and holding in check the fear of what he might yet do. She knew
him to be a different type of man from any she had ever encountered.
She could not escape the conclusion that Roaring Bill Wagstaff was
something of a law unto himself, capable of hewing to the line of his
own desires at any cost. She realized her utter helplessness, and the
realization left her without words. He had drawn a vivid picture, and
the instinct of self-preservation asserted itself.
"You misled me." She found her voice at last. "Why?"
"Did I mislead you?" he parried. "Weren't you already lost when you
came to my camp? And have I mistreated you in any manner? Have I
refused you food, shelter, or help?"
"My home is in Cariboo Meadows," she persisted. "I asked you to take
me there. You led me away from there deliberately, I believe now."
"My trail doesn't happen to lead to Cariboo Meadows, that's all,"
Roaring Bill coolly told her. "If you must go back there, I shan't
restrain you in any way whatever. But I'm for home myself. And that,"
he came close, and smiled frankly up at her, "is a better place than
Cariboo Meadows. I've got a little house back there in the woods.
There's a big fireplace where the wind plays tag with the snowflakes in
winter time. There's grub there, and meat in the forest, and fish in
the streams. It's home for me. Why should I go back to Cariboo
Meadows? Or you?"
"Why should _I_ go with you?" she demanded scornfully.
"Because I want you to," he murmured.
They matched glances for a second, Wagstaff smiling, she half horrified.
"Are you clean mad?" she asked angrily. "I was beginning to think you
a gentleman."
Bill threw back his head and laughed. Then on the instant he sobered.
"Not a gentleman," he said. "I'm just plain man. And lonesome
sometimes for a mate, as nature has ordained to be the way of flesh."
"Get a squaw, then," she sneered. "I've heard that such people as you
do that."
"Not me," he returned, unruffled. "I want a woman of my own kind."
"Heaven save _me_ from that classification!" she observed, with
emphasis on the pronoun.
"Yes?" he drawled. "Well, there's no profit in arguing that point.
Let's be getting on."
He reached for the lead rope of the nearest pack horse.
Hazel urged Silk up a step. "Mr. Wagstaff," she cried, "I must go
back."
"You can't go back without me," he said. "And I'm not traveling that
way, thank you."
"Please--oh, please!" she begged forlornly.
Roaring Bill's face hardened. "I will not," he said flatly. "I'm
going to play the game my way. And I'll play fair. That's the only
promise I will make."
She took a look at the encompassing woods, and her heart sank at facing
those shadowy stretches alone and unguided. The truth of his statement
that she would never reach Cariboo Meadows forced itself home. There
was but the one way out, and her woman's wit would have to save her.
"Go on, then," she gritted, in a swift surge of anger. "I am afraid to
face this country alone. I admit my helplessness. But so help me
Heaven, I'll make you pay for this dirty trick! You're not a man!
You're a cur--a miserable, contemptible scoundrel!"
"Whew!" Roaring Bill laughed. "Those are pretty names. Just the same,
I admire your grit. Well, here we go!"
He took up the lead rope, and went on without even looking back to see
if she followed. If he had made the slightest attempt to force her to
come, if he had betrayed the least uncertainty as to whether she would
come, Hazel would have swung down from the saddle and set her face
stubbornly southward in sheer defiance of him. But such is the
peculiar complexity of a woman that she took one longing glance
backward, and then fell in behind the packs. She was weighted down
with dread of the unknown, boiling over with rage at the man who swung
light-footed in the lead; but nevertheless she followed him.